tfw you accidentally install 4.7 from the launcher instead of 4.27
#lounge
unreal cedar
quasi mantle
Well, maybe for making marketplace assets.
zinc matrix
nah
it would be fun to play around with ue 3
or 2
can you even get it?
like when it was part of unreal tournament or something
quasi mantle
can you even get it?
Yes, if you willing to go through web archive or shady site, you can get hold of UDK/UE3.
tranquil sonnet
You can still get UDK off steam I think
quasi mantle
You can still get UDK off steam I think
Not anymore.
Real reason for non AAA employee to use UE3 is either modding or just for shits and giggles.
tranquil sonnet
Oh okay, it still exists in my steam library but it's 79 bytes in size
quasi mantle
Them Oodle do be super aggresive
Wonder if GTA V highly compressed descargar gratis is possible now 🤔
If UDK got down from 3 GB or so to mere 79 bytes...
(of course not. That 79 bytes is just README file asking user to use UE4)
tranquil sonnet
I can still get this off steam https://i.gyazo.com/169e74d88823bc2365b35f3f9c9912ef.png
zinc matrix
vintage af
quasi mantle
descargar gratis
Download, in spanish
fresh moon
Ok and if i make a game and then install 4.27 by also importing the uproject of 4.10, do you think it will fix anything?
quasi mantle
Ok and if i make a game and then install 4.27 by also importing the uproject of ...
What's the issue so that you have to stick with 4.10?
quasi mantle
If it's a BP only project, then the issue with upgrading is largely irrelevant.
C++ project is a different story tho
fresh moon
What's the issue so that you have to stick with 4.10?
- It is the first one to allow options what to add or what not to when downloading. 2. I'm using a basic project to create and experiment. 3. From there on creating a project with mechanics. 4. From that 4.10.4 i may go on till the last, dear god no 5UE, i can't install 100GB worth of Ram eating.
fathom wadi
you should never upgrade a project from more than 3 releases previously without upgrading it with the versions where deprecated code finally kicks in otherwise there will be no warning as to why things don't work
quasi mantle
1. It is the first one to allow options what to add or what not to when download...
So basically the ballad of low-end hardware user?
I mean, FWIW, 4.27 works on low end hardware of mine.
And by low end, I mean an 8 GB of RAM system with Windows 11 64-bit and 4-core i5 6200 CPU.
fathom wadi
if you mess with the settings and features, UE5 will work on low end hardware also. UE has always been good like that due to it's ability to turn things off and use alternatives
fresh moon
And by low end, I mean an 8 GB of RAM system with Windows 11 64-bit and 4-core i...
i5-3210 ahem.
I get the point
quasi mantle
i5-3210 ahem.
I wager it still work, but I'm 3 gen ahead.
Also I used to have just 4 GB of RAM, I think it was UE4.17 that I use before doubling it.
And yes, UE5 works in my potato.
So in conclusion, don't let the fearmonger mislead you, current version of UE4 and UE5 works on low end machine, and you only going to miss the juicy, mostly cosmetic features.
fathom wadi
im still using an i7-4790k from 8 years ago with a 1080ti and 32gb ram and UE5 runs great unless I try do any software raytracing
quasi mantle
And probably compile time, but that's happening in 4.10
fresh moon
So in conclusion, don't let the fearmonger mislead you, current version of UE4 a...
But for a fact, every time i make a game, i go further to another version.
Also idk if you look at the light object or as the sun, idk, you get some lots shadows?
As it darkens
ja, german
That's true about making low end games
quasi mantle
As it darkens
Auto exposure?
fathom wadi
not sure I would consider UE for low end small scale games anyway. There are more dedicated options for that.
quasi mantle
not sure I would consider UE for low end small scale games anyway. There are mor...
I would 😛
Epic Games themselves made some low end stuff with UE4
Not Fortnite, but the small games
fresh moon
Auto exposure?
No it's like, i played my friends game which was in 1.15.0 sum i think and if i look at one spot, it just makes the flashlight less visible and the screen and if i look away, the light goes on normally.
fathom wadi
the thing is UE comes with a lot of bloat for being a multi-tasking engine. Removing all the bloat takes a lot of time and can cause many issues I find. Even with it's modular approach. I'd probably consider saving time and using something more appropriate
quasi mantle
No it's like, i played my friends game which was in 1.15.0 sum i think and if i ...
That's definitely auto exposure
Auto exposure got reworked a bit in 4.25 for the measuring histogram
fathom wadi
eye adaptation tends to be the switch to turn off 🙂
fresh moon
I don't hate myself, it's just that, it's better i start off from 4.10.4
quasi mantle
I don't hate myself, it's just that, it's better i start off from 4.10.4
Start with 4.26
quasi mantle
I don't hate myself, it's just that, it's better i start off from 4.10.4
But my god, if your reasoning is just because low end, just go as far back as 4.0.2.
fresh moon
What's a UDK?
quasi mantle
What's a UDK?
Public version of Unreal Engine 3
Which is pointless because Epic ceased support on it.
fresh moon
Hold on, did ue3 had the assets or tutorials?
quasi mantle
Hold on, did ue3 had the assets or tutorials?
No.
quasi mantle
Hold on, did ue3 had the assets or tutorials?
Just give up, and use UE4.27
Or 4.26, it's less bloated with VP stuff
4.26 also took just 20 GB last time I checked
And for BP only projects, you can get some leeway with 4 GB of RAM
fresh moon
Makoto, auto exposure at which happens: landscape or in a built city/building ue's?
quasi mantle
Makoto, auto exposure at which happens: landscape or in a built city/building ue...
I'm not sure I can translate that question
fresh moon
You mean cutscene
I may need a reminder later on that
What's the ninja thing about?
quasi mantle
You mean cutscene
Remind me to start planning for fake vehicle physics tomorrow
fresh moon
Remind me to start planning for fake vehicle physics tomorrow
Yeah, uh, what time rn for you 'cause timezones?
quasi mantle
Yeah, uh, what time rn for you 'cause timezones?
Assume GMT+9
fresh moon
Bro, it's 20 minutes from 6 in the morning
fresh moon
What email?
quasi mantle
They said it's going to be this month
fresh moon
Ah
Quick question with going through a square: which is best to use blueprint/c++ or both to not get spike lag at one point?
quasi mantle
Quick question with going through a square: which is best to use blueprint/c++ o...
In short, both
But you shouldn't worry much about optimisation in early development
quasi mantle
How does ue work with c++ again?
