Matt’s Journal | The Therapy Center | Page 4

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:20 AM

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Yk u said u have a friend that’s constantly annoying

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What if u were like that for her, but if your mad at that, your doing that to another person aren’t you?

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:20 AM

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What are you taking about dude?

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I didn’t say she was annoying

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:21 AM

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I’m trying to

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:21 AM

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I said she concerns me and needs an actual therapist because I cannot help her

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:21 AM

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Oh

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My bad then

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I’m sorry

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What’s a problem your having currently

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:21 AM

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I don’t even know where to begin

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:21 AM

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Wait

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List what went wrong today

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:23 AM

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Well my mom was trying to schedule another appointment with the cleaning lady

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But screw the cleaning lady

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:23 AM

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What went wrong with you today

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:23 AM

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Just this friend bothering me

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When I was just tryna game

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:24 AM

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What was the problem

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:24 AM

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Their bf cheated on them

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I told them I was sorry to hear that and then I told them it’ll be okay and then they just freaked out

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:25 AM

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Damn why u hitting up so many girls 😭

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:25 AM

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brisk edge I told them I was sorry to hear that and then I told them it’ll be okay and then...

That’s just girls, everyone’s got shit to deal with yk

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Maybe someone’s day was already completely ass

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:25 AM

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severe lily Damn why u hitting up so many girls 😭

I’m not

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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And then more shit

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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brisk edge I’m not

School friends then

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Alr

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But anyway

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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I’m not Hugh Hefner

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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People got stuff going on in their own lives

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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brisk edge I’m not Hugh Hefner

Who’s that

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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I have guy friends and friends who are girls

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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Ahh

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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severe lily Who’s that

The guy who made playboy magazine

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He’s a weirdo idk

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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Alr 😭

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Anyway like I was saying

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:26 AM

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I only said that since he had a bunch of girls with him

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Then ofc he was a shitty guy and the girls come out and say he was as soon as he’s dead

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:27 AM

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People got their going on yk, maybe some day was f’d up alr and then more bad info, there’s lots of stuff that piles up and certain amounts of anger can come out at once yk

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:27 AM

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Well and it’s just media shit

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The media is garbage

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:28 AM

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Dude, take tomorrow and focus on your own problems

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Trust me

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One day

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Hop off social media

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Ik that’s hard ash

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Take one day

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Focus on yourself

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Be alone

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Completely alone

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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I’m trying to go to the waterfront again

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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Ik you don’t like going there alone

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But take another day alone

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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So lemme explain the waterfront in Matt lore

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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Don’t go on social media or whatever

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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severe lily Ik you don’t like going there alone

Oh no I do

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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brisk edge So lemme explain the waterfront in Matt lore

Alr 😭

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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I just listen to music

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And walk

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:29 AM

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Alr

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:30 AM

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The waterfront is basically one of my favorite places. I walk this very long trail next to the sea or ocean

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And I mainly go there when it’s sunny and hot in the spring or summer

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And honestly I might go again soon

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If it isn’t too cold

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Okay this Saturday and Sunday it will be sunny but 32° to 44°

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It will be cold but I guess I’ll have to get a coat

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Cleaning lady may be coming Saturday or Sunday so idk when I can go

severe lily Jan 21, 2025, 5:36 AM

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Alr man I gotta hop of and I sincerely hope you get better

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Good night man

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 5:36 AM

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Thank you rizzy

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Good night

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Ima keep writing here tho

brisk edge Jan 21, 2025, 4:13 PM

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Back at school unfortunately

brisk edge Jan 22, 2025, 7:08 AM

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severe lily Alr

This dude really left💀

bitter quiver Jan 22, 2025, 12:29 PM

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brisk edge This dude really left💀

i'm sorry 🥺

cinder gate Jan 22, 2025, 3:02 PM

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brisk edge Back at school unfortunately

I hate school

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So boring

brisk edge Jan 22, 2025, 5:32 PM

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cinder gate I hate school

It’s hard when your a senior and people remind you about college all the damn time

brisk edge Jan 22, 2025, 7:10 PM

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My friend cut me off for having opinions

hushed belfry Jan 22, 2025, 7:33 PM

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brisk edge My friend cut me off for having opinions

