venting

[glossy pewter]

Trust me

During exam season

[silver wasp]

And sleep and wake up at like 2pm ish

[glossy pewter]

Everyone has a weird schedule

[silver wasp]

And then eid I didnt sleep all night then had to go out so I couldnt sleep at 9am

[glossy pewter]

Uhhh want me to make you feel better

I sleep at 3 everyday if i dont feel like to wake up

I sleep till 3

12 hours

[silver wasp]

So I had to sleep at like 12 and I was so tired but I slept like a little then for 2 days I was getting tired around 12 in the night and sleeping but after that I cant sleep

I guess cause stress or something

[mild compass]

I seee

[silver wasp]

And its bad bc I had an arabic exam too which I got no sleep for and my eyes were closing during it

😣

So many L's in exam season like it couldnt have happened any other time

[glossy pewter]

I seee you are in a weird position

[glossy pewter]

Believe me you have way less than me

But yeah

[silver wasp]

Omg that sounds so soothing though imagine

[glossy pewter]

So for this sleep issue

[glossy pewter]

Ikr

[silver wasp]

Im so sorry for you too 😭

I feel bad for everyone

[glossy pewter]

Well it seems your main root for all this is stress

Like

A lot of it

[silver wasp]

Something I do unintentionally and cant control

😭

[glossy pewter]

Sooo try dialing it down

By doing stuff

You like

[glossy pewter]

How long do you study

Like till what time

[silver wasp]

I dont have a routine really

Its kinda just when Im feeling it

But I usually study 4 hours a day in total

But during exams

I spend the whole day

[upbeat basalt]

ive been having panic attacks lately

[silver wasp]

Like math I spent like 3 days 3 nights just doing math

[upbeat basalt]

sick worried for exams

[glossy pewter]

Alright alright

[silver wasp]

Same 😣 😣

Alsoo @glossy pewter Thank you

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to greenfalcon#1104

[upbeat basalt]

no honestly

[glossy pewter]

Oh i seee not bad

[glossy pewter]

Not done yet 💀

[silver wasp]

Noo like just generally 😭

I love all of you so much 😭

[glossy pewter]

But yeah i think its stress man just chill a bit its igcse have fun alright do stuff you love

[upbeat basalt]

@glossy pewter are u done w a-levels?

[glossy pewter]

Dont be scared of your exams

Never be

[glossy pewter]

Not yet i have the same papers as you

[upbeat basalt]

oh

[glossy pewter]

Awww that makes me feel nice

[upbeat basalt]

bio chem and maths?

hows ur prep?

[glossy pewter]

Something that helps me is knowing you arent alone

There are millions

Yes

Millions

Doing the same paper

Everyone is stressed dude

Just chillax and study

Study the best you can

[upbeat basalt]

ok but i need to get a grade to get to uni

[silver wasp]

It isss

[upbeat basalt]

i got a c in AS

[glossy pewter]

Thats all you can do

[upbeat basalt]

idk how

[silver wasp]

I guess Im happy I improved in math compared to mocks though

Atleast I think so

And I learnt alot on the way

If I couldnt apply it well in this math exam I'll prob retry in o/n just math to do better on it for my own self

Cause I wanted to do that anyways I feel like if I had more time I couldnt done better

But at the same time idk

[upbeat basalt]

@glossy pewter how much are u scoring in p4's?

[glossy pewter]

I dont do full papers but around C

[glossy pewter]

I see

[upbeat basalt]

oh i see

[glossy pewter]

Well its still possible to get a C

[upbeat basalt]

god but ur smart

[glossy pewter]

Or even high

[glossy pewter]

Oh no its an estimate i dont do full papers

[upbeat basalt]

i have 5 days remaining

[glossy pewter]

Irdk tbh

[glossy pewter]

Bio?

[upbeat basalt]

yeah

and as maths

[glossy pewter]

Ik hows it been going

[glossy pewter]

Oh you are retaking or composite

[upbeat basalt]

terrible tbh

[glossy pewter]

The last three topics are so shit right

[upbeat basalt]

composite

yess wtf

whats with microarrays dna sequencing

btw how many papers have u solved?

until now

[glossy pewter]

Like very few dude

[upbeat basalt]

i cant seem to get more than 50

[glossy pewter]

I have a lot of subs

[upbeat basalt]

how do i improve

[glossy pewter]

For bio bro i have the same issue

My teacher would tell me

[upbeat basalt]

why did u take these many a level?

[glossy pewter]

I suck at marking points like he says you know the answer but

[upbeat basalt]

bro its like 3 min

or 4 max people do

[glossy pewter]

You answers arent like how they are written in ms

[glossy pewter]

5

[upbeat basalt]

ur on another level bro

[glossy pewter]

Its not what i wanna be on

[upbeat basalt]

istg i write the same exact answer in another way but i get it wrong bc the ms has smth else on it

[glossy pewter]

Ikr

[upbeat basalt]

how are u for chem?

[glossy pewter]

Thats why these days

[upbeat basalt]

for p4

[glossy pewter]

I have been doing it simultaneously with ms

So i get the gist of how they answer

And its been working

[glossy pewter]

Oh organic is flowing after months

And inorganic is also going goood

[upbeat basalt]

col

cool

how much are u scoring on p4's tho for chem

im sorry if im asking way too many questions

honestly i just need to calm down

[glossy pewter]

Way better than bio

And physics

[glossy pewter]

Yes you do

But its gonna be bit hard for you with your C tbh

But i hope you push through dude

Sure you can do it

[upbeat basalt]

what did u get for As?

[glossy pewter]

AAAAB

Sorry if i am flexing 💀

[upbeat basalt]

wow

impressive

[glossy pewter]

Thanks

[upbeat basalt]

and i got a c withe 3 subs

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to guava.juice#3990

[upbeat basalt]

thats it

[glossy pewter]

So CCC

[upbeat basalt]

im out

[glossy pewter]

Alright man good luck with your studies

[upbeat basalt]

how mnay hours do u study

what did u get a b in?