Basically C++ with extra macros
unreal cedar
Maybe?
iirc they were adding support for linux but I can't remember if that version came out.
trail wedge
iirc they were adding support for linux but I can't remember if that version cam...
yarp
I pay attention in betas.... especially since the entire UI design changed
HoJo is still mourning the loss of that one tab
Favorites (different than Bookmarks)
my shortcut says the wrong version
any reason not to update I'm unaware of?
unreal cedar
Current version has been pretty stable, haven't run into any major issues.
It's also supposed to be the last version until it gets rolled back into normal rider previews.
Which I'm definitely looking forward to... R4UE has lagged behind rider updates since it's been a separate (less common) release.
tribal cipher
guys im making my first ai
but the stupid enemy aint moving
theres a spline thats supposed to set to player to move to it, but the player doesnt move at all
tribal cipher
oh lol fixed it already
knotty skiff
Man I thought level design with geometry in Unreal is hard for the beginners but then I realized, grid exist
tulip orbit
no! turn off grid! also turn off angle snapping!
north dragon
any reason not to update I'm unaware of?
At this point I'd wait for 2021.3.1 build (next one), should be out this week.
We thought we'd stop with 2021.3.0, but there were some major issues with freezing UI, so hence the fix build.
trail wedge
At this point I'd wait for 2021.3.1 build (next one), should be out this week.
W...
Oh I've been on 2021.3 since it came out; @ionic flame was the one who hadn't upgraded and I was asking why they hadn't 🙂
Sorry for any confusion
vestal junco
@gloomy badge god help me does your name have a british spelling
quasi mantle
<@!291265410962292737> god help me does your name have a british spelling
Diviviour
cursive crypt
Haven't seen him in awhile. Maybe one of the persons who actually work in this god slacked place.
cursive crypt
This is literally called UE slackers. Lounge is the bastion of it.
-10 C btw, kinda cold it gets
zinc matrix
uh i got + 35 C yerterday
cursive crypt
I see. Just some numbers.
On other hand, I just see poor birds searching for food outside. Gotta drop them something, brb
zinc matrix
summertime time here and my room is full of poisonous spiders
i removed 2 just in the last hours now
and i had to kill 2 little ones that i could not get because they were hiding in unreachable places
cursive crypt
How poisonous? 🤔
zinc matrix
once i woke up with one in my arm
zinc matrix
they are not that poisonous
yeah, usually posion on spiders are not that lethal, principally on developed areas
but if you do not care of bite of this one, in 2 weeks you can lost a toe or a finger
btw, i live here for around 10 years and i never got a bite
animals are usually not agressive thanks biology
cursive crypt
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Recluse_spider
Very informative, thanks. I got bitten by something similar to that spider. I also know a person who was very badly injured by similar necrotic poison. 😓
zinc matrix
let me check
yoooo
Australia?
brazil
ah
Just as toxic
But on a whole nother level
cursive crypt
Yeah, she got bitten in the jungles near there 🤔
zinc matrix
i live next to rural area
enough for this little things get inside all the year
I can't recall the last time I saw an actually dangerous spider
cursive crypt
While the desert, high mountains, the arctic are dangerous on enviro sense, jungles are as much dangerous on living monsters.
zinc matrix
the scariest moment of mine was using the computer and feeling something falling into my head
it was a big one
ugh
cursive crypt
oO
zinc matrix
The ones that aren't small web spiders are just these adorable guys
Why do they get so large? I don't know
left granite
The ones that aren't small web spiders are just these adorable guys
in what world is this adorable
zinc matrix
At least they don't poison you
cursive crypt
The ones that aren't small web spiders are just these adorable guys
Got a pink one when I was a kiddo 👍
zinc matrix
cool
cursive crypt
chill more like
zinc matrix
Oh well at least we don't have large animals that stalk you here
cursive crypt
No pumas?
zinc matrix
aside from cassowaries which are just budget dinosaurs
cursive crypt
Is that a turkey?
zinc matrix
Well there are these "puma sightings" but they're a bit of a stretch
wow
this cassowaries are not dangerous?
Not dangerous? Uhh
i know some related animal here in brazil can kill you
or at least injury you a lot
Which is it?
cursive crypt
Do you bbq them? 🤔
cursive crypt
people
zinc matrix
i do not live near amazon
but i lived near that vegetation
a lot of wild porks
Oh I see now
tapirs
cursive crypt
me too 🍴
zinc matrix
The amazon takes up the northern/western bit of the continent doesn't it?
and a scary amount of jaguars
yeah...
but those do not tend to attack humans
actually indians used to call them protectors of the man
carmine frigate
but those do not tend to attack humans
cuz they are pussies
zinc matrix
it is very rare to attack occur
usually in closed spaces and the animal can not flee
like in a storage silo
Every tourist that comes here assumes that something will poison them while they sleep
When that pretty much never happens
😄
tourists being poisoned in australia
....
dangerous!
zinc matrix
https://tenor.com/view/thanos-infinity-war-gone-bye-gif-12241779
Wait! I have more spider pics
left granite
Wait! I have more spider pics
zinc matrix
The amazon takes up the northern/western bit of the continent doesn't it?
yeah! it is big
Aside from much of the land here being mostly wasteland
The northern bit is pretty crazy
lots of swamps, rain forests, islands
btw, the brazilian version of mini dinossaurs
they are so awesome running
they look like small ostriches
sort of
yeah!
oh ostriches should be a scary one
hello kid iam following you until you are tired
cursive crypt
ostriches are dinosaurs
zinc matrix
birds too!
cursive crypt
crazy
cursive crypt
👋
zinc matrix
👋
cursive crypt
🖐️
cursive crypt
It's not, I think. Mammals drown. This fish was flying and died still flying.
In PoV of the water/air, she undead.
quasi mantle
it's possible
Yes, however aquatic mammals have several tricks to live underwater.
Creatures like dolphin or sperm whale resurface at times to breathe some air.
brave talon
<@&213101288538374145> Manny isn't responding to PMs
dense storm
!ping
turbid spindleBOT
:ping_pong: Pong! Response Time: 75ms
dense storm
what did you message him?
brave talon
brave talon
Thank you got it!
quasi mantle
!user
turbid spindleBOT
verbal junco
fish need oxygen too but they are cold blooded so need much less than warm blooded creatures
turbid spindleBOT
median wraith
wait how old is this server?
dense storm
!server
turbid spindleBOT
fresh moon
What are good program's for texturing and placing in ue's widget's?
