#Kiri's slow descent into madness
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istg you BETTER give my husband his development if not im gna be PISSED
wait woah i looked up spoilers she gets tgt w all of them
IF SHE GETS TGT W AMORE AND HE DOESNT GET HIS DEVELOPMENT IM GNA GET SO MAD
DONT MAKE HIM A TOKEN HUSBAND
halric's not my favorite but he's honestly such a sweetheart
sometimes asmr rp video's best selling points is the comment section
ts is frying me
why are they so funny
absolutely unbothered king
dont mind the
shitty crop
i js copied n pasted it
Ugh fuck you think that making him smile is gonna make me overlook your lazy fucking writing????? YOU DIDN'T EVEN COMMIT THE ENTIRE CHAPTER TO HIM WHEN OTHERS HAD MULTIPLEEEEEE
Fuck he's so handsome when he's smiling though
I HAVEN'T FORGIVEN YOU
AN ENTIRE CHAPTER FOR HIM
LETS GO
Ugh shit I'm such a sucker for long hair
his
development
SUCKS
ugh shit i can't even be mad because they gave us a whole chapter of fanservice
BUT STILL
there's so many plotholes in this damn manhwa
wtf are celestials?? what's w the princess??
fuck AMORE DOESN'T EVEN GET A PROPER BACKSTORY
all we get is some vague "oh yeah he used to rule a kingdom" and an implied "oh yeah his kingdom fucking died" BUT WHEN?? HOW LONG AGO WAS IT?? HOW DID HE FEEL ABOUT IT??
NOTHING
WE GET ABSOLUTELY NOTHING
YALL JUST MADE A PARTY FULL OF ROLES AND FOR SOME REASON NEEDED SOME EXOTIC EASTERN STEREOTYPE FOR THE SPIRITUALITY ROLE RAHHHHHH
and like WTF ARE SPIRITS
WHERE IS THE EAST
WE GET ZERO ELABORATION
sigh
and i said i wld get my report done by today too...
And of course I get it on my ALT ACCOUNT
i started on a new manhwa and
shit bruh
- they said the novel was shit
- they said that it turns into harem where his STUDENTS start crushing on him (???)
- THEY'RE THE SAME AUTHOR AS THE NOVEL'S EXTRA
yo u gta be shitting me
i loved the novel's extra but they're infamous for making amazing stories and then from middle to late it starts going downhill
haha
aha
aha
aha
FUCK
thats why i liked it so much its by the same AUTHOR
dude if they make the students have a crush on mc i will genuinely lose my shit.
i lowk cannot see him getting tgt with ANYONEEEE (and ignore the whole ex gf also isekied business)
let this man be sad n lonely
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man i should reread the novel's extra
im ngl i tried reading the novel (first time a manhwa intruiged me so much i went to read it) and like i lost so much interest once the tower arc started
idk man its js
super boring
sigh
shoe
so many variations,,,
father just threatened to cane me and my sister because we keep waking up late ๐
js know if he does i'm gna kms LMAO theres no way in hell im letting that child lay his hands on me
mf already tainted me enough
i'd really rather stick a knife into my neck then let him touch me again
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i hate it
i hate how much control he has over me
i hate how he can undo all the progress i've made with just a few words
how disguisting
absolutely revolting
both him and me
we're both so fucking stupid
i honestly dont know how to kms
like
there's no way i'll be able to od
i guess jumping off is always an option
but thats risky
if its not high enough
and i cant think of
oh
no wait i do know a place
it would be so fucked up to taint my friend's building though
guess i'll put that as a last resort
train tracks is painful + high risk
why the hell is killing myself so hard
I honestly didn't expect this to work
its a small thing i know
i know i should be grateful that they even bothered to buy a cheesecake for me
but i just can't help but feel hurt
because i've clearly mentioned to them several times
that i always preferred lighter cheesecakes
and i heavily dislike new york cheesecakes because of how heavy the texture is
and yet they never seem to remember
like they remember me yes
but they don't seem to remember the important things
there's always so much drama in jcm FUCK im so curious abt what happened
but j and v left the server
AND they deactivated their twt accs
fahhh
IM SO CURIOUS
WHAT HAPPENED
all i can fathom is that someone shittalked one of them or both of them
and so they left??
that must mean that its a prominent person in the server no...?
it could have something to do with why v has been kinda frustrated lately on twt
hm
all the mods are still in jcm
besides for the two of them
FAHHHH
WAHT AHPPENED
IM SO FCKING CURIOUS????
so,,, v2 was talking shit abt j and v1???? ๐ญ
dude i legit have no clue whats gg on
wld it be rude to dm one of them,,,,
to ask,,,,,,,,
IM SO CONFUSED
WHAT'S THE TEA
NOBODY KNOWS WHATS GG ON
IM SOBBING
it wld be
so incredibly rude
if i were to send a friend req to either of them
js to ask whats gg on
no way did y j and v have a fallout.
OHMYGOD???
