general-catfish-🐱🐟

[slate summit]

Im super happy that I have an a typical case of the extremely rare insert whatever medical condition name

[dim lion]

hidden ability carpal tunnel activated

[indigo hare]

Can I have it if you don’t want it

[dim lion]

lowkey I know the feeling 😭

Sucks

[slate summit]

Why would you want to have fucked up fingers mate

[dim lion]

he's a freak

[indigo hare]

I’ll move on

[slate summit]

Oh also Its a genetical condition

So my parents are at fault

[dim lion]

Don't worry I had to read it twice too

[slate summit]

And the only way to fix it

is surgery

[wanton portal]

fun fact: this is what military pilots play before piloting an actual plane

[slate summit]

and noooo of course I dont get 1 or 2 fucked up fingers like usual with that condition

I get 4

thank you

i love genetics

[indigo hare]

That was me sorry

[rare talon]

BATTLEFRONT 3 GOT CANCELLED

[gloomy urchin]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/982930847411863552/1050656254290309120/29E94F36-78B2-4415-BD7E-BD63F87122CB.gif

[slate summit]

Battlefront 3 was never worked on to begin with so how can it be cancelled

[rare talon]

it was worked on for a bit

[wanton portal]

I love my genetics

[rare talon]

the team was actually part way through working on the third game before the rights were taken away from them… because they couldn't deliver on the title in time

[rare talon]

i have wide clavicles

[dim lion]

so I just lost 4 shiny Pokemon in a single trainer battle
Also.

it's a permadeath pokemon game 🥀💔

[slate summit]

I have autism, ADHD and fucked up fingers

nice

[rare talon]

bettter than narrow clavicles

[slate summit]

To be fair I also got blue eyes, blonde hair and im tall

fair trade

[dim lion]

and I have a cool looking rock

[rare talon]

im 5’5 and probably still growing

i hope

please.

[slate summit]

How old are you

[rare talon]

17

my parents 5’9 and 5’4

[wanton portal]

5'9 zamn

wait

wait

you're 17 and 5'5

[dim lion]

as a 6'2 man, you really don't 😭 smacking your forehead off shit like cupboard doors, having to crouch in the shower (since they're made for the average height usually), the MASSIVE feet that stub toes on EVERYTHING...

you ain't missing out on much

[indigo hare]

You better grow faster bucko, im 5’8 and definitely older than you

[idle crest]

Rip

[indigo hare]

Short people, I swear

[wanton portal]

I'm probably going to grow up taller than you
15 and and 5'6

[rare talon]

my physique will carry me even if im 5’5

[indigo hare]

“Money doesn’t buy you happiness” said every happy rich person ever

[idle crest]

Do you live in a hobbit hole or something?

[rare talon]

should i pirate a game

[dim lion]

I live with a very short woman

[wanton portal]

5'9 or 5'11 is the sweet spot
nobody actually likes being tall unless its for sport

[dim lion]

no and you especially shouldn't talk about it here

[rare talon]

hmmm

[indigo hare]

They say the grass is always greener on the other side, but in this case, the grass is definitely greener on YOUR side

[dim lion]

Support developers or begone

[rare talon]

how about ubisoft

[dim lion]

we don't endorse crimes here

[wanton portal]

https://tenor.com/view/raditz-dragon-ball-z-dragon-ball-goku-gohan-gif-26876236

[dim lion]

The grass is greener from up here cro 🥀

[indigo hare]

Look it says it right there in #rules
No illegal activity!!

[rare talon]

my grass is gran

i wont bro chill

[dim lion]

as much as ubislop is well, slop

[indigo hare]

You get rained on earlier than me

[dim lion]

laws be laws 😔✋

[wanton portal]

atleast they made Rabbids

[indigo hare]

No, now im not going to chill. Im going to get heated

[wanton portal]

https://tenor.com/view/soccer-rabbids-kicking-gif-4288155671504938034

[rare talon]

AAAAA

[dim lion]

in fact you have activated his trap card

beware

[indigo hare]

Thats you

You when I you when I

[wanton portal]

hes going super saiyan

[rare talon]

no way street lights were around when shakespeare was around

[indigo hare]

Street lights have been around since the early 1200’s

[dim lion]

they were gas iirc?

[indigo hare]

Ask me for my source

[idle crest]

Not true, being my height would be awesome if I uhh, was someone other than myself.

[dim lion]

they used to hire people to go around lighting all the streetlights at night

[rare talon]

please give me pic perms

please i dont wanna go to level two

[dim lion]

almost at level two...

[indigo hare]

Why so you can post pictures of your illegal activities?!

[dim lion]

sharing illegal activities is only permitted at level 3 sorry
-# (I feel like I need to clarify this is a joke, knowing some people in this group.)

[rare talon]

hmmmm lemme see your criminal record, selling columbian, pirating, murder, assualt with a deadly weapon, attempted murder

[indigo hare]

Word “pirating” spotted, terminating user

[rare talon]

JOB

[wild iron]

How tall are you?

[tawny bear]

axe man did it again

[indigo hare]

Please self censor, dude.

[rare talon]

hygiene

[indigo hare]

J*b

[rare talon]

APPLICATION

[indigo hare]

Someone STOP THIS MAN

[dim lion]

slur detected, ban issued

[indigo hare]

My hero

[dim lion]

how can he get away with this

[wild iron]

https://tenor.com/view/jgmm-cat-meme-ragebait-cat-think-cat-ponder-gif-7034802297606826390

[rare talon]

Employment

unemployed

[indigo hare]

Can’t wait to get mcwonder to add those terrible slurs to automod

[dim lion]

I will now encourage you all to spend two and half minutes watching this, as I did

its worth it trust.

[wild iron]

Employment is but a scripted subroutine within the grand simulation, designed to keep the CPUs of society occupied.

in other words

[rare talon]

buddy what the fuck are you talking about

[wild iron]

j*bs should be illegal

[indigo hare]

Ugh Thats a long time. If I don’t exhale air from my nostrils in a short burst at least once, I’ll be in your dm’s

[wild iron]

https://tenor.com/view/jgmm-cat-meme-ragebait-cat-think-cat-ponder-gif-7034802297606826390

[dim lion]

idk but it's so deep 😔✋

[dim lion]

You will!

[rare talon]

i like star wars

[wild iron]

whose stronger darth vader or palpatine

[rare talon]

no

[wild iron]

Anakin or windu

[devout compass]

most normal statement on the internet

[rare talon]

Hard choice

[devout compass]

is it?

[rare talon]

maybe anakin but i like windu too

[wild iron]

...

is it?

ok i respect your opinion

hmm

[wanton portal]

5'6 5'7 think so
still though

[wild iron]

damn

Lets hope you aren't grown

[wild iron]

whose cooler grevious or darth maul

[indigo hare]

Alright I’ll allow it, I enjoyed it. Because I grew up on ed Edd n eddy, and the voice matches perfect lol
May’s a real one 😎

[dim lion]

I told you it was peak

[rare talon]

can someone gift me jurassic world evolution 3 when it comes out

[indigo hare]

Real and based and no

[rare talon]

can u gift me battlefront 2

[indigo hare]

I can gift you a j*b application you bum ahh nerd

That was mean

Im sorry

[rare talon]

can u gift me ANYTHING

can u give me a new amp

[indigo hare]

Yes I just said a j*b application

[rare talon]

my fender champion 20 is ass

[indigo hare]

I have an amp but idk if it’s better than yours

[rare talon]

i want a mark iv+ amp buts its 100k+ in my country

[indigo hare]

It’s pretty good, for acoustic guitar and drums i use at least

But it’s not fancy

[rare talon]

its def better

[gloomy urchin]

holy fuckign shit

ok now the funny part is reading source and reading the thing until i figure out how it works

[rare talon]

im gonna ask ai how to build a mark c+ amp

[indigo hare]

Im gonna ask ai how to stop someone from building a mark c+ amp

[gloomy urchin]

https://tenor.com/view/anime-anime-girl-anime-dance-kawaii-anime-happy-gif-27624682

be happy
good night

[idle crest]

5'11 is not a sweet spot, it's just the short man's 6'

[manic grail]

look at this mans smile

[wanton portal]

https://youtu.be/5clR_JZdZ-k?si=ct_PdexwCYfYXr3s

[astral ether]

Hello chat

How is everyone doing

[zenith dirge]

m

[astral ether]

[forest falcon]

tf is this

[drowsy finch]

Love that the local diner knows my order

[drowsy finch]

I didn’t know you were artistic, Easter Island Head.

