Mels.... Journal? Maybeee!!! | The Therapy Center | Page 3

warm imp Jan 27, 2026, 8:39 AM

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MEEE!!!!

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guess who my fav is

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Pretty easy

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Based on all my other favs

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It's so obvious Zanka

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Genuinely

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Love at first sight

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Because I got a new favorite

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Imma tell you basically all of them

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If I don't fall asleep rn that is

warm imp Jan 27, 2026, 9:03 AM

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Zanka Nijiku (Gachiakuta)
Kazemaru (InaZuma Eleven)
Mizi, Sua, Ivan (Alien Stage)
Oikawa (Haikyuu)
Reki (SK8)
Hikaru (TSHD)
Reo and Aryu (BlueLock)
Asuka, Kaworu, Rei (Evangelion)
Kon/Conner Kent, bart allen (DC)
Akira (Devilman crybaby)
Wreck (To be hero X)
Kyoko (Danganronpa)
Haruhi (Ouran host club)
Franbow and Mr midnight (franbow)
Mydei and Luocha (Honkai star rail)
Yosano and Atsushi (BSD)
Briar, Maddie, Kitty+ (Everafter high)
Aurora (Sleeping beauty)
Sayori and Natsuki (DDLC)
Augustine (Coldfront)
Saiko and Nendou (Saiki K)
Lain (Serial Experiment Lain)
L and Rem (Death Note)
Raggedy Ann and Andy
Garfield
Pusheen

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All I can think of rn

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I'm tired so I'mma head off to bed

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Hopefully my mommy let's me stay home for school

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Or else I'm SO getting beat up

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Actually

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Before I go

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I'mma rant on the fact I truly wish I was a boy

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Only reason I like being a girl is because it's not seen as that weird to be this much of a nerd about stuff I like

warm imp Jan 27, 2026, 9:46 AM

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I genuinely suck at art so much

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I feel like crying

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Been doing it for years

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And I haven't approved in even the slightest bit

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I feel so sick

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Just take me out already

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Nothings worth it anymore

warm imp Jan 28, 2026, 3:20 AM

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One of the smallest thing I was insecure about

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Was my name

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Specifically my last name

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The reason why is because I don't share any of my family members last name

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Only my dad

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So yeah

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There's a name my family has

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That everyone got

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Like my sister mom brother aunt uncle grandma

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And more all share

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But sadly I didn't get it

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Which I hated

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Reason why I was sad about it

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Was because nobody would know I was apart of the family based on my name

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That's why I was so sad

neat tundra Jan 30, 2026, 1:47 PM

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I think u got a cute name

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and it reminds me of the word "melody"

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AND

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you like music

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so

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heh

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its meant for yew

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rooSmush

warm imp Jan 30, 2026, 11:50 PM

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neat tundra and it reminds me of the word "melody"

Think of the word Melody as in “thats a beautiful melody” from among the sleep which is such a sad game

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lil music box

warm imp Feb 12, 2026, 7:24 AM

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Okay

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Im seeing a pattern

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Im connecting the dots

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Think I got a type for blond hair

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And horrible personality

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Baby

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This genuinely isnt funny

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I needa stop being a fat chud

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All I do is sleep, eat, shower, and go0n all day at any chance I get

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My days are just repeating

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But I cant leave my comfort zone

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Sooo I guess this will do

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Imma make a graph of all my fave characters

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HamsterStare

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And also

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I’m genuinely such a nerd

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Not even the good smart kind either

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Im so cringe its insane

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Wait

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Im so scared

warm imp Feb 21, 2026, 3:29 AM

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Okay

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So

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I had so much platonic love

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I don't need romance

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That's it

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I figured it all out

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Holy moly

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Why do I know myself so well

warm imp Feb 21, 2026, 6:35 AM

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Bro I shower when I want to idc

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At least I shower regularly

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🥹✌️

warm imp Feb 23, 2026, 11:41 AM

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I'm such a disgustingly jealous person it's insane

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There's not one thing I don't envy someone else for

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little Ellie reminded me that the game adopt me existed

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So I decided to play it again

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Cus every few months I get reminded the game exist

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And everytime I play a game

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My big sister joins

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And for some odd reason

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God blessed her with the most insane luck

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Overall

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I'm dramatic and a overly jealous person

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But that's just who I am

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I can never change that fact

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I'm very immature

warm imp Feb 24, 2026, 10:36 AM

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One insecurity

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I have is about culture

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I am Mexican

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But

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I can't understand or even speak spanish

