Kiri's slow descent into madness | Huddle | Page 5

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:17 PM

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both works

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yeah

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both ways work

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i wonder if i shld start putting proshipper in my bio

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so that i dont have to deal w me getting attached to other ppl and then finding out that theyre antis and then them telling me that im disguisting or smt

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sigh

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it wld save me a lot of trouble no doubt

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so suffocating

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seriously

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i hate it

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omg i hate it when ppl cant commit istg

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like why offer help if u dont actually want to help

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fucking manners my ass

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that shits so confusing istfg

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dude i wish they wld js fucking answer me like can u js tell me if u hate me or not like

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IM TRYING TO DO WORK

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WHYRE U MAKING MY ANXIETY SO BAD

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hi airhead

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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it's probably for the best that you got out as soon as possible then 😓

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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wassup

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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hii

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you sitting here like a bird

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waiting for pray

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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safe oracle it's probably for the best that you got out as soon as possible then 😓

yeah probs

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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preyu

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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safe oracle waiting for pray

im waiting for one of the ppl in the gc to answer me 😭

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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oh

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:45 PM

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like i cant focus on work rn

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i need to know whether they hate me or not

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fahh

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what_has_my_dumb_ass_done

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:46 PM

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brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:46 PM

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shld i text them again,,,,

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they went offline

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im gna

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FAH

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xy_kms

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 2:49 PM

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brisk hornet shld i text them again,,,,

don't overthink it too much!!!

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omg usedcvnt

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anyway

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if you dont get a reply then uhh

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shite i wouldnt even blame u for js leaving 😓

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 2:51 PM

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CRIM

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fuck it im texting again i cannot concentrate for the life of me

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 4:59 PM

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my mentality really is way too weak, isn't it...?

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somehow i feel less abt daisy rejecting me tho maybe its cuz ive never interacted w her before LOL

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wtv

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gods

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see this is what i get for coping wrong

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its not like i wanted to be this way

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man

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somehow i really feel like crying

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ah seriously, how stupid you must be?

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we've repeated this, time and time and time again, and yet you fail each time

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it gets tiring, does it not?

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getting hurt over and over?

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i already told you, you should be more careful with who you let into your heart

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you're special, aren't you?

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not everybody can understand that

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if you try to force it onto them, isn't it only natural that they'll reject you?

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you really should stop getting attached so easily

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"love humanity" this "humans are good" that

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you have so much faith and what do you get in return?

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try to be good and see where that gets you

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honestly, it's time for you to be a little more selfish, no?

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ahhh fucking hell

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they texted me

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fuckkk

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2 messages bro

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STOP CLIFFHANGING ME BROSKI

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sigh

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they stopped typing again

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sighhhhhhhhhhhh

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i need to go out and touch some grass

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i think im starting to care too much

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abt what others think of me

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needa be NONCHALANT

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depression indeed

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sua if only

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i love sua ngl

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she's my absolute fav

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i always have smt for characters that are aware of their situation but try their best to pretend that everythings ok

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it hits a little too close to home

strange canopy May 11, 2026, 5:51 PM

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brisk hornet i need to go out and touch some grass

grass is good for health

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 5:51 PM

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yes...

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it is...

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i need to do more exercise

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be more positive!!

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they do not hate me

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how reassuring

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wait actually i want to commemorate this

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you have no idea

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how much it means to me

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that somebody told me that they won't be affected by me

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it lifts SO much weight from my shoulders

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so i dont have to constantly overthink

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omg

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i can literally js say what i mean

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and not have to think abt like

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whether it wld be too mean, too cruel, shattering their image of me

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because they do NOT care

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omg

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anddd they're back offline

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it's refreshing though

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being able to debate w someone

strange canopy May 11, 2026, 6:32 PM

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brisk hornet being able to debate w someone

Debating is cool when the other person has a brain.

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 6:34 PM

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right??

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i love that we're actually talking

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it's so fun

brisk hornet May 11, 2026, 7:02 PM

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ough i have a headache

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fah

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too much stress for one day

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yeah no i take back what i said theyre a cocky lil shit

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man it wld be fun to see them try this w vince

safe oracle May 11, 2026, 11:03 PM

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its okay but it gets to a point where you care too much

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 3:47 AM

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I saw someone w a odxny keychain omg they know peak

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 3:47 AM

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safe oracle its okay but it gets to a point where you care too much

Aha yeah

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Idk what to do abt it ngl

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Not as if I can js

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Stop caring

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And I've tried

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 8:45 AM

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BRIMHAT COCO

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WOWWWWWWWW

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I LOVE THAT

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OMG

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SHE LOOKS

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SO COOL

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FAHHHHH

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THE DRIP OF BRIMMED HATS ARE UNMATCHED

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WOWWWWWWWW

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WOWWWWW

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BRIM HAT COCO

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WOWWWWWWWWWW

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SCUTEEEE

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THE DESIGN

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OMG

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 11:28 AM

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I find it kinda funny that my irl counselor is in this server HAHHAHHAA

strange canopy May 12, 2026, 11:31 AM

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brisk hornet

I really wanna watch this anime but I'm just too lazy and busy

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So I have time but still very lazy

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 12:01 PM

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strange canopy So I have time but still very lazy

u can do the 5 minute rule but w anime LOL

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 1:52 PM

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i lowk want qifrey to be a sa victim so i can project even more onto him

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hurray!!

