#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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But yeah
now
For one of the worst parts
PART THREE
This is where I really started getting slimed out
I wont go into detail because its weird and honestly its disgusting to talk about
But bad people started talking to me
unfortunately
Like the dumb little chud I was
I would reply to them and let them manipulate me
Thankfully
Most of these weirdos didnt get shit outta me
In fact
He stopped these weirdos
or
called them out
which ill always be grateful for
Saved me
thank yoy.!.!!!
but
unfortunately one of these creeps did get something outta me
๐
Many things
so
yeah
but yeah
thats part 3 ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
Honestly I think thats it for now
Other things have happened in my life
But they arent exactly part of my life
Here
On ttc
So
heah
yeah
but some of those things are :
โข losing friends
โข falling in love
โข getting a boyfriend
โข meeting new people
โข new life being brought into the world !!!
โข getting a cute lil kitten
And thats kinda it i suppose
But
Im thinking about now
This is gonna be a new chapter
All of that
Was chapter 1
This is chapter 2
Im not making a new journal
No
I love this one too much
Despite how much its hurt me I love it
So
Part 2 will start when summer break starts
Or
On the six flags trip
Or
Just next month
New month
New season
New chapter
And hopefully
New me
Better and improved me
so for now
I will leave it at that
But
Chapter 2 of my life
Will start soon
I will enter a new place
Meet new people
And hopefully
Learn to love myself
AND
Ill tell my adventures
That I have
With limeey
Or my own irl friends
or
if some people come back
or if we reunite
That will all be documented
Here
On my little journal
Heh hi guys!!!
im back from school
school was okay..
easy but boring
omg
SCIENCE
Was so fun
@granite gull @turbid cloak @summer sinew
When jaylah and melly took off their shoe laces
omg
so funny
Heh
Jaylah shoelaces
and ms lam kept circling around us
Stinky toes
She could NOT put them back
Someone else should have took their shoelaces out....
I didn't know hers didn't have a tip๐
LMAO
She walked around with her shoes untied
Then I got called on during prime
But easy
Light work question..
Also
I cant show my hair right now
BUT
ima start putting this serum in my hair
To make it less frizzy
and its working
Kinda
Heh
Also
Im wearing pimple patches now
and
Ima try to wash my face more often too
BECAUSE
I wash it everyday
but barely during the night...
I have such cute clothes on..!!
Hair done
makeup off
my gel on my face
Hair pinned back a bit to keep that part...
๐คค
Ouu shii
I forgot to take off my makeup
Hopefully i dont break out in the morning..
And if i do
You guys know why...
BUT GOODNIGHT
Heh
I love you..
ALL
GOOD MORNING GUYS
Brushed my teeth
Heh
gonna wash my hair
i brushed my hair too
This was my favorite game back then ๐
I dont really get the slander on Steven Universe
๐
I remember watching it on cartoon network I think
It was like
Around the nighttime
Or something
I think
I remember watching Steven vs spinel
I genuinely dont know what was going on
But like
Idk
The whole show was on for so long
It was so cool
And then i got jumped and slimed out and never watched it ever again
๐
sorry
but I wanna watch it all over again
heh
@granite gull @summer sinew @turbid cloak wait im dead and you guys getting posted on Instagram too for that
What did we do to you? ๐
Melanie urs was the worst
HOW???
Bungyjumping
Idk how to spell it
Sorry I'm not intelligent ๐
Wait me too
You catching us on the baby rides at six flags
๐
But ima lock in
Hopefully
When I come back to this journal
Ima say
"guys im going to six flags!!"
okay I didnt plan on coming back this early
cuz i wanted to come back
wheb
I finally achieved my goal
but
guys this isnt okay
Im so sad
im sick
and my nose is so stuffy
Like all day I was sneezing and sniffling
and tomorrow I have to go
but I really dont feel well
I just tried eating
And i saw a roach run out of the cereal box
I lost my entire appetite
im so sad
And hector is gonna be gone for a long time
I wont see him till Wednesday
And even then
After Wednesday
I wont seem him at all until next week
And honestly
im looking through someones reposts
And they deserve so much better
I hate that dumb girl for taking away what was never hers in the first place
It should've never belong to her
Shes so mean
she never deserved him
but okey lol
and
Lately I haven't been being honest with myself
Hopefully my prayers are heard and I start going out
with
my friends
big day tomorrow
but I dont know if I should text a birdie back or nor
not
why did my friend tell me hector is so scared of melanie
sees her like a opp
like competition
like if shes stealing me
Every single person that saw melanie that way
Like competition
or like someone that was stealing ne
Me
from them
ended up getting dropped at the end
๐ญ
gee I hope I dont have to pick between them at one point.!!!
if he makes me
buddy
Im not honest with myself at all
I tell myself one thing and then another
this aint okay
lol
๐
Im probably overreacting right nkw
now*..
Hopefully i feel better
later
Bro they all hate me
maybe I just gotta lock in and not be such a chud

The only thing I see I the fuzz on top of his head
Buddy he has so many other people to be scared of
LOL
Steal his lunch money
its ur first time living too...๐
Welll๐
EXACTLY??

