#Ken5014 Fetch Vent Corner

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pale moth Jan 30, 2026, 6:01 AM

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I know it’s fucked up

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Like presentation

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And worse is group presentation

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I can’t stand it

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Even individual presentation

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Idk why

pale moth Jan 30, 2026, 6:21 AM

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Fucking hate it

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Pretend to care maybe maybe not

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Because of my stupid staring ik

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And lack of eye contact

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Talk about mental health will be a joke

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For presentation

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For people who don’t care

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Idk

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I just can’t stand it anymore

pale moth Jan 30, 2026, 6:50 AM

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Tired

pale moth Jan 31, 2026, 8:03 AM

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Stressed

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So many projects

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So many deadlines

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Deadlines will be nearer

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 4:12 AM

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Finally

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Project half done

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Except for one

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But fuck

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Progress has been bad

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Lately

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Still sucks

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Not satisfied

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Been lagging a lil behind

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 4:31 AM

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Someone called me a re t a r d for staring but not purposely

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Wow

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Idk

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Fucking staring

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First time being called a r e t a r d

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I stare at his direction

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Some Malay guy

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Or Chinese dude

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Called me the r word

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Used to be called autistic

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As in insult

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And no one likes me I get it

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Like someone ppl are toxic towards me

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Like they always talk about mental health

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But in the real world

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No one fucking cares

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Hope they stop pretending to care

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I’m sorry

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But I’m being honest

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Like they just want the marks

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Get good grades

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And talk about what helping people with mental health

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But in reality

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No one cares

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Sorry that’s what I feel

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chamomile tea

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 5:01 AM

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pale moth chamomile tea

For me to sleep ig

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Have been reliant on alcohol to sleep

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Due to insomnia

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 6:24 AM

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Idk

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Left 2 to go

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Got insulted

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Stupid staring ocd

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And yeah

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Thanks to the ocd

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Yeah

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I’m fucked up

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And flunk up

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 7:32 AM

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Interestingly there are people who don’t give a fuck

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About dropping out of school

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But I care so much

pale moth Feb 2, 2026, 7:51 AM

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….

pale moth Feb 3, 2026, 3:36 AM

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There’s this guy

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I bet he doesn’t want me to contribute to group work

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Said

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we start first

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u meet us

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Wow

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One group project in deep trouble

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In the red zone

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In terms of contribution

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See how fucked up am I

pale moth Feb 3, 2026, 4:14 AM

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All the room

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Mostly fully booked

pale moth Feb 3, 2026, 6:29 AM

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…

pale moth Feb 3, 2026, 7:19 AM

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Ok so bad

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My teacher told me not to worry

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About the future

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I think

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Yeah

pale moth Feb 3, 2026, 8:09 AM

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Tired

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Sigh

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Maybe about 2 weeks time we worry about next month

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And the internship will be a big issue

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Will worry that later

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And like

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Idk how messed up man

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Idk

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Some people nice

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Some people not nice

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Yeaah

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Idk

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 12:04 AM

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Well I had bad dreams ya

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 12:41 AM

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Like

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I worry about internship

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And how people perceive me

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I feel like I lack eye contact

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And such

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And I’m fucked

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You know what I’m sayin

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But yeah

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I’m cooked

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 1:09 AM

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I think about bit messed up

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 1:31 AM

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I’m sorry

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I can’t deal with this shit anymore

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 4:17 AM

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I fucked up group projects

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The configure part

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Guess they will be mad at me

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Feels like death sentence bro

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And uh

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Someone from the staring ocd community texted me somehow

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Idk

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Feels weird

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Bet

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Yet

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Surreal

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Like out of the sudden

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Idk why

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In the end

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The group work

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I apologise

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It’s so fucked up

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Like messed up

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Yk

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Idk

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And idk if I’m late or smth

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Like yeah

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I get it

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I fucking hate myself

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It’s all so fucked

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Like

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My fault

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And I hate that

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Used to say making mistakes is fine

