#ELLIES LITTLE JOURNAL !!!!!!!!!!!!

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spark river
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We arent ones to speak

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we getting it

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🤦‍♂️

granite gull
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Ntm now

spark river
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No

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We literally reach the weight limit alone

granite gull
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Bro

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When I first lost him

spark river
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With the power of friendship we genuinely finna break that scale

granite gull
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I got so scared I was gonna get yelled at

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I genuinely saw my life flash before my eyes

spark river
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bro the way no one gaf

granite gull
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I did not wanna be near him

spark river
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😭

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HELP

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no one wanted to..

granite gull
spark river
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everyone has smth against him

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omg

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stop

granite gull
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They all started interrogating me

spark river
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BECAUSE

granite gull
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Got put in a aaron

spark river
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I love a lil singing session but when he genuinely began singing behind us when we had mr Murphy class in the science room

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I teared up a bit

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OMG

spark river
granite gull
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He could have waited until home to do allat😕

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Like I get it

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But please not now

spark river
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OMG

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NO

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NO

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STOP

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HE SOUNDED JUST LIKE THIS

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IM CRYING

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HELP

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THIS ISNTCOKAY

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HE PROBABLY HAD HIS HEADPHONES TO MAC

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MAX

granite gull
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He always does

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Whenever I think about him

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I just think about his jawline

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I’m not one to judge

spark river
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which jawline

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Oop

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wait me too

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HELPP

granite gull
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The non existing one😕

spark river
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We all in the same boat

granite gull
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Ive seen his side profile too much

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Its all I think about

spark river
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That morning glow

granite gull
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Ew wait I’m actually gagging

spark river
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Honestly does he deserve all the hate

granite gull
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This isn’t funny

spark river
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ain't shi funny

granite gull
spark river
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And honestly yes he does

granite gull
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Until I talked to him

spark river
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hes a proud racist

granite gull
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Then realized yeah he does

spark river
spark river
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especially to Kimberly and Brooklyn

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Whenever someone freezes up while talking hes like "any day now"

granite gull
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No because I wished he got lost forever

spark river
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And then the guys genuinely tell him to stfu

granite gull
spark river
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LITERALLY

granite gull
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Someone rock his shi

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Where is aaron when you need him

spark river
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LIKE ITS FUNNY WHEN THE OTHER GUYS SAY IT BECAUSE THEY ARE ACTUALLY KINDA FRIENDS WITH THE GIRLS

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OR LITERALLY EVERYONE

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ALEX JUST SAYS IT TO LOOK COOL

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AND HE GENUINELY LOOKS AROUND FOR APPROVAL

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I BET YOU IF HE WAS JUST NICE AND QUIET OR HIMSELF AND NOT MEAN

granite gull
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Buddy ain’t nobody likes him

spark river
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PEOPLE WOULD LIKE HIM MUCH BETTER

granite gull
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The only reason he is there is so people have something to laugh at

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The guy nobody invited

spark river
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After he thought shi was funny and he wanted to fight a masc in 6th grade

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EVERYTHING went downhill

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Even Dylan

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The most chill guy ever

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Dont fw him

granite gull
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That’s crazy tho

spark river
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😭

granite gull
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Nobody fw him

spark river
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Wrap it up Alex

granite gull
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Let’s be honest

spark river
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NOT EVEN TIFFANY

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AND SHE WAS DATING HIM AT ONE POINT

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BUDDY

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HES NOT SAFE FROM ANYONE

granite gull
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She probably dated him outta pity

spark river
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And Felix genuinely be side eyeing him

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FELIX

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LITERALLY FELIX

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🤦‍♂️

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Lock in Alex

granite gull
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Like they are almost in the same boat

spark river
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Hes not even that bad when hes actually not being mean or racist out loud

spark river
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😭

granite gull
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But Felix is so much better then him

spark river
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YEAH

granite gull
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👀

spark river
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wha dat mean

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😳

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Wait

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I remember

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he said smth about a girls jaw

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and

granite gull
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At least he is no longer openly racist

spark river
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skin...

