#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ntm now
With the power of friendship we genuinely finna break that scale
I got so scared I was gonna get yelled at
I genuinely saw my life flash before my eyes
bro the way no one gaf
I did not wanna be near him
No because how did that happen
They all started interrogating me
BECAUSE
Got put in a aaron
I love a lil singing session but when he genuinely began singing behind us when we had mr Murphy class in the science room
I teared up a bit
OMG
HELPP
STOP OMG
He could have waited until home to do allat😕
Like I get it
But please not now
OMG
NO
NO
STOP
HE SOUNDED JUST LIKE THIS
IM CRYING
HELP
THIS ISNTCOKAY
HE PROBABLY HAD HIS HEADPHONES TO MAC
MAX
He always does
Whenever I think about him
I just think about his jawline
I’m not one to judge
The non existing one😕
We all in the same boat
That morning glow
Ew wait I’m actually gagging
Honestly does he deserve all the hate
This isn’t funny
ain't shi funny
No because I thought about this too
And honestly yes he does
Until I talked to him
hes a proud racist
Then realized yeah he does
HELP
And he genuinely is so rude
especially to Kimberly and Brooklyn
Whenever someone freezes up while talking hes like "any day now"
No because I wished he got lost forever
And then the guys genuinely tell him to stfu
Genuinely who does this guy think he is
LITERALLY
LIKE ITS FUNNY WHEN THE OTHER GUYS SAY IT BECAUSE THEY ARE ACTUALLY KINDA FRIENDS WITH THE GIRLS
OR LITERALLY EVERYONE
ALEX JUST SAYS IT TO LOOK COOL
AND HE GENUINELY LOOKS AROUND FOR APPROVAL
I BET YOU IF HE WAS JUST NICE AND QUIET OR HIMSELF AND NOT MEAN
Buddy ain’t nobody likes him
PEOPLE WOULD LIKE HIM MUCH BETTER
The only reason he is there is so people have something to laugh at
The guy nobody invited
After he thought shi was funny and he wanted to fight a masc in 6th grade
EVERYTHING went downhill
Even Dylan
The most chill guy ever
Dont fw him
That’s crazy tho
😭
Nobody fw him
Wrap it up Alex
Let’s be honest
NOT EVEN TIFFANY
AND SHE WAS DATING HIM AT ONE POINT
BUDDY
HES NOT SAFE FROM ANYONE
She probably dated him outta pity
And Felix genuinely be side eyeing him
FELIX
LITERALLY FELIX
🤦♂️
Lock in Alex
Like they are almost in the same boat
Hes not even that bad when hes actually not being mean or racist out loud
But Felix is so much better then him
YEAH
At least he is no longer openly racist
yeah
He aint even that smart too
This is the take away
He genuinely has nothing going for him
omg
I just tooted and it burnt
Like I sneezed and it genuinely shot out
Am i weird
no ok thanks
No
Not me tho
He dont
But best of us
Catching strays
So glad it wasnt me🥹✌️
omg
I remember in social studies he was constantly asking to play with Jessica's toys
or jaylahs
Like we would have it and he would ask to play with it
mind you
hes licking his fingers
and secretly eating chips from his bag
no
Its not even a secret his ass is doing it
💔
He chews very loudly
and no hate but
Bro he picks his boogers, licks his fingers, does scratch and sniffs
be sneaky
I would never want to be near him
But at least he’s pretty and smart and funny
And he does scratch and sniffs
So he has things going for him
Oouu shii
We all saw that
👀👀
He jokes about it
But he’s willing to work with people of color
In bed eating
Wait ntm
Okay so this is a steaming hot fake
take
melanie
I hope you get banned
I’mma finally get up and take a walk
Clearly they have favorites…
Ouuu shii looks like im too cute
Clearly my takes are too hot
Do you at least agree with some of them…?🥺
Ouuu it burnt me
uhhh
change of topic
321
hi guys
what's uo guhs
Oh okay
Sorry
Hopefully I don’t get banned and doxxed
Why are you making a peen😕
Yknow that’s not allowed right?
Your trying to set me up..
well
lets just say
Lifts hands up.. starting to float up, rising
Im the bad guy in this server
ok
im gonna chr
cry
I was never interested in homelander
oh...?
