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fleet tangle
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You're missing out. This particular universe has about 20-30 books in it split between 2 authors and they are all fantastic.

proud jay
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but also didn't like the writing style all that much

fleet tangle
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Also any series of Brandon Sanderson is fantastic.

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(or standalone)

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He has this neat series about people gaining magical powers when they ingest different types of metal.

proud jay
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based on titles and covers doesn't really intrigue me

fleet tangle
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Pretty much.

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They drink a bit of lead and then "burn it" to produce magical effects.

carmine frigate
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chatGPT agrees, must be correct

fleet tangle
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And each metal has a different effect. And people can generally use just one type.

unborn lotus
proud jay
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my top 5 of recent reading since I started doing it regularly again is probably the alchemist, shogun, project hail mary, piranesi and the one I'm currently reading

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in no particular order

fleet tangle
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Check out Gardens of the Moon (first Malazan book) - it has all different kinds of magic from gods to wizards to voodoo dolls and dragons. And people who are all of them.

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And probably ninjas.

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And a really unique diety system based on a sort of tarot deck.

proud jay
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but like if you read the first, am I gonna be disappointed if I don't read the other 9?

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cause that I hate

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the three body problem ends on this high, so you kinda have to read the second to make the first one worth it imo, but didn't find the courage to do so

fleet tangle
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23*

proud jay
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oof

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ain't nobody got time for that

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man has to play baldur's gate

fleet tangle
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The series was first released 24 years ago πŸ™‚

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And they're still releasing books.

proud jay
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so by proper fantasy you mean high fantasy?

fleet tangle
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Pretty much.

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Like, I like the fantastical.

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It can be high fantasy or epic space opera or whatever.

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It just has to be grand.

cursive crypt
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Malazan shit was fantastic. Gets you hooked at the end of the 1st tho.

fleet tangle
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Damn right. Malazan FTW!

cursive crypt
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Just get ready to have no idea wtf is going on at the beginning.

fleet tangle
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The world building is so great, though.

proud jay
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I had that with the first chapter of the current one too

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was so confused, almost stopped reading

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but glad I didn't

cursive crypt
fleet tangle
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The guy and his friend wrote it originally as a D&D world and made campaigns in that world. And one of them's an archaeologist or something, so he's used to tons of different cultures and it really shows.

fleet tangle
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That's what I liked about the Brandon Sanderson Mistborn series.

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As you go through the books, you get these little drops of information that make everything you've read so far suddenly make sense.

proud jay
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but does it have a space rock with spider legs that communicates by singing though?

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where do you guys get book recommendations?

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outside of an unreal discord of course

fleet tangle
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I have a friend who reads a whole lot more than me.

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And we like the same kind of stuff.

proud jay
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I do too, but we differ in taste very much πŸ˜†

fleet tangle
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Although he likes a lot of sci-fi military fiction.

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What you need is an AI to recommend you books.

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You put in what books you like and don't like and it spits out a list of similar titles.

proud jay
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is there a good site for that?

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cause I heard goodreads has shit recs

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and haven't logged enough books to get recs yet lol

hollow dawn
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i often use the alternative titles named in user rant reviews...

soft night
hollow dawn
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i dunno, space tourism doesnt trigger me... space exploration does... but tourism? rather go visit people, make friends, and learn their culture and ways, but no thanks to club vacation style stuff... not saying it doesnt make money, appearantly it does, even if its just a beercan ride for 250k.

hollow dawn
# proud jay what do you mean?

read reviews... one might say "this is a shotty book and doesnt come close to "original cool book A that i read a year ago".

proud jay
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but if I do that on a book I like, then I would probably not agree on the other book being better it they call it shit

hollow dawn
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"your best is my worst" giggles planetside 2 meme taunt

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maybe you just didnt realize how bad the book actually is cause yu cant compare it?
but thats beside the point, reviewers often mention alternative titles for all kinds of comparative reasons.

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and you can prolly use an AI to sort through that, but i still prefer the opinion of a human over ai in regards to the actual recommendations
not saying stuff like IMDBs recommended movies are not working, but that info is all based on human choices that were remembered afterall, the reviews often explain why.

