venting

[vivid pendant]

oh

howd you do in the mocks

[cedar coral]

gangsta thru out the year and now im :(((

howz gpr

[vivid pendant]

im panicking sooo much lol

[cedar coral]

i did great actually but i have forgotten everythiung now

[vivid pendant]

did the essay paper for gp and for p2 on monday

[cedar coral]

and i didnt score really well in further math p3

[cedar coral]

semsemsem

[cedar coral]

ohhhh

how was it

[vivid pendant]

when i sit down to study my legs get all shaky lol

and cant study

[cedar coral]

:(((

the whole exam system is shit tbh

[vivid pendant]

essay went well ig. didnt like it after reviewing it tho. did good tho

[cedar coral]

like a one hour exam assesses you

how stupid is that

[vivid pendant]

lul true

but we did have time tho

[cedar coral]

legit affects ur uni admission

[vivid pendant]

i literally wasted entire last 2 weeks

[cedar coral]

oh cool ig

[cedar coral]

who didnt

[vivid pendant]

true

that part tho

scary

[cedar coral]

we still r

wastig time

lmao

[vivid pendant]

what did you get for ur AS

[cedar coral]

i am in AS hahah

[vivid pendant]

oh

im doing A2 lul

[cedar coral]

what did u get in as

[vivid pendant]

havent even started w chem and phys

[cedar coral]

hahaha ive done phys but half of chem is left

[vivid pendant]

math A phys B comp C chem D lol

redoing comp

[cedar coral]

okok

cool

why did we take 5 subs idk

who hit us in the head

[vivid pendant]

lul

[cedar coral]

when we were making that decision

[vivid pendant]

some eople literally have 3 subjects

[cedar coral]

and who froze our brains in the add/drop week

and who paralysed us when we had time to withdraww

[cedar coral]

exactly like imagine such a lifee

[vivid pendant]

i was thuinking of dropping chem for sooo long and still didnt do it cuz of that dumb fricking teacher

[cedar coral]

uhoh 😦

alt academy is amazing for chem really

fades away

[dense shell]

hi everyone

[tranquil stag]

i have my igcse exams starting from thursday next week and honestly i haven't been studying recently. i feel as if my health is slowly getting worse

it sucks so bad [!!!]

[wary turtle]

dw dw we kinda all lose motivation sometimes. Just make sure that you prioritize your health first tho, and then maybe have some fun??

idk i usually hangout days b4 the test to kinda relieve stress

[thin widget]

how can u hangout days right b4 the test isnt that when ure supposed to cram the most

[mild compass]

IB????

who doing

[jolly verge]

chad

[wary turtle]

not right b4...but kinda like sometimes I learn too much and get overwhelmed?? Mayb it's just me then

[olive wadi]

nah if u have been preparing well anyway its good to take a little time off before tests if ur too stressed , no need to cram as much if u have alrdy studies well bec too much cramming just leads to burn out

[true thunder]

mine start on Wednesday next week

[mild compass]

idk why i feel like i dont know alot and i only know very little

whenever i feel like im ready i see questions people ask in IGCSE/Znotes sever and i just cant answer them

which makes me feel i dont know alot

[jolly verge]

Watching johnny depps trial made me realize how my mom is literally amber heard. The bipolarity, constantly making up stuff, shifting blame on other, the narcissism damn

[opal prism]

What?

[jolly verge]

https://tenor.com/view/its-complicated-difficult-hard-to-explain-ricky-gervais-tony-gif-17047383

[amber otter]

OMG I FEEL LIKE MY INSIDES ARE ABOUT TO EXPLODE BECUZ OF THIS ONE STUPID FKIN EXAM THAT'LL DETERMINE THE REST OF MY LIFE WTF OMFGG ;-;-;;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;;-;-

THERES STILL STUFF IN THE A2 BOOK WHICH I HAVENT EVEN FINISHED YET AND ALOT OF THE STUFF IN THE AS MATHS BOOK I ALRDY KINDA FORGOT IVE BEEEN BURNT OUT FOR LIKE MONTHS ON END NOW AND IDMDBENWAAVSJSSSSSNSKSNSBSJ 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

[glossy pewter]

Woah woah dude relax you can do this

[amber otter]

😭 😭 😭

[glossy pewter]

Just revise the much you can and you will see that your hardwork will carry you towards success

[amber otter]

Ive been putting at least 8 hours a day for the past few months but sometimes it feels like the results arent coming in ;-;-;-;

Like my report card has been nth below a B for one year now , im not boasting anything because i dont know how accurate that shit is ....maybe my teachers are just tryna be nice

I have a shit mechanics teacher and he doesnt teach jackshit

So i had to study everything on my own

And i did poorly in the last test ....only my pure maths carried the grades

[glossy pewter]

Haha bro i have no computer science teacher and i still didnt finish the syllabus and the exam is on friday

[amber otter]

HOLY SHIT

JEEEEEZZ MAN

Fucking hell

NEXT FRIDAY???