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hm

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yk what thats not such a bad idea

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i said i wldnt write for qifrey but if its a comfort fic... hm....

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itll prob be smt along the lines of a trigger -> comfort w family

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hurray!!

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 2:16 PM

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somehow, it feels as if i'm drowning?

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as if there's something standing on my chest

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i'm tired

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yk whats good if ur depressed?

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a whole lot of freaky shit lets go on twitter and hope my fyp cooperates w me!!

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i did not find freaky shit i found depressing shit fuck u witch hat atelier how dare u remind me of agott's trauma i was trying to find ORUFREY and u gave me nth but ANGST

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man

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how many times a night am i gna feel like this

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like seriously

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my eyes are gonna fucking DRY UP w how much im crying these days

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holy shit i need to learn how to not gaf

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GENUINELY i need to like

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idk

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not have my self esteem solely built through my environment

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idk might be tied to my lack of identity

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but who knows

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i feel like if u had unrestricted internet access as a kid u either got traumatized through gore or got traumatized through porn

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or someone groomed you

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why does the internet exist for kids again

strange canopy May 12, 2026, 2:50 PM

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brisk hornet i feel like if u had unrestricted internet access as a kid u either got traumati...

ur giving me bad flashbacks

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 3:18 PM

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good

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suffer with me

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im pretty sure i got all 3

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so fun

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thank u kubz scouts and absent parental figures

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some of my recent longshots

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flicker novaria? dont know her

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flameshot all the way bbg

brisk hornet May 12, 2026, 7:01 PM

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honk shoo mimimi

safe oracle May 12, 2026, 7:38 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/cats-cat-cute-cat-hugs-cat-hug-gif-16465471762657874612

Tenor

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mimiimmimimim

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 4:14 AM

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st93_wave

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 1:17 PM

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i js joined a new server

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and like

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WHY DO THEY SOUND SO EXCITED TO PLAY ML

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DO THEY UNDERSTAND

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WHAT THEY HAVE SENTENCED THEMSELVES TO

strange canopy May 13, 2026, 1:56 PM

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brisk hornet WHY DO THEY SOUND SO EXCITED TO PLAY ML

ggs thats stage 1

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stage 2 regretting and trying to quit

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stage 3 giving up, u cant quit ur an addict

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stage 4 u hate playing the game so fucking much but u still play it,

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its addiction.

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 1:58 PM

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cuter1_bunnyCat_WhySob

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im stage 4,,,,

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 3:34 PM

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sigh

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i need to go shower

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and stop procrastinating

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my deadline is in like

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really soon...

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 4:57 PM

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random bouts of sadness is back

brisk hornet May 13, 2026, 6:18 PM

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ohmygod i am going to HANG MYSELF if i have to see anymore pre-tree qifrey

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i found a qifrey x agott artist

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its interesting ig

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they quit though

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i also found a tetia x qifrey?

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ngl ive never even thought abt them tgt

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i dont see the appeal of tetia x qifrey.

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its js

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it seems so wrong???

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like i cld never actually imagine them tgt

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the dynamics is rlly js that of a parent and child case closed

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man as i thought

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orufrey rlly is the best ship for qifrey

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hardy har har theres only 9 fics w marcel on ao3 and only 1 of them is x reader

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do i risk it and go onto wattpad

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i caved im back on wattpad

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MARCEL X FREDDERIN??

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THATS CERTAINLY NEW

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ohoooooo

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hm im not sure how i feel abt it yet

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im gna read it

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then decide

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oh that was SO cute

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im not seeing the chemistry though HAHAHAHHA

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but it was very cute

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 2:02 AM

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ohhhhmygod mf the teacher cldnt even tell me that himself

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communication this communication that what fucking bs

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u go respond to my teammate not me

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wtf

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i just keep

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fuck

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i keep messing up w school

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like first it was i tried to sign up

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to some volunteering event

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and i dmed them immediately

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but they nvr fucking responded

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because apparently when they said "dm me" they were js copy + pasting from fucking TEAMS

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SO I MISSED THE CHANCE TO SIGN UP

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then afterwards i also missed like 3 emails for another workshop i signed up for

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which means i got kicked out because i didnt indicate my dietry restrictions in time

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then after now i cant like

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fucking go on a field trip

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because apprently rhey wanted us to redo indeminity

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and i alr did it the first time

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so i thought i didnt have to do it again because i wasnt checking teams and my teammate only said "do indeminity"

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which i alr DID but what i didnt know is that i was supposed to REDO

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and then this motherfucking teacher dont even want to tell me that mf my teammate had to text him for him to respond

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AND HE STILL HASNT RESPONDED TO ME

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im actually gna lose it

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way too many fumbles

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 3:09 AM

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?purge 27

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fah

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i dont wanna be reminded of my frustration

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lemme spam for a bit

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ok good

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 4:29 AM

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qifco is a thing??

