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is there advanced pvp to it?
can u do complicated movement within the game
speedrun it
yes, we have melee, cloaking devices, long range, space ships
and in mc there is nethpot axe uhc sword and cpvp
all 3 storylines takes about 40 hours to complete
those arent items btw those are the types of pvp game modes u can do
yeah
that sounds so fun to speedrun
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it is
especially as part of it, you have to wait 4 hours for something to complete
u can even speedrun ppl in a simultaneous 1v1 in mc
wow
but it gives you the ability to go and level up or do wierd things
that sounds like a waste of time ๐
we have a central multiplayer hub, that every single player who plays can go on
same thing with minecraft
i bet everybody and their grandma already knows what hypixel is
you have stinky servers, we don't
everyone just meets in the anomaly
they're awful
what?
thats just u having a bad experience
u played in the wrong region
and got ms because of that
high ms*
again, never played that
click on yo cat u will see a timer ticking down
click on the taps bar
by wrong region i mean the server was hosted in europe and you are playing from asia
so obviously your ping is gonna be terrible
I only played 2 player with me and my friend
i mean i dont even know what u mean by awful servers
then how was it awful
aternos server hosting does enough
they look tacky when I see
waht looks tacky ๐ญ
too many sharp corners ๐คฎ
what
yes
u do realize mc about blocks right
yes
and u can just get shaders over it
agreed
if u really dont like the texture of the game
already built in for nms
wow there is the modding part to mc as well
same here
mc is developing shaders
for its latest update
im just saying why i think mc is goated
everything you can do is in nms and more
just watch a playthrough or smth
just watch any speedrunner do its routing throughout a world
and speedrunning is just 1 aspect out of like 10
fr
playing mc with friends like 5 years ago is like the most fun part
No Man's Sky has quintillions of planets, we haven't explored like 98% of the known univers, every creature and plant is procedurally animated
yeah i like how u have to grind for it and then its so worth it in the end ๐คฉ
nanite farming
thats just an rpg game no?
ISTG BRO
doing anything with ur friends in mc is like 10x better
it is, but there are a lot of things I can do in it that I want to say but I can't as I'll get banned
so its gta?
cavemen art is a bit more understandable
it's the name of a substance in the game
hint on substance
sorry ๐
pc can't handle it
same
:(
ppl still play that?
oh damn
i thought like
everybody mutually agreed on shifting to cs2
I'll stick to bongo cat on desktop
ohh thats cool
cat of approval ahhh
is u an unc
32
34
28
24
18
wait what
woah
no way i guessed it just li.ke that
ur still an unc to me
im 17
:3
:c
1 year gap huge af fr
1 year got 12 months
nuh uh
unc take your pills
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sit in one place for hours?
woah
so u dont touch grass?
im back again
guys. lets change the subject here please.
oh like that
i am on my holidays
so i dont have school
gng u wanna get banned?
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I was going to play with him. ๐
i thought just his message got deleted
and then ban him xD
sorry 
its okay. ๐ his vibe was just not it. ๐
the pidgeon has saved me again
what happened?
I wonder what he would have said to my old profile picture. ๐ค ๐คฃ
someone disrespected my mod and got banned ๐ that's it
thank you pidgeon
I stepped away to fix my wifi for one second!
someone thought it was a good idea to insult a mod while marcel was watching xD
oh hi guys!!!!
ur one second is like interstellar's time on that big water planet
I'm finally back home now :]
how was your holiday
it was pretty good, thanks for asking!
where'd you go?
we were in croatia
nice!
yep
any nice nature or animal pictures? or food.. food is good to. xD
but i honestly like italy better
food was great
we were in a national park also!
I got the food of an ex-booster
there was a huge waterfall and someone got married there haha
gotta love those water pictures with a wedding dress. ๐ if you get it just right you can get rainbows on the pictures
that is a shame. but still stunning I believe ๐
yep i also think so
Still waiting for any word on mod 
nope
oh noooo
the only reply I had was when i was asking for a mod to be developed for my discord bot (bongo bot)
oh noooo
I am offline ๐
I do that when I am streaming to avoid getting pinged as much xD
thank you. I found an extra room in a mystery game I have been playing and it is quite exciting. and I had to deal with blizzard game support which I dreaded, but I got my account back and will be doing some hearthstone tonight ๐
Why can't people see how many clicks someone else has in this game btw? I think that would be kinda fun
Though I think it should more just be a setting because people might be competitive with it.
do like that idea
need the programmers here
also new command dropped
guys i'm gonna eep now so nightiesssss