[glossy pewter]

And for the past year i have not been able to pass B in bio even if i work my butt off

[glossy pewter]

Yup

[amber otter]

OMFG BRO😭 😭 😭

[glossy pewter]

Just gotta revise like heck

[amber otter]

I WISH U ALL THE LUCK IN THE WORLD

MAY ALLAH, JESUS, YAHWEH, BUDDHA AND ALL THE HINDUS GOD BE WITH U MATE 😭 😭 😭 😭

[glossy pewter]

I am muslim so i will take the first statement 🤣🤣

[amber otter]

This system is so fucked up ;-;

[amber otter]

Good thing i put every god in then XD

[glossy pewter]

So what subs you taking

[amber otter]

Im doing maths, history and politics

A wild combination i kno lol

[glossy pewter]

History and politics

[glossy pewter]

Hell ya

And the maths you said was as

[amber otter]

Im doing all of em at A2

And taking my first exam on the 25th

FUCK AGSKA -;:-;-;-;-;-;-;-;

[glossy pewter]

Nice

[amber otter]

History was so stupidly demanding

I had to write a mini disseratiom of 3500-4500 words

It took me like 3 months just to read all the books required

[glossy pewter]

4500 SERIOUSLY!!!!

[amber otter]

Yeh;-;

[glossy pewter]

Bruv you got it hard

I am taking maths bio chem phy and computer science all as

[amber otter]

Ah

So u still got a bit of time

[glossy pewter]

Yeah a2 is a year away

But still i wanna passs

You did maths right how was it

[amber otter]

I didnt take the as exams

Cuz of covid

And also cuz its not required anm

[glossy pewter]

Lucky i guess

[amber otter]

Like if u take A2 then it'll override ur AS scores anyways

For me stats and mechanics was hard

Stats the hardest i think

[glossy pewter]

Seriously i thought as counts for 50%

[amber otter]

Because its rlly fucking weird

Nah

[glossy pewter]

Yesssssss thank you

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to aurelius#8251

[glossy pewter]

My upperclassmen keep saying it was freaking easy

I just dont get it how thats possible

[amber otter]

Like the 'maths' part of it is easy

But the questions with words are hard

But idk if they do that for all exam boards

Im doing uh

Edexcel

[glossy pewter]

Oh i am doing cambridge caie

But i heard its kinda the same

[amber otter]

Yea alot of ppl do that

[glossy pewter]

Cause my friend did edexcel and he studied the same things

[amber otter]

Aight ok

[real junco]

nah mechanics is the worst

[amber otter]

Mechanics is also hard

But i think

If u kno the tricks for each section its ok ig

[glossy pewter]

I heard it is same as phy

[real junco]

idk about edexcel

[glossy pewter]

Since i take phy it will be a breeze

[real junco]

but the questions in the latest cie past papers are crazy

[amber otter]

Like the hard bit is figuring out what chapter the questions involve

[real junco]

I got an A in physics and mechanics was definitely not a breeze

[glossy pewter]

Yeah bro have you seen feb march 2022 maths it was crazy confusing

[amber otter]

Rlly?

Shit

Im fucked then

I thought i understand it pretty well

[glossy pewter]

Yup i got a 69% (nice)

[amber otter]

Thats still like a B or and A innit

In mechs righr?

[real junco]

you're doing edexcel so it could be different

and most of it is easy

I just hate it

[amber otter]

Like what ive been doing is to pick a random question from the book and just do it

[glossy pewter]

Yeah cause i have not seen the grading thresholds

[amber otter]

And i nailed the answers exactly on many occasions

[glossy pewter]

Oooo that good

[amber otter]

But im not too familiar with mechsnic stuff involving calculus yet

Cuz i havent taught my self that yet ;-;

Variable acceleration and shit is confusing

Broo

How do u pass stats man..

Like some of the wordy questions are so tricky

And i cant even pravtice them cuz theres only a few past papers to look from

Cuz the specs changed in 2017

[glossy pewter]

I know

But i watch this channel they are good

It is called exam solution

Check this for normal distribution

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5pdglZEO3NjBFFPCPLFNfYXUEbYyf-P4

[amber otter]

Yea i watched them too

But i did so for uh pure stuff

Like the thing is right

I understand the math bit

But not the 'words' bit

[glossy pewter]

Welll you are done for

[amber otter]

FUCKKK ;-;-;-;-;

I sat down with my teacher and she was like hinting that these questions involve common sense

And apparently i lack that shit

[glossy pewter]

True very true

But mostly you just have to find out what distribution it is

[amber otter]

Like these types of questions

They are only worth a bit but they fucking add up

Im fine with the calculstinf hypothesis shit

Thats fine

[glossy pewter]

😐 what i dont get it

[amber otter]

Its just these little shity questions

[amber otter]

Ignore the a)

[real junco]

edexcel stats is different

[amber otter]

Im talking about ii)

Those types of questions

Like these things

[glossy pewter]

Yup it is

[amber otter]

They look simple but i just dont fuckig get it

[glossy pewter]

Bro edexcel is different level

[amber otter]

Omg man im so fucked

This aint even maths

This is just english

[amber otter]

Like the answer to the second question is 'trend may not continue'

I put ' answer might be inaccurate' and i got NO POINTS FOR THAT

Its basicslly the same shit

If the trend doesnr continue then how the fuck are u supposed to get the answer

[glossy pewter]

I am sorry dude i cant help 😔only if you were in caie

[amber otter]

So caie aint have these types of questions??

[glossy pewter]

Yes

We have calculation and calculation only

[amber otter]

Fuck my life broooooo😭 😭 😭

[glossy pewter]

I am very sorrrrrryyyy

[obtuse vector]

at least you have a pc to practice from I have nothing

you are lucky

way more than me

can only do past papers or any practice generally effectively on pc

I have the whole math, phys, mechanics and cs syllabus left too

and like 7 days till the exams

you're complaining about nothing

[amber otter]

Well this is a venting channel...

Im here to vent

If you dont like it dont read it then

Im not askimg for attention mate im venting

[real junco]

your problems may be bigger

but that doesn't mean he can't be stressed

[obtuse vector]

damn I knew I should've written "although it doesn't mean you can't vent; it's a venting channel after all"

[glossy pewter]

Yeah i know we all got problems

[obtuse vector]

but I thought it would be obvious enough, sorry anyways

[obtuse vector]

I was just gonna write it ahah

be happy, restless

you can still practice well

[amber otter]

Well i thank you mate u too

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to un1ND3X#1594

[obtuse vector]

good luck with your stuff

[glossy pewter]

I hope you can do it man

Perseverance will lead you to greatness

[wintry rampart]

man... i should have fucking spoken up.

i would not be with 2 distrustful people for an accounting paper about 20% of my grade...

now, i would end up having to cram that fucking paper a week before due

i honestly feel like nothing at all in this fucking world.

i feel like i deserved better

i did not deserve this fate.