I ment good program's as painting 2d assets
zinc matrix
!user
turbid spindleBOT
zinc matrix
I ment good program's as painting 2d assets
To make UI elements and the like? Photoshop works for me
As long as you export your elements as pngs
fresh moon
What about CSP or adobe animate?
verbal junco
I heard good things about paint
fresh moon
Hey, Lorash. So apparently your missing one thing
And that is how much programs you have installed 'cause currently that add's a note to the unreal's running. ( am i speaking nonsense, no, other programs tend to use ram, such as the antivirus 'cause i use it for protection, if there's no power i currently can use unreal more freely, atm i have 67 programs, also i know i mention about ue, but listen, im just adding up another thing to the list)
Mother i have come to inform you about which version i use. 🤣 ( i know your not my mother or anything, but i understand)
quasi mantle
What are good program's for texturing and placing in ue's widget's?
If you're a masochist, go for Inkscape.
fresh moon
If you're a masochist, go for Inkscape.
Im a windows 10 user
quasi mantle
And that is how much programs you have installed 'cause currently that add's a n...
-
Using third party AV is irrelevant nowadays, as many once reputable had dwindled down with their scummy business practices, and built in Windows AV is actually good.
https://youtu.be/osqF50XhJEg -
Unreal use about 2 GB idling, in normal scenario. Can be less if your Windows's page file virtual memory is aggresive.
tulip orbit
If you're a masochist, go for Inkscape.
Naw, draw everything on napkins with crayons, and scan with a gameboy camera 🙂
quasi mantle
finally rigged a pant to epic skeleton
Reminds me of that one Pixar movie, what was it called? Onward?
fresh moon
maybe it's wall-e?
quasi mantle
No. It's magical, no robots
mossy nexus
I watched Eternals last night. What a pile of shyte. There ya go, that's my review that no one asked for. 😄
quasi mantle
with short and fast tutorials?
Ian Hubert.
Though his tutorials are kinda impractical for making game assets.
zinc matrix
yeah, he's good
tulip orbit
Ryan Laley's tutorials are pretty good, not super short, but they've helped me a lot
zinc matrix
ok
quasi mantle
Ryan Laley's tutorials are pretty good, not *super* short, but they've helped me...
for Blender
zinc matrix
animation, sculpting and clothing in blender
saw a video how to make a jacket
5 hours lol
animation part of it looks easy
tulip orbit
**for Blender**
ah, sorry. I only read 1/16th of your message 🙂
cursive crypt
lol, IT in shock someone from the company upgraded to win11
cursive crypt
Someone slept over? I dunno.
tulip orbit
foggy path
says "Please do not leave garbage here" lol
foggy path
yeah lol
now how do we convince google translate to translate this phrase like seen in the pic...
cursive crypt
I think it is better translation. Kinda includes garbage.
foggy path
heh google translates it as "Don't throw trash here" which is a bit clunky :P
tulip orbit
Either way i cant go there 😕
quasi mantle
Where I can get help about my ur4 I am crashing
#ue4-general , and post details about the crash.
past parrot
Ok thanks for help
tulip orbit
if you're crashing, you either need some sleep, or more coffee 🙂
tulip orbit
coffee -> sleep -> more coffee
tulip orbit
claustraphobia?
tulip orbit
whenever I go to a lamp shop I have to not look at the electrical (am electrician)
so many splitters and power bars
mossy nexus
So you look at candles
tulip orbit
cursive crypt
What are you buying?
cursive crypt
Like big tools or small ones?
tulip orbit
yes
cursive crypt
Imaging you having money 👍
tulip orbit
when I had money, I bought tools, built some furniture... little projects here and there...
now I have tools and no materials 😦
knotty skiff
quasi mantle
This felt claustrophobic, and it's a fullbright room
pearl compass
zinc matrix
had a dream about motorized wooden box, like those palettes that you use in shops, basically that thing could go like 100km/h
it was winter
you just stepped on it and it yeeted you through the street
also the dream theme was deadly premonition game lol
that game had a damn skateboard in second game
quasi mantle
that game had a damn skateboard in second game
and a shit performance in Nintendo Switch
zinc matrix
that's the beauty of it
timber viper
How bored are you lol
quasi mantle
that's the beauty of it
I can't relate if it isn't Silent Hill 1.
At least SH1 having overall dark atmosphere, fucked up environments, and intensive graphics for a PS1 game (even compared to Vagrant Story) makes lower framerate even more terrifying to play
zinc matrix
Hello insane people 🙂 Have a good day
narrow patrol
Hello insane people 🙂 Have a good day
MAKE ME
signal citrus
quasi mantle
https://youtu.be/srTqxL_6Ysg
You can lie about this being canon in-game and I'll believe it. The voice impression is so on point lol
signal citrus
Lol ikr
zinc matrix
so
this is gonna be epic or not?
not much into shooters, but if remedy made it then damn
must be good lol
signal citrus
Isn’t it just a counter strike rip off
Earlier footage of the game looked like one of those with cinematics where it’s actually just multiplayer
Wonder what remedys’ role is in it
signal citrus
unreal cedar
It's smilegate's game. Remedy is only working on the singleplayer, and it's not clear how involved either company is.
signal citrus
I keep getting it confused with crack down
Crossfire was a helicopter shooter
I don’t think they are related
regal pecan
Parts of the CrossfireX trailer seem very much like Crysis material. Especially the synthetic muscle fibers and cloak/armor suits.
onyx root
Since when did Quora start becoming a paid service? 😫
turbid yacht
Anyone Be Down to play my game with me?
scarlet cedar
Who's keen to play some space station 13 on Sunday?
cursive crypt
If someone want to code for me..
tulip orbit
I could. If you pay me, it might even be functional 😉
cursive crypt
That not fun to me.
Anyway, just checked the thermo outside, -14 C, nice
So, night was -17 and below 🤔
tulip orbit
-7c here right now. Been above 0 last and next few days. very messy out there
theres a nice little lake in my parking lot
cursive crypt
Iced?
regal pecan
The real reason Musk wants to go to Mars. He hates the hydrological cycle.
tulip orbit
lake isnt iced over, but roads are probably icy
cursive crypt
I saw a cat jumpin' all over the snow while crossing the garden.
Also feeding poor birds, they like little colourful balloons due to the cold.
knotty skiff
Man can't believe we living in a weirdest year rn
The Ukrainian Government shutdown its airports
The Russian sends 150,000 Troops to Ukraine border
The US sends 8,500 Troops to Ukraine
and an hijacker plays Touhou in Russian Military Radio
fluid bloom
cursive crypt
Racing something?
knotty skiff
Racing something?
A FPS Shooter
quasi mantle
not much into shooters, but if remedy made it then damn
Well, Crossfire is a rather unique twist to CS like gameplay
regal pecan
Is it? Wait, there's a gameplay preview?
knotty skiff
Wait I think I remember the old Crossfire game
quasi mantle
Is it? Wait, there's a gameplay preview?