[glossy pewter]

Honestly i am super lazy dude

[upbeat basalt]

nah nah

[glossy pewter]

B for bio

[upbeat basalt]

i dont believe

i thought my bio went pretty well

but

[glossy pewter]

Seirously i usually just do papers when i feel like it

[upbeat basalt]

i ended up with a grdes way below my expectations

[glossy pewter]

Oh so you see i took bio for fun so i didnt focus much on it

[upbeat basalt]

i coudnt even cry man

[glossy pewter]

Dah

Thats sounds awful

[upbeat basalt]

bc i was so shocked

[glossy pewter]

Ik same happened with my friends

They were like it was so easy

Everyone

Ended up with D and below

[upbeat basalt]

if u dont mind

[glossy pewter]

Everyone

[upbeat basalt]

how did u study for chem

[upbeat basalt]

real

[upbeat basalt]

did they retake?

bc i retook bio and ended up w the same grade fml

[glossy pewter]

Past papers and I remember all the definitins they usually ask and some reactions which always come

[glossy pewter]

They are doing composite

[upbeat basalt]

i see

[glossy pewter]

I wish them luck tbh

[upbeat basalt]

what bout maths?

just practice?

@glossy pewter

[glossy pewter]

Yup

Nothing else for maths

And youtube

A lot of youtube

For maths

[upbeat basalt]

cool thanks

[glossy pewter]

No prob

No more questions?

I see you done

[slate stirrup]

Had a splitting headache for 2 days couldnt touch a book and after going out and touching some grass the headache dissapeared

Ive lost so much time

[glossy pewter]

Wait seriously

[slate stirrup]

Aint kidding

I burned through some painkillers and couldnt get it to stop

[glossy pewter]

I am so sorry

[slate stirrup]

Moral of the story touch some grass

Best medicine out there

[glossy pewter]

You okay now?

[slate stirrup]

yeah i feel like a new man

🦾

[mild compass]

how yall cope up with physics 😦

its frustrating atp

[raven snow]

im keen to help

[mild compass]

cosmology , radioactivity and momentum is killing me

[raven snow]

hmm

do you have specific questions or the whole chapter @mild compass

[mild compass]

cosmology -- life of a star

for radioactivy and momentum the whole thing

in radioactivity i dont understand half life and alpha , beta

😦

[raven snow]

oo okay okay

i mean we could prolly call up if you want help

[clever zinc]

||This may sound very superfcial buti made my partner mad at me becuase i told him i was feeling sad and down and insecure about my body and he said he loves my body and i respondedby saying no you dont and now hes mad and says maybe im not enough for you , and now its affecting me studying i have lost the energy or power to study because im so sad that i made such a mistake, im so stupid and now he isnt responding to my messages 😦 this so upsetting , it the first time one of our fights has affected me so much and its over smth so small, what do i do ?||

[mild compass]

Do you want to chat about it here or dms?

[clever zinc]

in dm probably

[mild compass]

Now I need some help, I went to the gym. And after my headache isn’t stopping. I drank pills but it didn’t help. And I feel like I might faint. My muscles hurt a lot too even though I didn’t work out on them-

[merry thicket]

try taking a nap?

maybe it'll go away when you wake up

[mild compass]

I went to get medicine so hoping it will help, but ye I’ll probably go sleep soon

[glossy pewter]

I hope you get better dude

Its will probably be fine after a long nap

[mild compass]

Yee, it’s prob cause I had too much sleep

Or too little in this week

My head doesn’t hurt as much now so Tyy 💪🏻💪🏻

[plush depot]

i assume you're a guy

so chances are you're pregnant

congrats!

[mild compass]

wowow

a woman

[mild compass]

a virgin woman

[plush depot]

ah shii my bad

[plush depot]

you had the headache befofe hitiing the gym or after?

[mild compass]

[mild compass]

after

leg day 💪🏻

[glossy pewter]

Good save

[plush depot]

LMAO

DONT STRESS A LOT XD

[glossy pewter]

Its probably overexertion

[plush depot]

what is overexertion

[green venture]

Sniped!

Okay that was bad

Message by greenfalcon#1104

[plush depot]

FUCK

[glossy pewter]

Exerting yourself too much

[mild compass]

😭

[glossy pewter]

No one will ever know what i said

No one

[plush depot]

someone do adminsnipe here

[glossy pewter]

They all sleeping

[mild compass]

whats that

[plush depot]

its like a command

[glossy pewter]

Its nothing i deleted a message

[plush depot]

where you get a sniper in your inventory

[mild compass]

no sense

[glossy pewter]

You see i said somethin

[mild compass]

[plush depot]

she cant see

[glossy pewter]

I will say it again

For a sec

[glossy pewter]

Dont you mean butt day

[mild compass]

yess

[glossy pewter]

Uhhh you are too chill

[mild compass]

[plush depot]

wait

[mild compass]

waiting

[plush depot]

isnt butt workout and leg workout diff ?

(im a guy i dont workout my butt)

[mild compass]

l

[glossy pewter]

Nahhhh

They the same

[mild compass]

together kinda workouts

[glossy pewter]

This convo omg too weird

Its night

Shouldn’t be thinking of butt

[mild compass]

its weird that its ina study chat

[glossy pewter]

[plush depot]

hmm i should start leg workouts then

[glossy pewter]

Well its study

[mild compass]

[plush depot]

my butt can also get bigger

free bbl

💅🏻💅🏻

[mild compass]

slayyyy

[glossy pewter]

You a gurl

I see

Many more suprises

[mild compass]

or a man who wants a butt

[glossy pewter]

Very possible

[mild compass]

you should learn

from this

[glossy pewter]

I dont want a butt guys will chase me

Dont want that

Unless girls like butts

[mild compass]

you made them go silent

[plush depot]

yes i wana become like this guy

https://youtube.com/shorts/x8DV0_7hmpo?feature=share

brother has a whole bakery with him

[mild compass]

i support your deciscions ( i cant spell my brain isnt braining)

decisions *

[plush depot]

😭😭😭

[plush depot]

my braincells at the last 5 minutes during exam be like

[glossy pewter]

[mild compass]

fr

[glossy pewter]

Nahhh i was watching the amazing vid

Did you watch it

[glossy pewter]

You saw that big trunk

[mild compass]

The man with big butt?