Relatable hope you feel better

young nymph Jan 22, 2025, 7:37 PM

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brisk edge My friend cut me off for having opinions

that aint no good friend

brisk edge Jan 23, 2025, 4:53 PM

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hushed belfry Relatable hope you feel better

It was for a stupid reason

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Because they have friends who do OF

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And then I retweeted 2 anti 🌽 tweets

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And I guess they didn’t like it

drifting halo Jan 23, 2025, 9:35 PM

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brisk edge Because they have friends who do OF

OF ppl are ahhholes in mt oppinion

brisk edge Jan 24, 2025, 1:41 AM

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These younger generations of kids are actually so doomed

brisk edge Jan 24, 2025, 2:25 AM

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I will write a book similar to 1984

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1984 was written in the 1940s predicting governments will take control and shows the consequences of what happens

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I will write a book called 2049 and it will predict the future generations and how people will act

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Because people have no morals nowadays, they act crazy and think it’s okay to goof off

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I told her I needed a break from talking to her

cinder gate Jan 24, 2025, 6:12 PM

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brisk edge I told her I needed a break from talking to her

How did she take that?

brisk edge Jan 25, 2025, 12:32 AM

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cinder gate How did she take that?

She took it pretty well

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But I really needed a break from her

brisk edge Jan 25, 2025, 1:54 AM

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Phone bout to die

brisk edge Jan 25, 2025, 6:56 AM

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This day is just

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Absolutely garbage

brisk edge Jan 25, 2025, 10:19 PM

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Idk why I hate myself rn

brisk edge Jan 26, 2025, 6:09 AM

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I’m actually pissed off rn

brisk edge Jan 26, 2025, 8:34 AM

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Gotta love how my PlayStation plus runs out today and I have to buy it again tomorrow

brisk edge Jan 26, 2025, 10:53 AM

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There’s 14 year olds drinking and smoking

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Good god this world is cooked

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Noah get the boat

brisk edge Jan 27, 2025, 3:33 AM

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brisk edge Gotta love how my PlayStation plus runs out today and I have to buy it again tom...

Got it back🙏

brisk edge Jan 29, 2025, 3:14 AM

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I’m so done

brisk edge Jan 29, 2025, 3:54 AM

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I’m tired of people and life

brisk edge Feb 1, 2025, 2:37 AM

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I’m so lonely I hate it

brisk edge Feb 3, 2025, 2:38 AM

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Well

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I need to do a catch up on this

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Well shes deactivating her account

brisk edge Feb 3, 2025, 5:15 AM

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My game crashed

novel cipher Feb 3, 2025, 12:08 PM

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No, it actually means you don't trust her

novel cipher Feb 3, 2025, 12:10 PM

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brisk edge I’m so lonely I hate it

Being lonely isn't such a bad thing... (Trying to make light of the situation)

novel cipher Feb 3, 2025, 12:11 PM

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brisk edge My game crashed

Not really a bad thing, atleast now you can focus on something else

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Something you wanted to do

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Anything

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Generally, It helps when you laugh at difficult times

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You go like "Aw, man. I lost my sock... Well, now I can get a new one"... Or something like that

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(I don't know why I said that)

brisk edge Feb 3, 2025, 6:19 PM

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novel cipher Not really a bad thing, atleast now you can focus on something else

My game was fixed shortly after

novel cipher Feb 4, 2025, 6:41 AM

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Good for you

brisk edge Feb 5, 2025, 5:51 PM

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Teacher freaked out at me for no reason

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My teacher asked me if I could go ask my teacher downstairs if she had any glue sticks for a project

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And then when I got down there she was yelling at this kid

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And was full on going Godzilla on his ass

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Well he is an asshole so yeah

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And then when she saw I was there she was like: “what do you need" in a rude tone

cinder gate Feb 5, 2025, 8:08 PM

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brisk edge And then when she saw I was there she was like: “what do you need" in a rude ton...

Yeah, she was probably just annoyed.