minecraft is down :<

yeah cuz its awesome
ngl it look like is having, u know...
my homie in christ it is bongo cat
i got my CDs chat
Hiii
hello
How you beeee?
Starting today I am doing 7 servers per day to not stress out over not being around! So Expect me to be active on Wednesdays, you could always ping me as well...I counted and I am in 49 servers...and I want to support everyone but I get overwhelmed easily. Hope everyone is doing well~
yeah nobody buy at that price ๐
Hey!
what can i buy wit 20 cents
does anyone know if there is a sphynx cat skin at all
nice. thanks for showing me.
call InternalEngine player;
this is serialization/exports? didn't expect that. i also didnt expect you to create an editor for your game engine like unity/unreal/godot. what's your plans on the editor? that's a huge goal, you may want to limit your scope. i thought it was just going to be a code-only game engine.
new Float playerSpeed;
Float playerSpeed = 0.8;
im guessing new declares the variable and the line after assigns to variable. you prefer the verbose way of declaring? "new Float" and "Float" seems like both ways to declare a variable.
still find it interesting how different the syntax is for symbols. keep up the good work.

rawr
good day
this is a common misunderstanding and i think it could be mentioned in #โfaq perhaps @winter plinth
this "BongoCat" app is different from the one showecased in that video. it doesn't have a keyboard/mouse graphic.
those specific types of apps are overlays designed for OBS and/or streaming.
The one in the video appears to be "bongo cat mver" but i would be careful with downloading unknown software, its important to not trust everything.
If you youtube search "Animated Bongo Cat Overlay" or "Bongo Cat OBS" you will find info on similar apps that do this. use caution when downloading/installing apps, make sure to scan for viruses too
on mobile rn, will show you ascii prototypes later
...
no way that yall just did that
I dont know which costume to pick ๐ญ
how does one pick a costume?
You update the game to pick a Halloween costume
helo
Hello
maaaaan one is too hard, cant decide...
i dont have thingy to pick a skin
also god my hands are so dirty from cleaning my keyboard
(yes im doing it on my bed)
try updating your game! i had a similar issue i just needed to close bongo cat/steam and open up steam and i found the update updated and then open bongo cat back up
or use the "update and restart" in the settings
thats what i did
and i still dont have it
bongo cat
do you see the gift icon/badge and the โค๏ธ tab?
hehe ya i feel like this could use a bit of onboarding too, although the gift badge worked wonders for me
i wasnt sure id know where it was until the gift stared me in the eyes
fun. if i had to do that out of memory, i wouldnt know where to place the keys. its amazing how well muscle memory works for typing, but anytime i think about where each key is, i got no clue.
so clean
i gotta paint that spot where paint is worn away
i remember how good it looked when it was new
now its close to it but it has sign of being worn down and the RGB dimmed down ove rtime
but ill use this keyboard until it dies
hi
hi
finally 3000 hours
wow
that is amazing. that is 127 total days
ye kinda love this game
do you run the app 24/7 or been using it since the early days?
I only have 400 on it gawddamn ๐ญ
Makes sense then ๐ญ
this is how much i got
cool
impressive. as a developer myself, the dedication and loyalty is loved
i got most hours in bongocat
i mean i pirate most of the games so i dont have that much hours on steam
3 monitors so my cat have his own place
my cat is just on taskbar on 2nd monitor
ill use my 3rd monitor when i get usb-c to vga adapter
3000 and only 3 legendary this game hard bro
i got only 2 epics as well
ะัั ะผัั
not sure XD been up the whole night so gonna sleep soon
are u at school?