You can look up the gameplay for the 2007 original.
knotty skiff
Oh
red pewter
I remember Crossfire...
it felt like a strange more arcadey counter strike
remember ghost mode??
quasi mantle
remember ghost mode??
Yup, one goes invisible but it's knife only
IIRC I played the ghost mode in that one bluish warehouse like map with vents
lunar furnace
<@&213101288538374145>
turbid spindleBOT
:no_entry_sign: the-pale-prince#6248 was banned.
timber viper
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SC25-OAyWoU&ab_channel=Xbox
It looks absurd but in an interesting way
dense storm
!8ball should i work today?
turbid spindleBOT
@dense storm, :8ball: Outlook not so good.
dense storm
!8ball Should i go back to sleep?
turbid spindleBOT
@dense storm, :8ball: Signs point to yes.
unborn lotus
should I upgrade to windows 11? 🤔
turbid spindleBOT
@zinc matrix, :8ball: Reply hazy, try again.
unborn lotus
!8ball are you sure?
turbid spindleBOT
@unborn lotus, :8ball: Cannot predict now.
unborn lotus
thanks for nothing manny
pearl elk
!8ball should I crack an 8 ball?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Yes – definitely.
quasi mantle
!8ball Should I upgrade to Windows 11
turbid spindleBOT
@quasi mantle, :8ball: Concentrate and ask again.
pearl elk
🤣
quasi mantle
That's one way to say "I know you already use Windows 11"
Did Manny spying on users, even though I'm typing from an Android phone?
pearl elk
spying on your potatos
timber viper
!8ball Will I survive this week
turbid spindleBOT
@timber viper, :8ball: Better not tell you now.
timber viper
I hate u
pearl elk
!8ball do you hate Intax?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Don't count on it.
pearl elk
!8ball will people be able to buy GPUs this year?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Better not tell you now.
quasi mantle
!8ball Are you siding with scalpers and NFTbros?
turbid spindleBOT
@quasi mantle, :8ball: Cannot predict now.
onyx root
These 8 ball answers never give a solid one sided yes or no answer.
pearl elk
!8ball is WowPlusWow wrong?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: As I see it, yes.
turbid spindleBOT
@timber viper, :8ball: Ask again later.
pearl elk
Its a trap
timber viper
!8ball Are you inconsistent because you are a liar?
turbid spindleBOT
@timber viper, :8ball: Cannot predict now.
timber viper
I'd be surprised if you would 😄
pearl elk
!8ball do you lie?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Ask again later.
pearl elk
sus
turbid spindleBOT
@gloomy badge, :8ball: Don't count on it.
quasi mantle
!8ball Simon says agree.
turbid spindleBOT
@quasi mantle, :8ball: As I see it, yes.
pearl elk
!8ball do you think Wesley Snipes is the best actor ever?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Concentrate and ask again.
@gloomy badge, :8ball: Outlook not so good.
@gloomy badge, :8ball: Outlook not so good.
pearl elk
!8ball are your answers rigged?
turbid spindleBOT
@pearl elk, :8ball: Most likely.
quasi mantle
!8ball Simon says disagree.
turbid spindleBOT
@quasi mantle, :8ball: It is certain.
@gloomy badge, :8ball: Concentrate and ask again.
quasi mantle
!8ball Is Manny v2 going to have blackjack and hookers?
turbid spindleBOT
@quasi mantle, :8ball: Reply hazy, try again.
quasi mantle
Colour me surprised if mobile manufacturers actually honest with their SOC's gaming performance
pearl elk
now it'll run like ass on higher end *mobile hardware
quasi mantle
PUBG Mobile, which looked like ass
(but to be fair it has less demanding system requirements than Fortnite, even made with same engine)
median wraith
about the UE4 courses someone knows where is this bar ?
seems like they removed it and now it's on marketplace
tulip orbit
its not a feature, its DLC
zinc matrix
late meteor
What would the right channel for me to ask a question about developing 'emergent' or 'systemic' systems?
For example: a craft system that allows for mixing different ingredients in different quantities, to end up with unique results?
Or a system that defines 'water can put out fire' so all the campfires go out when its raining?
foggy path
yeah, although these are fairly complicated architectural issues
late meteor
yeah, although these are fairly complicated architectural issues
But yeah I was hoping for a lively discussion on the approaches we should all be taking in 2022 for stuff like this.
I searched in discord already and didnt really see a discussion like that
last matrix
Ark?
late meteor
Well, most anything(s) are bad 🙂 I wasn't expecting to just buy some assets and string some blueprints together to work (although not gonna lie.. that would be nice!)
But I was more hoping to find some assets or write-ups to learn more about what is required to then plan things out.
last matrix
There are usually some resources out there that explain game mechanics, based on certain games out there. It sounds like doodle god, maybe there are write ups about it? Or perhaps other games with the same system...
late meteor
There are usually some resources out there that explain game mechanics, based on...
Yeah I've been ddg'ing till my fingers started bleeding. I've found the research reports from early 2000's about it and Aleissia Laidacker's work and talks -- I'm just surprised no one has developed some basic events system frameworks to work from at this point to develop deeper 'wants' and 'needs' lists to start testing emergent behavior
last matrix
im sure there is given the right terms - possibly some research articles
tulip orbit
they made him live in a chicken house, to try and hide the shame
zinc matrix
tulip orbit
😓 whenever I make modular assets, they never seem to work very well
got a huge gap in my wall in one spot, lots of overlaps, and small gaps at every corner 😦
turbid spindleBOT
:no_entry_sign: thomas ♂#4440 was banned.
last matrix
Deserved it
deep glen
lets not post violence, that'd be great.
thick belfry
I now have a streak of 50 days of working on my Unreal skills every day
Pretty happy with my progress so far
primal summit
congrats
left granite
I now have a streak of 50 days of working on my Unreal skills every day
congrats
regal pecan
al?
tribal cipher
yeh
artiicail intelligence
ive posted in the ai channel but got no response yet
so different prob now
the ai stops moving before the cube that is running along the same spline, which i find weird
zinc matrix
@tribal cipher why you do not ask in the ALS server?
zinc matrix
@tribal cipher have you research about AI on Unreal over the internet?
i never used a spline to move stuff but i know there is a value that Simple Move To can adhere to make the pawn stop when it reaches close to the objective...
i think it is well explained in the TopDown Template
it is not a value inside the node Simple Move To but some variable checking it
zinc matrix
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gqPgzB6pSnc
they're good at buying stuff aren't they?
left granite
they're good at buying stuff aren't they?
thats the only thing they are good at
zinc matrix
😮
Unity has way more tutorials for not experienced average enthusiast in game development...
not that indie are financing Epic but, at least in English and Portuguese, the amount of guides Unity have is vastly superior to Unreal Engine
I never installed Unity but sometimes i always see a tutorial of something that i want but for unity
onyx root
Yeah, Unity invested heavily in the indie community and it ended up paying off
zinc matrix
did Epic followed the trend?
onyx root
no, lol
zinc matrix
besides liberating the engine almost for free?
i mean, i am not complaining about the amount of livestream they do
and the easy of use of Blueprints compared to C#
onyx root
eeehhh, I dont really like a lot of their live streams tbh. But yeah, you're definitly right about blueprint. Im more of a C++ type of guy tho.
zinc matrix
a year ago i did not know how to code anything
still, but at least i understand if and variables
but Blueprints oh circuits!
