venting

[solar marsh]

Especially 13 year old girls who think they're "Psycho"

She is definitely not a psychopath as she says she is

[spice geyser]

dont worry it shouldnt be in ur conscience wether she does or not you dont owe her anything

[solar marsh]

A real psycho teen would be under supervision by a mental hospital about now

[solar marsh]

Yeah alright

[placid folio]

thankyou❤️

yeah tht sucks
like i used to be called immature here on discord
which kinda made me mad
cuz ive done a lot and i mean a lot of stuff
worth recognizing
so yeah
she has no right to and she doing it is obvi annoying

[solar marsh]

Exactly. Someone who is years younger than me has no right to call me immature.. especially not a cousin who dont live with me and comes to visit once a year

[placid folio]

yeah right

but my case with discord peeps and nephews

cuz most of my cousins older thn me

[solar marsh]

Like she thinks she knows me so well cuz shes a "psychopath"

[placid folio]

yeah i get ya

but lemme tell u things change with time

like i had this older cousin bro

who would always mess with me'and

call me a grandma

which somehow always annoyed me

[solar marsh]

I hope they do 🙄 having to put up with her nonsense is annoying

[placid folio]

but he doesnt anymore

now he flirts

and stuff

so yeah
its more uncomfortable now

[solar marsh]

I would be annoyed too gurl

[placid folio]

but things change

[solar marsh]

Thats even worse

[placid folio]

yeah who wouldnt
if its every sec ur around him'

[solar marsh]

Istg younger cousins are more annoying... I am glad i see them once a year

[placid folio]

yeah
except ive got very fewer younger cousins

so

but my nephews prtyy annoying

and ive always gotta babysit

[solar marsh]

Maybe i just dont understand how to deal with the annoyance since i dont have many people to annoy me

[placid folio]

true

ive got 4 siblings

so ik and am numb now

[solar marsh]

I got lik 1

[placid folio]

tbh

[solar marsh]

Howd u do it

[placid folio]

must be nice

i love it

when theyre gone it feels empty

[solar marsh]

Honestly yeah.. i get this a lot

[placid folio]

its smthng im used to now

[solar marsh]

Understandable, you lived your entire life with em

[placid folio]

jk
i never say it
but i love tht i have a lot of annoying siblings

yeah

i fricking share every emotion witht them

and fight

and well fight

so they know me well enuf
to annoy me the best they can

[solar marsh]

Must be nice to be able to be yourself around some ppl

[placid folio]

yeah

[solar marsh]

I dont have that freedom

[placid folio]

except im not confident enuf to be infront of my parents

[solar marsh]

I cant be myself around anyone

[placid folio]

oh

thts sad

[solar marsh]

I mean your siblings

[placid folio]

brb

[solar marsh]

Yeah well, its my reality

[placid folio]

ok

but dont be sad

its life

already planned and with reason

accept it

and try to be contended with it

like hteres a downside of many siblings and ppl who know u well

like they can break ur heart easily

they can tell on u

blackmale u

you know the darkside of it

[solar marsh]

Shiit i didn't think about those

[placid folio]

yeah
ive gotta go thru those my whole life

like i fr use discord secretly

[solar marsh]

Idk.. I had a disabled sibling most my life and after she died i was empty and then came along my current sibling who i hated a lot at first

But I'm trying my best to get along with her

[placid folio]

but not anymore?

[placid folio]

pls do
for both of ur sakes

[solar marsh]

Yeah.. i actually do have 3 siblings, 2 of em died and one came along after they died

[placid folio]

im telling you
after ur parents long gone
ull only have ur siblings

not ur bf/gf
not any friend or teacher

[solar marsh]

Thats exactly what my dad has been telling me

[placid folio]

its the truth

ull figure it out

[placid folio]

r u maldivean

[placid folio]

inallillahi wa innailaihirajioon

[solar marsh]

Ye

[solar marsh]

I forgot what that means 😬

[solar marsh]

I prolly will

[placid folio]

i had a convo with u
ir texting very familiar

[solar marsh]

Yes ive had a convo with u too

[placid folio]

its alright
in summary its like
whateevr comes from god shall return to him

[solar marsh]

Ouhh okay

[placid folio]

so hows the job

[solar marsh]

Ive quit actually

[placid folio]

oh

why

[solar marsh]

I dont like it

Cant work at a job that i dont like

• i was only there for a month

[placid folio]

well rmbr i said id love to have a job

oh yeah

[placid folio]

very true

[solar marsh]

Yeah

[placid folio]

so what u upto now

[placid folio]

still didnt get one

[solar marsh]

Stressing over exam results ig

[placid folio]

samee

[solar marsh]

Oh that's unfortunate. But Insha Allah you'll get one and also get excellent results

[placid folio]

inshallah
same goes for you

[placid folio]

lol no i never applied for one
well i did but like lost intrest in getting one

[unreal shadow]

remember, Jordan Belfort went into the negatives at one point

[oak smelt]

in gambling u can only lose 100% of your money but also win 200% of it

u do the math

[merry thicket]

wow i never thought of it like that

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to tombbla#0

[full flax]

Then u go on to lose 400%

[unreal shadow]

In gambling, there’s only winners and quitters there’s no losers

Yes

[unreal shadow]

Ig you’re a quitter

Therefore youll never be a winner

[solar marsh]

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Nndksjdjeokwhfheikeiduehbrkfoodkwbrhdusobrhf I'll krbidishrndowueueirgbrofpsjevrueiekofucycoehrbfochejfhoeoe

Jeueoehgrjeolclfjfmrkgofhsjvagwyeiofoxneheyirkfjdjuwurofoxjwhgryfifoxojwhegydowkheifosnfhfouckeoduwueifnfufugivuvivuvuvuuv

Heuejehrhieoepieeuueoqowowydhdksocjkxndjasfdgjkhljljkbmvbxvxgsrarehtiyoupip

Ljlhjghgsfsfadarqreyriyoipipjlnlbmvhcgdfsrstdugihkvjdtsufiohkgig

Vjgohittstgjgkvonpjityefdigoj

Gjvkgjgxiyfyrfkdjfatkfljvklsuutdhlfljvitslhcugddjzkbdiyufjfsjwiggskvsbkkdjbdrnvsfiftjoy

Thats honestly a worse feeling than failing math

I just saw my ex friend group, having fun and laughing together

I just wish i was there.. im feeling even worse than i did before now

This is why i dont like going outside anymore.. whenever i go outside and see people, i feel like everyone is staring at me and judging me.. its terrifying

[spice geyser]

I think that’s called some syndrome 😭

But in reality everybody busy with their lives

[oak smelt]

Thats social anxiety bro

Im also in the same state with a broken friend group

I cant really tell u how i have healed becuz i honestly have not

But i can tell u that it get less heavy as time moves on

I think a thought that made me say fuck it and just find better friends was “comparing is the thief of joy”

Ur not there to entertain people if your vibes match then u’ll vibe

[oak smelt]

And i have started to meet more people and the more i meet the more i realize that friendship were never meant to be heavy

[unreal shadow]

cause you quitted

or quit

idk english

[oak smelt]

sell your house.

