#Kaz's new venting journal

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manic bane
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Took another

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125

serene edge
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Please no 🙏😢

manic bane
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Dw

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Ill be fine

manic bane
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Its gonna be ok

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Its not anyones fault btw

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They disappear

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They be flying then just disappear

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So i know they fake

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Not real

manic bane
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It should kick in

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I regret it now

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I dont wanna leave him

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I shouldve thought of him before i did it

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That wouldve stopped me

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Man he makes me so happy

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Im sorry for doing this

rain flame
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Don't do anything silly kaz ❤️

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STUPID CAT STOP REACTING

shy condor
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bruh

serene edge
shy condor
serene edge
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@manic bane you still with us??

shy condor
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oh well

gloomy iron
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@manic bane you’re okay right?Please let us know when you can

rain flame
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I was just speaking with her

manic bane
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Im fine

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I was sleeping

manic bane
manic bane
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I got apples

gloomy iron
manic bane
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Im apparently disabled

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Idk how

manic bane
serene edge
manic bane
manic bane
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You weren't bothering

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OMG THE CATS ARE PLAYING HAHAHAHAHHA

gloomy iron
gloomy iron
manic bane
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Idk how

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Like what

gloomy iron
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Did it say if it was a physical or mental disability or did it js say disability?

manic bane
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Like i know my stuff aint that bad

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It cant be

shy condor
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bruh

manic bane
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How am i gonna get a job when im older

manic bane
manic bane
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Ik how

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They might have jobs that i can get

gloomy iron
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Maybe it’s not,it doesn’t have to be,just because you get told you have a mental disability doesn’t mean it’s super bad or has to influence you a lot,I guess it’s just there to say you have it.Im sure you’ll manage,idk if this is the same thing but so many people with panic disorders get like business jobs and like high paying jobs I’m pretty sure,it’ll work out surely

gloomy iron
manic bane
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Hope theres jobs i can get

gloomy iron
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Easier said then done but yeah

manic bane
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Ok

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I hope i can get the job i want

gloomy iron
manic bane
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I prob can

gloomy iron
manic bane
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I gtg sorry

gloomy iron
gloomy iron
manic bane
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I FINALLY FOUND A PIC THAT DESCRIBES THE SHIT I SEE

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Im bored

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I got an idea

serene edge
manic bane
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Wahh bored

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I love this song

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"WHERES YOUR HEAD AT?"

manic bane
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Forgot to say

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They are sooo itchy

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Omfg

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I got school

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Shit

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What if i have one of those things in school

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Then ill have to tell someone

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If i do

manic bane
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It still hasent kicked in

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So fuck

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Shit im tripping

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Woah

manic bane
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I feel wide awake

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But tired at the same time

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My body is so fucking euphoric rn

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I feel great

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Im slowly becoming sleepy

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Oh well

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If it works it works

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He will just think i got my phone took away

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Prob

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Dude

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Im falling asleep when awake

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Like

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It happens for atleast a few secs

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Then im not here

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And then i come back

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I dont remember what i do in the moments

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Where im not here

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Thats why i say im not here

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Cus i dont remember

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Its like oh im here im aware

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Then the next

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Im like oh i just "woke up"

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Even tho i didnt just wake up

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I just wasnt here

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Thinking is keeping me awake

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Im so tired

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I hope he doesnt do anything to himself

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Im so confused

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I just wanna sleep

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Scared to sleep

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I just know that im tired

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Im breathing

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So im fine

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Wtf

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Im seeing scary stuff

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Omg

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Im hearing scary voices

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Its gonna be ok

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Im safe

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Holy shit**

manic bane
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Wtf

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Everythings moving

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Sleepy

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Ill be ok

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Im seeing lights

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Even tho the lights aint on

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Ill be ok

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Wtf

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Theres Bugs

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Flying around

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Ill be ok

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Oh

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My gosh

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Im doing mini sleepy

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Sleeps*

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Where i fall alseep for a sec

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Then wake back up

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I like this feeling

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Damn my pupils are small

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No

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I feeling water on myself when no water

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Im tired

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I could fall alseep

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Im tieex

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Huh

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Im just falling asleep

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Huh

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I think i need some sleep man