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i mean i guess i can see why

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the whole parallels n stuff

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hnghh

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idk

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it doesnt seem like their personalities wld mesh well in a romantic setting

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i mean i guess?? but its still kinda eh

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yeah no im on the tag rn and all the scenes they tag as qifco rlly js seem more parental than romantic

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doesnt make a lot of sense

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even the fanart isnt convincing me

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they really are js better as parental setting

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even apprentice qifrey and coco doesnt seem quite right

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hinato is fcking carrying the qifco tag HAHAHAHHA i feel sorry for them

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 6:04 AM

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hardy har har

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 6:22 AM

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so WHA pilled i saw this as pre-apprentice qifrey

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 7:16 AM

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I FEEL A PIMPLE

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FUCK

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my classmate has pink hair

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sideeye game going strong

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hell yeah

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 7:52 AM

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papapapapa

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swoop

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 9:31 AM

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my heart is fcking jumping

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omg

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i need to cut down on the energy drinks good lord

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 4:37 PM

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i'm scared

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i can't imagine a future where i'm happy

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i can't plan for it

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every future i can imagine from here on out just seems so miserable and bleak

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i don't want to grow up

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i don't want to live in this world

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i don't get it

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why can't we just stay still

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is the present not miserable enough already?

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why do you still want to take the gamble?

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i don't remember when this feeling started

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like

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the feeling of paralysis

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of being scared of the future

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wasn't i excited to grow up at one point?

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i was such a carefree kid in the past

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so unaware

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maybe its selfish of me to wish

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but i really wished that i didn't become self aware

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i want to be happy, even if it means being a bother to others

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don't i?

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is speaking the only thing i'm able to do?

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am i really so unable to take action?

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do i actually want something if i don't do anything about it?

safe oracle May 14, 2026, 6:02 PM

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brisk hornet i can't imagine a future where i'm happy

literally the best thing u can do is enjoy the present because a lot of things that happen in the future you wont be able to control

brisk hornet May 14, 2026, 6:09 PM

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RintaroRegret

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 5:53 AM

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LMAO HELP??

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WHO IS RICHEH AND WHY AM I THE MOST LIKE HER

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oh she was abused

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ha

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that makes more sense

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 6:09 AM

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safe oracle May 15, 2026, 8:49 AM

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played this actually on a side note

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was the dumbest game ever

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got swept up by a tornado

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😓

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 12:32 PM

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there there

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also mf had TWOO holy crystals

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for WHAT

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 1:10 PM

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i need to complete all my data research slides tdy

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then the details of my business strat tmr

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hahahahha

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this could never make me burn out

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nope

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this is a totally sustainable way of living

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 1:55 PM

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I think I lost all my kagura skills ngl

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 3:12 PM

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brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 4:35 PM

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"minors dni" girl you are 16 years old

safe oracle May 15, 2026, 5:01 PM

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im crying

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 6:28 PM

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screenshot for the memories

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i am going to kill myself

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if i dont get at least a B on this

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im genuinely going to start cutting and send pictures to that teacher

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ok wow thats a bit dramatic i take that back!

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haha let's not traumatize poor innocent teachers!

brisk hornet May 15, 2026, 7:01 PM

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i dont want it

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i dont

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i hate how whenever im stressed i seem to regress

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sigh

brisk hornet May 16, 2026, 7:09 AM

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take the research module they said

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FUCKCKKCVKF

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fuh

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thank u catbot

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helpful

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wattafak

brisk hornet May 16, 2026, 7:34 AM

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cute_chiiAngry

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RELEASE ME

brisk hornet May 16, 2026, 10:32 AM

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im gonna kms

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fuck me w a chainsaw

brisk hornet May 16, 2026, 5:47 PM

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i have 22 hours to complete a project

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the teacher gave us 4 weeks to complete it

safe oracle May 16, 2026, 5:52 PM

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YOU GOT THIS KIWI

brisk hornet May 16, 2026, 6:03 PM

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seeklSerious

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time to lock in

brisk hornet May 17, 2026, 2:02 PM

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2 more hours

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and 2 more topics

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fack

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i need to complete 1 slide per half hour

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... or less

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because i need to do citations as well

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and the ai decleration

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RintaroRegret

brisk hornet May 17, 2026, 3:17 PM

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45 MORE MINUTUES

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I CAN DO THIS

brisk hornet May 17, 2026, 4:04 PM

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IM DONE

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HOLY SHIT

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i submitted it

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like

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20 seconds before the deadline

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my goodness

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my hands r shaking

brisk hornet May 17, 2026, 5:19 PM

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it's wille's bday

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happy bday wille

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you would've been 19 today

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safe oracle May 17, 2026, 5:39 PM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLE

brisk hornet May 18, 2026, 1:22 AM

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all it takes is 1 good artist for me to be convinced to ship a ship

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anyways ARLOX RAHHHHHH

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HELL YEAHHHHH ARLOX RAHHHH

https://x.com/kxsataru/status/2056045221025349879/photo/1

Kxsa ⚖️❤️‍🩹 (@kxsataru)

i didnt reupload this you were dreaming

#arlox #arlott #lunox

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HELL YEAH OBSILENA WHY NOT RAHHHH

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i have 0 fcking standards who cares if they nvr interacted in lore

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theyre both hot therefore i want to ship them

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https://www.instagram.com/p/DVLQzU9k-Fb/?img_index=1

THEY DRAW MARCEL WE STAY WINNING HELL FUCK YEAHHH

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wait the pic doesnt show up hold on

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HELL FUCK YEAHHH

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we eating good tdy

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ik this is fake but.... i want my main to have a valentines skin.... pretty please montoon......

