#idk what to call this

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elfin hamlet
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Why do I feel so numb

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Meep meep

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Bro

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I was PROMISED

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LITERALLY PROMISED

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That I didn't have to do anything I didn't want to do.

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Now I'm being forced

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Lowkey bringing back trauma from being used as an item by my dad's side

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I am never forgiving them

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Bro

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Tomorrow I need to dye my keith horse cuz I wanted to wait to do it next to her

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Not just in the same server

elfin hamlet
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Kitty

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Cat cat kitty cat cat cat cat

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Look how tiny she is gangg

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And this is other pookie who I sat and gave lots of pats and scratches to

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She only has 3 legs so she wanted me to scratch where she couldn't

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I'm so sad

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I'll send more kitty incase anyone is reading this

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This is a cat trust

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Ignore my brothers finger

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I love madoka magica

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Fish shocked because of my brother

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NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY 😰😰😰😰😰😰

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Beep beep

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Kitty cat

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I don't think anyone reads this anymorb

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Fair eniugh I'm getting old I've got moved than 9k things in here help

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Music

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Maybe other huddlers will wanna talk

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Idk if I can

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Nope bad choice

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Omg it's time

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Rolling girl

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There's sm bugs get me out of here

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My brother holding kitty

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Stop touching me

elfin hamlet
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She deleted madoka magica and another message she sent

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I couldn't message

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I'm sorry

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I'm sweating sm

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Let me go gome

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Here's the other kitty up close

elfin hamlet
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I've lost scarlett as a friend too

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I wasn't trying very hard to keep her as a friend I guess

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But I was scared of her

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I didn't want to mess things up and affect things

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And I mean I am pretty boring

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And I barley message anyone ever when I go onto discord ig so

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I should check if she's unfriended me

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She hasnt

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Maybe she just forgot to

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Or doesn't want to upset her

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Or idk

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That's fine

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I HAVE PEOPLE ON HUDDLEEEE

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It's not like I was really friends with scarlett to begin with even I guess

elfin hamlet
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maybe my parents want me to starve to death

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im the biggest fucking problem to ever exist so ig that would be an easy way to get rid of me

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"sometimes i dont understand you, mia." - my mum just now

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bro

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says you next to my dad who has just finished an ENTIRE TUB of ice cream in one sitting and next to my brother who is for some reason inspecting is belly

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oh yeh he had 3 or 5 idk ice creams

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bro

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💔

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i asked if i could have some

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i just wanted some ice cream

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even a tiny scoop

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its fine

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its not like i need ice cream anyway

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bro i asked for it tho

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nah ist fine

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i dont need ice cream

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i dont need to gain weight

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its just everyone making a huge deal out of something tiny

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something that doesnt exist

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42kg isnt bad

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its good

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i should be lower

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i should be 38kg again

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yeah

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SHUT UP WITH UR FUCKING BLASTING SHOW

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FUCK OFF

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im trying to blast voltron to make myself feel better but its not working

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i asked them to turn it down

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my dad put his finger clearly in the air above the volume down button

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and said he tuned it down

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yeah sure

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then i called him out on it and he laughed

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bro the door is closed and its still genuenlly hurting my ears

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ig im going deaf by 17 ❤️

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no i cant do that tho

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i cant

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i need to be healthy

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i need to be heatlhy for her

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i want to cry

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i want to throw up

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and die

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i wont die

elfin hamlet
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im hungry

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im like

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really hungry

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actually im not that hungry

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what if everytime im hungry i just convince myself im not hungry

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no that would end badly i have done that before and i was in extreme pain

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and i had to continue with my everyday life because my mother isnt understanding like taht

elfin hamlet
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Nagito komaeda

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67

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It's so hot in this room

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I'm so hungry

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Not that hungry

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I want ice cream

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I'm sad

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Why couldn't I have ice cream

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They probably had dinner without me too tbh

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What if this really is their plan

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Let's not give food to the underweight one so she fucking dies so we don't have to deal with her and her stupid fucking problems!