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like if you enjoyed "beast of no nation", people will talk about it in relation to "mad dog", and tell you what is different, and what is similiar... if you didnt know mad dog yet but enjoyed beast, it might be worth a look, or not, the reviewer usually will tell you that mad dog is much more direct and in your face, brutal in comparision.

timber viper
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I wonder if you also read books in 10x speed than a regular human

proud jay
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you need the 10x IDE epub plugin for that

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people do be slow on average

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mental capacity wise

timber viper
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Einstein was right

proud jay
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spritz?

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yeah you can go fast af with that

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I wouldn't read a book like that though

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books aren't about going fast

timber viper
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last time I read a novel was middle school

proud jay
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unfortunately that's the case for most people probably

timber viper
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i partly blame myself, partly blame education system

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but I've read a lot of history books at high school

fleet tangle
proud jay
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school can kinda ruin it by forcing you to read boring shit you're not interested in

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we had this cool teacher in the last year of HS who allowed us to read any book we wanted instead of everyone reading the same one

fleet tangle
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My English Literature official book thing was Lord of the Flies. I hated it.

proud jay
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it had to be a "decent" book though

fleet tangle
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I got thrown out of the qualification because I just couldn't be bothered with it.

timber viper
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you monster

proud jay
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you read translatinos

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damn I read actual ancient greek text

fleet tangle
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Did he drive you nuts?

proud jay
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πŸ₯

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well time to play bg3 some more I guess

timber viper
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dont hurt the squirrel Angerwry

proud jay
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I won't

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I'm about to wreck some paladin camp in name of devil girl

chrome gull
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me too! i'm constantly made fun of cuz of that lmao

timber viper
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avoid the squirrel to prevent triggering the event green_tick

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its so fucking cute how could they do that to it

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he knows now

chrome gull
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they're like oooh look at mr pro reader like that... or something

proud jay
fleet tangle
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If you don't play that cahracter, you do get the option, though.

proud jay
chrome gull
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ikr? people are ridiculous

fleet tangle
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"pet the squirrel" or "kick the squirrel" or so

chrome gull
proud jay
chrome gull
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but the thing is, I never seem to remember most of what I read tho

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so that's something

proud jay
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if you don't know what is written

chrome gull
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I understand what I've read

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hmm lemme try to phrase this differently

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okay, so I understand what I read but then ask me about it maybe 10 mins later and I won't remember it

hollow dawn
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oh, so youre like unreals exposure

timber viper
chrome gull
proud jay
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10 min is a bit short lol

chrome gull
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that's how I operate apparently

chrome gull
proud jay
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do you retain longer if you read slower?

proud jay
chrome gull
timber viper
chrome gull
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when john wick 4 came out i had to remember what happened in jw3

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but then i couldn't

hollow dawn
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lol

proud jay
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I don't remember details of old shit

hollow dawn
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cus nothing happens mate

chrome gull
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i just read the plot on wikipedia and went to watch it

proud jay
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but I would never read the same book twice for example

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cause shit comes back

hollow dawn
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john kills bad people. thats the plot

proud jay
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same with most movies

timber viper
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i remember dog and wife, thats all

chrome gull
proud jay
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a movie has to be really good for me to watch it a second time

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looking at you interstellar

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anyway bg3 time πŸ‘‹

hollow dawn
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@eren those are his reasons, and dont forget a nice car... but thats just motivation to kill bad people

chrome gull
fleet tangle
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Most of interstellar sucked. But that's just because it was about a giant black hole!

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πŸ˜‚

hollow dawn
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and cus interstellar didnt grasp relativity

chrome gull
fleet tangle
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(It was a good film)

fleet tangle
hollow dawn
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honestly, it was a good looking film but terrible

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all the daughter bs crying stuff

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the silly science

proud jay
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have you ever considered, maybe it's you that is terrible

hollow dawn
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in what regards? asa movie? i hope so

chrome gull
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i never watched any of nolan's movies

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i don't watch a lot of movies anyway

timber viper
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i cant imagine myself watching one piece

hollow dawn
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i rly dislike nolan, has some good shots, and weird stories, but he does so much nonsenical stuff in his movies, and his fx is derpy

timber viper
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will forget everything with 4-5 eps interval

chrome gull
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in any show

fleet tangle
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You're the reason we have mid-season recaps, Eren.

hollow dawn
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like watch the last batman he made and the collapsing bridge effects... its hillariously myspace windows95 screensaver like

timber viper
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thats a nice trick

timber viper
fleet tangle
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I mean in 12 episode seasons in different anime.

proud jay
timber viper
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they always tell its common to skip 50 episodes when the time comes

hollow dawn
fleet tangle
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Did htey want to crash a plane into a waterfall, though?!

hollow dawn
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copolla blew up a whole rainforest for apocalypse now... do i approve? no... but the movie is great

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A waterfall is any point in a river or stream where water flows over a vertical drop or a series of steep drops.