oh oki eep well!
i mean u dnt have to, just a suggestion, not sure wot games ur into tbh
ow, dis game will have u screaming at ur screen xD

i wanna buy all
Ye
gl karma today in #competition
wait a second, doesnt the zombie show its brain?
oh its a combo, never read the text
thats super cool that its both, i was wondering about that
Thank you, you too!
does that mean franken kitty can somehow take out its bolts? how will it live on without its bolts!
One message removed from a suspended account.
just find it silly in a good way that you already have every skin and already 10 of 1
How do you manage to have more than one?
steam market
Ok ty
where do you get the halloween costume
nice pfp
nice pfp
heart icon
alr thx
np np
WAIT KARMA WHICH ONE IS YOURS
IT SHOULDNT CHANGE ANYTHING DAMMIT VOTE FOR WHAT YOU LIKE
Anyways
It hasn't even started haha
oh okay yeah right
DAMMIT NO I WILL SUPPORT YOU KARMA
WHATEVER IT TAKES
SUPPORTING YOU THE BEST I CAN
is there someone from poland ?
YAS
I'm doing decent!
okiiii
Hbu? Doing good in school?
that's good i think
Im not overwhelmingly sad!
Which is very good
I think
pretty good, yeah. not in school rn luckily tho bc i have holidayyyy but there was some drama with one of my friends bc uh yeah i can tell you the details in private if you want
i also think so
Ahhh I see
Well, feel free to share if it makes it better for you! And do take your time to enjoy the holiday therra!
Ye
yeah it's been a while ago but we haven't really talked since then imo
like he might've thought we talked it out
bc he is acting like everything is okay again
but i can't take it anymore
I see
Well, just know that whatever you are feeling is valid, and take it slow and easy
If you think things aren't right
Make the decision that's right for yourself
nope always voting for karma
I believe in you
haha
thanks <3
then i wont vote too
i also believe in you, karma

I'll always vote
i also am
Feel free to ping me
I may not be around and time zones are dumb but I'll reply
and we'll get through all of it the best we can! After all we have eachother
what is it, i can check how many items in game?
Of course!
yeah okiii!!! you should also ping me whenever you feel like it
oh btw
Okay!
nope you missed nothing
i just don't understand why he'd get himself banned
but well i can't change it and he derserves it imo

I have no idea what happened
Well, I don't want to rush into any conclusions but
He's been through alot in his life and times are rough for him
Just wish him well, even if he isn't around to hear it
well... he sent some not very child friendly emojis/stickers into here
yeah,.
Ah, I see
i just hope he's okay
Hmm?
like... abnout your friend...
What friend?
wait i'll ask in private
Sure
meow
Went with the zombie cat @acoustic vale
lobby codes in #lobby-codes pls
and delete that
okk sorry
emma hru doin btw
i feel like you sleep to least
11 to 6 is my sleepy time
hmmm not really but i've been wanting to learn it for a long time
ooh ye
hm
there is not rush (making a game engine - need lots of help)
yeah well if you'd be willing to teach me i'd love to help!
sure
great!!!
I'll invite you to the server
im bored
okiii!!!
kocialko
me?
not in a lobby rn haha
yep you
ye?
you can code, right?
depending what language
python, also need those with HTML or CSS (web dev) skills
i know some css
#lobby-codes join mine pls
and i know python and html pretty good
would you be willing to help me?
maybe
tell me if you want to - i need people who will be definetely willing to
if u want me to work for free then first of all thats slavery, second of that ill do it only in my free time (i have lots of it)
hmm oke
good choice, between zombie and vampire for me
yeah
what do you need help with? or just looking for contributers for your game engien?
mainly those who can do python for now, but HTML experience is wanted
I've been putting off learning python for like 2 years now...
i can always offer advice/tutor, but i dont have time to work on personal projects
granted AI can help out just as well as i could with advice
you looking to make a website?
for docs for programming, and a way to show off the engine
oh right on. you could automate the docs for your API.
yeah
so would you like to join?
id be willing to give advice and guidance, but i dont have time for a personal project, sorry. unfortunately stopped working on a mmorpg project recently and wish i had time to get back into it
i wanted to finish that companion "bingo bongo" app for autumn. i made like 3 prototypes, but i cant find the time to complete it
definitely interested in where you go with it ๐
would you want to join the server to do with it (currently has NO members)
sure thing you can DM the link
fr
it's scary ngl
hahah
wdym no members
what am i? noone?
no one in the members tag/category
your a therra
ohhhh
a silly friend
hehehe
hi kociaลko
new oxford english dictionary word:
Therra: A silly thing
LOL
hi kapok
not bee anymore
WA - WHY
fixed
ahhahaa
I don't like bees, I got stung the last time I willingly went outside
I agree
:c
i got stung by a bee 3 times in my life
lol
damn i got stung half time bc i stumbled upon a wasp but the sting didnt go in my hand
so idk if it counts