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But idk

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Now it’s not fine

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And

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I hate that I have staring ocd as well

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And yeah

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How fucked up am I

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How cooked am I

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So fucked up

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So messed up

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I know

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I having head pain problems

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Idk man

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pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 4:45 AM

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Bro

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I can’t

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Fuck

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Hell

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Everything

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I can’t deal with shit

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Like group work

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Stop staring at peoples

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Fuck

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Why

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Why

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Fruck

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Frick

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Frock

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Fuck

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Stop staring

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Stop

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Stop

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Stop

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Don’t mess up the group project

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Don’t

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Don’t

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Don’t

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Don’t

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Stop wasting time

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Stop

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Stop

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Stop

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Stop

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Stop

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Suddenly there are people from the ocd staring community cared about me

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Fr

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Everything is mental

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Everything is mental

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Mental health

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Be it mental

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Or mental

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Idk

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Physical

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Stop fucking stare

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And for holiday job

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I think I’m trying to find one

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Hmm

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I don’t want to rely on Ai too much

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But I’m not a fan of it either

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I know people using it fr

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And inhibit

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Uhuhuhuh

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Ok

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I’m

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Fucked

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Fr

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Fr

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Fr

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Fr

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Fr

pale moth Feb 5, 2026, 8:09 AM

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I feel sad a bit idk

pale moth Feb 6, 2026, 1:47 AM

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Tired

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Same

pale moth Feb 6, 2026, 7:53 AM

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Tired and sick

pale moth Feb 6, 2026, 9:07 AM

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Not good

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Sad as hell

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And yeah

pale moth Feb 7, 2026, 5:48 AM

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Stomach pain

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Stomach ache

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And uh

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My group projects kinda screwed over

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Idk

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Almost there

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And yet there

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Yeah

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Uh

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By right all should have been settled by now

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And by then

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And uh

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Fuck

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Almost closer to the finishing line FOR

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This sem

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 2:17 AM

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Bruh

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They never include my GitHub thing

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I’m fucked

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I’m cooked

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I think

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Idk

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The respiratory

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Can I die

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Wtf do they do this to me

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Usually they ok

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Why

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Huh

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 3:24 AM

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That’s why I am a stupid motherfucker

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People notice I stare

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And I fucking hate that

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And I fucking hate making that staring gaze

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And I worry about the GitHub thing now

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It wasn’t place properly

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But I noticed people stare at my food idk

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But I stare at people

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Fucking hell

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And my GitHub

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My project I don’t think its inside

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Sad to think I’m fucked

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I see on LinkedIn people are doing so so well

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Except me

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And say find jobs

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But I don’t fit the requirements

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Ig

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Because maybe I see myself as a loser

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Who works at

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Retail

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Sigh

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676767

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 3:44 AM

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How fuck up can things be

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How fuck up can things get

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You tell me

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cb

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lj

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knn

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tmd

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sm lj

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Nothing

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Can I die

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Please

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How to sh

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Ccb

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How to sh

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blurrycry

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Fucking hell

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Sm lj

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I want to sh

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So badly

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Srsly

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 4:27 AM

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Fuck fuck fuck

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Fuck fuck fuck

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My staring again

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My staring again

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My staring

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Stop

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Stop staring

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Staring ocd

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Just stop

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Stop

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Stop

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Stop staring

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People noticed

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And like

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Shit

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That’s

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Fucks

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Fuck

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Shit

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Fuck

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Fuck

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Fuck

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 6:44 AM

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My battery is flat

pale moth Feb 9, 2026, 7:27 AM

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I’m in a mess stare

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I’m in a mess state rn

pale moth Feb 10, 2026, 1:38 AM

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I deserve this for staring

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No one cares

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But it doesn’t matter anyways

pale moth Feb 10, 2026, 2:14 AM

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CRUD

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Everything is CRUD

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Run away

pale moth Feb 10, 2026, 4:27 AM

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Yeah

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Fuck

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My presentation code is too easy