[indigo hare]

I play a few instruments! Guitar, drums, and recently I started learning the viola since my kid plays it, and wanted to learn together.

I have stuff I need to mix/loop music and make tracks too but, Thats hard and I haven’t committed to learning all that yet

[zenith dirge]

pretty ironic that an easter island head can rock out

[wanton portal]

what should I do

[rose sable]

A half sword mod for elden ring weapons would be very cool

[hybrid horizon]

YESSSS

do you have a suggestion

i know a guy

who might be able to recreate one

nothing too complex tho

[restive trench]

easter is acoustic

[rose sable]

Of course, my favorite looking sword in elden ring and all the dark souls games the moonlight greatsword

I don’t know how hard it is to make weapon mods but I imagine the moonlight greatsword isn’t impossible to make

[restive trench]

man, why does dirt coverd fruit make my hands smell like gunpowder

[sonic cape]

give up

[drowsy finch]

Who is phonk

[sonic cape]

if the phonk is ready, you can't stop his blox fruits mango aura

Have you ever played Blox Fruits, with your life on the line, while having a bunch of mangos in your mouth?

[indigo hare]

Holy moly the feudal Japan mod just released for bannerlord finally

[cosmic rain]

This shit is not tuff lil bro

[lost palm]

Jump to original message

[forest falcon]

[safe flame]

Run

[forest falcon]

https://tenor.com/view/stewie-gun-suicide-gif-13872495

[small spoke]

Yes it is bro

[marble tendon]

Hi ok bye

😡

[hybrid horizon]

#halfsword-chat-⚔ #photography📷 the channels dissapeared for somereason smh

[tender jacinth]

accidentally deleted windows when i was trying to partition arch

but hey atleast halfsword runs better

[marble tendon]

Skill issue

[tender jacinth]

this is true

[marble tendon]

I am sorry i do not mean what i said🙏

Fake not real

[merry wyvern]

Y'all should make a halfcord tag

[marble tendon]

I have 12 bell peppers in my house

[sonic cape]

yogurt

[unreal bay]

https://tenor.com/view/ultrakill-brick-parry-gif-27597104

[marble tendon]

I lied there are none

[merry wyvern]

Good afternoon GHM

[marble tendon]

Sybau

[sonic cape]

but u are gurt

yo

[unborn kayak]

tuff

[merry wyvern]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/825273448149286922/1315338358188150864/1733634972526851.gif

[marble tendon]

Pinagsasabi mo🥀

[unborn kayak]

can we bring back swag

[marble tendon]

No

[merry wyvern]

Absolutely not

[unborn kayak]

thats so swag

[marble tendon]

🦎

[marble tendon]

Bruh

[sonic cape]

https://tenor.com/view/job-jumpscare-job-application-job-meme-job-jumpscare-gif-5102454363566376023

[marble tendon]

[pseudo crest]

im playing free mode atm and the team fight turned into a ffa all armourd is that a known bug?

[grand bane]

https://tenor.com/view/low-tier-god-mods-mods-take-away-their-kneecap-privileges-kneecap-discord-gif-16907222988962456914

[sonic cape]

i don't need kneecaps

[grand bane]

Then Im taking your tendonds too

[sonic cape]

i never go outside
i never touch grass
im scared of grass
i never stand up

[quick torrent]

Steam next fest has started and, half sword is not participating in it

[sonic cape]

cool

[quick torrent]

but we are still the 3rd most played demo on steam lol

[grand bane]

Then I shall take the tendons in your forearm

[cosmic rain]

You NEED to sybau

[zenith dirge]

fish

[cosmic rain]

crustacean

[zenith dirge]

seal

[trail kettle]

Is early access fr going to be priced?

[prisma aurora]

hope everyone is having a good day

RaaaahhhhhH

[raven ore]

yed

Yes

[trail kettle]

Dang

Better be worth it

[lofty kindle]

Yes it will be.

[lofty kindle]

How many hours do you have in the Demo?

[indigo hare]

[trail kettle]

Tbh idk

Probably not much cuz I played the playtest way more often

[autumn laurel]

https://tenor.com/view/frog-chill-gif-2382652811146011065

[lofty kindle]

If you have stuck around since the playtest I am confident you will enjoy the content coming in Early Access.

[merry wyvern]

Who are the top two so I know who to get hired by and sabotage

I will be your inside man, Pierre

[raven ore]

gta and cod 7

[lofty kindle]

Corporate espionage is a crime sir.
-# Sent a dm.

[merry wyvern]

Cod 7 has a demo?

[merry wyvern]

It's only espionage if my intent is to spy. I just want to break shit.

[lofty kindle]

Demos are coming back. I suspect allot more AAA titles will have demo in the coming years.

[merry wyvern]

Yeah they probably realized they should let people try games again instead of forcing them to become criminals to try a product out before they sink 80 bucks into it

[lofty kindle]

They call me the IP Hitman

[trail kettle]

Pretty sure it will be, the weapon customisation feature looks awesome

[merry wyvern]

Hell yeah

[pearl coral]

some beef happened yesterday at HEMA class and a guy tried to PUNCH another guy in the mask with his crossguard but whiffed because he was too short

[lofty kindle]

Please tell me it was captured on video.

[merry wyvern]

Lmao

[pearl coral]

i think i’m the only one that even saw it

[merry wyvern]

Imagine whiffing a punch and then crying about it ]

[pearl coral]

they sparred for like half an hour out of spite lmao

[merry wyvern]

If at first you don't succeed, try, try again

[lofty kindle]

Yeah and passing it off like you saw it and it wasn't you.

[pearl coral]

the short one just got mad that the tall one can hit him so often without getting hit just because of how he’s built - literally everyone in the club struggles to fight him because he’s just so large that you kind of.. can’t

[merry wyvern]

Oh it was definitely sam that tried to punch the guy, based off his track record of beating kids up and intimidating his teachers

[open nexus]

kinda grounds for immediate shut down of his sparring privileges imo

[lofty kindle]

Sounds like an excellent person to train on tbh. Superior reach is hard to fight against.

[pearl coral]

but he kept it on for 15x the normal time sparring takes, got hit cleanly in the head, and 2 seconds later tried to take revenge with his crossguard, missed, then walked back to the table and took off all his gear loudly but wordlessly

then when the tall guy came back and was like “did i do something wrong?” i saw the short one like monologue in quietly in his face lol

[merry wyvern]

Was supposed to get a peek at the climbing system for my fan game out today but idk if I can pull it off my computer without internet.

Garbage truck fucked over the internet line.

Is that a thing I can do or do I need a thumb drive

[lofty kindle]

It's hard as hell but you gotta check your emotions at the door. I never fully got over going Banner mode

[merry wyvern]

Like how do I put it onto my phone after I get the sneak peek ready

[lofty kindle]

Does you PC have bluetooth?

[pearl coral]

yerpp, if ever i catch myself trying to actually harm someone in gear i’m just going to quit the sport altogether

[merry wyvern]

Apparently I can use a USB

[merry wyvern]

No, it's Ethernet only

So I have crazy internet speeds.

When the internet isn't getting destroyed.

Because the company keeps putting wires that are too long and sag and eventually get snagged

[lofty kindle]

Damn, wireless file transfers are out of the question. USB it bro.

[pearl coral]

he can be fun to fight sometimes but if you go in with the wrong mindset you’re gonna get slaughtered, i’ve been thinking the next time i fight him i’m going to grapple around his hips and then the following rounds just stay alive lol

[merry wyvern]

Aight

[lofty kindle]

Whoa you have above ground wiring?

[merry wyvern]

Yeah

For my internet

[lofty kindle]

Crazy

[merry wyvern]

and a lot of other shit

In the middle of a town in the US by the way

Like what are we, the one country that has above ground gas pipes?