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Which is genuinely so lame

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I can't roll my letters

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I can't write

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I can't do anything

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I tried to learn spanish

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I really did

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But it just never worked out

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I only know a couple of words and that's it

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Most of my family members only speak Spanish

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Yet

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I can't even understand them

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I'll never feel fully something I guess

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Maybe that's my fault

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I am very white washed

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I don't enjoy spicy food

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I can't speak the language

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Idk

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I just feel very white washed

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I don't think I'll ever feel connected

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Not fully at least

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I regret not learning sooner

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I feel like I did everything too late

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I feel too old to do anything now

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Maybe it's because I am

warm imp Feb 24, 2026, 11:13 AM

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I infact don't forget everytime I disappointed someone

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Maybe it's because I love being praised

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🌚

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So when someone is upset by something I did it sort of clung to me

warm imp Feb 25, 2026, 10:12 AM

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Nothing more I like than a man in mesh with black leather pants

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When they look a lil emo

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I start getting a lil hungry

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Okay

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I'm a fan of them too

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But like let's not get ahead of ourselves and start saying people copied them HamsterStare

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Baby them losing happened 3 YEARS AGO

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MOVE ON

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Like it's getting to the point even they are speaking out about how they don't want to be associated with it anymore

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Why can't fans listen and move on too?🫩

warm imp Feb 26, 2026, 9:58 AM

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Bro

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I needa stop wasting my money

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I like noses, eyes, an teeth

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Not in a sexual way ofc

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Well

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Kinda

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For me teeth really shows who someone is

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I like that

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I love noses with high bridges

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Because they look so satisfying

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I rub my nose bridge because of the curve and how smooth it is

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I like to imagine someone breaking my nose

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The corners of eyes are so squishy

warm imp Feb 28, 2026, 1:48 PM

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I hate being a girl so much

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Its crazy

warm imp Mar 1, 2026, 9:07 AM

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I don't think god likes me

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I wouldn't be surprised

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Nothing ever goes good for me

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Supposedly he took the last remaining luck I had

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I hate being a girl

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I hate periods

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I hate makeup

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I hate boys

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I hate relationships

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I hate being short

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I hate everything

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I hate how I feel uncomfortable in my own body

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I hate proving stereotypes right

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I wish I had a ween

warm imp Mar 6, 2026, 5:49 AM

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Omg

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I love blond people

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People with blond hair look so clean

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Like

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I feel like I can just lick em without worrying about catching diseases

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Specifically platinum blonde hair

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Omg

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They are so gorgeous

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NOT saying that other people don’t look clean

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I just have a huge preference for blonds

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All my faves got blond or white hair

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Cause I love em🤤

warm imp Mar 6, 2026, 6:22 AM

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Ever since I found out about Eurovision

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Imma admit that my life has changed for the better

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Some of these songs are actually really good

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Got sum of my favs from their🥹✌️

warm imp Mar 8, 2026, 4:11 AM

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Okay

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I might be a bit of a sadist

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But

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I have amazing self control

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I enjoy seeing people cry

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I like the thought of hurting others

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I never would

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But I fantasize about it ALOT

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In both ways

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Nvm im just crazy

warm imp Mar 9, 2026, 7:30 AM

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Okay

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I'm so weak

warm imp Mar 10, 2026, 7:26 AM

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Just found a new band I like

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Lavina

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Genuinely so good

warm imp Mar 12, 2026, 11:01 PM

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I dont have a flat head

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Some people might think i do

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But baby i dont cause my momma took good care of us

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hugheart

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Imma choke myself again atp

warm imp Mar 13, 2026, 11:22 PM

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I fear I am a snitch

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If something is really bothering me

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I WILL infact say it out loud

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It smelled like weed in my dads car

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Which was his brothers fault

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So I told my mom because I was sick for 4 hours after we got home

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I don't play

warm imp Mar 14, 2026, 12:42 PM

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Whenever something goes wrong

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I immediately resort to the thought of violence

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Mainly towards me sleeping forever

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HamsterStare hamster

warm imp Mar 15, 2026, 3:07 AM

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I love my mom

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She always takes my side

warm imp Mar 15, 2026, 5:16 PM

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I'mma be honest

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I don't care for others people's opinion

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Like if it isn't similar to what I think

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Than get out you're not the smartest

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Sorry

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Like the death penalty is VERY much needed

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This shouldn't even be an option just a basic fact

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Like people can genuinely be that sick where the only option to save them is by getting rid of them

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What do you mean there shouldn't be a death penalty?