[wintry rampart]

me sitting at home, being emotionally abused at home with no opportunities to take

even the homeless people have better fates than i had

[mild compass]

maybe you're stretching it out a bit too far no?

[wintry rampart]

i have been stretching this shit too much. i've tried to engage with them well, by delegating the tasks to them. they were cool with it

i made a poll to let them decide, i haven't received a response for them

yet

and i feel that things would go very bad, through cramming and procrastinating

when i really want to get things done early

with as much time and dedication as possible for that project

[tranquil stag]

when your health has been going 📉

and nothing you can do about it

because exams are in 4 days

[wintry rampart]

and i've got 3 fucking exams, and 3 essays to do this week

and my mental health is draining

i'm not in the mood to study cause of this shit

[young berry]

WE CAN GET THROUGH THIS PEOPLE

…………………….hopefully

[fiery salmon]

I have bio and chem P4 coming up and I genuinely don't know what I'm going to do

[idle quarry]

how do yall stop procrastinating i have chem paper 4 in like 3 days help🥲

[idle quarry]

same

[fiery salmon]

I just wanna get at least an A or B in both so that I can finally leave my psycho family

[idle quarry]

i couldnt relate more

[mild compass]

@fiery salmon who's that on your pfp

[cedar coral]

meth in 3 dayssss

[jolly verge]

yesssss relatableee

i m desperate to leave my pyscho house but also im lazy af to study fuckkkkkkkkk

[fiery salmon]

rachel goswell, she's in a band called slowdive

[glossy pewter]

Yes finally someone like me

[jolly verge]

i thought this was u

[mild compass]

Same xd

[mild compass]

Ah I see

[royal umbra]

Yall say "I cant revise for english" yet yall struggle to get a stars

Tf

I'm struggling to get an a star

[thin widget]

wat

[opal prism]

Does this statement make sense to you

[opal prism]

Yes a lot of people do

[royal umbra]

Sorry that was meant for the girls at my school

Like bruh tf is a writers effect

[mild compass]

What the fuck was this supposed to mean

[thin widget]

guess he rlly needs to revise eng

[jolly verge]

wtf is wrong with cie

mechanics and chemistry together for AS ?

these r like compulsary subjects?

i have computer nd physics also together but i get it cause comp is not compulary for everyone but mech and chem?

y is my routine so disgusting

5th pure math 6th comp 9th mech nd chem

also the fact is there is eid so how will i study\

[fiery salmon]

ughhh I can't study bioo

my brain just shuts off when I look at the past papers

whoever included biodiversity and biotech into the syllabus needs to burn in hell

[real junco]

I had math p1 and chem p2 together in Oct

same time

[thin widget]

2 exams on eid day incident

[old goblet]

They shld give more time in between

[glossy pewter]

Yup same here

And i didnt even have a teacher for computer science so wish me luck

[royal umbra]

Yessss

[real sierra]

I love shoegaze

[full flax]

and theres like 20 days gap for p1

like wtf cie

[fiery salmon]

omg samee

[plush depot]

I like that part cuz like I can aim for 40/40 fr

[fiery salmon]

scared for tomorrow

the o/n 2021 paper was so incredibly shit

[jolly verge]

ya but hving 0 in p2 will totally negate the 40

[glossy pewter]

He does have a point

[plush depot]

yeah thats the sad part

[untold spear]

got 5 papers in 3 days

[hollow oyster]

yes GL sister

[full flax]

Sem

I got 3 in 5

[graceful acorn]

true i hate those last two topics

[graceful acorn]

chem was doodoo for fm 22

[fiery salmon]

I'm scared

I really hope our paper is easy

which varient are you doingM

[vital lava]

i have stats and bio on the same day😩

[vital lava]

those chapters are the easiest for me,,, respiration and photosynthesis are the worst😩 😩

[glossy pewter]

Same here

[fiery salmon]

ugh I did it just now and got like 58 😪

I really hope the grade boundaries this year are around 50-60 for an A otherwise there's no way I'm doing well

[plush depot]

I dont understand grade boundaries

can somone explain?

[vital lava]

the grade boundaries for cie will be higher than last year by a bit

[vital lava]

basically when you finish the exam they will grade it and take the average to see what can be an A, b,c etc

[fiery salmon]

yeah i know last year it varied between 50-65 for an A

[plush depot]

bruh

so if everyone will get 50s will they make that A? 😂😂

[plush depot]

50-65???? out of 100??

[fiery salmon]

ye

[plush depot]

damn

[vital lava]

we will just have to see how easy it will be tp get an 50 lol

to*

[wintry rampart]

idk how i could find the motivation to study, at all...

i've done shit in a small quiz cause i didn't prepare earlier

how the hell do you guys find the motivation to study>

[rare narwhal]

in all honesty i just started getting motivation now

bc i forced myself to get up and study thinking about results day

it’s v hard to stay concentrated though

all this revising is giving me a headache, heartache and stomachache simultaneously 😭

[wintry rampart]

all this in my end is giving grief and regret

headaches are mild but more on regret

[rare narwhal]

the thing is, seeing whether you’d get better if you started earlier is too late now. at this point, think forwards and plan around your exams.

the next best time to start is now. i’m not the best when it comes to motivation, but try giving your phone to your siblings/parents, go for a walk or such and then come back and start studying.

hopefully it will refresh your brain a little

[wintry rampart]

then, i'll start now

[wintry rampart]

man, how i'm a misanthrope...

got rejected a second time.

