venting

[split olive]

My head hurts

i need a break

a rlly rlly long one

and i just can't seem to get it

[real junco]

please try to keep it to yourself

[finite flower]

aiyo

@split olive hes joking

[hybrid kiln]

same

[real junco]

yes sorry

I wish I could help you but I'm in the same situation

[mild compass]

Bruh

[real junco]

please try keeping your mom to yourself

[kindred stone]

The same as ever eh

[kindred stone]

What I did was go on a bit of a break from anything online , using my laptop phone or so for important stuff like research and all.I changed my timetable and made sure I got more rest than I take usually . Your diet also affects your health.

[olive wadi]

dude i have no idea what imma do about this bane of my existence called chemistry like i have never seen a subject im so uninterested and hated , i had to pick it at the time and i kinda got stuck with it so now im in the middle of a2 year tryna finish it , everyday i wake up to study chem so that i can stop studying it later ?! what kind of stupid way of studying is this like where is the fun where is the learning , im forced to study a subject just so one day i can stop studying it when i move to uni , like i keep telling myself to think positive and forget the fact that i hate it but honestly sometimes i cant help but just feel so bad that i have to waste part of my life every single day for something i dont even enjoy doing , and i really dunno what to do about it , like i wish there was a magical way of making me love that subjcet for the next 4-5 months so that i can ace the exam and be done with it for good but nope i still have to suffer time to time and its such a pain in my ass

[eternal axle]

this is me, for ict theory and english fle. It sucks

[unreal shadow]

but she's mine

[gleaming sinew]

https://tenor.com/view/vent-among-us-sus-gif-21718746

venting ✨

[kindred stone]

Someone deleted their long vent here

[river wadi]

yeah that was me because I realized some of my classmates may be in this server and there's no way in hell they're seeing that 😂

[kindred stone]

Haha

[stuck mango]

LOL

[unreal shadow]

the lunch table would've been epic

if they saw it

[wise sun]

I want to relax. I don't want to distract myself from the shitstorm in front of my eyes

Fuck I wish I could go back to the days where I vould literally do fuck all and the sun would set in peace.

Idek how I am gonna survive in uni. Its like I am assuming once I am in uni my life will change but I am scared like I will have thoughts about kms cuz I couldn't be bothered or someshit

[frozen wasp]

honestly so true

i dont like my classmates either but ive just learnt to deal with them

itll get better over time so keep your chin up! 🙂

[grizzled gull]

I just want an Arab girl to ruin my life! That’s what I’m venting bout

[stuck mango]

Lmao

[fluid hollow]

bruh

[hidden roost]

...

[finite flower]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/750109087806521404/860538420970389533/ezgif.com-gif-maker.gif

[river wadi]

🙂

[merry yarrow]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/763053037332725790/887027512025165824/image0-1-1.gif

[lament cloud]

Frog

[river wadi]

stan, stan, listen son, man

[lament cloud]

Dad isn't mad

[river wadi]

that is not frog, that is THE frog

[river wadi]

come to offtopic

[topaz arrow]

I want to utilize my time and from that i wanna earn something ;-; preferably online ;-; but- idk sjdusjhdjdhdydhxy

[rain bridge]

down bad

[grizzled gull]

So*

[torn matrix]

I am down bad too 😩

[regal current]

who isnt

:)

[unreal shadow]

me

i'm never down

always up🙏💯

[kindred stone]

the hell this channel become

[unreal shadow]

sus venting

[unreal shadow]

when the channel is sus

[rain bridge]

i feel like i shouldn't have entered this channel in the first place lmfao

whenever i enter this channel i always enter at the wrong time

[kindred stone]

yeah this channel idk anymore

its not like before lol

[real junco]

this server is not like before

[olive wadi]

the vibe is gone

[stuck mango]

Lmao

Sus

[unreal shadow]

Last year for most of the school year we were online in my country other than just a few months

so most of the exams we had were online obviously except one

(Including end of year mocks) they were online

so now when it comes to predicted grades they would obviously have to look at the grades we got and what happened is that they're disregarding the end of year mocks because they were online

but aren't disregarding the other exams that were online?

This is bullshit

[river wadi]

Man I'm so tired

[summer flicker]

lol sem

[round bramble]

Online learning just doesn't seems to work properly😅

[stuck mango]

🤔

[round bramble]

But it's the only way...sad reality🥲

[mild compass]

10 months left before AS levels and i don't even know where to start

Procrastinated for so long i forgot how to study

Got so numb in the head, that i dont even remember anything from igcse

[kindred stone]

u have 10 months

i have 7 days

[mild compass]

We are not the same

[kindred stone]

you should be happy you have time to study

[mild compass]

Wait

You didn't study?

[kindred stone]

you thought i did?

[mild compass]

You didn't?

Damn

[kindred stone]

yes

so you should be glad

[mild compass]

Say I'm your past self

[kindred stone]

you arent ending up like me

[mild compass]

What'd you tell me to do

[kindred stone]

tell? I'd get a slipper and beat my older self up

[mild compass]

My mom can do that

What else would u do

[kindred stone]

you have 10 months to prepare and you've procastinated for long

[mild compass]

Yes

Results came out in Aug and Ive been chilling since then

[kindred stone]

sounds like me in 11th

[mild compass]

Fr

[kindred stone]

i could only prepare like 2 days prior

almost failed

[mild compass]

You're on a different level

Of procrastination

My dude

[kindred stone]

yeah so you 10 months isnt a big deal no offense

you can easily catch up

[mild compass]

i really hope i do

I have high hopes

[kindred stone]

good boy

just do some pomodoro or better

[mild compass]

Pomodoro YESSSS

[kindred stone]

at least study for 2 hr min no matter the gap each day

and increase it when your procastination gone

low*

or however you wanna say it

[mild compass]

Increase the pomodoro /study time it as i get used to studying or when it becomes a habit

[kindred stone]

ye

if your a gamer like i was

just use the gaming as a reward of studying for an hour or 2

now if you'll excuse me i need to go cram all this

[mild compass]

I'm addicted my dude

[mild compass]

Goodluck and thank you

[summer flicker]

man I just want the warm embrace of the opposite sex

[north karma]

This isnt even venting people are jus down bad here

[eager ore]

On god they be jacking off and post nut clarity be hitting them hard

[north karma]

Bruh 😆

[kindred stone]

Just chill yall

[summer flicker]

i was gonna follow up with a post nut clarity joke but i guess I didn't have to XD

[kindred stone]

._.

[mild compass]

Ayo...I'm in 11th right now, and I can't for the life of me get myself to even do homework...My IGCSE's are in like 5months I think...But I have important exams in like 9 days. I can't believe you almost failed, I would have totally bombed it with 2 days prep.

My procrastination is bad..real bad. But I have yet to find out if I'm on the same level as you.

...although I can say I'm starting to feel as if someone lit a fire under me.(like..I can feel the pressure.)

