venting

[grim void]

11th grade is igcse?

isn't igcse 8th-10th

[cold quiver]

idk im not sure my place we call it yr 11

[opal prism]

He failed his A-level Maths and got a U grade however he needs to pass A-level maths to get into his course at university which requires A-level maths because it’s a computer science course

Just bring them and explain the circumstances to them

Hopefully they be lenient and still let you in

[grim void]

oh we call yr 11 AS

[plush depot]

alexa didn't you take retest?

[opal prism]

He did however he failed the retake as well

[plush depot]

x9

[eager ore]

@north karma

[north karma]

Aye man im not about to get on an igcse students case for even starting nofap

[tepid delta]

Back in Red

[lament cloud]

Yeah @tepid delta do this

And hope for the best

I'm hoping for the best for you as well

[tepid delta]

My dad told me to basically go fuck myself

Called me a vegetable

[lament cloud]

Bruh

That's horrible

[tepid delta]

And I think basically resigned from being my dad

He literally says

"If you want something from me then say it"

Other than that, we will have no contact

Oh and he punched me

Multiple times

[lament cloud]

Man wtf that sucks

[tepid delta]

More slapped than punched but yeah

[lament cloud]

Im so sorry

[tepid delta]

And now has resigned me to be mentally ill

And is now planning on taking me to a psychiatrist

[tepid delta]

Not your fault

[lament cloud]

He's doing it for the wrong reasons but it might be a blessing in disguise

[tepid delta]

I have no idea honestly...

I really wanna commit liven't

Why do I always have to deal with this

[opal prism]

Parent's aren't allowed to beat you and punch you that's abuse... idk if your country has one but in England we have the child protection services also known as social services which will take children out of neglected or/and abusive homes and place them somewhere else

so if you do have one best to talk to them

this is frankly abuse what your parents have done to you it shouldn't be allowed its not right

[tepid delta]

Welcome to India

Shit just ain't a thing here

[opal prism]

I am pretty certain there is CPS in India bruh

they have to do be some sort of children's services in India

[opal prism]

ngl shit doesn't happen in England half the time but still

[lament cloud]

Nope there's none

Not for like hitting and stuff

My parents have been hitting me since I was a kid lol

My mom still does

[opal prism]

then what about children who become homeless and stuff or children who don't have parent's what happens to them?

[lament cloud]

i have no clue, theres probably a separate system for that

[tepid delta]

Lawless land, mine

[lament cloud]

yepp

[lament cloud]

theyll probably get sent to next of kin, like uncles & aunts or grandparents, or put in shitty adoption centres

[opal prism]

that's so sad

[lament cloud]

yep

it is what it is

[glossy pewter]

Yes

[tepid delta]

or on the streets if we're honest

[glossy pewter]

Yeah bro

[thick birch]

He ain't a child no more

[plush depot]

if you were a phone addict, how would you cope

yes I touch grass everyday busill

with these vacation it's worse 😭

[lament cloud]

Essentially you have to find something that's more interesting to you than the stuff on your phone - hobbies for example

How much screen time do you have in a day at the moment

[unreal shadow]

try keeping it far from you

[north karma]

1 hr 46 per day avg

How is it this low wtf

[lament cloud]

Bruh what that's extremely low

I clock in like 6-7hrs on my laptop

And then another 2 on my phone

[north karma]

Well thats only phone

3 hrs extra this week cuz course

[thick birch]

How do u measure it?

[north karma]

Should be in settings

[plush depot]

idk maybe 10+ hours (2 phones combined)

[north karma]

Brother check ur phone settings

No mayb

[plush depot]

digital wellbeing in android
you'll have to activate it

[thick birch]

I can't find

[plush depot]

iPhone just shows up

[lament cloud]

Oooof ok

[thick birch]

How do i activate

[lament cloud]

You have to make it really inconvenient for you to use your phone

Like lock it in a drawer or a cupboard in a random room

And put the key in a different room

[north karma]

The principle is good but the method sounds weird

[plush depot]

I can't send ss
but it's in setting scroll down

[lament cloud]

So then you won't feel like going through all that effort to be able to use your phone

[plush depot]

yeah I'm not gonna charge my other phone at all

[lament cloud]

Yeah something like that would work

[thick birch]

What works for me is i just turn the wifi off and then there's nothing for me do in my phone

[lament cloud]