[stone venture]

under the map is so funny

[lofty kindle]

In Oregon everything started going underground about 20 years ago. Everytime I see an overhead powerline I know Im in sticks.

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/shhh-shush-silence-nose-gif-17895433

[merry wyvern]

Oof, we still got powerlines here in NJ

The telephone poles and shit

[lofty kindle]

Ah yeah NJ would be very expensive to go underground.

[merry wyvern]

Then again that's probably because we almost constantly get torrential rain so it's better they get wet for a bit instead of staying wet with the ground for like days

Or whatever

It was actually raining so hard this morning around 4 am that it woke me up

I thought I woke up in the UK or some shit

But hey, at least I can no life getting this climbing system to work instead of needing to water the plants today.

My dumb ass just fired Arma Reforger up, went to multiplayer, and was confused why it wasn't working.

[earnest tapir]

hello imperialists

[lofty kindle]

I been seeing allot of Arma Reforger clips lately. I want to pilot a Heli so bad.

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/king-fierce-stand-stop-gif-8972231694001445015

[merry wyvern]

I'm more of a boots on the ground kind of guy, always have been. Mainly because I know I can never do it in real life because of how bad my ADHD is. People don't get it when I tell them how bad it is without my meds.

Like I literally can't do ANYTHING without them.

[idle crest]

Ha, short.

[cosmic rain]

6'2 💔🥀

[idle crest]

Adhd meds turned my life around.

[cosmic rain]

Same bro oh my lordie

[merry wyvern]

Hell yeah

[idle crest]

Still short as far as I'm concerned

[cosmic rain]

The pain I have with meds though is while I'm on my meds I MUST be productive or it is literally hell.

And so when I'm on them I'm boring and all my personality goes down the drain

[merry wyvern]

I'm the opposite

[cosmic rain]

Off my meds I'm a lot more fun but being productive is hard

[merry wyvern]

I can't just relax when I'm off my pills, I constantly have headaches, when I'm off my pill I'm just not me, I never shut the fuck up, I can't do anything remotely right, my whole body feels sluggish

[idle crest]

Why?

Meds shouldn't be having a bad effect

[merry wyvern]

Then again what I take aren't super hard stimulants, I take methylphenidate or something like that. It's generic concerta

[cosmic rain]

It's a lot better than when I was on a different type of meds

[lofty kindle]

Having something in the field to concentrate on may actually help your ADHD.

I have always preferred playing support roles. The supply runs look hella fun.

[merry wyvern]

People have told me that, but it wouldn't help.

I can't put into words how useless I become without them.

[lofty kindle]

Homie thinks he is the Baron.

[idle crest]

My Entire life was shit until I got meds, I swear I felt almost icky or unwell all the time

[merry wyvern]

Like I can't even remotely focus on anything without them.

And it only gets worse the longer I go without them.

I purposely went a week without them to see how I'd do.

And holy shit it was bad.

[cosmic rain]

It's not particularly a bad effect it's just the urge to be productive overpowers basically everything else

Which is useful as hell when I need it

But when I take it on a day when I'm doing nothing it sucks

[merry wyvern]

Relatable

[idle crest]

Listen brother, there's a reason my reenactment group gets me to be the knight for displays and shows even though I'm technically not a knight within the group.

[merry wyvern]

I've also got autism, so that and the ADHD are fist fighting eachother when I don't have my pills. One is compelling me to focus and the other is tweaking the fuck out blasting my mind plane with random thoughts and images

[idle crest]

Oh you mean the dispair that you're wasting your life?

[drowsy finch]

Baaaa used to be believable

[cosmic rain]

No?...

[cosmic rain]

That's WHAT IM SAYINN

[merry wyvern]

You have that too?

[idle crest]

Yea

I should probably use that dispair to keep myself busy

[merry wyvern]

https://tenor.com/view/ponkes-gif-23611860

[cosmic rain]

It's more like "wow I haven't done anything all day let me find something to do" but then I'm unable to find anything to do and it just circles and circles

[idle crest]

Yea autism and adhd contradict each other but not in a way that cancels out, just in a way where nothing about you makes sense.

[pearl coral]

yepppp

[idle crest]

Yea but that usually leads to dispair with me.

[pearl coral]

taking like 3 hours to decide what to do out of 2 things and end up doing neither

[drowsy finch]

Work 24/7

[merry wyvern]

One is like "Dude, lock it in," and the other is blasting random slurs and obscuring the objective

[cosmic rain]

Exactly

[cosmic rain]

I ❤️ being a corporate wage slave

[drowsy finch]

Omg me too!!!

[idle crest]

I'm too busy thinking about nerd stuff most of the time

[merry wyvern]

Same deadass

[idle crest]

I spend stupid amounts of time just thinking about abstract ideas to try and further my understanding

[cosmic rain]

Twinningggggg 😳 😳 😳

[merry wyvern]

I've always found it insane that I can imagine exactly the process to make an absolute masterpiece drawing, but I can never follow the steps in my brain and translate them into physically drawing

[idle crest]

Adhd doesn't make it easy though because adhd effectively means you have a massive hard drive but no ram

[merry wyvern]

And the CPU randomly bursts into flame

[drowsy finch]

I find that taking a walk or driving around defeats that “i’ve done nothing” feeling pretty good

[lofty kindle]

Everyone always announces it but we should all know by now if your here, you have a touch of the tism.

[merry wyvern]

Absolutely

[idle crest]

No it just overclocks or underclocks depending on whether or not the task at hand is actually cool or not.

[merry wyvern]

Best description

[cosmic rain]

Yeah I always have the best walks on my meds, especially late night walks 🤤 literally nothing better than night walking on my life

[drowsy finch]

I’m actually perfectly neurotypical !!

[merry wyvern]

I feel that we have a lot more in common than previously met the eye, funny accent man

[drowsy finch]

I have too much paranoia to be anywhere at night

[plain scroll]

https://tenor.com/view/captain-america-gif-7703352332780537131

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/peep-show-super-hans-doubts-having-doubts-serious-doubts-gif-24051173

[merry wyvern]

Hi mantits bussy

[cosmic rain]

Yeah I just gotta avoid the tiny lowly lit streets but the more open wide roads are really relaxing

[drowsy finch]

https://tenor.com/view/patrick-bateman-yes-yes-it-is-is-that-a-raincoat-gif-26564211

[idle crest]

So I'll be thinking about something complex but I forget what I've just been thinking about all the time, then I have to retrieve my thoughts, I should probably write stuff down but where the fuck do I start?

[plain scroll]

https://tenor.com/view/evil-spongebob-gif-6081957

[merry wyvern]

In modern times, no one is truly neurotypical, we're all a little acoustic because of the microplastics in our brains

[cosmic rain]

I NEED to watch this movie bro 💔

[merry wyvern]

American Normal Guy

[cosmic rain]

Yummy plastic 🤤🤤

[restive trench]

hello chat

[lofty kindle]

Start anywhere, you will develop a format and your thoughts will organize accordingly.

[merry wyvern]

Hello verpoo

[restive trench]

what are you all talking about

[merry wyvern]

ADHD

[lofty kindle]

AUTISM

[merry wyvern]

We're literally the same person

[restive trench]

i probably have those 2 but i cba to go to a doctor

[merry wyvern]

That's the exact reason why I use chatGPT to organize my thoughts because the AI is smarter than me and will know how best to organize it so I don't forget or leave something important out

[lofty kindle]

Self diagnosis is GOATED anyway.

[drowsy finch]

I’ve been peer reviewed, but thats not good enough for me

Thus I am neurotypical B)

[idle crest]

I'm trying to make up a pantheon of Gods or a religious system to help rationalise or explain complicated or abstract scientific concepts, as an alternative to using weird analogous examples like schrodingers cat which often confuse things even more.

But I can't think of a starting point.