[unreal shadow]

because you quit

[oak smelt]

venting channel's been extra motivational frfr

[deep sluice]

BRUH

3ndak besa and u didn't showw??

Sho el 5yana hay

Show me tyb

[oak smelt]

little gremblin is sleeping so soundly after dropping the dook dook

[torn yarrow]

dook dook?

[oak smelt]

poop

[torn yarrow]

shit,

[oak smelt]

a shitten

[deep sluice]

Awwww cuute

[solar marsh]

Still it doesn't convince me that people aren't judging me and staring at me all the time

[solar marsh]

😀 ahaha.....

[solar marsh]

I guess so

Bold of you to assume i can do that without getting a black eye.. plus i cant look people in the eye for some reason.. people who i dont know

[wheat escarp]

judge them back? make a weird expression? embrace the cringe and scare the idiots away<3

[slate sky]

man idk why I feel that I get discracted to discord, feel like I waste too much time on study servers than actually studying content and think that spending time on study server is wasted cause I usually disucss offtopic or meta things with others than actually how to solve exam questions

[unreal shadow]

very easy solution bro

look at the top right of your screen

you will see an X

you just gotta have control over yourself lol

[royal umbra]

Fuck the opps

[cosmic ginkgo]

use the focused role?

[slate sky]

tried that, doesnt work because then I end up discussing like generic stuff related to subjects than actually the content in the content channels

Eg. discussing formats of papers with others

however, that is of no use because they ask about the content of the subjects in the exam and not the formats

[mild compass]

I WILL BOMB CAMBRIDGE (severe lack of stable mentality has lead to this situation)

[safe kernel]

hm

same problem here

[safe kernel]

what does the focused role do

[lament cloud]

Takes away your access to the Non-Study channels

[safe kernel]

Oh I'm totally down for that

How do I get that

/roles?

[lament cloud]

/focusedrole

[safe kernel]

Oh ok

Thanks @lament cloud

[lament cloud]

No

Problem

[safe kernel]

When you said no I was like what💀

[lament cloud]

I was gonna type "Np" but it autocorrected

[mystic pond]

guys, I am in a dilemma, I want to pursue Btech Computers in Canada so basically I have taken Math,Chem,Physics and Computer Science for As level. And I am sure to take Chem,Phy and Math in A levels. So I have 4 options:1)Take Phy,Chem and Math for a levels and drop computers
2)Take Phy,Chem and Math for a levels, drop computers, take futher math as level only
3)Take Physics,Chem and Math for a levels drop computers, take futher math for a levels[i need to write 4 papers then]
4)Take Physics,Math and Chem and Computers for a level[i finished the as level for computer]
PS- i have to write my alevels by June 2024

[cosmic ginkgo]

Normally you do further math after finishing a level math, so people normally do AL math in a year and then further I think

I'm not sure

But finishing a level further math in a year would be a lot, I wouldn't recommend

Are you intending on doing computer science or computer engineering for uni? The first will need more math, the latter will not

Normally you don't need comp sci to get admission for uni, so it'd be more for credits. If you think you'd be able to get better grades from just taking 3 subjects, I'd just stick to that I think

[pure leaf]

I'm depressed rn, i expected to score A's in math and business. And finally i got 2B, my parents said thats still okay but i know they just pretend. I am thinking of a re-mark, cuz i wanna another chance (i got 78 in business). Haizz i'm so anxious rn

[short drum]

Brother Bs are good. If you have money to spare and you honestly think you got a grade higher than what's written in your marksheet, get it rechecked but don't get your hopes up. A levels matter way more so focus there

[pure leaf]

Thanks, yeah btw igcse just first step, a-level is more important

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to teejay24#0

[kindred stone]

Like aishu said

No need for cs as a subject

Your maths is much more important

[torn yarrow]

woah same pfp

[unreal shadow]

Taking math further math chem and physics out of those 4 options is best imo

Taking further math will prepare you better for a cs degree

[unreal shadow]

@mystic pond + idk about other unis but some places would let you skip the lowest programming class (which is what you get credit for by taking alevel cs) without taking a level cs

Like would allow you to test out of that particular class

So as long as you’re a good programmer you will be able to skip that class anyway thus making a level cs kinda useless

But make sure what is it like for you

[cosmic ginkgo]

I know you're really frustrated but if you're on the boundary for a subject, I wouldn't recommend getting a remark, it's usually just a waste of money, it'll really only make a difference if they like forgot to mark a question or something

You've got good grades and more than good enough to go on in these subjects for A levels

Believe in yourself and keep going, if you don't let them define you then they won't

I know it's a lot easier said than done but you got this

It's gonna feel like shit for a while but you'll make it through and you'll be better

But you have to believe you're worth more than an exam first

[wintry rampart]

this reminds me of a tiktok involving gru and dr nefaio discussing your topic real well

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CvrPwH_pgrm/

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[unreal shadow]

Correct mentality to have

[wintry rampart]

wait wrong tiktok

[unreal shadow]

In gambling you can only be a winner or a quitter

[wintry rampart]

if you quit, the casino wins

or the game wins itself

if you win, you win.

the casino/game can suck its own mouth

[unreal shadow]

Real

[wintry rampart]

quoting the wise words of Gru and Dr. Nefario:

Dr. Nefario: Never back down! Never give up, Gru.
Gru: What?
Dr. Nefario: Gru, did you know? 99% of gamblers give up before their big win?
Gru: I don't think that's how it works
Dr. Nefario: I may be 30k deep but if I give up now the casino wins!

[pure leaf]

Thanks, i appreciate your words. I'm better now, tysm

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to aishwarya#0

[rocky trail]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH A LEVEL MATH IS SO EWW AIDSS

blibber blabber criss crossing vectors do za tango mango with polynomials in a moonlit quadratic disco. Sines and cosines weeeee

[rocky trail]

i'm experiencing some type of autism now

can't stop writing in caps

[fleet steppe]

my brother abdullah's austism made him leave the server

therefore we have lost a valuable member

F's in the chat to pay his soul respect

F

[pure leaf]

I'm nervous. I have no motivation to continue for 3 subejcts for oct/nov 2023 after receving my m/j 2023. I missed 2-3 marks to get my desired grade, i feel like my effors are useless. I know it's better to accept it but these tiny letter grades are important, those are likely everything to me rn. Maybe i just expected too much

[spice geyser]

why not try for M/J 24 you will have less time pressure

[olive wadi]

are you the dude who got B's in IGCSE? dude no uni cares about ur igcse grades like idk unless ur aiming for those top tier unis like harvard or something then yeah maybe but if ur going to a good / decent / great uni anyway A Levels matters waaaaaay more , go look at the requirements for the unis u wanna apply to in the future , dont waste time on IGCSE if u dont actually really require it bec its usually more worth giving these few months prepping for A Levels than repeating IGCSE

Easiest and most productive thing to do is to just look at the unis u wanna apply to in the future and check their requirements ,if none of them mention IGCSE grade but only A Level then just focus on starting A Levels rather than repeating IGCSE