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Are you slow?

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Abortion IS a good thing

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UNLESS you keep on constantly getting it on purpose

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Than you're weird

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But that's a different case

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It's not hard to genuinely think about this stuff

warm imp Mar 16, 2026, 4:54 AM

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I love my hair

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I love having long hair

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I feel very feminine

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But I just hate how puffy and frizzy it is

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That's the bad part

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Been told I look like a witch

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Which I also think I do based on my other features

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I don't care too much

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But I was also praised for it

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I remember how my teachers loved it

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One of them used to braid my hair all the time cus I usually kept it down

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Another one used to touch it all the time and talk about how long it was

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I like it a lot

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I love being praised like I said before

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But I really enjoy the beauty of hair

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I like having long hair because of how easily I can hide behind it

warm imp Mar 16, 2026, 5:56 AM

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I'mma be honest

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When I'm with people I love

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Mainly family members

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I act childish

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Mainly my dads side of the family

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I don't like the thought of them seeing me as old

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Age regressing is that it?

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Eh idk

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But I act more childish

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An dumb

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Like when it's an important topic I refuse to talk or even act like I'm there

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Because I know that if I do than the situation will only get worse

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That's why I refuse the acknowledge my dad when he talks about how we don't care about him

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Because I do but if I try to explain the situation will only get worse

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And I just suck at explaining

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I panic an blame others for why I do things

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So I just pretend like I don't understand

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I'm not bout that life

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Holy vent dump

neat tundra Mar 16, 2026, 11:21 PM

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warm imp Abortion IS a good thing

Hector said its bad

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im getting war flashbacks

warm imp Mar 17, 2026, 12:24 AM

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neat tundra im getting war flashbacks

No because genuinely why would he thinks that nooo

neat tundra Mar 17, 2026, 12:25 AM

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not too sure..

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hey meta..

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why did hecotr say that

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DUDE

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I told my sister that I told you the hey meta joke

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She deadass told me he was doing that today

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😭

warm imp Mar 17, 2026, 12:26 AM

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So like did meta help him or what?

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Bro that's the method

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Pull up with meta glasses

neat tundra Mar 17, 2026, 12:27 AM

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maybe because he used it on math questions

neat tundra Mar 17, 2026, 12:27 AM

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warm imp Bro that's the method

Method is NOT patchedc🥹

warm imp Mar 17, 2026, 1:36 AM

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I'm such a pervert omg

warm imp Mar 23, 2026, 6:32 AM

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Bro I'm genuinely tweaking out over Lavina

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Their songs are so good

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I needa be one with em

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Like I need be injected or sum

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Especially Iron will and Myopic

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Those songs are such masterpiece

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I'm actually a pervert it's so disgusting

warm imp Mar 23, 2026, 6:36 AM

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warm imp Their songs are so good

I was blessed by an angel to have found out about them

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I made the right decision being into feminine looking men

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If it wasnt for that tiktok back into June 2024

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I wouldn't have found out about that competition

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And I wouldn't have found out about all my new fav artists!!!!

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Whenever I feel sad I play King Park by La Dispute

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Im religious so whenever I think about offing myself I just think

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Damn Id go to hell for this

warm imp Mar 25, 2026, 4:30 AM

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I like 28

warm imp Mar 26, 2026, 4:37 AM

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Nvm I'mma start dieting more

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Just gained two pounds I think

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I ate so I weighed 114

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I usually weigh like 113 or less

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After I eat

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Bro I needa lose weight

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Like baby I've seen pictures of me

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I'm a lil box shaped

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My little sisters are so cute when they are quiet

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I get cuteness overload from them

neat tundra Mar 26, 2026, 11:26 AM

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warm imp I ate so I weighed 114

Im 120 or more

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🥹

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you look 90 pounds in a really good way

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Heh just sayin...