GDScript was way cooler than BP but sometimes i just hit a wall doing simple things like understanding save_game and creating events there
onyx root
yeah, Im pretty sure that the Godot community is even smaller than Unreal indie community(for now at least)
zinc matrix
yeah... and a lot of features already implemented into the Engine you should build yourself there
i really do not understand the philosophy of do in your way
since their language is aimed at novice people
and abstractions there are in another level compared to Blueprint
e.g. i could follow a Youtube tutorial and replicate a saveGame logic and do it with my variables
but in Unreal the whole logic is chewed and there is barely no abstraction beyond the squared node
onyx root
well, I dont think it's their philosophy. The engine is still premature and still needs some more time to build up more features.
Unreal has been around for ages compared to Godot
zinc matrix
and $$$
actually i just remembered that Unreal Learn is somewhere in my tab
yeah, Epic is epic
onyx root
Im pretty sure that Godot recieved a mega grant from epic games, which doesnt really make a lot of sense to me
zinc matrix
they liked the GDScript
i think it was because of it
personally i could only understand for real variables and that i can use whatever i want after tweaking with Godot script
onyx root
yeah, but I feel like they're funding a product that can drive people away from Unreal. Idk
I think there's something fishy going on there
zinc matrix
what do you mean by fishy?
onyx root
like suspicious
zinc matrix
Juan, the main lead of Godot tweeted that Godot will never compete with Unreal
the only point is 2D
onyx root
maybe he just said that for the mega grant 😆
zinc matrix
people complaining about open-source license are usually developing closed-source game...
Epic charges you
because i can barely eat beans with 1,000,000 dollars
5 times my country coin
hahaha
onyx root
where you from?
onyx root
stonks
zinc matrix
the salary of people working for you barely gets into 400$ if you want
but owners and owners...
the minimum age of brazil is 250$
celest musk
but what qualifications do you get for $250?
zinc matrix
which usually if you only have high school diploma, at least in cities you will be luck if you earn more than 350$
zinc matrix
working for almost 12 hours per day sometimes, like in shopping malls
oh beans...
sometimes you can pay chicken at the same value of kilo of beans
and red meat here is dirt cheap too
onyx root
Im going to go to brazil to purchase a kilo of beans and then smuggle them to the USA and resell them for profit
zinc matrix
taxes here are no joke
once i bought a sleeping bag and if was not for my friend declaring it as a gift, i would pay i think 60% of the price (shipping included) because it was expensiver than 50$
now taxes for business people and general taxes are in the level of Norway
but without the benefits 😄
onyx root
damn
zinc matrix
i mean, we have a good public healthy system
but sometimes you can die waiting on the line for a surgery
onyx root
ok, thats good at least'
zinc matrix
it is not perfect, but at least they are not cowards like USA
popping money even on the medium class
onyx root
yeah, I think our healthcare isn't as great as people from here say it is.
zinc matrix
health care should be at least a right of every living thing
and internet too
but there is a long way until we develop some computer for guinea-pigs for example
burnt lake
tulip orbit
is that tim?
onyx root
is that tim?
that's me
tulip orbit
it looks like one of those cutout things they have at amusement parks where you stick your head thru for a pic
cept that guy's gone and stuck his other end thru
tulip orbit
no 😦
zinc matrix
We're born into life forced having to worry about money just to survive
We're all gonna die anyway
tulip orbit
enjoy life while you can
zinc matrix
And having to force myself to learn about money only to stress myself out more is a real bitch
tulip orbit
my solution is to keep my head down, and escape into videogames
zinc matrix
my solution is to keep my head down, and escape into videogames
Yeah, but that only perpetuates the vicious cycle and keeps you stagnant in life
tulip orbit
yeah, but if you stay in videogames, you can keep avoiding it till the power goes out 😄
zinc matrix
yeah, but if you stay in videogames, you can keep avoiding it till the power goe...
Then what? End it?
zinc matrix
I mean
All this bullshit I have to force myself to learn online about money
It sucks
And makes me stressed
But if I avoid it I get stressed too
There's no way out except death
regal pecan
I'm curious what that is. The definition of fungible? The various colors of European bills? Exchange rates?
zinc matrix
I'm curious what that is. The definition of fungible? The various colors of Euro...
Who are you talking to?
tulip orbit
your death only shifts any financial burdens onto your loved ones
zinc matrix
your death only shifts any financial burdens onto your loved ones
Not if you have life insurance, which I do
pearl elk
Not Fungible is like the Mona Lisa
last matrix
Not Fungible is like the Mona Lisa
id hit that
tulip orbit
unless your policy specificallly covers suicide... I doubt it
pearl elk
You could have a copy but its not the original
regal pecan
You, Strivvy. Asking about what's stressful about learning about "money", or if you're referring to something else.
zinc matrix
You, Strivvy. Asking about what's stressful about learning about "money", or if ...
Because I have to compare myself to others and I know what I want but the steps to take seem too hard and unrealistic
Even when I'm taking action, money stresses me out
All this bullshit you have to learn that they shoulda taught you in school
zinc matrix
Even when I'm taking action, money stresses me out
go live a vagabond life
pearl elk
What is there about money to learn
zinc matrix
Investing, trading, taxes, mortgage, loans, etc
zinc matrix
What is there about money to learn
A lot, especially if you wanna retire early
pearl elk
Thats not money its economy
zinc matrix
if you really want to suicide, check dependency of other people on you first
tulip orbit
I wish I could provide actual support and ideas, but I either get a job soon or pull more money from my TFSA to pay bills; lest I go homeless. but I've no real idea of what to do
zinc matrix
if you really want to suicide, check dependency of other people on you first
Nobody is dependent on me, trust me
last matrix
could always study accounting
tulip orbit
I've no knowledge to impart, other than you matter otherwise you energy.
zinc matrix
Nobody is dependent on me, trust me
i am not meaning financially, do not you have friends?
how about your parents?
zinc matrix
could always study accounting
I have; it sucks ass and I barely remember what I learned
Being an accountant seems soul-sucking
zinc matrix
how about your parents?