Drain the phone, and put the charger in a really inconvenient place

[north karma]

Why not have a family member help u out

Tell them this is the stuff i wanna finish or do

Give em ur phone

And to get it back u show proof of task being done

[lament cloud]

Coz admitting to your family members that you have a gadget addiction is a hassle of its own

[north karma]

True

[lament cloud]

Especially with helicopter parents

[plush depot]

yeah ion wanna do that but at the same time I want to

[north karma]

I shouldnt assume people have stable parents

[lament cloud]

Lmao

[thick birch]

Ughh my phone is backdated 💀

Don't have nothing to check screentime

[tepid delta]

download an app

[thick birch]

just did

[thick birch]

Ran 2kms walked 5 kms, didn't have lunch, i feel more drained than ever, i feel better in Ramadan than this...

And 5 hours of sleep last night, gonna get in a bus in 1h30min and then i will reach my hometown 329km away... I feel soo good thinking about home

[plush depot]

eat something or you will pass out

and 329km wtf

where I live, the country Is just 48km long 😂

[north karma]

Bangladesh is a wild country

[thick birch]

Vatican city?

[plush depot]

no lmao

that's like only few metres

[thick birch]

Somewhere in the Caribbean?

[thick birch]

.

What country is that?

[plush depot]

Vatican city

is like few metres

few hundred metres*

myb

[thick birch]

Ur country

[plush depot]

bahrain

[thick birch]

It's only 48km long?

[plush depot]

yep

It is 48 kilometers (30 mi) long from north to south and at its widest point stretches 16 kilometers (10 mi) from east to west.

source: google

[thick birch]

Imagine living in russia 💀

[plush depot]

😭😭

[unreal shadow]

he would know

he's russian

[thick birch]

I love this country, idk why...

[thick birch]

I still don't know which country u are from

[plush depot]

kenya

[thick birch]

I finally reached home after 9 hour bus ride

[thick birch]

U sure?

[unreal shadow]

yeah we know eachother irl

that's how he knows im kenyan and how ik he's russian

[green venture]

Sniped!

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Message by BraveGuys42#5303

[unreal shadow]

what did you unsend @hollow oyster🤔

[hollow oyster]

I accidentally sent something thinking it was chat lounge

[unreal shadow]

sure

[hollow oyster]

gg

[hollow oyster]

thanks bro @olive wadi

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to KING×KNuLL (LionsBD Vice)#3617, Dijev#2711

[olive wadi]

ty for reporting

[north karma]

Man

Send link in dm

[hollow oyster]

rep where?

[north karma]

It was a scam link no rep

[hollow oyster]

not fair bro

[hollow oyster]

At this point I’m going to delete YT because of their shorts

Whenever i want to do some research, watch an interesting video or an activity

Fucking YT shorts comes and ruins it

[hollow oyster]

Alright I just saw some very

Very questionable shit while scrolling through YT shorts

[plush depot]

true man

and those fucking accounts which post the same fucking videos over fucking idk 1000 times js for account views like wtf bro I've already seeen tha like fucking multiple times already

[plush depot]

bruv once I got like horses fucking each other????

like wtf man

[hollow oyster]

I got dogs

[plush depot]

yeah donkeys too

LIKE OMFG

[hollow oyster]

Like bruh i didnt even understand what i was looking at

Until I read the stupid caption

Dog sax 🤘🤗

That was the fooking caption

[plush depot]

💀💀

[hollow oyster]

Like wtf

[mossy delta]

Have you ever been so exhausted that you slept for the whole day and now you feel guilty for not studying for you mock exams in two days and now you a panicking and you feel like you have burnt you mind and you feel no energy in your mind nor body to function or even be normal

[lament cloud]

Basically every day lmfao

[glossy pewter]

It feels like you wrote my entire life story 😭😭

[mossy delta]

i hate it 😦 but im stuck for now i guess

[hybrid kiln]

Me everyday lmao

[wintry rampart]

been there, done that.

[thick birch]

How was it?

The mocks u were talking about

[mossy delta]

They start today

im so scared guys omg , i have english paper 2 and history paper 2

BRUHH IM SO SCARED , i dont know how interpret stuff that well for source based papaer

[mossy delta]

Well , they were okay , day 1 of mocks was okay, I felt like crying during history but I finished it , I hope I did well now onto geo and bio c😕

[upbeat jolt]

why do people get offended when you make jokes or troll but somehow expect everyone to comply to their mood to joke or troll?

