#airhead's journal

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doors gone bed gone

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a fucking giant hole under my house

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and then they started taking from my chests

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one of them gets banned so i'm like "okay, now i can play the game in peace"

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i go mining get some diamonds

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put them in my chest then dont return for maybe another week

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i come back and some of my chests have been shuffled

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and all my diamonds are gone

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and now people are building all around my base

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pissing me the fuck off

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i wanted to have a nice little remote area but now i dont even wanna play anymore

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the worst part is they know who has been tampering with my shit but wont tell me who

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but can you not wall off my entire base and make it feel so claustrophobic?

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if it were me i wouldnt even touch near someones base

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omg thats literally terrible wtf :/

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ppl got no manners nowadays who does that

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you tell em kiwi

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obliterate anyone who dares to think of putting a block near my house

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guh

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thats why i dont make bases and i bomb most of them

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i just live my life and if someone intrudes that peace i suffer

uneven cradle
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need to go back to dumping edits here

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for my personal entertainment

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BITCHES BE CRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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sup guys

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no fucking way i leveld up from that

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bro rlly said WE lost

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uneven cradle
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yes

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me naming 5 productive things i've done in the last 3 years

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we're a busy bunch....

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bless your heart

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well i got into college i uhhhh

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i got 2 people birthday gifts for the first time even though neither of them talk to me now

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i uhhhhhhhhh made banana bread Yummers

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and i met some close friends here!!

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no 5th

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peakest fate opening evere

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aside from the fate zero op

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basically just finished what u would call the 3rd season of fate

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it was mostly filler at the end but loved it anyway

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love the characters love the servants love the fights

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the fights are shockingly good quality for a 2014 show

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its so peak

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i will be mad

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very veyr

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yay

uneven cradle
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i need to do something with my hair

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like i need to ask ppl with long hair

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for like product reccomenadtions

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im gonna get some sea salt spray soon

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cs i think i need it

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and some conditioner

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I hate how when I feel left out I resort to acting like an attention wh*re

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I will just send random shite just so I'm not left behind

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.

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as much as I want to be like I can't do this I cant do that

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I want to he someone who just keeps going

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I'm a huge screw up but I really am gonna continue

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and I won't be taking anyone down with me

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I made curry today ok?

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yessirrr

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I love frying onions

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sigh

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i just got home from like a 9 hour day

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should i be happy orrr

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i dont know

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maybe i'm just burnt out so idk what to feel

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i feel so drained

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fuck off

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just fuck the fuck off

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sorry

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u broke my lil heart airhead

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u should be ashamed !

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sigh

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like i have to mentally prepare myself to be at college so long

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and physically

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bc im sat down doing nothing from like 11 till 2:45

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omg thats terrible 😭

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lots of love for u

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sometimes i forget people genuinely struggle with gambling like an addiction

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prolly the worst addiction to get

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hey.

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im gonna take this personally

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what

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😟

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she's so gorgeous

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i love slavic girls

uneven cradle
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yes

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airhead im getting scared now

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DONT COME CLOSE

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TO ME

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huh

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AHHHH

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im very scared

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hellooo hellooo julietttttttt

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genuinely shatter my fucking eardrums

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i love shoegaze

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this music melts my heart

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i'm not even exaggerating i would block you if you said you think shoegaze sucks

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so i wont

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be positive

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ok........

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im scaredAHH sorry

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huh

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ooo

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it does actually

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shutuoshutupabutupshutup

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JUST SHUT UPPPPPP

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OH MY GOOOOOD

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first day of my 2 week break

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and i've js ran out of things i wanna do

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or make more food

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or go gamble

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or

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uh

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idk

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oh to be a hopeful human being

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doesnt help w my classmates sometimes

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my teachers tell me when i do something wrong but my classmates sometimes straight up make fun of me for it

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sorry i messed up something i dont know how to do

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lalalalala

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i keep falling asleep whilst texting my friend

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yay

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i just finished heavens feel

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technically season 4 of fate

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i think i prefer the last 2 but

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it was good

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sometimes i feel like a sleeping husk that can only be awoken by music

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some of this fucking music genuinely gives me goosebumps its so good

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i genuyinely dont know what to do all week

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on wwm im tryna kill this one boss

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im on at least attempt 200 by now

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everywhere else i have no motivation

uneven cradle
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what

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so like

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cuz im talking u feel energetic right?

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and likeu feel like beating the boss now

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am i correct?