[kindred stone]

I did my igcse in 10th

My 11th i never studied

I just played

I mean i was sick so i couldn't study properly

[stuck mango]

Hmmmmm

You were sick so you could play but not study

Interesting

[kindred stone]

Hmmmmm

[river wadi]

ftw

[kindred stone]

I mean i played all the time never studying and when exams were there i couldnt cram cuz i got sick

[stuck mango]

Ah

[gleaming sable]

bro just go to the gym df

get some gloves and start punching the bag

[stuck mango]

Ye

Shout out loud

Helps relieve stress a lot

[eager ore]

Just punch a wall if have to. you release so much negative energy that way. Don’t let that anger and shit build up because you might take it out on someone who had nothing to do with it

[unreal shadow]

the wall might not be the safest option

A punching bag would probably be better provided you have gloves

or for something quick

a pillow

[real junco]

or your sibling

if you have one

[eager ore]

Yea ofc but if you’re at home for example. Ik you could hit your bed but idk it’s just different punching a harder surface. The pain kind of reflects the energy you’re getting out

[stuck mango]

🤣 🤣 🤣

Bad brother/sister

[river wadi]

yeah i was going to do that

[river wadi]

lmao i do but he's like only 10 so -_-

now that I read what I wrote yday I realize that I sounded excessively aggressive 💀

once again i hope my classmates in this server never come across this chat

[river wadi]

i would love to but i would probably break my hand and die

[stuck mango]

Kick them out

[river wadi]

i don't think they look at this server because if they did they would've already said smthg in our class grp thing 💀

[stuck mango]

Hmmm

They might be lurking

[river wadi]

you're absolutely right but i don't think i care abt them anymore because all the nice ppl left after IGCSE

[unreal shadow]

do you mind telling me their username or name or anything like that

i'm not going to ping them

out of curiosity only

[river wadi]

yeah sure let me just stab myself with a pencil before you do that

oh okay

i missed reading the part where you said you're not going to ping them

[river wadi]

you won't but someone else might 😂

[unreal shadow]

no i promise no one will ping them

including me

[mild compass]

no worries man this is a safe space

[eager ore]

fuck those guys, if they cant take the jokes, then they shouldnt be saying them. imo which is prolly not the best but dont stop what youre doing, keep giving them shit when theyjoke about you

[gleaming sable]

or alternatively

you beat the shit out of them

even tho youll get suspended for a couple of days

theyll stop talking shit

[eager ore]

Doesn’t have to be at school

[gleaming sable]

yh but the school will find out

[eager ore]

One Muhammad Ali right hook and they won’t say a word

[gleaming sable]

cuz theyre gonna tell the schoo

like they come home with a black eye

what couldve happend bro

[river wadi]

ran into a pole guys, what are you even talking abt?

as if i would ever beat up anyone

also i have a feeling that the teachers would believe me

[gleaming sable]

..

[river wadi]

also thanks for making me feel better abt the whole thing guys, I appreciate it

[wintry oyster]

yay for violence it's the solution to all our probblems

[gleaming sable]

yes, Shelmo's grenade launcher, yes.

[olive wadi]

i have this one close friend who is like great when they are in a good mood / good place in life , but the moment they have multiple problems at once , the moment life gets a bit rough , they are mentally checked out , literally 0 energy and 0 fucks given about me or anyone around them until their problems magically go away , its not like they try to solve them too

do i rlly wanna keep this person around

cus im mentally strong and weak minded ppl like this drag me down a lot and stresses me

edit ; nvm i learned even worse stuff about this person , im just gonna leave them fuck it

[mild compass]

Maybe just start distancing yourself from them first, not just a "fuk it I'm out" out of nowhere XD, ehhh stop talking to the guy and meeting as well, only giving responses if they try to conversate

Idk what do you think ?

[olive wadi]

im not even sure like she always has explanations and stuff do make sense i guess

i think the problem is , so many things happens with this person all at once so thats why it seems so terrible

whereas if these things that happened , happened one by one i wouldnt be so affected by it

im just amazed how 1 person can have explanation to every red flag they show frankly im lost for words

[eager ore]

From what you’ve said, imo they are going through a tough time and having no energy is understandable. By no fucks given, I don’t know how to interpret that. Do they just want to be left alone? Or are they switching up on you? If they waiting for problems to go away by itself then maybe they need support. Instead of cutting them out of your life, talk about what’s going on and what they need to do. This is what I think from what I’ve read. You know them better so I might be wrong

[mild compass]

E yeah try confronting them once about it nicely, if it doesn't work then you probably have the right to keep your peace

[tawdry star]

As someone who did this in AS, I fully empathize w you

You can take the IELTS/TOEFL instead of FLE, just check w the uni dept tho

[gleaming sable]

Im tired of being tired and sick

like bro

someone give me energy

please

[kindred stone]

here virtual hug

[cold geode]

take the money or leave it 💵

its 50 riyal in one pack

[night pebble]

guys anytips for familly and studies

like reallll bad

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[marsh dagger]

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Dec 11, 2021, 7:11 PM

[full flax]

AS maths are easier than chemistry and biology

am i right boisssss

[mild compass]

Yess agreed!!

[real junco]

P1 is fine

I hated m1

[full flax]

M1 super easy

If you got the right teacher

[real junco]

lol try the Oct 21 paper when it's here

[inner plinth]

My teacher doesn't teach, they simply just lecture our class everyday of how we should know this, and how easy it is, and we aren't working for it.

and there is literally no time at all for you to solve the whole paper

Mechanics feel like you should knows the formula you're gonna use before reading the question

[mild compass]

Me whos homeschooling my way through a levels 💀

[eager ore]

If you feel like you’re more productive self studying then do so. If all the teachers do is lecture then what’s the point of joining class.

I can’t say much about mechanics because I’ve yet to do papers for it but I used to think Math P1 was impossible to complete in the time given but after some practice I could do the paper twice.

[inner plinth]

I wouldn't have joined the class if it weren't for me having it face to face

[inner plinth]

I want to drop out tbh, because I think its a waste of time going to school

But if I do, going to college will be a bit hard in my country

but it is what it is ig

[mild compass]

I've never been to school a day in my life. I don't know if it's a waste of time or anything really. I just self-study, google my doubts and questions, do past papers and get exam related info from places like this or just Google and life goes on.

[inner plinth]

That's smart ngl

[mild compass]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

My moms the one that came up with the idea

In the end uni just asks for your A levels or Igcse

They don't give a fk if you're a school kid or not

[inner plinth]

Fr? Because my relatives said otherwise

well maybe thats only for my country

[mild compass]

Lmao i have a friend who's in a similar situation and got into uni this year

[mild compass]

I suggest reaching out to universities you're interested in or visit their website and see what they require for an admission

Uncle and Aunties are wormholes of stress, confusion and anxiety

[inner plinth]

Ahem, the 3 emails were sent 5 months ago, with no reply

and they never pick up the phone

[mild compass]

Anything on their website?

[mild compass]

💀 talk about unprofessionalism

[inner plinth]

Not with any good relevance.

[inner plinth]

No kidding, and its the best uni in the country too😆

[mild compass]

Grind the emails

Send from multiple accounts

Or visit them personally

Irl

[inner plinth]

Ah, i dont live in that country

[mild compass]

Damn what country is it

[inner plinth]

Egypt :)

[mild compass]

That makes

A lot

Of sense

💀

Well you can always spam the emails

[inner plinth]

What do you mean💀

[inner plinth]

Sure, but ahem theyll never answer

[mild compass]

They're busy building pyramids my guy

[inner plinth]

But ill try ig

[mild compass]

💪 😤

[inner plinth]

Bruh-💀

[mild compass]

It's about the grind

[inner plinth]

Ofc ofc

Welp, when I visit during the summer

I prolly will give it a try

[mild compass]

Yes yes do so

Otherwise, i suggest having other options available at hand

Dont put all your eggs in one basket

If they literally ignore you (idk why but hypothetically) then you'll have other plans too and wouldn't have ended up wasting so much time

[cosmic ginkgo]

Some places do

One of my friends who wanted to do med in Egypt had to prove that she was enrolled in school for 12 years

[inner plinth]

I am but they're not as made as Egypt's government exams

Egypt's government exam is much harder

So I am already at a disadvantage

wdym? Dude if I drop out some colleges might reject my request to apply in

[mild compass]