[wintry rampart]

my damn mother's bitching me

comparing me with others

and scolding me for using my phone too much

and simply getting stressed with an exam

i've got nobody to talk to,

and i'm here, with many problems in one day

and i'm losing the commitment to live

i am not anything.

i'm just a societal failure

i should kill myself cause the world has nothing for me

but an abusive mother

and so much envy

why can't i be like everyone else?

[thin widget]

rejected what

[wintry rampart]

rejected by a girl, by being questioned why i wanted to talk to her in the first place

[young berry]

@wintry rampart do u wanna talk?

[wintry rampart]

i prefer sending messages here/

anyways, i may not look misogynistic, as it wasn't her fault, but my fault

[young berry]

i know u can get through this ok?

just hang in there a lil longer

[full flax]

its my first physcial exam tommooorow

im scared as fuck]

[young berry]

Omggg, same. Which variant r u doin?

[full flax]

12

[wintry rampart]

lemme guess, it will take a lot of time and commitment for a romantic, casual or intimate to come and go, and it'll take a load of patience to find the right person

[fiery salmon]

how was chem??

[dusk hawk]

Ahhhh

chem T_T

[hexed vine]

anyone writing exams in may?

[thin widget]

yes

[merry estuary]

e

me

[hexed vine]

Nice! Me too! All the best!!

[merry estuary]

same for you brother

[hexed vine]

What papers you writing?

[merry estuary]

currently having all 3 science test, a business test and a math test and english test

[hexed vine]

Ooh

[merry estuary]

in 1 month which is a little bit rough ngl

[hexed vine]

Ohh, I have mine in two weeks

[merry estuary]

damn

I have mine in 12 days

to be honest I'm kinda scared lol

[hexed vine]

Haha, chill brother

My subjects are physics, chem, math, and EPQ(presentation), english language and literature

I got eight papers, same as you ig

[merry estuary]

damn

good luck

man i will have 3 test in a row and im not ready at all

[hexed vine]

Thank you

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to 01110111 1010 01001100 01001100🧱#0067

[hexed vine]

Oh lol

[merry estuary]

are you year 11 or year 10?

[hexed vine]

So am I, just planning to revise and give my best

[hexed vine]

11

[merry estuary]

same same

[merry estuary]

I”m year 10

[hexed vine]

Cool

[merry estuary]

so I got one more year to prepare

but if I don’t get good grades even though its not important my mama gonna sell me

[hexed vine]

Lmao

[hexed vine]

😂

[wintry rampart]

goddamn one of my damn profs is intimidating as hell

just as i thought that i was done, he said that i'd get a failing score if i submit

i'm having a shit load of headaches

and i lack commitment to do that project

[plush depot]

how do i concentrate more?

[mild compass]

u simply don't

[plush depot]

https://tenor.com/view/seriously-gif-23861497

[mild compass]

i wouldn't lie to you

simply don't

[fathom scroll]

i wanna do a retest in October november

i started my exam today

iit was gud

but i wanna retest everything idk y xd

[merry estuary]

grab a pillow and a blanket then close your eyes

then when you wake up you realized you didn’t do shit then you will start doing something

jk

[mild compass]

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

[merry estuary]

yes.

[mild compass]

too accurate

[merry estuary]

YES

that usually happens for me

[mild compass]

happens for all of us lol

[dusk hawk]

(internal screaming)

[mild compass]

internal burning

[mild compass]

How much does it cost

[fathom scroll]

about 230Usd per subject

[mild compass]

Well

U rich

It's expensive ngl

[fathom scroll]

no lol

im in between rich and poor

just balanced

[cedar eagle]

Hello very stressed I have psychology in five days and I’m not even done studying 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻

[fathom scroll]

take a break for like half a day

do what u wanna do

then study

[mild compass]

That's expensive

[thin widget]

That's the normal price per sub

whatre u guys paying O_o

[full flax]

if you find 230 USD normal then u rihc

rich

[fathom scroll]

no i find it expensive lol

my phone costs 200$ from 2016

still using it to this day, cuz i dont appreciate the newer phones prices compared to what they offer xd

[mighty ore]

o which phone?

[fathom scroll]

Samsung galaxy J5 2016

it has a headphone jack and an SD card slot and 2 Sims slot + removeable bettery

life saving features xd

[glossy pewter]

Hehe i have nokia for like 5$ which has headphone jack and dual sim capabilities

Btw what i am using to for discord is my dads phone

[fathom scroll]

ok, open yt

gl

xd

[fathom scroll]

get any phone for cheap, that's normal lol

[mighty ore]

wthhh $5

[glossy pewter]

Yeah it a nokia

[glossy pewter]

Strongest phone ever

[mighty ore]

damn

[untold spear]

hi

2021 was a bad year for me

i was struggling with depression and i had failed my As twice

now is my third time retaking As and im doing the full paper A2 and AS

ive been feeling better this year

but ofc i procrastinated

and flunked my first few papers

i feel real bad and guilty as heck cuz failing for the third time is ridiculous

most people dont even get a second a chance

i had my university planned out and everything and now all of that is at stake

luckily my family is extremely supportive and they did say there are alternate pathways to apply for uni and its also possible for another retake

yet i still feel bad because how many chances do i deserve

its a lot of money and time on the line and yet i cant manage to push myself

[thin widget]

tuition?