[glossy pewter]

Nothing gets in your head

[glossy pewter]

Huge yes

[mild compass]

Did you just call me a big butt?

[glossy pewter]

Nahhhh did you see That vid

[mild compass]

Ahhhhhhhhhhh

[glossy pewter]

How should i know tbh 💀

[mild compass]

I get it

😭

[mild compass]

Ayo.

.

[glossy pewter]

I see you jealous

[mild compass]

I personally don’t want it that big

[plush depot]

you mean say or saw 💀

[mild compass]

Said maybe

[plush depot]

it's 12:30am

my brain not braining too

[mild compass]

How to stop drinking coffee

[plush depot]

[glossy pewter]

Saw

[glossy pewter]

I see a gril with standards

[plush depot]

undrink it

[glossy pewter]

Well its easy

[mild compass]

Omg 😱 you - WOW

[glossy pewter]

Sleep

And rest

And dont buy coffee

[mild compass]

My mom drinks it

[glossy pewter]

Why do you drink it then

[plush depot]

starbucks is overpriced

[glossy pewter]

Frr🔥🔥

[mild compass]

We don’t have it here 😭😭😭

[glossy pewter]

Never been starbucks but yeah

[mild compass]

Cause I’m stupid

[plush depot]

i make coffee at home 😎

[glossy pewter]

Dah we the same i see

[mild compass]

Awww besties

[mild compass]

Never I repeat try hot matcha thingy they made. I bought it in Moscow it was cfap

Crap

[glossy pewter]

You are russian 👀

[mild compass]

Not that Russia changed all the names of cafes but has

Yas*

[mild compass]

Oui

[glossy pewter]

Wow is it cold in russia

[mild compass]

Im not there now, I live in Montenegro I was just visiting home

It’s act really warm 22 Celsius

I was shook

[glossy pewter]

Whats montenegro

[plush depot]

AYYY

[mild compass]

😳

[plush depot]

WHAT DID YOU CALL ME

[mild compass]

HE SAID GHE N WORD

[glossy pewter]

Nahh the location

Nooo

I didnt

Nahhh

[plush depot]

MODS BAN

[mild compass]

Nah but act

[glossy pewter]

Ahhh i was tricked

[mild compass]

It’s a nice place by da ocean

[glossy pewter]

Its in russia?

[mild compass]

.

boy

[plush depot]

Where's monten- btw?

[mild compass]

No I said I’m not in Russia now

[glossy pewter]

Idk man

[mild compass]

🗿

Beuh

[glossy pewter]

So where is monte 👀

[plush depot]

thers no ocean in russia idoit

[mild compass]

I-

[glossy pewter]

Oh yeah

[glossy pewter]

Where is monte-place

[plush depot]

denmark?

[mild compass]

Bro

Montenegro is a country

[plush depot]

or niger

wait what

[mild compass]

Why can’t I send pics ?

[mild compass]

I

[glossy pewter]

Its a country apparently

[glossy pewter]

I thiught it was a city

[glossy pewter]

This is venting

Come #chat-lounge

[plush depot]

can't over here, send in #chat-lounge

[plush depot]

i thought it was a capital xd

[queen talon]

relationships are giving me more stress and anxiety than the exams 😀

[winged ingot]

+1

[inner rune]

+2

[craggy aurora]

+3

[mild compass]

That’s why I’m single

[queen talon]

ifjiewonoaiwejoqrjqpw0

[outer cove]

So true

[plush depot]

im in relationship with sleep 🤭😌

[queen talon]

i am in relationship with my igces

they are abusive

toxic

i wish i can leave soon

#selfcaer

[plush depot]

they still guve stress 🤣

sleep doesnt

[queen talon]

i love sleep shes my best friend

[plush depot]

ayo leave where

[queen talon]

even though my best friend just left me

[queen talon]

life

[plush depot]

sure, no ones stopping you

JUST KIDDING

DON'T

[queen talon]

i wonttt

i rather it be an

external force

😁

[warm moss]

Lmao seeing igcse babies complain makes me laugh

[plush depot]

true lmao 😭

[queen talon]

noooo

i am

[warm moss]

Life is so easy for you rn

[queen talon]

pHd

:(

stop looking down on me ok

we all suffer the same thingg its just different perspectives

[warm moss]

Sure

[queen talon]

https://tenor.com/view/sh-quiet-india-indian-tiktok-gif-16906342

[queen talon]

whAteEVer

[warm moss]

Kids.

[glossy pewter]

Ikrrrrr

[queen talon]

whats wrong with being a kid

[glossy pewter]

Never suffered in as or igcse

Still not suffering

Just accepted my fate

[queen talon]

no man my problem isnt igces

i have zero worries

[glossy pewter]

Yay

Samesies

[queen talon]

λ = λ

[glossy pewter]

Dont get it but yeah

[mild compass]

Same I love it so much 🥰

[glossy pewter]

I cant get to break up with it dude

So annoying

[slate stirrup]

damn we all are really hitting on the same girl, thats wild

[inner rune]

bro

you wanna switch lives

sleep hates me

[glossy pewter]

Skill issue

[mild compass]

I wish I was 6 rn

[mild compass]

I woke up today at 11 am 😍😍😍

[inner rune]

would want to restart

my whole life

[warm moss]

I wish I was 2

Life peaks at 2

No school

No worries

[glossy pewter]

Today well today i slept less she was angry at me

[warm moss]

I was sent to school at 2.5

[queen talon]

yeah same i wouldve cherished it more

[glossy pewter]

[glossy pewter]

I started at 5

Dont calculate

I ain’t supposed to be in alevel

[warm moss]

You prob didn't go to kindergarten then

[inner rune]

i started early

idk how old

but all i remember dubai made me start early

[glossy pewter]