But after watching a clip of him begging
wait
Saying he’ll suck it to live
I switched tabs
oouuu shii
Wait please don’t ban me…🥺🙏
Highkey didn’t even start it😂✌️
Oouu shii
Guess who’s failing👀👀
Buddy I just said so many hot takes
Clearly not
HELPP
Wait why is everyone running away…?
bebeton its ok

No one likes ys
us
But
im
um
my confession
is
highkey
not even a full day after I got that gift from Hector
Wait peak
Did you break it..?
💀
honestly it smelled a little like
bad
because it smelled really strong and sweet
like
idk
It made me get a terrible headache
Say you got mugged
but I dont have the heart to tell him that
Tell him thst I dropped it on accident
So unfortunately
Kitten is taking the blame
That bon bon knocked it over
LMAO
Someone has to take the blame sorry…
thats the game plan unfortunately..
Thats just the rule
That’s what I usually do
Sorry cesar…👀👀
I rememver I ate all of my sister ferror roche chocolates
Blamed it all on my brother
I’m so hungry I could use a snack🤤🤤
Wait am I problematic?
Noo…
LMAOOO
Also
You might hit me because I know you hate this
but
is this a safe space...
🥺
um gl
ZUM
um
fyys??
guys?
heh
um
This bridie texted me on my birthday
and i think they tryna get me back
To talk to them
genuinely sent me a message 3 days ago
I haven't replied
Sent me three actually
Yeah
My ass didnt reply
should i even
I feel bad
Nah
okay so this clearly isnt a safe space
oh
HELP
I feel bad
cuz i kinda dissappeared outta the blue lol
Did they do anything
they actually did nothing
whoch is why I skedaddled
HELP
kinda ignoredcme
😳
If this rings a bell
when i was crying because I almost got touched in public and they genuinely ignored my rant
Ok u right
Okay
Im going out
WITH MY SISTER
And when I come bacj
My cousin is probably gonna be here..!!
I love milk
ill never let it get warm
This but everyone says yes 100%
My hair look a mess
Happy to look a mess
BUT
thats okay....
I hope they dont catch me lacking too

I love hector so much
Hes so cute
I forgot to send this
But hes just the cutest
Stealing my sticker..!
What about me👀
Heh


I'm #1
we've been together for 8 months.. ^_^
Heh

He steals my lines too
Its all so cute..!
he so cutecutecfutecfuectuexfuecfuew
His voice messages are so cute too
always singing dumb songs
or making stupid references
that I love so much
I can mention one reference
And he will just always bring it up
Always remember it
like the cottage cheese one 😭
"I dont even eat cottage cheese..."
So cute..!!
Hes freaked out though
But in a jokingly wah
way
😳 ✅
like wait stopp 👀
Lets see what he reposted..
Hopefully its about me.!!
ok
oouuu shii

stopp 👀
back when we first started talking
boy you not funnii😳
Ok i hate everyone
No..
no you momma
buddy
i feel like Freddy fazebear tweaking
Im so bad at all these roblox games
JUST end me
I suck at flee the facility
I suck at adopt me trading
I suck at playing survive the killer
I suck at playing volleyball legends
I suck at playing HOMELESS LIFE
omg
I suck at jujutsu shenanigans
I suck at all these games
This aint okay..
WHAT
Wait im ready to fight
Heh
@summer sinew @granite gull @turbid cloak are you guys excited for the summer time..!.!
Oh ok u guys hate me
no its ok ................................................................................................................................................................................
I guess...................................................................................................................................................................................
Im the guy no one invited...