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wow lvl 32

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nice

brisk hornet May 18, 2026, 3:23 AM

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my posture bYE

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🦐 🦐 🦐

brisk hornet May 18, 2026, 5:04 PM

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strange urge to cry for no reason at all

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i should spend some money

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sigh

brisk hornet May 19, 2026, 1:49 PM

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i have spent the money

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new profile

brisk hornet May 19, 2026, 4:13 PM

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sigh my friend who's also into ml is getting depressed

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because he's new

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it's not like he even plays badly yk

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it's just because i usually play midlane so im usually dps

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and he used to main dyrroth so he used to be the dps

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but now he's on guni and guni isn't always the dps

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man

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lowk i shld've gotten guni's skin

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FAHHHH

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wtv

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tryna get layla collector neow~

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tbh i'm also gna try to get angela sanrio

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i wanna complete all of angela's skin

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and floryn's too

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so i'm gonna get floryn's collecter next month when it comes to shop

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and then during sanrio i'll also get her sanrio skin

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afterwards i'll buy all her current skins

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i think all thats left is her basic + elite skin?

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since i already got her summer skin

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interesting

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there's a lotta achievements in here

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i js reached 5k msgs ig

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next is.. 15k

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hm

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shldnt be too hard

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js gotta keep yapping LOL

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the rarest is 30k huh

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im not even gna lie i havent done any work tdy

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sigh

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lets fcking go ig

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ugh it fcking sucks that ts is js smt that hes gna have to learn

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to js not care

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that much

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i lowk want someone to make a study tgt website but for anime chars

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qifrey.....

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HAHAHHA WAIT THERES ASSISSINATION CLASSROOM NO WAY

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ok back to work.

safe oracle May 19, 2026, 4:47 PM

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brisk hornet new profile

wow this is so cool

brisk hornet May 19, 2026, 4:48 PM

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THANK YOUUU

safe oracle May 19, 2026, 4:48 PM

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and thank u kiwi for keeping mobile legends alive ive never played it or even seen it but im happy someone likes it

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love from the mobile legends community i think

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brisk hornet May 19, 2026, 4:48 PM

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there is no love in the mlbb community im ngl

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but thank u

brisk hornet May 19, 2026, 5:05 PM

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yk what i love most abt mlbb

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is that the lore is so shit

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like thats not a good thing

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but it also means that nobody takes canon seriously

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so we have less of those obnoxious "omg u can't ship that they have no canon interactions!!" like

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HAVE YOU SEEN THEIR VALENTINES SKIN

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mf they had layla and clint as an actual valentines skin

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and the reason for that was that they revamped clint to be over 30 while making layla younger 😭

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like omg u think this pairing is cute because their interaction is cute??? HAHAHAHHAHHAHA

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it'll be gone in the next patch.

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canon is merely a suggestion

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nobody gaf if you ship two chars from two completely separate regions

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fck i cld ship aurora and eudora for the hell of it

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literally js because i think they wld look good tgt

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im ngl i think one of the worst things that happened to me was one of my ships becoming canon

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hate it when that happens

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fah

brisk hornet May 20, 2026, 11:55 PM

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my fuckass friend

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keeps

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getting into

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fucking relationships

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and gg back

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to his not-ex

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im gna hit smt

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omg

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i understand my friends frustrations

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when i was doing the same

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the only difference is that i went through the whole process in like a month or so

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this mf has been at it for like. AYEAR AND A HALF

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gna lose my shit

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ohhhmygod

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fucking yearners istg

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i like yearners but i hate when they're my friends

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like why do you LOVE so much

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can't you protect yourself a little more?

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don't let yourself get hurt so easily

brisk hornet May 21, 2026, 2:05 AM

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i'm going to jump.

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haha not really

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unfortunate, the reality it is

brisk hornet May 21, 2026, 2:33 AM

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I seem to be a lot more positive (?) than my classmates

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As in, I tend to look on the brighter sides of things

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when it comes to the perception of people

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Kinda strange huh

brisk hornet May 21, 2026, 4:40 AM

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sharktrs you are a god....

brisk hornet May 22, 2026, 1:04 AM

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brisk hornet May 22, 2026, 3:06 AM

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Waaa so happy today!!

safe oracle May 22, 2026, 11:32 AM

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WOOOOOOOOO

brisk hornet May 22, 2026, 12:28 PM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHw5NsPjJSs

YouTube

MILGRAM -ミルグラム-

MILGRAM -ミルグラム- / アマネ「なんでもにうむ」第...

「パラッパラッパリラ　我が信者」

Vocal: アマネ (CV:田中美海)

第三審 5th EP アマネ (CV:田中美海)「なんでもにうむ」2026年5月20日発売
■CD詳細
https://amnibus.com/products/detail/109259

「なんでもにうむ」DL & サブスク配信中！
https://nex-tone.link/A00216888

「なんでもにう...