[merry wyvern]

You should definitely see a doctor to be officially diagnosed

self diagnosis is NOT goated

[restive trench]

i go with the belief that if you think hard enough everything is true
so if i think hard enough i dont have autism

[merry wyvern]

So many TikTok creatures claim to have diseases that they do NOT have

[drowsy finch]

Thats why you have to fight tooth and nail to declare how neurotypical you are

[merry wyvern]

Literal talking sheep by the way, claiming to be neurotypical while clearly being mentally different from the rest of the sheep

[idle crest]

Technically I'm not diagnosed with autism but it does say I'm almost definitely autistic in my adhd diagnosis and honestly I'm really fucking obviously very autistic to anyone who knows what autism is.

[lofty kindle]

I would start with refining and defining the concepts individually. Once you do that you can compare what those concepts represent and then apply them anthropomorphically and the identities of these gods with create themselves.

[merry wyvern]

They do usually go hand in hand

[ocean latch]

e

[drowsy finch]

NUH UH !!!!

[merry wyvern]

Sister

[merry wyvern]

https://tenor.com/view/baa-the-good-fight-goat-maa-mee-gif-21890080

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/high-fat-guy-fat-high-guy-smoking-weed-fat-guy-gif-20629277

[restive trench]

what good will that get me? waste of money and time especially in this country

i know im probably autistic cause the way i act is weird as fuck compaired to others especially when i was younger

but i dont really care 🤷‍♂️

[merry wyvern]

It'll open the door to medication and such, and most insurance plans cover ADHD meds entirely for free

OH FUCK MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO TRY TO CALL MY INSURANCE PLAN and I forgor

[lofty kindle]

Don't get put on the list man. X-Men taught us what the normies will do to their betters.

[merry wyvern]

or the company

eh fuck it I'll do it tomorrow

(no I wont)

[restive trench]

dude 90% of Egyptians dont believe in mental health

[merry wyvern]

Does anyone else put their keyboard at a weird angle because you can't type properly in the normal position

[merry wyvern]

ADHD and Autism aren't a question of mental health, it's a question of how bad the illness is and whether or not you havethem

You can be the most mentally healthy or unhealthy person on the planet, that doesn't dictate whether or not you're mentally ill like me.

[lofty kindle]

They are categorized as mental health issues though.

[merry wyvern]

Who the fuck decided that

I'd like to have a word with them

[zenith dirge]

https://tenor.com/view/baffling-gif-24471655

[idle crest]

One idea I had is that three of the fundamental forces of the universe (the weak interaction, strong force, and electromagnetism), seem to be weirdly analogous to the three main hindu Gods in many ways, gravity is the outlier and gravity is also the only one of the four forces that can't be explained as part of one ultimate force, although I agree with Einstein that gravity isn't a force to begin with.

[merry wyvern]

Since when is a mental disorder categorized as a mental health issue

[restive trench]

the only mental health things we believe in are stress and depression
and you would looked in a weird way if you go to a therapy because most people dont know that they actually prescribe you medicine

[zenith dirge]

i lowkey want some crispy freid chicken

mmmm chicken

[restive trench]

oh okay

[lofty kindle]

DSM-5

[merry wyvern]

That's because for a lot of people therapy doesn't work, especially when their forced to go or they just don't want to do it.

It only works if you want to change, because the job of a therapist is to get through to the part of you that wants to change and get it to convince the rest of you that you want to change.

[idle crest]

Based on my life without meds I'd definitely say they're issues

Also autism heavily inhibits my ability to form relationships or friendships.

heavvily

[merry wyvern]

I'd classify them as diseases because a lot of the time they have negative effects on people and their ability with others.

[lofty kindle]

Ah, sounds like your sniffing around Hermeticism and it's underlying principles.

[merry wyvern]

You've got the weird one too, where you don't want to make friends but you like to talk to people? Or the one that makes you a hermit?

Because mine does both

[restive trench]

tbh yeah, if you dont want to change no matter how many therapy you go to you are basically wasting money

[merry wyvern]

I've been living in my room for like six months at this point

[idle crest]

It's not uncommon for me to think of shit that already has a name without knowing it.

[lofty kindle]

Such is life, there is nothing new under the sun.

[idle crest]

Yea i get sad when I have no friends but I never want to talk to friends when I do have em.

[drowsy finch]

Big words

[merry wyvern]

Holy shit

This guy gets it

[lofty kindle]

Anti-establishmentarianism.

[merry wyvern]

I've been avoiding my friends for like weeks

[idle crest]

I never message friends first

[restive trench]

but yeah, the only think i heard about that has to do with mental health is

1. easier education
2. some certificate that tells people to treat you like a kid???

[idle crest]

Eventually they stop bothering

[lofty kindle]

Best advice I ever got. When you think of them, reach out.

[drowsy finch]

hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia !!!

[idle crest]

I will complete my theory of everything, mark my words.

[merry wyvern]

I only message my friends first when I think I'm on the verge of losing them as a friend

[lofty kindle]

Stop I am scared of large words.

[merry wyvern]

I don't want to make new ones but I don't want to lose the ones I have

[drowsy finch]

https://tenor.com/view/ultrakill-gabriel-i-know-writing-fire-gif-26545840

[restive trench]

employment

[cosmic rain]

@trim copper

[restive trench]

thats a double

[ionic trench]

why does it crash when i die in the abyss

[drowsy finch]

Employment is NOT a large word lmao

[drowsy finch]

Immersion

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/multiversx-x-xportal-egld-crypto-gif-8088002892903173270

[restive trench]

its fairly long!!

[ionic trench]

fair

[restive trench]

and its j*b connected

[idle crest]

I can't do small talk

At all

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/spray-bottle-cat-spray-bottle-spray-bottle-meme-loop-gif-25594440

[idle crest]

Hate that shit

[restive trench]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1134158085859049584/1291986031029260288/3x.gif

[merry wyvern]

Oh yeah small talk is fucking annoying

"Nice clouds today"

Dude no shit I can look up and see them

[ionic trench]

wym its cool

[restive trench]

i hate talk in general

i prefer text over speech

[merry wyvern]

If I ask how your day is going and you actually tell me more than one word I'm walking away from you

[ionic trench]

we need dark sister in half sword

[merry wyvern]

The response to "how are you doing?"

is "good" or "not great"

And that's the end of it.

[idle crest]

I'm a believer that autism and adhd give me challenges that I must overcome, the world shouldn't necessarily change to accommodate me, but small talk is one of those things I won't compromise on, even If I learn to do it I won't.

[merry wyvern]

Not "Yeah my bitch wife took the kids today"

[lofty kindle]

'Yeah they would be allot nicer if faceless oligarchs would stop fucking with cloud seeding and turning the ionosphere into a global projector.'

[idle crest]

Out of principle I will not engage in small talk.

[merry wyvern]

Like bro I don't fucking care, scan my groceries now.

[ionic trench]

bro cant make a convo

[merry wyvern]

I only ask how your day is going to be nice

[whole shuttle]

https://tenor.com/view/half-sword-lobotomy-willie-half-sword-willie-lobotomy-gore-gif-11873384114413719086

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/the-goon-dodgeball-movie-white-goodman-ben-stiller-gif-14923363

[merry wyvern]

Small talk isn't conversation

[trim copper]

you su*k

[merry wyvern]

Most of the time it's one person oversharing and then expecting the other to do the same

or provide some kind of consolation.

Which I'm not doing for free

[lofty kindle]

Feigned manners is less kind then ignoring people.

[idle crest]

I'd happily over share but they often don't let me get a word in edgeways

[ionic trench]

it is bro 🥀

[merry wyvern]

It do be like that

[lofty kindle]

It is conversational foreplay.

[ionic trench]

autistic

[merry wyvern]

I don't want conversational foreplay I want them to reply with one word and then scan my groceries so I can fuck off

[lofty kindle]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1045629304609964046/1357577549378748466/I_see_you.gif

[restive trench]

its like a setup for a conversation

[merry wyvern]

Correct

[idle crest]

Need me a partner who can tell me cool facts that I didn't already know.

[restive trench]

did you know that a jiffy is an actual measurement of time? its tru!!

[merry wyvern]

It's not feigning manners, I always ask people how their day is going, tell them to have a good day, hold the door for them

But I genuinely don't care about how their day is going. I only ask because it's the nice thing to do.