[spice geyser]

Life is Roblox 🗣️

[placid folio]

life is expensive
making ppl happy is expensive
but after a lot of money spent to attend classes just to make my tchr/friend smile and forget about her worries and misery
she alhamdulillah got over depression
like ltrlly didnt need classes just had a mission to make har happy and i succeeded

[deep sluice]

I volunteer

[deep sluice]

zamn

[undone kite]

apparently he says "life has road blocks" 😔

[safe kernel]

um

[safe kernel]

Nice

[stark ridge]

Same

🙇🏻‍♀️

[radiant reef]

who broke ur heart sweet child o'mine

[unreal shadow]

You must have murder on your mind

Are you melly

[spice geyser]

😱

[woven glen]

AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAaaaaaaaaa

[tropic hound]

BbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbBbbbbbbbbbBbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbBBBBBbbbbbbbbb

[cosmic ginkgo]

Cccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc

[calm kernel]

i loved her bro

[deep sluice]

Um

[mild compass]

bro this reaction loolollo

[glossy pewter]

Dah i get you

[kindred stone]

https://tenor.com/view/goro-majima-yakuza-yakuza0-disco-gif-19925696

Remember

Y'all are special

[placid folio]

thankyou

[placid folio]

yeah u prolly do

[thin swift]

😢

[fleet steppe]

thats really sad

[spice geyser]

so she unalived herself?

thats insane no one can imagine the stress she mustve been through to end with that decision

[lament cloud]

That's horrible

Can't imagine the pain she would've been feeling

[unreal warren]

i read this on reddit too, ngl its painful.

[surreal smelt]

the reason this is on venting and not on any other channel cause god am i stressed w this stuff

just for a little background, I am from India and I finished my 10th grade from ICSE (O level equivalent) and got 92%(overall) which is an A*. Got an opportunity to play football at a higher level under a partial scholarship and took it, and Cambridge curriculum was flexible subjects wise so decided to study it, but did not really study cause it was impossible to manage both. Came back to give my as levels, had no clue they were important, but for the amount of time I got to study with no teachers, I got a (c) in eco, a (b) in english, a (c) in business and an (e) in math. I really do not want to compare but I am surprised I passed and even got a b and 2c's and passed math, because a lot of my friends failed studying the whole year. I left football to focus on my grades and want to set a standard for myself with grades and left football, hopefully being able to use it as an extra curricular. Did not want to retake oct/nov as I will be giving AS Information Technology and want to give my 100% to AS IT and get a (b) or an (a). Currently the plan for A levels is that I will be giving eco, business, math, IT and retaking AS math and tentatively AS eco as well. Seeing everyone's posts I will feel I am overloading too much on one exam series but am I putting too much pressure? Not very keen on a gap year but feb march and uni admissions go well together, as May June will be a little too late for uni admissions.

Don't know how I will apply to uni with these shit grades but hopefully they accept my co curriculars, SAT and predicted mock grades, really do not want to show these as grades as I will be resitting eco and math where I will be majoring in.

[spice geyser]

Hope is what gets us through everyday 🙏

[short drum]

You're already putting a lot of pressure on yourself, I don't recommend you taking 4 subjects for A levels as you're retaking AS subs already, seems like too much work if you ask me. Why are you taking IT?

[spice geyser]

In India IT is mandatory ig xD they be producing mad IT people

[short drum]

No, it's not mandatory there💀 English is though

[spice geyser]

I always see the memes on the IIT and NEET prep xDDD

[kindred stone]

hell.

[surreal smelt]

just to be on the safe side

but i need the subject

might drop business

[short drum]

What makes u say that

[surreal smelt]

so like

might try something in data science and economics

or quantitave finance

maths eco it kinda my mains

dk why i took business but got a c in that as well

[cosmic ginkgo]

IT isn't gonna help you with that, CS will

[surreal smelt]

i will study cs in uni

too much rn

it will help

[cosmic ginkgo]

Not really enough to warrant extra stress

Dropping it won't hurt your career really

[surreal smelt]

but you need it

to study minors in cs in uni

thinking of dropping business actually

[mild compass]

Bro

I swear to God

my crush-

going through that shit rn

She got an E

and i'm deadass, this feeling is worse than being killed a 100 times

8 years

for 8 fucking years I watched her from a distance, keeping my feelings within and i still am, saw her smiling with other guys but now this?

I gave her a push forward but she's still on it that CIE will make her khs lol

and the even worse thing is

I care about her so much that I think i said way too much and now she aint even checking the messages 😒

PLUS IM SO FRUSTURATED BRUHHHHHHHHHHH

WANNA BREAK A GLASS OR TWO HPAOUFAKDFJSPIGSFAD

im actually damn tired of making jokes of my own situation.

I NEED HELP

I need prayers actually but yeah

I keep telling myself i can do this and move forwar but im stuck, a huge wall in front of me

I dont wanna study anymore, im tired, really tired..i miss that life where i could atleast do something other than studying and playing games

Shits so not fair having to wake up everyday and doing the same shit at my very best because its my resposibility

💀

ANYWAYS I WANNA SMACK SOME SENSE INTO THAT GIRL BUT I CANT

I DONT GET THAT SHIT

[lament cloud]

It's not your responsibility

Ik you must really like her

But in the end

You have to think about your own mental health

[kindred stone]

This.

Ik she's your crush or so

But it's not fully your responsibility

[oak smelt]

I also got an E for my AS

And i gotta tell u

No matter how many times u tell her she can do it, she wont believe so unless she actually believe in herself first

Just from my personal pov, when i got the E i fr thought my life is over

What saved me was not how people says it was just a fluff and i can get back to an A if i retake

But it was how my counselor made it clear that the most relaistic level that i can improve is from an E to D or at best C then i can use my A2 to bring it back up to B

What im tryna say is dont say too much about “u can do it” and all that trust thing, a concrete plan or just tell her the dtages that she can still end up with a B in A2 is both realistic and help her more. The mental self inage is something she will have to overcome by herself tho

[worn gyro]

i know a guy who did it its entirely possible, but if u retake and get an E again then u should get the death sentence

[lapis fractal]

Omg really

[worn gyro]

very intelligble

[calm kernel]

yh

[mild compass]

Maynnn

I hate feeling helpless but i have my own future to make anyways

She is responsible for hers, I said im always there to help her out

i mean i was up at 2am comforting her because i couldnt sleep

If she is strong she'll make it out, otherwise she wasn't the one for me

I shouldnt get feeling get in the way atp

I have had a crush on her since 8 years, a painful one-sided love and thats all. I gotta focus on myself first lol

[mild compass]

In the end thats what matters the most tbf

I cant help others if i cant help myself

told her that your present actions define your future, to get back up and grind like you've never done and ill be there if you feel low

Hope that shit made a little difference

but she did say i should be a motivational speaker though 💕

ANYWAYS VENTING TOPIC 2

SO LIKE I AM PRETTY FRUSTURATED DOING MATH

I FIND IT REALLY FUN

I DID BINOMIALS IN THE VERY 2ND WEEK AFTER IGCSE

AND EVERYTHING I DID GOT IDK THROWN AND DELETED AS WELL

I WAS REDOING IT AND NO SHIT I DONT GET ANYTHING

oh no no no no

I practiced more than 7 years bruh

But i forgot

and there was this revision sheet i made

that got deleted as well

now i am going back to rewatch everything all over again

and i dont understand anything

im completely blank

pissed

frusturated

dont wanna do it again

AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

.

gotta do what i gotta do 😒

PAIOJFHpaioflmh;lfadgo;lHP;ALSJMDHaslfgha's;xik.aps;xkmhae;l k

will need that bruv ty.