▶ Play video

brisk hornet May 22, 2026, 10:09 PM

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oh shit cherry's acc got suspended

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damn

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gonna miss their art

brisk hornet May 23, 2026, 12:51 AM

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just saw somebody call the singapore government supporters of child bomber 3000 LMAO IM DYING

brisk hornet May 23, 2026, 1:57 PM

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im gna lose it

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fah

brisk hornet May 23, 2026, 2:30 PM

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i want tomato noodles,,,,

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ueueuueueue

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tomato noodles,,,,,,

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CRIM

brisk hornet May 23, 2026, 10:41 PM

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just found out what micro and macro means

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sigh

safe oracle May 23, 2026, 11:34 PM

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brisk hornet just found out what micro and macro means

is there a second meaning I'm not understanding here

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micro is like small and macro is like a game thing where you can record your movements to do things automatically

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 8:09 AM

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safe oracle is there a second meaning I'm not understanding here

yeah

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in mlbb

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micro is how well u play in the moment i guess

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so like how well do you understand the mechanics of ur hero

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so that u can use them effectively in a fight

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and macro is like the overall movements of the entire map

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sighhhhhh

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my micro and macro both sucks im ngl

safe oracle May 24, 2026, 9:14 AM

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oh

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 9:15 AM

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guess what

safe oracle May 24, 2026, 9:25 AM

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brisk hornet guess what

holy guilt trip????

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 9:33 AM

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safe oracle holy guilt trip????

they werent even tryna hide it ngl

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sigh

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my taste in friends r lowk terrible

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MadokaSpeechless

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i need to establish boundaries more clearly next time

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hate how this is like a repeating thing

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FAHH

safe oracle May 24, 2026, 9:34 AM

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i dont think it can be helped half the time because you're just doing your best for ppl

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 9:35 AM

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cute_chiiAngry

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 3:56 PM

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out of 110 boxes ive opened

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ive gotten

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89 commons

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17 rares

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4 ultra rares

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and absolutely zero legendaries

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im gna go BROKE each box is like 500

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i only have 40k left omg

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these boxes put me down like 55k

brisk hornet May 24, 2026, 7:13 PM

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Finally

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brisk hornet May 25, 2026, 12:48 AM

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Girl bye what the hell did I spend shit on

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brisk hornet May 25, 2026, 1:14 AM

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why are all the belderuit ships so ass

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like no i dont want to ship him w the guy that has a loving wife and son

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and sure qifrey is cute at times but their relationship is so much btr as parental

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i js want a old collegue i can ship him w is that too much to ask </3

brisk hornet May 25, 2026, 3:40 AM

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girl bye i have a submission due this thurs (haven't started) and 2 due next monday (1 grp project behind schedule and 1 report haven't started)

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KonataDark

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should i just kms...

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 6:49 AM

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i actually might not make it in time for this project

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like i actually have to film n shit

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damn

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 1:56 PM

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haha i can't handle papa qifrey content if it's in a way that shows how he's a great father to the girls now.

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haha.

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FUCK

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everyday my sensitivity RUINS me

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 3:56 PM

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i genuinely have to question the sanity of any person that reads my journal and falls for me

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this mf

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thinks im stupid

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this fucking sucks

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tired of ppl's bullshit let's js play along ig

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procrastination!!

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i love filling my gallery up w useless test shots

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omg and why is night time so hot

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like

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theres no reason for it to be that hot while i was filming

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genuinely wtf

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istg i gta invest in a mic or smt

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the audio quality is HORRIBLE

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if this guy rlly is js a poor innocent man im gna feel horrible im ngl

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but this is such a creepy way of approaching someone

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"oh yeah i read your journal" if u did u wld know abt 10 guys who i don't talk to anymore

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.

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what a fcking weirdo

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who the hell were they to say they fell for me

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what fucking bullshit

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ah shit i gta edit my vids

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FAHHHHH

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"oh yeah i read your journal" then either you didn't pay attention enough or you're stupid

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fuck

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i hate that

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bro this

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WHYD HE SEND ANOTHER

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omfg

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,,, am i on my period or is this js my normal reaction to romantic advances?

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idk

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i have a few suspects in mind

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lol i was gna say wille then i realized

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my first audio file was corrupted

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fuck

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wait

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HOW

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my accents too WHITE

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ohhhmyfuck i forgot to transcribe the interview for my elective

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shit

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my teammates are gna skin me alive

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holy shit

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anyways it cant be anyone from the jcom server,,,, i haven't used the huddle tag since then

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nor can it be from my online writings

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WAIT

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IT COULD TOTALLY BE FROM MY WRITINGS

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???

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not likely though

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i didn't have any noteworthy interactions on there unless u count that milgram guy

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hnghhhh

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Well the pics are removed. Idk what ur intention was w that whole thing, but if you wanted a genuine shot at connection you should've done it through your main or at least interacted w me here first.

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 5:12 PM

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brisk hornet Girl bye what the hell did I spend shit on

@west yarrow are you proud of my bank balance

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it's down to $2 now

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HAHHAHAH

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we're in ts tgt

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i got savings but like

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i don't like taking from there

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oh.....

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4 </3

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i need to catch up like 3k to my sis sigh

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oh

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cuter1_BearCat_Dead

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HAHHAHAHAH

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shshshhshshhhh

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how tf r u so fast

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HAHAHHAHA

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i also dun remember

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HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

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HAHAHHAHAHAH WAIT SHIT

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SRY THATS RLLY FUNNY

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if u see any hate comments its prob during the start of our rs

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because i hate everyone at the start

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if u see any recent hate comments itll prob be because of ur rs and ur lack of self respect

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STOP

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HOWD U FIND THAT

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HAHAHAHAHHA

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WAIT

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IM SCARED

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I SAID SOME PRETTY STUPID SHIT IN HERE

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IF U SEE ANYTHING PLS JS KNOW ITS PROB HEAT IN THE MOMENT STUFF

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🙏

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thank u

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oh

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idk

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mental health server or smt

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it has a mobile app i think

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HAHAHAHHA

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yk funny thing my counsellor

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is actually in the server

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idk if she knows its me

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but shes in here somewhere

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HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

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what u thinking?