[lofty kindle]

Ah I see, your asking to much. Shift workers want anything to distract them from the clock. You enage with conversation they will be compelled to make the most out of it.

[merry wyvern]

Unfortunately

[restive trench]

i wish small talk was like oblivion
we great each other ask how we are and say goodbye, if youre not having a good day well sucks to suck

[merry wyvern]

It's bad enough that a worker thought I was yelling at him yesterday because my brother kept ducking in front of me when I was trying to pay for our food

[idle crest]

I've got people who come into my store to talk my ears off and not do small talk and I love it

[merry wyvern]

Dude ducks in front of me, I go, "Dude." and the worker just stared at me

Like bro

[lofty kindle]

But I genuinely don't care about how their day is going. I only ask because it's the nice thing to do.

Virtue that sees itself as virtue is not virtue. If you do not care do not ask it is more kind.

[merry wyvern]

I will NEVER bring him shopping with me again

[merry wyvern]

Yeah but I'd be an ass if I didn't

Besides, why would I stop doing it if I've already been doing it all my life, it would fuck up the pattern I've got going

The streak must continue.

[fluid quartz]

Thats why when i have a bad day I say “do you actually wanna know? Or are you just trying to start a conversation”

[idle crest]

For me it's more that I want people to want people to feel happy, and I hope their day is good, but that doesn't necessarily mean I wanna hear about it.

[hard swallow]

Wtf is foreplay

[fluid quartz]

Don’t look it up

[drowsy finch]

Its american culture to say “how are ya” and ignore and walk past them

[lofty kindle]

No you would be an honest person not giving false expectation. Most people assume no one cares, so when you open the door they want to come through. Genuine intention can be felt even when not explicit.

[idle crest]

Although I don't generally ask people how their day is

[lofty kindle]

Ask your mother.

[idle crest]

I usually just said heya

[restive trench]

literal npcs

[drowsy finch]

https://tenor.com/view/skyrim-wait-i-know-you-funny-i-know-you-remember-gif-22255572

[hard swallow]

Why are we talking of such things mcwonderbeast. I fucking googled it. Naughty naughty man, mhmhmmm

[restive trench]

yeah hes the dude who made willie in people playground

[lofty kindle]

what the actual fuck?
why is this the first conversation I see when I open the discord?

[hard swallow]

You said it mos

[fluid quartz]

It doesn’t matter how shitty your day is you never tell someone who asks about your day that it was bad. Your mother died? You say “its alright.” You lost your job and you are on the verge of bankruptcy? Say “it’s okay”

[lofty kindle]

The fedora PFP goes hard btw.

[idle crest]

Cringe

[hard swallow]

You closed discord and repopened it say that didnt yaj

[idle crest]

I'm the kind of autistic that mentally can't be dishonest

[lofty kindle]

I would rather you dislike me then lie to you.

[fluid quartz]

If i ask about your day and you say it was shitty im never gonna ask about your day again cause im forced to ask what happened and forced to hear your sob story

[idle crest]

I tend to say what I think regardless of what people think about it or I won't say anything at all.

[hard swallow]

AI says romantic notes or texts, this aint fucking 1683....omg gpt is still innocent

[jagged jasper]

i open this chat and wierd things are occuring as usual

[lofty kindle]

If you don't want to know do not ask.

[lofty kindle]

what the actual fuck?
why is this the first conversation I see when I open the discord?

[idle crest]

Nah I won't necessarily tell you why it was shitty

[drowsy finch]

Its maryland culture to swerve into the driver next to you as a greeting

[merry wyvern]

I'm only like that online and such because I don't ever actually talk to people out in public

[merry wyvern]

It's moslty just greetings and such

[idle crest]

I also don't engage in like false meaning, if I say don't worry about it I mean don't worry about it, not "ask me again"

[chrome fractal]

@drowsy finch I'm from MD! I I can confirm this lol

[hard swallow]

what the actual fuck?
why is this the first conversation I see when I open the discord?

[drowsy finch]

I’m so sorry 🙏

[idle crest]

I'm usually alot more quiet irl because I care more about pissing people off.

[merry wyvern]

I can also lie, but I don't control it. Most of the time I lie it's a compulsive response to something.

[drowsy finch]

@subtle rock there’s more of us

[lofty kindle]

Yep, I say what I mean and mean what I say. There seems to be allot of emotional manipulation in how most 'neurotypical' people communicate.

[jagged jasper]

herro rallers. . .

[subtle rock]

put them down

we cant have more

[idle crest]

With my autism and adhd I find it almost impossible to know what will and won't be taken well by people so I either never shut up or I stay completely quiet depending on the situation.

[subtle rock]

too many already

[restive trench]

omg its yapmil

[drowsy finch]

Hello acksolottill guy

[hard swallow]

You see wha ha happen was

[drowsy finch]

[restive trench]

hello yapperboy long time no see

[subtle rock]

why bro acting like im a mythical creature

[jagged jasper]

it looks like i change my pfp so much but i promise i just keep managing to only talk when i have a pfp once 😭

[restive trench]

because i havent talked to you in a long while

[lofty kindle]

The guy never leaves.

[drowsy finch]

Every message is a new pfp </3

[subtle rock]

cus u havent wanted to

[jagged jasper]

this one is temporary im going back to my knight one eventually 🙏

[idle crest]

I fucking hate it. Which is why I tell people, I mean well but I can come across as a cunt because If I say what I think

[restive trench]

yeah he's mostly online when im asleep

[lofty kindle]

I don't think mother would condone that Kitty.

[merry wyvern]

I learned the hard way never to open my mouth in public because in school some random girl heard a small portion of a conversation I was having with a couple of friends and then reported me for something about self harm

[hard swallow]

Its a cool kitty

U see

[merry wyvern]

Hence why I'll never have a conversation in public

[subtle rock]

my night is your day

[hard swallow]

Terminology

[hard swallow]

Its night

[wary cliff]

https://tenor.com/view/seal-hop-seal-approaching-seal-seal-dance-seal-jump-gif-9678506940158361702

[merry wyvern]

Motherfuckers always listen in on shit, only hear what they want to hear, and then run with it

[restive trench]

posting cats smoking is illegal now? :(

[jagged jasper]

when you get out of school i promise you no one gives a shiet what you talk about

everyone just minds their own

[merry wyvern]

I'm out of school dude I'm fucking 21 years old

[jagged jasper]

oh 😭

[restive trench]

time traveller smh

[merry wyvern]

I'm old as shit

[subtle rock]

monkey

[idle crest]

I have a habit of making observations about people that they don't wanna hear, I try to not do it but yea

[hard swallow]

You ser

[jagged jasper]

yeah hello unc

[hard swallow]

Lemme tell u wha ha happen

So basically

You ser

Yeah

[subtle rock]

👴

[merry wyvern]

I'm guily about that with micheal

[hard swallow]

[lofty kindle]

I have learned to over communicate so people understand my intention and that I may not understand what aspect of what I am about to say will upset them and if it does please tell me so I can learn to understand it and avoid the mistake in the future.

Most people are like 'alright dude your fucking weird, but honest and I can work with that'.

[merry wyvern]

I might be too harsh to actually get through to bro

[hard swallow]

Holy wall of text dont use discord on mobile

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/discord-meme-buzzer-gif-9038077723586486233

[merry wyvern]

wall of text more like uuuuh penits

[hard swallow]

I say to discord
Bullshit!

[restive trench]

i mostly hate talking to others because i overthink it

[hard swallow]

You need to understand the terminology

Phraseology

Yk

[merry wyvern]

The Sperminology

[hard swallow]

.

[restive trench]

i think of stuff like do they actually want to talk for that long do they actually want to talk to me

[drowsy finch]

Mine is temporary until I get a new drawing of my sona in a hundred years

[idle crest]

Yeah same. I also argue alot but that's mainly because I'm trying to learn about things.

[hard swallow]

Darling u cant say that

[jagged jasper]

someone setting their pfp as your art is such a heavenly feeling

[merry wyvern]

I can say whatever I want

Just, some of it might be against the rules

[lofty kindle]

Nuh uh its becuase you are one of the O.D.D ones. That shit pissed me off so much in Highschool.

