#idk what to call this

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elfin hamlet
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I'm too much for her

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I'm gross

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I'm annoying

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Fair eniygh

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I can't stop shakinf

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Maybe I should just starve mtself

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Hide all my food

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I'm too much for her

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I'm too much for my mum

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I'm so much for my mum that she doesn't want me

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Bro

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Okay

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It's fine

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I'll just

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Idk

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Im

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Ew

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I can't

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I fwnt do this

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I have a really bad feeling

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My throat hurts

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Something's happened

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Idk what

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I'm scared

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Im so annoying

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I just

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Ew

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Maybe my mum purposely didn't get me maccas like she said she wouod

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I just want to be w her

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I can't cfy

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I can't cry

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I cant

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I'm fine

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I'm really scared

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I have a really bad feeling

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My back of my throat is

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I have a really bad feeling

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Really really bad

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I'm scared

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I'm so fucking scared

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What happens if she tries again

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Maybe she thinks I won't be affected

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Just like she didn't think I would be affected

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Maybe she thinks I hate her

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I dont

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I love her so much it hurts

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I can't cry

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I can't cry

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I can't do this

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She said she doesn't hate me

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Does she tho

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I'm annoying

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After all

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I'm a fucking cunt

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I'm gross

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What if she kills herself

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What if she kills herself.

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The second I find out I'll kill myself too

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I've got everything ready

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I've got everything fucking ready

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All I need to do is grab it

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Overdose

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Slit my wrists 3000 times

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I've got a while fucking bucket of medication I've faked taking

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Surely 500mg of olanzapine could maybe do something

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I'll find out if she dies

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If she dies

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I can't live

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I'll just try all the fucking ways

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Yummy I'll eat chemicals and turn into my chemical eater rat I have in adopt me

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She thinks I hate jer

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It's the opposite

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I have big feelings about her but it's the opposite side

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I love her sm

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Sm that I can't deal w her dying

elfin hamlet
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I'm like that audio

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Mum I frew up

elfin hamlet
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I went to sleep at 2 cuz I couldn't sleep then woke up at like 3 something

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I'm tired

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I hate throwing up

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My throat hurts sm it's owch

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I think I'm stressing her accidentally by her waking up to all those messages from me

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My throat omg

elfin hamlet
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im so hungry

elfin hamlet
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im so hungry

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im realy tempted to eat malteasers

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i didnt have dinenr

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cuz my mum leaned over it and touched it

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eiagh

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andalso felt like thrwing up

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i still do

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eaugh

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i feel bettertho

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what if i ahev food and then ifeel worse

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maybe then i wont have to do anyting tomrow

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i will have t o eitehrw ay nvm

elfin hamlet
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I have no energy

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I think I might faint in the shower so I'm scared to shower

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Idk what to do

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I hope she's okay

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Idk what's happening

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I'm scared

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My cramps r killing me too

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After I shower I'll do work and then idk she might not want to play so I'll just sleep instead or something

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I can't shower tho eauggg

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Ojsk

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This random person was wonderhoying with me

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(I'm rat

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If anyone's reading this)

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Two of the songs I did I hadn't done before and didn't fc it

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Bur the other two I also hadn't done before BUT I GOT A FULL COMBO!!!((($_#(#)9"

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My phone's on 3 percent

elfin hamlet
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Nothing to be proud of really

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It's not impressive but

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It gave me a tiny bit of dopamine for a few srconds

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2 percent oops

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I really need a mizuki 4 star PLESASSE

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Ena I got on wednesday before I threw up

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I'm so sad

elfin hamlet
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I can't have the shirt that I have matching w her so I'm sad

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Okay so I'm going to:

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Feed ammy

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Do the work my mjm wants me to do

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Train copper for her

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After I finish cuz I don't have much left I might go to lunar or royal

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She might be on lunar and I don't wanna spoil her fun so I'll prob go on royal

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Good news

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I didn't faint

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However I did get a massive nose bleed in the shower

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I hope she'll wanna play w me later

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Bro my period is killing me wtf

elfin hamlet
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i feel so sick

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i cant fucking

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do this

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i cant

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i can t

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ican

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t

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im gonna fucking cry

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im starting to cry

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i hate my uterus

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i hate my brain

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i hate german

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i hate myself

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i shnould be able to do this

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its literlly fucking english