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like so i assume

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i mean, its water, of course there must be a horse seeman around

proud jay
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these insults are hilarious dude

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"as a leg, you'll end in defeat"

hollow dawn
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is that a monkey island insult duel?

proud jay
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no it's vicious mockery in bg3

hollow dawn
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"and as a toenail you will get clipped"

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πŸ₯

dense lotus
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Any MtG and/or Cosmere fans here? (Wrong image on first postπŸ€¦β€β™‚οΈ)

fleet tangle
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I'm a fan of Brandon Sanderson's Cosmere universe πŸ˜„

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Copy the link to the message and save it somewhere?

cursive crypt
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Reply to each one with, "booked". Make it annoying.

pearl elk
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Be very afeared

unreal ether
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There's that on all forum posts

hollow dawn
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is "afeared" a real word? i love it haha

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afreared sounds neat too

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i mean, its 2023, humanity should start to update english into a simplified, merged language, like in chinese, one word can mean 20 things, thats efficency

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or stemcells... one letter, basicially describing everything about a human

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zoomers? bikers and firefighters already did it in the 70s

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anc cowboys

median wraith
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Made 6 shader functions and now getting a random crash, testing each one individually seems to work but not in combo

proud jay
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damn loved this show

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game too good, promoting bg3 to my ssd

pearl elk
median wraith
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nope

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well no that I know

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XD

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Seems like spotted the issue inside the custom node I have into an specific material function

pearl elk
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Ewww UE4

median wraith
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but no clue why is crashing

pearl elk
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Did you look at that line in the source?

median wraith
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don't think that line will be related to tell me anything interesting for the actual HLSL

pearl elk
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It probably says if(Developer == "Hevedy"){DoCrash();}

median wraith
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idk makes 0 sense to me, got the same thing in other window and is working

timber viper
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time to debug dance

median wraith
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literally copy pasted the node from the other window and crash

timber viper
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I'm already debugging bp2cpp vazu stop bullying me CB_angery_cry

median wraith
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after connet it*

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fun fact you can copy paste from 5.2 to 4.27 custom nodes

timber viper
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because its Sparkles text Sparkles

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you can paste here too

median wraith
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yeah but I do remember simple nodes to don't work

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I mean the node itself

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with the inputs and all

pearl elk
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You need to add more code so its greater than zero code

cursive crypt
lofty lark
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lil fella got the kung fu pose and everything

dense lotus
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This server is wicked busy! Love it! Sure to be an invaluable resource, judging by how helpful y’all are.

cursive crypt
cursive crypt
lofty lark
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It is. It's got the "idk who I am, idk where I am, all I know is I must fight" look.

timber viper
lofty lark
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New reaction emoji dropped

cursive crypt
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lol

lofty lark
median wraith
cursive crypt
median wraith
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what the heck is that cat

regal pecan
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It's a cat. You've solved the mystery.

cursive crypt
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It needs glasses, I think.

pearl elk
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Round cat

timber viper
pearl elk
# median wraith
                static_assert(sizeof(PrecisionModifier) == sizeof(EShaderPrecisionModifier::Type), "Cast failure.");```
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whatever youre triggering its the same in UE5 lol

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yeah sizeof

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HLSL custom code node is compile time

timber viper
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static asserst arent though

pearl elk
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sizeof has its own asserts

timber viper
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how so?

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its a standard operator that you cant overload

pearl elk
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It could be that UE4 is diff

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I dunno what version he's using so I just checked my regular

timber viper
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hevedy's error is somewhere else

pearl elk
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Then whats causing his assert?

unreal ether
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He is just too powerful

pearl elk
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I mean if Im wrong, whats the right answer... maybe focus on the issue πŸ™‚

timber viper
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wherever this is

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likely a check

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line 2173

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Check the shader code for any errors or syntax issues. Make sure that all variables and functions are properly defined and that there are no missing semicolons or other syntax errors.
Try disabling any custom shaders or material nodes that you may have added to the project, and see if the error still occurs.
Check the shader compiler log files to see if there are any error messages related to the problem.
Make sure that your GPU and GPU drivers are up to date.