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Honestly

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I have a bunch of mozzie bites euahsh

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I need to go thru my photos and delete all the ones my dad sent me

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He sent videos too

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41 photos and 4 long videos broo

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Voltroj

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Thats exactly what we'll be doing hunk

elfin hamlet
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Okay I'm hungrier now

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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148

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I'm getting hungrier

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How much have I gone up in 11 minutes

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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HOLY DHIT

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.42k

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Or something

elfin hamlet
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Esssdiggid

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I miss her so much

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Bro

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Why couldn't I have stayed behijd

elfin hamlet
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Bernie just said I never get into trouble because I am the "special child"

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Yeah sure

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I don't get yelled at at least once a day

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He doesn't always get his way

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Totally

elfin hamlet
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Bernie just said he doesn't care that jk rowling is a bad person because she's not bad anyway

elfin hamlet
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I keep getting suggestions to follow liams accounts

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I blocked all of his accounts

elfin hamlet
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I'm so sick

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I can't talk without coughing

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Sdnisifndififdn

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We have to wait 4 or 5 hours for our flight to even go onto the upcoming flights thibgfffffg

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Yaayyyy

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9:50 and it's 1:45

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So about

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8 hours

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5 minutes more

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That's great..!

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Bro and I need to do fucking school work

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Maybe I'll be able to charge my laptop after school work and play poni game tho

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Maybe even with her

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If I can then HAPAPAIAIAIAIAI

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15k messages wowzers

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Uhuh uhuh

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Meep beep

elfin hamlet
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This fucking guy won't stop moving my chair and it's actually pissing me off so badkt

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ASTOP IT BRO

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STOP

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IT

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OH NT GOD

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DUCNINF HELL

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Atleast he doesn't mean it in a sexual way

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I am actually going to go insane because of this guy

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I'd rather sit on the ground.

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I don't want to push her and possibly accidentally make her more upset

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BRO THIS HOE FUCKIJF STOP MOVIJG

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Stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stop it stopnit

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Can I pay 500 robux to skip

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I got into trouble for sitting in a certain way around meeennnnbn

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Yippiiiiiiiiij dies

rain moss
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Op

elfin hamlet
elfin hamlet
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Hey..!

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GUES EHOS

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FUCKINF

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SICK..!

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Trish!!

elfin hamlet
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Why does my mum want to hide that I'm gay so badly

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Is she that embarrassed about me

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I thihght she accepted me

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She claims there's nothing wrong w it but then shuts everything down whenever I mention I'm fine with saying for example that my girlfriend is not my best friend she's more than my best friend

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I always say

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but she's not my best friend she's more

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I mean she's my best friend but not like ooh kiss the homies goodnught

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HELO

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I love her

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I

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Eisjdjfjf

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What's wrong with being gay

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Why do I have to not tell anyone

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Why do I have to keep my identity a secret

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WHATS WROJG WITH BEING GAY

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What's wrong with being gay

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Is me being gay autistic and mentally ill that embarrassing

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I've failed as a daughter in multiple ways

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Is that what it is

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I'm so sad

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Okay I'm gonna wipe my laptop down and see if wife is playing

elfin hamlet
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Oopsies

elfin hamlet
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Excuse me for being in my OWN FUCKING HOUSE

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Bro I've almost thrown up 2 times already this morning

elfin hamlet
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I smell like trish I want to throw up

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I don't want to be here

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I have to pay attention and talk in german today

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Bad start to the day

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I sTINK

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I hate myself

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Eaugh

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It's so loud

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I want to throw ip

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...pocket pancakes

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I'm gonna go insane

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Ewewew

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Ew

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Ewew

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I can't even breathe properly

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Not cuz of my chest being whatever the fick is going on w it but because of trosh

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It's okay I just have to get thru this week

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She's coughing

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Eaug

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Maybe I should start wearing a mask

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Ts gay

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I feel so sick

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I feel so fucking sick

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I think I might throw ip

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Bro my fucking head

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The LIBRARIAN noticed something was up but my own mother didn't 💔

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Why is living so fucking difficult

elfin hamlet
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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Okayokay

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Bro

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My headphones

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Are on 30

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What if I scroll on instaaaaa and don't do workkkk

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Lowkeeyyyyy

elfin hamlet
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Hey guys

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I'm gay

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😰

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Who would've guessed bro

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22 percent

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Bro can these kids shut the fuck up

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💔

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Eieemememsnnsnsnsnseieieieieiieeisososoieeidododosieoeoa

