venting

[placid folio]

https://tenor.com/view/reaction-cat-honest-gif-25770324

https://tenor.com/view/luna-cat-crunchy-cat-glasses-cat-luna-glasses-cat-gif-12732289841207803174

[languid musk]

spamming

please ban

[placid folio]

sorry

its actually my vent

[latent birch]

I'm tired of studying man I'm 20 years old now and just finished o level and now A level for 1 subject there's 4 exams papers Jesus Christ man imagine practicing all past papers of those 4 exam papers and shit I've to go uni afterward man I hate this man I can't even decide what subject to choose in A level

[magic wedge]

ok

[tulip geode]

its fine mate you got this

once ur done with studying start a business or smth or do smth that you enjoy doing

[olive wadi]

if u want a successful and fullfilling life ur always gonna be learning anyway , people who dont improve and grow stay whereever they are , often times small

get used to grinding , embrace the learning process

[tulip geode]

can i steal ur pfp

[olive wadi]

my grandpa is 77 years old , retired doctor , yet he still studies and reads books all the time

[olive wadi]

sure

[tulip geode]

,av @olive wadi

[silent kernel]

vandulken_'s Avatar

Click here to view the image.

[tulip geode]

:D

[olive wadi]

🫡

[tulip geode]

ty

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to vandulken_!

[olive wadi]

np

[unreal oak]

bro im 22 done with uni and the grind isnt even close to stopping

[olive wadi]

its just beginning innit

[unreal oak]

defo bro

you run for grades

then you finsih

then you run for raises and promotions

[olive wadi]

a peak of a mountain is the start of another one , so finishing highschool is nothing to studying in uni , grinding uni is nothing like working , goes on

[unreal oak]

youll always been chasing something, best you can do is try to choose the right things to chase so you can have some fun in the process

[olive wadi]

real

[latent birch]

Ik man but still it's heavy toll on me this time I want 3 A plus but man the sacrifice

[latent birch]

True but man A level is getting on my nerves now. I'm already tired practicing one subject two past papers now there'll be 4 past papers I've to practice of several years from single subject

[latent birch]

I like fictional novels, however collage studies is about mastery

[latent birch]

Best of luck then I just wanna do job that'll grant me financial freedom when I'll be 30 years old

[abstract obsidian]

why are u doing a lvls at 20

ur lifeless

[latent birch]

Due to covid I left behind it's long story but I was forced to do urdu exam and idk how to speak pakistani Urdu language so yeah and I also failed chemistry exam

[abstract obsidian]

damn alright goodluck

[latent birch]

Thanks good luck to you too

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to ii.zistyy!

[low zodiac]

im sad brainrot is banned :(

[placid folio]

i accidentally took my moms medicine thinking they were my vitamins

[tiny oracle]

If u die we know why

[magic wedge]

meow

[tulip geode]

what were they

[mild compass]

seeing graduation videos hurts

I wanna feel graduating hs too

[mild compass]

homeschool?

[abstract obsidian]

real

[mild compass]

yeah only halfway of my igs though

[placid folio]

for stones....💀

[mild compass]

I'm tired of people saying I need to grow up 😔

(literally)

5'1 is not that bad 😞

[woven halo]

what the

[woven halo]

😅

oh wait u a girl

5'1 for a girl is cute man i thought u aa guy

[mild compass]

I'm a dude man wym

you calling me cute 😒

[woven halo]

brother your profile said she/her

nah you from thailand bruv chill out

[mild compass]

yeah I'm catfishing

[mild compass]

am not

[woven halo]

uhm grow up anyways

[mild compass]

damn i just said I'm tired of people saying it but here you are

[latent birch]

What the

[woven halo]

aren't you tired of being short tho

[mild compass]

yeah but it's how I am and I can't change it

[woven halo]

accha joking brother

learn to love yourself oka

God made us all unique alr

im sure you're a gud soul

n how old is you man

[mild compass]

secret

[mild compass]

stranger danger

[mild compass]

alright bro 😔

[woven halo]

die short

[mild compass]

LMAO

[peak bronze]

crazy man

[tulip geode]

yea no if ur a dude with 5'1 theres no way u wont be bullied irl

[woven halo]

exactly man

[tiny oracle]

real

[oak sonnet]

guys how do i improve my grade in phy

i keep on getting marks around the threshold when i practise past papers

[fleet steppe]

Keep practicing

See what you’re weak at

Choose the specific chapters ur most weak at

Go inept on it

Watch YouTube solved videos

Of that specific topic

Then boom

You win

[oak sonnet]

tysmm will do this

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to mangekyo9!

[fleet steppe]

yes

ez as that

ignore feelings

just work hard no matter the pain

cuz this shi temporary

[mild compass]

i can't study

with my sister in the room

istg

she tick me off sb

she's making all the noise humankind has ever invented

[fleet steppe]

Mute her

I mute my sibling when he talks

They have a button on their head

[modest perch]

Where can I get siblings like that

Are they up for trade

[fleet steppe]

Yes

I have many of them in my basement

Wanna trade

[modest perch]

yes sir

you make good business

[fleet steppe]

Thanks man what do I say

It’s in my blood

[placid folio]

hmm miine has in her neck i give it a little squeeze and she goes quiet for a while

[fleet steppe]

Good one

[modest perch]

HELP WHAAT AHAHAHH

[mild compass]

what

she doesn't

i cannot see the button on her

[fleet steppe]

then she is

idk what

send her

i have to examine

the species

[mild compass]

she's too stuborn

i can't

[fleet steppe]

alr

i know the species

its a type 2

Hewmen

[mild compass]