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 7:48 AM

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Fuck this shit

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Why do I even fucking try with this life

random star Feb 7, 2025, 11:51 AM

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brisk edge Why do I even fucking try with this life

you try cause you want to see what it gets you in the end

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 5:25 PM

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Already in ceramics and I don’t wanna be here

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 6:55 PM

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Some of my classmates good god🤦‍♂️

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Thank god it’ll be my lunch soon

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Then I’ll have English where we’ll watch the documentary

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Then 5th I’ll have shitty math with a bunch of kids who can barely fucking count

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And then I’ll have 6th where I can go out to the green house and make plants

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Shit when I get home gonna hop on the ps5🙏

cinder gate Feb 7, 2025, 8:17 PM

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brisk edge Then 5th I’ll have shitty math with a bunch of kids who can barely fucking count

One kid in my class baerly knew basic algebra ecuations.

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 11:26 PM

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brisk edge Shit when I get home gonna hop on the ps5🙏

And my console isn’t fucking working

crimson patio Feb 7, 2025, 11:27 PM

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another matt :0

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 11:28 PM

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crimson patio another matt :0

Yes

crimson patio Feb 7, 2025, 11:29 PM

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brisk edge Yes

you are the superior matt

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 11:30 PM

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crimson patio you are the superior matt

I guess?

crimson patio Feb 7, 2025, 11:30 PM

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brisk edge I guess?

no guessing, its a fact

brisk edge Feb 7, 2025, 11:31 PM

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crimson patio no guessing, its a fact

Okay cool

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I’m trying to fix my console

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Nevermind servers are down

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I guess I’ll wait

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 12:46 AM

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Today has just been a total shitshow

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My classmates don’t appreciate my hard work for shit

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The PlayStation servers are down when I just wanted to come home and play my game

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 1:57 AM

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Shopping with my mom is absolute hell

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Shes absolutely annoying

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Telling me to move this way move that way

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I’d rather move to the nearest bridge to jump of off

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Which is something I should’ve done a damn long time ago

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The girl I like also is flirting with everyone else

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So that’s great

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Gotta love liking somebody and supporting someone who flirts with you and everybody else

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I can never win with this shit

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Crushes are an absolute waste of time

young radish Feb 8, 2025, 2:06 AM

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Crushes are the only reason I'm still here

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even though he doesn't like me back👍🏾

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 2:07 AM

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young radish even though he doesn't like me back👍🏾

How do you know?

young radish Feb 8, 2025, 2:07 AM

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I asked him

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 2:07 AM

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young radish Crushes are the only reason I'm still here

Well crushes have gotten me and a lot of people I know pissed off

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 2:08 AM

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young radish I asked him

Oh

young radish Feb 8, 2025, 2:08 AM

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idk If I'm a Lesbian

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Guys don't interest me anymore but Girls don't either

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mb sorry

crimson patio Feb 8, 2025, 2:09 AM

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brisk edge Crushes are an absolute waste of time

frfr

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 2:10 AM

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young radish mb sorry

It’s all good

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Ima just continue ranting cause I need to let off some steam

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Like I completely just wasted this shit for nothing

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I really liked her

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But she just flirts with me and flirts with everybody like

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Do you wanna be with me or not?? The hell

young radish Feb 8, 2025, 2:17 AM

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Sometimes the people who hurt you and others do it to not be invisible

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 2:20 AM

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young radish Sometimes the people who hurt you and others do it to not be invisible

Cause people be shitty asf

young radish Feb 8, 2025, 2:21 AM

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right

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 3:36 AM

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brisk edge Nevermind servers are down

Been down for 4 hours now

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 6:33 AM

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7 hours now shit

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brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 7:04 AM

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Well today fucking sucked

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People were rude, people were dumb, PlayStation servers are still down

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The girl I liked flirts with everybody

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This day was a shitshow

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What an amazing life you have Matt

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 7:56 AM

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wtf now

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So the servers are back online but i can’t play some of my games wtf

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 10:25 AM

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Only 2 hours into the new day and I already messed up

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Might just bedrot for the rest of the day tbh

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 10:33 AM

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brisk edge So the servers are back online but i can’t play some of my games wtf

The online games won’t even load in

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All my games finally work now

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Thank god

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Only took

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Only took them 11 hours to fix!

brisk edge Feb 8, 2025, 11:43 AM

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Well I’m sure as shit gonna die alone in the end