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I would if I haven't been in bed for an hr

uneven cradle
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so ass at the game but it takes me 300 tries to realise i should js stop

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what is zapcap ai

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ohhhh

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thank god i thought u put the song through a ai program 😭

uneven cradle
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clankers

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Not nice

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my room my rules

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evil feind

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wait wrong reaction

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CUTEEEEEE

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OMGGGGGG

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AWWWWWW

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LITTLE BABYYYYYYYY

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uneven cradle
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yes thank u cat bot that was very needed

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thank you cat bot

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ohhhhh

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silly blep proglet

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i thought u were a guy LOL

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wow

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what a sentence

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oh

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i am

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wow

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what

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WHAT

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hello

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H HUH

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HUH???????

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😭 😭 😭

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jelly

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its okay

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i thought u were a gal because of ur pfp,,,

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i just love girls

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real

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i love girls too

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shout out to girls

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frfr

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what the fuck he cant say that

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slowly playing wwm less ugh

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ima play jwe2

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gosh i miss just being able to yap and yap here

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damn bruh

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classmates went out without me

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maybe they js talk to me in the server cuz i make them laugh

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nothing to tlak ab sadness

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that was a lie btw they never talk to me

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the only interaction i get is when i join a vc with them willingly or see one of them at the train station

proper rapids
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Time to get new friends?

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never really were my friends anyway

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js classmates

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its just like that

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you think you're friends but then you realise none of u guys are close outside school

proper rapids
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like coworkers huh

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its ok airhead

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u can always find friends outside of school

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quite literally coworkers

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conveniently enough

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im going out to town w my friend on wednesday

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:O

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and we'rew also going on holiday in june

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with 2 other friends Yummers

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woahhhh

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damn yall must be close close

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to go vacationing tgt

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he lives a town away and one of my other friends lives in latvia

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:O

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i hope u have funnn

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yes ofc

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yuji cosplayer beat up a pedophile

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cannot make this up

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it happened at a comic con somehwere in singapore i think it was

uneven cradle
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bc the law won't let you just beat up pdfs

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they get treated like human beings sadly

proper rapids
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dude he got charged w like

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public nuisance or smt

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im so glad

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keeping sg safe because our govt is shit

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wait no im not glad he got charged but like im glad he took one for the team lowk

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good shite

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feeling tiredddd

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didnt even eat cereal today

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very good

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killed his bitchass

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YAYYYYY WOAHHHH

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highkey aura but he's a BITCH to kill

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gonna get my hair trimmed

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guys p[lease PRAY for me that they take contactless payment

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Bless 🙏

uneven cradle
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i don't have anything against people but seeing how many ppl are just meeting from huddle and getting into a relationship is getting sick to watch

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it's a mh server not a dating server

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just please for me keep your relationships in your dms

uneven cradle
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i know at least like 6 different people that fit in that bracked from the server

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I do not say anything about relationship in the server pls know that 🙏

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supposed to be playing vrchat with some ppl today bc they said we should later

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atp im just waiting

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and waiting

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boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored

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boredboredbored

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not even bored i js

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dont have the energy

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started fate apocrypha finally

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first epiode starts strong

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going out w my friend today

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I bet he's gonna be getting on the exact train carriage that'll stop in front of me

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Woohoo

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fucking hate it

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but yay day out was good

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friend got me a figure of beam from csm

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so tired

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me whjen ppl keep their relationships to themselves SteamHappy

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me when people.... don't...

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i don't i js

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dont have the energy to talk

uneven cradle
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no energy left in me

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cool vinyl

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im in this one server of a close friend and some ppl are just annoying me a bit

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this one dude vented to me a few times and admitted to liking me whilst also joking to me about other random shite

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it feels too mixed for me i dont know

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at the same time they joke a bit too much

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sometimes even making me feel left out

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or just pissing me off

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and then not even realising

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i would leave the server but i'll js feel like im attention seeking or something

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like when u leave and say nothing to bait people into messaging you

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another down

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its only attention seeking if u leave the server to have ppl msg u

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and even then attention seeking isnt inherently bad

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if theres ppl making u uncomfortable

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thats enough reason to leave

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dreamcore mentioned

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like you know when someone says something to you, then you ask them a question, and instead of answering like a normal person they just say "what..." or "what" as if what you're saying makes no sense

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then u js say what back and it goes back and forth and it just pisses you off bc you just wanted to ask a question

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fucking pisses me off that the one time i decide to socialise w someone they waste it

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big ass guy

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after that fconvo i sent they js said " 🥹 "

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oh i straight up beat the game

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yay!!!