[restive trench]

like today i wanted to call a friend to go out searching for a gym to go together my thoughs were do they actually want to go with me do they even want to go to a gym should i call or just text and being afraid of upsetting them makes it worse

[idle crest]

Also alot of the time if I'm trying to understand why someone thinks a certain way they take it as arguing. Like I got into an argument with someone who was allegedly an astrophysicist because I was asking him about the shit he was saying and he took that as me disagreeing with him.

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/star-wars-brain-bagpipe-3am-im-going-to-sleep-early-tonight-gif-15708136

[restive trench]

true

[idle crest]

That's not me at all.

[waxen zenith]

It's 2pm I've yet to sleep

That shits for the damn birds

[restive trench]

thats why when i want to ask about something i try to add stuff like "interesting, [question]" or "ooooo thats cool however [questiom]"

a bit cringe but eh

it works i think

[vague tinsel]

https://tenor.com/view/yapy-summon-summoning-circle-monkey-monkeys-gif-1024938972719582187

[idle crest]

I don't say shit like that, Im very straight forward so it seems like I'm being a dick unless you can hear my tone of voice.

[restive trench]

really understandable

[idle crest]

I commicate that stuff through tone

Which is why I very rarely get into arguments in voice chats or irl

[ivory fjord]

@plain scroll do you mind getting rid of this

[lofty kindle]

You will experience all with specialists and experts in any field, allot of people have a hard time discerning between curiosity and an attempt to understand as disagreement.

They understand their subject so well they become blind to how someone with a lesser understanding thinks.

[ivory fjord]

Ty

Whoever did that

[plain scroll]

Was just purging

[ivory fjord]

Based mod

[restive trench]

what even were those photos of

[ivory fjord]

It's probably a crypto scam

Or malware

Basically the same thing after a point

[restive trench]

probably yeah

[idle crest]

I think they also underestimate my ability to understand concepts, so they give the dumbed down versions of shit that make less sense.

[gusty geode]

They are crypto scams

[ivory fjord]

There's like 4 different cryptos I'd ever recommend and those are probably not them

[gusty geode]

It’s unlikely the crypto they pedal is real

[restive trench]

some people dont like explaining in detail because they hate more questions

[idle crest]

Like in quantum mechanics, all the dumbed down explanations raise more confusion than before

[gusty geode]

Just get you to pump money into their banks essentially

[ivory fjord]

Agreed

[drowsy finch]

I run a crypt scam

[gusty geode]

Stop stealing all the ghoul’s money

Okay break time over

[drowsy finch]

They don’t need it!! They’re fucking dead and stupid !!

[restive trench]

im proud of you

[gusty geode]

Time to go back to hell

Bye guys :3

[restive trench]

by lenneh

[drowsy finch]

[rancid reef]

Bye bye

[vague tinsel]

BITCOIN IS SKYHIGH https://coinmarketcap.com/currencies/bitcoin/ IM MAKING MONEY

HHAHAHA

[idle crest]

In alot of cases it's the opposite. Dumbed down explanations will give incorrect ideas of things which don't make sense, this why so many people think that looking at a particle effects what it does, because quantum mechanics was explained badly to the average person.

[ivory fjord]

So much money

[hard swallow]

BULLSHIT

[drowsy finch]

Whar

[zenith dirge]

https://tenor.com/view/we-don't-care-gif-1061575578920733370

[waxen zenith]

Bitcoin to my ex wife's couch 🚀

[hard swallow]

Darling, no swearing, thank you very much.

[rancid reef]

Crypto blows

[waxen zenith]

We're shooting far fellas

[drowsy finch]

Prove it by paypalling me 6 million dollars

[ivory fjord]

Really fuckin does lol

[zenith dirge]

shit dough

[vague tinsel]

IT HIT ALL TIME HIGH INVESTED WHEN IT WAS 77K NOW ITS 110k!!!!!!!!!!!

[zenith dirge]

https://tenor.com/view/gamler-gambler-gambling-niels-neisl-gif-5534470329269101956

[stable basin]

🫡

[ivory fjord]

Sometimes the community has a pocket of cool people but most are just strange people with way too much survivorship bias

[lofty kindle]

Yeah that will happen allot as well. Some people just suck and have a sense of superiority.

I have made many people with many degrees very angry by keeping pace with complex subjects and abstract philosophical concepts. They spent many years and allot of money to get the same information I gave obtained listening to lectures and podcasts while I'm playing video games and smoking cannabis. It is not that I know anything better, they are mad that I can keep the conversation at all.

[waxen zenith]

Shoddy community all grifters

[zenith dirge]

i should lowkey do a crypto scam just to laugh at the people dumb enough to invest in a made up currency

[idle crest]

Hell everything EVERYTHING you learn about physics growing up is just concepts that are vaguely analogous to the true nature of the thing but easier for people to understand on a basic level.

[waxen zenith]

Crypto suckz

[zenith dirge]

bub bucks, invest now

[ivory fjord]

Fueled by the bigger idiot clause

[unkempt zodiac]

im already fully invested in halfsword coin

[merry wyvern]

Like when in WW2 they kept putting armor or reinforcing the parts of the plane that were shot up, but not one parts that would destroy the plane if it got shot there?

[rancid reef]

Average money inflation math

[zenith dirge]

willie coin

[ivory fjord]

One of my favorite images

[vague tinsel]

send link

[lofty kindle]

Made bad investments?

[unkempt zodiac]

sorry, it's super secret

[ivory fjord]

Probably doesn't invest at all

[unkempt zodiac]

you have to be level 8 in the server

[waxen zenith]

Never bought, felt like the right time to be mad at something though

[rancid reef]

Stocks and crypto is for the rich

[idle crest]

It's not even so much about knowledge itself, it's more that when you learn enough you're simply able to take information in and understand it in a different way than before, even if it's a subject you have little knowledge on.

[hard swallow]

Sweetie, suckz is a bad word, no candy for you.

[lofty kindle]

lol fair enough.

[waxen zenith]

https://tenor.com/view/ishowspeed-try-not-to-laugh-gif-7682731162751353849

[ivory fjord]

Which I find so fucking funny cuz half of cryptobros' arguments for it is that crypto is for the people cba can't be manipulated by government interests

Yet that is absolutely happening anyway. It's hilarious

Mind you, it's good to invest if you got disposable income

[idle crest]

I'm able to learn alot about a subject that's completely alien to me extremely fuckin quickly because I've built up the neural connections and stuff.

[ivory fjord]

Just don't make it your identity

[waxen zenith]

Not enough ragebait in general today

[vague tinsel]

https://tenor.com/view/these-nuts-deez-gif-13388028

[drowsy finch]

Crypto is evil because it has crypt in the name, and crypts are scary

[rancid reef]

You only really make money if you know ahead of time what the stocks will be

[waxen zenith]

Like the TV?

[ivory fjord]

I just think of the crip walk

[rancid reef]

Crypt walk

[drowsy finch]

https://preview.redd.it/blows-up-pancakes-with-mind-v0-qx9itcqfxhyb1.jpeg?width=854&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=189e0774229d835521bba8fe214b15de266925b4

[zenith dirge]

me watching crypto mfs cry about their "wallets of valuble and real currency" dropping in "value" overnight

[lofty kindle]

I call it the theory of relativity of mind.

The more concepts you understand the more you see how they apply to unrelated fields, until you start to see the thread of all things everywhere you look. Everything is fractal.

[rancid reef]

https://tenor.com/view/shane-walsh-staring-in-mirror-gif-27570356

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/karen-really-gif-18081779

[ivory fjord]

https://youtube.com/shorts/fvfhwgu03PI?feature=shared

[kindred flame]

https://tenor.com/view/haha-based-fed-federal-agent-youre-a-fed-fed-detected-gif-27464914

[waxen zenith]

2 ofs in 1 sentence will never look right to me

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/stop-your-english-mohanlal-inky-shambziona-inkdrops_the-op-gif-26531080

[ivory fjord]

How it feels to be autistic

Patterns everywhere

[lofty kindle]

https://tenor.com/view/connections-everywhere-michael-broome-james-nesbitt-stay-close-everything-is-connected-gif-24742059

[idle crest]

Yes absolutely, I do think every skill carries over to everything else in some way, alot of people really don't understand this. Like it makes sense to me that being a 3d digital sculptor would give me at least some noticeable advantage when it comes to bending steel into armour in real life, I understand how a lattice deforms on on a fundimentally more advanced level than the average person does.