[burnt grove]

because they were pampered and dont see life for what it is

[upbeat jolt]

Why is scambridge so fucking weird

[hushed mural]

Because it is

[sly rampart]

and so obsessed with memorizing

[crisp belfry]

why cant i just focus on chemistry ???!?!?!?

[upbeat jolt]

to be very real with you. No Cambridge subject is hard

it all boils down to how well you can memorize and how much time you have to memorize relevant crap they want you to know

it's really just a memory test

but anyhow

[sly rampart]

didn’t say it was bro

but yeah

you right

[opal prism]

@upbeat jolt chess

[upbeat jolt]

later

[mossy delta]

Ahh is 2hrs of study enough

[upbeat jolt]

everyday yes, once a week nah

anything between 2-4 hours is more than enough and yes breaks of 10-15 mins included.

it's up to your level of discipline whether you go back to studying after your break is over or continue procrastinating

since you're in igcse, a chapter per week or per 3-4 days, if you're smart and pick up stuff fast is great progress

and uh do past papers, don't bother with textbook questions. literally none of them compare with what you get tested with in the exam

please do past papers

[mossy delta]

Ohhh i see so it's not about the amount of time you study but how you use tt time. Hmmm alright I seee

[upbeat jolt]

it's more or less about focus

30 minutes of focus is more productive than 2 hours of distracted focus

you can accomplish heaps given your attention is in the right place

[upbeat jolt]

also if you take A levels later on, be sure to carry on your study habits

I made the mistake of getting too comfortable and lost all discipline

the earlier you start, the better

[opal prism]

@upbeat jolt can we play chess now ?

[upbeat jolt]

Its 2:00pm and I'm out rn

I'll ping you when I'm free

[glossy pewter]

Yes 👀

[olive wadi]

katnix left server

interesting

[cerulean cedar]

😭 😭 😭

She needs to come back

Fr fr

[upbeat jolt]

Alhamdulilah

Znotes will now return to normal

[cerulean cedar]

Wha- she was so fun

🔫

[olive wadi]

debatable

[sly rampart]

@upbeat jolt how good are you at chess what’s your elo

[upbeat jolt]

decent

[mossy delta]

IM DYING I HAVE A PHYS PAPER 2 TOMORROW AND IM BLANK AHHHHH

im not that good at phys oh boy

Why is physics just so... so... meh , like I can do their sciences but getting through paper 2 physics is like walking on glass barefoot

I'm in painnnn😩 😩

[topaz ember]

well because of dehma 💀

[cerulean cedar]

Ejjrbrbvrjebebwknwnekekbvrvrjejwknwbebejejneb

😮‍💨

[warm totem]

You good?

[cerulean cedar]

[slim turret]

Same

[cerulean cedar]

❤️

[slim turret]

❤️❤️❤️

[plush depot]

FJFNCNSLWLRHHVSQQAAF

[warm totem]

its gonna be ok 💜

[upbeat jolt]

Jajajaja

[mossy delta]

Lol bombed the physics test

Internally dying

[upbeat jolt]

bombed as in nailed it, screwed it up or literally bombed it

@mossy delta

[hollow oyster]

.

[cerulean cedar]

i feel u dude❤️

[mossy delta]

Screwed up

wrote pure nonsense

i tried to drop the subject but the teacher said no and even promised my parentsi would pass , now itstooo late cause im already resgistered and its now making me panick ol its like my brain cant process physics

i literally wrote ' the ball jumps to the rod because the negtive charges from the rod attract the postive charges in the ball" and it was worth 4 marks

[upbeat jolt]

[olive wadi]

@mossy delta my advice is to just go on with it. Listen as u urself said there isnt anything u can do but to just finish it and move on. Dont rip ur hair out so hard bec of these bullshit exams , blink and they finish. Just make a lesson out of this and dont trust that teacher , speak with ur parents to not repeat this , focus on making a lesson than panicking abt the exam, give ur best shot and then u’ll decide on what to do according to what happens , u’ll be okay dw

[mossy delta]

thank you for your kind words , ill try and focus on the present maybe i should stop dwelling on the past

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to Hardstyle#2711

[olive wadi]

Yeah as a person who has made tons of mistakes , especially lately , i can say that its best to never dwell on the past but rather make the lesson out of it and use it to ur benefit