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I'm so exhausted

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I barley did half of my german

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I'm gonna get into trouble

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I'm gonna have to do more today

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I have to do some every day

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I hate studying

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Pocket pancakes

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I weighed myself yesterday

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I wish my mum could just buy my "reward" already so when I reach 4 kilos higher i don't have to fucking wait

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She's probably not gonna let me get it

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I loooovd

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Yippp

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Caitvi

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ITS TOYAS BIRTHDAY

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Me and her from last night

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Our months were the only 2 that had another month attached

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Kinda gay

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Minori and saki r both in march and no one has a birthday in April so I think that's whu

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I forgot who's birthday is in September

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I'm pretty sure it's one of them

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Meep beep

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HEAT ABNORMAL

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I love heat abnormal

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I love heat abnormal so much it's unhealthy

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A howling light ray pierces through my eyess

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I feel sick

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I hate trish sm

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She always makes me automatically have a shitty start to my day

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Gay

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I have maths next

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Bro

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Masking

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I love masking

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But its really tricky today for some reason

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I wasn't even good at responding to my fashion friend

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I'm scared one day it's all going to come crashing down and then the whole school is going to know I'm suicidal and hate myself

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Tomorrow I have pilates and riding and german

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Maybe I can skip pikates

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And I also have to study

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Thursday school and my german exam and I have to do whatever idk it is w that random support worker

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Boy do I love no resfs

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Then Friday german idk and gay uhh

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Friday is

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Difjfjfjdkdushsueueh I forgot

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Oh yeah and speech

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Boy do I love dying in trishs fucking car

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Lil bro u said you'd get ur aircon fixed the week we mrt

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Lil bro I hate u

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Lil bro u make me more suicidal

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Lil bro I am not ur good girl

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Lil bro I am NOT ur dog

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Lil bro I am not 12

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I'm sick of this shit

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And it's only been TWO FICKING DAYS

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And if I TELL anyone that I'm still suicidal I'll just get my things taken away

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Oops! No more drawing now

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I'm too depressed to fucking draw anyway but I don't want my things to go into their dirty hands

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Oops! No more phone or switch or laptop

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Illit mentioned btw

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Hrhah

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Ejsndbejrjbdb

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Oops no more seeing the only person who keeps you sane

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Why do they have to use seeing her as a tool to get me to do things

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It's okay for now I can stay up and just scroll on Instagram and then be tired in the morning and just

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Idk

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I was laughing at 2 am yesterday

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I don't even remember why

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Omg I love looking at the artists I follow and just looking at works I didn't know they've made

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LIKE HELLO??*?"($??'CMDKDMXMMSMD

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I LOVE??[®{|{¥}¥

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I'm so lucky to have my girlfriend

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She's so cool

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Bro she's so cool

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Okay gang it's 2 minutes

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Bro I do not want to go to maths and to my fucking exam

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16 percebt

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That can last me hopefully

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Wife if ur reading this HALLOOOO

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Eaihhhhhhhhh one monute

elfin hamlet
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I feel so sici

elfin hamlet
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Bro

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I have to do 20 minutes then have a break (which a break for me in her eyes is 5 minutes) then I have to do 20 minutes then break then do 20 minutes then break then do 20 minutes then break then do 20 minutes basically until I drop dead from exhaustion WHICH IM SURPRISED I HAVNT ALREADY

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I want to ask for my name to be a pink gradient but I'm too scared to ask I'm GAY

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I wanna have it so also wife can have it tho idk if I can even ask that

elfin hamlet
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My cousin cares for me

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She actually cares for me

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She actually gives a shit if I'm dead or alive

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She doesn't want me to suffer

elfin hamlet
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Bro

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My mum is copying her words now too

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"cuz it's a little nippy out there"

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SHUT THE FUCK UP

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"oh mia what's wrong"

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AS IF YOU DONT FUCMING KNOW

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I'm being expressionless

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I didn't even bring my headphones cuz she's so fucking loud

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Literally she said as soon as we got ojtside

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"oh htd a bit nippy out here"

elfin hamlet
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I hate

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She won't stop coughing

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Gay ew rejrnfj

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Rjfjtjtjtkt

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Rjfjttjtjtktk

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Tjtjtjtjtjtjttjtjtjttjt

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Sharon will probably notice somethings wronggg

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Ew

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I feel so sock

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Yuri 😰

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Ew

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I don't want to be here

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Bro

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Isn't torturing me w german eniugh

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Jupie is gonna sense im not doing well

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Shurupshururr

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I hateree

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Tsukasa save me

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I'm proud of myself for not cutting last night

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Eweeewe

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Public execution

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When I get home I can't redt

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I then have german

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Then I have tobSTUDY german too

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I just want to go to sleep

elfin hamlet
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I hate trish

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She coughs then goes ah yum yum yum

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BRO?

