#A journal off my life season 2
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Yes?
Cuz I gotta get home one way
That's a 2 hour drive...
oh…
but like yk that can be dangerous
somehow
Yep
That's why I regret not bringing a can of deo with me
whats thay
Deodorant?..
Yesss
It's okey haha
its not sound stupid.
It doesn’t sound stupid at all. Everyone gets triggered sometimes, and that’s okay. You’re allowed to feel that way. I hope you’re feeling a bit better now.
I want to bring it up again
But I don't want to seem like a controling person
I hate it
She's at fault and I feel guilty for even wanting to bring it up
Maybe it is my faukt
Maybe I do over react
I hate feeling misunderstood
Idk how to communicate properly about problems
Which makes me feel like the bitch in every thing I do or say ig
I did some intervals🙏
I'm setting steps backwards
I've been working on my first exam grades
I've been spending like 10 hours total on this
And still not done😭
Finally finished
My partner didn't do much
Then we had half an hour yo turn it in and it didn't work for me
Had to copy paste it all in order for it to work
I'm so stressed and just down rn
Won't be sleeping for long ig
I hope I feel better tomorrow
It was the first time I fr cried with her on the phone
I still turned off the camera for some parts tbh
But yea
It didn't feel wierd tho
I'm so annoyed tbh
I'm feeling horrible
I'm super stressed. I feel sick
And I just fucked up
Probably won't be sleeping till 12 again
Just great tbh
Getting my karma ig
I remember a poem
It was a mom who had ||sh|| her son asked about it
She told him that sometimes angels can't handle earth so they try to get back to heaven
Thought that was a pretty way to explain it
It was obv worded better but yk
I think back about it a lot
It's just really dirty
It feels really dirty
Idk
Might be me
But it's not worth an argument not a disagreement
I had a hockey game again I was goalkeeper. I fell through my knees the last 30 seconds it hurted so bad
But I did pretty well
I'm so annoyed
Idk how to talk about it anymore
But yea
I just hate this
I want to tell someone but kinda have no one to talk to atm
It's stupid
The itch has been coming back too
It sucks but gotta keep moving
wanna talk about it?
Nah its alright il figure it out
I'm so annoyed
Like
How
Why
Why the fuck does someone do that
Ugh
Idk how to move forward sometimes
Today was a shit day
I might actually crash out
Real🥀
Don't think I've overreacted today
Kinda just sick of people's bs
'I hate taylor swift'
No one asked
🥀
Honestly I've heard worse but just pisses me off
And then the other stuff that happend today
Don't think I've overreacted
Just like fuck off
(This is the point where i just start to rage bait my friends)
I've been moody af lately
I actually felt better today
Untill after school weirdly enough
i just started a diy
no havent even started yet that might be the worst part. but its going to be so awesome and im just so exited to start it
its going to be a LAPD metro police sweater
and a LAPD t-shirt
(Los Angeles police department)
Someone typed here and deleted it🤨
I was about to text here too
Anyway
I've been struggling a shit yon
And idk how to talk with people about it
Its not mentally
Atleast ig?
OMG I FOUND IT BACK
Wow
A lot has happend
Im single
Uhh
Ive reconected with a friend so thats fine
Im also more social which is scary
My k!ink is watching you ruin your life!
I hate it when people play the dirty game for 0 reason
But hey
Lets bash eachother online just to be nice through texts no?
The stress is getting to me again😭
Life is going crazy
Its not even like hard mode or anything
Cuz life is easy rn
BUT WTF
So much is happening
And look
Im not complaining
But damn
Little me would be disappointed
But dw cuz old me is pretty proud
🎀
My birthday feels like a stupid day today
🎀
Im finally so happy with my body its insane
Like I LOVE it
I just wanna loose a lil fat around my legs cuz its clear that they're fatty😭 but I just love the shape rn
My body is most likely rejecting my piercing rn
Which is shit cuz it made me rlly confident and it was finally calming down
But I see the piercing part through the skin rn
Right🧍♀️
Oh well
Tomorrow im going to a concert!
Gonna que there at like 3pm im so exited
Sometimes I wish that having an argument wasn't this draining cuz why is it?