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LOL

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ay

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wait

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ur

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we're doing everything but our work im ngl

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is this advanced procrastination

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holy shi

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bro ur deleting evertyhing son im cryin

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I LOOK INSANE

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TALKING TO MYSELF

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 5:52 PM

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ok i've converted

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i'm taking anyone x that old man in that fuckass castle now

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qifrey takes after his father

safe oracle May 26, 2026, 6:23 PM

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brisk hornet i genuinely have to question the sanity of any person that reads my journal and ...

"the way you just... talk on discord.... it makes me feel a different way"

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 6:24 PM

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safe oracle "the way you just... talk on discord.... it makes me feel a different way"

i wld understand if i was constantly like waxing poetry and shit but half the time im raging at useless ppl and my life like i dont get it 😭

safe oracle May 26, 2026, 6:25 PM

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blurrycry

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as u should

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 6:36 PM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XVuydzqDAxU

YouTube

Oktavia

Hated by life itself. english ver. 【Oktavia】命に嫌われて...

ha HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ohmygod finally clipping everywhere
——
Lyrics: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/sonimiki/182466955597?source=share

(Please feel free to use, they’re based on Forgetfulsubs’ translation!)

Request a song: http://symphonymermaid.idea.informer.com
——
I’m so tired but I managed something. Finally. ...

▶ Play video

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i think i like her translation the best

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i have 24 boxes

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lets try

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to get the legendary

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we can do it

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trust!!!

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is this god's idea of a joke.

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I HAVE 108

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108 RUBBER DUCKIES

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WHAT

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WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT MANY OF THEM

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CMON MAN

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another 20 it is

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i have 20k left

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after this

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no more

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and now i have 118

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saving 5 boxes ig

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sigh

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blufinn asmr actually isnt that bad huh

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i don't like most asmr channels but his one is pretty good

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i think i also used to listen to arcadian audios

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ughghghgh i don't wanna edittttt

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fuh i hate production

safe oracle May 26, 2026, 7:01 PM

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brisk hornet WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH THAT MANY OF THEM

give me 16 so i can make a mega neon Yummers

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 7:06 PM

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with how many i have i wld not mind

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okay after i finish editing this video

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im going to sleep

safe oracle May 26, 2026, 7:37 PM

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𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

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wait let me read everything else i was being laz\y

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u look so schizo im crying oh my god

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brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 8:05 PM

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safe oracle 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽

i havent finished editing the video

brisk hornet May 26, 2026, 8:05 PM

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safe oracle u look so schizo im crying oh my god

STOPP I KNOW

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my friend deleted all their msgs fahh i look insane

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also why are novaria matches always so sweaty omg

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we BARELY got a victory after our enemy snowballed

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fuckass freya

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ugh

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hm

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should i change my pfp again

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anything but my actual work LMAO

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 6:21 AM

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17 hours until submission

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huu

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 7:41 AM

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im going to fucking hit something

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EVERY SINGLE

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FUCKING TIME

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mlbb makes it SO fucking hard to play continously

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one or two matches a day? fine

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but the moment you want to play contiously?? GOD FORBID YOU GET GOOD TEAMMATES OR SAME RANK ENEMIES

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motherfucker WHY WAS I GOING UP AGAINST PPL WHO HAD 40+ STARS???

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also holy fucking SHIT kimmy and estes is fucking annoying

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 8:01 AM

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im gna quit.

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 8:44 AM

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15 more hours

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until submission

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yk funny thing i actually learnt that you couldn't eat raw pork through a mukbanger i was watching

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like i thought you could eat raw pork the same way you could eat raw beef

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but no apparently you can't

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the more you know!

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https://tenor.com/view/sigrika-wuthering-waves-wuwa-sigrika-wuwa-dropkick-gif-3253492734688318556

Tenor

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jaecom has really funny gifs

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 9:27 AM

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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fuck

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FUCKKKKK

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how many times have i said kms

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wait

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24 times

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impressive

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14 times for kill

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16 for suicide

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impressive

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 10:39 AM

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there is something nauseating about realizing your personality is partially performance that every softness is observing softness every grief is interrupted by the awareness that you are grieving you know i once cried so hard i started wondering if i looked beautiful doing it and i never stopped since then, and the horror of it nearly killed me because what kind of person cannot even suffer honestly? what kind of animal watches itself bleed and wonders if their pelt would be high quality? my mind is both knife and wound, self-awareness being the ultimate abuser and abused and even now i am never fully living only witnessing myself live

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can yall tell i slipped in danganronpa

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 12:59 PM

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i'm lowk getting into arcott

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arkco

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wtv

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who the FUCK is hiehart and why do i keep seeing him being squished in w qifrey and olurrigio

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im ngl i think belderuit might be my favorite now

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please just let him be a nice old man

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if they give him angsty lore (absolute possibility) i think i'm gna actually cry

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 2:20 PM

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im binging on jelly icecream omg

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im not even supposed to be eating cold shit because i'm on my period

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but ts is genuinely so stressful

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sometimes i wish i was born a guy so i could see what kind of mindset they would learn as they grow up

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MBlxbNIlBhE

I prefer Octavia's lyrics since they flow better, but wow that rap segment

YouTube

Will Stetson

Hated by life itself. Rap ver. (English Cover)【 Will Stetson 】...