I did hehe

[inner rune]

so ill be 17 this year

and be in 11th

[glossy pewter]

Just skipped a few classes

[inner rune]

by then

[glossy pewter]

When i was you g

Young

[glossy pewter]

I am 17

Done basically

[warm moss]

I recently turned 17

They made me repeat grade 1 cause I was too young

[glossy pewter]

Aiiii lets gooo

[glossy pewter]

They made me skip so many due to traveling

And changing schools

One said you passed toohigh

Skip class

[queen talon]

i didnt do elementary and middle school

i started at y10

[glossy pewter]

You missed out ig

[queen talon]

i did and its sad :(

[mild compass]

Same

[glossy pewter]

Eyyyyy

[mild compass]

💪🏻

[glossy pewter]

You 17 now

Or way older

[mild compass]

Yes

[mild compass]

How bro

[glossy pewter]

You also 17

[mild compass]

I can’t imagine I’ll be 18 this year 🤯

[mild compass]

Yes

[glossy pewter]

Ikr

So old

[mild compass]

Like I feel old

Literally

[queen talon]

WAOH SLAYYY you unlock the second part of life

[mild compass]

So motivational I wanna cry

[queen talon]

😭😭

[mild compass]

Even it’s raining outside

[mild compass]

I think I’m loosing my mind from studying. Idk where I put my backpack. I looked everywhere 😭

[dense anchor]

Not only you. I'm so stressed. I didn't learn anything during online classes.

[mild compass]

O

[plush depot]

check your back

maybe you wore it and forgot

[mild compass]

🗿

I found it tyy @plush depot 💪🏻💅🏻

[mild compass]

Hello

[mild compass]

Hey

[quick wolf]

hey

[cedar tusk]

god i wanna kms i have pure 2 math, as business and economics and i haven't been able to study them well since my school doesn't offer them and no establishments outside do either and im completely doomed with how i have to almost all their exams in a 3 day window next week

[hallow tusk]

/roles

[mild compass]

Do you even have the books tho?

[pastel night]

GUYSSS!! I AM DIEING FROM A HIGH FEVER BUT I HAVE TO STUDYYY TOOO 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 IDK WHAT TO DOO 😭😭

NO MEDICINE IS WORKINGH 😭

[pale kiln]

@pastel night don't get tensed
be calm

[pastel night]

But howww 😭😭

[pale kiln]

don't get stressed out

take some break from studies

to remove teh stress

[pastel night]

I'm on a break rn but tbh it's giving me more anxiety 😭

[pale kiln]

don't think about the studies

listen to calm music or do meditate to release ur anxiety

if u think more bout studies u will be stressed for sure

[pastel night]

I'll try 😭

[pale kiln]

yoga is the best way to reduce ur anxeity or Stress

[pale kiln]

GL with those

[pastel night]

Thanks for the advice tho 😭

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to An Unknown User#2919

[queen talon]

idk what to now what should i revise i feel pretty confident but if i dont do anything ill breakdown again from stress and anxiety should i just do more past papers so i can cope

IDK WHA TTO REVISE

I LITERALLY DID ERVERYTHINGsdg

OKOK ❤️

[mild compass]

I have a weird study technique, let’s say you have a chapter in psychology. Take notes from it and then literally summarize it in detail in a paragraph

And then you’ll have a book of paragraphs for whole units

And you can always read it through

Very helpful

[bronze coyote]

ok

and

[mild compass]

Look who is back

[mild compass]

And 🙄🙄

[bronze coyote]

🤣

[mild compass]

Such a bully

[bronze coyote]

annie how can i get bettter at the enzyme stuff

im venting

so i need ppl to help me

[mild compass]

I can tell

[queen talon]

OMG i used to do that except with diagrams ill try that thankssss

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to moody#9123

[mild compass]

YEEEEEE

[bronze coyote]

ok

help me annie

[mild compass]

Wait

[bronze coyote]

ok

[mild compass]

I was gonna say smt and I forgot

It’s your fault

[bronze coyote]

skill issue

[mild compass]

I love that technique, and then have a separate notes/ notebook/worksheets for graphs let’s say in business and formulas

[mild compass]

skILl ISuE

[bronze coyote]

shut

[mild compass]

https://www.savemyexams.co.uk/a-level/biology/cie/22/revision-notes/3-enzymes/3-1-mode-of-action-of-enzymes/3-1-1-enzymes/

[queen talon]

oooOO graphs??? i will apply this techbnque to A level stuff it sounds SLAY

[mild compass]

Yeee

[bronze coyote]

i cant see it

because im on free

how dont u know

[mild compass]

It’s much better when you have all the graphs and formulas on a dif piece

[bronze coyote]

ok

[cedar tusk]

i do

digital tho

[mild compass]

Ah okey, I hope you do well

[olive sentinel]

skin tissue

[bronze coyote]

skill issue

[restive bridge]

pr1th1v seriously dude even as a joke no being mean in #venting

[bronze coyote]

okk

[restive bridge]

ye like i don't wanna have to warn people but iykwim if i have to i will

[bronze coyote]

areh no worries

[golden flower]

bro im trying to study but god damn artic monkeys is so good

swear to god

like

why study when you can just say random shit into a mic that doesnt even make sense to be stinrged into a sentence

swear to god mumble rap is such a good way to make money

its like geagle without the "wokrking for z nots as a discord mod or something extrateged"

an insigniefiact spec in the fabric of reality

[restive bridge]

lmfaoooooo

real

[verbal cosmos]

facts

[clear dew]

venting

[mild compass]

I feel so sad that today I barely even studied cause I got food poisoning, at least like the hospitals and stuff were working( it’s a holiday for a few days so many things are closed) And cause I got sick I didn’t even have a chance to go to the carnival which is hella depressing. It was for 3 days and those 2 days I was studying and didn’t go 😍

[glossy pewter]

Dahhh sorry man

But remember health comes first

[mild compass]

Ye, learning my lessons to not eat meat at a fish restaurant

[glossy pewter]

So its fine

[mild compass]

The soup was so salty idk why I ate it

[glossy pewter]

Avoid restaurants and ice cream and stuff during the exam season

To avoid sickness

[glossy pewter]

Ocean soup?