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My phone is 10 percent

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Sharon could tell something was sronggggggg

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BRO MY MUN COULD TOO

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Oh my god my ears hurt

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Esuh

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It's so hot

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I'm so dehydrated

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my fucking ears

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Does my mum want me deaf

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My ears hurt so nuch

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9 perfent

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I don't want to be here

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MY EARS

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I want to quit riding

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I don't fucking care

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I'm not able to be in the right mindset when I'm w trish anyway

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Cuz the whole time I'm w her I'm trying not to cry and coping by imagining cutting myself

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MY FICKIJG EARS BRO

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What if I just sleep through herman and pilates

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What if I just purposely fail all my subjects?

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It stinks ew

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I need to get the langa thing today it ends tomorrow

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I can't ask my mum she'll be gone somewhere

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Can't ask my dad either cuz he's my dad

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Even if I could ask o wouldn't be able to get it because they'd question and go ooooh so ur not lesbian anymore

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BRO ITS A CHARACTER I LIKE

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NOT IN THAT FUCKING WAY

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It's so fucking loud

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My ears

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They genuinely feel like they're bleeding

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I wouldn't be surprised if they were

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Shut up

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Shut up

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Shut up

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SHUT UP

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OH NY GOD

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SHUT THE FUCK UP

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Can I break my clean streak

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It's cold so it's not like my mum would be able to find out and not let me see her

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Bro when she found out she victimized herself

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Like yep okay don't reflect and maybe even HELP ur fucking mentally struggling child??

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IVE BEEN HURTING MYSELF SINCE I WAS 9

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5 percebt

elfin hamlet
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Eau

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I'm so tired

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I've calmed down

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My ears still hurt tho

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I didn't relapse gang

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Is anyone proud of me

elfin hamlet
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German

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I have to fucking study

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I'm so hungry bro

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I ate half of my breakfast

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I didn't eat dinner last night

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And I didn't eat anything to replace no dinner

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I'll probably skip lunch

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I can feel my fucking bones

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I remember when I felt so seen because my body looked exactly like Rios

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Oh it's riyo

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Oops

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I havnt watched it in months don't come after me gang 😞

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I need to catch up but lowkey I have no energy

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Just sticking to my usual things

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I love herrr

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German in 6 mjnures

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I'm fucking starving

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FUCK

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I have to talk in it

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Shit

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Shirhsirhairh

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I want to drop German so bad

elfin hamlet
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I have to talk to someone I can't do this

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I closed my laptop

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"You'll be assigned to ur rooms in 10 seconds"

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Nope

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Sorry person but I can not talk to u

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Got into trouble

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Got yelled at

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I want tocry

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I'm a failure

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"there are other solutions other than just running away"

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IM CRYING BRO

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I'm a faikue

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I'm being forced to speak

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I can't do fhis

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I want to hurt myself

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I can't do this

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I'm going to be left alone w then

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I csnt

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No

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Fuck

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36 minutes

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35

elfin hamlet
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She's chill im okay

elfin hamlet
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I got excited I thihght she messaged but it was just the nughtcord server

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Im worried what id she isn't at school and something happened

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Boy do I love saying the wrong things and then that ends up w me getting stuff taken away from me

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My exam is on Monday now my mum's like she maybe shouldn't come overrrrr

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I need this for my sanity

elfin hamlet
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Charlie just said something about kller chat

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I don't like it because it was my birthday

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My birthday

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MY BIRTHDAY

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My birthday

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And he basically

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Stole my day

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In a way

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Fair enough it was the first time he was seeing her since supanova but it was my birthday

elfin hamlet
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I want to throw up

elfin hamlet
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I lowkey can't eat my dinner gang idk what to doooo

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I want to but I just canttt

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Eaaaaa

elfin hamlet
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I'm gonna get into trouble

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I'm so hungry

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I just cant

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Why the fuck am I like this

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I got into trouble for not eating any of my dinner last night just before too

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Well before pilates

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I've eaten half a bit of pasta tho cuz I gave half to ammy!!"!'!!!