Ouu shii hi
Bro I’m gonna gain 52 pounds🤤
No exercise done
yo 🤤
Oh
Wait i cant say that
Huh
Never thought of that…
Overall I need that summer vacation
Ouuu shii
Tho I am fatter now so I won’t be going out in public 🤤✌️
As if we dont get a lil day off every week cuz we be skipping
On dnd as if anyone was boutta text me
😭
OMG
I JUST DID THE TONGUE THING
THE ONE U DID DURING MUSIC
HELPP
Stop
My sister keeps sliming me out for it
Sadly I have to shower tomorrow
He asks us why we didnt pull up
ouu i thought the vacation was extended mr herrador 😳
Like that doll saying you working too hard
🥹
This boutta be me after showering
I hate showering
I used to sit on the floor when showering
I got too lazy standing up
Take a few naps even when I used to have a tub
Oh okay I’ll stop
Yeah this aint a safe space lil buddy
Melanie u dog
I can taste the calories and diabetes🤤🥹
I’m actually really surprised I don’t have them
No heart attack yet
Going strong
That Pepsi catching up
Stop
Omg my fatass hasn't done the deltas
I snuck in three today
Baby I haven’t done nothing
No reading, deltas, current events
Omg I havent even finished the other ss work
Look who’s not passing
Where the 8 and 7th graders at🤤✌️
Upper dogs
This time we get put in mr apps class
Oouu shii
melanei you cant say that
Sorry
Cmon take out the puppy eyess 🥺
Katie B
We in the cross eyed section
Ling is dead for good
I miss him
Im so done
this aint okay
ima cry
a whole lot of water jusr spilled on me
Cold
water
and i hit my elbow
And my sister refused to give me napkins
And called me a lil bitch
So
Unfortunately
She wont be going out on Wednesday
And
Unfortunately
My parents are going to miraculously find out she used to do drugs
im sorry..!!
thats the way the cookie crumbles
🥹
Good night guys....!!
Heh hey guys.!.!
Kitten just got fed
hes eating in our room
Cuz my cousin is sleeping outside in the kitchen
And the food smell a lil bad
So
wait just end me
people are bringing up my friends cringey past and the messages above her cringey ones
are mine too
wait this aint okay
😳
Okay at least we were all cringey
✅
TIME TO PLAAYY
Im so ready for the summer time..!!!!
I really wanna go to the sprinklers
in the park

I remember when i was there with my sister
These two girls were playing with us
we had to go but they didn't wanna let us go
so my sister pretended to wander off and I was like "lemme go look for her!"
Buddy I left
😭
And honestly
I like the way im built
👀
I just kinda wanna get rid of face fat
and thats really it
Alsl
also
for some strange reason
I had muscle back then
like actual muscle on my bicep
🤤
Working on delta..
Hopefully i dont come back to this and say I gave up
Heh
Also
I was thinking of making another journal
one for physical health..!
But idk
Because I think ive already touched on those topics in this journal..
But I might make one anyways
If i do
smash that like button and subscribe on it 😳
ok sorry
but yeah
I might make one
And i wanna put pictures in that journal
but honestly with the way things had gone in the past
your not catching my pictures anywhere
Maybe during the summer time I will be sending more pictures here
but honestly I genuinely have to be careful
Tip toeing around egg shells 💔
Unfortunately
Omg
Okay so this is yucky so people might not wanna hear this
so im warning anyone
who is reading this
or will read this
Its acne
but I have this nasty pimple or something on my face
like my hair hides it but i just hate it so much
and I wanna pop it but it wont pop
so
ima need to get a pimple patch or smth..
I've used pimple patches in the past but they genuinely didnt work for me so
But yeah..!!!
ouu shii
Wait can yall tell which graph I drew
😳
@granite gull DO UR DELTAS
I’ll do them at 2
Its actually been a year
Im gonna cry
oouu shii
I love everyone
like genuinely
Heh
A year ago
On may the first
well
I joined way before that
But
Around
Arounddd
Maybe
February
I joined
Or a little before that
Thats the first time i joined
and honestly
I was so scared to even make a journal
I thought if I made one
the second i would send a message here
Id get banned and sent 100000000+ threats
but no heh
I actually made Melly join because
I was too scared to make a journal
I was thinking
Ouu
If i make one with her
AT least we both going down together
So we both made one
it was pretty darn cool
👀
For the first few weeks
or months
it was so cool
genuinely
mekanie and I spoke in this everyday
we still do heh
but it was just really cool because it was my first time here
and etc
making a journal
etc..
So
I might not put this in order but
PART ONE
I made my intro
I made a journal
and made melanie join
😳
✅
After that..
once people began to read my journal and heart it more often
I decided to talk a bit more
in like
main chat
or just read the messages
including in the venting sections
This is kinda still part one
but yeah
I started exploring around the server..
I would look at other people's journals too
I was hearting pictures and messages
reacting to them
etc
I was just playing games in here😭
Very curious
I was just having the time of my life.!.!!
Then
PART TWO
I began to meet new people..!!