Bro anyone can beat me up and I'll take it
Well except for Hector obviously
๐ oouu shii
HELP
What about meee
heh
like when you kept messing up the lyrics
guys I might be stupid
but
Today is may 30th
a special day
For someone I know
and im probably gonna regret this but I believe in second chances..!
or 3rd chances
or some
chances in general
im scared
after I hit send im turning off my phone and jumping into bed
Shutting my eyes so that it can be 2 pm already
"Literally shut my eyes to fall asleep faster and wake up faster!"
Heh
Im funny
๐
im so stupid
im so funny lol..

I told hector my papa dont want me to hang out with him and that he just hates on us
and now hes tweaking
I keep forgetting the meaning of that..
like
idiot
am i a baka
๐ณ
okay you hate me
EVERYONE HATES ME
AND DOESNT LIKE ME
ANYMORE
he keeps calling himself these names
๐
told him I was gonna go out later
"Where?"
movies
"To watch what?"
backroom
thingy
"With who?"
my friends
"Who?"
jaylah jessy
then he started talking about how hes a chud and no one likes him so hes gonna watch it alone
im so nervy..!!!
watching you type in real time
watching you react in real time
I feel like throwing up
my stomach and chest hurts
Goodbye guys
for
now..
I hate going to mass
I hate going to my church classes
Church school
whatever its called
I hate it
the only reason I go
is because my parents paid good money
for me to go
Never wanted to go in the first place
but thats what my parents wanted
and its my parents that want me to get married one day
and be catholic
I barely even believe in this stuff
I respect it
but I just dont believe in it
Religious stuff
Just end me buddy
and today theres a test
Half the students ain't even pulling up though cuz they got a trip
For now
All I know is these girls i hate
Ain't going
So yeah
got lucky
But im not even tryna pull up
like
yk what
if I miss the test
i couldn't care less
And if they dont want to give me the certificate
fuh them ๐ญ ๐ญ ๐ญ
but at the end of the day
They arent the ones that gonna get yelled at
Its me
so
whatevaaa
But once again
My mom said its up to me if i want to go or nkt
not
my stomach is hurting regardless
and I look like someone just shit me out
so
Heh
oops!!
Im not really being very polite..
sorry..!!!!
I accidentally stepped on kitten
idk what I stepped on
i think it was his little tail
and he slimed me out
sorry kitten
He hid under the bed
And he only came out when I started shaking his treat box
So my mommy started fat shaming him
Him and that damn fan
GUYS
I JUST REALIZED ITS KITTENS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW
What should I get him..
Hmmm..
Maybe something pusheen
But I dont think he would like that
Maybe something orange
He loves his orange little sloth!!
or i can help him expand his beanie boo collection
I MEAN
his
Beanie Babie collection
THIS is his favorite toy
Omg
Or a beanie ball
he has a beanie ball and a couple beanie babies
maybe ill get him a toy monkey
Because when he was just a baby
a little tiny kitten ๐
We brought him home
And he had a little monkey plush with him
Him and that damn monkey plush...
Heh he so lil
Jasmine tried stealing my unicorn
Its broken
cuz kitten popped it
i was gonna give it to her but
I might buy her a little version
For her little self
Shes so cute
She looks like jaylah
A little
Its like having a little jaylah with me
so cute..!!!
Heh im pretty darn happy
I have a couple darns to give..
pretty happy
very happy
1000000% happy
only a bit evil because my hair looks really bad
๐คฆโโ๏ธ
YAYYY

I got false hope
Kinda on me
but its okay
Heh
Ill thug it out
Waste of money though
I supposeee...
Why am I so funny
HELP
NO STOP
THIS ISNT OKAY
MIND YOU
THIS IS A GROUP CHAT WITH 30+ PEOPLE
EVERYONE CAN SEE MY STUPID ATTEMPT NOW
AND HOW HE LEFT ME ON SEEN
Im actually tearing up
Im actually so funny