Guys

[primal nymph]

i cant take this anymore

[mild compass]

I wanna trauma dump here so bad

But idk if any of u guys are willing here
:((

[mild compass]

Whats wrong

[mild compass]

Theres this one moderator in a certain roblox game discord who is a literal criminal

And he’s like the main cause of my auntie death

Shes like a sister to me since our age gap is not that big

And ever since, i first heard the news of her death, my mind has been running constantly

Because i was like thinking should i just report this dude in roblox to get him banned and in irl to get his karma to avenge my sis or just let it be

Idk man im just full of revenge atp but at the same time im like kinda lost :((

Like she literally sacrificed everything for him to the point she even died one time but luckily got resuscitated in the hospital but for now i don’t think she even have enough insurance to get revived back again since shes now gone
::(

[primal nymph]

im so sorry

one of my main fears in life is to lose a loved one

to go to that point is something i cant even imagine

[mild compass]

Like the last word that she last heard from this guy is “even if you die i still dont care”

[mild compass]

:((

[primal nymph]

i cant say i know what your going through

but i fear it

like nothing else

[mild compass]

I wouldnt even wish this on my worst enemy

[primal nymph]

im petty enough to

dosent make me a bad person

but somewhat sadistic

[mild compass]

I wish i have ur pettiness ngl 😔

[primal nymph]

to not be as petty as me

makes you a better person

[mild compass]

Yk next week was supposed to be their anniversary since theyve been together for a year now

But looks like it got canceled ig :/

And even after her death, the first thing he did is to block her everywhere

Like literally everywhere thru social media

And now still continues to play roblox for 4 hours straight after that

[mild compass]

I dont think im even a better person since i wanted to avenge my sister

[primal nymph]

if death were a human being i would make it go through the depths of hell for taking someone i care about

[mild compass]

Same man i feel you

[primal nymph]

maybe whats terrifying is

you dont know what happens to them when they die

if they stay in a place called heaven you can meet them again

sometime

but if all goes black

then its terrifying

[mild compass]

Thats the thing

[primal nymph]

sometimes i just hope when my time comes

[mild compass]

Maybe the thought of whats gunna happen in the after life just terrifies me

[primal nymph]

all dosent go black

[mild compass]

Same :/

I wouldnt want endless void to be my forever home

But like

[primal nymph]

theres no way to know

if that is the case

whatever i do now is meaningless

but to my disadvantage

i try to think as logical as possible

and as logic stands

there is no heaven so far

and thats what scares me sh**less

[mild compass]

://

Sometimes i feel like because of this logic, religion was invented to like you know at least give them some kind of comfort that maybe theres is something waiting for us in the after life

[primal nymph]

irony is

this religion started so many wars

so much hate

[mild compass]

Yeah :/

[primal nymph]

theres nothing we can do though

just wait and watch

is all we can do

until then ill just keep living like a moral human being

if all was for nothing

id end up going insane

so i wouldnt be concious anywayw

[mild compass]

Same

[mild compass]

Anyone would go insane

You know the moderator that drove my sis to death, he told her that he wanted to get out of the country with her and live together but in exchange for my sis to cut contact of her family and friends completely off and convert her religion whereas for him he would still have contact with his parents. The guy thinks its easy for my sis to easily cut contact completely with her parents just because her parents treated her like shit and its like hes asking her to do even more sacrifice.

Like as if her first death for him wasn’t enough

[primal nymph]

at this moment best you can do

is get the person IP banned

or take this to a social media platform

and get everyone on this guy

[mild compass]

Hm how do you do that?

[primal nymph]

you need evidnece first

[primal nymph]

platforms like twitter and insta

make public statements

about the person

and proovide evidence

related to what he did

[mild compass]

I would love to but the only evidence is her suicide and even her parents wants it to be a private matter :((

Plus i live in a small almost nonexistent country

[primal nymph]

but a criminal like that shouldnt be allowed to

walk the earth

free

[mild compass]

Thats the thing :((

[primal nymph]

im sorry ill brb

[mild compass]

Its okey

I just wanna vent out here since its been heavy on my heart since just now :((

[primal nymph]

back

[primal nymph]

i get it

[mild compass]

His parents even hates my sis just because of the half story he told to his parents about the fact that they all think my sis is the reason why he got banned from cheating in Alevels even tho in actual reality theyre both a victim of getting accused by somone for cheating

Luckily my sis got released and had her result whereas for him, he got banned for 2 years and couldnt get into uni anymore

[primal nymph]

do you know what the issue is

i dont have his side as well

while i understand its regrettable that your loved one has passed

i dont know what he was thinking

if he meant for what happened to happen

im not defneding him

im not accusing him

because i dont know

anything about this

[mild compass]

Hm does a screenshot help?