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👀

warm imp Mar 26, 2026, 1:03 PM

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Baby don't lie to me now

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HamsterStare

neat tundra Mar 27, 2026, 2:24 AM

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baby im nof lying

warm imp Mar 27, 2026, 5:50 AM

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Bro

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I'm generally getting some realizations

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Like

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I feel like such a awful and ungrateful person

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Which isn't that far off

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But still

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I'm so inconsiderate

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Idk man I guess love really does blind me

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I was thinking about the past a usual

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And like I wa really thinking about my dad

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He really isn't the best person

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But I couldn't tell and blamed my mom for everything

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I'm so sorry

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Omg

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I saw my dad as a hero who would save me from a boring life

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He took me out and brought me anything I wanted

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And like I saw his struggles

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He didn't have that much money but he still mad an effort for me

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Which he is amazing dad for that

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But when it came to my mom

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Before she would always work and my amazing grandma would take care off us

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I got mad that my mom wouldn't take me to cool places

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I get mad at everything

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My dad was always rude to my mom

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He would call her names which I never even acknowledged

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But when my mom even slightly insult him

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I would get annoyed

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My dad used to do drugs and stuff like that

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I even almost lost him two times

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Which is why he quit

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He is now religious is talks about how my mom is gonna go to hell because he saw her in his dreams

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Which sort of opened my eyes

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He even so as told me if I kept watching scary stuff than I'mma get dragged to hell

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Which honestly I did not even react to that

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Idk

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But like nowadays any time I spend time with him

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He insults me and anyone in my family

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He talks about how fat we are

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And how we're very lazy

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Especially my big sister

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He told us how if we stay where we live and don't go with him to Mexico

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Than we are not gonna have a life

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That we will fail

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Which hurts alot

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He used to get my hope up

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Because he would tell us that we're gonna go out with him

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But when we would finish getting ready and wait for him outsid our house

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He would cancel on us

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It was honestly kind humiliating that I would get so excited

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This wasn't a one time thing

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This was so constant to the point we didn't see him for 2 years

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I even lost his contact

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Anyways

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My mom is very hard working

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We didn't have much money

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But my mom still always tried to get us things we would like

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But sadly I didn't see the effort

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Because like I said I always Villianized her

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My mom has a lot of kids

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So I got mad whenever she didn't realize I was kinda struggling with mental stuff

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But she genuinely was trynna figure out how to make money for us to survive

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Because at that moment we moved out of the house we shared with my grandma and cousin because there was too many of us in the house and not enough rooms

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My mom genuinely was very understanding with my dad

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She rarely ever insulted him like he did with her

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My mom is amazing

warm imp Apr 1, 2026, 6:54 AM

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I think I got too attached

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It was never supposed to be like this

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I really hope everything will be fine

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Everything is so weird

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Everyone is so weird

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Doki doki is the only good thing in this world

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Been rewatching game plays of it

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Really makes me think

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I love Monika

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I love Yuri

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I love Natsuki

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I Love Sayori

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I got too attached and now I’m paying the price for it

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I’m very sensitive

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I hope everything will be okay

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I really thought it would be okay

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It most likely won’t

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And that sucks

warm imp Apr 2, 2026, 7:51 AM

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Recently

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I've been having the urge to puke

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At random times my head would start to feel light

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An my throat would tighten

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Then my stomach

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Idk why

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Maybe I got a tape worm

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seal

warm imp Apr 3, 2026, 6:30 AM

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I like eating in front of a mirror

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That's what I did right now

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Idk I just like seeing the way I chew

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But I also like the way I look uncanny

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Right now the only light is from my lamp

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Idk my eye look so dull

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I love the way I look

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I can easily star in a honor film

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At least that how I think

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I could easily be the monster

warm imp Apr 4, 2026, 2:51 AM

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I think life hates me

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It's like no matter what I do

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In the end I'll always be unhappy

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Maybe I'm just a miserable person

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Maybe that's why

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My dad asked me if I wanted to go out tomorrow

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Where my sister works

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Which is an amusement place with rides and stuff

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But

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I just started bleeding out and my stomach hurted all day today

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I hate being a girl

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And so I said no because I don't feel like going out

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And when I did my dad asked me why

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Which I didn't tell him

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And he sounded sad

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Which I was compelled on just saying yes so he can be happy

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An because I haven't seen him in a while

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But I ended up not saying anything

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And now I feel so bad

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I feel awful

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My whole body is burning up

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I'm sweating

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It's like no matter what I do and say

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I'll always regret what I choose

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Everything sucks

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Why am I so doomed

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I don't think I'm meant to be happy

warm imp Apr 4, 2026, 7:46 AM

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

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I hate being a girl

warm imp Apr 4, 2026, 9:07 AM

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I need to stop watching reaction videos

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Because whenever someone talks bad about something I really like

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Or gets something wrong

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I immediately start ranting

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I genuinely feel like people are getting more dumb

neat tundra Apr 4, 2026, 12:32 PM

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warm imp I genuinely feel like people are getting more dumb

our brains are shrinking 👀

warm imp Apr 5, 2026, 12:09 AM

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I love wearing dresses

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I wear very thin comfortable dresses for sleep

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I love them

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Haven't worn a dress out in years

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I'm not going to prom

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I've been made my mind up

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Why would I waste my time to go to an event with people I don't like?