Im blushin
heh
I miss melanje๐ ๐ ๐
Gee...
hope she comes to school tmr...
Heh..
Hah..
really miss her..
need a smooch or two from her...
๐ ๐
damnn
๐
Damn I wish she was here..
๐
Darn it..
๐
Gosh darn it i wish she was here
๐ ๐คค
HELP
omg
im gonna tear uo
uo
up
STOP
HELP
hi guys...lol
Hittin the speed face
HELP
They done caught uu
STOP
Yeah I'm coming tomorrow
We don't have any test runs done for our experiment๐ซฃ
OKAY
Lol..
I feel like
honestly
Ima pull up cute tomorrow..!!
Cute before I drop the bomb on hector
๐
I might just tell jizelle to tell him atp
but um
Heh
bae stopp
๐ณ
Stop patting my back like if im yo hb..
OO!!
HELP
maybe Hector was right...
He is probably gettin passed around by his hb๐ซฉ
When Jizelle caught him moaning on call
shirtless w cam on btw
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!
๐
To us
Bro Ms Gomez is genuinely sliming me out
Marking every assignment I didn't do
making 67 jokes knowing damn well im failing
Bro genuinely someone get her
yo lock in bucky
Grade under 67
HELP
The damage aunt that bad actually
Wait
Check ur grade
Ima check mine
3
2
1
shit
I think it went down
Omfg
bucky
Bro just call me anderson
HELP
๐คคโ๏ธ
no way
Not only am I built like him
But I also got the same smartness as him
STOP
HOLY MOLY
Not too much on you
BRO THERE IS NO TURNING BACK
Bro we both stupid
I'mma go to summe school
๐คฆโโ๏ธ
Melanie
MELANIE
delete that
YOY CANT SAY THAT
"Martin! Martin you cant say that!"
Use to be top 10 btwโ๏ธ๐คค
Bottom 10 now
I WAS ABOVE SOFIA
or however you spell her name
I was with Dylan bro
Nah he was 3rd or sum
Now I'm a forgotten memory
Bro w downgraded soo bad
Only needa one popcorn๐ฅน

I was gonna end up like this one way or another
I used to pull up everyday in 6th grade
Once I finally missed a day in 7th grade
Freedo reminded me of the chips
fritos
I think
DUDE
how have you not gotten 3 strikes yet
Bro y Kevin got 18
๐ญ
Ooouu baby they loove mee๐คคโ๏ธ
I'm such a well behaved and mannered kid
We were mid music
bro did Brooklyn have a seizure again
WA IT MR MURPHY??
Bro I still haven't seen levi
Oh
BUT
we were mid song
Mind u there were a little irritated
cuz jonfer was just doing the absolute most
He was genuinely playing hide and seek with the curtains
Was he trynna hit the high notes
HELP
MR MURPHY KEPT THROWING HIS HEAD BSCK AND CLOSING HIS EYES
STOP
BUT
WE WERE ALL STANDING
Bro someone tell him to stop
ABOUT TO SING
fire alarm goes off
Mind u we in the auditorium
why the fuck half the class run to the stairs
soo
yall tryna go back up or??
HELP
I genuinely watched dylan jump up too
HELP
WE ALL WENT OUT THE RED DOORS RIGHT
Bro
why no other classes come out
HELP
WE WERE THERE FOR A GOOD 10 MINUTES
Then
they were like
False alarm
HELP??
None woke me up
HE SAID "CLOSE IT CLOSE IT!"
BRO THEY HATE YOU???
LITERALLY
first blindon now micheal
Deadass tried leaving you
THE BLINDON INCIDENT
YEHA
BUT I HELS THE DOOR OPEN FOR CHRIS
he was taking too long
I held it open for me
wait
what
NO
I HELD IT OPEN FOR HIM
He said "thank you!"
He held one open for me
Shoulda left him outside with his hot coffeee breath
Sorryy....
Another hot take
Like his breath
๐ญ
Ij just gafged
i just gagged
But
Yeah
heh
But jonfer got in trouble
He got the mega red slip or smth
but
His ass didnt even serve the time
I'm not racist
I just hate how they act towards the teachers
Bro the thought of them make me so irritated
BRO THEY ARE SO DISRESPECTFUL???
LITERALLY
But wande is funny an actually pretty nice
Like he knows what's up he the only one I like
Also
Next time we see mr Murphy and chris
its gonna be with the other classes
all of us there
Singin
The whole 8th grade?
And mr cordera dont come back till
Bro we gonna burst their eardrums๐
Someone's getting diddled watch
Some badass kids
And today
We had mr app as a sub
So
And he was funny
Dude
Dude
dude
dude
dude
My g00ning addiction is getting worse
Just had to let ya know why I'm happy everyday
Why I still have a sparkle in my eyes
HELP
olay buddy
BUT
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE
AND TO ANYONE READING THIS
GOODNIGHT
AND
I LOVE YOU
I think someone done used my toothbrush
ima jump
unless its still wet from last night
GUYD
GUYS
OMG
I DONT CARE WHO
PLEASE SOMEONE RIDDLE ME THIS
BECAUSE IM SO MAD
RIDDLE ME THIS
IM WORKING
ON GETTINY RID OF MY STRIKES RIGHT
LIKE IVE BEEN WORKING ON IT SINCE LAST WEEK
AND I WAS DOING SO GOOD
TILL I REALIZED
WE HAVE NO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY AND FRIDAY
ARE U SRS
AND I HAD THE PERFECT AMOUNT OF DAYS
TO GET RID OF ONE FULL STRIKE
I COME TO FIND OUT
no school for two days
So that means
I wont get my paper checked for 2 days
and that means
no trip
Buddy
Is that my fault?
buddy
BUDDY
THATS NOT FAUR
FAIR
Please
Riddle me that
it's just not fair
Its not fair
Like im about to email them to see if I can get those 2 lik
lik
lil
checks
and if not
if they say NO
im either taking my good maybe
200 bucks bacj
AND
im faking my checks
idgaf
sorry!!