[primal nymph]

yes

not here though

[mild compass]

Hm wait

[thin bronze]

I don't have friends

Danm

Like I have two

But like

One's a guy

He has a gf

So I keep a distance

One's older than me

[fleet steppe]

maturity is realising you never needed friends but urself

[thin bronze]

Way older

She's older so I do give her respect

But

I can't fully be myself then

Cause like I got bad temper

And when I control ur my temperature literally rises

[fleet steppe]

maturity is realising you never needed friends but urself

[thin bronze]

Trust me bro, having noone to talk to

Not having a shoulder to cry on

Not being good at anything

It's not a good feeling

[fleet steppe]

talk to urself

it makes u strong

[thin bronze]

I'm weak

People literally leave when I enter

Because*

[fleet steppe]

then get strong

damn bro thats sad

ur not alone dw

[thin bronze]

Whom do I have danmmit

What do you mean I'm not alone

Nothing goes my way

[fleet steppe]

maybe god has

diff plans for u

He is the best planner

[thin bronze]

INSHALLAH

[fleet steppe]

belive that bro

He making u

strong thru these

[daring hearth]

literslly talk to Allah, pray ur nafl prayers. He is the best of planners and will make it easy for you

[mild compass]

breathe through your nose and wiggle your toes

[vocal ether]

💀

side effects of znotes

[fleet steppe]

hows that side effects lol

yeah blud even left

looks like he got the side effects more than me

[fleet steppe]

*Literally

[placid folio]

real

[daring hearth]

quiet down imbecile

[fleet steppe]

chup

Quote of the day guys

Cake is Cake,no matter the baker-Tai lung

[mild compass]

no

The cake will taste different if the baker has different technique

[fleet steppe]

Wrong

[tulip geode]

wrong

[mild compass]

I'm right

[green venture]

Attention required <@&572709257036955649>

[green venture]

Attention required <@&572709257036955649>

[languid musk]

@restive bridge

lazy ahh mods

its been 10 minutes

[green venture]

User banned!

@proper shale has been banned for spamming scam links

[tiny oracle]

The one time I'm offline

whoops

[languid musk]

smh

[green venture]

Attention required <@&572709257036955649>

[quick root]

how to get out of the habit of chewing/peeling the skin off ur bottom lip without constantly eating something or chewing gum

my tongue is beginning to hurt bc of the amount of gum i chew but my lip burns aa

[silver loom]

only thing i can think of is maybe putting some product on your lip like chapstick or vaseline so you can remember that you can't ingest that. lipstick would work better, but not a good idea to put it on regularly

[quick root]

i dont own any lipsticks 😭 and if my parents see red red tinted lip balm on me they're gonna laugh lmao 🥲

[silver loom]

how about something edible that you dislike the taste of? it could be something sour or bitter

[quick root]

vaseline might work though :0 though i'll probably forget and eat it aanyway i'll try it :))

[quick root]

mm lemme think about ittt

[silver loom]

goodluck, hope it gets better

[quick root]

thankyou :'))))

[fleet steppe]

If she acts like chlorine, you act like hydrogen.

[granite zodiac]

nah the unusual taste of vaseline will keep u reminded, besides most chapsticks dont really leave a shade afaik, u could just take a lighter colored chap tho

[quick root]

oookeyy, though the petroleum jjelly i'm using doesn't have a taste it does have a distinctive smell, so i hope it works - thankyou!!!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to svampz!

[quick root]

oh i forgot to rep loner as well :(

[granite zodiac]

yeahh goodluck👍👍

[upper peak]

It makes no sense to me how intelligent students are judged for... being who they are

[mellow harness]

How

[upper peak]

we had a seminar at my school today for literature (other schools were there) and towards the end we had to answer a paper 1 exam question together in groups. the people in my group looked at me funny whenever I addressed the question with the points I had

I really don't want to brag 😭 it's just frustrating when people don't take you seriously because you take the task at hand seriously. Even my classmate was eyeing me and laughing a little

[fleet steppe]

oh no

bts pfp

[fleet steppe]

maybe ur that friend in the friend group who everyone goofs on when they get serious

[upper peak]

[upper peak]

guess so

[fleet steppe]

Ok dw

[mild compass]

i need some motivation

gen worried atp

i took too much break

literally got weeks of break

[spice karma]

https://tenor.com/view/dog-shiver-shivering-scared-gif-22811013

[daring hearth]

think of the break ur gonna have after this exam

and think of how much money u spent on these exams

it would be a waste if u didn't do good

[mild compass]

I'm gonna self reflect on myself

thanks tho

[lofty hinge]

acting like a police head ahh

[wintry rampart]

znotes' top venter has came back

this time it's all about how the fuck i can avoid raising my cockiness as a way to stand out from a bunch of nobodies

[coral plover]

simple answer?
dont

[wintry rampart]

who applied for the same damn position

[coral plover]

highlight your abilities

stand out

be cocky but in a way that makes them wanna have you as a part of their team

[wintry rampart]

how?

without it flowing into my personality

[coral plover]

be charming (not saying you alr arent but ykwim) and tell them about your assomplishments in a sort of joking matter but at the same time ur not joking ykwim

[wintry rampart]

or i may have highlighted too much about experiences

and not the skillset that i would have needed

[coral plover]

thats what i mean
strongly highlight the skillset needed for the position but subtly tell them about your other achievements aswell

like for eg.
while doing the interview you can casually mention that you have been expanding students' general knowledge by telling them verified facts everyday for the oast 2 years

[wintry rampart]

aha

but not only do i cater to the znotes discord but also found a new passion through giving out verified facts

as well as demonstrate fact checking?

[coral plover]

exactly

[coral plover]

a bit more subtle would be better

if they ask you (which in o sure they will) then you should

[wintry rampart]

be more subtle

state the skill, and how i practice it

and what i means to me?