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Nothing can convince me it's worth it

neat tundra Apr 5, 2026, 9:29 PM

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warm imp I'm not going to prom

really. !..?.. rooHurt

warm imp Apr 5, 2026, 10:05 PM

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neat tundra really. !..?..<:rooHurt:974348538559483984>

Yeah

warm imp Apr 7, 2026, 1:51 AM

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I would HATE working at an amusement park if I’m not working at giving snacks out

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My sister is ranting about her job

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And it sounds awful especially TODAY

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Why were so many people arguing with her

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Grown adults arguing with an 18 year old and minors

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Genuinely why are people so dumb????

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Did nobody teach these people manners????

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Clearly

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HamsterStare

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I might be disrespectful

neat tundra Apr 7, 2026, 3:04 AM

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warm imp Grown adults arguing with an 18 year old and minors

reminds me of those Disney adults

warm imp Apr 7, 2026, 8:02 AM

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My baby sister

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Comes to me whenever she can

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She even sleeps in my bed which I sadly have to carry her back to her bed

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But I don't mind

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She's as cute as a button..!!

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hamster hugheart rooSmush seal

warm imp Apr 7, 2026, 9:12 AM

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I hate how sensitive I am

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I cry very easily

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Even when something isn't that deep

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I cry a lot especially when I see people who are struggling

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I cry for anything and everything

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I would like the power of controlling water or thunder

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Pretty cool

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Maybe flowers or I could become mist

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Either one of these works

warm imp Apr 8, 2026, 9:08 AM

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Nvm it hit me

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I wish I wasn't a miserable person

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Idk

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It feels like I'm missing out on everything

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But than again

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This is my own fault

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I enjoy being alone

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I feel free

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That I can do anything I want without worrying about anyone else

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But at the same time

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I wish I was able to go out and see others

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That I would enjoy other's company without wondering when they would leave me alone

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I genuinely wish I had that type of connection

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But I don't

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I get tired of everyone really quick

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No matter what and I hate it

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But what can I do about it?

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I tried very hard to change the way I think

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But it doesn't work

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I think I'll always be this way

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I won't ever call someone

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I won't ever willingly want to be near anyone

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I don't like talking to people

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I don't like people touching me

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I don't like anything supposedly

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But I do genuinely care for others

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Despite what it might seem or look like

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I think about others a lot actually

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I feel bad that I'll never show it

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I hope they know

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I think I would make an amazing superhero

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I wish I had powers

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I hate thinking about the future

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My dad is so loving

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But he can say such cruel things to me

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All I do is cry nowadays

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I know it's been years

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But I miss my kitten

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She haunts me

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It's been 10 years almost

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And yet I still remember that sweet kitten

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She fit perfectly in the palm of your hand

warm imp Apr 9, 2026, 4:09 AM

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Nvm I weight the same as my mommy hamster

warm imp Apr 9, 2026, 8:10 AM

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Bro genuinely

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I love how my dad is so supportive

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But why is he a bigger fan than me...

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I showed him one of my favorite artist

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And why is he not only reposting his songs

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But also why is he keeping up with their content and sending them to me....

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I'm genuinely not locked in enough nooo

warm imp Apr 9, 2026, 8:34 PM

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Bro I'm genuinely tweaking

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they have to be messing with mr

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I'm shaking so bad

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I'm so overstimulated

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Please help me

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It's so bad

neat tundra Apr 9, 2026, 9:17 PM

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H-hey what's wronf..

warm imp Apr 9, 2026, 9:21 PM

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neat tundra H-hey what's wronf..