OKAY SO
SO
ITS RLLY SIMPLE ACTUALLY
HAHAHHA
I SAW THAT
ok so basically
we have V, J, F and Y
they were all friends, V and J are dating
and when i say they were all friends i mean they were SUPER close
idk abt F but ik that v j and y are super tight
were
so on V's twt
they've been saying about how a friend has been like
shutting them out or something
wait lemme try to find the tweets
oh shit right they deactivated
wait my follower count went down DID THEY DEACTIVATE THEIR ALTS AS WELL
HOLD ON
OH
THEY DELETED
BOTH THEIR ALT ACCOUNTS
so for context im moots w both v and j's main and gaming alt
so thats a total of 4
and my follower count used to be at 51
now its at 47
51-47=4
they deactivated both their accs
holy shit
anyways
so basically v was saying on their main that they were having some friendship problems
i cant exactly remember what they said but they were going THROUGH it
cant rmbr much abt j's idt they tweeted a lot
OH
OMG
AND
AND
AND
THERE WAS ONE OF V'S MOOTS
CALLED M
AND THEY JS TWEETED
"I'LL MISS V"
OHMYGOD?????????????
so they're officially gone ig
wait back to the drama
basically smt smt happened, but what i SUSPECT happened is that y started to shittalk them in another person's dms
so j left the server then joined back
ranted abt the "drama" idk what the drama is in this context
j was ranting to v2 (specifically pinged them)
then he left
afterwards v left a msg abt "reading the rules of the server" and "if u have a problem take it up w the person dont shittalk them behind others back"
then left
then afterwards f also left
idk how they fit into this
but they also left so i assume they were also affected
and then y went "i lost 3 ppl close to me in the span of 2 days"
so they arent friends anymore
dear lord its like primary school all over again
i found m's tumblr and twitch
they're super consistent aren't they
okay time to text m to try to pry more information under the guise of caring!
i mean i do care
i do want them to like
not die
i suppose
but thats not really the priority here
mwehehehe
idt ill be able get much info
NOOOOOO
IU WAS GETTING INSIDER INFORMATION
THEN THEY STOPPED STREAMING THEIR CHATS
NOOOOOOOOOOO
u going through every stage of grief right now omg
im trembling w excitement
the server is so JUICY
like i'm so disconnected in school

that i'm genuinely so starved of gossip
like in secondary school i was best friends w the innocent extrovert
meaning SHE HAD ALLLLLL THE TEA
and she would TELL ME
ALL THE TEA
I WAS FED
I WAS NOURISHED
life was great because i wld be hearing sm stuff from her
esp because she had the innocent vibe so everyone trusted her
omg
but now i dont have her anymore ๐
so i gotta get the tea from ONLINE FRIEND GROUPS
ok im gna go text m ill brb
DONE
anyways while i wait for m's response lemme go indulge in more qifrey fanart
life is good
btw in the leaked chats
v2 was talking abt how they kinda wanna leave
because they didnt like how they were being perceived in the server
oh
y is
going through it
jesus christ
what the hell happened between them
ok best guess i have for now is
y went through smt
which in turn affected his rs w v and j
oki so
2026:
- floryn collector
- floryn sanrio
- angela sanrio
- angela top up
- angela aspirants
- aurora collector
- joy special
- nana anniv
- layla anniv
- kagura legend
- lylia collector
- kagura excorist (?)
- matilda starlight
- zhuxin collector
later:
- zhuxin golden month
- angela kishin
- yve kishin
- novaria everlight
- lunox everlight
honestly should i just die
my fucking twt account got suspended ๐
the hell
i have so many FANART i should be liking
why are you limiting me
like seeing piccasso and only being able to watch
what level of hell is this
HELL YEAH
SHOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
congraduation kiwi
thank q thank q
i wonder if i should die
it's a common topic in this journal i think
it's a common issue because i don't have any hope left in the world
and it's not like i have anything tying me down either?
no aspirations or anything
sometimes i wonder if the only thing keeping me here is my body
sometimes i wonder if it's possible for me to die internally
preserve the outer shell like a taxidermy
what even am i?
beneath the shallow emotions i get high on
is there anything left of me?
is there a point in trying to keep myself alive?
for the simple naive hope that "things would get better"?
destroy your body more why don't you
at least maybe then you'll get some semblance of peace
some kind of selfish repent in your mind
after all, the only thing that you can do is tear things down?
you're like the pinnacle of humanity aren't you?
how egotistical
ah
i'm tired
it feels kind of silly whenever i have to explain to someone
the reason why i don't take care of myself that much is mainly because i'm going to die young
and they don't believe me
and honestly i don't believe myself either
i'm terrible at keeping promises
but it's a bit rude to try to break someone's delusion you know?
i wish they would be a little more considerate
and realize that this little fantasy is one of the only things keeping me going
i think im gna throw up lowk
wanna purge so bad man fuck ts
J V AND Y MADE UP????
V RESPONDED TO Y AGAIN
QND THEY'RE BACK IN THE SERVER
HOLY SHIT
ok so F was the problem the entire time...?