Well that's pretty much Egypt

😔

[kindred stone]

Y'all should read about the cbse drama going on rn

In some States there's cheating , and others are crying due to how the paper is

i dont even know which uni ill go to

[stuck mango]

All I know is Indian education isn't good at all

[mild compass]

The Education system globally except for Finland is just greasy ass

Good thing I'm homeschooled

💪 😤

[topaz sun]

Do y’all ever feel like your are not doing a enough like you want to make it big but even with everything your doing it’s not enough

[stuck mango]

Yes

[mild compass]

That's what the top 1% feel all the time

They feel like they're not at the top

And they're missing something

They're not good enough

It's the human nature, we can't possibly know everything but that doesn't mean you stop trying

Keep grinding my dude

It's about drive.. 😤 💪

It's about power.. 🙏 😠

[river wadi]

lmao, I do the exact same but I'm going to school. It's honestly better to self-study. You save time and money doing things more efficiently. My dad dead-ass told me that the only reason he sends me to school is to socialize. He knows that we actually just self-study

[mild compass]

Socializing part fucks you up, i have little to no friends. Most sre online. The rest are random strangers i had the balls to talk to at the park

[north karma]

Not exactly true

Circumstances can differ

Esp in the uae where we need to get equivalency

And that means

School

[topaz sun]

Why only top 1% 🥲

[mild compass]

So far only the middle east ones seem to ask for the school going certificate

[mild compass]

Perfectionists. Nothing can be perfect so they keep trying to perfect themselves anyway and always feel it's not enough

[eternal axle]

at least you had the balls 🥲

[stuck mango]

ZBalls

[mild compass]

Well if u find someone that has something in common with you then really u don't need balls to talk to them, it just kinda feels comfortable

To do so

[eternal axle]

I hope

[north karma]

This venting bro

[stuck mango]

Oh god

Make venting nsfw channel at this point

[eternal axle]

huh?

[mild compass]

Bro my account is underage

90% of this server gon lose access

😭

[eternal axle]

wait you're not 13? 😮

[mild compass]

16

[north karma]

Jus say ur a minor

[mild compass]

Ion wanna attract predators with the m-word lmao. I already get enough dick pics in my dms 💀

[north karma]

Uh what?

[real junco]

bruh what servers are you in

[mild compass]

At least

20

💀

[kindred stone]

bruh

this is not halal moment

[north karma]

Istighfirallah

[mild compass]

😐

[dense geyser]

Idek if this is considered venting, but i need help 😩
So basically im taking 8 igcse subjects. I took business studies as an extra yk, and i don’t really know if i should drop it or keep it, i barely have enough time to catch up with all the other subjects. should i just drop it? Everyone is telling me that business doesn’t really relate to the other subjects im taking. So i really dont know what to do

[gleaming sable]

Well depends on what you wanna do for a levels and for your career

There’s no point in taking business if you want do history or chemical engineering only

I mean business is really useful for your life IMO but you decide

[dense geyser]

I wanna go for medicine or psychology, not sure yet

[gleaming sable]

You have to decide for yourself - if you think an extra subject will hurt your grades for the subjects you’re gonna take for a levels then I’d say drop it

What I’d personally do is drop another irrelevant subject like history instead just because business can be really useful later on

[dense geyser]

Ooohh okkayy

Tysm

[summer flicker]

wait what, for us the minimum igsce subjects we could have were 8

[cosmic ginkgo]

Honestly I disagree, business as an idea may be useful but IG history is a lot more useful than IG business. At least in terms of general knowledge

[cosmic ginkgo]

There is no minimum, those are school set requirements

[cosmic ginkgo]

In general tho if you feel like it'll do you damage then drop it, you'll gain more from 7 good subjects than 8 meh ones

[summer flicker]

nope if i want admissions in any uni in my country i need at least 8 igcse subjects

[cosmic ginkgo]

Fair enough, it's not a requirement in all countries tho

[river wadi]

yeah same i had to take 8 compulsarily

[mild compass]

Some people just don't have the necessary braincells required to understand that my "about me" is a fucking joke

Some people also don't understand anything at all except for their own misguided stupidity

[eternal axle]

first look at your about me I went whaaaat
first.5 look I transformed my view to "okie he human"

Ids any problems with it, so your conclusion is right. Have a better day ahead

[river wadi]

To those idiots:

[mild compass]

damn what a surprise, a black athlete being abused based on ethnicity

🤯

By racist i mean professional racer as a joke

My entire account is a giant meme

How do people get personally offended

💀

[river wadi]

there are these ppl in my class who think saying "black"/ "white"/ "brown"/ etc is racist. I'm trying to explain to them that it's only racist if you discriminate against ppl using their colour not if you just refer to their skin colour. They act as if saying a skin colour is something shameful, disgusting and illegal

[summer flicker]

lol

my place

racism is rampant

(as a joke)

[mild compass]

Istg discord during 2015-2018 was the best period. Everybody on it was sensible, had a sense of humour and actually wasn't a giant snowflake getting offended over the slightest inconvenience. Now? It's just a fuckfest of underage, parentless children, being the biggest crybabies. Along with the "Omg did you assume my pronouns????? 😱 😱" or the usual "YOU CAN'T JOKE ABOUT THAT OMG YOU'RE SO INSENSITIVE/RACIST/ISLAMOPHOBIC/XENOPHOBIC/HOMOPHOBIC"

What even happened to this app

[mild compass]

Racism is bad, everyone knows this. People on here don't understand that racism is when you discriminate and/or TREAT A RACE BETTER OR WORSE THAN ANOTHER BASED ON RACE ALONE.

[river wadi]

yeah and the worst part is that when you advocate for anti-racism and anti-homophobia , etc and ppl just say stuff without knowing anything

[mild compass]

Say some stupid joke regarding any race "racist!"

[river wadi]

EXACTLY

[mild compass]

They don't kmow shit

They just jump on the bandwagon of whatever trend is going on

In reality no one knows, no one cares, they just assume and say shit they think is acceptable in the majority of whatever buttfuck community they represent

[river wadi]

Yeah and what's funny is that I'm brown and my community is subjected to racism. WHY WOULD I BE RACIST. Just HOW

Let's just ignore these type of ppl honestly

[mild compass]

Also the hypocrisy is unbelievable. First they act like they're gods angel that never judges based on race/age/origin etc and guess what. You talk to them and they Gon judge you based on every inch of your profile + your origin and say the most obnoxious stereotypical shit to get on your nerves then be like 😏 😏

[river wadi]

ikr

[summer flicker]

the only problem is that these people cite individualism as their reasons before promptly putting people in a group lol

good idea

bad execution

[mild compass]

In other words, stupid people do stupid things they think are smart to look smart

This app was wayy better before discord changed it from gaming to all-purpose

The audiences they attracted afterwards is just toxic / salty / sensitive as fuck

Cod lobbies are more wholesome

Than this shitass app

[summer flicker]

How'd discord fit into this?

damn we went from racism to discord

[mild compass]

It started on

Discord

[summer flicker]

i mean fair enough XD

[mild compass]

Racism just popped in

💀

Sadly even 18+ servers are like this (not porn)

Sensitive dumbfuck adults

[summer flicker]

the thing is for me discord is where my good friends are

in our own servers

anyone who actively participates in public servees

*servers

[mild compass]

My friends all died lmao, like they just offline

[summer flicker]

only have themselves to blame

[mild compass]

Wdym

[summer flicker]

...

....