[slate sky]

look like cie is also ending up being like one of the toughest exams such as JEE or gaokao

this is bad

like it legit scares me

if people actually started to suicide over a levels

idts I ever knew about someone suiciding over a levels exams until this year

[daring moth]

First time to hear...and First time to fall in love with it....its on loop in My heart😍😍😍

[daring moth]

I dont understand arabic but i felt his emotions🥺🥺

Demn deepp

[mild compass]

describes me smh smh

[unreal shadow]

You’re in love with a woman im in love with the grind, we’re not the same

[chilly solar]

the irony in this statement is insane 💀

https://tenor.com/view/pepe-cringe-gif-24650353

[mild compass]

Im in love with both actually 💀

My instagram status says that bruh

'Homies are meant to die together and mf didnt even choose chemistry'

[mild compass]

We both need help

in one way or another

yes.

[unreal shadow]

What

[mild compass]

my homie didnt choose chemistry

The grind was on chemistry

we die together doing chem

mf didnt choose-

💀

I can already see that

Uh

fe dunya akhi

[unreal shadow]

What he chose instead

[mild compass]

cs bio phy math

[unreal shadow]

Bio instead of chem💀

[mild compass]

bro also needs help

[unreal shadow]

I agree

And also useless without chem

[mild compass]

wallahi so true, atleast igcse was fun

we learned about reproductive systems

idek about AS but it seems shit

my dreams about chemistry everyday

[mild compass]

he needs help ☠️

I told him this

Mf didnt even study CS in igcse bruv

And here people were calling me crazy for taking fm

[unreal shadow]

That’s not that bad

[mild compass]

He has the work harder

💀

[unreal shadow]

I agree

[mild compass]

dont think thats what you thought when you were in A levels

[unreal shadow]

Just not bio

[mild compass]

damn bro i went to bce

WHY IS MY LIFE BASED ON MUNCHING SALADS ALL DAY LONG

[torn yarrow]

"...good question" -english teacher while reading this in a century old book

[glossy pewter]

At least your crush didnt end up with another guy hahahahaha

[boreal mesa]

AS chemistry? bro im AS chemisTRYING 💀

[mild compass]

she actually did

once

but he moved away

[mild compass]

bro atleast its chemistrying

mine is chemisfailing

😭

with it i am failing

[mild compass]

😭

[cosmic ginkgo]

@bitter fern ^

[glossy pewter]

Ok your story moved me and i told my crush turns out she wasnt with any guy it was a rumour so yah lifes good

[solar marsh]

Ughhh some teenagers are just too immature these days

I HATE IT

Why do they have to be so friggin annoying

[unreal shadow]

"can we talk about the political and economic state of the world right now" typa beat

[solar marsh]

Whaaat

I live under a rock so idk what you just said

I have a cousin who i hate a lot because he lies with every breath he takes and he hates me back because "i dont let him be himself" or some shit

He is one year younger than me and doesn't live anywhere close to me WHICH IS GREAT

I just wanna punch his face rn

[unreal shadow]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QwFjci1zPho

[solar marsh]

Yeeeaahh its that typa situation

I dont get why teens cant be mature at times

[unreal shadow]

it's normal bro

[solar marsh]

Ugh i guess so... just adding that to my list of things that i need to learn to tolerate and live with

Amazing

[unreal shadow]

You should try to be less bothered by things overall in general

https://tenor.com/view/anime-gif-16014621646762423245

[solar marsh]

Yeap.. i guess so

Hekshdjsjshsk

Idk why im so sensitive

[stark ridge]

I’m the maturest teen you will meet

[solar marsh]

Amazing

[short drum]

LMMMAAOOOO

[stark ridge]

Thanks bae

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to queen._.jiafei#0

[olive wadi]

Even tho its been 3 months since my break up (i think) i still sometimes feel down about it , like just seeing the name of the place she lives in is enough to make me feel sad , not in the sense that i get depressed or cry or smth but i just get a lil sad for some time yk i think abt the great times we had , idk for a long time i put these feelings aside bec i went thru so much this summer i traveled a lot and now im focused on my grind and im hustling daily but sometimes i cant help it man i just miss her , but truth is even if we suddenly got back together i wouldnt want that. It had to end bec we just dont live close enough for it to work out and we got our own shit to handle , right people but met at the wrong time. Idk i enjoy single-ness and having time for my family and friends and myself and im highly motivated when it comes to studies and what not but i just miss having that extra 10% motivation yk having that special person to boost my happiness and motivation was just what drove me to my peak productivity , i miss being sweet , caring and loving someone daily and it just feels a bit empty and hollow not having that person , but for now i have no choice , i will socialize a lot more and maybe find someone after my military service in november , i dont wanna even try to find something or someone before it , i should get my shit done first

Thanks for coming to my ted talk 👍

[restive bridge]

look man, i can't claim to really know what you're going through, but to me it seems like you're just going through some hella conflicted emotions. on one hand you're on the grind and like the fact that you're single + know that it wouldn't have worked out, while on the other hand it seems like you just miss the feeling of being in a relationship in general + miss all the good times from back when you're in a relationship. it's a difficult road, but I think that based on what you're saying, you're rational enough to deal with it well, if not with some difficulty. good luck dude, and I'm sure you'll figure it out as time goes on.

[olive wadi]

You are right , for the most part im fine like this isnt something that bothers me too much or kills me or anything , but it just sometimes comes to my mind and makes me reminisce the recent past bec its not being in a relationship but its rather the person. She was the first gf or first person that really elevated me and made me feel better and just made me a much better guy , i have improved a lot within the few months since our break up but it just dont feel the same yk , but alas , im ought to find a better person at least i hope so and im in no rush , it just felt good to get this off my chest and lay these thoughts to rest , now hopefully i wont think as much about this since i have put it into words than just thinking about it time to time , thanks for ur response tho ur absolutely right.

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to thegeagle#0

[restive bridge]

good luck brother you will figure it out I’m sure

[olive wadi]

thanks bro 🤝

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to thegeagle#0

[glossy pewter]

I really hate life now

I tried so many times to make it better still doesnt work

So many times

I dont know what to even do anymore

I cant end it so i gotta keep living through this hell that keeps getting hotter and hotter and hotter

I really hate it all now

[mild compass]

tried meditating and figuring out where the problem was?