What is nosfurgato?
๐ง
marcel!
hi hello
yeah
team vampire
fun if there was a secret lobby the irox team dwells when working
Could we get a vc for the server or the game btw?
Oli
hard to mod
I looked on suggestions and someone asked about having a vc a while ago
in game vc meh but in dc would be cool
maybe
think about this: there is this wonderful tool called discord
Anyway
I will let mods decide themselves if it's too hard to moderate.
Because it's up to them about that
Not you
it has been said in the past i think
yeah vc ingame no way ๐
Yeah, it's just grounds for a lot of issues and need for way more moderation than it's worth tbh
Okay what about here in this server? ๐ฅบ
yeah
I think the main issue with that is that we lack moderators
I'll leave it up to them tho!
same with that tbh
i can't moderate it at all :/
Takes alot of logistics to moderate just the server but now plus vcs
That'd be alot
Alright
It just feels weird that it's too much when other servers always have them ๐
I have offered
Do know that the servers have different purposes too!
You are likely thinking of more chatty sociable ones
Whereas this is more so game oriented
I guess
The focuses are quite different
Well are they game related to bring people who are lfg?
Or for the devs to talk about the game and have the community weigh in
I do get it tho
It's for being normally social within the server
That's the difference I think!
This server has an off topic which means it's not 100% game focused
I don't think that's necessarily the case
I think it's okay to always have off topic so we don't clutter the main chat
thats fair, but audience is a factor too. from what i gather, this server has a lot younger people compared to the norm, and also the server is moderated to protect the younger audiance. i could also see VC getting out of hand if someone was disrespectful and immature ๐
I'm not against a server not having a vc
also i agree VC is very hard to moderate
Mhm
Tanika is busy as is
I'm just sad that there isn't one
I can understand that
There's just alot of things canthat can go wrong
And this server gets plenty of random trash as is
Yet when they go wrong in other servers it is easily dealt with ๐
That's why that part isn't enough evidence
Anyway
I'm not gonna end up fighting you so
While they have tens, with systems in place too!
carl bot does its job ๐
he bans randomly 
I'm just saying I don't wanna feel myself getting more upset or frustrated
yeah xD
i can't set him up to ban specific messages and just delete the others :/
It's fine. I appreciate that you're not trying to
glad you arent using ProBot, they've had countless issues and poor management the past 2 weeks. i wouldnt trust the developer after what ive seen
i like startit bot for that type of things
I don't even think this server has bots
? wym a day
carl bot bans 10 people a day that are spam bots
Carl dishing out hands 10 times a day in average
nice