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HELPP

granite gull
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💔

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Nobody likes Alex

spark river
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yeah

granite gull
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He aint even that smart too

spark river
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This is the take away

granite gull
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He genuinely has nothing going for him

spark river
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omg

granite gull
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The only one who likes him is mr cordara🫩

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Even that is a stretch

spark river
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I just tooted and it burnt

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Like I sneezed and it genuinely shot out

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Am i weird

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no ok thanks

granite gull
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Nah

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It happens to the best of us

granite gull
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Not me tho

spark river
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He dont

granite gull
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But best of us

spark river
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After catching him playing

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😭

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He genuinely slimed Alex out

granite gull
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Catching strays

spark river
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STOP

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PUT HIM ON THE SPOT AND EVERYTHING

granite gull
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So glad it wasnt me🥹✌️

spark river
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omg

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I remember in social studies he was constantly asking to play with Jessica's toys

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or jaylahs

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Like we would have it and he would ask to play with it

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mind you

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hes licking his fingers

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and secretly eating chips from his bag

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no

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Its not even a secret his ass is doing it

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💔

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He chews very loudly

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and no hate but

granite gull
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Bro he picks his boogers, licks his fingers, does scratch and sniffs

spark river
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be sneaky

granite gull
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I would never want to be near him

spark river
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Honestly Dylan picks his nose too

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no shade though

granite gull
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But at least he’s pretty and smart and funny

spark river
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And he does scratch and sniffs

granite gull
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So he has things going for him

granite gull
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Wait wha

spark river
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um

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Melanie

granite gull
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Oouu shii

spark river
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We all saw that

granite gull
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👀👀

spark river
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HELP

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fym ouu shii 🤤

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pretty privileged 😭

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Ain't dykan also highkey racist

granite gull
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Overall Dylan has privellages

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Or however you say it

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And he’s rich👀👀

granite gull
spark river
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😭

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I like how we genuinely talking shi and we probably in bed laying

granite gull
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But he’s willing to work with people of color

spark river
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triple chins out

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rubbing our bellies

granite gull
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Wait ntm

spark river
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take

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melanie

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I hope you get banned

granite gull
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what for..?👀👀👀✌️

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Sorry I genuinely am cringing myself out

spark river
granite gull
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I’mma finally get up and take a walk

spark river
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WAITN O

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WAITCNO

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wait

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Since when can I send gifs

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Wait

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Wait..

granite gull
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Wait can I tho…?

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Oh nvm

spark river
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HELPP

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YOU CHUD

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HELPP

granite gull
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Clearly they have favorites…

spark river
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Ouuu shii looks like im too cute

granite gull
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Clearly my takes are too hot

spark river
granite gull
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Do you at least agree with some of them…?🥺

spark river
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uhhh

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change of topic

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321

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hi guys

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what's uo guhs

granite gull
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Oh okay

spark river
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Sorry

granite gull
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Hopefully I don’t get banned and doxxed

spark river
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Can't risk this fame lol..

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Then the number genuinely goes down

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ouu shi

granite gull
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Why are you making a peen😕

spark river
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WHAT

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NO I DINT

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Grr

granite gull
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Yknow that’s not allowed right?

spark river
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Your trying to set me up..

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well

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lets just say

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Lifts hands up.. starting to float up, rising

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Im the bad guy in this server

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ok

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im gonna chr

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cry

granite gull
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I was never interested in homelander

spark river
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oh...?

granite gull
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But after watching a clip of him begging

spark river
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wait

granite gull
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Saying he’ll suck it to live

spark river
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pause hot take incoming

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what

granite gull
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I switched tabs

spark river
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Melanie you cant say that

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MELANIE

granite gull
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Sorry

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Tmi?

spark river
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oouuu shii

granite gull
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Wait please don’t ban me…🥺🙏

granite gull
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Oouu shii

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Guess who’s failing👀👀

spark river
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Us

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Can i confess something

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😕

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is this a safe space guys

granite gull
granite gull
spark river
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HELPP

granite gull
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Wait why is everyone running away…?

spark river
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bebeton its ok

granite gull
spark river
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us

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But

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im

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um

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my confession

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is

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highkey

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not even a full day after I got that gift from Hector

granite gull
spark river
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This one perfume bottle inside

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Made of glass

spark river
granite gull
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Did you break it..?

spark river
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yeah

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lets just say

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it fell

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and

granite gull
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💀

spark river
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honestly it smelled a little like

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bad

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because it smelled really strong and sweet

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like

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idk

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It made me get a terrible headache

granite gull
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Say you got mugged

spark river
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but I dont have the heart to tell him that

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Tell him thst I dropped it on accident