Bro sometimes life throws at us lemons, we meant to figure out what we do with em

either you make lemon juice or try to taste them raw(and enjoy the various facial expressions you make)

in other words, life throws at you so many stupidass problems bro, but 'seek through the window', you find an opportunity take it bro

find the problem within the system and improve it, look for opportunities to improve, to correct whats wrong and ye never give up 💪

[mild compass]

If you dont get the outcomes that you wish ,change the perspective in which you are seeing things

because never forget, every problem has a solution

[fleet steppe]

the problem is huge

greenfalcon

i hope things get alright

you can always message me

im a crow at the end of the day

youre a falcon

[mild compass]

ofcourse it is man I went through this everyday in igcse 😭

its probably even worse for falcon 😭

[olive wadi]

whats the issue

talk to me

what makes u hate life

[kindred stone]

Damn the depressos helping each other out

[mild compass]

I NEED CATS MAN

[solar marsh]

Are you okay dude?

[mild compass]

WTH

LIKE

MY PARENTS NEVER LET ME GET A CAT

IN THIS BROKEN ASS WORLD

WHERE LOYALTY IS JUST A FLIPPIN WORD

I HAVE A LOYAL CAT

THAT WAITS OUTSIDE FOR ME ALL DAY LONG

JUST SO I COME OUT AND GIVE IT SOME PATS

ITS SO DAMN CUTE AS WELL

I NEED SOMETHING TO SHOWER MY LOVE ON MAYNNNNNNNNNNNNNN THIS THE PROBLEM WITH BIG HEARTED PEOPLE

I DO IT TO MY MOM, SHE SHOOES ME AWAY TSK

TOLD EM TO GET ME A FLIPPIN CAT

BUT NAAAAAAAAAAAAH DOOD NOTHING WORKS

I NEED THAT CAT WITH ME ALL DAY

IMAGINE BEING SAD AND HAVING A CAT TO PAT EVERY SINGLE TIME

ADOGSUFDIPFDAUOGPADIHOAD

LE IM SO SAD GONNA CRI CRI

https://tenor.com/view/daladada-cat-crying-cry-scream-gif-24748831

[deep sluice]

Real same

[mild compass]

I REACHED DESPRESSION MANNN

[deep sluice]

Desperate and depression

Real

[cursive shard]

ugh same

[cursive shard]

[solar marsh]

Real

[placid folio]

dont worry
god is watching over you
i know that...cuz i asked him to.

anyways i hope things get better for you

bcasfahsgdhjasfgjas
remeber the resume and employer i was complaining about in this channel
well things finally better

got the job alhamdulillah

[spice geyser]

Ily 😘

[safe kernel]

you can dm me if you want bro

[mystic pond]

I lost my as level notes for chem and physics TwT

i have to redo chem ones

[mild compass]

@mystic pond you got this I promise! 💪

[safe kernel]

what happened to her

I don't have access to chat lounge I got the focus role

Oh

Sasta maal

[kindred stone]

Bohot sasta maal

[mild compass]

sold in the south asian walmart?

[mild compass]

I understand your pain sm, becos same literally

It was math in my case 😭

[slate sky]

man, I am so frustrated with SHM, thermal and nuclear physics questions in general. It frustrates me a lot when I know the logic but then I get the units wrong and loose marks

[naive narwhal]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-catcry-gif-19131995

i want a CAT TOOOOO

[naive narwhal]

[deep sluice]

ME TOO

[thin swift]

ECONOMICSSSSSSS SUCKSSSSSSSSS

[deep sluice]

Omg levi

[short drum]

well youre 99% of the way there. it'll soon be second nature for u to check units

[slate sky]

yeah I am , its just frustrating tbh and like sometimes u need to convert weirdly from cm^2 to m^2

U times by (10^-2)^2 but then I forget to do ^2 part

[short drum]

didnt u have to that for AS too lol

[naive narwhal]

UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

[mystic pond]

i dont want to redo them again

[mystic pond]

tq but I have so much work load right now

[mild compass]

i am redoing everything from scratch

anger issues>>>

[placid folio]

oh
i hope u get done with it soon and with ease

Wish we could turn back time (oh)
To the good old days (oh)
When our mama sang us to sleep
But now we're stressed out
We're stressed out

[mild compass]

✨

[mild compass]

its funny how I have forgotten shit already haha

[placid folio]

oh

[placid folio]

oh hello sabzi

what happened

[mild compass]

I was wondering...why znotes was feeling so peace

[calm kernel]

i miss her

[fleet steppe]

hey dont say that one

[placid folio]

i miss
my dad
my grandpa
my friends whom i shud stop being friends with according to my mum
greenfalcon
the happy times
wealth
health
...................
and a lot more

[chilly solar]

@glossy pewter

[mystic pond]

hey there

[calm kernel]

real

[placid folio]

wth would i be trolling donkey

[dire hawk]

worked hard only to get a below average in further maths class test. really confused.

[placid folio]

oh
wow thts sad
but dont let this stop u from working harder

[solar marsh]

My 13 year old cousin has such audacity to tell me that i should stop frowning all the time and to stop hating people so that I'll be able to find a man who likes me and that i should just wear a mask.
I WAS LIKE, EXCUSE ME?? Miss GIRL DOESN'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME. SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW MUCH I SUFFERED BECAUSE OF SO MANY PEOPLE BREAKING MY TRUST AND BETRAYING ME. SHE THINKS I HATE EVERY FUCKING HUMAN I SEE. NO I DONT HATE EVERY FUCKING HUMAN I SEE! I JUST HATE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE HURT ME... IT MAY LOOK LIKE IM FROWNING BUT IM NOT.. IT JUST HAPPENS TO BE MY NORMAL FACE

I just wanna punch her in the face rn

She says she's a psychopath and has no empathy for people... i just think she's a horrible person

Maybe she get it from her brother

Or maybe cux her father isn't very active in her life

[solar marsh]

That must suck a lot.. but dont let it stop you from reaching your goals! You got this man

[dire hawk]

tysm. I will!

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to studentig#0

[dire hawk]

that's sad 😦 you surely shouldnt be asked to wear a mask just for your normal expression

[dire hawk]

thank you! will work harder

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to queen._.jiafei#0

[solar marsh]

Yeah it just made me feel more worthless than i already felt... but i am feeling better now that ive vented that out

So thank you @dire hawk for responding

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to .westerlies#0

[dire hawk]

no problem 🙂

[placid folio]

omg my sis makes me feel this way every single day
she peoly your cousins soul sister

[solar marsh]

Nah she has no respect for anyone except her mom

[solar marsh]

That must hurt a lot when you go through that every day

Maybe your sister is my cousin's soul sister. She wishes she had sister's instead of the 4 brothers she has

No one taught her manners and how to be a nice fucking person

[naive narwhal]

i might sound like a mom but this has everything to do with social media

[solar marsh]

I dont blame ya

[mild compass]

AAAAAAAAAAAA

[warm oxide]

U can do it,keep aiming

[leaden totem]

hopefully ull be able to do much better in resits. i believe in ya bud keep studying, u only got a few years to escape high school!