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Anyways goodnight!💤

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Gonna try and make tomorrow better

novel cipher Feb 9, 2025, 2:06 PM

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You didn't delete

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This

brisk edge Feb 9, 2025, 10:03 PM

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novel cipher You didn't delete

I will

brisk edge Feb 10, 2025, 12:04 AM

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I’m too stressed out with shit I don’t even know how to explain

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I have a friend who is doing something that I can’t say here cause it’ll probably get flagged

brisk edge Feb 10, 2025, 2:59 AM

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And liked this friend

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More then a friend

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If you know what I mean

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And they have an account where they post some

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Rated R stuff

drifting halo Feb 10, 2025, 4:52 PM

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👁️ 👁️

brisk edge Feb 10, 2025, 6:21 PM

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drifting halo 👁️ 👁️

It’s insane I know

flat hazel Feb 10, 2025, 6:26 PM

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Ambatakum ahh

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Aaaaaaa

brisk edge Feb 10, 2025, 6:37 PM

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Another troll

brisk edge Feb 10, 2025, 10:59 PM

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Some people today

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I can’t stand them

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So I’m in my math class and it’s later in the day

brisk edge Feb 11, 2025, 9:46 PM

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So I never did finish what I was gonna write here

brisk edge Feb 11, 2025, 9:51 PM

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brisk edge So I’m in my math class and it’s later in the day

There’s this girl in my class who is disabled

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She’s really short and has an aide with her

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And so she needed help using the pencil sharpener

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So I told her that you put the pencil through the top hole

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So then after I tell her that she sharpens her pencil

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Comes up to me and thanks me

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And then she tells me: "I like you"

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And then she says: "you should take me out"

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So I told her: "appreciate it but no thanks"

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So then these kids at my table accuse me of being a "pedophile"

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Keep in mind I’m 17 and she’s 14

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And I literally was trying to be nice about it and tell her I wasn’t interested respectfully

eternal lily Feb 11, 2025, 11:42 PM

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Are you okay dude

brisk edge Feb 11, 2025, 11:44 PM

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eternal lily Are you okay dude

I’m fine

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Thanks for asking

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Just ranting is all

eternal lily Feb 11, 2025, 11:54 PM

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brisk edge I’m fine

That's good

eternal lily Feb 11, 2025, 11:54 PM

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brisk edge Thanks for asking

Np bro

eternal lily Feb 11, 2025, 11:54 PM

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brisk edge Just ranting is all

It's ok lmao

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 2:08 AM

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brisk edge And I literally was trying to be nice about it and tell her I wasn’t interested ...

Thank god I didn’t go to that shithole today

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Woke up today with a stomach ache and a headache and decided not to go

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But now I feel a bit better so that’s good

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I’m tired of being in the special ed system

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I’m tired of being placed in a special ed math

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 4:05 AM

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System is actually horrible

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For starters they put everybody in one class and can barely control these kids

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 5:59 AM

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You have kids humping the table

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You have kids screaming and picking their noses

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Shit, at this point I’m a concerned citizen

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Well shit

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I miss her

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(My friend ofc)

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 5:18 PM

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So I’ve arrived back at school and everytime I breathe my chest hurts?

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 7:08 PM

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So my chest and back hurt for some reason idk wtf is happening

cinder gate Feb 12, 2025, 7:23 PM

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brisk edge You have kids humping the table

I have some kid in my class who just hgm, pulls it out randomly. He used to sit next to me in english class😭🙏

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 7:24 PM

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cinder gate I have some kid in my class who just hgm, pulls it out randomly. He used to sit ...

Hgm?

cinder gate Feb 12, 2025, 7:26 PM

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I don't know why I wrote "hgm"

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 9:23 PM

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brisk edge And I literally was trying to be nice about it and tell her I wasn’t interested ...

Back to this shithole

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So far so good

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Nothing has happened

brisk edge Feb 12, 2025, 9:45 PM

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Well

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Fuck

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I was wrong

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Hella wrong

brisk edge Feb 13, 2025, 1:36 AM

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So all journals are being moved now

brisk edge Feb 13, 2025, 4:31 AM

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Created a new journal just now

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Alright if you wanna keep reading I guess go find the journal that’s titled Matt’s journal

brisk edge Feb 14, 2025, 8:30 PM

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Fuck this day

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