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So unfortunately

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Kitten is taking the blame

granite gull
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That bon bon knocked it over

spark river
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LMAO

granite gull
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Someone has to take the blame sorry…

spark river
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thats the game plan unfortunately..

granite gull
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Thats just the rule

spark river
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Sorry Bon Bon

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That's jusr the way the cookie crumbles...

granite gull
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That’s what I usually do

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Sorry cesar…👀👀

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I rememver I ate all of my sister ferror roche chocolates

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Blamed it all on my brother

granite gull
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Wait am I problematic?

spark river
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HELP

granite gull
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Noo…

spark river
granite gull
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Wait I’m easy

spark river
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Also

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You might hit me because I know you hate this

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but

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is this a safe space...

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🥺

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um gl

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ZUM

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um

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fyys??

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guys?

granite gull
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We don’t judge dw🥺🥹

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Don’t throw tomatoes at me pls

spark river
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heh

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um

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This bridie texted me on my birthday

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and i think they tryna get me back

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To talk to them

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genuinely sent me a message 3 days ago

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I haven't replied

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Sent me three actually

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Yeah

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My ass didnt reply

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should i even

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I feel bad

granite gull
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Nah

spark river
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okay so this clearly isnt a safe space

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oh

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HELP

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I feel bad

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cuz i kinda dissappeared outta the blue lol

granite gull
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Did they do anything

spark river
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they actually did nothing

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whoch is why I skedaddled

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HELP

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kinda ignoredcme

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😳

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If this rings a bell

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when i was crying because I almost got touched in public and they genuinely ignored my rant

granite gull
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Nvm they deserve it

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Oops

spark river
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Ok u right

spark river
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HI GUYS

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Ok im bacj

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had to poo

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Time to play piggy

spark river
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Okay

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Im going out

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WITH MY SISTER

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And when I come bacj

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My cousin is probably gonna be here..!!

spark river
spark river
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I love milk

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ill never let it get warm

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This but everyone says yes 100%

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My hair look a mess

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Happy to look a mess

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BUT

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thats okay....

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I hope they dont catch me lacking too

summer sinew
spark river
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ima eat McDonald's heh

spark river
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omg

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I had a apple pie

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so yummy..!

spark river
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By the rain

spark river
spark river
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I love hector so much

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Hes so cute

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I forgot to send this

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But hes just the cutest

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Stealing my sticker..!

summer sinew
spark river
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Heh

summer sinew
spark river
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bae yoyu so cute toorooSmush

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But he is really cutee 👀

summer sinew
spark river
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Let's just say...

summer sinew
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I'm #1

spark river
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we've been together for 8 months.. ^_^

summer sinew
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OH

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YAY

spark river
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Heh

summer sinew
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CONGRATS

spark river
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hes so cute..!!!

summer sinew
spark river
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He steals my lines too

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Its all so cute..!

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he so cutecutecfutecfuectuexfuecfuew

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His voice messages are so cute too

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always singing dumb songs

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or making stupid references

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that I love so much

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I can mention one reference

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And he will just always bring it up

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Always remember it

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like the cottage cheese one 😭

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"I dont even eat cottage cheese..."

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So cute..!!

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Hes freaked out though

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But in a jokingly wah

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way

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😳 ✅

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like wait stopp 👀

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Lets see what he reposted..

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Hopefully its about me.!!

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oouuu shii

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stopp 👀

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back when we first started talking

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boy you not funnii😳

summer sinew
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Oh nk

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My message didn't sned

spark river
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When we tried matching profiles

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oouu shii

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anyways

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hes so cute though

spark river
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Ok i hate everyone

summer sinew
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Me🥺❓️

spark river
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No..

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no you momma

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buddy

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i feel like Freddy fazebear tweaking

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Im so bad at all these roblox games

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JUST end me

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I suck at flee the facility

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I suck at adopt me trading

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I suck at playing survive the killer

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I suck at playing volleyball legends

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I suck at playing HOMELESS LIFE

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omg

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I suck at jujutsu shenanigans

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I suck at all these games

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This aint okay..

spark river
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Am i a chud

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gusy be honest

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"No you so cute"

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ouuu shii

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😳

summer sinew
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My brother jumped me

spark river
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WHAT

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Wait im ready to fight

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Heh

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@summer sinew @granite gull @turbid cloak are you guys excited for the summer time..!.!

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Oh ok u guys hate me

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no its ok ................................................................................................................................................................................