A song about the perseverance to keep living.
STREAM THIS ON SPOTIFY!! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/willstetson/hated-by-life-itself

Credits:
Original: Kanzaki https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HYm60Mjm0k)
Rap Arrangement: Takayan
Cover Inspiration: Harusaruhi (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kIyv9cVyl_c)
Vocals & Subs: Will Stetson
Lyrics:...

▶ Play video

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can i js say... i hate my smile....

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like whys it so goofy i can't

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my rabbit teeth makes me look so dumb 😭

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cuter1_bunnyCat_WhySob

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 3:25 PM

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anyways new profile because i hate myself

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brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 3:52 PM

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8 more hours

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 4:45 PM

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i need

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to give up

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so i can lower my standards

west yarrow May 27, 2026, 4:45 PM

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time to give up

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 4:45 PM

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and just get ts done and over with

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NO

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like

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give up

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only to the point

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that you don't rlly care abt the quality of work

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i got my video down to like 9 seconds

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small miracles

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"plastic surgery when" i say as i open my bank account to buy more useless shit

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i fr gotta start saving

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sob

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 6:52 PM

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5 more hours

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i'm actually getting kinda nervous

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lock in

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im gonna finish my post by 4am

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trust

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 7:40 PM

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20 more minutes to finish my post

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 8:20 PM

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im reading a fic where the bottom forgot the safe word so they couldn't stop even when it was too much holy shit that's a new fear unlocked.

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everyday i become more sex repulsed

west yarrow May 27, 2026, 9:19 PM

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brisk hornet im reading a fic where the bottom forgot the safe word so they couldn't stop eve...

whts it called

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 9:20 PM

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west yarrow whts it called

no.

west yarrow May 27, 2026, 9:20 PM

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wth

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why not

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gulp

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 9:28 PM

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no

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do your work

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we have 2 and a half more hours

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 10:14 PM

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i actually might not make it in time

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fuck

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 10:57 PM

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1 more hour

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i finished my pitch

brisk hornet May 27, 2026, 11:36 PM

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i think im like

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having a panic attack

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oml

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omds

brisk hornet May 28, 2026, 5:55 AM

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Z0SA9Zq9Dg

YouTube

mad3ub

How to Mpreg Fyodor (100% working method)

Fyodor Dostoevsky is the main antagonist of the series Bungo Stray Dogs, in this video we further expand upon the limits of the applications of his ability 'Crime and Punishment' to try and find ways to get him to deliver a baby despite being a man himself.

Join my discord server here ~ https://discord.gg/RgNkRsEUjj

[Video chapters]
0:00 - How...

▶ Play video

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unskippable title

brisk hornet May 28, 2026, 10:07 AM

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Sigh I'm on a lose streak

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It's so weird, like my teammates are genuinely kinda shit despite them having a lot of matches played?

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I rlly dk what's gg on

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Seems like I keep matching up w past high rank players as well... But my teammates were also past high rank so like what's gg on gng

brisk hornet May 28, 2026, 10:08 AM

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brisk hornet It's so weird, like my teammates are genuinely kinda shit despite them having a ...

When I say kinda shit I mean like they don't know the basic mechanics of their hero kinda shit

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Maybe it's time to go back to brawl www

brisk hornet May 28, 2026, 2:18 PM

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hm

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im ngp

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i dont really like this profile

brisk hornet May 28, 2026, 2:49 PM

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its too bright

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man

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my profile is way too bright....

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time for another switch!

limber tapir May 28, 2026, 4:26 PM

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brisk hornet my profile is way too bright....

didn't believe u so I just opened up your profile on my phone in my dark room and now im blind for the rest of the night, thanks 👍

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 12:30 AM

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limber tapir didn't believe u so I just opened up your profile on my phone in my dark room an...

LMAO you have my sincerest apologies

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i had a dream about a stalker last night, its pretty weird how the anxiety felt so familiar smh

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you would think there would be different kinds of anxiety but they lowk feel the same

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sigh

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huu it's super cold this morning!!

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so refreshinggg

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 2:47 AM

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mmn?

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eh

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its abit

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too dark

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 3:11 AM

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a

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hm

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 11:43 AM

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a less bright profile

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cheers

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 6:19 PM

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i played 4 games w my duo

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headache

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omg

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im nvr trusting him w a lance again

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we barely won that shit because miya kept feeding hanabi and she became an absolute monster in mid game

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his suyou is rlly good tho

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yummers

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lemme rant a bit about my recent matches hehe

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the kagura defeat w my trio

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was partially because a hanabi and dyrroth kept feeding

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partially because the enemy gusion was rlly good

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but mostly because that duo kept fcking feeding

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1/11/5 for hanabi

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4/8/2 for dyrroth but he couldnt fucking stick to one lane

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mf kept taking my minions yet acting as a roam

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istg

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the lesley victory was pretty normal ig the enemies were js super shit

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im talking like no emblems 1 of them afk kinda shit

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also i cldnt play kagura while he was playing suyou so thats a shame

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i kinda wanna ask him to play frederrin or freya

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sigh

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i miss angela

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i dont even consider angela my main anymore because of how little i play her