They have enough
zinc matrix
They have enough
stop thinking in money
regal pecan
Some people enjoy spreadsheets and tabulation. Sickos.
pearl elk
Lol an accountant, thats a slang term on dem tiktoks
last matrix
Lol an accountant, thats a slang term on dem tiktoks
for what?
zinc matrix
Some people enjoy spreadsheets and tabulation. Sickos.
Masochists
tulip orbit
Nobody is dependent on me, trust me
not true. Your parents may not be financially dependant on you, but you being gone would be absolutely devastating to them. seriously
zinc matrix
not true. Your parents may not be financially dependant on you, but you being g...
So what? They'll die too
And nothing will matter in the end
The sun's just gonna explode eventually
zinc matrix
And nothing will matter in the end
for you piece of egoist
tulip orbit
until it does, everything we do matters
pearl elk
I think it relates to OFs peeps doing their own taxes etc
zinc matrix
sun will take more than thousand years to explode
and please, if you want effective help about suicide, go look for a professional
there is plenty of people who do it for free
last matrix
put down the phone for awhile, go outside
tulip orbit
take a break from looking at finances. Have a drink, smoke a joint, whatever you need to cool down, watch a fun movie, play a game. 🙂
regal pecan
Being an accountant is probably fun. You get to mock other people's finances and get paid for it.
No wait, that's a financial planner.
tulip orbit
mocking yes, but when the client says "fix my finances!"... and its a shitshow.... dear god that would be horrible
like walking into a tornado aftermath and being handed a broom
regal pecan
There must be a bit of poker at play when they ask you to fix their finances and you don't know yet if they can afford your price (or will pay it afterwards).
signal citrus
No wait, that's a financial planner.
Try auditor
tulip orbit
my dad was a financial planner. became an alchoholic. so I dont think its fun
regal pecan
Oooh auditor. Although in that case they might specifically pay you to not mock their finances.
Especially corporate audits pending a merger.
zinc matrix
my dad was a financial planner. became an alchoholic. so I dont think its fun
Death is the only cure to worrying about money
last matrix
for most things
zinc matrix
Death is the only cure to worrying about money
i suggest to get a backpack on go out in the streets hang out with homeless people
you do not need money to survive in a big city
tulip orbit
Death is the only cure to worrying about money
unless you believe in hell, in which case you'll spend eternity doing trumps taxes
zinc matrix
principally if you live in a english speaking country
pearl elk
I lost it all on bitcoin 😱
zinc matrix
Just
What's the point, man?
Life is such a joke
there is no point
but are you really throwing the towel?
you speak english and you are in a Unreal Engine discord
what do you want?
pearl elk
You make your own points, they arnt laid out for you
zinc matrix
but are you really throwing the towel?
I kinda want to
zinc matrix
what do you want?
I just wish I could focus on money to achieve my goals without stressing out so much
But it's not that easy
Everything is so complicated
last matrix
lots of places pay pretty well these days
cant solve all of this in one sitting though
zinc matrix
And I've been banned from multiple personal finance discords because of my attitude about it
zinc matrix
I kinda want to
you should start looking for what is causing this to you. I suggest professional help to get there faster. If you want to follow my advice, go homeless for some months; that can be a humble experience and give meaning to your stuff OR let it flow and kill yourself
regal pecan
Wonder if there are personal stress discords.
zinc matrix
if you do not care about it
suicide is one of the most numerous deaths in world
is serious business
signal citrus
Wonder if there are personal stress discords.
This is one for many
zinc matrix
just be aware
zinc matrix
you should start looking for what is causing this to you. I suggest professional...
I wish I had the courage to kill myself right now
But I still have some shred of hope
zinc matrix
you should start looking for what is causing this to you. I suggest professional...
If I were to live homeless, idk if I could go back to living normal knowing I'd be leaving helpless people behind
last matrix
I wish I had the courage to kill myself right now
so youre.... 20ish?
zinc matrix
so youre.... 20ish?
24
last matrix
ah, been there
zinc matrix
Still live with my parents
last matrix
dont worry, you get past it
zinc matrix
Only have a net worth of like $30000
last matrix
yeah no need to worry
pearl elk
Better than a debt worth
zinc matrix
buy 5 grams of psilocybin and go to a dark room with ear muffled
zinc matrix
yeah no need to worry
Plenty reason to worry
zinc matrix
Better than a debt worth
But not as good as the asshole gurus on YT
as the old essay
"comparisons are odious"
come on you have 30 thousand
buy a sailboat
buy drygs
Assetto Corsa
zinc matrix
come on you have 30 thousand
So what? With how expensive shit is these days, it'll be gone fast
Inflation just keeps going up
be the best Alpha Romeo in Daytona
Soon it'll be a necessity to be a millionaire just to survive
zinc matrix
So what? With how expensive shit is these days, it'll be gone fast
guy i lived for 8 months with 80 dollars doing volunteer
zinc matrix
guy i lived for 8 months with 80 dollars doing volunteer
Alone?
actually it was more like 60 dollars at the time
i was backpacking, hitchhiking doing volunteer on organic farms and hostels
i had the time of my life
i met a lot of homeless people on the way
you do not need to be a dollar millionaire to live
just stop comparing yourself with "successful" people
you do not know their problems, how they get their money
if their life would fit yours
look at Noch who created Minecraft
living alone in a mansion tweeting depressed stuff
would you?
I mean
the hole goes way deeper
I'm not trying to be rich
people making millions and do not stop a second
Just retire early
literelly
There's a difference
working for 12 hours a day
But both are hard and nigh impossible
last matrix
lol why do you want to retire?
zinc matrix
lol why do you want to retire?
Because I fucking hate having to work and not having the freedom I want
zinc matrix
Because I fucking hate having to work and not having the freedom I want
so you need to find something that feels nice
last matrix
you live on fixed income when you're retired
zinc matrix
just be aware that life is not easy
zinc matrix
you live on fixed income when you're retired
Wym?
last matrix
what are you going to do when you're retired?
zinc matrix
what are you going to do when you're retired?