[coral plover]

only if they ask more abt it
and how it has helped you and how it can help the company

[wintry rampart]

i'll take note

maybe if i showed more of my skillset then i would have been accepted

and of course the generic ass rejection letters just add insult to injury

when i realized that the project managers actually don't give a shit about their rejectees

"while you did your best in your interviews, still we rejected you for nil reasons"

adds more insult to the injury than the message itself

[coral plover]

make them regret it fr

[wintry rampart]

oh i can't do anything in that case

without becoming a sith

ie, blackmail and badmouthing

as well as bullying the lucky bastards who got in

by calling them liabilities

[coral plover]

no no no not like that
make them regret like being someone who would reject THEM if they asked you to join their thing like those melodramtic movies and shi

[wintry rampart]

wdym

[coral plover]

be a better version of yourself and become someone whod they want

[wintry rampart]

i guess

but that's weak

[coral plover]

then how do you want to overcome this obstacle of life?

[wintry rampart]

be a better version of myself, my way

and stand out from others without turning into someone that others want you to be

of course, while adhering to societal norms

[coral plover]

yep
i know first hand it sounds impossible but to get impossible things you gotta do impossible things

[wintry rampart]

and turning that professional work ethic into my personality

[coral plover]

technically you dont have to ALWAYS follow them

[wintry rampart]

cause sometimes i may be following the wrong shit?

[coral plover]

that and cuz sometimes they are holding you back from everything

[wintry rampart]

i guess

[granite zodiac]

oh i couldnt recognize kelpo cus of the pfp change

[wintry rampart]

but the username hasn't changed

and prolly won't change

[granite zodiac]

yeah no the iconic white background pfp wasnt there, i was like whos this new guy now

[wintry rampart]

ben hargreeves, season 4 of the umbrella academy

[fleet steppe]

damn person that needs therapy giving others therapy

crazy innit

@wintry rampart

the day that you step out from ur comfort zone

ignore ur mom

start accepting reality

and you take pain

is when youre really gonna change

[wintry rampart]

yup

i've took a lot but came out stronger with newer life lessons

instead of whining

[fleet steppe]

yeah

i dont want to se

see you

in this venting channel anymore

because you have grown up

above 20 i gues

its usually hard for everyone

but we fight our silent battles

as simple as that

just vent when it gets TOO much out of hand

[granite zodiac]

crazy

bros asking people to stay away from #venting

[mild compass]

crazy

[coral plover]

Exactly

This is the place where we all let out stress

And no one is old enough to not need someone to listen to them

[mellow harness]

OOF

[coral plover]

No one else should decide for you if you should talk to someone somewhere

And no one cares about what other people want to see and where they want to see them

[granite zodiac]

interesting

[coral plover]

gnitseretni

[mild compass]

lmao why is this funny

[fleet steppe]

I smell a disappointment in this chat

[fleet steppe]

If you were educated I didn’t say “people” I specifically said kelpo

I was talking to him

Not to you

Or the green shit

[fleet steppe]

🤣

[granite zodiac]

talking tough to me now huh? i see i see

[fleet steppe]

No

I love you

I just hate the other pig in chat

[wintry rampart]

relax

instead of whining, i chose to go head on against problems

cause it's necessary

and idk, those who cry bout their problems are fucking weaklings

i was once a weakling but chose to say fuck it and decide to face my problems head on

[coral plover]

W

[fleet steppe]

W

[wintry rampart]

cause survival of the fittest

[fleet steppe]

Yes

Proud of you kelpo

[coral plover]

did crying not help tho?

[fleet steppe]

Kelpo

How old r you

[wintry rampart]

22

[wintry rampart]

that's part of the route

[fleet steppe]

What’s tough

In your life

Usually the 20s

[wintry rampart]

if peopel chose to suck on their problems, they'd be going with the dinosaurs

[fleet steppe]

Are a struggle

For everyone

[wintry rampart]

dang

especially college

[fleet steppe]

You’re not alone

You’re just the one that’s talking

[wintry rampart]

exactly

[fleet steppe]

Whats problem

In the college

[wintry rampart]

committee rejection, academic frustrations generalizing to family

[fleet steppe]

Take your family lightly

What’s committee rejection

[wintry rampart]

i apply for a committee -> i get rejected -> i rage -> i find something wrong in me -> i seek help -> i move on

[fleet steppe]

Ohh

Keep trying bro

Maybe god has better plans

Academic frustration is

Almost for everyone

Do you go to gym ?

[wintry rampart]

all that for some words in a resume

[fleet steppe]

.

[pine python]

On this chapter of "Star wtf" we have the guy I rejected who blew up on me and then created THREE seperate accounts to try and contact me after I blocked the first one. (He's a graduated senior and still stands outside of the school looking for me)

[mild compass]

lmfaooooo

stalker to the finest

[arctic raptor]

bru what the flip thats creepy as

[pine python]

He followed me to my car once

[mild compass]

okay damn

so desperate for what

have you told your parents or your friends

or like a trusted teacher??

[fleet steppe]

Damn

[pine python]

Tuition teachers and all my friends know

[arctic raptor]

thats mad

[fair ingot]

police 👍🏾

[mild compass]

okay that's good

[mild compass]

fr

[arctic raptor]

HAHAHAHA

[mild compass]

was about to say that

[pine python]

LIKE DUDE YOU HAVE A DRIVERS LISENCE STOP TALKING TO THE y7'S

[mild compass]

WAIT how old are you????

[arctic raptor]

wait are you in year 7

[pine python]

15, turning 16 this year

[mild compass]

WOAH

[pine python]

No lmao, but my lil sister is

[mild compass]

UHHHHH

yeah no

[arctic raptor]

okay okay was gonna say thats pedo bruh

[mild compass]

how old is he??