pearl elk
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Circular depedency in the shader compile graph?

timber viper
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i dont need to be a gpt anymore, I fixed my bp2cpp bug

pearl elk
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line 4716 where CheckSingleJob is called

timber viper
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Ah, the wooden puppet you're referring to is likely from the anime "Naruto." It's fascinating how that storyline unfolds, isn't it? If you're interested in exploring more anime with unique twists, I recommend checking out "Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood" and "Steins;Gate." Enjoy your anime journey, P++!

pearl elk
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Chainsaw Man

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Its what my weebs tell me is good

timber viper
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its good

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even my non weeb IRL friends watched it

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||then they have sent me rem body pillow sad||

proud jay
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damn they ruined bg3 with new hotfix

proud jay
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what are these notes lol

pearl elk
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I wonder how long it'll be until the adult shops named Balders Gate start popping up

proud jay
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guys, you're playing too hard

timber viper
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reminded me of a meme but cant share here because of scary server rules

proud jay
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sad rules πŸ˜”

pearl elk
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I have an odd suspicion that you have a circular dependency in your shader graph, thats my best guess

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its either that or update your graphics drivers πŸ˜›

pearl elk
lofty lark
timber viper
median wraith
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so I'm out of ideas but thank you guys!

fleet tangle
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Some good plot twists in Promised Neverland, Angel Beats!, Attack on Titan and such too.

lofty lark
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Angel Beats is so good

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I watched it, then rewatched it the next day

median wraith
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idk is really strange

pearl elk
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That same code exists in UE5 though

median wraith
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because I'm not calling anything UE related at all

fleet tangle
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Angel Beats! was my favourite anime for a long time.

pearl elk
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maybe Hevedy just bugs less in UE5

timber viper
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That ||wheelchair|| plot twist made me almost cry

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It was so good

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And the song

fleet tangle
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I don't even remember the plot now.

timber viper
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Holy shit time to rewatch

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You are so lucky

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I need a few more months

fleet tangle
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Like I've got time for that!

lofty lark
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Give me your memory then, I'll watch it a third time

timber viper
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Quit your job stonks

fleet tangle
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Talking of memories. Plastic Memories. Also great.

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And Planetarium in a similar vein.

timber viper
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Im on s2 of Mob Psycho

fleet tangle
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The first season is great.

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2 and 3 are a bit eh.

timber viper
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😦

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Im also watching Monster, I forgot that

lofty lark
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I didn't even know Mob Pyscho got a third :o

timber viper
fleet tangle
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What was that one about the soot monsters? That had some good plot twists.

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And a great ED.

timber viper
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Doesnt ring a bell 🧐

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Susuwatari?

fleet tangle
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No.

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Shadows House!

timber viper
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That was great

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S1 last a few eps specifically

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||the garden||

fleet tangle
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Ah man, I looked up the ed video for that. And then it autoplayed the chika dance from kaguya sama love is war. Such a brilliant romcom.

broken sigil
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...I guess I will now go stare at a white wall... 😐

pearl elk
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until Starfield beta

broken sigil
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Rachet and Clank rifts apart, pc

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yeah same, first time playing it again in years, like 15 years lol

bronze axle
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I think the internet is mad at me.

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I can't download the Postgres installer in any browser.

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This web page takes 14 seconds to load all of its resources. The only thing it fails to load is the link to the installer... lol

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I found the right link by trying to install it from the command line with winget.

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It displayed the URL in the terminal window. I clicked it and downloaded the installer without issue.

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Technology in 2023 is amazing.

scarlet cedar
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It's because mercury is not in retrograde and you have been saying postgres wrong

pearl elk
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the uninformation age

broken sigil
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lol

pearl elk
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See this is why I dont buy Nintendo games anymore

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They act all cutesy and cool but then they release the hounds

broken sigil
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Someone should try to copyright using wsad for movement

pearl elk
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I should make a patent for patenting video game mechanics then sue the universe

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phew finally fixed my UI, took aaaages

regal pecan
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What really bugs me about the mechanic to ride another moving object is that so many games don't implement that feature, or fail to replicate it in multiplayer.

bleak remnant
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do you guys think a move from Unreal Engine to Unity for a game would be justifyable? I want to make an FPS Wave based game for PC & Mobile with multiplayer support but I feel like this could actually take longer to make it unreal just based on how unreal is (specifically the coding part)

lofty lark
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Well I've never done multiplayer in unity but I've heard it's a lot easier to do it in unreal