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Im ssleeps

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Ib needd sleep

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Im so toeed

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I gotra stop

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Falling asleep

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So much

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One hour then i can sleep

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Im fucking tired

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5 seconds eyes closed wont hurt

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That was nice

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AnywYys

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Bored

manic bane
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Maybe the camera was lying

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Boreed

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I feel nice

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The colors are so pretty

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Whatever

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I just wanna sleep man

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I feel like imma throw up

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Man i cant think of what to say

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My stomach hurts

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I feel bad

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Not nice anymore

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Im just sleepy

serene edge
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You got Spotify premium?

manic bane
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No

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Omg

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My cat was making biscuits on my ARM

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That shit hitt

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Hurt*

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I love my car

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Shes so kind

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Idk if this is real or not

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I wanna take another

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Alr med time

manic bane
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Omfg

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Its not safe for me to do that

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Lying fucking google

manic bane
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Googles a liar

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Im tired

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I feel so fucking euphoric

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Its so nice

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Expessially with the falling asleep a sec stuff

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Alr

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Whatever

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Wtf

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Im seeing more stuff that aint there

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Holy shit

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Im tired

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I wanna sleep

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Cant tho

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I wanna do my makeup

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Whatever

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I just realized

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It helped with stopping my nose from running

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No

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Im feeling bugs

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But

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Theres no bugs

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Wtf

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Imma sleep

manic bane
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Cant sleep

manic bane
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I dont wanna go to school

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Omg

manic bane
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Went to school

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Fucking shitty day

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Found out they call me the crazy girl

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I mean i can see why

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But like dont fucking call me that

rain flame
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They just don't know u well enough, they don't know how much of an a amazing person you are.

serene edge
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Yeah! Ducky is so right!

rain flame
manic bane
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Im so bored

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Im worried

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Im gonna do it again

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It makes me feel so great

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When i do it

manic bane
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Man theres something wrong with this body

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Idk why its doing this

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Everytime i stand my bodys in pain and i feel like imma faint

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Expessially my back

rain flame
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Kaz.. Pls don't do what I think your talking about

manic bane
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And my bowels

manic bane
rain flame
manic bane
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And my stomach cus why is it so slow

rain flame
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Have u eaten and drank today?

manic bane
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Yes its been going on for years now

rain flame
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Ah okay

manic bane
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Like my fucking stomach will keep things in it for days

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Like something from 4 days ago was in it

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When i

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Threw up

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But thats the point

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Why is it doing that why is it so slow

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Is that why im not hungry

manic bane
rain flame
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Have u seen a Dr about your stomach?

manic bane
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Meh i go to the doctor in a few days anyways so

manic bane
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Its prob just anxiety

rain flame
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If it gets much worse I'd probably suggest seeing them

manic bane
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Yea

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And then my parents set up a appointment bc im cold in 90°F weather

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Im pale white

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And

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My eyes look sunken in

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Like dide

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Dude*

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Thats normal

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They just dont get it

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Its normal

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Nevermind

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Im probably wrong for all of that

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"i need to get some more sunlight"

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Its just anxiety

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They just worry too much

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I was just being silly

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Silly

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I was overthinking too much

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Nothings wrong

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Im just fine man

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Im just fine

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Im just fine

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Nothings wrong with me?

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And

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I got barfalamew

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MEW

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MEWWWW

manic bane
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I hope no one does that stupid shit they pulled last year

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I never want that to happen again

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Never

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IM JUST FINE!

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HAHA

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JUST FINE

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FUCK THIS SHIT NJJJSJJDJJSJSJMSJSJS I WANNA PUNCH THE FUCKING WALL THEY MAKE ME SO FUCKING MAD

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I want to hit the wall over and over and over

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BREATHING IS NOT MAGICALLY GONNA FUCKING HELP MY ANXIETY

manic bane
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Stop trying to scare me person in irl

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TODAY WAS FUCKING SHIT

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FUCK THIS

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GOTTA PLAY IT ALL FINE AND ACT LIKE EVERYHINGS FINE AND IM ALL HAPPY