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I guess...................................................................................................................................................................................

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Im the guy no one invited...

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Ouu shii hi

granite gull
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Bro I’m gonna gain 52 pounds🤤

spark river
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😳

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Oouuu shii

granite gull
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No exercise done

spark river
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your gonna double it and give it to the next person

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me

granite gull
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No going out

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No showering

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I’m so ready

spark river
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yo 🤤

granite gull
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Summer where you at🤤✌️

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The water bill gonna be at it’s lowest

spark river
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No shower streak starts ... today! Gahh..!. Cmere you...

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HELL

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HELP

granite gull
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Oh

spark river
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Wait i cant say that

granite gull
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Huh

spark river
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sorry

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but get it

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when you sneeze on your period

granite gull
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Never thought of that…

spark river
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But I giggled

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so

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So it just

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😂

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Ok sorry

granite gull
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Overall I need that summer vacation

spark river
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Ouuu shii

granite gull
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Tho I am fatter now so I won’t be going out in public 🤤✌️

spark river
spark river
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😭

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OMG

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I JUST DID THE TONGUE THING

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THE ONE U DID DURING MUSIC

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HELPP

granite gull
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Stop

spark river
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Ou yeah

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NO school tmr

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😳

granite gull
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My sister keeps sliming me out for it

spark river
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Im so ready

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not showering till tuesday

granite gull
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Watch me not pull up on tuesday too🥹✌️

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Need that vacation early

granite gull
spark river
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He asks us why we didnt pull up

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ouu i thought the vacation was extended mr herrador 😳

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Like that doll saying you working too hard

granite gull
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Ooh yeah

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Looks like I’m not doing any work tonight

spark river
granite gull
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🥹

spark river
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This boutta be me after showering

granite gull
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I hate showering

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I used to sit on the floor when showering

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I got too lazy standing up

spark river
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Yo this aint helping ur case lil bro😭

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HELP

granite gull
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Take a few naps even when I used to have a tub

granite gull
spark river
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I hated sitting down in the tub

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I thought the water would slip up the wrong place

spark river
granite gull
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Oh

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Why did no one tell me

spark river
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sorry

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That's just the way the cookie crumbkes

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ooo crumble cookie 😳

granite gull
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Instantly switched tabs

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Sorry

spark river
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Melanie u dog

granite gull
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I’m actually really surprised I don’t have them

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No heart attack yet

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Going strong

spark river
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That Pepsi catching up

granite gull
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Stop

spark river
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Omg my fatass hasn't done the deltas

granite gull
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I snuck in three today

granite gull
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No reading, deltas, current events

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Omg I havent even finished the other ss work

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Look who’s not passing

spark river
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Zamnn I forgottt😳

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Ysss

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usss

granite gull
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Where the 8 and 7th graders at🤤✌️

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Upper dogs

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This time we get put in mr apps class

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Oouu shii

spark river
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melanei you cant say that

granite gull
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Sorry

spark river
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you older than all of us

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remember thaf

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😭

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They genuinely boutta cancel yo ass

granite gull
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But that don’t stop me does it🤤

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Ooouu shii

spark river
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MELANJE

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They finna call the mods on you

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not too much now

granite gull
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Wait don’t ban me plss🥺

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You can’t say no to these eyes

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🥺

spark river
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Cmon take out the puppy eyess 🥺

granite gull
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I’m just a bebeh🥺

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Sorry

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I’ll leave now

spark river
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the cross eyed eyss

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eyes

granite gull
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Katie B

spark river
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😳

granite gull
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We in the cross eyed section

spark river
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Im blushin

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😳

granite gull
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Ling is dead for good

spark river
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I miss him

spark river
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Im so done

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this aint okay

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ima cry

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a whole lot of water jusr spilled on me

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Cold

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water

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and i hit my elbow

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And my sister refused to give me napkins

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And called me a lil bitch

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So

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Unfortunately

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She wont be going out on Wednesday

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And

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Unfortunately

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My parents are going to miraculously find out she used to do drugs

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im sorry..!!

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thats the way the cookie crumbles

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🥹

spark river
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Good night guys....!!

spark river
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Heh hey guys.!.!