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shes way more comfortable than floryn for me though,,,

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i miss angela

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sob

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cuter1_bunnyCat_WhySob

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when i get aspirants angela,,,,

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im totally gna spam her idc abt wr

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(not)

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its rare for ppl to play tank exp or jungle

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assassin jungle is more popular

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a shame truly

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RintaroRegret

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I WANNA PLAY ANGELA AGAIN

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FAHHH

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I HAVE A PRETTY SKIN FOR HER WHY CAN'T I USE IT

brisk hornet May 29, 2026, 7:08 PM

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i kinda

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wanna kill myself

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i'm just super tired of everything i guess

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or maybe i'm just tired of people

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idk

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it's weird

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you would think after spending most of my childhood alone

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that i would be used to being ignored or something

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it still hurts im ngl

west yarrow May 30, 2026, 6:00 AM

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brisk hornet its rare for ppl to play tank exp or jungle

high rnk 5 man is common unfortunately

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 7:04 AM

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west yarrow high rnk 5 man is common unfortunately

where tf am i gna get a 5 man team

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cuter1_BearCat_Phone

west yarrow May 30, 2026, 7:05 AM

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brisk hornet where tf am i gna get a 5 man team

idk

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carousell?

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 7:05 AM

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for classic?? 😭

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idw rank up

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 8:03 AM

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holy shit I FOUND THE OLD MANHWA I USED TO READ IN SCHOOL

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ITS COMPLETED NOW??

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OMG

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IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM WTF

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wait omg basically the reason why i like this manhwa sm is because its like reverse harem each chapter is almost a standalone kinda thing which was kinda a unique format for a manhwa at that time where most of them had long continuous plotlines

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also its js kinda wholesome

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(not rlly)

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but it felt wholesome

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yummers

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plus the main character is such a cutiee

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its such a typical slop plotline i really just can't help but fall for it...?

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in a world where manhwas take themselves too seriously... this one really just played into the entire thing it's so charmingly ridiculous

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HAHHDSHFJHSDHJ EVEN THE ML TROPES ARE THE SAME

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im crine

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god i miss them

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"don't fight because of me!!" SHE DID IT SHE PULLED OUT THE LINE

#

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she's so entertaining omg

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THERES EVEN HEAT CYCLES IM CRYING GSHJGHJSHJFDSHJDDGHJ

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HAHAHHAHH

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they're so unserious

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 8:52 AM

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wow getting money really is effective at stopping suicidal thoughts

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 9:18 AM

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ok 1 section 10 chapters

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lets go!!

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 12:06 PM

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i need another hundred in my bank account.

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sigh

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ok im gna go hit up some of my exes HAHAHHAHAHA

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oh

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season 2 takes the manhwa more plot based

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damn

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thats kinda sad

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i loved the bits

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cheapos

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ugh

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 1:09 PM

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i really wonder where i got the whole thinking of its better to be dead than to be in pain from

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like where did i learn it from? did i think of it by myself?

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 1:40 PM

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everything just seems kind of pointless...?

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i don't understand why i'm even alive

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just why? for what reason?

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i don't know how to live for myself

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isn't the world overestimating my abilities a bit too much...?

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 2:21 PM

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shokupan doesn't fix my problems

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how disappointing

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mmn

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maybe a little more wouldn't hurt

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how tf is this guy online everytime i play

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is it js coincidence

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does he js log on like 1030 on the dot

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 3:14 PM

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wha shit the fcking kimmy

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why tf

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am i stressing out sm

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istg

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im not even playing a support

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fuckkkkkkk

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recall cannot recall properly

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the hell dude

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why u stressing me out liddat siaaa

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i trying to save ur LIFEEEE

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WHY U WANNA GO BACK INTO THE FIGHTTTTTTTT

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 4:36 PM

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2 hours this time

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damn

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4 zhuxin wins, 1 lesley win, 1 pharsa win, 1 kagura defeat

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not bad

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there was another angela who had the starlight skin

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im glad i didnt buy it www

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now that i cld see it in match its kinda

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eh?

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eh

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i still prefer angela's collector over her starlights

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though my favorite will always be kishin

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... that angela had 113 stars...?

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wtf

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how the hell did i end up teaming w them

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why tf are they playing in lower ranks

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oh she has the vex skin nice

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she feels like an alt

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or is it just really normal to switch accounts for different heroes...?

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 5:13 PM

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LOL boki is brutal in her ratings sometimes

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I'm glad that her smile seems to be back though

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during the time they were trying to cancel her she stopped doing her outro

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it was really sad

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like seeing someone losing their spark in realtime

brisk hornet May 30, 2026, 5:30 PM

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precious

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even though the later seasons became more serious, i'm still glad to see bits like these

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oh fuck no there's NO way their making that blue ass twink the main ml

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CMON

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IF UR GNA HAVE A REVERSE HAREM COMMIT TO IT

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RAHHHHHHHHH

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STOP IGNORING MY FAVORITE

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I WANNA GET MORE FANSERVICE FROM MY FAVORITE TOO

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PLEASEEEEEEEEE

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I KNOW THEY DON'T REALLY VIBE WELL BUT PLEASE

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WHY DOESN'T HE GET ANY SCREENTIME

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ALL OF THEM GOT THEIR SCREENTIME

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WHAT ABOUT MY FAV

#Kiri's slow descent into madness