They all kept going into the bathroom

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Was waiting for over an hour

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My brothe went in and stunk it up so I had to wait longer

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nooo HamsterStare

warm imp Apr 11, 2026, 3:52 AM

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I wish so badly I was rich

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Bro everyone is doing fun things

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They're seeing famous people while I have to sit at home pretending I'm there watching videos

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Bro I'm so done

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See you guys in my next life an hope I'm a nepo baby!!!

warm imp Apr 12, 2026, 2:50 AM

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Nvm my sisyer is coming at 1am

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She managed to drop her bag in the train tracks

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HamsterStare

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nooo

warm imp Apr 16, 2026, 7:00 AM

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I genuinely can’t wait to dye my hair in the future

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I’m get my dream hair color I always wanted

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Any combination is fine as long as its these 3 colors

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Pink, blue, and purple!!!

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They were my all time favorite colors

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Everything had to be pink blue or purple

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They’re the prettiest colors

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I can’t wait to dye my hair pink especially hamster

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Idc if it would look good on me

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I just want pretty cotton candy pink hair!!! rooSmush

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I love cotton candy

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I rarely ever eat it now but I used to all the time before

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I thought the clouds would taste like cotton candy

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I even named my baby cotton candy because she’s pink and blue hamster

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Idk it just for some reason took up a lot of my life because of the color and the taste

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It made me feel very magical whenever I ate it

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Overall I just really wanna dye my hair hugheart

warm imp Apr 16, 2026, 7:22 AM

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Why do people my age look so much older than me HamsterStare

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Bro I am not growing enough

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I wonder why

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I used to feed all the cats in my backyard

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My mom would get mad

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I hope they are okay and alive and healthy

warm imp Apr 16, 2026, 8:23 AM

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My mom deserves so much better than this life

warm imp Apr 18, 2026, 8:33 PM

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I miss my dad

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I wanna go out and see him

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Anyways

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Why do I get only nightmares?

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Hopefully he doesn't tell me I'm go to hell next

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Yesterday I got 2 nightmares of me getting eaten by zombies than drowning

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Today I had a dream of me watching my favorite youtubers

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Playing these disgusting corn games

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But the girls in the game were bleeding everywhere

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They were crying as some of them were even giving birth midway

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Oh it was nasty

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It even involved some kids flossing their teeth til they bled

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On of them flossing the back of their eyeballs

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Just gore stuff

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I clicked off the video because I felt so gross

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But than I was in a hallway sitting next to this little girl excited to play games

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She blind folded herself because she wanted me to lead her to a game

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There were various rooms

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They were all bad

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I didn't want the girl to die

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So I tried my hardest to find the least deadliest game

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Why do I only get nightmares?

warm imp Apr 22, 2026, 5:26 AM

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I hate feeling weak and helpless

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Thats why I usually do things on my own without trying to ask others for help

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And when I do go to others for help

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I feel awful

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I feel stupid and helpless

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I hate depending on others

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I hope I peacefully pass in my sleep soon

warm imp Apr 24, 2026, 6:56 AM

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I’m be honest

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I feel very ashamed whenever I wear a tight shirt

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Not only cus I feel a lil fat

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But also because of my chest HamsterStare nooo

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Idk I like wearing things with no sleeves especially

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But often times when I do wear shirts like that

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I feel kinda like a slu

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I feel very perverted

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I get very uncomfortable

warm imp Apr 25, 2026, 12:21 AM

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My dad keeps canceling on me

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Ummmm

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….

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Next time he sees me its gonna be at the hospital

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HamsterStare

warm imp Apr 28, 2026, 1:08 AM

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Despite everything that I say

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I let people push me around a lot

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I don't want to seem rude and disrespectful

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I'm very scared of consequences

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I'm scared of things going wrong

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They always do

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Today my big sister

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She got mad at me because she couldn't see my brother was drawing on the floor

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I was out a range so I couldn't see it

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I was doing something

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She yelled at me and forced me to clean the floor

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Idk

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I hate talking back

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I hate getting in trouble and getting yelled at

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Thankfully my mom called my sister out for being lazy

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She only yelled sh didn't even offer to clean up

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Especially since there was a lot

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Never mind this is my fault anyways

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I guess I just hurt my own feelings

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None of this is a big deal

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These fries such

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My whole body hurts

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Especially my eyes and throat

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Why am I so obedient

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HamsterStare

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nooo

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Wait this really isn't a big deal

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... Oops..? hamster

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Anyways by the morning I will switch up

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Never take my word

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I over exaggerate things

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🌚

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🌚

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🌚

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Wait this actually ruined my whole mood

warm imp Apr 28, 2026, 2:02 AM

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I really don't want to shows right now

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But I have to

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Because I HATE feeling dirty