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Kitten just got fed

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hes eating in our room

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Cuz my cousin is sleeping outside in the kitchen

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And the food smell a lil bad

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So

spark river
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wait just end me

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people are bringing up my friends cringey past and the messages above her cringey ones

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are mine too

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wait this aint okay

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😳

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Okay at least we were all cringey

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spark river
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TIME TO PLAAYY

spark river
spark river
spark river
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Im so ready for the summer time..!!!!

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I really wanna go to the sprinklers

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in the park

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I remember when i was there with my sister

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These two girls were playing with us

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we had to go but they didn't wanna let us go

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so my sister pretended to wander off and I was like "lemme go look for her!"

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Buddy I left

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😭

spark river
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Showering rn..!!.!.

spark river
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Okay

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Im getting back into the habit of drinking tea daily

spark river
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And honestly

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I like the way im built

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👀

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I just kinda wanna get rid of face fat

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and thats really it

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Alsl

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also

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for some strange reason

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I had muscle back then

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like actual muscle on my bicep

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🤤

spark river
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Working on delta..

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Hopefully i dont come back to this and say I gave up

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Heh

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Also

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I was thinking of making another journal

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one for physical health..!

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But idk

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Because I think ive already touched on those topics in this journal..

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But I might make one anyways

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If i do

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smash that like button and subscribe on it 😳

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ok sorry

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but yeah

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I might make one

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And i wanna put pictures in that journal

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but honestly with the way things had gone in the past

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your not catching my pictures anywhere

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Maybe during the summer time I will be sending more pictures here

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but honestly I genuinely have to be careful

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Tip toeing around egg shells 💔

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Unfortunately

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Omg

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Okay so this is yucky so people might not wanna hear this

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so im warning anyone

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who is reading this

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or will read this

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Its acne

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but I have this nasty pimple or something on my face

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like my hair hides it but i just hate it so much

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and I wanna pop it but it wont pop

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so

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ima need to get a pimple patch or smth..

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I've used pimple patches in the past but they genuinely didnt work for me so

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But yeah..!!!

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ouu shii

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Wait can yall tell which graph I drew

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😳

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@granite gull DO UR DELTAS

granite gull
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I’m watching edits

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🥺

spark river
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Lock in bebeton

granite gull
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I’ll do them at 2

spark river
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Honestly fuh that work

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my mommy tweaking out on me for no reason

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Killed my vibe..

spark river
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Its actually been a year

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Im gonna cry

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oouu shii

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I love everyone

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like genuinely

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Heh

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A year ago

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On may the first

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well

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I joined way before that

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But

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Around

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Arounddd

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Maybe

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February

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I joined

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Or a little before that

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Thats the first time i joined

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and honestly

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I was so scared to even make a journal

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I thought if I made one

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the second i would send a message here

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Id get banned and sent 100000000+ threats

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but no heh

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I actually made Melly join because

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I was too scared to make a journal

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I was thinking

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Ouu

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If i make one with her

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AT least we both going down together

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So we both made one

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it was pretty darn cool

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👀

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For the first few weeks

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or months

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it was so cool

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genuinely

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mekanie and I spoke in this everyday

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we still do heh

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but it was just really cool because it was my first time here

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and etc

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making a journal

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etc..

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So

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I might not put this in order but

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PART ONE

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I made my intro

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I made a journal

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and made melanie join

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😳

#

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After that..

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once people began to read my journal and heart it more often

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I decided to talk a bit more

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in like

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main chat

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or just read the messages

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including in the venting sections

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This is kinda still part one

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but yeah

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I started exploring around the server..

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I would look at other people's journals too

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I was hearting pictures and messages

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reacting to them

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etc

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I was just playing games in here😭

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Very curious

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I was just having the time of my life.!.!!

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Then

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PART TWO

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I began to meet new people..!!

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Instead of being a lil lazy chud

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I actually spoke a bit to others

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I cant remember one of the ways I met this person in specific

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I cant exactly remember how I met Matt

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Heh

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Matt

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But

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I think it was through his journal

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I was reacting to some of his messages

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i think I even sent a message or two in his journal

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After that

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We began to talk

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good friends

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hugheart

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He would show me pictures of his video games and we would rant together

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Pretty cool

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also he would talk in my journal once in a while

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It was nice

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There was something about the way he expressed himself

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It was like having a older brother in way

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that highkey hated me but still cared for me ✅

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because he would clock me

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most of the time

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🤦‍♂️

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But hes really smart too

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and idk

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his views on stuff

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Pretty darn cool..!!!