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at the same time tho i wpuldnt be able to answer this wuestino in english and qrite a whole paraggreaph about it in enlighs rn either

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brpo

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i cant do this

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im so fucking useless what the fuck

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im gonna fail

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im gonna get yelled at

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i cant do it

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i cant

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im useless

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i acnt do t i

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i cant

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i hate myse

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im crying

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i cant do it

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i cant

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i cant breathe

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i cant do this

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im so cold

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im so uncomtelb

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i dont want to be here

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i cant

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im so cold

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im useless

elfin hamlet
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I have to see jupie with trish

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AND I have my period

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Ewewewnewmwemwee

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Id rather not see jupie

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IM NOT UR FUCKING GOOD GIRL TRISH STOP UT

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She's gonna make me sick again

elfin hamlet
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Great now I spent all week thinking about my insecurities for my phsycologist just for my dad to cancel it

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Last week she said just focus on eating and come back after a month or something but if u want to see me again to talk about non eating things u can

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She wanted me to list my insecurities for her because I couldn't last tine

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Now I can't talk to her for another month or even more

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Ig I can blame my dad if I end up in hospital

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I won't go to the hospital

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That's a really bad joke

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I won't let that happen

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I will not become an inpatient

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I'm determined

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I just hope she doesn't tell my mjm about the anorexia thing

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I am gay

elfin hamlet
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my mum said i have to do it online now

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i said but then i cant talk properly

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she said what r u scared someones gonna hear u

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its only me u and the dog in the house

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YEAH

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YOU'RE IN THE HOUSE

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BRO

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I CANT TALK ABOUT MY ANOREXIA OR INSECURITIES OR ABOUT ME NOT WANTING TO FUCKING DO THINGS U WANT ME TO DO WHEN UR RIGHT NEXT TO ME

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BRO 💔

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LIKE OKAY

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she said oh so u want me to waste 300 dollars

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FIRSTLY NO OFC I DONT AND SECONDLY ITS NOT EVEN UR MONEY CUZ U GET THE MONEY BACK FROM MEDICARE

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BRO 💔

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i have 30 minutes

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no time to even fucking rest

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i cant do this shit 💔

elfin hamlet
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its mothers day'

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yet

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idk

elfin hamlet
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I feel sad

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Maybe horsi will make me feel better

elfin hamlet
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My brother gave my mum a thing that said from ur favourite child

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Help

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He might be aware of it ig

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Oh well

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I gave her a homemade thing so HAH

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I think it was really pretty

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Oh well

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I'll just go back to watching anime

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Me when tshd

elfin hamlet
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I'm in a constant

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Just state

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Real

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I'm in a constant state of just

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Sadness

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I love her

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She's so me

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My stomach hurts

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I have to take the train tomorrow oopsies

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I have to talk to people eauh

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Better than being in troshs car tho

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My mjm doesn't like miku

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I'll wait until she messages again

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She's probably busy

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It's mothers day after all

elfin hamlet
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An-chan my beloved

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KOHANE?*!_!!$

elfin hamlet
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Bro I just got over feeling sick and I they had to give me THAT again so now I feel sick ahain

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ANNNNNNNN

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And akito

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And kohane

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And toya

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But ANNNNN

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I love them all

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Me too

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FIRW DANCE JUST CAME ON

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I looooove u vivid bad squad

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I feel so depressed

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I wish I could go on meds for depression

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I don't have any of my creativity anymore anyway so

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What's the point in just

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Suffering

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Id suffer no matter what tho tbh

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Wiwwaaaa

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Eaugh I need to pack

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I don't want to eat anything

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I feel so gros

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hey great

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im going to feel even moer gross now

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ill probably faint or vomit or both too

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yippies

elfin hamlet
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I got into troubleeee

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I need to go

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Finish german

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I feel dead

elfin hamlet
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I think a new coping mechanism is sleeping

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Emu

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Ew I'm starting to cry what

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Idk why

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I want to throw up I feel so sick

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Can I sleep through school

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Sleeping is getting me into sm trouble

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I won't sleep tonight maybe

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Then idk

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I can

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Idk

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Improve

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I feel sick

elfin hamlet
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I feel sick already

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I don't want trish to touch my things let alone my FOOD

elfin hamlet
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I love envy baby

elfin hamlet
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Eiaahhsehedhsjahgahah

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2 3 4 5 6

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4 hours

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Then I fell asleep again

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So like 5 hours or 4 and a half?

