#A journal off my life season 2

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unkempt shale
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Wish I bought a small can of deo or hairspray with me

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girl…

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why..

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pliant dragon
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You parents cant get you?

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pliant dragon
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but like yk that can be dangerous

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somehow

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That's why I regret not bringing a can of deo with me

pliant dragon
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pliant dragon
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AAAA

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AAAAAA

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SORRY

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i wont nitro

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hihi

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My night had been awefull

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I got trigerd

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It sounds stupid idk

pliant dragon
pliant dragon
# unkempt shale It sounds stupid idk

It doesn’t sound stupid at all. Everyone gets triggered sometimes, and that’s okay. You’re allowed to feel that way. I hope you’re feeling a bit better now.

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Il probably delete the journal

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Or wint talk here anymore

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Hate this

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It has happend again

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When do you stop forgiving?

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I want to bring it up again

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But I don't want to seem like a controling person

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I hate it

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She's at fault and I feel guilty for even wanting to bring it up

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Maybe it is my faukt

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Maybe I do over react

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I hate feeling misunderstood

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Idk how to communicate properly about problems

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Which makes me feel like the bitch in every thing I do or say ig

unkempt shale
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I did some intervals🙏

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I'm setting steps backwards

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I've been working on my first exam grades

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I've been spending like 10 hours total on this

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And still not done😭

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Finally finished

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My partner didn't do much

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Then we had half an hour yo turn it in and it didn't work for me

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Had to copy paste it all in order for it to work

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I'm so stressed and just down rn

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Won't be sleeping for long ig

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I hope I feel better tomorrow

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It was the first time I fr cried with her on the phone

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I still turned off the camera for some parts tbh

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But yea

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It didn't feel wierd tho

unkempt shale
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Help I miserote how oops

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Miswrote

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Do it censored what I wrote

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So

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I'm so annoyed tbh

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I'm feeling horrible

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I'm super stressed. I feel sick

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And I just fucked up

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Probably won't be sleeping till 12 again

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Just great tbh

unkempt shale
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Getting my karma ig

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I remember a poem

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It was a mom who had ||sh|| her son asked about it

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She told him that sometimes angels can't handle earth so they try to get back to heaven

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Thought that was a pretty way to explain it

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It was obv worded better but yk

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I think back about it a lot

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I've been feeling kinda locked

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It's just really dirty

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It feels really dirty

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Idk

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Might be me

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But it's not worth an argument not a disagreement

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I had a hockey game again I was goalkeeper. I fell through my knees the last 30 seconds it hurted so bad

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But I did pretty well

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I'm so annoyed

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Idk how to talk about it anymore

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But yea

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I just hate this

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I want to tell someone but kinda have no one to talk to atm

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It's stupid

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The itch has been coming back too

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It sucks but gotta keep moving

quartz condor
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quartz condor
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good luck brochacho

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I'm so annoyed

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Like

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How

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Why

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Why the fuck does someone do that

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Ugh

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Idk how to move forward sometimes

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Today was a shit day

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got extremely triggerd

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didnt expect that

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I feel like i have a knot in my throat

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It sucks

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I might actually crash out

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Real🥀

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Don't think I've overreacted today

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Kinda just sick of people's bs

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'I hate taylor swift'

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No one asked

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🥀

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Honestly I've heard worse but just pisses me off

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And then the other stuff that happend today

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Don't think I've overreacted

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Just like fuck off

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(This is the point where i just start to rage bait my friends)

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I've been moody af lately

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I actually felt better today

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Untill after school weirdly enough

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Im back

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Im not actually i wanted to yap but idk how or what about

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i just started a diy

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no havent even started yet that might be the worst part. but its going to be so awesome and im just so exited to start it

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its going to be a LAPD metro police sweater

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and a LAPD t-shirt

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(Los Angeles police department)

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Someone typed here and deleted it🤨

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I was about to text here too

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Anyway

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I've been struggling a shit yon

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And idk how to talk with people about it

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Its not mentally

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Atleast ig?

unkempt shale
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OMG I FOUND IT BACK

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Wow

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A lot has happend

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Im single

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Uhh

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Ive reconected with a friend so thats fine

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Im also more social which is scary

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Just had a math test

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It went okeyish

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My k!ink is watching you ruin your life!

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I hate it when people play the dirty game for 0 reason

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But hey

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Lets bash eachother online just to be nice through texts no?

unkempt shale
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The stress is getting to me again😭

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Life is going crazy

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Its not even like hard mode or anything

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Cuz life is easy rn

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BUT WTF

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So much is happening

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And look

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Im not complaining

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But damn

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Little me would be disappointed

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But dw cuz old me is pretty proud

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🎀

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My birthday feels like a stupid day today

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Well its going fine now

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A lot of people congratulated me😋

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New pfp

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Im finally so happy with my body its insane

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Like I LOVE it

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I just wanna loose a lil fat around my legs cuz its clear that they're fatty😭 but I just love the shape rn

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My body is most likely rejecting my piercing rn

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Which is shit cuz it made me rlly confident and it was finally calming down

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But I see the piercing part through the skin rn

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Right🧍‍♀️

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Oh well

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Tomorrow im going to a concert!

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Gonna que there at like 3pm im so exited

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Sometimes I wish that having an argument wasn't this draining cuz why is it?

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Me after today

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Lowkey real😋

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I have a new big flex

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My fav artist just posted a story of the show I went to and you can see me!

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Tomorrow I have a party!

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So exited ngl

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I also have a hockey match since like 3 weeks