[fair ingot]

“Graduated”

[pine python]

He is a pedo. I've been telling every girl in the school to stay away from him

[fair ingot]

Am assuming he’s 19-20

[pine python]

yeah prolly

[mild compass]

still pedo bruh

EWUH

[fair ingot]

Mm

[mild compass]

creepy

[arctic raptor]

yo thats actually crazy

[mild compass]

Why are there so many pedophiles these days

[arctic raptor]

what is wrong with people these days

[pine python]

Yeah, I've had to get my friends to walk me to my car several times

[arctic raptor]

AMEN HOMIE

[mild compass]

good choice

buy some pepper spray bb

[arctic raptor]

nah thats just wrong. you cant even walk to your car bruh thats sad as

[arctic raptor]

exactly.

[fleet steppe]

Does that person want to attack you

[pine python]

I don't think so, but better safe than sorry

[mild compass]

you never know

[mild compass]

fr

[pine python]

Plus, I have no reason to trust someone who keeps creating new accounts to like my old posts when I've blocked them multiple times

[arctic raptor]

yeah exactly. thats just weird

[mild compass]

do you know any of his friends or acquaintances?

[pine python]

Nah, no one in his year really liked/talked to him cause of how he acted

[mild compass]

understandable 💀💀

[arctic raptor]

bro fair enough

[wintry rampart]

nah

[languid musk]

nah tf

[slate trout]

brother what in the actual goddamn

[fleet steppe]

What the panner buter masala

[latent birch]

I hate that cambridge always change course book after every 2 years man what's this business like I can't use my sister old coursebook A level because syallbus change and god the new syallbus is even more content heavy
And the price of buying this coursebook Jesus Christ

[olive wadi]

yeah thats kinda why they do it

so they extract more money

if they had the same system for years and years there wouldnt be a point to buying new books or content

i hate it too but its how business runs

[latent birch]

Fr fk them Pakistan metric at least have old book and are cheap this A level sh1t I swear

[olive wadi]

imma just say tho

in most cases its okay to reuse an old book from previous syllabus

most of the times they literally just change the layout or take out a small topic

[latent birch]

I look at psychology new course syallbus and it still matches with old psychology coursebook but now it's more heavy content thats it

[olive wadi]

honestly bro i get ur frustration , but get used to this , stuff like this happens all the time even after A levels

[latent birch]

Yeah as I said it's almost similar but still man having correct book calm me down

[olive wadi]

idk why we cannot have simple universal books for every subject

[latent birch]

.....I see man I see but money is being spent like it comes from tree

[olive wadi]

unfortunately education system and universities especially have become a business opportunity for some folks now

wait till u see tuiton fees and uni books prices

[latent birch]

Hahahaha acc great idea but every expert have their own views on how subject content should be represented

[olive wadi]

most arent experts

school textbooks are mostly dogshit

[latent birch]

Yeah even uni after this no wonder why theyre some illiterate people in this world when education is this expensive

[olive wadi]

imo , if you were truly an expert , you'd make useful books

[olive wadi]

the funny thing is not everyone who goes to uni turns out very literate or smart either

uni is literally highschool but with more legal age people

[latent birch]

I like British one most but teachers here in Pakistan buys Singapore one and I hate those textbooks because British textbook are damn expensive but recently they're adjusting to British books

[latent birch]

Welp it's only path for ordinary people like us it's path they've made.
I swear highschool shouldn't be fking 16 years

[pine python]

Update: My boyfriend pulled the "leave my girl alone" card. Let us wait for the shit storm about to commence

[granite zodiac]

crazy

[fleet steppe]

what are ur pronouns

[pine python]

they/them

[fleet steppe]

does that make you a girl

cuz last time i checked dictionary it was she/her

[pine python]

?

[fleet steppe]

4get it

bro

if someoen follows you like that

record it next time

show it to the police

or post it in your instagram story

[pine python]

The thing is, I'm an international student so I don't have that many legal avenues

[fleet steppe]

ohh

post it on your instagram story

[pine python]

I'll consider it

Most people already know he's a creep though so Idk if that'll achieve much

[fleet steppe]

threaten him

[wintry rampart]

the singapore textbooks are far less detailed compared tothe cambridge books depending on the situation

i remember my as school buying the singapore book for psych

and it was too little

information to a point where i bought the cambridge book off amazon

maths, i believe is when the singaporean book was actually more useful

cause more examples

[plain hornet]

I keep on having this innate fear that I've f-ed up all my papers and I'm gonna fail my igcse's, even if I didn't find the particular paper difficult. I always set these incredibly high standards for myself to not get disappointed, but I honestly have no idea if I'm gonna perform well or if I'm stressing myself out for no reason. Does anyone else ever think like this or is it just me?

[mild compass]

I think that's normal for most people but it shouldn't be prolonged because it could make you go a lil crazy.
Your body is probably in a fight-or-flight mode because of the pressure of getting "good" results therefore the feelings of fear or anxiety.

Just try to live in the moment rather than focusing on something that's gonna happen later because either way thinking about it a thousand times won't change the result.

hmmm try to take a walk when you feel like the emotions are too much or take a deep breath or meditate

[languid musk]

real

[languid musk]

stop overthinking

[mild compass]

saying it like it's ez like abc

[plain hornet]

Yeah, like i've been out of myself lately, it's been getting better though since my papers are almost done

[plain hornet]

wow, i definitely haven't tried to do that💀

Yeah, but you're kinda right, i just need to relax a bit i guess

[mild compass]

fr helpun is right either way

it's hard but you gotta try not to

[languid musk]

distract yourself

[languid musk]

it is

[mild compass]

it's not

[languid musk]

i beg to differ

[latent birch]

I see thanks and I find Singaporean book made by people who are greedy litterly like half of Singaporean math book is empty and they explained their content in such a boring way.
While cambdurge books are created by people who knows psychology and how to make book more engaging for students not saying it's perfect after all it depends on students interest
However cambdurge or British textbooks in general are better and they make use of every single inch of paper.
Problem is they're expensive

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to kelpoxd!