[mild compass]

A what

[mild compass]

True, just don’t eat it the first place 🥇

[glossy pewter]

Since the ocean is salty

[mild compass]

Smart

[glossy pewter]

Very true

Well i hope you are better now

[mild compass]

It was teleća čorba (google it)

[glossy pewter]

At least it wasnt next week during the exam

[mild compass]

I am, I think well I still have this stupid headache

[glossy pewter]

Sounds nice 👀

[mild compass]

Literally

[glossy pewter]

Thank god for that

✊

[mild compass]

Depends where you order it cause it might not taste nice

[glossy pewter]

But tbh i gotta travel to a scandanavian nation first

[mild compass]

And I oooop

Why ?

[glossy pewter]

Uhhh what

[glossy pewter]

You pooop

Wait what

That was weird

Sorry for that

[mild compass]

Bro what

0-0

[glossy pewter]

[glossy pewter]

I said sorry

I thought you forgot a p

[mild compass]

You replied to my message where I said smt bad about the food, so why’s that you saying Scandinavian food is bac?

Bad *

[mild compass]

[glossy pewter]

Ah no its far away

I have to get to it

I cant find scandanavian food here

[mild compass]

Ahhhh

[bronze coyote]

its alright dont worry hope you get well soon

[mild compass]

Does anyone recommend stress reliever medication?

[inner rune]

if i see that again im warning

[undone kite]

tell me what it is and ill send it and you can warn me

[glossy pewter]

Nope

[mild compass]

i found some its ok

[glossy pewter]

Okay but would not recommend taking it all the time

[mild compass]

i am not, i never did since i was never this stressed out

ill wait till tmr maybe ill be ok

[plush depot]

xanax

if if you can get it locally

send me some too 😊

[mild compass]

😭

[past tide]

this sounds like the gateway into drug abuse 😭

[verbal cosmos]

don't you need a prescription and stuff?

[fallen blade]

depends where you live 0.0

[verbal cosmos]

because I have ADHD and I can't get them until I have a prescription and it's messing with me lol

[verbal cosmos]

hmm, I guess

[fallen blade]

i have a question ik i cant ask it but no oncan'tes replying in the designated channel
what do i attempt the practical with

i am assuming a pencil but im second guessing myself....

[verbal cosmos]

practicals were exempted in the years I had to give one, so idk

[wispy falcon]

must be nice

[verbal cosmos]

no, they gave us 'predicted' grades based off what they thought we would achieve if we had given the papers, and they were completely off the mark

I had a C in theory, B in MCQs in AS. Based off how well I had performed in college, I'd have had an A or a B if I had given p3. Cambridge awarded me a D and somehow, that made my entire grade a D, so you can imagine how low a D that was.

[wispy falcon]

yeah the predicted grades bs was a big oof

ppl who only had their practicals exempted but gave other components got lucky tho

[verbal cosmos]

moreover, Cambridge hadn't notified anyone that in exchange for the exemptions they'd be giving everyone predicted grades, which was messy

[verbal cosmos]

that IS what I did bruh, that's what I'm saying

I did decently in other components by actually giving them, my grade was jeopardized because of stupid Cambridge's stupid predicted grade

[slate sapphire]

Rant ahead-- I hate how bad stuff always happen before my cies which drain my mental health and affect my physical health and thus my performance. Last yr in igcse stuff happened towards the end of the yr which made me get lower grades than i expected...cuz im a pretty good student when i put my mind to it but i get get v bad if i dont revise or stuff cuz of other stuff being on my mind. Even so, i pushed myself and saved myself from literally failing...crammed the syllabus and managed to get mostly A grades. I promised myself i wouldnt let that happen in A1 and I tried v hard at the start of the yr to take all my classes and be focused, do my assignments not bunk classes(which alot of ppl i know do) got into the student council, teachers recognized me as a good student and i was overall happy....but then stuff happened and by the end of the yr i was so drained i slept all day for hrs and hrs...the past month has been the worst and its the month i was supposed to focus the most and study well. I take 4 subs out of one is maths which i contemplated taking alot cuz my friends dropped and my teachers said it's get overwhelming but i was confident i could do it plus i like maths...so maths along with bio chem and physics.

Now in the past month i watched the month turn into weeks to days to my paper being tmrw...and i feel so bad like its so unfair how i try so hard and still end up like this...ppl who bunked all yr got tutions and academies and grinded while I knowing i study best myself tried to and ended up like this bcz of stuff i promised myself i wouldnt let happen again...and i let my parents down when its so unfair cuz i know if i was in the right mental health i could have done so well and made them proud. Im getting back into the healing mindset now...trying to do my best and leave the rest to God but i cant help but feel bad abt all this, plus i dont rlly like ranting so i keep it bottled up...recently i told one of my friends what happened and she was literally shocked and was like its so unfair this stuff is happening right before the CIES. Im not one to let this stuff get to me and plan to rise from the ashes like a phoenix...but im still upset abt this and wanted to rant a bit...u never know someone may relate and feel better...plus i might delete this in like 30 mins but i wanted to let it all out so i can continue healing. I'll do better in A2 and i will learn from my mistakes...and for now ill do whatever i can lmao exam is tmrw at 2 pm gotta be there by 1pm but ills study till then... roughly 17 hrs...plus this may be lame but i like to sometimes relate to yatora from blue period and think abt how he stayed dedicated and do the same, and i know in the end none of this rlly matter that much and life goes on but making my parents proud and academic validation from even myself makes me feel happy s o this is imp to me. Bru i wrote alot

To anyone who decides to read this RIP- i'll prolly dlt it in 30 mins or so but yeh wanted to rant

Plus the problem is also kinda since i dont like to rant ppl like my teachers and stuff just think i got careles cuz i always kinda got good grades as a kid and middle school and even now i try..My bio teacher pulled me aside once and asked if stuff were ok cuz i "lost my spark" and it "seems as tho im just taking classes for formality rather than being enthusiastic like i used to" and i myself feel like im just being lazy and its just ugh. She called my mom once and said that i could do it easily if i put in the effort as im capable but im not putting in the effort..and i know shes right but its not cuz im lazy i rlly do try...I dont wanna explain it to ppl either cuz i rather have them judge then vent and i dont think they'd get it...plus in the end all i want is my own my teachers and parents validation...which in the end comes from grades...which comes from hard work..which i've gotten too tired to put it.