[untold spear]

no tuition

[thin widget]

why

[untold spear]

i had one before but dude left country

[thin widget]

maybe ask ur parents to force u to study or sumthn

maybe no food if u dont complete a chapter

[untold spear]

if i have to resit again ill let that happen

[limpid wedge]

are you the real MK

[untold spear]

?

who or whats mk

[mild compass]

nah this is a bit crazy

[limpid wedge]

Mia Khalifa

[untold spear]

oh

[thin widget]

what else would work then lol

[untold spear]

i have actually covered the syllabus of most stuff

[limpid wedge]

maybe no phone, not starve to death

[untold spear]

like bio and physics and pure maths

i just did zero past years

[mild compass]

jus like get rid of distractions n dat instead of starving u kno

[thin widget]

most ppl just end up daydreaming anyways

distractions ain't enough

[plush depot]

just getting rejected by znotes😔.

have a greate day 👍🏻

[lament salmon]

i actually hate

Cambridge reps

because the hour between reporting time and paper start is literally so cancer

you can't revise

you can't talk

you can't breathe

[hidden roost]

I pray most of the time or start daydreaming 💀

[mild compass]

I don't know more than half of physics. I got a D in AS Physics and I also got a D in predicted grades for A2. I'm probably the only one who didn't get into university

This is my first time doing A2 Physics physical test. And I don't feel confident

I was on a trajectory to achieving good grades after a long time before covid. And due to covid I didn't do anything for a long time.

I feel dumb.

I'm 18 years old. A man now and I feel like crying and I'm the eldest one of my siblings. So is this the kind of person my siblings are gonna look up to?

[lament salmon]

Hey man. to whatever condolence it may be i too am the same age as you and also cry my problems out. Crying is a human thing it will make you feel better.

As for covid it messed everyone up i hadn't ever given a theory paper before

and got humbled

[mild compass]

Good luck to you man

But I think I am the lowest scorer.. out of my class

Ds in A levels is unheard of. I've never seen anyone here say they got less than a B

[lament salmon]

your you bro.

What you get dosen't define you

it's just a grade and honestly speaking there is so much you can do still

[wintry rampart]

what kind of idiots vote for an actor to be a senator???

[glossy pewter]

Wait what

[wintry rampart]

okay... elextions here are rampant

son of dictator wins

cause 60% of voters are 40+ year ilds

and out of an rxperienced candidate, these idiots vote for an inexperienced actor

[glossy pewter]

Where

[glossy pewter]

Dude which country

[wintry rampart]

philippines

i might as well relocate to japan if that's the case

far more civilized people than a revisionist country

[austere sapphire]

Hello hello

[glossy pewter]

Sad

Guess ppl also vent about their contries in here

Very sad indeed

[austere sapphire]

Time to take a rest from all those exams ig

[glossy pewter]

True

[glass fulcrum]

YALL ARE TAKING REST FROM EXAMS

MY EXAMS JUST STARTED!!

[glossy pewter]

Good luckkkkk

[glass fulcrum]

thanks!!!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to greenfalcon#1104

[austere sapphire]

Good luck dudee

[glass fulcrum]

thanks bruhhhh!!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Cambaz.#3575

[glass fulcrum]

what are you studying tho

[wintry rampart]

gen x is the stupidest generation to exist, definitively

"oh look manila's fucking peaceful"

[glossy pewter]

Bruh you are pretty stressed out

[wintry rampart]

when their children will be the cause of their regret

[wintry rampart]

every gen z/millenial filipino is

tonight

[glossy pewter]

I guess

But remember

Ukraine has a comedian as their pres

And look at them now

He is helping the country like a lot

[wintry rampart]

hmm... wonder how robin padilla, the celebrity senator would fix the philippines

i'm already looking for ways to migrate to japan

and yet, the son of a dictator will win

meaning my friends will disappear

[glossy pewter]

You got it hard man

[glossy pewter]

Hope thing change for the better for you

[wintry rampart]

at least i got to prevent my degenerate mother from ruining the country by voting for a dictator

[austere sapphire]

Mechanics and bio

I have them both tomorrow but I’m drowning in mechanics

Wbu??

[gray quiver]

who has business studies paper 3 on the 17th??

[plush depot]

bro politics is just honestly fucked

no politicians got in the game without getting their hands dirty

[mild compass]

No pp was born without pp

[wintry rampart]

oh well, at least i'm proud to be a misanthrope

cause these degenerate marcos voters will soon realize the truth when the people that they "love" the most, their kids disappear

no wonder why the human race has devolved into apes

[wintry rampart]

that's more of a society problem than politician problem

cause the ph's parents have sacrificed us for the "peace" and experience they have experienced in the past

only to fuck up when their children disappear

[real sierra]

me, get your roles to get access to the channels

[true cape]

screw chemistry

[cold quiver]

bruh my exams are near and suddenly i lost all motivation to study and feel like giving up

[mild compass]

giving your ip?

💀

[cold quiver]

up

not ip

or ill be dead

[stuck mango]

Lmao

[glass fulcrum]

im drowning in business and im fine with the rest of my subjects which are Media studies, Psychology and IT

[austere sapphire]

Ohh that’s good

At least your are fine with most of them

[wintry rampart]

can't believe that my mother managed to brainwash my brother into voting the wrong candidate

makes me wanna abandon them

cause they were led to false belief

[austere sapphire]

I love how he comes here talks about elections then leaves

[wintry rampart]

he was manipulated into false beliefs

to a dictator's child

who manipualted the entire 40 year old population

thank god i was mindful of the fact that i was trying to be manipulated

these bongbong degenerates deserve to rot

they didn't vote for their country

they voted for an illusion

[glass fulcrum]

omg yes bongbong got the most votings right my friend was saying it's all corrupted and the voting is fake

[wintry rampart]

that would suppress the youth

[wintry rampart]

exactly

and his "supporters" have descended to something below neanderthals

cognitively

[glass fulcrum]

like Lani have more supporters but still how is it possible for BongBong to win it doens't make sense