[river wadi]

I get that some people are insensitive and say dumb things but it's wrong to take everything so personally. Like everyone should have some amount of tolerance. Of course racist/ homophobic/ islamophobic/ bullies/ etc ppl is UNACCEPTABLE but stop thinking everything ppl say is bad

[mild compass]

People need to be taught stoicism and basically how to take a joke and move tf on

Yessir

[summer flicker]

no one is like that except public figures for political reasons and twitter numbskulls

[river wadi]

@real junco ouch i saw that

[mild compass]

HAHA twitter

Let us start on such a fascinating social platform

[summer flicker]

LOL

i went there once

[mild compass]

I went there never and I've heard horrible parentless behavior

Or should I say fatherless behavior

[summer flicker]

got cancelled by my school circle then promptly left

[mild compass]

https://c.tenor.com/t5SA47Q33qMAAAAM/another-fatherless-child-torabi.gif

[summer flicker]

best day of my life

[mild compass]

bro

I am so sorry

But not everybody in a mental asylum Gon like you

Tf did u expect loo

[summer flicker]

it was the last day of school and i didn't like anyone there

half the motherfuckers sexually harassed someone

[mild compass]

Hypocrisy 100

[summer flicker]

and the other half had a problem with the term 'bitch'

[river wadi]

bruh i think there are still some ppl who are going to take what i said in the wrong way 🤦🏾‍♀️

[summer flicker]

so yeah

[mild compass]

This is 60% of the future generation at LEAST

i am not having kids

[real junco]

can you please add a spoiler to that b word like wtf is wrong with you

[mild compass]

u got the R-word

In your name

That's offensive to me

[summer flicker]

lol

[mild compass]

Omg

You're so insensitive

[real junco]

that's different

[mild compass]

😱 😱 😱

Cancel him

He's a homophobe

Ugh

Ew

🤮🤢

14 year old girls think they know everything and will not hesitate to put on the keyboard warrior cap

And call you every phobe imaginable

[river wadi]

wait can I not say pineapple doesn't belong on pizza openly anymore? 😭

[mild compass]

No

It does tho

Fuck Italy

No offense Italy but thanks for the pizza, we'll take it from here now

[real junco]

I knew you were racist

[mild compass]

My bio says so

💪 😤

This server low-key racist

Banning Russians fr

[river wadi]

honestly though, I would eat Italian food 24/7 if I could

[mild compass]

You broke Looo

I'm broke too

😔

[summer flicker]

russians white people tho

[real junco]

Russians deserve it

[mild compass]

Nah bro they're black

Tfym

[summer flicker]

hating on them is not racist

bro

you won't understand...

[mild compass]

Damn bro

😔

What about

Ukrainians

🤯 😱 🙏

[river wadi]

Plz can someone confirm if actual italian pizza (made in italy) tastes extremely different from fast food pizza. bc so many ppl have told me that they do

[mild compass]

Yes it's different

Chef chocamaquock Gustavo personally shits in every pizza so the taste is wildly different

[summer flicker]

damn bro asking real questions

[river wadi]

it's a matter of life or death

[mild compass]

Idk if this is even relevant

Condom box descriptions are fun to read

[river wadi]

...

@real junco I saw that again. I'm starting to think you're sus

[mild compass]

He's sus

[real junco]

wow so you're judging me now

[mild compass]

I had a dream where ramen was wearing fishnets and pole dancing

[real junco]

are you sure that was a dream

[mild compass]

I'm not sure

[dense geyser]

The mininum in my school is 5 but i heard that u get a higher chance of acceptance in uni if u have 7 or 9 subjects

Im not sure

[cosmic ginkgo]

You'll have 7 anyway

[dense geyser]

Yep

[river wadi]

honestly don't worry about the number much. Focus on choosing the subjects you really like and are useful and just do well in them

[kindred stone]

the 8 was for ice certificate

and ill tell you

its useless

my friend took 5 subs for igcse

ict maths phy eng 2nd lang and chem

[finite flower]

who told u that

;-;

[slate sky]

Results day in 27 days

I am so scared

I am scared about not getting A* in a subject that I got first in school and also in subjects where I mainly got A* in mocks and throughout the year

But like I found my mocks easier than the actual Cambridge exam for every subject except English first language and English literature

[slate sky]

Oh wow looks like they are making things harder for the same group of students lol. I think in Oct Nov 20, they started making IGCSE Maths Exam harder lol and now in Oct Nov 21, they are making AS Maths exam harder

[unreal shadow]

even if you were going to get a U you can't do anything about it

so dw

nothing can change now

[gleaming sable]

Having harder exams is actually better for you

because you wont be punished as badly for stupid mistakes as you would be in an easy test

also the grade boundaries are much lower

[olive wadi]

Any tips on how to mentally and physically reset urself? I have grinded throughout the year almost non stop with little to no vacations , now im out of gas at this point , i just do my minimum daily requirements and head off , i need to put extra work and the passion to get A's but im just so mentally checked out i can barely do my minimum 6hrs , sometimes not even that. I sadly cant rlly go on vacation thanks to covid , so any tips / advice on this?

[mild compass]

^ Any ideas? I’ve been in break since Friday and I’m supposed to be studying for midterms but I’ve barely done anything because I’m just so demotivated

[eternal axle]

bro everyday keep time for something you enjoy that way you actually have something to look forward to after completing studies daily. You also won't be mentally checked out, because everyday you are going to be doing that fun thing. And after doing that fun thing, your mind will be refreshed.

@mild compass above one's for you too man

[olive wadi]

Ngl mate u hit a good point here , until i read ur msg i did think i was doing what i enjoyed which is to play video games and vc with friends , but after reading ur msg few times i realize that im not actually enjoying some of those games , especially ones that i thought i loved or were fun at least. You are right i need to focus more on what i enjoy doing , thanks man , i really had a big enlightenment moment right there 😅

• i should prolly go and run outside more often , been slacking on that bec of the snow and winter but ngl i enjoy that a lot and it resets me often

[eternal axle]

np 😄 Happy to help

[neon crypt]

any tips on how to convince my parents to let me study science subjects for alevels

[real junco]

bruh it's usually the opposite

[gleaming sable]

You show them your grades

[eager ore]

I’m assuming they want you to pursue a different stream?

[neon crypt]

yea cuz i did coordinated science

so they think i cant do it

/shouldnt do it to be safe

since im also gonna do the math alevels and i didnt take addmaths in ig

[cosmic ginkgo]

You don't need add maths for math a level

Add maths is usually meant for people to take further maths a level

[cosmic ginkgo]

You should still be fine

[neon crypt]

yea nd it doesnt help much that the college advisor acted like id be that much behind even tho both my maths and coord science were A*

and my parents keep saying im being overconfident

[cosmic ginkgo]

Do you have any ideas what you wanna do in uni?