[queen talon]

i may be able to relate on the feeling unworthy and trying so hard but its on another thing. i always try so hard and spend so much time and effort but always end up in them neglecting it and ignoring it. maybe im just wasting my time. it always gets my mood down so bad i just spend all day on my bed crying to sad music maybe im just weird. it makes me feel so unworthy and lowers my self esteemm sooo much on life during a mock a while ago i got a low B in my chemistry and bio and a 4 in maths when i should be getting much higher, and i was so frustrated. now during my igcses i still feel the shitty ass feeling its been like this for so long now and i already spent today in my bed and my chmiestry is on thur and im aiming for A* but i have not fucking sudied and average a 50 on the papers. i always ty to fix it but i just dive right back in and hurt myself its os suffocating

[queen talon]

i want good grades so i can feel validation from my parents too because i was never the "academic" person and people make fun of me for it and laugh at me for being bad but maybe they are right im not helping im sorry lets cry together ewrweijrwiorjawiercaiwcriawjrcwiaer

[slate sapphire]

lmaooo

[slate sapphire]

nah look

for chem igcse just do pastpapers honestly just start them you'll eventually learn smthn that sliterally what i did...cuz all yr i'd study smmm and still end u getting nothing above B in chem while i'd get A in all my other subs...and in the last monthis or idk 10 15 days i did nothing bt pastpapers...for igcse the questions are kinda repeated too so yeh i taught mysef electrolysiss and all thru practice...if u feel like notes and stuff arent helping just do that

and on the other hand i realised life goes on...no matter how bad stuff get..like u lose a friend lose urself lose ur grades...life goes on..in the end its just u and what u decide to do

and that kinda helps me heal

i worry alot abt what other ppl will think abt my grades esp cuz ive always been like that having been compared to ppl based on it but i now realised its better to accept it and keep trying ur best iykwim...now i know ill do bad on tmrws exam but ill just give it again in oct nov...my friends will prolly laugh at me and tell me it was lame to try and take maths along with sciences when its hard and useless but idrc...im doing it for my own validation and i try to explain to my parents too that im trying my best

[queen talon]

i know life goes on but it just aches so hard to think about if they were to be gone and knowing ill never get ot see them agian i dont want to think about it but ironically i always live in the future

[queen talon]

sammeee i promised my parents A*

[inner rune]

listen

grind now and you have more free time in the future if you think about it

IM TALKINM FROM EXPERIENCE

[queen talon]

and myself

[slate sapphire]

and as for the "never being the academic type" u mentioned....dw cuz literally i've seen the most academic ppl fail and the least pass..tere is no such thing as an academic person rlly just ppl who are forced to prioritize studies themselfes or by other and end up working more hard then others and doing well...everyone is literally as capable as the other...and i know that ppl go "this person is smarter", i do believe it is easier for some ppl to grasp concepts than others...maybe its a IQ thing or smthn..but hard work always pays off. And abt feeling unworthy dw even ppl who r rlly capable and well achieved feel that way at times...it shuman nature to compare urself to better and feel worse abt urself...humans always want more than what they have. ust dont give up honestly, ik it sounds cliche..but i told this to myself too...and it helps me get outta the dump. Trash ppl and their opinions and ur self doubts...u cant get rid of them or mute them but u can try, and it helps.

[queen talon]

yes i should...

[slate sapphire]

mhm ik

[queen talon]

you are so right about everyone being as capable, it all comes down to practice and experience but i guess comparing people makes you feel inferior but in reality it shouldnt be the case

[slate sapphire]

dont let ur low self confidence get to u...it does eaily ik...like im good at arts ok, and ppl were running for vice president which is the highest post us As students can get in my college..then is general secretary and vice general secretary...my friend told me to run for VP and i was like no way..arts is a waste of time ill do a more imp informative club, im not gonna get the part anyways...but she practically dragged me and made me sign up

at the time of the interview i broke my leg...so i had to walk to a cast to the art room whcih is on teh top floor of our school

plus the labs and all the diff classes...but forget that

so yeh i thought they wouldnt gimme the role cuz of my cast even atm idk my brain was so mushed and my confidence so low 😭

but i gave the interview and got VP

and now im so glad my friend forced me

u may not have a friend like taht but u should force urself to excell in these kinda stuff dont let ur low confidence get to u

[clever zinc]

I got an A* in ESL at igcse so i got to go to a top school on scholarship right ,but then my classmates keep discorugaging me saying my A* is not worth anything because they did 0500 and its useless to all universities
im so anxious did i do a useless english code ? i struggle with english lang so i did ESl instead of EFL but is it really useless?
does EFL mean someone neevr has to do smth like ielts or any english certif
is my A* useless?
im down about it will it prevent me getting into a unviersity

[slate sapphire]

in the end of the day the worst that can happen is u dont get the part, eh so what, u can try again next time

just keep trying

[slate sapphire]

first of all....those aren't ur friends...friends don't degrade u, they guide u

[queen talon]

holyyyy vice president sounds SOOOOP cool im so proud of you omgggg and yes i try and will continue trying to not let low self confidence get me. a few weeks ago i was in the school performance as a main cast and it helped me a lot with more public self conifdent

but i guess im not that confident with interpersonal relationships

[slate sapphire]

and no, i dont think it rlly matters, many of my friends did ESL being in O levels whereas i did EFL, idk if u took another language or not and im still in my A levels so i can't talk abt universities but as far as i know as long as english isnt ur major sub i dont think it rlly matters that much as long as u know it...and if u got an A* in ESL im pretty sure u know it well enough

to confirm...by ESL and EFL u mean english first language and english second lang right?