[vocal ether]

you could pirate them

[latent birch]

Ik

[wintry rampart]

exactly

it takes patience to get the latest books

but the books of past syllabi won't do much difference

other than needing to handle the changes made by scumbridge

by yourself

[robust magnet]

stop thinking abt it nothing u can do anymore

u did ur best right? thats all that matters

move ahead in life i mean whatever ur supposed to be doing

dont let that thought stop ur progress until ur results come out

[fallow oriole]

my head hurts

[thin bronze]

I hate life

The summer holidays are about to end

I haven't met my friends

I haven't been out

Not even once

2 months

Like my parents asked me to wait for holidays to strat

So that I can go to my friends

But

No.

[languid musk]

oh no

not meeting friends is the death of you

find a hobby

[thin bronze]

Yeah maybe cuz I won't be able to see her till December or maybe even next year after this

[languid musk]

find a hobby to keep you occupied

[thin bronze]

Tennis?

Bro I'm training for 5 hours

Everyday

[languid musk]

no like

something you like doing

doesn't have to be sports

[sour mantle]

Its joever

[mild compass]

bro read my exact thoughts

[robust magnet]

thats sad yeah

but yk crying abt it wont help

its not the end of the world cmon distract urself be productive get on with life

[hearty wraith]

huh

[tiny oracle]

This place is to vent

Basically

AHHAHA

[hallow breach]

i cant defend pakistan no mo

[tiny oracle]

Real

Truly this was a huge fumble

s?t

[tiny oracle]

Ok gresy

[hallow breach]

man we were on track to win too

[hearty wraith]

once they defend our izzat for ONCE FOR FUCKS SAKE

[hallow breach]

fucked it up in the last few overs

[hearty wraith]

ill think bout it

[hearty wraith]

ajeeb zaya kar rahe the ball

[elder thunder]

What’s Pakistan

What’s green

[hallow breach]

someone remind them this is a T20 not ODI

well at least our balling was good

Lowest score india has ever been all out in a T20

[peak bronze]

nope

lowest was 74

against australia

[hallow breach]

idk the commentator said that

when the 1st innings was complete

[tiny oracle]

real

that hattrick was awesome

[granite zodiac]

imad standing there like he 50, imad and ifti running so fast 🔥🔥🔥, imad sahi retire hua tha , wapis pheko isse, timing hi nhi hai ab iski

[fleet steppe]

damn we got cricket vents before gta 6

India won yesterday because theyre india as simple as that

pakistan fumbled so hard it was really sad to see

pakistan ne aaukat dikha di

[granite zodiac]

if imad and iftikhar didnt waste balls you wouldnt b saying this

[thin bronze]

Are you okay?

[placid folio]

😔 life has bigger problems than stupid friendships

but thanks for asking

[mild compass]

friendships are not stupid

[placid folio]

well when ur life is almost ruined everything becomes stupid

[thin bronze]

Not ALL

Some are

[mild compass]

if you put a diamond in a muddy or trashy environment, it's still a diamond no matter what

[placid folio]

i value her and all that
and shes not stupid

[tiny oracle]

Real

[placid folio]

im just not..

[mild compass]

then you probably means your environment or your situation is stupid

[mild compass]

mishal 😭

[tiny oracle]

TIS WHAT I BELIEVE

I'm kidding I love my friends......

[mild compass]

[placid folio]

true

[quaint hound]

@dreamy void u got docs or notes for linux? im trying to find myself a course or smth

[dreamy void]

not really no, i just learned as i went along. the YOLO method 😂

[quaint hound]

mm okay, jazak Allah khair

[peak bronze]

tbh if we didn't get fakhar and rizwan out they could've won

[granite zodiac]

fakhar and rizwan played well, obv if fakhar stood you had no chance, but the problem came w the balls being wasted like were in a test

[tiny oracle]

imad and ifti literally disappointed me so bad

[granite zodiac]

imad should stay retired, and ifti needs to go home to his grandkids bro, cricket aint for him

[tiny oracle]

Real

[peak bronze]

yea true

[thin bronze]

Who?

Oh nvm

[mild compass]

my back hurts so bad

so emotional

[mild compass]

real

[low vapor]

hey man which way to electrical

[granite zodiac]

right from lower engine

left from storage

[low vapor]

thanks

[languid musk]

😭

[unkempt radish]

fuck chem bro

i hope i do well

[mild compass]

real

goodluck

[low vapor]

gl

[wintry rampart]

velp, i have committed another atrocious act

this time outside of family

but in school

by unintentionally disrespecting the professor in a lecture

i feel extremely accountable for my mistske

but to a point where i can't control it

just cause i could not stop overthinking about the consequences

luckily, a friend of mine is helping me handle the apology by helping me send him an apology

ie, the consequences include:

• letting the class become harder not just for me, but my entire class
• fearing that the class will turn against me for that

these two are what i fear

the most

what shall i do other than apologizing to the professor and showing him and my classmates that i have learnt from my mistakes?

[restive bridge]

that is all you can do

Try your best and write your best apology. It happens sometimes, any hatred your classmates may harbor for you is but temporary

[wintry rampart]

to not only my professor, but my entire class as well

as this would be a way to genuinely show remorse for my actions even if it were unintentional?