Work on my dream
and that very rich people who can retire early with luxury probably will not stop working too soon
zinc matrix
then do that now
I can't; at least not full time
idk where this stigma of rich people having the best life in the world came
last matrix
I can't; at least not full time
nah you can, you're just not serious enough about it
zinc matrix
i mean, ok, they are privileged at first stance a bla bla bla, but some work their soul out
Plus the world doesn't give a shit about your passions
zinc matrix
nah you can, you're just not serious enough about it
But I feel like I have to spend more time now forcing myself to be financially literate so I can avoid bullshit in the future
What if another stock market crash happens?
What if someone steals my identity?
guy breathe
you live with your parents and they are fine as you typed
calm down
you are too anxious
What if I have to keep working a shitty job I hate?
zinc matrix
What if I have to keep working a shitty job I hate?
how many people you know that lives the dream?
Nobody wants to be a fucking accountant
zinc matrix
how many people you know that lives the dream?
None
zinc matrix
so you should conclude that is not easy task, alright?
Yeah
what are you doing in discord?
are you working on your dream?
last matrix
But I feel like I have to spend more time now forcing myself to be financially l...
you should, especially if you try to retire at some point
zinc matrix
some people will never have what we have here
they will work tomorrow morning under a shitty wage
last matrix
finance is not a quick solution, contrary to how media shows it
zinc matrix
you should, especially if you try to retire at some point
Then I'll put my dream on hold
It's too hard to shift gears from something I love doing to something I dread doing
last matrix
Then I'll put my dream on hold
nah, you'll lose it if you put it on hold
zinc matrix
Might as well get the thing I dread out of the way first
zinc matrix
It's too hard to shift gears from something I love doing to something I dread do...
that is why living the dream is so hard!!!
last matrix
It's too hard to shift gears from something I love doing to something I dread do...
that's cuz you're just sitting there thinking about it - analysis paralysis - you have to get the ball rolling if you want to see to go
zinc matrix
that is why living the dream is so hard!!!
So I should kill myself then, right?
zinc matrix
So I should kill myself then, right?
WHY FUCKER?
that is the price, it is life on 21th centur
zinc matrix
WHY FUCKER?
Cuz if I'm dead, I won't be anxious anymore
zinc matrix
Cuz if I'm dead, I won't be anxious anymore
ask your parents for a phycologist; are you exercising enough? do you eat a healthy diet?
zinc matrix
that's cuz you're just sitting there thinking about it - analysis paralysis - yo...
Do you invest in stocks, bonds, ETFs, crypto, NFTs, all that bullshit?
there is plenty of medicine that can help you
zinc matrix
ask your parents for a phycologist; are you exercising enough? do you eat a heal...
Exercise doesn't matter if you're dead
zinc matrix
Exercise doesn't matter if you're dead
but then you can not live the dream
last matrix
Do you invest in stocks, bonds, ETFs, crypto, NFTs, all that bullshit?
i work a full time job, go to college, and work on my own stuff, while wasting my time here trolling/helping people
last matrix
You're fucked if you don't start now
yeah keep saying that, i really dont care
zinc matrix
but then you can not live the dream
Avoiding suffering outweighs gaining fulfillment
zinc matrix
Avoiding suffering outweighs gaining fulfillment
well, you are looping.
zinc matrix
well, you are looping.
Wym?
i will repeat once, be aware that suicide is not child play
take a look how you are doing and what is causing you to feel that
if not, it will just consume yourself deeply
last matrix
Avoiding suffering outweighs gaining fulfillment
not really, you just want to be successful and think you've put enough effort forward to get rewarded
zinc matrix
i had to pass hunger on the road to learn my way
zinc matrix
i had to pass hunger on the road to learn my way
Sorry to hear
i dealt with that from my 14 till my mid 20s
and my family was rich
so just be aware
if you not take care, mental disease eat you out
zinc matrix
and my family was rich
Then why did you have to deal with hunger?
zinc matrix
Then why did you have to deal with hunger?
because i was like you and i freaked out and took a backpack and went to nowhere
zinc matrix
because i was like you and i freaked out and took a backpack and went to nowhere
Oh
please, go look for professional help
there very few people who can deal with their stuff alone
zinc matrix
yeah keep saying that, i really dont care
You're probably gonna end up stuck doing a job you hate
last matrix
You're probably gonna end up stuck doing a job you hate
i dont hate my job though
zinc matrix
lol doubt it
Well what's your job?
last matrix
your perspective on life does
zinc matrix
i bicycled couried for 2 years and i loved
under a shit wage
working my soul out
shut up
zinc matrix
lol doubt it
somedays i was like, dad ( he is a cyclist), i am on the kilometer 45 with 2,000 meters of climb already
3 hours to go
some days i barely could walk straight
last matrix
https://www.staffsquared.com/blog/why-85-of-people-hate-their-jobs/
this is a website that sells HR services, lol, ofc they'll have this
zinc matrix
this is a website that sells HR services, lol, ofc they'll have this
Well what's your job?
last matrix
jump right in the lions mouth why dontcha
last matrix
Well what's your job?
you know i hesitate, because i dont think its relevant, you like to compare and you'll find the negatives with whatever topic without realizing that not all jobs are the same
if i said i worked at dairy queen, you would bring out all your gripes
it doesn't matter, it sounds like you dont want to work and take care of yourself
zinc matrix
you know i hesitate, because i dont think its relevant, you like to compare and ...
You're probably a computer guy who makes like $200k a year
last matrix
You're probably a computer guy who makes like $200k a year
i wish i made 6 figures
i think
i could buy more things, though i dont really buy things in the first place
zinc matrix
You're probably a computer guy who makes like $200k a year
go out on Bing look for some rural job offering in India
zinc matrix
go out on Bing look for some rural job offering in India
Why?
zinc matrix
Why?
to ground yourself of you reality
30,000 dollars net? do you know how much some people live?
i know a couple with 2 kids that could live 4 years with this money on a sailboat travelling
last matrix
i know a couple with 2 kids that could live 4 years with this money on a sailboa...
send me their accountant info, i gotta know how they file their taxes
😄
zinc matrix
i know a couple with 2 kids that could live 4 years with this money on a sailboa...
Do they live in the US?
is not the point
they are rich by the way
zinc matrix
they are rich by the way
Lucky them
last matrix
Do they live in the US?
you really have this gravitation towards proving your argument
zinc matrix
Whatever man
zinc matrix
go join the military
Nah, I'm too much of a pussy
last matrix
Nah, I'm too much of a pussy
they'll take you, dont worry
zinc matrix
Nah, I'm too much of a pussy
you attitude means that anyway
what the heck, do you want to retire early living your dream and not work you soul out?
you remember that i should go back to blender and sum more than 10 hours of work right now
zinc matrix
what the heck, do you want to retire early living your dream and not work you so...