[dire hawk]

tysm 🙂

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to huang17#0

[dire hawk]

thanks! i was saying just a chapter test in school, not cie. i will have much time to improve before the real exam

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to enere1#0

[placid girder]

bro

[fallow mural]

bro said imma go camo mode

[hazy dagger]

Do it.

[solar marsh]

I really want to.. like this bitch just ranted to me how her siblings and cousins that come over to her house make a mess of her room and was crying about it. I listened to every single thing she said and i even comforted her. After we were dont talking about that, i tried to talk to her about how my day went and this bitch said "can we talk about something else?" Like dude. I was so disappointed.

I dont even wanna talk to her anymore

[hazy dagger]

do it

im not even kidding

thats the only way

[solar marsh]

I would.. but her gorilla older brother is gonna beat me to death if i do that

[hazy dagger]

hmm

[solar marsh]

Her older brother is younger than me but hes built like a hybrid of giraffe and gorilla

[hazy dagger]

make some plan to fuck up her life or something if you want to harm her so bad

[solar marsh]

I dont really wanna hurt her, all i want for her is to realise that her actions also hurt people

[hazy dagger]

then say it to her face

and top it off with a slap or something

i really wouldnt let that slide

[solar marsh]

Lmao

I'll think about it

[fallow mural]

he legally can't

beating up women is haram

and disrespecting your elders is too

[leaden totem]

oooh then thats great!! i hope u do exceptionally well in the future, u can do it!

[leaden totem]

respect the elders

[leaden totem]

fr try to make it ab urself and others so she doesnt take it too personally

[mental dust]

As and A levels be toooooo HARDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

[fallow mural]

tell us something we don't know

[hazy dagger]

real

[clever zinc]

so im writing as

and i am FREAKING OUT

i think i know nothing tbh

i know by i dont know

[short drum]

Chill😭

[clever zinc]

i cantntttttt

[hazy dagger]

anyone has a unique way of letting out negative energy?

lord have mercy

rip

[nova mason]

Ay! 😦

[hazy dagger]

what!

[nova mason]

I’ve got no one to confess so I did it here..!!!!!!

[hazy dagger]

Oh so you dont have friends??!!

[nova mason]

You think I’ll talk about this to my friends? No it’s not good.. I barely trust them

[hazy dagger]

even more problems

smh

talk to ur parents

random strangers online is no better than friends

[nova mason]

.. you’re not helping but thank you 🤷🏻‍♀️

[hazy dagger]

i know <3

[nova mason]

Ew no how do I delete that

[deep sluice]

Cry

[hazy dagger]

No

other than tha

[hazy dagger]

no time

is that supposed to be my therapy

im burning this whole mother fucking house down

then i can rest

drop your address

mop what

bro i have 3 as subjects and 2 ig subjects

and im having problems with simple tasks like fucking focusing in class

omw

[clever zinc]

why cant people let go of a past that isnt theirs and doesnt affect them , and base thei opinoins of word of mouth no actual experience with me

why do they feel the need to spread false information when i am someone who keeps to myself, is it really necessary to make me uncomfortable and out of place

is is a need ?

im literally spiralling because of this nonsense

[naive narwhal]

awh man

[naive narwhal]

dw just have patience

everything will be ok

[torn yarrow]

believe me ik. i still get judgedby every category of ppl just cause of smt SOMEONE told them 😂 my my coping mechanism is to laugh it off

cause just cause they cant say smt to my face, they say it behind my back

[clever zinc]

thats true, people always speak

i guess i need to shrug it off

[torn yarrow]

thas right, progress !!!

[slate sky]

man 9618 paper 4 is legit making me crazy rn cause I can't do the majority of questions here and there

throughout the year, my teacher gave us brief outline of the exam so I basically could predict the entire paper and did well

but when I try other questions, I do badly in them

like I am so sad that after I getting A* throughout the year for paper , I may even fail in it

[safe kernel]

what subject code is this

[mild compass]

Computers

[slate sky]

computer science

[short drum]

You'll get the hang of it

I was like that too

Just practice (basic af advice ik)

But it works

[slate sky]

how do i practice tbh, like my knowledge is all over the place

[burnt frigate]

guys

where do I find the computer science help

[unreal warren]

#a2-computer-science

[kindred stone]

Bro wanted to vent it out

[unreal shadow]

Maybe

Focus on becoming better at computer science

Instead of becoming better at doing the exam

[dire hawk]

sorry fellows who encouraged me but I did bad again :(( maybe i just can't math

Plus, I'm already an A2 student in that AS FM class, so im supposed to do good but didint

I started up late so I'm doing both AS and AL FM this year, stressful already. What's worse is that the sequence is weird. Next week the AL class will have another test on complex number. I have to do complex summations WITHOUT the AS knowledge of series summation

[placid folio]

nope math just requires a lot of practise
but dont foget breaks
cuz only working for long periods and then getting tired has sometimes proven to be useless
so yeah take time off subjects ur good at and focus on math along with the other difficult topics
accept its hard and u already have
now promise to yourself ull do it
and set some basic reward to urself once uve accomplished

this works for me

i hope everything becomes easier for you anyways
good luck @dire hawk

[placid folio]

i feel u i did igcse in less than a year and didnt even follow cambridge curriculum b4 so it was quite tough
but with enuf hard work i managed to get good results alhamdulillah
and you will be able to aswell inshallah

[dire hawk]

thanks a lot for typing all those. I actually am feeling a lot more motivated atm due to the past failures. have been doing practicing, and now gonna start my weekend to change my mood 🙂

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to studentig#0

[placid folio]

nice
be optimistic

[quaint hound]

@hazy dagger @mild compass

https://tenor.com/view/patrick-bateman-american-psycho-gif-18554896

[hazy dagger]

bro tf 💀

[mild compass]

shutup

[quaint hound]

sure

[mild compass]

we r literally so halal

[hazy dagger]

keepin it within boundaries

[mild compass]

exactly

[quaint hound]

i trust both of you its all cool

[mild compass]

how do u trust me when u dont even know me

[quaint hound]

i dont

[mild compass]

u should change this then

[quaint hound]

i dont think so

i trust both of u, i never realli mentioned any one of u individually

and its all cool so dont waste time here, continue with the vc

[mild compass]

ok shutup

[quaint hound]

sure

[mild compass]

good

[quaint hound]

for u guys r in the middle east, check out olymp trade itll make more sense @mild compass

looks like this fyi

[mild compass]

wtf

literally do i look like i care

what is this sdlun

aslun

[quaint hound]

not really

[mild compass]

exactly

ik im studying business but im completely clueless

[quaint hound]

so catch the clue

ive taken commerce too

rlly nice to get me a head start with this stuff

one of my classmates js hit 200k sar a week ago

[mild compass]

im literally so sleepy rn dont puzzle phrase me

[mild compass]

omg congratss

[quaint hound]

exactly

thats when you care

its just a number that grows

riyadh n dubai is hai as ahh

whyd sm1 not do this

[mild compass]

not do what exactly

[quaint hound]

let the digit rise

[mild compass]

why r u businiess talking me

[hazy dagger]

numbers numbers

[quaint hound]

sick innit

[hazy dagger]

stonks

[quaint hound]

nah

im not sure if thats halal so i stay away

[mild compass]

yes mate

[quaint hound]

but fixed asset advisory

ive done my homework

[mild compass]

should i give u a star

[quaint hound]

homework as in exploring the thing completely

no doubt this thing is risky as hell so ull have to go slow and chill

thats why u need to slow down

@hazy dagger id say take some notes

[hazy dagger]

shut yo bitchass up

stonks

lookin ass mf

[mild compass]

then u should do more hw

[quaint hound]

cool

[deep sluice]

U do this fr?