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That's pretty good I think

elfin hamlet
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Yuri doesn't have to be sexual tho

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It can just be

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Two girls

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Like

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Eaushhshdhdhh

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I feel kinda sad but I mean oh well

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Whatever

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This is me and my girlfriend

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I need to know when to fucking shut up fucking hell 💔💔

elfin hamlet
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The girls in class said being a lesbian was unnatural

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I decided to open

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The

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Bad decision

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I'm breating tho I'm fine

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I cwnt have a panic attack at school

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Bro I thought I was over this already

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I should be over it

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It's been like a month

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I fwnt have a panic wttsck at scjol

elfin hamlet
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I feel so sick when trish calls me good girl

elfin hamlet
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It's so fucking loud bro

elfin hamlet
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SIAIEIEKSKSKDMSSKSNEKSJSNSKEIEEISISISIA

elfin hamlet
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Almost home

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Then trish ewew

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But then

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Idk

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Eaibh

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Bro idek

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I

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I feel so yuck

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My mjm thinks I'm fine w eating w trish

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Bro yeah sure I am 💔💔

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SHE TOUCHES MY FUCKING FOOD AS IF JUST HER PRESENCE ISNT ENIUGH

elfin hamlet
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STOP I HATE TRISH SM I FEEL SO GROSS

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I'm so scared

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When I go to getmany I'll have her w me but like

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I'm scared of airport security now

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Right in front of the police

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I messaged her and emma right after but like

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It was so scary

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I'm not over it uet

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It's been more than a year

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I'm shaking now stop

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I'm so scared

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What if I just freeze

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I'd get told off by my mum

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She would tell me to get over it already

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Bro last year u found out I wasnt over the thing w my uncle

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I'm shaking sm stop

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Great uncle*

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No

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Yes

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Great uncle

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I'm shaking sm

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What if that happens again

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What if they do that

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I can't shower

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I can't get it off me

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I don't want anyone to touch me there

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I mean

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One person but still HELP ME

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I don't want

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I'm shaking

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I'm so scared

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I'm so scared

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Ammy has her paw on my shoeeee

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Ammy baby

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I'm so scared

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I only just like

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It only just resurfaced

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I don't want them to touch me

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What if they touch me

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Ofc they'll touch me but I mean inappropriately

elfin hamlet
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I don't like that I'm in the reflection of that photo nvm

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I look so weird stop

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I don't think I can finish my food

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I want something to pick at but I have nothing to pick at

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Something's not right

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My like

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Idk

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Chest/ heart

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Is hurting

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And I can't breathe normally

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Iiiiiiiitd okah

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Angel breaking is stuck on my head

elfin hamlet
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am i

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am i not good enough

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what if i go and they tell me i have no one and nothing will help me and support me

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i wont focus on that ots fine

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liam being mentioned lowkey 💔

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idk why but when he said allof thatstuff

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idk

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he just hit a bunch of trauma spots

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TRAINING SNAILS LITTLE BROTHER FOR WIFFEEEEE

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this is snail if anyones reading this

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i caught him on christmas 2023 in a herd

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hes very pookie

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this is snails little brother

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(i met wife in 2024 so i didnt know her when i first had snail

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now im training his long lost brother for herrr that i caughthththtt

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they were seperated for almost 3 years poor snails

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heres my unnamed v1 paint hes very pookie i love him

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he is a mix matchhhh

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this is boba pearl

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she has one called boba and its mane and tail r palomino or idk some sort of light yellow

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so mines boba pearl :))))

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and she has WINGS!!!HIH!ihhw@y*

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i named this one beokki because she caught a poni and this one looks sort of similar

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i caught the same coat as her the other day i need to get pastelpink dye next spring so ican dye its hair

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only if she wants to match

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PEARYYYYY wif gave him to me

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i need pearly pink tack and accessories for him

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i love horsi poni

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poni game peak

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im so happy i got back into playing it

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esp with her

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so much more fun w her

elfin hamlet
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i couldnt sleep and now im crying at teh thought of her leaving me

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i know itll never happen

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but just the thought is enough to make me cry

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what if i accidentally say something wrong one day

elfin hamlet
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Bro

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I fucking wake up to my dad yelling

elfin hamlet
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Eeeeeeverything that I can say is spoken for me yeahhhh

