#Kiri's slow descent into madness

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brisk hornet
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THIS IS DISCRIMINATION

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istg you BETTER give my husband his development if not im gna be PISSED

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wait woah i looked up spoilers she gets tgt w all of them

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IF SHE GETS TGT W AMORE AND HE DOESNT GET HIS DEVELOPMENT IM GNA GET SO MAD

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DONT MAKE HIM A TOKEN HUSBAND

brisk hornet
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halric's not my favorite but he's honestly such a sweetheart

brisk hornet
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sometimes asmr rp video's best selling points is the comment section

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ts is frying me

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why are they so funny

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absolutely unbothered king

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dont mind the

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shitty crop

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i js copied n pasted it

brisk hornet
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Ugh fuck you think that making him smile is gonna make me overlook your lazy fucking writing????? YOU DIDN'T EVEN COMMIT THE ENTIRE CHAPTER TO HIM WHEN OTHERS HAD MULTIPLEEEEEE

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Fuck he's so handsome when he's smiling though

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I HAVEN'T FORGIVEN YOU

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AN ENTIRE CHAPTER FOR HIM

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LETS GO

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Ugh shit I'm such a sucker for long hair

brisk hornet
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his

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development

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SUCKS

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ugh shit i can't even be mad because they gave us a whole chapter of fanservice

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BUT STILL

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there's so many plotholes in this damn manhwa

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wtf are celestials?? what's w the princess??

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fuck AMORE DOESN'T EVEN GET A PROPER BACKSTORY

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all we get is some vague "oh yeah he used to rule a kingdom" and an implied "oh yeah his kingdom fucking died" BUT WHEN?? HOW LONG AGO WAS IT?? HOW DID HE FEEL ABOUT IT??

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NOTHING

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WE GET ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

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YALL JUST MADE A PARTY FULL OF ROLES AND FOR SOME REASON NEEDED SOME EXOTIC EASTERN STEREOTYPE FOR THE SPIRITUALITY ROLE RAHHHHHH

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and like WTF ARE SPIRITS

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WHERE IS THE EAST

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WE GET ZERO ELABORATION

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sigh

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and i said i wld get my report done by today too...

brisk hornet
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And of course I get it on my ALT ACCOUNT

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i started on a new manhwa and

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shit bruh

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  1. they said the novel was shit
  2. they said that it turns into harem where his STUDENTS start crushing on him (???)
  3. THEY'RE THE SAME AUTHOR AS THE NOVEL'S EXTRA
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yo u gta be shitting me

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i loved the novel's extra but they're infamous for making amazing stories and then from middle to late it starts going downhill

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haha

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aha

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aha

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aha

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FUCK

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thats why i liked it so much its by the same AUTHOR

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dude if they make the students have a crush on mc i will genuinely lose my shit.

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i lowk cannot see him getting tgt with ANYONEEEE (and ignore the whole ex gf also isekied business)

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let this man be sad n lonely

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โค๏ธ

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man i should reread the novel's extra

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im ngl i tried reading the novel (first time a manhwa intruiged me so much i went to read it) and like i lost so much interest once the tower arc started

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idk man its js

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super boring

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sigh

safe oracle
brisk hornet
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a sandal

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sigh

safe oracle
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we call them flip flops in the uk

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very true btw

brisk hornet
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so many variations,,,

brisk hornet
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father just threatened to cane me and my sister because we keep waking up late ๐Ÿ’€

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js know if he does i'm gna kms LMAO theres no way in hell im letting that child lay his hands on me

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mf already tainted me enough

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i'd really rather stick a knife into my neck then let him touch me again

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โค๏ธ

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i hate it

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i hate how much control he has over me

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i hate how he can undo all the progress i've made with just a few words

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how disguisting

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absolutely revolting

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both him and me

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we're both so fucking stupid

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i honestly dont know how to kms

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like

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there's no way i'll be able to od

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i guess jumping off is always an option

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but thats risky

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if its not high enough

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and i cant think of

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oh

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no wait i do know a place

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it would be so fucked up to taint my friend's building though

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guess i'll put that as a last resort

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train tracks is painful + high risk

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why the hell is killing myself so hard

brisk hornet
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I honestly didn't expect this to work

brisk hornet
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its a small thing i know

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i know i should be grateful that they even bothered to buy a cheesecake for me

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but i just can't help but feel hurt

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because i've clearly mentioned to them several times

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that i always preferred lighter cheesecakes

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and i heavily dislike new york cheesecakes because of how heavy the texture is

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and yet they never seem to remember

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like they remember me yes

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but they don't seem to remember the important things

brisk hornet
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there's always so much drama in jcm FUCK im so curious abt what happened

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but j and v left the server

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AND they deactivated their twt accs

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fahhh

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IM SO CURIOUS

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WHAT HAPPENED

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all i can fathom is that someone shittalked one of them or both of them

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and so they left??

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that must mean that its a prominent person in the server no...?

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it could have something to do with why v has been kinda frustrated lately on twt

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hm

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all the mods are still in jcm

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besides for the two of them

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FAHHHH

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WAHT AHPPENED

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IM SO FCKING CURIOUS????

brisk hornet
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so,,, v2 was talking shit abt j and v1???? ๐Ÿ˜ญ

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dude i legit have no clue whats gg on

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wld it be rude to dm one of them,,,,

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to ask,,,,,,,,

brisk hornet
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IM SO CONFUSED

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WHAT'S THE TEA

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NOBODY KNOWS WHATS GG ON

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IM SOBBING

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it wld be

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so incredibly rude

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if i were to send a friend req to either of them

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js to ask whats gg on

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no way did y j and v have a fallout.

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OHMYGOD???