[hot perch]

It was unintentional. Don’t beat yourself over it. As long as you feel remorse for what you have done and show that in your apology letter. I’m sure your class and the professor will understand! Sometimes people have bad days and tend to act this way (not an excuse to lash out on others ofc). All you can now is be sincere in your apology and hope for the best! I hope your professor understands and doesn’t punish your class for your actions.

[hot perch]

You can ask your professor that. It will show you truly feel sorry and are ready to do anything to make things better.

[wintry rampart]

well, i yawned too loud

and suddenly my prof sees it as a sign of protest

i have sent an apology to him now

let's see what happens

i'll even be happy to send it.

I apologize for messaging past working hours.

I would like to genuinely apologize for being a disruption in your class last night. I did not want it to be a sign if protest, and I have understood and realized the damage that I have done towards the entire class and I felt ashamed. I will control myself next time to ensure that none of my actions disrupt the class even further.

I really enjoy the class, and did not want my disruption to even happen in the first place.

I understand that the damage had already been done, but I would like to appeal that it is not the fault of the class but mine, and I am willing to take the punishment myself than let my classmates suffer the consequences as I know that I am fully accountable for this misdeed and deserve the punishment the most.

Once again, my sincerest apologies, and I do hope that you would consider this apology. Thank you so much for having your time to read this letter.

i've apologized to some of my classmates as well and they understood that it was unintentional

tho i didn't send them the same apology letter

[hot perch]

That’s such an overreaction from him. No student should feel this much panic over something so small. It’s an involuntary human reaction 😭

[unreal oak]

Yeah fr prof getting mad pressed

[wintry rampart]

unintentionally

[unreal oak]

How exactly did you disrespect him tho I just got here

[hot perch]

That’s a great apology. If the professor doesn’t accept this then he is just a cruel human

[hot perch]

Thats good to hear!

[wintry rampart]

i know that one student will be harboring something against me for that incident

but idt i can meddle with this

[unreal oak]

Tell that student to go fuck himself then

[wintry rampart]

since apologizing already was enough?

[unreal oak]

You apologised, that's all you can do

[hot perch]

Apparently yawning is showing that the class is boring and professor took it as an insult

[unreal oak]

Bro that's what happened 😭😭

[hot perch]

His problem

[wintry rampart]

yawned too loud

exactly

[unreal oak]

Man icl I wouldn't have apologized

[hot perch]

More than enough

[hot perch]

Same

[wintry rampart]

and the disciplinary office would have been my biggest ally after the friends that i already knew

[wintry rampart]

why more than enough?

[restive bridge]

Because you didn’t do anything morally incorrect

Being the bigger person and apologizing even when you were only marginally at fault is more than enough

[hot perch]

As karthik said, i wouldn’t even apologise tbh. At least not as sincerely as you. It’s such a small matter

[hot perch]

Exactly

[unreal oak]

Yeah the long apology would just be feeding the dude's ego imo

[hot perch]

I’m so sorry you go to a college/uni like this

[unreal oak]

I respect you for doing it, bigger person and all that

[hot perch]

Literally i wouldn’t give him the satisfaction

[wintry rampart]

the professor was chill according to student feedback

[unreal oak]

But sometimes you just gotta directly or indirectly tell people to shove it

[hot perch]

Never trusting feedbacks anymore. How worse do other professors have to be for this professor to be labelled as “chill”

[unreal oak]

It happens sometimes that chill professors snap due to something in their personal life

[wintry rampart]

maybe

[unreal oak]

We had one of the most chill profs become an asshole during COVID

[hot perch]

True that may be the case

In that case, you shouldn’t worry so much. I’m sure he will accept your apology.

[hot perch]

Life can be a bitch sometimes

[unreal oak]

Yeah now that I'm older I understand

[wintry rampart]

true

so, i technically done the best that i can do to redeem myself from this unintentional misdemeanor

i knew that it was a misdemeanor that i did not mean to commit but i feared for the long term

the prof allowed us to use formula sheets in the quizzes but as i "insulted" him, he proceeds to remove that

man how i wish that whatever hormones or systems in my body forces impulses gets shut down

after this

tho i felt that i did the right thing, i feel that this will haunt me in the years to come

[unreal oak]

Haunt you how mate you just yawned?

[wintry rampart]

my professor's responses

and the guilt that i have built up

after worrying that i have put the class into jeopardy

well their grades

i had witness similar experiences on other classes, but i was not the cause

2 kids using their phones during a lecture

prof scolds them

and turns a group activity to an individual activity

i never even knew if they apologized to the professor after they got caught

[coral plover]

thing is
using their phone was their choice they did willingly
you yawning was involuntary and a natural thing
the prof. cant say much against that

[wintry rampart]

yawning loudly?

yes i can yawn quietly

but is yawning loudly even intentional?