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Less marks

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Stupid me

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Bro I’m fucked

pale moth Feb 11, 2026, 2:20 AM

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Ok chat

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I’m fucking done

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With all my group work

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Left 2 days of quiz and presentation

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Today

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And

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Tomorrow

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Then we are done for this semester

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Fuck

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Stupid staring

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Sorry

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But stop staring Ken

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Yeh

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Uhuh

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I’m so hate myself

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I’m such a fucking loser

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Stop ficking stare

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You starer

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Stop

pale moth Feb 11, 2026, 3:07 AM

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Rip

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Stop stare

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Why people near I stare

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Why to

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Tf

pale moth Feb 11, 2026, 4:38 AM

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Done for today

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Left tmr

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Last day

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Stop fucking stare

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I know u scared

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But don’t stare

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I’m sick of myself

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Bro why I fucking stare at people in the lift

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People can stare at me

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Idk

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Left tmr

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Left tmr

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I’m alone

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Everyone got friends

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I just witness that myself

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No one wants to talk me

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Cuz I’m a loser

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And a starer

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And a noob

pale moth Feb 12, 2026, 2:25 AM

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Fuck

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Almost late

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Stop fucking stare

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Oh because I’m scared

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Fuck kill me

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Fucking kill me

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Can’t deal w shit

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And depressed as fuck

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Shit

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Everything overlaps

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Most of it

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Tf

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Fucking hell

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Can’t deal with shit

pale moth Feb 12, 2026, 2:56 AM

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Fuck shit

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Ngl

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I ask everyone go out

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I fucking have a bit of social anxiety

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And they going to slime us

pale moth Feb 12, 2026, 4:07 AM

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Worse off

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Got freeloader

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Stop fucking state

pale moth Feb 12, 2026, 4:14 AM

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pale moth I ask everyone go out

History of social anxiety

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Fuck

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I’m screwed

pale moth Feb 12, 2026, 5:33 AM

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lol he tried to mark us down

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I fucking

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Should have used sample data

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Or link Firebase to localstorage

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I’m fucking dumb

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Sorry

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Fucking stare

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Stop

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And must have quality not quantity

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I guess everyone ignored me

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But

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Everything is over

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Waiting for next semester….

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Tired

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And waiting

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…

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Hihi! This sat church we will be going to xxx to give goodie bags to people and spread the gospel! Then after that we will have a xxx dinner
You can join us i can send u yhe details

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I don’t think I should go

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I’m not socialable

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And socially

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Social

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I’m not

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You know like everyone hates fucking me

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They just tolerate with me

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In the end I group with a freeloader

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How fuck up can things get

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You tell me

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Ofc no one cared

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Even here

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Because I have no friends

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And that’s reality

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Even mental health groups don’t give a fuck abt me

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That’s why I’m so lonely

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Not that I’m an attention seeker

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Just saying

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And prove that

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No one likes me

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And I deserve to sh

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pale moth Feb 14, 2026, 5:21 AM

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lol

pale moth Feb 14, 2026, 8:42 AM

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Wow

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I did volunteer

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And someone ask whether I’m a good person

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I low-key kinda scared at first

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Because I don’t see myself as that

fading smelt Feb 21, 2026, 6:17 AM

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That previous account got some issue

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I’m new

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I’m depressed a little

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I feel bad for poor and old people

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Because they are lonely

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But yeah

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I feel like I stare at people

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Like when I’m nervous

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Like wth

fading smelt Feb 21, 2026, 6:55 AM

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I feel like I hate myself

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Because of this staring ocd

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And because idk

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I should learn how to shut up

fading smelt Feb 21, 2026, 7:43 AM

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May lord be in your heart

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I’m really sorry

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Yeah I wish things to be normal

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I hope my evil is gone

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Maybe I should stop worrying