[clever zinc]

yes i do mean that

[slate sapphire]

Omggggg proud of u bru...keep it up

[slate sapphire]

what do u mean by that

[slate sapphire]

well then yeh thats the best advice i can give

[slate sapphire]

^

cuz where i am, many ppl take ESL, cuz they take other languages is necessary but i dont think it matters as long as it snot a major sub

[queen talon]

i feel like everyone hates me and is just putting up an act so they wouldnt come off as rude

this is all because of that ONE PERSON THAT IS RUINING MEEE

[slate sapphire]

...unless they have a specific reason to that would be absurd... But even if they do, forget ppl...try to focus on urself, eventually they'll come around.

[slate sapphire]

i'd ask u more abt this but i gotta study rn. It was nice talking to u, maybe we can again someday in the future. Take caree

[glossy pewter]

Okay for every uni u need to take an english test before hand no matter what

So they dont matyer

Matter*

I took efl

And they still asked me for ielts

Which is an english exam you must do

[real junco]

not always

efl lets you skip those english tests sometimes

but doing esl shouldn’t affect your chances of getting in as long as you do the required testing

[glossy pewter]

Everyone asked for ielts

[real junco]

depends

[plush depot]

depends on uni

like ramen said you can ignore it if you took efl

[glossy pewter]

I see

[queen talon]

I know it’s all my overthinking all the day because they seem cheerful and happy around me and doesn’t ignore me

But yes it was very pleasant talking to you tooo

Goodluck in your exam today!!

You’ll slayy

[plush depot]

im shitting and crying rn

[restive bridge]

how did that happen to you

[plush depot]

maths p1

[restive bridge]

you got this fr

[bronze coyote]

their exam finished bro

that is why he is shitting and crying

[restive bridge]

very cool

[silver wasp]

WHAT

😭

[pastel night]

Bestieeeee 😭

P12 was sent from hell

Hope the grade thresholds will be heaven sent but who knows

[restive bridge]

👀

[queen talon]

jAIAILL TOO KINKYY 😭

[restive bridge]

I’m confused

but wokay

[bronze coyote]

@mild compass did u have math

[mild compass]

I don’t do math

My friends had it they said they were about to cry on the last 2 questions

[mild compass]

Why kinky

[bronze coyote]

okk

[mild compass]

Oki

[bronze coyote]

how are u

[glossy pewter]

Oh yeah i heard

Maths was badddd

For as

Sorry guys 👀

[mild compass]

Who

Me?

[glossy pewter]

Yes how are you?

[mild compass]

Idek, stressed

Biology next weeklk

And tmr business. I hope everything will go well I’m just lately so stressed and pressured by parents

And you?

[glossy pewter]

Sorry for late reply i had bio today

Chem tomorrow

Wait its 1

Sorry bio yesterday

Chem today

And maths tomorrow

All stacked

But bio paper was so good like amazing

So happy

But chem hope it goes well

[mild compass]

What’s the time for you?

[glossy pewter]

Oh good luck for business little gurl

[glossy pewter]

1

[mild compass]

Girl 😭

[mild compass]

Pm?

[glossy pewter]

Am

Exam at 2 pm

[mild compass]

Ooo less goo💪🏻

[glossy pewter]

Another 13 hours?

[mild compass]

Less go it’s 12 am here

[mild compass]

I’ll pray for you

[mild compass]

You are getting me confused

[strong fossil]

hey guys

[glossy pewter]

Hello

[glossy pewter]

Thanks

[green venture]

Gave +1 rep to moody#9123

[glossy pewter]

Alot

[strong fossil]

how are u guys

anyone taking bio unit 1 AS

[mild compass]

Hi

[mild compass]

Wdym

[strong fossil]

which subs are u taking

for AS

[mild compass]

English,bio,psychology, business

[strong fossil]

oh nice

mine are biology chemistry and english

im just revising biology right now

[mild compass]

Can you imagine they t removed chemistry in my school cause that stupid teacher got overwhelmed 0-0

And now she only does biology, I mean she is sweet and pretty but like bro 0-0

Oki I gtg sleep

[glossy pewter]

Pretty teacher i see 👀

[mild compass]

She is fr fr

Bro is ⌛️body and is so fancy shmansy

[glossy pewter]

Pic

[mild compass]

Ayooo

[glossy pewter]

Ooooooooooo

[mild compass]

She doesn’t let me follow her on Instagram 😔

So no pics

[glossy pewter]

Dah

[glossy pewter]

Only one teacher

👀

[mild compass]

No 😏

None of them let me accept the pe teacher but he is like bodybuilder

[glossy pewter]

Well i aint gay so i will pass

[mild compass]

Hahaha

I was shook when I found out the pe teacher doenst have a kid or a wife but is dating this annoying new teacher

Bro she doesn’t even teach anything

Idk why she is there

She is so mean 😢, like I know I’m always late but bro at least she could put me present once

Oki i really have to go sleep or tmr I’ll over sleep my exam

Night night

[glossy pewter]

Fine cya

[glossy pewter]

Good night

[mild compass]

I can’t fall asleep

[glossy pewter]

Wanna continue talking about your teachers

[mild compass]

Your fav topic now?

😭

[glossy pewter]

Yeah

[glossy pewter]

Still thinking of this

[mild compass]

Ayoo

She is 30

Has a son

Single thi 😏so gl

Tho *

[glossy pewter]

Age is but a number

Okay that was badddd

Nobody saw that

[mild compass]

😳

Ayo aaho

[glossy pewter]

Ooooo

[glossy pewter]

No more teachers that might interest me

[mild compass]

Wait how old are you..

[glossy pewter]

Hehehehehehe not legal age

[mild compass]

Legal age can be dif

Bro in Montenegro it’s 16 0-0

[glossy pewter]

Wait what

[mild compass]

I mean here kids drink vodka anyway

[glossy pewter]

I am coming montenegro

[mild compass]

😭

[glossy pewter]

Do you?