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Makes me gag

warm imp May 6, 2026, 1:58 AM

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I hate being a girl

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I knew I was gonna start my period soon

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It was infact today

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I did bleed out

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But thankfully it didn’t fully reach my jeans

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It barely grazed it

warm imp May 8, 2026, 7:55 AM

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I really don’t want to go to school

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I hate doing presentations

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Lately I’ve been really trying to lock in

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Get work done

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But idk

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No matter what I do

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I just can’t find the motivation to do anything

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I know I’m probably just being lazy

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But still

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I really hope I don’t have to go to school tomorrow

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And If I do

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I will Infact cry

warm imp May 8, 2026, 8:33 AM

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I hope to move on from this fast

warm imp May 10, 2026, 10:57 PM

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Bro

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I suck at communicating

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Why am I forced to hand out stuff and talk to people😕🫩

warm imp May 11, 2026, 6:15 AM

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Every now and then

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I think about how I am wasting my life

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I think about all the experiences I am not going to ever experience

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Purely because of my own laziness

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And my own selflessness

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I don’t really regret any of my decisions

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But at the same time

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I feel as if

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If I tried hard enough

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I would be even more happier than I am now

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It’s very wrong to think like this

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But I’m glad I didn’t have friends growing up

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And even the ones I did have messed me up even more

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Overall

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I may or may not have realized something over the past few days

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I In fact do have attachment issues

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That’s why I desperately avoid getting too close to people

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OMG WHY AM I SO SMART

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hamster cat hug

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Or it could be the lack of communication

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Maybe this is just me coping with the fact I don’t talk to anyone

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Or best option

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I’m just overthinking everything

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Anyways stan Xdinary Heroes

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rooSmush

warm imp May 11, 2026, 9:08 PM

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Idk why people try and make others feel guilty for not doing what they want

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Like no I really don’t care

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We have different wants

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I won’t allow myself to feel awful for doing what I want

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For what I’m comfortable doing

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That’s what people have to understand

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But no

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They just can’t seen to comprehend it🫩

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cat

warm imp May 12, 2026, 1:38 AM

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And none of my friends know

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Surely, none of my colleagues

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Nor do my family..

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nooo

warm imp May 17, 2026, 12:47 AM

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I’m giving up

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Everything is rigged

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I hate life

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I looove music tho

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hugheart hamster

warm imp May 17, 2026, 1:41 AM

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Genuinely the whole house is mad

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Bro

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I’m getting so overstimulated

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Today is not my day

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First my favorite doesn’t even get into the top 15

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Now my siblings won’t stop fighting

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Okay just slime me out

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I’m tired of everyone

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You won’t see me ever again

warm imp May 24, 2026, 3:11 AM

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I love looking at myself when eating

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Is this weird..?

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rooCookie

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Wait is this a feeder feti

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HamsterStare

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Idk I like the way people eat

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Or

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Nah no or

neat tundra May 24, 2026, 3:19 AM

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Oouuu shii

warm imp May 24, 2026, 3:22 AM

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Fym Oouuu shii HamsterStare

warm imp May 27, 2026, 4:38 AM

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I love my dad

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I wish he kept all the letters and stuff I made him hamster

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I had about a good 30 letters or more

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Did I know how to spell back then?

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No but I tried hamster

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Hopefully I can see him on the weekends

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If I don't

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Then I'll just cry myself to sleep rooHurt

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I'm thinking about making him a keychain and something else...

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Idk what HamsterStare

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I was debating making a painting for him

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Since he used to tell me I should draw something for him

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Waves and the ocean

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But I literally suck at drawing

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I rage quit too easily Sadge

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So we might just have to cancel that out...

warm imp May 29, 2026, 5:27 AM

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I gained about 6 pounds

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3

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2

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1

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And I'mma start working out

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Mainly when my sister leaves for work

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Other than that

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I'mma just be a fat church🤤✌️

warm imp May 30, 2026, 3:14 PM

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I hate my brother

warm imp May 30, 2026, 7:33 PM

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I really do hate him

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I hate how I have no privacy

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I hate how there is no boundaries

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Everything that I have always gets messed up or stolen from me

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Half my stuff is gone

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Because of my siblings

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And I hate it

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I hate having to convince myself it really isn't that big of a deal

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But it really is

warm imp Jun 1, 2026, 5:13 AM

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I MISS MY DAD

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nooo

#Mels.... Journal? Maybeee!!!