[quaint hound]

my screen dosent lie does it

[deep sluice]

Isn't it haram or sum?

[quaint hound]

ive done my homework, you do yours

[quaint hound]

stocks, im doubtful so i dont go for that as u dont know your revenue may be having interest included regardless of the real time straight buying and selling of an asset

this is fixed time asset and forex advisory

(exclude forex for now i havent studied it for now)

[deep sluice]

Ok

[mild compass]

hello.

[mild compass]

bro after sending this

[quaint hound]

im completely fine w it hes just tripping so its cool

[mild compass]

ooo

stocks? interesting

[quaint hound]

.

[mild compass]

never planning on that dw

what do u do for a living

[quaint hound]

Nothing, ask my father

[mild compass]

😭😭 same man

[hazy dagger]

guess whos back

back again

oops wrong chat

[quaint hound]

ahleen

[hazy dagger]

hello

[quaint hound]

how u doing

"fine, me too, im good, hmdllah, alr bye"

[mild compass]

arab 101

[quaint hound]

Salam brotha how you doing today

UH SRY sistar wtv nvm

[inner rune]

guys im interesting in people 6 years older than me

I need help

[mild compass]

im a brother now

LMAO

im good alhamdulillah wbu

[mild compass]

pedo vibes

[quaint hound]

hmdllah perfect... just a lot of work so yea

[mild compass]

sorry(not sorry)

[mild compass]

oh damn best of luck bro

[quaint hound]

Luck dosent work but sure

[fallow mural]

True

Prayer and hardwork do

[placid girder]

bhai i wanna cry after studying chem i watched and read 500 times how to stoic and i still dont understand

i have my chem semester exam tmwr

and entire paper will be that only 😭😭

[quaint hound]

@mild compass im bored of redness

[wintry rampart]

i don't understand why my mother suddenly shouts at me for simply having a phone call with a tech shop while my brother is having tutor

[mild compass]

then stop interacting with red

[wintry rampart]

this makes me angry af

as she doesn't need to put the entire house in silence just to let him "focus"

[mild compass]

she wouldnt be ur mother if she didnt do this

[wintry rampart]

at max

[quaint hound]

brother i swear enjoy this

before ull be alone in uni

missing these days

anyway brb after asr, Salam

[wintry rampart]

"your little brother needs to focus, josh, you daft cunt. you distract your brother even if you whisper and he'll fail"

when he is the one who is making himself fail by spending more time on tiktok

[wintry rampart]

the reason on why she needs to put the entire house on silent mode just for my brother to "focus" makes no sense

[mild compass]

fr if anything happens to him somehow its ur fault

[wintry rampart]

i am at my normal tone in the phone

and my brother is still focused

she thinks that even the smallest cricket making noise breaks his focus

[wintry rampart]

well, if i accidentally knock something over, yes, it's my fault but i was on the telephone

so don't think i can be blamed

[mild compass]

u shouldnt be

[quaint hound]

hala im back

[mild compass]

yahala

[quaint hound]

sup (give a completely out of context reply)

[mild compass]

U BET I DID

[quaint hound]

lol when

[mild compass]

so long ago

[quaint hound]

xd

[mild compass]

its literally a master piece wdym

OMG FR

[quaint hound]

wait vc chat?

[mild compass]

now?

im cooking rn

[quaint hound]

i mean im not talking anyway js for text

uh idrk

im rlly tired, maybe ill js go sleep actually

[mild compass]

yes i suggest u sleep

we will catch up later

[wintry rampart]

well, that's something that i'd better not make a mess of cause she's quite overprotective towards her kids

she didn't want my brother to lift weights with a boxing coach

or use the gym equipment

[mild compass]

nah this is overprotection 101 fr

[wintry rampart]

true

and now she grills me for not spending 25/7 studying

i mean, i must get a balance between orgwork, studies and relaxation

she thinks i should be a studying robot

[safe kernel]

Omg it’s the guy who posts news everyday

[wintry rampart]

exactly

[safe kernel]

I never knew you were active in other channels

[wintry rampart]

i use this channel to vent out my problems in life

[safe kernel]

There was a point where I though you were a bot

[wintry rampart]

and keep track of as/a2 subjects

to help

[safe kernel]

Bro has a2 IT

trauma

[wintry rampart]

i helped around a2 it and comp sci

[green venture]

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[safe kernel]

You’re a legend honestly

@wintry rampart what made you want to post news everyday

[wintry rampart]

supposedly, parthenon16 was posting the facts first

he noticed that i was consistently sending fact suggestions

and tbat's all. i salute parthenon for the original implementation of #🗣│fotd

[safe kernel]

wow

im inspired

[wintry rampart]

i'm sure you will find your own spark here in this server

[safe kernel]

im just an intern

you’re the main guy here

[wintry rampart]

i won't consider myself to be a main guy though

the interns and staff members of znotes are the true main guys

[safe kernel]

you got no breaks dude

you gotta post everyday

🙏

[wintry rampart]

thanks for the motivation. and good luck towards your internship at znotes.

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to mjosh01#0

[wintry rampart]

well, thanks for the reassurance. as part of my resilience, i'll prolly consider calling people on the telephone during the wee hours of the morning instead, otherwise, by lunchtime if it were a shop

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to yeah.whatever4554#0

[wintry rampart]

rather than pissing off my own mother by abiding to her perception that the most quiet footstep will snap my brother out of focus

[mild compass]

npp anytime just know that whatever happens yk ur not less than ur brother

[mild compass]

yes yes

[safe kernel]

@wintry rampart are you in a2

[wintry rampart]

although, i'll admit, compared to the past me who blames everyone else outside of myself and throws tantrums, i've changed a lot

[wintry rampart]

at college rn

[safe kernel]

nice

what major

[wintry rampart]

marketing

[safe kernel]

what subjects did you have

[wintry rampart]

market research fundamentals, accounting, global marketing communication, basic financial management as majors

[safe kernel]

talking about a levels subjects

got a minor though?