Instead of being a lil lazy chud
I actually spoke a bit to others
I cant remember one of the ways I met this person in specific
I cant exactly remember how I met Matt
Heh
Matt
But
I think it was through his journal
I was reacting to some of his messages
i think I even sent a message or two in his journal
After that
We began to talk
good friends
✅ 
He would show me pictures of his video games and we would rant together
Pretty cool
also he would talk in my journal once in a while
It was nice
There was something about the way he expressed himself
It was like having a older brother in way
that highkey hated me but still cared for me ✅
because he would clock me
most of the time
🤦♂️
But hes really smart too
and idk
his views on stuff
Pretty darn cool..!!!
I liked whenever he would talk about his gameplay
Why?
because i liked learning about all these new games
all the new characters I never knew about
I liked having him talk to me about the stuff he liked
but idk
I just find it sweet when people talk to me about their interests
Its like
Damn
you really are passionate about this
Fighting little monsters makes you happy?,
thats so sweet 🙁
And i can just imagine them doing it
On the game playing happily
Or dancing happily to their favorite songs
or playing their favorite sports
giggling and laughing
Having a good time
I think its the sweetest thing ever and it truly is so cute to me
🙁
After meeting Matt
well I think i met him first
But yeah
after that
I met Mundane
It was through the venting channel
Exactly venting channel number 3
He was making some jokes or something
I commented on it
found it funny
And he texted me after that
"You play Xbox?"
Looking back
I probably wouldve never known that one message would've changed so much
oouu shii
sorry
im back
but
yeah
That one message changed summer time
We began to talk more
got close
gamed
talked
gossiped a lot 👀
I was very open with him
We played
Roblox
and Minecraft
jujutsu shenanigans was genuinely my worst enemy
I keep getting jumped
sorry
But
Worst enemy
Kept getting jumped there
Ain't SHIT funny
But yeah
SORRY
but gaming was so fun
If you look up
Jujubean/Juju here
or Tic here
you'll see
all the lore
i guess
but yeha
very cool.!.
Then we got jumoed and now
who liked my joke
be honest guys
sorry
Very tragic
though
but anyways
After meeting him
(I think)
I kept talking im my journal with melanie
It was so much fun
So peak
I wish those days would come back because we genuinely didnt run out of topics
But we kept talking and etc
and
soon enough
Something happened
SOMETHING
Very amazing
perfect
amazing
everything good in the world
so good
it made me cry
Because honestly I never would've thought that me and melanie just talking would've done this
but
A little birdie
came along
and he said
Basically
that
me and Melanie's texting
helped him
I dont remember with what
Something about stress i think
But
To think
Just us talking
Really helped him with that a bit
or a lot
its like
damn
I actually helped someone by being myself
And its just such a big thing to me
something I wont forget
I wont forget that this was how we met
Ever
Never
EVER
but
it just makes me happy
emotional
But after that
We all began to talk in my journal
then
what i call
Limeey
was formed 👀
Ling, mel, and me..!!
Just the three of us
i miss it
It truly made summer the best
Mundane
Limeey
Matt
Just great memories
We would always play scary games
And call
I didnt call matt or mundane
But ling
Yes
100%
Whenever we'd play
All three of us would always be on call
Whenever he wasnt there
Id edit him in our hangouts
With one of us missing
It wasnt the same
It was the best when it was all three of us
And
Honestly
I truly admire Ling
I've known him for a good couple months now. Now im not saying im his best buddy and we go far back.. No. We are online friends!! But, despite just being online friends I feel like i have a deeper connection with him.
I dont have a brother
And I've always wanted one if im being honest
When i was way younger
Id always ask my mom to pop out a brother for me😭
because I just really wanted a older brother
to bully him
to joke around with him
To annoy him
etc
I just wanted to have that brother and sister bond
but I dont have it
i never had jt
And its too late now
But
Ling really gave me that bond in a way
I admire him a lot
Hes very wise and has a way with words. He always gives the best advice and recommendations for everything. I've cried to him many times before, and hes never turned me down or ignored me. Never. He always comforts me and gives me such great advice and always gives me the reassurance my own parents cant.
He understands my struggles despite us being completely different. Me being a girl and just a teenager. Yet he still understands me. My own dad doesnt even try that hard to understand me but Ling does
Its really cool.!!
Life has gotten busy though for all three of us, especially him
And im so proud of him for how far he has came and all the hard work and struggles hes pushed through throughout this time.
Ill forever be grateful for him because not only did he help me at my lowest points, he was there for my best friend too. Melanie!!
and i met some other people
But
I didnt really ever talk with them that much