Doesn't seem to have any as long as you don't break the ones explicitly mentioned
seems as though
Could ask tanika when she's online and free tho
feel free
oh good
I have alts, but I'm thinking of adding them
maybe you can use mix of AutoMod and carl bot, since auto mod allows for manual rules and also has an automated spam filter too that can ban. and just have carl bot "delete" instead of ban. i planned on doing some testing for this server but havent got around to it
I'm kinda here but have friends over so checking once in a while xD
Omigosh she's here

hieeee
i am still sitting at about 3 billion taps on bongo cat 
tf how
i havnt touched the game in a bit as well
still 3b is impressive
or somewhere along there i know its 2b or 3b
I'm at 2m

Bongo moar
(im not giving out my info cause yeah) its a secret :3
Start typing essays for no reason!
but i think i dont have to worry about taps for a LONG TIME :3
I want to see a 2.5k word essay on the benefits of bongo with references!
tell me when you hit 10 mil
Ooo probably not anytime soon at all
Uni gonna end soon so I won't be tapping nearly as much
Time to install bongo cat on hospital computers ig
work while you tap
and no i did not use a autoclicker they dont even work last i checked
here is a image i sent of my bongo from august im still very close to this number btw
Damn!
yeah if you check my sent media i sent this exact image on august 19 of 2025
and no its not photoshopped lol i dont even know how to use photo shop
cap
no cap
you def used some kind of exploit
which one did i usse?
i think i have maybe 100-200 hours thats a lot of taps per hour
also what autoclicker can even click this fast
well I don't know obviously but it's not possible that it's legit
yeah idc it's just cringe that he pretends like he didn't exploit the game lol
(the taps are local to your pc last i checked) do with that as you will
never said they were legit
i just said that i got alot of taps in one hour never said they were aquired legit and that i had 2 BILLION
yeah whatever man
yeah i dont play bongo cat much reguardless
okay
Hey, uh, I recently got my mother the game, however, she is unable to collected the halloween freebie. It just won't let her even though she did everything right. Who do I talk to in order to try to get this fixed?? .u."""
hmmmm the admins dont like me "tottally legit clicks"
.-.??
lets move to #help ๐
Okay
Is there a memes channel?
it's a group of people I made that have bongo cat, with a bot
it is used for organising themes and other various codes
along with easter eggs
oh okay
is there a join button ont ehre?
no
yes
46 cats, noice
cool
cool
you alright, emma? o:
cool