[hard swallow]

I will stick a long sword so far up yo ass, them little tinkli things hanging in the back of yo throat finna be dancing macarena, Is what the other guy told me, isnt that crazzzy?

[restive trench]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/924848218825711617/1136528718416851034/togif-1-4.gif

[hard swallow]

Cuteeeeeeeeerr

[zenith dirge]

https://tenor.com/view/fire-writing-book-fire-fire-book-his-writing-is-fire-as-a-child-i-yearned-for-the-mines-gif-7492916682126134420

[hard swallow]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1320959952273145960/1334854754680967208/image0.gif

Im win

[ivory fjord]

Sometimes I wonder if veroo is actually a cat behind the discord pfp

[restive trench]

https://tenor.com/view/yakuza-yakuza-2-rubber-bullets-rubber-microwave-microwave-gif-8699087882194220456

[ivory fjord]

I need to play Yakuza

[hard swallow]

Gate me update

[ivory fjord]

That shits my type of game somehow

Microwaving a dudes head is insane

[restive trench]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1238970017329189024/1302524795937755188/ezgif-7-5875e47d1e.gif

[hard swallow]

Microwave update for hs

[idle crest]

I'm alot more capable of understanding the physics behind something because I'm better at processing what I observe and translating it into subconscious knowledge. @lofty kindle

[hard swallow]

Whar

[idle crest]

Than I was

[restive trench]

if you get the switch 2 grab yakuza 0 director's cut

[hard swallow]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1149072441184891021/1156632039664136202/what.gif

[idle crest]

You don't like to read words in your text reading app, we get it.

[worthy ginkgo]

i have been training

[lofty kindle]

It does not always translate 1:1 but I agree. I worked as a janitor, a pool cleaner, circuit breaker technician, and a Cannabis extraction lab tech.

Each job taught me different aspects of chemistry, aspects I struggled with learning from a text book.

[lunar stream]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/914578216818200626/1278793399167750166/im_like_a_wolf_so_malicious-1.gif

[hard swallow]

[worthy ginkgo]

billy flowers is the king of half sword

[ivory fjord]

I'll probably pass, I have a switch and that thing don't work no more, the switch 2 is just a $200 price hike for uh... Something? Idk what it improves on.

[hard swallow]

[lofty kindle]

Uvula.

[zenith dirge]

https://tenor.com/view/we-do-not-care-juan-gif-22047769

[restive trench]

mobark must have this 1:100 phone to see everything as a text wall

[hard swallow]

Ecuse?

[drowsy finch]

Mouth punching bag

[worthy ginkgo]

was i speaking to you perchance

[ivory fjord]

The little tinkli thing is called a uvula

[idle crest]

Yeah not 1-1, but even on the ability of being able to actually process or understand what you're looking at, learning anything will improve your ability to learn anything overall.

[restive trench]

then get it on steam when its on sale and try it

[hard swallow]

AYE FOKKIT MAN

[ivory fjord]

Yeye

[lofty kindle]

them little tinkli things hanging in the back of yo throat

It is called a Uvula.

[hard swallow]

So wha ha happen was

Uvula you see

Terminology

[lofty kindle]

Yep yep. I will always maintain that my best skill is my ability to learn things. Jack of all trades master of none.

[idle crest]

The knowledge I have is not what I'm proud of, I'm proud of my intuition and pattern recognition

[hard swallow]

⅖⁴⁵⁶¹(3x⁶)‐⁶

[restive trench]

man im like stupid compared to yall

[lofty kindle]

Stupidity is only truly achieved when you avoid learning imo.

[idle crest]

The reason I got into history is because I thought about some stuff I learned when I was younger, my brain went, "yknow, that doesn't seem right" and guess what, my brain was right, and down the rabbit hole I went.

[hard swallow]

you ate

Slay queen

[lofty kindle]

Limited understanding is not indicative of a limit in understanding.

[idle crest]

"Stupidity is it's own reward"

Sun Tzu

[hard swallow]

Slayyyyyyyyy

[restive trench]

i meant as in lack of knowledge

and lack of achievements i have in life

[lofty kindle]

What I am saying is not having knowledge does not make one stupid, avoiding and actively not trying to gain knowledge is true stupidity.

[restive trench]

so far the only skill or cool thing i know is the ability to speak english and Arabic
and arabic is my first language so its not like i had to learn it from 0

[hard swallow]

[restive trench]

eeeh maybe

[lofty kindle]

You are young, you got allot of time to achieve things.

[idle crest]

It's not helped by poor explanations of things. Like again for example quantum physics in its entirely is explained in a very unintuitive way. Like the concept that everything in the universe is different aspects of the same wavelike nature of the universe but you'd never get that impression from the way atoms or particles are explained to people.

[restive trench]

mayhaps but i hope i find that thing i like that i can actually achieve sooner than later

[idle crest]

You're probably younger than me and I knew vastly less than I do now when I was probably your age, you have to learn to be able to learn

[hard swallow]

That is true, my country had racist laws which prevented certain races education, only basic education. Those elders who were affected are not stupid, some built houses from scratch even with their education. Then theres ppl today dtopping out, homeless r yrs later

[stone copper]

Trust me bro ive failed most key things in life but i keep going strong

all that matters is that you leep going on

yano

[lofty kindle]

Quantum mechanics made more sense the more I understood philosophy. Existentialism was a great tool. Then when I started studying the Gnostics and Hermeticism quantum mechanics made more sense.

[restive trench]

my problem is dedication

[hard swallow]

1+1 and 1×2 are my goats

[lofty kindle]

Some people refuse to help themselves.

[restive trench]

i dont have dedication to do shit

[stone copper]

is it lack of dedication or maybe you just dont enjoy them?

[hard swallow]

Like forreal

[restive trench]

both really

[lofty kindle]

You gotta go experience more things in life. There is something out there that will light your fire.

[restive trench]

its like a mix between being lazy, lack of dedication and boredom of failing

[stone copper]

I used to think i couldnt be dedicated to things, or enjoy em until i looked at my life and realised ive been dedicated only the things i enjoy

reason why i passed tech and design higher than any other class

i simply enjoy it

[restive trench]

im yet to find that thing that i enjoy

[dim lion]

so

[stone copper]

Sooner or later you will find it

[lofty kindle]

I understand this, it's a thought process to escape from but it can be done.

Do you lift weights?

[restive trench]

other than english i supppse idk

[dim lion]

I've been playing a roguelike pokemon game, it's permadeath

[idle crest]

Yes I genuinely believe philosophy is fundamental to understanding that shit, without a doubt. Without getting trying to get into religion I'm very fascinated by Hinduism recently, and I think the "ultimate being" within hunduism offers alot of insight into the connection between such an entity and fundamental scientific concepts. Its an entity so vast and incomprehensible that it is not worshipped as a god, it's just thought of as the fundamental principle of the universe, which is exactly the same thing as the theoretical one force in science of which the "fundamental forces" are aspects of.

[dim lion]

and I had 5 shinies

key word had.

[restive trench]

nope, need to get fit first which i will hopefully start on doing tomorrow

[restive trench]

what are shinies again

[dim lion]

the rare ones

funny colours

[restive trench]

oo

cool

[dim lion]

they're all dead.

[restive trench]

rip

just reload a save 🗣️

[dim lion]

it don't work like that in this game 🥀

It's a roguelike

[lofty kindle]

You found the path, keep on it you will find some great stuff. Have you read the bhagavad gita?

[restive trench]

uhh well gg

[idle crest]

The electromagnetic force, which mediates basically every interaction in the universe, possibly every interaction if we consider the four forces as one, the consciousness inside your head and everyone else's heads is literally a manifestation of the electromagnetic force. So it could be seen as conscious.