I mean I know I have to work hard to achieve my dream, but it costs money and idk, seems like it'd be more optimal if I just got all this financial research out of the way
Too bad I get stressed and depressed when focusing on it
Because it just reminds me how stressful life is and how good others have it
relax sometimes i get in lounge to complain
i promised that i will try to not do it
I feel like I have to worry about money
last matrix
I mean I know I have to work hard to achieve my dream, but it costs money and id...
there's lots of ppl out there trying to find ways to game the system, the future is a complete unknown, media like to scare about it, you need to find inner peace, not peace with finances
zinc matrix
Otherwise I'll fuck up in the future and won't be prepared
Like I need a foolproof plan ASAP
zinc matrix
I feel like I have to worry about money
do your parents know your situation?
zinc matrix
do your parents know your situation?
Yeah
last matrix
Otherwise I'll fuck up in the future and won't be prepared
you're going to fuck up plenty, literally everyone does, even the "successful" ppl, its those tough problems that make you smarter
zinc matrix
No
if they are not religious people, conservative i mean, just invite them to ask for professional help if you can not pay for it AND do not mention it
last matrix
probably better you get out and on your own sooner than later, sounds like it will just keep building up
zinc matrix
and just a shortcut for wellbeing
do not compare yourself
and stopping tripping out on data about stuff
broken sigil
No
I would advise you to get professional help
As someone who was going through depression for about 10 years, not telling anyone was my biggest mistake
zinc matrix
one of the characteristic of people who live the dream is that they usually do not fit in standards
actually i am lying trying to make you feel better
zinc matrix
one of the characteristic of people who live the dream is that they usually do n...
Usually because they're rich
but seriously, do it what Blue man typed
last matrix
@zinc matrix one of the rules of this server is Admin rules are final
zinc matrix
actually i am lying trying to make you feel better
Lying about what?
zinc matrix
Lying about what?
one of the characteristic of people who live the dream is that they usually do not fit in standards
this phrase was just me trying to make you feel better
hehehe
Whatever
we are social, you can not live in a cave
a man is not a island
My OCD worsens this cycle
you should have close people to rely on
or be prepared to live a heck of a spiritual life
zinc matrix
you should have close people to rely on
My parents are sleeping now
zinc matrix
My parents are sleeping now
oh please, do not tell them about your suicide if they are conservative
they will freak out
just ask for professional help
zinc matrix
oh please, do not tell them about your suicide if they are conservative
They are conservative, but they understand my gripes with religion
zinc matrix
They are conservative, but they understand my gripes with religion
does not matter, they are, you should not raise this question
my parents are liberal as heck
Whatever
and they shocked a lot discovering about my disease
aka. suicide tendencies
and i remember once going into a house of a friend that had AVC
is avc when a side of your brain stop working?
because of drugs and they did not know till the guy entered the hospital
seriously, i never saw such a horrible scene in my whole life
and i think suicide is in a worse ballpark
principally when you have a good life
What this guy told me still haunts me
oh, their parents were very conservative
It's like he knows the shitty reality of having to worry about money, but is man enough to endure it
zinc matrix
It's like he knows the shitty reality of having to worry about money, but is man...
reality is not a magic portal or mirror that you can conquer
people who have money usually had the opportunity for making it
and very few starts to make a lot out of nothing
zinc matrix
people who have money usually had the opportunity for making it
This guy told me he's 23 and makes $500k a year
Lucky
zinc matrix
Lucky
you answered yourself, "lucky"
would you rely your life on luck to be?
you have a brain, use it
i would do it like 0. i ask for professional help, 1. i would try to resolve my conflicts there 2. i am ready to rock and work my soul out to live the dream and retire early
you can change a bit too and be fine if you work till the end of the days too
broken sigil
and they shocked a lot discovering about my disease
My family still doesn't know I was going through depression for 10 years, but I got out of it and I've been fine for about 6 years now so I don't feel like shocking them now
And to be clear I head a great childhood
But I wish I told them while I was going through it, probably would have gotten out of it much sooner and easier
zinc matrix
you answered yourself, "lucky"
I take it back; he probably wasn't lucky; he's just smarter and more dedicated than me
zinc matrix
My family still doesn't know I was going through depression for 10 years, but I ...
yeah, for me when the first wish of death happened i did not even the slight suggestion i should look for help
life is very overwhelming for some people
Maybe I should just unsubscribe from all these finance channels on YouTube
Even if I'm learning, they kinda fuel my stress
i treated professionally my anxiety first, then when i resolved it, i was very few steps to letting the suicide wish
then i told my family about it
they freaked out
I feel like I have to go through the stress now to avoid greater stress later
zinc matrix
i treated professionally my anxiety first, then when i resolved it, i was very f...
I'm seeing a therapist about it
last matrix
I feel like I have to go through the stress now to avoid greater stress later
sort of
zinc matrix
sort of
So you're saying I should just do as much research as possible?
Even if it's painful?
broken sigil
Maybe I should just unsubscribe from all these finance channels on YouTube
That would be a good first step in my opinion
Most if not all of them are full of shi*
zinc matrix
yeah, books are way more direct to the point
zinc matrix
That would be a good first step in my opinion
Most if not all of them are full o...
I keep trying to tell myself they're not
you have to understand that some culture of Youtube goes round time and clickbait
I technically don't have to worry about money as much as others now; my parents support me, I'm debt-free, I'm relatively frugal, I have $35k, I have a ROTH IRA and a Vanguard, and I'm searching for career jobs
I often just choose to worry about money because I feel like I don't deserve my privilege and something bad will happen in the future that I won't be prepared for
oh that is pure anxiety
last matrix
So you're saying I should just do as much research as possible?
up to you, i would think health is more important than finances - i know you will argue this, but its still true no matter what you say
zinc matrix
I guess the reason I'm attracted to financial freedom is because I'm scared I'll be miserable at any job I pick
broken sigil
yeah, for me when the first wish of death happened i did not even the slight sug...
I got out of it when I got serious about game development, about the time when I started working on my hobby project which in the end lead me to my current full time job
Finding something that gave me some purpose got me out of it
zinc matrix
I guess the reason I'm attracted to financial freedom is because I'm scared I'll...
omg you sound so childish
CUTE
do not you realize that your parents love you and you already know how to make money?
calm down and treat your anxiety
if you abuse some substance, take it slow
last matrix
I technically don't have to worry about money as much as others now; my parents ...
at this point, im kinda feeling like im wasting my time talking to a privileged, sheltered, crybaby who doesn't want to confront the real world because they've never had to until now
zinc matrix
coffee can worse your situation
zinc matrix
at this point, im kinda feeling like im wasting my time talking to a privileged,...
You know what? You're right