cool

cool
OSU PLAYER
Hi

is there a link costume ? would fit the heartbar x3
?
bongo cat skin i mean or am i writing in the wrong server .w.
oooohhhhhhh link
the link from zelda to explain it better x3
yeah
next round is up in #competition
already placed my vote
How do you get so many?
And how do I get my Halloween skin?
also, people who don't have the bongo cat role will see #competition as# locked chat, woulnd't it be better to stick it in #๐ฌdiscussion ?
no. since more people should get that role and join the bongo cats..
also. if someone doesn't have bongo cat. WHY?
yes
I joined a big lobby. And you get it for updating the game, opening your menu and clicking the gift
I didn't think about that
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don't share lobby codes in general, that's what #lobby-codes are for
Should have called the Zombie "Nyandead" instead
But I love it
did you go with the zombie?
I'm pretty sure they don't mind as long as it's not like super off topic
and I was answering a question 
I did get in trouble beforehand by posting codes in here no matter the context - didn't want you to get in the same trouble
ah rip. I didn't when there was a staff member here last week. unlucky timing I guess lol
yeah
please keep them in the #lobby-codes it avoids a load of spam. you can always link people to the right channel to find them
ahhhhh all of my collected cats just poofed noooooooooo
oh phew... another update and they're back ---- i was missing them
there's a new update?
๐Free Halloween Treat๐ Claim your free Halloween costume for the next 7 days (until the 5th of November). You can pick one of the three items: Zombie, Nosfergato, Frankittystein Update your game, follow the giftbox and claim your free costume! We have more content and requested features planned for November so stay tuned <3 Patch notes: Ad...
I've got that
SO CLOSE
can you do the same exchange thing for the emotes that you can the rest of the items? I have quite a few duplicates
Yes. ๐ฅฐ
rawr
you are supposed to vote for your favorite cat not your favorite person. xD
:[
you could always check the catularity thread though. cough
the what thread??????
ohhh
i think i know now
and it's mean that the other one is bee
yeah the bolts are a hat
yay thank you
okay so guys
how have y'all been doing
i'm asking especially tanika bc we haven't talked in a while (at least not about how you have been doing)
but everyone else can ofc also respond if anyone feels like talking
I'm good. can't wait for the kids to go back to school tuesday though xD
inset day on monday ๐ญ
what's "inset"
they are off for half term right now.
they are days the school pick they get off to make up for the amount of days they are supposed to be off in the year.
ohhh okay
half the autumn term is over
they have too many days off xD
that's why i was kinda confused
:O
no no they get one in winter as well
i also have as many days off i think
i'm confused
like term is half a school year right?
and after a term you get something i think is called "report card" in english
in german it's "zeugnis" but i think it's report card in english but i could be wrong
the way they do it here is weird and even I get confused. xD
oh good then yeah
we have two terms in one school year i think
the winter-term and summer-term
that's always the season that the term ends in
we had to apply for secondary schools for out oldest. and I thought the open days was so the kids could see the schools and choose which one fits them best. (with their parent present ofc. ) but no. that is ONLY for the PARENTS.. like WHY.
lol
for us it's mostly the children looking at the schools and the parents are just there to ask what their children are too shy to ask
or what the parents wanna know
i luckily have had my secondary school deciding thingy a few years ago so yeah
happy about that haha
I was honestly so confused when I was told. it is not me that will be going to the school so why is it not my kiddo that should hear about it xD
yep
but i think that those little kiddos aren't really interested in what a school offers cause they're more interested in where their friends will be going
to school
I must have one of the weird kids ๐
nah i was also very interested in what the school had to offer
i just talk from my experience with other kids
and i wouldn't call your kid weird. i mean your kid isn't neurotypical so there could maybe be some differences to other children in your child's age too
but still, i was also more interested in what a school would offer instead of my friends then. noone of my friends from then went to the same school as i did and i haven't talked to them ever since and i like my new friends way better
*at least i think you said your kid isn't neurotypical
my kiddo is weird. do not insult him by saying he is normal. xD
XD
i am not calling your kid normal
just saying that i don't think your kiddo is weird but well haven't met him so i dunno
he eats plain rice cakes. he is weird. xD
lmao
I hope you have a lovely night though. I'm about to have some late dinner ๐
ayo
i also do that
plain rice cakes is crazy
you are also partially calling me weird by that
therra your special
(i never even saw ricecake on my own eyes)
i love me a little rice cake
I was being social with my fiancรฉ ๐คฃ
like i said
i love me a little rice cake
oh ye excused then
We are being angry at our food delivery. It is not here yet and my stomach is being growly ๐คฃ
I love the word weird. ๐ฅฐ being weird is the best. It means unique and special and different from the rest
Why? ๐
me too
I used to think the same way. But now I lean into my weird sides ๐คฃ
my problems VERY CERTAINLY are not normal
like at least for a teen girl
i ususally also do love me a little weird side but sometimes it's exhausting