[wintry rampart]

for as and a level, i took business, maths, comp sci and psychology

[wintry rampart]

no minor subject other than general education

[safe kernel]

oh okay

what university if you don’t mind telling

👀

[wintry rampart]

de la salle university, manila. philippines

[safe kernel]

sounds French

[wintry rampart]

it's got french origins

in fact, the founder of the la salle schools worldwide is a John Baptist de La Salle, a french priest

who helped the poor get educated

[safe kernel]

oh

[wintry rampart]

in the 1800s

[safe kernel]

I see now

Makes sense

Are you domestic there

Or int

[wintry rampart]

domestic student

was born in the philippines and studied there

[safe kernel]

Oh okay

Cool

[wintry rampart]

nice talking to you

[safe kernel]

yeah man same

never thought I’d be able to talk to “The Kelpo”

[wintry rampart]

and i guess that was a great way to distract myself from the problems that i'm facing regarding my family

[safe kernel]

wait what happened

[wintry rampart]

scroll up, but tldr, my mother was scolding me for simply breaking my brother's focus during his tutoring

[safe kernel]

oh

you don’t live on campus

[wintry rampart]

as i was contacting a computer store regarding the availability of a certain laptop

[wintry rampart]

i don't trust the safety of dorms

and find it thrifty to live with my family

[safe kernel]

Honestly these type of incidents happen bro

There’s nothing much to worry about

Unless your mom said some stuff that really got to you

[safe kernel]

Oh I see

[wintry rampart]

nothing offensive she said

[wintry rampart]

i guess that verbally aggressive stress responses are something that my family hasnin common

[safe kernel]

Hm

im sort of used to it lol

Indian households are like that

[wintry rampart]

i see

my family apparently are mostly chinese tho

[wintry rampart]

i also don't understand my mother's trust levels

i told her that a laptop that i've been looking for is available in an authorized reseller, she doesn't trust it and forces me to buy it in the official dealership

which makes things more of a hassle

[chilly solar]

asian households are typically like that this thing is no special case tbh

over time you kinda just get used to it

and it ain't even that deep 💀

[wintry rampart]

makes sense although i'm more fed up with her mindset

"buy your damn laptop at the country's biggest mall and not at the OFFICIAL concept stores at the more "tech-oriented" districts"

[solar marsh]

Woah.. sounds like a REALLY strict parent.

[wintry rampart]

makes sense

[solar marsh]

I can't imagine dealing with such a strict parent with my anger issues

I wanna get rid of my anger issues

I absolutely hate it when i just suddenly lash out for no reason and then regret it later after wards

[solar marsh]

Somehow i saw myself in your mother

[wintry rampart]

you gotta control your thoughts to prevent from lashing out

[solar marsh]

I couldn't help but think "i dont wanna be a parent like that to my children" after reading your story.

[solar marsh]

I guess so.. but i absolutely suck at it

I need to discipline myself

My anger issues have destroyed my life even though im still a teenager

[wintry rampart]

damn.

i guess you gotta think positively

[solar marsh]

does your mother shush the entire house to help you focus when your studying?

Just like how she does for your brother?

[solar marsh]

I guess so.. I'm trying my best to change but then i lashed out like a few days ago and i felt REALLY bad about it and i even ugly cried about it because i felt like i haven't made any progress in changing my ways

It felt like i was just back in square one

[wintry rampart]

i felt almost the same thing, without the crying, but remember that change takes time

strict parents expect you to change instantly

just like a robot flicking its mode switches

[solar marsh]

I should take that into consideration and change my ways of thinking

[wintry rampart]

don't base your plans on them

take their words into small consideration and do things one step at a time

[solar marsh]

Exactly... My parents are strict but not as much as yours but they expect you to be able to change your act just like that

[solar marsh]

Thanks for this advice

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to kelpoxd#0

[solar marsh]

The sad part is, i end up lashing out at my parents the most cux im the one around them the most. Ive gotten several, well deserved punishments for that and i have kinda created distance between me and my father

I can say i have an okay relationship with my parents and thats fine by me... They still care about me in their own ways. Its about as nice as they can get

[placid folio]

ik u said ur ok with it
but best try to build a stronger relationship

[placid folio]

ik
but if u be tolerant enough i swear things go ur way at the end of the day
not exactly day but still

it always has for me

i love tht my mum trusts me and looks at me as moral support
cuz im her oldest daughter she shares a lot with me
but now ive literally got to allocate min 3hrs a day justt to listen
ik these are precious times and ill be rewarded just for listening to her
but still
i wish she wouldnt
cuz every new story puts differnet dimensions of weight on my shoulders and thoughts in my head
and im just a fricking teenager

[safe kernel]

Wow

[placid folio]

u read it

if u read tht
ig u r a friend-ish and not so much of a lmao

[safe kernel]

you telling me?

[wintry rampart]

hopefully.

[placid folio]

be optimistic
everything works out in the end, inshallah

[topaz robin]

So I'm 19 years old.From the time of my schooling, I had a friend, and till now, when we are in universities, we are still friends, like, for more than 8 years. So before telling the whole story, I personally believe that every person has a different personality, and in order to survive, we need to behave differently with different people. Long story short, at the time of school, he used to be personal sometimes and behave differently with me when there was our third friend with us. He used to be with him and ignore me like I was nothing for him. Long story short, now the same is happening as far as we had plans without the third friend. He used to be very nice with me, but as long as the third friend came, he became the same person. Also, in this 8-year time span, he didn't have many friends; it was only me with whom he used to meet physically or plan things out, so didn't I deserve that much respect that he should be neutral when we are in a group plan? There are several other stories where something similar happened, and I was amazed at why he spent that much time with me when he had no respect for me. Now I personally feel like breaking the friendship as I am tired, but at the same time I don't have many friends which back me up on my decision, and moreover, we have family ties, so it would be so childish to tell these stories in front of both families. I need some guidance on whether it is fine to break this friendship and move on or whether I should keep the friendship.

[quaint hound]

gore

(dont mind i respect wtv u wrote (does it rlly look like ill read all that) but coz its the venting channel so ill vent out my thoughts randomly too)

[mild compass]

alright so, even if you cut him off i believe things will go well
as long as you don’t lose yourself over this trivial matter that’s all that matters
if he’s disrespectful then don’t label him as a ‘friend’
since y’all have family ties it’ll be difficult to not encounter him again but it’s best to end this
staying in a toxic environment will only drain you progressively, if it were me i’d cut him off and focus on myself

[quaint hound]

impressive u read all that

[wintry rampart]

i'll try my best to be optimistic

[mild compass]

i tried my best to understand lol

[placid folio]

great

[worldly palm]

i dont know how to feel about this

[safe kernel]

wdym

[alpine nest]

Wait, dym like prosopagnosia or smth?

But you said your face disappeared

What does that mean?

[wintry rampart]

sometimes, i feel like i wanna break the rules

most of my mother's rules make no sense at all

so what's the point of obeying them when the law is above themv

so, i'll just obey the real law that the government imposes

rather than some corny rules that could generate long-term trauma

[mild compass]

Now you'll say like that but when you will realise it will be too late

Teens nowadays want freedom and whatever so they think their parent are bad

[placid folio]

this happened to me
but didnt get demerits
but had to bribe my bro to never tell on me
and yeah he true to his word

my parents still dont know
and its 4+ years now