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WHEN IM NOT HAPPY

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EVERYHINGS NOT FINE

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IM FUCKING NOT FINE

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IM PISSED OFF

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SO PISSED OFF

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I JUST WANT MY LIFE TO GET BETTER

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I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO GET BETTER

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PLEASE GET BETTER

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JUST GET BETTER

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BEFORE I CRASH OUT

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Just get better

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Just get better life

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Get this feeling away

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I dont want this feeling anymore

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I hate this episode WAIT WHAT ANOTHER FUCKING EPISODE OF THIS SHIT

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I hate these episodes

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I HATE THEM

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I WANT THEM GONE

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I HATE THIS FEELING AND WEIGHT I HAVE WHEN I HAVE THEM

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LIKE GO AWAY

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I DONT LIKE THIS FEELING

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ITS HORRIBLE

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Its a miserable feeling

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A horrible feeling

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A i hate feeling

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I hate this feeling

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I want it to GO AWAY

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I want people in school to LEAVE ME ALONE

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AND STOP BULLYING ME

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ALL THESE STUPID NICKNAMES

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IM NOT STUPID

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IM NOT UGLY

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I MAY BE WEIRD

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BUT THAT HAS NO REASON FOR YOU TO CALL ME A CRAZY FREAK

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IM NOT A FREAK

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IM A NORMAL PERSON

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I ACT NORMAL

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LIKE THE TEACHER WANTS THEM TO ACT

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I ACT GOOD

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THEY ACT BAD

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I ACT HOW THE TEACHER WANTS ME TOO

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THEY DONT

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AND THEY CALL ME THE "CRAZY KID"

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IS IT CUS I HAVE MENTAL BREAKDOWNS A LOT?

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Is it cus that one meltdown

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THAT MELTDOWN WAS CUS YALL WERE BULLYING ME

manic bane
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SO STOP

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STOP BULLYING ME

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I WANTED TO FUCKING BEAT THEM UP SO BAD TODAY WHEN I FOUND OUT THEY WERE CALLING ME THE FUCKING WEIRD CRAZY KID BEHIND MY BACK

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I WANTED TO SCREAM

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BUT I DIDNT WANNA DEAL WIH CONSEQUENCES

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I want them to stop bullying me

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And spreading false rumors

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I want my life to get better

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Not worse

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I want everything to get better

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I dont want irl people to know about what i have/do on my phone

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I want that to be 2 separate things

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No one irl knows anything about me online or what i do online

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And no one online knows me irl

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Etc

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2 whole separate things

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No one knows irl about online

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And no one online knows about irl

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2 separate things

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I just want my life to get better

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Not worse

serene edge
manic bane
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Omg

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I feel sick

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Had a binge

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But the tiramisu was sooo good

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So i just had too

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I miss him

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Only if he didnt leave this earth

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Only if he wasnt gone

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He would be the best cousin

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Still is

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I just fucking miss him

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I dont want anyone to leave me

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Anymore

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Omfg

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Will they stop calling my name and coming in my room

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I wanna be alone rn

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Man

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Alr one more wont hurt

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Alr

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That was more than one

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I hope i dont die

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I just want the euphoria

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And how great i feel

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When i do it

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I hope i don't die

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I forgot

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NO

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WTF

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I didnt mean to take that many

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6

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150

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Ill be fine

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I wont die

manic bane
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Ill be ok

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Ill just be extra tired

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But ill be fine

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Omg what have i became

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From a little traumatized kid

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To this

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Young me wouldnt like who i am today

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And im sorry for who i am

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Today

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But

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I dont wanna change

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To be honest

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I dont wanna get better

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I wanna get worse

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I wanna die

manic bane
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Idk

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I got a doctors appointment soon..