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I liked whenever he would talk about his gameplay

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Why?

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because i liked learning about all these new games

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all the new characters I never knew about

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I liked having him talk to me about the stuff he liked

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but idk

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I just find it sweet when people talk to me about their interests

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Its like

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Damn

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you really are passionate about this

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Fighting little monsters makes you happy?,

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thats so sweet 🙁

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And i can just imagine them doing it

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On the game playing happily

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Or dancing happily to their favorite songs

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or playing their favorite sports

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giggling and laughing

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Having a good time

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I think its the sweetest thing ever and it truly is so cute to me

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🙁

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After meeting Matt

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well I think i met him first

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But yeah

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after that

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I met Mundane

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It was through the venting channel

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Exactly venting channel number 3

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He was making some jokes or something

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I commented on it

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found it funny

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And he texted me after that

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"You play Xbox?"

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Looking back

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I probably wouldve never known that one message would've changed so much

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oouu shii

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sorry

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im back

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but

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yeah

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That one message changed summer time

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We began to talk more

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got close

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gamed

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talked

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gossiped a lot 👀

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I was very open with him

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We played

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Roblox

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and Minecraft

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jujutsu shenanigans was genuinely my worst enemy

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I keep getting jumped

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sorry

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But

spark river
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Kept getting jumped there

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Ain't SHIT funny

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But yeah

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SORRY

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but gaming was so fun

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If you look up

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Jujubean/Juju here

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or Tic here

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you'll see

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all the lore

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i guess

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but yeha

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very cool.!.

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Then we got jumoed and now

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who liked my joke

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be honest guys

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sorry

spark river
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though

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but anyways

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After meeting him

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(I think)

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I kept talking im my journal with melanie

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It was so much fun

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So peak

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I wish those days would come back because we genuinely didnt run out of topics

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But we kept talking and etc

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and

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soon enough

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Something happened

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SOMETHING

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Very amazing

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perfect

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amazing

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everything good in the world

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so good

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it made me cry

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Because honestly I never would've thought that me and melanie just talking would've done this

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but

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A little birdie

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came along

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and he said

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Basically

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that

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me and Melanie's texting

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helped him

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I dont remember with what

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Something about stress i think

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But

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To think

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Just us talking

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Really helped him with that a bit

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or a lot

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its like

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damn

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I actually helped someone by being myself

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And its just such a big thing to me

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something I wont forget

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I wont forget that this was how we met

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Ever

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Never

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EVER

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but

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it just makes me happy

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emotional

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But after that

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We all began to talk in my journal

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then

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what i call

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Limeey

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was formed 👀

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Ling, mel, and me..!!

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Just the three of us

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i miss it

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It truly made summer the best

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Mundane

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Limeey

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Matt

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Just great memories

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We would always play scary games

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And call

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I didnt call matt or mundane

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But ling

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Yes

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100%

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Whenever we'd play

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All three of us would always be on call

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Whenever he wasnt there

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Id edit him in our hangouts

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With one of us missing

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It wasnt the same

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It was the best when it was all three of us

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And

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Honestly

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I truly admire Ling

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I've known him for a good couple months now. Now im not saying im his best buddy and we go far back.. No. We are online friends!! But, despite just being online friends I feel like i have a deeper connection with him.

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I dont have a brother

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And I've always wanted one if im being honest

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When i was way younger

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Id always ask my mom to pop out a brother for me😭

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because I just really wanted a older brother

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to bully him

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to joke around with him

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To annoy him

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etc

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I just wanted to have that brother and sister bond

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but I dont have it

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i never had jt

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And its too late now

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But

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Ling really gave me that bond in a way

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I admire him a lot

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Hes very wise and has a way with words. He always gives the best advice and recommendations for everything. I've cried to him many times before, and hes never turned me down or ignored me. Never. He always comforts me and gives me such great advice and always gives me the reassurance my own parents cant.

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He understands my struggles despite us being completely different. Me being a girl and just a teenager. Yet he still understands me. My own dad doesnt even try that hard to understand me but Ling does

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Its really cool.!!

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Life has gotten busy though for all three of us, especially him

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And im so proud of him for how far he has came and all the hard work and struggles hes pushed through throughout this time.

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Ill forever be grateful for him because not only did he help me at my lowest points, he was there for my best friend too. Melanie!!

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and i met some other people

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But

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I didnt really ever talk with them that much