[wintry rampart]

tiktok was the cause

now philippines would be venezuela

cause mrs. edifice will be building useless, unprofitable projects

and turn a tourist area into chernobyl

[glass fulcrum]

yeesh i mean Yes his dad had power but this guy is corrupted but who am i to say my county got a corrupted leader too

[real junco]

damn nice name

bongbong

[wintry rampart]

these people are embarassing

vote for an actor as a senator

over one who is a dean in a college of law

[glass fulcrum]

damn they's people are crazy

[wintry rampart]

it's like they think 40 year olds are the future

of course, they'll become asian karens

'oh marcos martial law is peaceful

til their sons and daughters disappear

[glass fulcrum]

i swear our countries need better leader who are fro our generation so we can understand them and they can understand us plus our generation are the real future of our country

[wintry rampart]

yes

what's the situation like in sri lanka?

[glass fulcrum]

let's survive this time together

[wintry rampart]

we will

[glass fulcrum]

im from Pakistan

[stoic pecan]

hi guys

[wintry rampart]

what's the political status there?

[stoic pecan]

arch enemy 😱

lmfao

indian here

[real junco]

run by thieves

[glass fulcrum]

The worst one possible

[glass fulcrum]

YES!!!!

[wintry rampart]

i mean, 31 million over 14 million

despite "broken polling machines"

and historical revisionism on tiktok

[real junco]

this server has a lot of pakistanis and indians

[wintry rampart]

i see more midlife crisis people supporting him over teenagers, who are the future

[austere sapphire]

Ikk I’ve never seen a Turkish person

[wintry rampart]

'oh i want martial law cause peaceful'. wait and see, they'll lose everything they love.

[real junco]

there is 1 lol

[wintry rampart]

like Jake Lockley once said, "Today is your turn to lose"

that is, their kids and money

[austere sapphire]

2 now ig Idk the other person

[stoic pecan]

oh damn

[glass fulcrum]

nahh i don't feel ity that way cause i studied in an Indian school my whole life and i miss it so much now

Trust me when i say i love indian people THE ARE THE BEST PEOPLE TO SPEND TIME WITH

[glass fulcrum]

yeeeee!!! WOAH'1!

[glass fulcrum]

I remember my country once having martial law but then THE WHOLE COUNTRY WENT AGAINST THEM

[wintry rampart]

that happened as well

everyone stormed to EDSA, and protested

millions of people vs a corrupt army

[clever thunder]

i agree

[wintry rampart]

and never forget that the same woman who killed 168 people in a rushed construction job is still alive

[glass fulcrum]

wait what!!!!???

i need a back story of it now

[wintry rampart]

check the Manila FIim Center incident

[stoic pecan]

i don't hate pakistanis either

i was kidding

[glass fulcrum]

nahh ish okay even if you do

[stoic pecan]

nah

it's just politics

otherwise politicians won't have anything to say

[glass fulcrum]

same

im done with the politics

[stoic pecan]

depends on the people

😬

[stoic pecan]

fr

[glass fulcrum]

true

[stoic pecan]

we were one people once

then the british came

[glass fulcrum]

but i've always encountered with amazing people so yah

[stoic pecan]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/888035803656241194.webp?size=64&quality=lossless

[stoic pecan]

luck 100

[glass fulcrum]

yes😭😭😭

[glass fulcrum]

these british

[stoic pecan]

ngl i'd like india and pakistan to reunite

but well

🤷‍♂️

[real junco]

oh no

[stoic pecan]

wrecked it all

[glass fulcrum]

same i would first go and meet all my Indian friends

[real junco]

that's never going to happen now

[glass fulcrum]

of course

[stoic pecan]

yes

ofc

[glass fulcrum]

but what if british comes again and reunites then

[stoic pecan]

i'd like to expose myself to pakistani culture

[real junco]

although they might destroy each other

[stoic pecan]

not gonna happen

[stoic pecan]

*we. i'm indian and he's pakistani

[glass fulcrum]

well sure but nah

[stoic pecan]

💀

[stoic pecan]

why not

[glass fulcrum]

im a girl 😭😭😭

[stoic pecan]

OH

my bad

*she's

[glass fulcrum]

the city culture is amazing but the village culture nahhh

[glass fulcrum]

thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to FourCamel#4701

[stoic pecan]

i guess that's the same here

not erally

really

[glass fulcrum]

see

[stoic pecan]

i've gone to a few villages

people were really friendly

[real junco]

I've never been to a village

[glass fulcrum]

the city culture now is kinda chill but the village is sus they be judging you head to toe

[clever thunder]

this sounded like the 'but then the fire nation attacked' i'm sry 😭

[stoic pecan]

i've gone on school trips to the mountains

[stoic pecan]

💀

[stoic pecan]

thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to spicysukuna#9556

[real junco]

yeah I've been to the North tho

[glass fulcrum]

bruhhhh

[glass fulcrum]

shukran

[stoic pecan]

depending on where you go here, it's similar

[glass fulcrum]

you pakistani or indian?

[clever thunder]

that one khala

[glass fulcrum]

true

[glass fulcrum]

that's the one phupho for me

[real junco]

pakistani

[glass fulcrum]

the northern is so pretty!!

[real junco]

yeah it's really nice

and the people are nice too

[stoic pecan]

fellow subcontinenter

[clever thunder]

oof

[stoic pecan]

same here

mountains are pretty

[glass fulcrum]

yah both the countries got pretty northern areas

[stoic pecan]

yes

himalayas go brr

[glass fulcrum]

ik right!!!