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So

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Uhm

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If i be honest

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To him

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I might get involuntary admitted

manic bane
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Cant believe

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I wonder how im alive

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Im tired

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I dont remember last night

manic bane
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That was a good deep sleep

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Im not tired after waking up

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Lets go

manic bane
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Bc i am hearing and seeing things

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I might hurt myself

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Severally

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Etc

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It will be ok

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I just gotta tell myself it wont happen

rain flame
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It'll be OK kaz

manic bane
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I look fucking cool

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I love my style

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Got the eyeliner on

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The eyeshadow

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The makeup

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Got the hair

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Gor the hair color

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Got the clothes

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I look cool

rain flame
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Oooo fancy

manic bane
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Ok so

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I told the doc about how much benadryl im taking, he says thats a od, dude its not, i feel fine

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He wants me to go to my psychiatrist

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Bruh

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Like whats he gonna do?

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All he gonna do is send me back to the mental hospital

manic bane
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Man i love this music

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I DONT WANNA BE I DONT WANNA BE ME ANYMOREE

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OH I LOVE THIS SONGG

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I look cool

rain flame
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Ur always cool kaz

manic bane
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Ty

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You too

rain flame
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Nuh uh ur cooler

manic bane
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Ty

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So i had a monster, and a lot of tiramisu

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It aint giving me no energy

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It giving me the sleepiness

rain flame
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Some people just don't react the same to caffeine I guess

rain flame
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Ly /p

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I'm so proud of u

manic bane
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So

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Hanging out with my brother

manic bane
manic bane
manic bane
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I dont wanna go to school tomorrow

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I have to go tho

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Sadly have too

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I hate 3rd, 4th period

rain flame
manic bane
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What you mean?*

rain flame
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Like subjects

manic bane
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math, pe

rain flame
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Valid subjects to hate

manic bane
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I fucking hate math, i dont even know multiplication and the other one where its like subtraction

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All bc my mind decided to forget and not understand

rain flame
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I always hated maths but not as much as I hated English

manic bane
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LOLL

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English sucks too

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Atleast i got a D

rain flame
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Tho I never did pe cos I hated physical contact with Everyone

manic bane
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Oof

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They make you touch eachother?

rain flame
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I mean lkke rugby and football

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Like*

manic bane
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Ohh

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Ok

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I wanna take these bandages off

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Cant wait till they heal

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They look weird tho

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But they healing

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And thats what matters

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I might do it again

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I dont wanna go back to the mental ward tho

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That place sucks

rain flame
manic bane
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LOL

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No

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I got something else i can do

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I love music

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RAH

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HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

rain flame
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OK good

rain flame
manic bane
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Yeah

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Like stop giving me a roommate when all of them ask to get a new roommate cus they scared of me

rain flame
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Lol u ain't scary

manic bane
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Ikr

rain flame
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Ur the sweetest person ever

manic bane
#

Ty

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You are too

manic bane
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When im not scary

rain flame
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How does that make you scary?

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It doesn't

manic bane
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Anyway

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Tomorrow

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If someone wanna talk shit about me

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Im telling the teacher

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Or im gonna beat them up

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But that has consequences

rain flame
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Yea try not to do that

manic bane
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So imma just tell someone

rain flame
manic bane
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Or start hitting the wall

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Thats a better idea

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Lets the anger go away

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And doesnt get anyone hurt

rain flame
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Ull hurt yourself pls don't

manic bane
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Dw i prob wont

rain flame
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Good

manic bane
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Man

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I hope he/she doesnt do anything bad to themselves

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Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehhehe guess what

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MAN

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THIS PERSON ON GOOGLE

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GAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

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I LOOK LIKE HIM

manic bane
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And the person on google is so beautiful

rain flame
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Lol what u on about

manic bane
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Ok so

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Ill dm

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IM SO BORED

manic bane
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AND

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IM BORED

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Wtf

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Someone says they have screenshots of me saying i miss them

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Wtf

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I never said that

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Im fucking worried now

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Im scared now

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Who would do that

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I never said i missed them

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Ive moved on

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Who would do that

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Who would edit screenshots and do that

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I never fucking did that

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How do i prove it

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Idfk

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Idfk how

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I just had a whole rant of how i love adam

manic bane
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I fucking swear

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How do i prove myself in this situation

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Idk

manic bane
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I was talking about my cousin

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I even said it was my cousin

manic bane
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This was about someone else not him

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Them* not him

manic bane
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I never said anything about missing

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I only talked about missing my cousin

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Thats it

manic bane
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Ive fucking moved on now

manic bane
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About to be 8 days ago