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That's still something right

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No one would be proud of anyone for eating half a fucking piece of pasta

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I'm delusional

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I can't eat I can't eat I can't eat

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My mum wants me to study more

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Excuse to get out of eating

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Bro but I'm so hungry

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Why am I like this

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It's not that fucking hard I just need to PUT THE FUCKING FOOD IN MY FUCKING MOUTH

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I want to tell her I'm not eating but she's so worried

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I don't know what to do gang

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Im so hungry

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Im

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I don't know what to do

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I'm gonna fail my exams

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I can't eat

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I CWNT FUCKINF EAY

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How does one eat

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No glue no borax

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How do I eat

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How do I fucking eat

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I can't even fucking tell her I can't eat

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My faukt

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Not hers

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I'm just not able to

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I don't know why

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I don't know

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Im gonna end up in hospital

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I'm gonna end up in hospital.

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I can't get myself to improvd

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I'm making myself worse

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I can't force myself to eat

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It helps most times when she like

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Bro this is so cringe

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But like tells me to eat my food

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Cuz then it's like I'm not doing it for me in a way

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I wouldn't do it for anyone else but her tho

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If someone else asked me to eat I most likely would not

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Help my mum just told me not to forget to shower

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bro check on my food 💔

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How

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In so stupid

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It's a simple task

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Very simple task

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Just

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FUCKING EAT BRO

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I'm disappointed in myself

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I can't even move my hand near the food

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Wait is not eating bad bad

elfin hamlet
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I'm avoiding eating my breakfast cuz of trish

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I had 3 or 4 timtams in bed tho

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That'll be enough to last me the day

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Fucking exams bro 💔

elfin hamlet
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trosh thinking her signing is tuff

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AMMY AMMMYYYYYYYY

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2 exams today gang

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Letzgo

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Letzgo lesbo 😰

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IM CRYING

elfin hamlet
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One of those things I used to love when I was little came up on my page last night

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Or this morning

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Idk if it was past midnught

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I'm gonna do it this break

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Override my belovedddddd

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Idk what to do so pjsk time gang

elfin hamlet
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I dreamt that idk something happened at school and for some fucking reason she then for sent to the phsyc ward but she could message me but only on her laptop but I'd her mum or anyone found out like that wouldn't be good

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I was saying I was fine and to not worry about me

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In reality I was having panic attacks and sobving my eyes out

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We were scared sleepies wasn't gonna be able to happen

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We weren't gonna be able to see eachofhsd

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I ended up cutting myself

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I'm so fucking glad that was a dream

elfin hamlet
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I hate trishhhh

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Atleast she didn't come into the bathroom to see me piss

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She makes me feel so fucking disgusting

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Bro I don't even want my FAMILY to see me doing that WHY WOULD U THINK

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Yep yep

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My room smells like her now.

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WHU DOES SHE HAVE TO TOUCH EVERYTHING

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BRO

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What if I just

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Don't have breakfast

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Ew no cuz if I collapse she'll touch me

elfin hamlet
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2 timtams for breakfast nice

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Might throw up

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Yay

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I hate trish

elfin hamlet
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I hate trish

elfin hamlet
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BRO IM NOT ALLOWED TO EAT FOOD NOW WTF

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💔💔

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Rip my gaining weight so I don't die goal ig

errant palm
elfin hamlet
errant palm
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Why nott

elfin hamlet
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Not sure

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But im severely underweight and he should be proud that I'm eating

errant palm
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Just figure out your maintenance calories

elfin hamlet
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I'll see if I can eat again when he's in a meeting so he can't catch me eating

elfin hamlet
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trish won't stop looking at me and up my skirt

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Ammy baby death staring her back

elfin hamlet
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Dorgie

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She sleeping on me now

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My.pgones 9 percent and I need to go in 9 minutes

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Ajahejdjsahshs

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I'm so tried and exhausted I don't wanna go and use my brain

elfin hamlet
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I fucking love when I get called a pig bro

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(I don't.