[coral plover]

yawning overall is unintentional

so just relax until his response (which shouldnt be much)

[wintry rampart]

yup but i wanted to answer the question that he's asking at that time but can't control the yawn

and he mistook it as loud

[wintry rampart]

it sucks to be accused of such misdemeanor

not as a crime

but at risk of putting others in jeopardy

especially a class

[fleet steppe]

https://tenor.com/view/vegeta-gif-21635922

I need to get in that form

Asap

[wintry rampart]

do i even deserve a worse fate?

i do not want to get villified by my own class

for simply causing a ruckus at class

all that for one yawn

what have i become?

i feel like i deserve to die

for this

what else can i fucking do to end this suffering?

outside of death

IT WAS MAJOR FOR FUCKS SAKE

IN MY PERCEPTION

I FEAR THE LONG TERM CONSEUQENFES

my class villifying me

getting a failing grade all for one misdemeanor

[wintry rampart]

all for one uncontrollable yawn

and acting all sleepy

they will

the professor literally said that he'll make the class harder

nust cause i "protested"

even namedropped me

so i may have a lot of grudges to handle

i just know that an apology is not enoufh

and i plan to drop the course

all for this

i know that i'm going to fail the class after this

but will i have a higher risk of flunking my taxation class cause of this?

i'm already villified by my own professor

so what's next?

suffer even more?

or escape the reality

and drop the course

even if some of my friends need me

MY FUCKING LOSS, MY FUCKING DECISION

I WILL EITHER END MY OWN MISERY

OR DROP THE COURSE

i already apologized

and nothing came

for now

but what more can i do?

cause i have no idea on what can happen next

some of my friends understood

but why do i have to become a "sign of protest"?

under the professor's eye

all that for a simple yawn

but what did i deserve from thsi?

wdym?

i knew that the prof was not a complete asshole

and i knew had something to do with pissing him off for sure

i don't understand hindi

that's one consideration

tho i'll of also pray my hardest to ensure that nothing even worse happens

in my class

i'll just stay silent instead

and only pay attention to his lessons

answer when asked

otherwise, i'll stfu

cause i felt that i can't anger the prof even further, which was why i was mumbling my answers

even if i'm not asked to recite

i am just a mere attention seeking shit who deserves to feel the worst in his classes

not only that, but i have to worry about the possibility of being turned against by my own classmates

some friends are on my side

others idk

especially the ones i never talk to

won't work

i see

i have 2 months if class left

and that's a lot of time for chaos to escalate

even if i have admitted full guilt

when the class ended last night, my head was all down

all the guilt that i pent up started to take me

as if i was drunk without even drinking

[elder thunder]

who vents this early in the morning? 😔

[wintry rampart]

what am i supposed to do if that won't work?

[elder thunder]

stand a little tallerrr

[wintry rampart]

i understand that i'd need to control myself even more

but i fear for retribution

from my classmates

especially

[elder thunder]

i have no idea what u r on abt erm anyway

[wintry rampart]

what if the prof reminds the class about this?

adter a week

or encourages them to vilify me?

he has taught for 11 years

has he encountered this type of scenario at least once during this span?

i'm suddenly lacking the interest to do that

cause i may find it cowardly

so why not face these negative thoughts head on?

[elder thunder]

[wintry rampart]

ayt

i'll try distracting myself till i get a better composure

and report back here

while i already accept accountability since last night, it's just that i worry about the consequences that may occur

[wintry rampart]

okay i'm back @vivid ledge

i don't think that one student will take what i've done last night too personally

and if that happened, i had friends to back me up

that will be just a snall issue

tho i have to be prepared for the worst

maybe i have not put the entire class in jeopardy

when i asked some classmates, they understood my perspective more

and even encouraged me to apologize

to which i already did

maybe my repressed thoughts were trying to make me hate my taxation class even more?

i have to learn to trust my friends more

same

prolly a discord hiccup

i mean, the only ones who choose to retaliate against me or blame me even further just for "damaging" their grades are more "lowlife" than i am?

or do they have larger egoes than a blimp?

or are they just too egotistic?

or am i still overthinking?

[elder thunder]

No shit bro

[wintry rampart]

was it the professor's mistake or my mistake?

[elder thunder]

S? User @wintry rampart

[elder thunder]

Bros top is venting

[wintry rampart]

dang

but back to seriousness,

[wintry rampart]

is this even true?

[elder thunder]

This is far from seriousness blud

I advise u to take break and spend time with ur loved ones.

[wintry rampart]

i only got 2 days of break

but i'll try to make it worth

[wintry rampart]

in fact, am i even a nuisance?

[ripe isle]

hello

no

[wintry rampart]

or was this just a mere overreaction from my prof

do i really have to tank all the burden that i gave to my entire class?

cause i feel that it is a good if not the best punishment that i can give to myself

and only myself

to feel what others feel

[fleet steppe]

The brain rot

Has gotten to me

Daabre

PUTHIYA MUKHAM

[wintry rampart]

i'm sorry

for this long ass rant

[fleet steppe]

When life hits you hard, you get harder . If you can’t do so, you’re a failed man and woman depending on your gender

[wintry rampart]

i guess i did not need to punish myself even harder

cause it is just a minor setback

[fleet steppe]

Bro the day you believe in god,take everything lightly is the day you will win

You’re a man

Soon to be a father figure

How would you feel

If your children said

My dad was an online venter cuz he so weak

[wintry rampart]

then i'd be broken

[fleet steppe]

God is testing you

As of rn

You’re proving him you’re weak

Everybody would comfort you

Then live their happy life

The day you start talking to yourself

Is the day you’re improving in life

Some people here that give “therapy” need therapy themselves

I’m not a therapist

I just speak the truth and yeah guide you nothing else

No delusional shit

It’s for the weak

[wintry rampart]

so, i'll just have to face the consequences head on

without seeking for any more compensation

cause i already apologized to the professor

and i'm awaiting for his reply

hopefully, things go well

some of my classmates and friends understood how guilty i am

and how "ready" i am to face the consequences

and i think that's already the compensation

i did it early at least

so that's a small start

but what happens if things go the opposite of expectation?

@fleet steppe

[fleet steppe]

Still bro thank god

Talk to yourself

Fight the pain

Use pain to heal pain

[wintry rampart]

yessir