#rues/journal
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i think i'm nearly half way through fate it's a long long list 
okay nvm i'm not even half way
i'm on apocrypha
yes one day i pray
each of these are either a whole series or like 5 episodes with each being 2 hrs long 😓
good luck soldier
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dude i was gonna actually theme this for once but im HORRIBLY indecisive 🥹
i’ve done the top part i think???
i have to fix the alignment and add more stuff anyway 😓✌️
i’m tired so uh i think this is gonna get focused on tommorow
im cryine the katrina bot that got banned was just typing
i just know that didn’t send 🥹
PLEASE IM GONNA GEEK I GOT THE SITE NAME RYUE
i love strawpage
i think im gonna keep this account as my main even though i have no orbs or decos 🥹
both of my other accounts have over 8000 orbs and 2/3 avtr decos but i really don’t care for them 😓😓
i sort of need to make more friends on here tho
i still have to reach out to ari but i feel horrible asking her to friend my new account again
she’s really understanding but that’s the issue

its okay drool you too can get orbs
eventually yes 
i just don’t know if i wanna delete my other accounts because i fear it’s like a waste to??
maybe one day you'll be able to gift decors with orbs
nd then you can gift them to your current acc
and then delete the others
maybe!!! 
that’s a cool idea eitherway
break ooff…. please don’t gut me
or do??? i dunno man…
anyway urrm i wanna unfriend her really badly but i don’t know how to 
i didn’t even want to get back in contact with her
she still had photos of me from 2023-2024 and sent them to me two days after i friended her back… 🥹
i miss how things used to be 😓 😓
sure i was immature as hell but things were actually okay
i feel like i was a lot less insufferable to be around back then
maybe i wasn’t but i’d like to think i at least was at some point
i’ve always rode the qoute “things happen, and you can’t change that but you can change how you react to them.” but i never really reacted in an okay manner to anything
as somebody who has NO vocal education sombrs cover of plastic trees was lowkey hot
outside of that i don’t know why i thought his music was so good in the past, he’s genuinely just a really hard listen 😓 😓
i’m also not aware of what he’s done although i know there was controversy on something i did not, and do not support him
eerruh!
voice cracks are just admirable imo….
tx2 just gets worse with every new release
all shade to the people who genuinely quote “i’m a fuck boy dirt bag piece of shit” like it’s tuff
HE JUST HAS HORRID MUSIC 
erruh
i dunno if this server is for me
i PROMISE this is the last leave as well as appearance in here 🥹
i’m turning 14 in like 3 months dude i have to be real b four then
i have the same personality i did last year and i’m still the same person i used to be and always will be, but i’m too emotionally detached to be present for anybody i care about
i plan on directly distancing myself for a bit to work on that tho
otherwise i’d lowkey just leave everybody one random night 🥹
i do still like distancing but it’s not with an ill intention or out of instability
i’ve just always liked being more reclusive
over explanation…..
erruh!
anyway
i don’t really want to swap accounts just to leave on every account i’m in here on, but i will when i log onto them
i think that’s all…… 🤔
bye guys i love you take care and stay safe 
also thank you to the people i’ve talked to in here, you’re awesome and i appreciate you!!!