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MY HEART SINGS A CHORUS OUT OF TUUUUUUUUUUUUNE

elfin hamlet
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So scared

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I'm sure if anything happens my mum will do something about it this time

elfin hamlet
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Scaryy

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I sent my intro thing for the server thingy

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Eauauahahahh

elfin hamlet
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Bernie just told me to shut my fucking mouth and I'm trying to not piss mydf cuz

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SHUT YO FUCKING MOUTH

elfin hamlet
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I want to play horsi but I'm so tired

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She might be sleeping in or just doing work

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Nothing's wrong

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10:31 for her

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Idk when the next plane is

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I wanna look at the 7 11 apparently there's cute stuff

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Oaw

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She was here at 7:20

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I'm sure it's not me

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Itsnoaky

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Maybe our dm thing is gone for her and whatsapp is locked

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So she can't message

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I'm sure it's fine

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My heart is beatinf so fast stop

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I'm kind of hungry

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I want my meds bro

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What if she's playing horsi game and she doesn't want me to join

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Or she wants to play by herself

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It's fine my laptop is dead anyway

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Monitoring

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I'm so sad why

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Okay well I've gotta go soon my mum's checkig us in

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I miss her

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I don't want to be here

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I wish I had a blade

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My dream was odd

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Adam from hazbin hotel was asking who gave me my scars on my arm

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And said idk something and then if I had done it to myself then something again

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I don't want to be here

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Shut up bernie

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I don't want to be here

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I don't want to be here

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I don't want to be here

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I don't want to be here

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I don't want to be here

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I don't want to be here

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I hate who I am

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I'm so gross

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What does she see in me

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Genuinely

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I'm so fucking gross

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I'm so scared

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I tried to draw emu for her on the plane but I was to ostressed

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And I can't draw w people watching me

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I did make a wxs themed room tho

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7:51

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10:51 for her

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So soon it's time

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Maybe she'll be here for time

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Maybe her phone's just dead

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No but she

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I've done something wrong

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Yeah I definitely did

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Ofc I fucking did

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What did I do tho

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Maybe I forgot to say goodnirning

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Fuck I did

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Okay I saib goodmirning

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What else have I done wrong

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Maybe sleeping at 3 am

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Idk what else I've done other than sleeping at 3 am (or 2 am idk) and forgetting to say goodnirning

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Really cool sort of cool cloud

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SEAL CLOUD THAT MADE ME SO HAPPI CUZ IT WAS LIKE SHR WAS IN THE SKY WITH MEEEEEEE

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Squeekoid performing in the wxs room

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My wxs room :3333

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I'm so proud of it

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I spent hours on it

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I waited until it was 111 cuz I noticed when it was 1:45 or somethinf

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What else do I have to send her uehehenm

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Times

elfin hamlet
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The cat in my wxs is the cat tsukasa like idk saved

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Saves

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I forgot his name

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I was tempted to put a bunch of veggies in the room helepep

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Cuz rui

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(rui HATES vegetables)

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I don't want to have breakfast

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I don't deserve it

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Shut up bernie

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No breakfast

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What if I don't have my meds either

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I'll be miserable and feel really sick

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I deserve that thiugh

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I hate my brother

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I hate myself

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Bernie's trying to take photos of me

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Because of how fucking pathetic I look

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I hate myself

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She's probably finally realized I'm gross

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I don't blame her it's fine

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I am gross

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People r just too kind to say it to my face

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Liam wasn't

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He told me everything to my fave

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Face

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I deserved that

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I am such a fucking fatass

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I'm so gross

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I don't deserve her

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If she hasn't already realized that I'm a gross cunt I'm sure she'll realize soon enough

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I hate myself

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Happy what makes me happy

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Her

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Renga

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Shut up bernie

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I hate myself

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Shut up bernje

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They're not making me happy

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I'm not smiling

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So real

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So fucking relatable

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I'm officially going deaf

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Bernie won't shut up

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I missed 1111

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I'm so useless

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I can't even get 1111

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I'm so fucking

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Ew

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I have to walk in about 5 minutes

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I esnt to just stay in bed and sleep for 10 years

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Oh lala what if they have a sharpener

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Wahahah

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My mum wants me to eat my breakfast

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I hate nyself

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I can't even talk to anyone

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Semi non verbal my beloved

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Yay someone kind of responded to me

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Well

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Goodbye for now ig

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I won't have wifi at the airport cuz