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And in between that time period

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Ive moved on from them

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Ive moved on

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And now ive moved on

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Im trying to get prove and idk why

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Idfk why

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Oh wait

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Ik why

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Bc i dont want adam to break up with me

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I fucking love adam

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I don't want anyone else

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Ive moved on from my ex

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Im done

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Im fucking done

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Im done with irl shit

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The irl shit is people finding out about the fujcking sh

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Like stop finding out i sh

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And his

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This*

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But this is online shit

manic bane
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So i have to prove that ive moved on

manic bane
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I dont wanna lose my adam

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I love him so much

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I got to prove that ive moved on

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I got to prove those screenshots are old

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I got to prove i only have feelings for adam

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No one else

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I dont wanna lose adam bc something i said before we started dating

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I hope he doesn't break up with me bc this

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I dont miss my ex

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How can i prove that

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Idk

manic bane
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The point is

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I moved on i dont miss my ex and i only have feelings for adam (who im dating)

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I wanna kms

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I cant for adam

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I dont wanna leave him

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I hope i dont wake up

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I hate this shit

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I just hope ill be ok

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I cant do this shit anymore

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140

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160

serene edge
manic bane
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Stupid ass day

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Im taking more

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Stupid ass od

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Im tired of this shit

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Hopefully this time

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This bitchy ass day

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Now i got school

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I dont wanna go

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Whatever tho

serene edge
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@manic bane ya still around?

rain flame
serene edge
native nexus
serene edge
native nexus
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If I lose her

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Well

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It ain't gonna be very clean

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She's a very nice friend

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And a really cool person

serene edge
native nexus
native nexus
serene edge
native nexus
serene edge
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I got you

native nexus
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Thx

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Last time she disappeared

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I legit almost had a panic attack

serene edge
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Get some good sleep

rain flame
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Kaz pls tell me ur okay, I can't loose you your one of my best friends...

native nexus
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she might be in the psych ward

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idk

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i remember once she told me if she ever went slient

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she's probably in the psych ward

serene edge
native nexus
serene edge
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I really hope she's oksadness

native nexus
serene edge
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I've had my cry.

native nexus
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Maybe she forgot her password

serene edge
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Maybe?

serene edge
manic bane
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Im out the psych ward

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YAYYYYY

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Uhm

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So some random number texted me stop

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Im scared

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Man i think ik who it was

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But how they find my number

manic bane
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Nvm

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Prob a scam

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Anyways

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I got sent to seclusion with the restraint chair bc i was harming myself non stop and then i tried to run and escape

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That was once

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Im glad im alive

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Im fucking better now

manic bane
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Nah

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One thing ruins how im better

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Shit man

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Im having those thoughts again

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Shit

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The things i could say

serene edge
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@native nexus

manic bane
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Just

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I wanna do it so bad

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All cus someone told me they hate me

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And idk why

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They called me a slur

manic bane
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I feel better now

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Im homee

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Kittys Happy to see me

native nexus
manic bane
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Hehehehehhe

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I feel better

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Just scared

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Like always when im at home

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Thats why i wanna go to school

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Why i want a job

rain flame
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KITTYYYYY

manic bane
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KITTAYY

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Im Happy

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Not scared

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Not at Home

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Doing good now

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Still have the "bad thoughts"

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But im doing good

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Today's a weird day

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Fucking autocorrect

manic bane
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Omg

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At home again

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Scared

manic bane
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Its whatever

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Gotta wait till night when i get my hhehehhehehh

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Goofiness

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If i wake up at 4am like every fucking night imma be pissed off

manic bane
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Hanging out w/ lil brother

manic bane
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Im gonna be ok

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I switched again

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I dont recognize this one

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Its a new one

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Idk who i am

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Imma name it jasey

manic bane
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It is freezing cold

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Even under a THICK BLANKET

rain flame
manic bane
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I need a break from this phone

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From discord, tiktok

lapis geyser
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whats si?

serene edge
lapis geyser
serene edge
lapis geyser
marble jay
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Where I come from si means survival instinct

serene edge
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No idea now...