i mean usually i also don't get along good with other girls my age cause i dunno
i just wish i'd fit in at least a little more
i guess just not the same interests or at least similiar
nah hating that
ugh now i'm sounding like a pick me girl again
crap
that always happens
but i really wish i'd get along with the other girls
like i think it's bc i just don't have the same problems as them and the same interests
if I think about it too hard I just start feeling imcompatible with everyone around me
i mean which teen girl usually has problems bc her family members just die really often and i am still fighting with my uncle's death bc he did it himself
if i can say it like that
you arent alone โค๏ธ we are here if you ever need to talk. live on for him
yeah like i guess that's just not usual problems and i wouldn't wish it on anyone to experience that at my age
yep, i will
it just has been hurting more again
bc well, seems like my whole life is miserable cause my dog is dying
it's just terrible
but i can't do shit about it so i just try to forget
thats really rough, im sorry ๐ make the best of your time. dont forget you've made their life better
and i mean here i am
crying and bothering y'all about it on a server about a steam game that is very wonderful
i mean i guess and hope so
ughhh
had to get my new tarantula-stuffed animal called norbert rq
hahaha
never thought i'd say a sentence like that
my dad and doggo passed within 1 year of each other like 3 years ago
no bother. keep your chin up โค๏ธ
so i relate
oh really cool stuffed animal, you like spiders?
that sounds so terrible i am really sorry to hear that
usually not
but norbert is very cute
yea it was, id play sad songs, and just grind runescape 24/7 while crying and reading sad poems XD
but its just part of the process
gotta get the grief out of ur system before u feel better
yep i mean yeah
โค๏ธ hope you are doing well
some spiders defy reality
yea, i still think about them, and hope they're doing well
i honestly dont remember how i processed the grief of my grandfatha when i was like 8 i just remember being really torn about it and then not so torn about it eventually
but my uncle unalived himself already like two or three years ago so i don't understand why it's comming up again
jumping spiders are the cutest
if i'd get a pet spider it'd def be a jumping spider
very cute. yet so scary. i like my insects to remain on the ground where i can monitor them
yea depression does that to you sometimes, but ppl gotta remember theres hope no matter how grim things look atm
yeah
still sadge tho that he went thru that
i mean i thought for a long time that i might have HAD depression
but like
i don't want that
why would i
i mean everyone goes thru depression, but if its long-term and becomes part of ur personality
then its a problem
i mean there was almost a whole year when i had literall no friends in school
like NOONe
oh i relate to that, but mostly for 6th form, or the 1-2 years before uni
yeah
like
there were those groups
and i still haven't gotten into one for 100%
but i am in like i think 60-80%
i think if i were to go back in time, id tell myself to be braver and say hi to people often, but my ego wudnt let me, i guess in a way i thought i were better
i am always trying to be nice to everyone
that's how i became class president
i feel like if i was one typical type of friend?
i think i'd be more of the smart one OR the therapist
i am proud of myself that i cam out of my shell
*came
yea it sucks being friends with everyone and feeling like u have to please them
because u wont find ur tribe or people u genuinely enjoy spending time with
and i finally told two friends of mine about my uncle like two or a few more weeks ago
i guess u dnt need everyone to like u, since ppl have different values, experiences, tastes, and thats ok i think
and i am really proud of myself for that
yeah
yea ur brave, im sure they were happy u trusted them
i just couldn't talk about my uncle a lot directly after it happened
i dnt think i cud do that, i usually grief alone, and only weeks later do i talk about it
i guess i processed it more now and that's why i am crying now
i feel that
yea crying is ok, let it out, its a good stress relief
i think as class president, u can still be vulnerable
i can't even really remember the day that my uncle died
sets a gd example for others to open up more, and be less afraid of judgement
but i won't show it to most people
there are literally 3 people out of my class who i actively told about it
were u close to ur uncle?
i am not afraid of judgement. i don't want everyone be-sorrying me for what happened
kinda
i mean he'd have lunch or dinner with us every week
in the last three months i think
but tbh i can't really remember
its not that, its more like, here is what im going thru, maybe u relate, if not, thats ok too, obviously u dnt have to go out of ur way to tell ppl, but dnt see a problem if they ask how u are doing or if u are ok
oh damn
like i tell the people who i am close with most of the stuff
just the stuff that i am comfortable to talk abhout
yea hopefully u feel less alone that way
i don't wanna start crying when i'm on a dc call with my friends when something comes up
honestly for ur age, ur pretty self-aware and accepting of how u feel
wen i were around ur age
id be pretty stoic about it
yeah
i learned all that through psychology yt videos
i am very interested in psychology so i watch many of those videos
my parents also always have been open about mental illnesses and all that
aw thats nice
i mean my mum literally works with people who have mental illnesses so intense they can't even live alone anymore
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