[neon crypt]

i was aiming for vet med but my parents dont like it that much

[real junco]

yeah you definitely don't need add maths

[tawdry star]

<@&572709257036955649>

[tribal sparrow]

?ban @mild compass

[ocean estuary]

Banned Tom wants to go to MIT#9815

[tribal sparrow]

Scam

[tawdry star]

Thankss

[tribal sparrow]

[ionic copper]

is it normal to cry every single night?

its been like this for me for the past few weeks

i wanna know if theres anyone whos experienced this or if this is some daily occurrence for some students

[north karma]

Normal really depends

Everyones circumstances are diff

But it isnt wrong to let those feelings out if thats what ur asking

[stuck mango]

True

[eternal axle]

though every night? Man the shit you must be going through must be rllllllllly serious

[ionic copper]

i dont think its serious, maybe im being dramatic? im just stressed out lately thinking abt a dude who ghosted me, uni stuff, not feeling good enough, assignments & exams coming up, family problems, etc just thinking abt it and then i feel like im abt to cry bcs of how overwhelming it is

[cosmic ginkgo]

your problems dont need to shatter the earth for them to be serious, because as long as they affect you its a good enough reason to react

sometimes thinking that like there is an end to assignments etc gives me a bit of hope that it wont always be overwhelming

[ionic copper]

yes i aggree. problem is, teachers are gonna keep adding more assignments to the point where it piles up. its so repetitive feels like im stuck on a never ending loop

its demotivating knowing that after i finish an assignment, there will still be more

i've been putting an effort in organising with school works, shifts, excercise and keeping myself busy but once im alone in bed w my own thoughts its where the realisation hits and i got rlly hurt for some reason

[cosmic ginkgo]

i try to think of the longer term in that case so i'll plan to the summer, and say if theres 4 months left then i'll split it up into chunks and convince myself im a fraction of the way there

[eager ore]

I used to have panic attacks while trying to sleep cause I was just thinking and I was tired of the uncertainty of the future. So I made compromises and accepted some things and had a clear and realistic plan in mind. Making a plan and sticking to really helped me out. Also cry it all out, don’t hold it in. I didn’t realise at first but crying is the best way to feel better, all your emotions and feelings are cried out.

[eternal axle]

umm my suggestion is kinda different.
Crying it out isn't bad
But uhhhhhhh, if this is going on for a rly long time, like 1-2 months, for the same reason everyday
Then I think its time to start toughen it up.
Might sound harsh
But you can't just cry over your bad luck or overloaded schedule for the rest of your life, can you?

(People who don't like my suggestion. It's just an opinion. Like what I would have tried doing in that situation)

[ionic copper]

what sort of plans? as in like daily routines to keep you on track?

[wintry rampart]

man, I feel at home when I whine about my overthinking self here. Okay, let's get right and rolling, cause I've experienced one hell of a year this year.

First things first, I felt too damn envious at a streamer who got so damn lucky that she gets to grow with the Philippine esports industry (by shoutcasting at the first ever esports tournament held by the South East Asian Games 2 years ago) at such a young age and now is a big name here. And you have me, a nobody being emotionally abused by his mother and 11 year old brother who nearly put me in danger by responding to a hacker, which may have turned me into a depressed student by the last week of November.

This makes me feel very unlucky, as some people are so damn lucky to grab whatever opportunitiy that comes to them and benefit while I'm told by my mother not to even volunteer or grab any opportunity cause "you're wasting my dang money, Josh", while I stupidly believed that "Getting a Cum Laude will let the companies look for you without the experience needed".

Why can't I get to live a satisfying life as a college student who hates his IT course and is now shifting to a Marketing degree cause of the job satisfaction (I feel dissatisfied with IT, as I can't even code stuff and would rather pursue something that I'm passionate on, which is the field of defying the norms of promotion and promoting products and events in a way that no company would be brave enough to take than fail programming courses on repeat) while being envious of streamers making money and hitting it big instantly?

All I know is that I'd fear of becoming a corporate slave, with an IT job, where I feel discredited by my own boss and society, as my work gets plagiarized by the company I work with.

[wintry rampart]

Why can't I enjoy life, my way, without all the mischief my family makes and the nonsense that they try to manipulate me into believing in that would only ruin my future

[mild compass]

hey man - i wish there something I could do to help you out. but its important to stay strong and remember that things always get better :))

[wintry rampart]

do these things always go better?

by things, i mean life as a whole

[eternal axle]

so you believe that your life/decisions are being restricted
And everything that happens to you directly or indirectly is a turn to the deep of end of "why does this happen to me?"

[eternal axle]

umm
ig it depends on how you shape it. I mean if you sit as a couch potato eating food, not working to earn
Then sure, no way things get better.
if you work proper hours, earn enough to sustain without worry
Then sure, it just got better.

Life will always have its ups and downs
pretty sure 5 year old Z never imagined he would be running znotes
what do you know
life got better for him. Cause he made it like that.

(wow when did I start talking like this)

[wintry rampart]

You are right. My mom would sometimes blow her frustration at me, yelling at me that I cannot make my own life the way I want it to be (to be successful in the field of marketing/event management/digital marketing by the next 10 years, while pursuing a career in photography as a side-job). Heck, she even told me that "Marketing is not for introverts like you as you hate being around others, and refuse to tell the silliest stories. You'd be better off in the backlines" to try to get me to stay in my Information Systems degree (to which I am already hating a lot), but I'll not let that change my life.

She even went as far as not encouraging me to grab whatever opportunities that would come to me, as she preferred to see me focus on my academics and become a Summa Cum Laude so that the "companies would come for me", to which I start to disbelieve and regret now, as if I took even 2-5 opportunities a year, I would have allowed myself to identify my strengths and know myself even more and would have made a more specific choice for a degree to shift to

I knew that I am much better off in a business degree, as I would rather do mathematic calculations than write code for programs, but I feel that I have turned myself into the bad guy of my story, as I took Information Systems "for the money" and not a genuine, successful reason like passion.

With the "corporate slavery" nonsense, I feel that it can be present in the Marketing field, but I'm sure that it is more frequent in the IT world as you'll spend most of your day in the cubicle and not going out, contacting others and planning stuff at a conference room.

Well, I guess that I would be very confident to spend 1-2 more years in college just to learn my potential and get the job I want over suffer in a job that I am not technically capable of.

[mild compass]

You might feel hopeless and believe that "things get better" is just a load of bullshit said mostly by well off / happy people or something. But it's true, things do get better, times change, wounds heal and so on. Just don't give up on yourself, persevere and it will turn out just fine

[mild compass]

Trust me, as long as you follow your passion, your gut feeling whatever. You will go places, most importantly you'll be satisfied and happy.
I know how you feel, being told that what you want to do with your life is stupid and just downright irresponsible, that you're playing with your time by wasting it on a pointless degree or whatever. Don't listen to them. Only you know yourself best (and god if you're into religion). Do what YOU want. Because at the end of the day, you're the one living your life, suffering your problems, thinking your thoughts. Not your friends / parents whoever. Just you.

You can always ask for their opinions but don't let them pressure you into a decision that wasn't inherently even yours.

Money is important but not as important as your mental health and general well-being

Do what you want. Not what others want.

[eternal axle]

ngl
I am pretty sure your mom confused digital marketing with, call centers
you know, calling people to sell a product.

At least by what I am reading here

[wintry rampart]

the entire marketing field, both traditional and digital

[eternal axle]

can I ask something?
Do you plan on ever changing whatever course you took? Like against your parents wishes?

[wintry rampart]

i'll see where marketing leads me to

[eternal axle]

ohhh

well the best you can do is following your passion, and try to prove whoever's against that decision wrong. Also I honestly think your mom's shouting is based on the fact she wants you to be at a better place. I mean she just wants the best for you, like most mothers. Soo yeah thats my opinion.

[wintry rampart]

well, i do not even understand her... she just told me that "you can't get in marketing well cause you didn't greet others a new year"... nonsense...

she's too boomer to have the mind of "marketing = sales" and not "marketing ≠ sales"

to try to get me back to IT

or something

[wintry rampart]

tbh, i'd rather have optimistic parents who actually research about their kids' future careers than my mother who immediately assumes my career

[wintry rampart]

"best for me"? more like "less sastfying for me". she clearly objects my passions, especially with photography being "everything's digital, so who needs a photographer?"

she needs to get out of the 80s and explore today, how jobs have evolved over the years

[wintry rampart]

and my mother always blames me for stressing her when it is really her fault

and she fucking thinks that a poker face's frowning...

[mild compass]

Maybe you're being a bit too biased no?