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now for the dlc

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long ass credits dudee its still going

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so pretty

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a few months ago I joined a server that a friend invited me to

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there was this one guy called Harry who js talked to me a lot or at least whenever I was online

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I randomly left the server and it took him months to even realise and asked me to join back

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he said he missed me and shite but like

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that's the first time I haven't really cared much

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like the fact that someone still even knows me

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bitchass trex

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i fucking ahte this stupid trend

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genuinely the

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WORST TREND EVER MADE

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i just cleared alot of shite from my pc

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went from 90gb to 130gb

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sweeeet

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i will get you saber.

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lowk just be getting ignored now in chat

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WHAT

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WHO'S IGNORING U

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WHICH CHAT R U IN HOLD ON

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its not anyone particular its just like sometimes i just say something but chats too fast for me

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even thoughj there definitely are people who i don't like

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obviously dont treat em any differently tho

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WHO DID THIS TO YOU

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hokai star rail

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excellent

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if i get spoiled for something i'm watching again then i might just like stop using the internet forever

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holy moly i'm a celebrity!!

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i'm like #1 on the most played game on medal rn

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how it feels to be unironically the most active mod but also the worst one

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WHAT

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YOURE NOT THE WORST

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you do a really good job :( it's okay to hesitate sometimes or to make mistakes, everybody makes a lot of mistakes i know I've made TONS

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it doesnt make you a bad mod i pinky promise!! you aren't a robot sometimes you might hesitate and that's totally okay youre human

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I think youre doing really good Airhead last night when I came online I was scrolling through and saw how much you've been doing lately and I was like "wow hes doing really good hes goated"

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thank u twin Yummers I don't have the energy rn to make a proper response but I'm thankful

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my bsf hasn't really talked much today

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probably stressed abt exams

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it's another one of those days where I just feel really dried out

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or moody

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im only now leaving for college

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😓

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it starts at 2:45 so i need to be there at 2:20 so i can get dressed

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jeanne is so gorg

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I've been wanting to stay up late to talk with my bsf she fell asleep I think

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sighh

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now I need to like grind hsr because saber might leave soon

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the last episode of the boys came out

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like. period

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that's it

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i will get you one day.

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i am fucking DETERMINED

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DONT EVEN JOKE LAD

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I DID IT

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hi

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blahja tell me you're proud

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im proud

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very

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thank

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been grinding the living hell out of honkai its time to take a bit of a break

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apocrypha done

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i genuinely felt tears forming

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from the last few episodes

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dont have the motivation to do well

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anything now really

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i've noticed that when i do even a small vent i cant even look at myself typing

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it's like when you cringe at something

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today i watched grand order

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the epilogue and the first order Yummers

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i need it like rn dude

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I think i would like to disappear for a bit

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maybe just half an hour

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Beautiful cat with homophboia 🩵💚

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ITS LIKE I BLINKED AND YOU'RE GONEEEEEEEEEEEE

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IT'S NOT THE SAME PLACE WITHOUT YOU

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some ppl i just hate dude

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some ppl i just cant stand

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sweeeet

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i honestly feel like shit

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thats just ruined my day

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could have just kept quiet but

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had to make me feel insecure

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i think im gonna just vent to it abt my friend later

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she prolly just got home and it would be a weird time to talk about it

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going to theme park today

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with my cousin and my family

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my feet hut

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my head is so hot

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so i've had thursday last week up until now off college

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and only the last day before college do i feel like playing everything on my pc

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shi majestic

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sweeeet

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i just took out the trash and saw a black cat

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and i held out my hand and he came running over to me

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I've started to notice that in some people the nicer ones are struggling more deep down

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i genuinely fucking cant

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i hate sm right now

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my bsf asked me like 3 days ago "hey wanna play together" and i said sure

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1 day passed i sent her a gif

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day 2 passes another gif

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day 3 another gif

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what does she do

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just send one back

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not even a fucking "oh yeah let's play now"

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and when i mention it she says "you never texted me"

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i genuinle ywanna just put a HOLE in my wall

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if i say too much i'll feel guilty if i don't say enough i just get pissed off

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yesterday was js as bad

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i wanted to play, friend cancelled plans, didnt want to play, had other friends begging me to play

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my chest hurts

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jronal

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like ive had nothing but shit from her and now im js being asked for help with stuff

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i'm a firm believer of a friend who only talks to you when they need something from you isn't your friend