[mild compass]

No

I drank summersby however you spell it once ( 4% alcohol) and started to vomit 😍

So alcohol isn’t my thing

[glossy pewter]

four percent

[mild compass]

Ikr lmao

[glossy pewter]

Well i dont have any alcohol friends

Only one though who did it for fun

We keep teasing him

Everyday

[mild compass]

Most of mine are 17-19

Or even 20/22

So ye they do stuff

[glossy pewter]

Why friends with 22 year olds

[mild compass]

Bro I live here 13 years and never knew that in one place( Kotor) they deliver the most drugs

And some dude told me who just came to my class, he said it so detailed I was like ugh okey. Me who still sleeps with a stuff toys

[mild compass]

Idk some students who graduated still come here sometime.

[glossy pewter]

Kids with no life

Sorry adults

[mild compass]

Wooooow

[glossy pewter]

[mild compass]

[glossy pewter]

Same my friend even told me number of this house and how many times to knock

[mild compass]

Wait whaaaa

Man we had some bday party and my friends told me to go to the shop and buy drinks cayse I look the oldest. And they didn’t even ask for an id

[glossy pewter]

I see europe is different

[mild compass]

Build dif

[glossy pewter]

Here well anything can be bought

[mild compass]

[glossy pewter]

Found condoms in my friends bag

A box

[mild compass]

Woooow

[glossy pewter]

I was like okay

[mild compass]

Does he have some instant rizz

[glossy pewter]

Yes he did

[mild compass]

Are you a girl or a boy

Omg I’m so dum

You are a guy right 😭

[glossy pewter]

Took you a while

[mild compass]

I forgot the teacher convo

😭😭😭

[glossy pewter]

Duhhh

But you never know 👀

[mild compass]

This is why it’s good to sleep at night

[glossy pewter]

These days its weird

[mild compass]

Wow

[glossy pewter]

Well if you didnt find out after that convo

I would be concerned

[mild compass]

Yk my brain stopped braining

[tacit wraith]

i sat for my As pure maths paper today it was hard it went poorly, hour later i sat my bio p4 it was horrendous, i studies so hard everything in the paper i knew but the stress got to me even the simplest of answers started to slip away i feel like a failure tried not to look at reddit because people were discussing their answers but i did my answers are totally different ive lost all motivation to read for my other exams cause whats the point, tried to read for chem today but everything feels foreign to me tried to do a past paper i got stuck and gave up on it , it feels so bad knowing that this isnt my full potential but cause of the anxiety thats gotten to me im incapacitated, no matter how hard i read nothing goes in its hopeless i give up with these exams, just wanted to air out abit

[mild compass]

I never know that you might have both genders?😭

[glossy pewter]

Oho

[glossy pewter]

Dah i am sorry dude i get it its real hard but dont give up just yet try your best dude this will only be there for another few weeks then you are free

Dont do something now that you will regret later

Work hard ik its hard

But try

Your

Best

Ik you can do it

@tacit wraith remember your hardwork will never and i mean never fail you

Just trust yourself that you did good in bio and maths

Its over

Forget about it

[mild compass]

Hey bro don’t worry just because you might have different answers doesn’t mean you are wrong. Make everyone else really f up. Yk for all your calculations you still get marks so don’t worry becayse it will stress you out even more. You have to believe in yourself because others do believe in you. Try your best to remember some stuff for other subjects/ exams that are coming up. Don’t stress. Maybe drink some medicine from stress

[glossy pewter]

Look forward and do the other papers

[mild compass]

Sameee 💪🏻

[glossy pewter]

I wish your preparation goes well and know this you arent alone we in this together because even i have chem tomorrow lets both give it our best alright buddy

Lets go

@tacit wraith

[mild compass]

Wish you both the best luck 💪🏻

Goodnight 2.0

[tacit wraith]

thank you for the kind words the both of you it means alot

but its harder to put in practice

than it seems

i already feel drained working for these past weeks

[glossy pewter]

Ahahahaha if you cant sleep i am still here to talk about reachers 🔥

[glossy pewter]

Ik man

You aint alone

Knowing this always makes me fell better

Hope it helps you too

[mild compass]

Im trying to sleep so badly

[glossy pewter]

Anytime bro

[mild compass]

[mild compass]

Bro I’m stressed too I got business tmr and I feel literally like this :

[tacit wraith]

youll smash it i know it

[mild compass]

I know you’ll do well 💪🏻

1:25 am still didn’t sleep 😍😍

[glossy pewter]

Its fine pretty sure you will do great just have a nap for now

[glossy pewter]

2 25 hehe

Not even close to sleeping

[mild compass]

Not even a sleep but a nap

[mild compass]

Why

[mild compass]

But ty 💪🏻

[glossy pewter]

Gonna print some papers for tomorrow like notes and also a movie

Have half of it to finish

Its a tradition before exams

[mild compass]

This made me giggle 😭

[glossy pewter]

Watch a movie

Before sleep

[mild compass]

I rewatched IT today

[glossy pewter]

Oooooo

Nice

[mild compass]

Maybe that’s why I can’t sleep

Horror movies aren’t my thing

[glossy pewter]

Makes sense pennywise is looking for you

[mild compass]

Nononono

Oki oki I’ll try my best, goodnight 3.0

[glossy pewter]

Good night

Will be waiting for 4.0

[mild compass]

Don’t do me like that

4.0

[glossy pewter]

🤣

[mild compass]

EXAM DAY IS HERE AND IDK SHT
GG

[bronze coyote]

Yes

[mild compass]

BRO IM TERRIFIED

ITS 09:17 MY EXAM IS IN 13 MINUTES AND IM JUTS DRIVING TO THE SCHOOL

I OVER SLEPT

[bronze coyote]

good luck

ace it

[silver wasp]

OMG

I FEEL YOU

😭

[green venture]

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[bronze coyote]

my god

[thorn sorrel]

I fucked up may 32 paper math

[mild compass]

I think I fed