I mean, a lot of what you're ranting on about is basically one of the common problems every brown kid faces growing up

Maybe sit down and cool off. Then patiently talk to your mom about it. She's not out to sabotage you or ruin your life

[mild compass]

Yea, Best for you based on what she thinks is best for you anyway. Why not just nicely, convince her. She's your mom afterall.

[river wadi]

I haven't been selected to play basketball nationals for the last 4 years. I've been training so hard but I'm too short and still am not as good as some professional players. I really need to get in this year because if I don't I don't think I'll ever get the opportunity again ever. I've been selected as top 20 always but never made it further. I want to try one last time but am scared that my efforts won't be good enough again and will be a waste. I'm just getting demotivated and worse just by thinking abt it. And on the other hand, I'm really pissed and want to work twice as hard but don't want to fail again.

[eager ore]

What’s your height?

[river wadi]

I'm only 5'4''

female in india so 🤷🏾‍♀️

[eager ore]

More like not just dealing with stuff when it comes up you know? Nothing hits you by surprise you’re ready for it.

[eager ore]

Yea I’m ngl you’re short and that an obvious disadvantage. Competitively to other players, are they much taller?

First of all congrats to being selected in top 20

[river wadi]

I'm around avg height for a point guard but I can't shoot as well as some people and most people have many years of experience

Short compared to other positions def but I guess the point gaurds are all 5'2'' to 5'6''

[eager ore]

For shooting, the best advice is work on your technique and then putting that into practice just look at giannis

[real junco]

hi

wtf is wrong with me

[eager ore]

What about other positions? As a point guard, you need to direct the game so height won’t matter that much. Make sure ur in coordination with your team mates

[eager ore]

Horny mf, not even in the same country

Are you going to e date

[real junco]

maybe

or i might cross the border

barefoot

[eager ore]

You’ll encounter very xenophobic border police or whatever the fuck they are called

[river wadi]

yeah i will thanks 🙂

[eager ore]

What will you do then

[river wadi]

I-

No

[eager ore]

💀💀

[real junco]

sacrifice my life

[eager ore]

Ramen should teach you basketball the way he shot his shot

[river wadi]

Yeah I'm going to work on that

[river wadi]

💀💀💀💀

[real junco]

Great idea

[eager ore]

How is your Defence

[real junco]

huge

[river wadi]

which one are we talking abt

oh nvm

[real junco]

no why did you change it wtf

[eager ore]

I baited your response

[river wadi]

ykw I've never had ramen in my life, is it just like spicy noodles?

[real junco]

already flirting

nice

[eager ore]

No way you just asked that

[eager ore]

Can you think with the other head

[river wadi]

guys no wth

i am a holy child of the lord

[eager ore]

RAMEN LMAOOOO

[eager ore]

They’re noodles in a broth with toppings

[real junco]

just need one more thing on top of Ramen

[river wadi]

I've never had broth either lmfao

[river wadi]

pls don't say what i think you're gonna say

[eager ore]

You lazy fuck, why don’t you do the work for once

[real junco]

your mom?

[eager ore]

These are dangerous levels of horny.

[river wadi]

she went to the store to get some noodles five years ago and hasn't come back

[real junco]

you should try to look for her

sending you an address

[river wadi]

yes pls i shall def not share it on the dark web as a pickup location while selling organs

[north karma]

I literally slurp ramen on a weekly basis

[mild compass]

Someone give me study motivation pleaseeeee

[olive wadi]

you gotta give urself the motivation

no one can give that

but one quick tip , is to put a reward at the end of it

i used to go like "if i study 6hrs today and finish my goals , then i get to play 2hrs of games tonight"

also maybe study in chunks and take 5-10min breaks , like 30-40 mins study , 10mins break to reset urself

find small but effective things like these that suit u best and use it

its something u build up over time

[wintry rampart]

and for sure, my damn mother compares me with others

which is why i compare myself to others and get myself depressed occassionally

all thanks to her

what kind of mother is she?

no mother compares their kids with others.

[river wadi]

bro every brown mom does

trust me

my mum does it too sometimes

but guess what i found out

apparently, my friends' mums compare them to me

so all asian/ brown kids have to go through this shit

just don't pay to much attention to it

[wintry rampart]

damn...

but i feel that she's doing this consistently

not occassionally

[eternal axle]

@wintry rampart That comparision shouldn't affect you. I go through this same shit everyday. The comparision thing. Even my freinds get compared.

Thats normal

And yes everyday three times comparision is minimum amount for me

[eternal axle]

or even better
"I'll study 6 hrs today, then won't get mother's chapal/slipper on my face for the rest of the night" 😂

[olive wadi]

nah fam even if u study like 9hrs but play a video game for 10mins

odds are

u did nothing that day and ur lazy

[olive wadi]

it isnt

my parents never compare me to anyone nor do the opposite

yeah my mum did that before few times but has never done it ever since

it shouldnt be the norm

cus who are you to compare one human to another

[slate sky]

Results day in 2 weeks

I found out the answers to the paper 4 I gave and I am getting around 110/130 I think (maybe lower due to other silly mistakes I might have made). This is way lower than mock score where I got 98% 😦 I feel sad

[slate sky]

Yeah

I will try lol

[finite flower]

bro

[north karma]

Are you brain damaged

[stuck mango]

Then what's the point of #venting

[eager ore]

If I’m not wrong, I think they were joking cause they misread it as that once. But doesn’t make it right tho

Abcd doesn’t know the joke so it’s not funny

[wintry rampart]

I guess that you're right. Resisting these comparisons are something that I should learn

in a way that I can define who I am rather than my peers, in that case, my mother.

[wintry rampart]

Study for 6 hours (preferably in front of your parents) -> Your parents encourage you to push harder -> Believe not only in them, but yourself that you are capable of success -> ??? -> Good grades

[wintry rampart]

in my case, it's around once-twice a month/2 months

[mild compass]

Yo he was joking

[slate sky]

Yeah I know

It’s a vent channel anyways

I meant to type “I will try lol”

But I did have a doubt that he wasn’t joking though

[silk storm]

Ken’s killin the vibe in here >.>

[mild compass]

How tf do non-black people get offended when a black dude says the n-word . My mind is blown

[eternal axle]

my mind is blown because I don't know wtf is so wrong with the n word?
I searched google and it says
To adress a black person

So whats wrong in that?

(Honest to god not joking. If someone could explain it would be helpful)

[eager ore]

There was a time in this world where black people were being captured from parts of Africa and sent to America as slaves. White people would call them the hard R( add er to the nword).

[mild compass]

It's actually like a slur that was once used by the whites in america to address black people in a degrading way. Now it's just a way to call your mates, "mates" (by black people ofc and whomever they're comfortable with saying it as in close friends who might not be black)

what is incredible is that in today's world. 90% of black people wouldn't give a shit while 90% of white chicks/asian chicks will get mad asf as if you massacred their entire family

crazy thing is, they're the first to drop the hard r slurs when triggered by some black guy

sensational 👀

[eager ore]

As time went on, equality improved. Generally white and coloured were differentiated. separate bathrooms. bus seating etc. They were racically discriminated and the N word has changed meaning throughout the years.

[mild compass]

are you black @eager ore

[eager ore]

No

why

[mild compass]

me neither

🫂

[eager ore]

We were taught all this in class, I remember this white girl said the hard R when asking a question to the black teacher

[mild compass]

Bruh

what did the teach do

💀

[eager ore]

we were in 6th grade, teacher understood that she doesn't know the implications and gave a very serious talk

[eager ore]

yea its more of a synonym of person. It is funny how you can say the N word and the people who have the problem are white people. On twitter, they were tryna cancel a guy for saying a lyric that had that word.