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I used to the hour

elfin hamlet
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I just ate fish chocolate

elfin hamlet
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I miss her

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I got her a gift heheehe

elfin hamlet
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My dad keeps making sex jokes bro

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I miss her so much

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I'm so sad

elfin hamlet
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Bernie is driving me insane

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Bro

elfin hamlet
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My parents r being interesting

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Maybe my dad will wanna watch tshd w me

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Just as long as the

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Wanna try touching me again SCENE DOESNT COME ON

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IM CFYING

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How do I change it to japanese I hate their enflish voices

elfin hamlet
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My mum watched tshd w me

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SJE DOESNT CARE

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ABOUT THE SCENE WHEN HES INSIDE OF

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Stop

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She's so nice sometimes

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She was asking me if they were gonna make out

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IMCRYINF

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SHE WANTS TO WATCH MORE WIRH ME TOMORROW

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She thanked me for showing it to jer

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Bernie thinks I'm stupid for liking anime

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OMG I MET DRAG QUEENS

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STOP RHWY WERE SI NICE AND PRETTY

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Bernie said they were disgusting gross weirdos

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I need to sleep soon

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Idjdjdjd I might eat tho ik hujgry

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Jjk my bellved

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Okay I'll watch jjk

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Byebyes if anyone's reading thissss

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I miss the old layout and format

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If anyone's reading this u should listen to this song

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And/ or watch slimecicle play zort with his friends

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Very peak

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I remember when I had liam emma and wife over and I wanted to show them all zort and everyone sort of like ignored ir which is fine cuz it was the first time we had hung our as a group outside of school but it hurt

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I'm glad wife likes my interests and is interested in what I have to say

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Bro I'm so tired

elfin hamlet
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My dream was that my ex like was trying to force me to get back together with her and idk alot of other things but that was nothing compared to the rest of ut

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Rhen

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She wasn't responding to ne

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She didn't say goodnight

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She didn't message the next day

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I looked on Roblox

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Nothing

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She unfriended me but that didn't make sense at the end of the dream but yeah

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Then I begged my mum to message her mum

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Like BEGGED BEGGED

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He mum didn't respond either

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People started messaging me asking oh have u heard from her?

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No one had heard from her

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I somehow found out that she had been brutallt mrrered

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Her mum has been injured as well

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But she got the worst of ut

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Oh also I was sending her messages and it said she was seeing them so idk what that meant either

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Then idk I had to do some project for class or something and this person slammed a thing w the face taped away so we couldn't see

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I took it off and saw it was her on the document

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I then begged them to tell me what happened but they wouldn't tell me because what had happened to her was too bad

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Then I think I was going insane because I visited some random old house and she was there

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And she looked fine but adter I hugged her and spent like 3 hours just laying in bed w her she said that she was in pain or something idk

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And she couldn't do much

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Then

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Idk something happened and I couldn't be w "her"

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But before that we went to play Roblox together and for her it appeared that she hadnt unfriended me

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Oh and I went back to barrett and I was sobbing my fucking eyes out collecting the things she had done but I got told off cuz I was allowed to and idk

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But yeah

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Im so glad she's alive holy shit

elfin hamlet
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I had rum

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I had wine yesterday too

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Lowkey the rum tasted kind of good

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LITTLE MANNNNN

elfin hamlet
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I want to shower but I dont

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I'm so gross

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I felt so fucking yucky and ugly when I was outside

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Everyone was looking at me

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Why do I look like this

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I hate my stomach

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Why is it like that

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I don't like my stomach

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Eewejkekkkkeekw

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Ewe

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Ewew

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Ewew

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Ew

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Ew

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Ewew

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Ew

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Why do I look thlikebthat

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Blebleb

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Belerbdbbednrbrl

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Bleb

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My eyes hurt

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I want to go home

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I feel so sick

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Omg I took more photos for her before but I forgot to show her

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I'll show her later if she wants to see them

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I found angry cartman

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Bro I feel so sick what

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I'm so lazy I won't even fucking be able to play horsi with her

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I'm exhausted

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2

elfin hamlet
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YouRE A CLASS ACT SISTER

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Sister thought I missed her

elfin hamlet
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My dad's forcing me out of bed

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I want to stay in bed

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He's being rude to me

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I'm being forced to go to the mountain