[restive trench]

man, why is gaming only fun when its school time, now that i have the summer holiday im burnt out of everything

[idle crest]

No but my mother has mentioned it.

[stone copper]

you enjoy things more when they have value, eg time

[ivory fjord]

Summer is for exploring the world outside, not the worlds inside

Go hike it would be cool. Find some cool rocks

[idle crest]

What would an ultimate entity be in the context of a purely scientific universe? Why would it be any different to a fundamental force that mediates everything in existence? What is the difference?

[lofty kindle]

Tomorrow never comes. I believe I can see the future because I repeat the same routine.

If you have small weight around I recommend the Willie fit challenge 1 set of 3 reps after each death. Less weight more reps is good for muscle building. 15 mins of direct sunlight each day will also help with melatonin and serotonin production helping regulate sleep and overall mood.

[ivory fjord]

Ok what is the Willie fit challenge xd

[restive trench]

i dont think wilderness exists where i live

[ivory fjord]

Where do you live then

Don't have to be specific xd

Just a general idea

[subtle rock]

egypt

bro dont have wilderness

[restive trench]

thats cool i might try this

[ivory fjord]

That can't be trueeee

Is Egypt just ALL desert?

[restive trench]

in a middle of a city

[stone copper]

Stealth campings good fun yano

cities are prime for it

[ivory fjord]

^ you could do that

[subtle rock]

damn near

[stone copper]

ever heard of steve wallis?

guys the stealth camp king

[lofty kindle]

I highly recommend it. Reading the Veddas will also interest you I think. The ayurveda changed my life and made me understand the power of yoga (pranayama-meditation specifically).

[restive trench]

excpet for the parts that are buildings

[ivory fjord]

So there's like no forests at all, even by the north coast?

[restive trench]

what even is that

[idle crest]

I believe the entire workings of the universe can be explained with one concept, like a simple interaction that's infinitely divisible and explains everything.

[restive trench]

nope

[ivory fjord]

Huh

[stone copper]

essentially trespassing but you camp there overnight

[restive trench]

uhhh no thanks

[subtle rock]

why we tryna get bro to homeless rp

[ivory fjord]

Well you can still explore the coast :p I'm sure there are areas in Egypt that allow for trail walks n stuff

[restive trench]

i dont think there is any forest in egypt and if there is its probably protected by the government with animals in it

[stone copper]

because we have it well enough that living in their shoes for a day is a "luxury"

[restive trench]

natural reservation type shit

[stone copper]

or an adventure

however you view it

[subtle rock]

fuck bro talking ab

[karmic nexus]

near to alexandria there are sprouts of marshland

[ivory fjord]

Red Canyon

https://g.co/kgs/qtWZiaF

U got this place that's pretty cool

[ivory fjord]

Muddy but totally worth checking out

The world is vast

Yet so small in comparison

[limber gyro]

Can't wait to march an army across it and let half of em drown

[stone copper]

theres some pretty scenic views pretty much everywhere where im from

country is 70% countryside

[restive trench]

so far away

[restive trench]

hey i wanna know more about this

[ivory fjord]

And you probably aren't ready for a hike like that, so it's the perfect time to start planning for something like this

Is just inspiration

[stone copper]

if you know how to light a fire and have common sense camping is the best thing you can do imo

[ivory fjord]

It took me like 30 seconds to find that :p I'm sure you could find similar things to explore

Camping hella fun

Probably gonna do that again this year

[stone copper]

sometimes i just go to the local dam and camp overnight

[restive trench]

i will probably never actually do it but ill read about it when I'm free i think

[stone copper]

fill a big with some shit and set off

[limber gyro]

@idle crest about to make a yap wall

[idle crest]

Hopefully I will.

Tell me what you think of this.

Brahma, the creator.
Vishnu, the preserver.
Shiva, the destroyer.

Strong nuclesr force, binds subatomic particles into hadrons and hadrons into atomic nuclei.

Electromagnetic force, mediates all interactions between particles and is the very light that we see.

Weak nuclear force, the force that allows particles to change state and is directly responsible for nuclear fission, fusion, radioactive decay, and the destruction of celestial objects.

[limber gyro]

A small yap wall

[stone copper]

what would you consider moderate

[ivory fjord]

Shumno should learn this shit

Science is cool

[limber gyro]

I eat pencils

That's science

[stone copper]

no thats moronic

[limber gyro]

Guh?

[ivory fjord]

I mean they're young so it checks out

[idle crest]

I'm not a hindu but I find Hinduism to be extremely fucking clever and intuitive on a conceptual level.

[stone copper]

there was a guy in my primary school class who ate the end of an HB pencil

i dont even know if he cut it off first or just took a big chomp out of it

[subtle rock]

why bro do dat

[limber gyro]

Nutrients

[restive trench]

i feel like an old man waiting for his days to pass
the only thing i enjoy so far is sleeping which is what im going to do now, goodnight people i wish you all the best now i am going to magically fast forward time goodbye

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/853259878700285962/1336013022656725032/attachment-3.gif

[idle crest]

The universe is a grand song, sing with the choir.

[ivory fjord]

I want a character

[stone copper]

idk i hated the guy so i naturally pointed and laughed along with my fellow students

[round crown]

yall need to make slamming and grappling easier man

and support it better

[hollow sand]

I agree completely

[grand bane]

My only problem with the grappling is that it is to simple and doesn’t allow the intricacies of armored fencing

[wispy knot]

just swing

[stone copper]

bloody bastards pc port would be better

[mighty badger]

imagine the modding

[stone copper]

but a 3d version would be lit

the japan tryhards are bad enough as is

[wispy knot]

just swing

[stone copper]

i wish it was that simple

[wispy knot]

tis is that simple

[stone copper]

you can swing 2 times max or die in 1 hit

thats basically bloody bastards in a nutshell

[wispy knot]

i just bonk them real hard in the head

[stone copper]

that does tend to work

usually

[wispy knot]

60% of the time it works all the time

[stone copper]

and 40% works most of the time

[wispy knot]

or one good upswing and thats it

[grand bane]

Real poleaxe is like 40% poleaxe, 50% grappling and 10% shanking during grappling

[wispy knot]

*bonk

[grand bane]

Talhoffer has entered the chat

[wispy knot]

*one bonk

[grand bane]

That’s just because Willie is incompetent and doesn’t know how to raise his arms properly most of the time.
And where’s the fun in that? I want the AUTHENTIC ARMORED FIGHTING

[wispy knot]

*bonks anyway

[grand bane]

Blocks and fucking grabs you

[wispy knot]

nah

[drowsy finch]

Why are these nerds roleplaying

[indigo hare]

That’s what I’m sayin

[wispy knot]

*cries

[indigo hare]

It’s okay you can roleplay all you like

[grand bane]

Im trying to complain about how the current grappling system doesn’t allow accurate armored fencing

[indigo hare]

https://tenor.com/view/thats-exactly-what-im-saying-chido-nwokocha-gary-marshall-borders-sistas-youre-right-gif-16191671

[grand bane]

Anyway back to complaining

[mighty badger]

hi rali

[drowsy finch]

[mighty badger]

how are you all btw

[indigo hare]

Well do it better cause your complaining looks like roleplay when it should be looking like you setting a car on fire

[grand bane]

https://tenor.com/view/shearing-sheep-shave-gif-12812079

[mighty badger]

french way then?

[indigo hare]

The feudal Japan mod for bannerlord finally released today so even though im home sick, fuckin fantastic

Peak gaming

[mighty badger]

OOOOOOOH

i dont have MBB on pc though :(

but

cyberpunk and space marine 1 remaster await

[indigo hare]

Get a pc just for bannerlord. Just like back in the day I sold my ps4 to get an Xbox so I could get mods for Skyrim and fallout

[mighty badger]

my notebook is kinda beefy i think it handles it

it has a 3050 and 18 ram

[grand bane]

Like half of the armored fencing stuff in Talhoffers Württemberg treatise of 1467 is just ways to throw the opponent to the ground. And like half of those are done by dropping your poleaxe and grabbing them. Talhoffer just fucken loved grappling

[indigo hare]

At the very least, you can play it

That’s what I used to play on, with much less ram

I had like 4gb