[mild compass]

a day will come when black people will get cancelled for saying it

[eternal axle]

@eager ore @mild compass thanks for clearing me up

[mild compass]

I thought u said cheering me up

[eternal axle]

lol

[mild compass]

Np

[eternal axle]

Summary:
Don't call white dudes black dudes, cause then there entire family tree dies

👍 😂

[mild compass]

Summary: don't say the n-word unless your black friends allow it.

i allow it

[eternal axle]

and that

[mild compass]

Mashallah you are fast learner, inshallah you will ace your al-igcse 🤲

[wintry rampart]

man... how i want to get out of college.

now, as I shift, I'll have to spend 3 more years in it

dealing with finance and accounting (my last resort of trying to rid finances by the time I shift to marketing is to take a course linking both information systems and finances cause my college can credit my general education courses and some related courses in my IS field)

while forcing myself to break my comfort zone to do marketing projects

and stuff

the deadlines stress me out

as if I want to rage quit in the middle of my class

[wintry rampart]

but it sure is gonna be rewarding.

[mild compass]

I’m so mad at myself
I have a midterm in two days that requires a lot of memorization and I failed to prepare adequately. I’m a straight a student and I can’t afford to get a bad grade on this. I don’t know what to do at this point. I am anxious to the point where I can’t get anything done.

Its impossible to relax with this amount of pressure

[night pebble]

see

fuc k mid term or mocks

they are usless

[stuck mango]

No

[night pebble]

nobody needs em

[stuck mango]

If exams cancelled

Then they will be used

They are super important

[night pebble]

cambrage wount make evidence again

trust me

[stuck mango]

They will

Cases are rising

There is possibility

[tranquil stag]

sometimes i hate being good at math or like some sciences because then everyone thinks i'm "oh so smart" at everything else too. i hate being perceived as smart at everything (which i'm not) because then if i don't do so well on a test (like below 73%) i feel like a failure to some people. i feel like people have high standards for me, let alone i have high standards for myself. damnit, i have struggles too, maybe not numerical subjects but i struggle with things too – just like every other human 😐 i'm not a robot.
this all just might sound bitchy, i don't know, i don't mind when people say "ur smart" but don't tell me that i can't have struggles because i'm smart, just don't.

sorry for the vent, i hope everyone is doing ok:)

[stuck mango]

Can relate

[wintry rampart]

and i'm in college and yet, I feel the same pressure I had upon taking my Cambridge exams

[mild compass]

They are 10% of my final grade

Also same sometimes I wish I wasn’t considered one of the smart people because I’m constantly stressed about my grades and anything below a 90 is letting myself and everyone else down

But again I know I couldn’t cope with not being smart

Tbh it’s kind of weird to think about how most people don’t care that much about their grades like how do they do just not

Dude honestly this is just the beginning of your "career" of being student. You have university and beyond. don't worry about having the highest grades or letting others down cause you got less than a 90 or something cause there'll be a time when your inevitably gonna get a low grade or even fail, either now or in uni

Like I literally failed my organic chemistry final in uni and the only thing that matters is how you pick yourself back up

You don't need to be smart just do the best you can do and that's all there is to it tbh

How do you handle failing or not getting a good grade?

It’s never really happened to me before so it’s not something I will take well

And plus if I want to go to a good college how could I allow myself to do bad?

[eternal axle]

@mild compass Bad grades. At the start it will hit you like a storm. prob give you some motivation. If you get it again in a row, or after some time, well then you'll be more ready because you already have dealt with it before

[eternal axle]

hey man, no need to be sorry. Helps people gain more appreciation of what they have. Hope something happens for the better

[wintry rampart]

man... my winrate on league sucks...

25%...

not cause of me, but the apes I call my "teammates" and my interent

[lament cloud]

Man you have no reason to apologise, everyone deserves a good university education if they want it, and nobody is an ungrateful brat for wanting it.
I sincerely hope that you are able to get into a university that you are happy in.

[eager ore]

I understand where you’re coming from and it’s hard. Have a look at Germany: no tuition fees for public unis which are well respected. Just pay off living expenses. You need to learn German or check if the degree program is in English

[wintry rampart]

WHY AM I FUCKING CURSED WITH LOSS

NOT EVEN A DAILY VICTORY???

WHY AM I NOT LUCKY AT ALL

I HATE MY LIFE

I WANT TO END IT NOW

SO THAT I CANNOT EVER WORRY AGAIN

EVERY LEAGUE GAME I'M IN IS AN INSTANT LOSS

UNLIKE LAST YEAR

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO

I'M AT A MENTAL FUCKIGN BREAKDOWN RN

I'M JUST NOTHING

OVER A BUNCH OF SOMEBODIES

I'M READY TO HANG MYSELF

CAUSE NOBODY WOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME

[river wadi]

wow slow down buddy

[river wadi]

me too dw

[wintry rampart]

THIS IS NOT OKAY

EVERY DAMN GAME I'M IN IS A LOSS

[river wadi]

losing league games is not okay?

[wintry rampart]

CAUSE OF YM DAMN TEAMMATES

[river wadi]

change teammates then ig

find new friends/ teammates

[wintry rampart]

alrightp

cause i feel that my skill has dropped

[north karma]

Feel like you should take a break from league

[wintry rampart]

I WANT TO WIN

JSUT AT LEAST GET A POSITIVE WINRATE AT THE FIRST WEEK

[wintry rampart]

i have a mandated 12 hour break

as i dodged 3 games today

[wintry rampart]

i'm doing my best

but my teammates are ruinign it for me

I'M AT A 23% WINRATE

FOR PETE'S SAKE

[real junco]

idk how important this is but just remember that this is a game

[eager ore]

I don’t play league but if solo q is getting you bad teamates then ask in lfg discords or reddits

[wintry rampart]

tbh, i never play ranked in league cause i know that it's hell

and hell, i now realize that i was just being an overthinking person who thinks that a game is the equivalen of a social status

[wintry rampart]

yea.

5 losses in one sitting's too painful

[north karma]

No i mean a game shouldnt be taking a toll on ur mental health

Its suppossed to be a break

[wintry rampart]

i shoudl have took 2 losses a day instead

instead of 5

[wicked turret]

I read that exercise helps you with your mental health. But after hitting a gym, I feel more depressed than ever. My productivity takes a huge hit and I am pretty inactive

Now I am feeling trapped

[eternal axle]

You have to segregate your time and stick to it
4 hours study in morning with 10 min break on regular intervals
2 hours free time after
4 hours more in evening with brake
more free time
sleep
something like that

And its easier said than done

[north karma]

It helps build self confidence and self esteem but is no way to solve deep rooted issues

And if productivity takes a dip after the gym which ur not exactly alone on

U can do the bulk of ur work before

[wicked turret]

as in physical exercise like gym

but ty

I did start small...it has been a month

[eternal axle]

ik the free time basically means going to the gym and all that

[wicked turret]

oh okay

[austere haven]

You guys have free time 🥲

[fluid hollow]

Frfr 🥲

[austere haven]

like dude im stuck between studying and swimming and going to the gym

[fluid hollow]

Aw I am stuck between physics chemistry and biology
Lifeless with studying

[real junco]

swimming is better

[austere haven]

Im studying a2 math , as bio and as physics

[austere haven]

It’s hell man

Like today’s practice was so hard I couldn’t stay awake so I slept the moment I arrived home i just woke up😆

[river wadi]

bruh i can't even vent here anymore bc people ik started using this server lol

[austere haven]

Lmao😂😭

[mild compass]