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Let me fucking stay home

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Please

elfin hamlet
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I can't

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I fucking cant

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Omg keith horsi

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I feel so nimb

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Keith horsi

elfin hamlet
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Stray puppy

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My mum's not taking me to get my nails done now

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I think she will later but she said 10 minutes

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Nvm YIPPIEEE

elfin hamlet
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Urrjrjrjrjrj

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My fingers r oily

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I'm so thirsty

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Ejrjrjrj

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Ewewew

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Ewww

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Wwew

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I feel so sick

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I'll shower then I'll sort out what islands I need to go to and what coats I need

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I think I'll need to get them by myself but that's okay

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Then I'll have more to be able to help her get them

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Then I need to train snails brother

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And I need to get tokens cuz I have barley anything left

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I'll do that before breeding tho because I can't do that without tokens

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I know I need the glacier islantic

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Or islandic

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Icelandic

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I need the alhalntwke from desert

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Golden copper alkhalnteke

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Iri

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I can't showrr

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I hurt my toe oopsues

elfin hamlet
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I feel sick

elfin hamlet
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Miley asked me what falling in love feels like

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I wrote

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A novel

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I'm so cold sto

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Ejjtnjt

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I have abweirb feelings

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Feeling*

elfin hamlet
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I've achieved nothing

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All of my "achievements" are just people who pity me

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For example w horsi game im just a hoarder and I don't grind because I'm not good at it

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I can't stop shaking

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I'm so shit

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I feel so sick

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I miss her so much

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I can't stop cryinf

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I cant

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I'm so weak

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I'm being forced to do it tomorrow

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She said the exact thing she said about the mountaib

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I can't do it

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I'm never going to anywhere but germany again unless it's with her

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In so smgross

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I think I'm gonna pass out

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My family will think I'm sleepung

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My mjm made fun of me

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I'm happy I could get things for her tho

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She always gets things for me

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Now I can give back

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And I hope she'll like them

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Bro my arms r so cold wtf

elfin hamlet
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I'm

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Not

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Allowed

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TO SLEEP.

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Bro 💔💔

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I'm going to talk to myself about klance

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LOOK AT THEM

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KLANCE

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KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE KLANCE

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My head hurts so much stop it

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IM CRYING

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Happy klamintines

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HELO ME

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I love them

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Heh another red and blue ship

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Heh

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MADDIE OEAVE

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HELPPPP

elfin hamlet
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Jackpotsadgirl

elfin hamlet
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klance

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I lov thdm

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My headddddbdjbfjfbifnfniinffin

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It hurts sm bro

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Dufucjcjfjjfjdjdjsieie

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FIRE DSNCD

elfin hamlet
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Do I have to actually fucking throw up for them to believe ne

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Ngl if I threw up they still wouldn't believe ne

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ykwhstmWhwlyssssssssssraiwabdillicc?icecl!!!

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Rude is stuck in my head and I lov

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I just told my dad and he nodded and walked off

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To be fair tho he is busy rn and he just happened to walk past me

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I want to go home jow

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I want to be with her now

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I want to live with her now

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I want to move out and be w her forever now

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I want to be financially stable enough to buy the things we both want while still paying for normal things

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I want to be w her

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Omg I got 2 jackets today w her helpppp

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There was an ivan one and stop omg so COOL

elfin hamlet
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I miss her

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I wanna play horsi

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Fuck

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I might've lost my log in streak

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I didn't log on yesterday

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It's okay I lost it when I was ok the plane anyway

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SHES PLAYING OKG SCREAM

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She might want a break from me tho so I'll quickly join and go somewhere else

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Speed so I don't make her ubcomfy

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Oh she left I think

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There was 2 out of the 4 crops already harvested

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She probably saw me join and left

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Fair eniugh

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I'm sorry

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Fuck I lost my log in streak too

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I'm

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Liams right

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Omg I found a icey green thing that she might likekekekeeee

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Sbnfjt

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I'll get it and if shebdoest want it that's fine too

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I need more backpack soace

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I'm sweating like crazy

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I think im getting sick

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I'm cold and sweating

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Wtf

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I'll still be forced to go places tho yippieeee

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Yesterday I couldn't fucking GET UP BECAUSE THEY TOLD ME I COULDNT STAND BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO FAINT

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Which was true

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But

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Why r they suddenly caring about me being lightheaded

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My head hurts so much

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Not as much as yssterday

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I hate liam

elfin hamlet
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I don't

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Want

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To

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Throw

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Up

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IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FROM R

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FOR*

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/rank

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Oops

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!rank

fathom larkBOT
elfin hamlet
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Okokok

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IM TOOOOOOO RUDE

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YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID TO ME

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WHAT

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HE WAS LIKE YOURE SOOOOOOOO RUDE SND I WAS LIKE BOY DOES IT LOOK LIKE I COULD CARE?