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My mum called me a pig

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I thought I did great today w eating

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Wife was proud of me

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Did I eat too much

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I can't cry I can't cry I can't cry

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I've lost weight

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I'm eating too much

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I'm eating too much

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I'm such a dirty fucking gross pig

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I hate myself

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I won't end up in hospital cuz my mum won't pay for me

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Cuz I eat too much

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The hospitals wrong

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I'm not underweight

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I'm a pig

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I wanna cry

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I hate myself

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I'm such a fucking faliure

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I can't cry

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I'm cryinf niw

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Poni game will help

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I'm so thirsty

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I'm not gonna be able to listen to music

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Gang I'm gonna go insane

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I love my girlfriend

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She's so nice

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She's proud of me

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No one's ever been proud of me as much as she's proud of me

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Ewenwemwewwmemwmsmamamwmwmwmwwmwmekwkemwmwmwnwwweeeweewww

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I hate her watching me eat ewewewewwwewwwww

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Gross gross gross gross gross

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I can't breathe

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I hate myself

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Hey don't hate urself that's homophobic

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It's gay month gang

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!rank

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My inspo (and madoka for thencorset

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And this is my design gang

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I'm so cooked

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Gotta lock in gang

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I havnt drawn in ages cuz I've been too depressed to touch a pen or pencil or anything I can draw w

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WONDAHOIII

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Lowkey hungry

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I won't be able to eat until like 5

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It's 1

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SOMEONE REACTED TO MY STUFF EEEEEEEEEEEEE

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I did the back

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CRYINF the shoulder blades

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2 more to go

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I'm gonna get into trouble

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I'm gonna get yelled at

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My mum's gonna be so pissed at me for not doing my German

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Bro it's 8 different units that I have to do

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Shouldn't I be allowed to focus on my project that is due in THREE FUCKINF DAYS

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But noo it's drawing and designing don't take that up as a career it's not important

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She's a sewer tho

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Sew

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Sewwer

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Like she sews sruff

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Not the sewer rat sewer

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My family is so fucking loud bro

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Just shut up please

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I'm scared that liam is slowly convincing her im gross

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What if he's still talking to her

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I'm really scared

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I don't want to become the person he said I was

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I don't ever want to become that person

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What if I already am the person he said I was

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I'm so scared

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I don't deserve support

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I deserve to suffer

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I deserve to be in pain

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They're not helping me w my heartburn for example because they know I deserve the pain

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I deserve to be in pain

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I am horrible

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I am gross

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I am disgusting bro

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Bro

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She opened my door

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And left it open

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What the fuck

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Lowkey gonna fail englishhhh

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Yay

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I'm such a failureewwwww

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Yippieeeeeeeesse

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I decided to post my sketch on my story on insta cuz it's the first time I've drawn in ages

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Charlie criticized it

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I think maybe she might not want 67 and she wants more than that and I've been accidentally taking that away from her

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Im such a cunt

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I feel so sick

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I'm a cunt

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I don't deserve anything good

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What does this mean

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I'm nagito komaeda but without the goodluck

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I have bad luck without good luck following

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I'm not okay w it it makes me want to cfy

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But I'm happy she gets things

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So I'm okay

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I don't deserve good things

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She deserves good things

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If I go to hospital maybe I can bring my laptop and play there and maybe then I'd get a special one

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Probably not

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I can't cfy my dad's home

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I just need to breathe and be happy

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I don't have time to be sad

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Just suppress and move on with it

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I'm okay

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I am fine

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Me and her as pigeons

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Move on I'm fine

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Maybe I should quit the game

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I'm horribke

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Liam also said I was fat

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That's two people

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Nayhe in the hospital they won't feed me because I need to loose

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Is 43kg overweight

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Or underweight

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For a 16yo girl

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I eat too nuch

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I need to stop

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I need to stop eating

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What if liam attacks her

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I should be over thus

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I'm stupid

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Poni game doesn't even make me feel better unless I get something

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Why is my wifi so bad

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I am gay

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My bear hurts

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Head

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I feel so sick eaiaiii