[stoic pecan]

i hope to escape to some hill station during the summer break

[glass fulcrum]

same i've only been to the northern part of Pakistan once and i feel like i should be allowed to go now as im an adult now

[stoic pecan]

you're not allowed?

i took this picture in himachal pradesh

🤩

[glass fulcrum]

well def not with friends

[stoic pecan]

oh yeah like that

[glass fulcrum]

THIS IS SO PRETTY!!

[stoic pecan]

ikr

it's my desktop background

[glass fulcrum]

but that one time was with family and never been to northern place anymore

[stoic pecan]

F

[glass fulcrum]

NATURE IS BEAUTIFUL I SWEAR

[stoic pecan]

i've gone to the himalayas 10 times

[glass fulcrum]

you're so lucky bruhhh

[stoic pecan]

12 times

i counted

[stoic pecan]

yeah we all love hill stations in my family

[glass fulcrum]

myy lord

[stoic pecan]

1. Manali
2. Gangtok
3. Darjeeling
4. Nainital
5. Close to Nainital
6. Tehri
7. Tirthan
8. Kasauli
9. Shimla
10. Dalhousie
11. Chail
12. Rishikesh

😌

[stoic pecan]

i'd love to go to kashmir and ladakh one day

[mild compass]

it's pretty cold

and gets boring

[stoic pecan]

as a tourist

you’re kashmiri?

[mild compass]

still gets boring xd

yes

[stoic pecan]

damn

[stoic pecan]

of course

[mild compass]

Why the ofc

😔

[stoic pecan]

i don’t think a non native kashmiri would get bored

i have never seen snow 😞

\😞

[mild compass]

it's very boring trust me

It's like cold and moldable soil

actually depends on the weather

Sometimes the snow is basically too wet and melts in your hand

[stoic pecan]

sounds fun

[stoic pecan]

not fun

[mild compass]

yeah well frostbites are a thing

[stoic pecan]

true

[mild compass]

pick some -1° weather

For the better snow experience

[stoic pecan]

ah

noted

i like the cold though

[mild compass]

yeah and go in the winter

[stoic pecan]

of course

[mild compass]

😘

enjoy the chai

[stoic pecan]

hot chai

😩

[mild compass]

Yessir

😍

[stoic pecan]

i live in Delhi

and it is

boiling

[mild compass]

yeah ik how you feel

😔

My skin burns

In the sunlight

[stoic pecan]

sweaty

[stoic pecan]

vampire

[mild compass]

Fr

Bro figured me out

😔

[stoic pecan]

😨

[mild compass]

I'm 456 years old

practically a teenager

[stoic pecan]

mhm

when’s your birthday

lmk when you’ll practically be 18

😄

[mild compass]

14 oct 2023

oh wow I'm turning 18 in 2 years

[stoic pecan]

1

[mild compass]

Actually a year and a few months

[stoic pecan]

year

yes

[mild compass]

God fucking damn

I need to get my shit together

😭

[stoic pecan]

rip

[mild compass]

When tf did time go by so fast

I'm still a child

Noooooo

[stoic pecan]

i turn 18 on 23rd may, 2024

😨

[mild compass]

I DONT EVEN KNOW ANY LIFE SKILLS

FUCKKKK

[stoic pecan]

probably just after the general elections

[stoic pecan]

same

[mild compass]

Let me Google the exact time I have

I have 521 days

💀 💀 💀

[lament cloud]

@mild compass @stoic pecan please have discussions like this in #chat-lounge

[stoic pecan]

my bad

[mild compass]

Sorry

[mild compass]

I am so fucking sick

And tired of

Children edating

And being total fucking weirdos

God fucking shit

FUCKKKKKK

This is some peak, candy crush level 69999 aunty behaviour

God motherfkin damn

Where are the parents?????

who is raising these people

😔 😔 😔

[stoic pecan]

same

it's weird af

[stoic pecan]

the internet

[rough holly]

honestly imma try and explain. Basically, my parents are mad that I am not spending much time with family that is visiting ( due to me having exams this month/next so yk gotta prepare) so I said I'll do it on the weekend when I don't have an exam. they got all mad/defensive saying they are only here for 10 days and I'm like I need to really bring up my grades cause I need to do well. so they haven't been talking to me for about 4 days because of this incident. tbh idrc cause I've dealt with this before, but the thing that really bothered me was how I got an amazing leadership role within my school ( like legit the head of a section) and the most they could say was "ok", ik I shouldn't let it bother me and be proud etc but yk it hurts in a way. the next day right my bro got a positive note and they were like omg you're amazing and the best ( i mean not exactly like that but you get my point). I genuinely do not know what tf to do anymore, at this rate i can not wait until i don't live in this house cause my mental health ( i mean whatever is left of it) is declining at such a high rate its like man

thank you for listing to my rant

only thing that is getting me through life is surprisingly music rn 😭

[sudden willow]

hmm a bit similar here, apparently my dad (divorces, im following my mum), is displeased not visiting him for a very long time. well, theres reasons.

1. he have a gf, and i dont really want to see her when i see him (not about anything, just not really familiar to her, and also cant talk directly to my dad about stuff i dont want her to know).
2. im having public exams, and the place he live has loaaaaads of ppl gettin corona, which i cannot go to school if i have corona, and will not be able to attend the test! therefore! i do not want to miss exams just to see him.

this is so shit and i have no idea what is goin on in his brain

his texting way is weird, his tone is weird, his way of writing is weird

im sus that whether it was him im talkin to or his gf

[weary peak]

yo

they are giving u the silent treatment like bruh

my dad did this shit to me when i was in year 2 or 3 till year 7

i tried not to make him made cause he called me useless and goof for nothing

so now i just dont talk to him lmaooo

i just cant bring myself to

its been like 2-3 we live in the same house but i just dont talk to him and just reply to him with yes or no after a while he tried his schemes too make me talk

he made me sit with him everyday for 1 hour and i would just sit there in a corner and not say anything

and it mentally hurt me just sitting near him

i guys physically also cause my head was hurting idk if thats mental or physical

he would try and talk to me but i could not reply

like i was unable to

after like a few months he just gave up

i think sitting with him just made it worse

and when he is near me i just feel uncomfortable

damn poured my heart out 💆‍♂️

guess i am happy until he comes near me

[opal prism]