manic bane
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Si means || suicidal ideation||

manic bane
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I wanna cut so fucking bad

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I relapsed a few days ago

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I did fascia on thigh

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I wanna do it on arm this time

manic bane
#

No more blades

serene edge
manic bane
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Cant do shit now

manic bane
#

I hate myself

manic bane
#

Idgaf anymore

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I love it

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I love sh

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I hate when other people do it cus they deserve better

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I deserve it tho

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I love it

serene edge
manic bane
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Its not deep enough

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Why do i feel like its not deep enough

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Bc how it looks

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So basically

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A year ago

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I did a diff cut

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And now this cut

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Is the same wide of that scar

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And that scar was only a baby beans

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But this cut is a fascia

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SO WHATS THE DEAL BODY

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WHY WONT YOU MAKE IT DEEEP ENOUGH

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WHY ISINT IT WIDER

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I want it wider

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The ones on my arms were wider

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Wtf

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I want to do it so bad

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I need a sharp one

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I love it

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I hope he doesnt see this

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I dont want him to know

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I had to tell him about the cut

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Cus i couldnt keep it in

serene edge
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It's for the best, Kaz 🫂

manic bane
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Found glass

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Dull as fuck

serene edge
manic bane
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It was dull as fuck

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Didnt do shit

serene edge
manic bane
#

i need my damn blades back

manic bane
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Bored

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Did it on my arm so its noticable

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Its whatever

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Who did the crying emoji

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I understand tho

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It can be funny

serene edge
manic bane
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Ok

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Anyways

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Im part German

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Just found that out a few days ago

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I want my blade back

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But it got threw away

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I got an idea

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Alr i needa go back to my discord break after that vent

native nexus
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Cus u truly do

manic bane
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Found blades

manic bane
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I wanna sh so bad

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But oh well

serene edge
manic bane
#

It'll pass soon

serene edge
manic bane
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Might do it but its ok

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I love hitting veins idk why

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Its just the blood it makes me so calm

serene edge
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Nooooo I've only hit a vein once but it's enough to know that it's the worst thing to do.

manic bane
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I love the calm

serene edge
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And you better not be doing anything as deep as the ones on your X

manic bane
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Dont do it again pls

manic bane
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If your talking about the posts i deleted then yes i am but dw its gonna be ok

serene edge
manic bane
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Dw

manic bane
serene edge
manic bane
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Its fine

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Aint like im gonna do it

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Unless it gets real bad

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Unless the voices get real bad

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They aint that had rn

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Im not gonna do it

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For now

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I need help but help dont work

serene edge
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Throw them out

manic bane
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Hey sush

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Why

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I cant do that

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Its too much

serene edge
manic bane
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I love them too much

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Im sorry

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You better not call no cops

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On me

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Pls dont

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Im fine

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Heheh

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Im smiling

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Im fine

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Im not fine but its ok

serene edge
manic bane
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I gtg back to break from discord now

serene edge
#

Forgot about that...

manic bane
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DONT DO IT

serene edge
manic bane
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I'LL GET HELP

serene edge
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Or give them to your parents.

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Trust me.

manic bane
serene edge
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Your strong now. It will save you a lot of hurt later

manic bane
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THAT THAT THAT

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JUST DONT CALL COPS

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I DONT NEED THAT

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Wait you cant

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You dont know anything about me

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Hehehehehe

serene edge
manic bane
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But i will give them my blades

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So dw

manic bane
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Dont hunt me down

serene edge
manic bane
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Pls

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Ok i have

serene edge
serene edge
manic bane
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Yes i promise

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Just dont hunt me down

serene edge
manic bane
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Ok

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You too

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Awh man

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I loved them blades

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But then i had to give em away

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Hahshahdhshdjdjdjjdjdjnj

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Ooh a cat bot

manic bane
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Whyyyy

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Not i cant do shit again

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Now*

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Cus there aint nothing in this house i can do anything with

serene edge
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Thats good for you tho.

manic bane
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Bored

manic bane
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I finally got more makeup

manic bane
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Ill never sh again

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Yay

serene edge
manic bane
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Ik im a bad person

serene edge
tepid fossil
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I miss her so much...