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I COILDNT EVEN CARE LESS

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HEHSJDJSKS

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I love rude

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My bottom lip is so red stop it

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It's so sore

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Idek ehy

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My dad isn't going swimming with my brother shymore so I won't have peace 😭😭😭

elfin hamlet
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I'm kicking my feet

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Screaminf

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SknfjfEEEE

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jsndjfkdk

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ITS IN GEEMAN IM CRYINF WHY IS IT IN GERMAN

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WHY DO THEIR GERMAN VOICES SOUND LIKE THIS

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IM CRYING

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IM TEARIJF UP

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IM PISSINF MYSELF

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IM DUMB NVM

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IM PISSINF MTSELF IM TRYING SO HARD JOT TO LAUGH LOUDLY THAT IM SWEAATING

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I love german dubs they sound so stupid

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IM CRYIJG

elfin hamlet
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Rahhh I sent my art

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Isndmfkfkd

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I'm so insecure about it

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I thuyghtni was over it

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These r what I sent

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Stop I can't find it

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Dbjfbfnifirnifnfkr

elfin hamlet
# elfin hamlet

It's been almost over a year and I havnt finished luka yet

elfin hamlet
# elfin hamlet

I did this the other day quickly while waiting for my nrother

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So I didn't get to finish her

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It's miku

elfin hamlet
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I'm really insecure about my drawings

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I only ever show her my drawings now

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It feels really scary showing those people my drawings

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Okay in an hour I'll get my laptop off charge watch an ep if german voltron and then alnst

vale isle
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don't be scared to show something that's yours like art

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but I am a artist

elfin hamlet
vale isle
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np

elfin hamlet
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Beep I love pidge

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My dad FINALLY fucking woke up at 9

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Emu otori

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Im so tired

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I ate pocky for breakfast

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My dad wants me to eat more breakfast and eat CRAB

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Bro

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CRAB

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CRAB

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Nuh uh

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No thank you

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FOR BREAKFAST TOO

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I think I'll stick w my dark chocolate pocky in my stomach for now thank you

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Bro why was it actually so yum

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Dark chocolate pocky peakkkk

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Yummmy

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Shit since my mum's not here now I'm gonna be forced to have sm for the stuff that makes me throw upppppp

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Yippie

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💔💔

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Great

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I'm so tired

elfin hamlet
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I hope it's a joke

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I really hope it's a joke

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I should've double checked my calcu

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Calculations

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I feel faijt

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Please be a joke

vale isle
elfin hamlet
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I love pidge

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Fjfjvgjk

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I shall message myself I think she's locking into poni game

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Or just doesn't wanna message which is fine too

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I hath myself

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Ew trauma

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Why does doing things by myself have to trigger that

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Ewewewew

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Nonono

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Eaugh

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It's the girl who was in my class last year so I panicked

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Who was in kindy w me and primary school

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My "best friend"

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Nope I do not want to open that trauma

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Nope

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No thanks

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I'm good with remembering vividly the other traumas you've given me l ❤️

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I'm not saying the name because I will cry

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Other trauma or traumas idk how to say it

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I remmeber this one vividly too dkfmgmkdksk

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Vivid

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Vivid bad quad mentioned WHAAAT

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MIND BLWON

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My hands hurt idk why

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Kdkmffmjddkdieieis

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Me when school in the morning

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Andnafternoon

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I wanna make pidges bayard

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Super coolie

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What else can I tell myself

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Idk

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Pidge

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I bore people

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I'm glad I don't have to bore my parents w my stupid interests now

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Thank you

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FIRE DANCEEEEEE

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I can hear the flick notes and fire dance isn't even playing

vale isle
elfin hamlet
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I'm aad

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I'm not good at abyrhibf

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I'm a furse

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I should just give u

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Up

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I'm just gonna watch voltron and sob because I have to spend the whole day with food romorrowb

elfin hamlet
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My beloved

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elfin hamlet
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I feel so numb