I am sorry to hear this

[glossy pewter]

Dude sorry bruv 😔

[sudden willow]

[sudden willow]

i dunno i also get headaches sometimes out of no reason

[weary peak]

why is my mum shouting bruh

she keeps coming back and banging my door sounds like she is trying to break it 💆‍♂️

this was the 4th time

[mild compass]

Wait why tf can I send gifs and upload stuff to #venting @stuck mango

[stuck mango]

Um

Idk

I'll change it back

Try now

[mild compass]

Ye it's gone

[lament salmon]

To... everyone in this chat

i will send a .txt here

and it makes me feel better to read this every once and a while

i can't send it unfortunately.

bruh

i'll just dm it to whoever needs it if they seem stressed out in here

[grim void]

I was waiting for it tbh

[lament salmon]

see if you can send it

cause i can't

i tried

[grim void]

I don't have permission to attach files...

does it say that for u too or does it give u an error

[real junco]

because it isn't allowed in this channel

[lament salmon]

damn

[grim void]

damn it was pretty good and relevant

[real junco]

maybe you could ask a mod to let you upload it

[stuck mango]

Dm modmail

[mild compass]

Thank you @stuck mango

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Pt#3701

[wintry rampart]

damn... i can't believe that i've been stripped of an opportunity to redeem myself from my past mistake of declining too much opportunities

i asked the staff of my brother's school if i could present an inspirational message in his graduation

i didn't end up getting it but some random nerd

this is very unfair

and biased

they obviously gave me false hope, stating that i could be picked in the "future"

when there is no future

no wonder i am less privileged, even less priviledged than the poor

idk how will i be able to correct myself in the future

even if i show myself to opportunity givers, i'll be always declined

I DESERVE MORE CHANCES

[wintry rampart]

this is my dark side

an opportunistic person who thinks that he deserves a chance at everything

now i can't stop blaming myself for this

cause i feel that i deserved the chance

to improve my public speaking skills

[daring moth]

heyy u are not alone..we all do mistakes for which we regret all the time...but dont let it sink u

[wintry rampart]

they didn't give a shit about my opinion

[wintry rampart]

i need ti find a way to correct it

even if it will make me look like a fool

[daring moth]

Relatable

[wintry rampart]

or if i get worse grades

i will do anything to correct myself

[daring moth]

Dont worry u will find a way out

[wintry rampart]

i can't

cause i have declined too many opportunities

i feel like nothing

[daring moth]

Next time dont decline

[daring moth]

Hey this what i used to feel

[wintry rampart]

it'll be hard, but worth the try

[daring moth]

Until i joined this server

Knowing that there are people who are going thru the same thing actually makes u feell lightweight and optimistic....

[daring moth]

Yess thats the spirit

[wintry rampart]

i felt entitled cause i thought that it was the only way to correct my mistakes

i've thought of being an opportunist, but it was the incorrect and dangerous way

and now idk what to do

in this living mess

[daring moth]

U just stop procrastinating!!!!this never helps!!! Just think of how u can freshly start things again and u can do itttt!!

[wintry rampart]

i've tot no hope

[wintry rampart]

whenever i start fresh, the past comes back and still reminds me how much of s mess i am

[wintry rampart]

i feel very angry at myself

for this shit

cause i used my choices against my will

[wintry rampart]

it's like i didn't deserve this

[grim void]

Try to find things to improve ur public speaking for which u don't need someones approval
E.g there's many places on discord with voice channels where ppl just talk
u could just join them and talk

[wintry rampart]

that's too small

[grim void]

Do you think you could easily start talking in a vc with many people...?

If you don't then it's a pretty good place to start
since in a vc ppl are not seeing you physically which helps many people talk

but if u can then yeah u gotta find something else. Because if you rely on someone for ur chance it's just a 50/50 and whenever it fails ur gonna start get angry and stuff

[wintry rampart]

i'm already trying my best to lead a group of 3, twice

that can produce a good output

and i feel that i can have a chance of redemption

[grim void]

💪

[wintry rampart]

and maybe i should focus on excelling in my college, whether it'd be a crappy IT degree or a marketing degree

and hopefully, climb the corporate ladder

[wintry rampart]

or my life either

[haughty lance]

cie is so shitty with their schedules ugh i hope whoever made these schedules have their kneecaps broken

[daring moth]

[daring moth]

My little sister likes playing combat. So we were playing combat. We just finished playing ....and now i am lying on the bed🤕🙂🙂

[thin widget]

?

[daring moth]

She’s a 5year old kid

[stuck mango]

Combat is like physical fight I think

[daring moth]

Yeah

We were doing it with pillows

[glossy pewter]

So it is a pillow fight not freaking combat

[daring moth]

She was really tough...all my limb was hurting...felt like a combat

[glossy pewter]

Bruh you got beat by 5 year old sheesh

[daring moth]

[glossy pewter]

No prob i know you are weak

😂

[daring moth]

Oiiii!! I was going easy on her...Cuz i wont just beat herrr!!!! But she took the advantage of it

Otherwise i am build strongggg

[glossy pewter]

You are supposed to fight or else she will beat you real hard

[daring moth]

[daring moth]

Yeah then i will get beaten Real hard by mom...so getting beaten by sis is better🙂

[glossy pewter]

😂

I get you