#gganbu journal

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safe saddle
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haha

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:)

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i wish i got married one day

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and had a beautiful life

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but i cant

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i dont deserve it

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im such a horrible person arent i

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thats why everyone treated me like shit

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right

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:)

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i know everyone who reads my journal hates me

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im loser

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i was born in a fucked up body

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:)

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if i die would u be happy

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im so pathetic

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:)

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would u laugh at me if im dead

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known as the loser

safe saddle
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i got reminded again :)

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everything triggers me to make me wanna cry

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after i had a job interview today i wanted to cry

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i got reminded of how other people can get jobs but i cant

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tf

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did some cunt type in my journal

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whatever

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u can laugh at me

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while i talk abt how fucked up i am

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its sad

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knowing i wont be happy

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fuck off

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honestly fuck off

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bitch come say it to my face

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i unblocked u

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come fag

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i dare u dm me

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ill chat the most shit abt u

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fucking cunt

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anyways

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its sad knowing i wont be happy

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my life is so fucked up

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ik it is

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u dont need to tell me

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bitch dm me

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come

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fag

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come i dare u

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dm me

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rn

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dm me

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fucking fag

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dm me

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DM ME

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RETARDED BITCH

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im a clown

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🤡🤡

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when i walk down the street i bet people look at me as a loser and not normal

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i hide my pain so much

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and let it all out at home

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if i had one wish it would be to die

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i never wanna live

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people laugh at my journal :)

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someone told me their friend laughs at me

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:)

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i knew it

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i knew it ppl would laugh at me

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SEE AM I EVER WRONG

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IM NEVER WRONG

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PPL THINK IM A CLOWN

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🤡

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see everyone thinks im pathetic

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dont lie to me and try support me u all

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ik u all hate me so badly

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and that im helpless

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i dont mind if u hate me

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just pls dont talk to me

safe saddle
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FUCK SAKE

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FINALLY BACK

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I GOT LOCKED IN A CAGE IN MUTE CORNER

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UGH I MISSED MY JOURNAL

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its so meaningless to others but to me its everything

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Sophia is rlly nice to me for some reason 🥲

safe saddle
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pomni

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also if ur reading my journal go watch the video in my discord profile its funny trust me

safe saddle
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ive had enough of this bullshit

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no one fuckinh likes me

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even in this fuckinh server wherr ppl are meant to be more understanding

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fuck u

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i hate myself

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fuckin no one likes me

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i try to be fucking funny

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fuckin ppll piss me off

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i wont mention names but u kniw who u are

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u judgmental schmuck

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fuck u

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ur presence is bullshit in this server

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i see what u write

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then u talk to me like im fucking. aggresive

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honestly fuck u

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inwould say so much shit rn

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u fuckin loser

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piece of shit useless

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more useless than me

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ppl like u make me sick

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next time u try chat shit to me ill ask u to hop in a vc and tell me to me

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u scared fucker

broken gate
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hey

broken gate
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🙂 im trying to reach you since last year, sorry for leaving those times. Would you please talk again? And i hope you're having a better life now

nocturne vapor