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OKAY SO

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SO

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ITS RLLY SIMPLE ACTUALLY

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HAHAHHA

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I SAW THAT

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ok so basically

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we have V, J, F and Y

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they were all friends, V and J are dating

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and when i say they were all friends i mean they were SUPER close

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idk abt F but ik that v j and y are super tight

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were

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so on V's twt

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they've been saying about how a friend has been like

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shutting them out or something

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wait lemme try to find the tweets

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oh shit right they deactivated

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wait my follower count went down DID THEY DEACTIVATE THEIR ALTS AS WELL

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HOLD ON

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OH

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THEY DELETED

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BOTH THEIR ALT ACCOUNTS

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so for context im moots w both v and j's main and gaming alt

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so thats a total of 4

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and my follower count used to be at 51

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now its at 47

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51-47=4

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they deactivated both their accs

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holy shit

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anyways

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so basically v was saying on their main that they were having some friendship problems

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i cant exactly remember what they said but they were going THROUGH it

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cant rmbr much abt j's idt they tweeted a lot

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OH

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OMG

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AND

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AND

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AND

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THERE WAS ONE OF V'S MOOTS

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CALLED M

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AND THEY JS TWEETED

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"I'LL MISS V"

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OHMYGOD?????????????

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so they're officially gone ig

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wait back to the drama

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basically smt smt happened, but what i SUSPECT happened is that y started to shittalk them in another person's dms

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so j left the server then joined back

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ranted abt the "drama" idk what the drama is in this context

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j was ranting to v2 (specifically pinged them)

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then he left

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afterwards v left a msg abt "reading the rules of the server" and "if u have a problem take it up w the person dont shittalk them behind others back"

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then left

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then afterwards f also left

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idk how they fit into this

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but they also left so i assume they were also affected

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and then y went "i lost 3 ppl close to me in the span of 2 days"

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so they arent friends anymore

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dear lord its like primary school all over again

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i found m's tumblr and twitch

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they're super consistent aren't they

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okay time to text m to try to pry more information under the guise of caring!

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i mean i do care

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i do want them to like

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not die

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i suppose

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but thats not really the priority here

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mwehehehe

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idt ill be able get much info

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NOOOOOO

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IU WAS GETTING INSIDER INFORMATION

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THEN THEY STOPPED STREAMING THEIR CHATS

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NOOOOOOOOOOO

safe oracle
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u going through every stage of grief right now omg

brisk hornet
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the server is so JUICY

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like i'm so disconnected in school

safe oracle
brisk hornet
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that i'm genuinely so starved of gossip

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like in secondary school i was best friends w the innocent extrovert

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meaning SHE HAD ALLLLLL THE TEA

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and she would TELL ME

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ALL THE TEA

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I WAS FED

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I WAS NOURISHED

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life was great because i wld be hearing sm stuff from her

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esp because she had the innocent vibe so everyone trusted her

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omg

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but now i dont have her anymore ๐Ÿ’”

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so i gotta get the tea from ONLINE FRIEND GROUPS

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ok im gna go text m ill brb

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DONE

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anyways while i wait for m's response lemme go indulge in more qifrey fanart

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life is good

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btw in the leaked chats

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v2 was talking abt how they kinda wanna leave

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because they didnt like how they were being perceived in the server

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oh

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y is

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going through it

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jesus christ

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what the hell happened between them

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ok best guess i have for now is

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y went through smt

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which in turn affected his rs w v and j

brisk hornet
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oki so

brisk hornet
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brisk hornet
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honestly should i just die

brisk hornet
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my fucking twt account got suspended ๐Ÿ’”

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the hell

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i have so many FANART i should be liking

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why are you limiting me

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like seeing piccasso and only being able to watch

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what level of hell is this

brisk hornet
brisk hornet
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brother

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"inauthentic behaviour"

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FOR WHAT

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BECAUSE I MESSAGED M????

brisk hornet
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everytime there's a submission

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i have a panic attack afterwards

brisk hornet
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HELL YEAH

safe oracle
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SHOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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congraduation kiwi

brisk hornet
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thank q thank q

brisk hornet
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i wonder if i should die

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it's a common topic in this journal i think

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it's a common issue because i don't have any hope left in the world

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and it's not like i have anything tying me down either?

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no aspirations or anything

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sometimes i wonder if the only thing keeping me here is my body

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sometimes i wonder if it's possible for me to die internally

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preserve the outer shell like a taxidermy

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what even am i?

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beneath the shallow emotions i get high on

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is there anything left of me?

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is there a point in trying to keep myself alive?

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for the simple naive hope that "things would get better"?

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destroy your body more why don't you

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at least maybe then you'll get some semblance of peace

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some kind of selfish repent in your mind

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after all, the only thing that you can do is tear things down?

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you're like the pinnacle of humanity aren't you?

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how egotistical

brisk hornet
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ah

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i'm tired

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it feels kind of silly whenever i have to explain to someone

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the reason why i don't take care of myself that much is mainly because i'm going to die young

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and they don't believe me

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and honestly i don't believe myself either

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i'm terrible at keeping promises

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but it's a bit rude to try to break someone's delusion you know?

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i wish they would be a little more considerate

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and realize that this little fantasy is one of the only things keeping me going

brisk hornet
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wtf

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wtf wtf wtf

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i didnt know i had to make SLIDES

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fuck bro why tf did i agree

brisk hornet
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i think im gna throw up lowk

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wanna purge so bad man fuck ts

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J V AND Y MADE UP????

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V RESPONDED TO Y AGAIN

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QND THEY'RE BACK IN THE SERVER

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HOLY SHIT

brisk hornet
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ok so F was the problem the entire time...?