So u be venting about those people huh

[river wadi]

yes lmfao

tbh not always, but they're idiots and i don't want them to know anything that goes on in my life so... yeah

[mild compass]

How they gon know it's you

Tho

[river wadi]

username duh and pfp

[austere haven]

Maybe they have discord too😂

[river wadi]

i wish we could anon

[mild compass]

Get a new account

Huehue

[river wadi]

yeah and they're on this server

[mild compass]

Damn

I'll vent for you

[river wadi]

how is it that sometimes you say dumb but genius things. I will consider this

[river wadi]

thnks bb 😔

[mild compass]

Sometimes I'm horny, other times not

[river wadi]

makes a lot of sense

[stuck mango]

😆

[wintry rampart]

man i hate my mother

she thinks that i'm rude and always angry

cause i talk too much

she's the one who turned me into an overjealous piece of crap

which crippled me

and is this what she wants me to be?

a person who hates his life and is overly jealous of others' successes

who'll end up in jail

for releasing the emotional abuse onto the world?

rather than be a successful person

[eternal axle]

heh ofc not. I just wanted to show off and fake how cool my study life. You seriously think us students have free time for "self improvement". 🤮. Weak
(no seriously this is what I learnt from youtube videos, and how I could have changed shit.)

[austere haven]

No cap😂😂

[mild compass]

Got my midterm that was moved from Friday tomorrow

I’m so glad that I had more time to prepare

But I’m still very nervous

[mild compass]

Bruh

Y'all ever hate it when u come back from a cold swim

Every muscle in your body aching

And you're Cold

Then u turn on the heater for the shower

And water

Is boiling hot

But not bc of the temperature u set it on

But bc you're that cold

That anything slightly warm is burning hot

😭

[north karma]

Got that from running but its a good feeling

[tepid delta]

can i just die

fucking

i am so pissed at myself

[slate sky]

Idk why I feel all the time that something is gonna go wrong at the results day idk why

Just have a feeling that they would mess up my results

[wintry rampart]

does anyone have a good and satisfying solution for "redeeming" myself from my meaningless past by actually taking great opportunities that can allow me to make a name for myself (maybe be a bit famous, ala an influencer), or to become truly happy?

cause I have chosen the wrong paths and realized that my mindset is incorrect and vague.

that mindset, being, "more academics and less external opportunities, especially social opportunities would turn me into a success"

[eternal axle]

do you know what you want to do as a profession in the future?

Just tell me that

Then we'll get to uni

so your heart is at becoming a UI/UX designer

Now can you tell me if you have appropriate facillities for it?

Like equipment deemed necessary in this job

[cosmic ginkgo]

Why tho? It's like expecting someone who wants to study particle physics to have a particle accelerator

Extreme but at school not necessary

[true geode]

I have Prelim exams next week and I haven't studied properly.

[mild compass]

Crazy how anything that break or get spilled by your parents is suddenly your fault because indirectly you are the reason of the sufferings they endure

What in the fuck even

Sometimes i feel like they just need a reason to talk shit to you because you're their personal punching bag

🤝

Good life

[lament cloud]

Fr this is so true

[eternal axle]

yeah I'm sorry I meant that, I couldn't phrase it properly

[glossy ibex]

Hi there! I think it is fine to take your time. Don't rush, stay calm and try to find out your interests

[eager ore]

With covid, its made me so lazy and its been 7 days since i studied. Today I finally feel better but its so hard to just start. idk what to do. I should be studying but whenever I actually go for it I switch to YT

[tepid delta]

I really feel your pain

My parents want me to do courses which I'm not a fan of

And forced me to stay in my country

Wished I could leave too

Honestly I have no aim

My only dream,it may be childish

I want to own a nice Ferrari or Porsche

And get to drive the hell out of it every day

That and a nice MV Agusta

[hasty egret]

Bruh I had the same problem. every time I sat for study my mind was "Youtube mf!".

So I did this: sat with a watch. Now I aint saying that one hour timer or whatever I don't think anyone can concentrate that much. A level Physics paper for example. 12 questions. 2 hours. 2/12 * 60 = 10 minutes per question. Set a timer for 9 or 8 minutes for every question and try to do that question in that time. Worked like a charm! It's sort of like a race cause it kinda forces you to complete the task at hand. And time in single digits moves VERY quickly.

u can use this if you are trying to solve something. I don't really have any problems with actually reading things

[eager ore]

I used pomodoro, I had no problem for the last few months but as soon as I became unproductive for a week it’s like I can’t study at all. Tomorrow I’m going to fight myself and start and hopefully I go back to normal lol.

[hasty egret]

I used pomodoro too but all i could think about was 25 minutes lol. What I said actually helped cause I am thinking about the time but that's helping me study. But whatever you prefer. People just need a hack to start 😄

[tepid delta]

Pomodoro?

[mild compass]

It’s this technique where you study 25 mins and have a 5 min break

[tepid delta]

Right

[eternal axle]

logic was banned from the chat

[mild compass]

I just want to uninstall this app sometimes

[mild compass]

Bruh I have another test tomorrow ughfhfj I’m so tired

[mild compass]

Is pulling IPs a trend now or sm

[eager ore]

Yea lol, but its more of a joke now. Someone has a bad take you write a fake IP. Most of the time its not real but when it started it was very much real

[mild compass]

That's a nice opinion Dk but sadly 192.168.57.37.1

[mild compass]

does anyone else think the Quran translation classes being compulsory for As students makes no sense , like its a good thing but do it till olevels

I think it shouldnt be compulsory, it's kinda like shoving religion down your throat for no reason

Practically useless too

Like "ight bro u can translate the Quran, very cool. But what are your actual skills"

[mild compass]

yeah idk why their forcing it , like ofc its a good thing but forcing someone into geting closer to his religion only makes them further away from it

The Quran, is for understanding. Not for whatever is going on in school

[mild compass]

Yea people develop a resentment kind of for the religion

And suprise surprise become apostates

i guess their was no educated person to make these points against them in court

Muslim countries are kinda shit in this sense

Education and religion should be kept apart

Religion is like philosophy and for ig when you develop some braincells to understand it (age 16+)

Anything before that, and it'll feel like a chore

Idk what I'm saying

💀

well you do make sense , these people just dont get it

Yea unfortunately

sigh

my main issue was that , i have to give sats and do alot of extra curicullars and manage a good transcipt so i can get into a us college but this is like adding another thing on the plate thats full

[real junco]

we have islamiat till the first year of IGCSE here

nothing is compulsory after that

[mild compass]

didnt u give an islamiat exam , i gave gcse islamiat

[mild compass]

i think it has only been introduced in Pakistan

[real junco]

yeah I did IGCSE Islamiat in grade 9

[mild compass]

Blessed i didn't do that

Dont think I'd manage very well with islamiat

I'm not even religious

I'm rebuilding my emaan

Inshallah will be taller than Burj khalifa

[wicked turret]

can someone help me out with sudden unproductivity?

I just find it really hard to do any studying or practice these days

[eager ore]

Bro I just had this after a week of doing nothing. You need to break out of that by just starting to study and you’ll be back to your old routine slowly

No procrastination just do it, even if it’s 10 mins of studying you slowly require your brain to back to how it was before. This is just my experience btw

[wicked turret]

i actually am on my table

it took me 2 days to finish one past paper

its not that i have problem with questions cause i ask them if i dont get the concept

i just cant bring myself to continue

I was diagnosed with clinical depression and i havent been seeing my therapy for a year

I think its resurging

[eager ore]

Hey man I’m not sure what to say but if there’s anything you need to talk about or just vent you can always do it here or dms. So for that I urge you to seek professional help before it potentially becomes serious.