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But I could see aiming to release a game on mobile could be enough of a reason to steer away unreal tbh

broken sigil
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I've been doing stuff berk

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Tho it's all private repos

lofty lark
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Commit message: "need to make sure I get a green blip today"

full dagger
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Are there any mobile games using unreal engine 5 rn?

lofty lark
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probably

turbid spindleBOT
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:question: Are there?
:8ball: Yes – definitely.

turbid spindleBOT
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:question: do you silently terminate suspicious targets?
:8ball: My sources say no.

cursive crypt
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huh, anime tank still around

zinc matrix
cursive crypt
zinc matrix
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thank you !

cursive crypt
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They spend some money appealing to the UE users. Which is notable on its own.

broken sigil
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I guess it's not completely useless anymore, just a bit less useless

cursive crypt
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If I was able to just pass with Vim, I would have. Neither Rider nor VS can compare.

cursive crypt
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GDB is quite versatile. Awful UI tho.

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Interesting, haven't heard of it.

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Wait... it is made with ImGUI?! lmao

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Not bad idea.

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Does not look bad, but I think MSVS is still ahead too much for sometimes free product.

proud jay
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it must be they do something that vim doesn't

cursive crypt
proud jay
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so they do compare, and are better in useability

cursive crypt
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They do compare and Vim is better in feelings.

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And text capabilities, but that clear.

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There are some keybindings for VS/Rider, but they are limited.

proud jay
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yet you still don't use it

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but I get your point

cursive crypt
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Not for UE, lol

proud jay
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just a strange statement to make

cursive crypt
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I do use it everyday for small projects.

unborn lotus
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yeah but not for that reason

timber viper
proud jay
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why would you get a tattoo that says "Pals"

unreal ether
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Jaws, but instead of an angry shark it's a ferocious kitten

viral ice
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@proud jay @silver nimbus here

proud jay
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Just as I posted my last message in #cpp πŸ˜„

viral ice
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possible jokes:
"thing/in/the/bio written a bit like she/her"
"z-russian are nazis" kind of banal
Z and V (though it's less used) are symbols of war, also ironically initials of Zelensky Volodymyr, president of Ukraine

silver nimbus
# proud jay Just as I posted my last message in <#221799439008923648> πŸ˜„

i mean its kinda funny that u decided that I am a plain nazi just based on a thing in my profile
out of these 2 variants im more like a second one
btw its sometimes fr funny to post offensive stuff about lgbt and stuff
I don't like praise nazism or smth but I sometimes make jokes about it and so my friends
Im sorry if my pronouns part of the bio offended you
but you just arent used to this type of humour

silver nimbus
proud jay
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it is no humor

silver nimbus
proud jay
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you can joke about nazism, I do it myself

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but just putting "sieg/heil" without any context or anything is not a joke

silver nimbus
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why would i say russians are nazis

proud jay
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it's not dark humor because there is literally no joke or context to make it funny

proud jay
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anyway I'll just assume you are an angsty teen in your best interest

proud jay
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just know that if your goal is to be funny, your adience with this is probably 14 year olds and extremists

silver nimbus
viral ice
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unfortunately, communities that are "ironically nazi" oftentimes harbor a lot of actual nazis and people that are "ironically nazi" oftentimes turn out to be just plain ones. Like, even if it makes you sharply exhale, it's just worth the risk of attracting and surrounding yourself with those kind of people

proud jay
proud jay
timber viper
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how can you make dark humor about nazis in Russia, your country literally declared war on a country by claiming they are nazis

viral ice
proud jay
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after of course originally being allied with nazis

timber viper
# silver nimbus so what

considering how intolerant your countr is, even for people under 18, you could actually get in trouble

silver nimbus
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do u think i support the special 😍 military😍 operation🀬

viral ice
viral ice
timber viper
silver nimbus
unborn lotus
silver nimbus
silver nimbus
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sorry i aint 18 yet bro

proud jay
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anyway, I need to get some work done, all I can say is that I sincerely hope you come to your senses with age, there's still hope for you

timber viper
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oh wait i remembered

viral ice
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yes, indeed. you risk surrounding yourself with nazis with that type of humor

silver nimbus
timber viper
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it wasnt a "putin bad" scenario, kid exploded Russian building at minecraft

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then got arrested

silver nimbus
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fbi

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building

timber viper
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not fbi, its russian intelligence building

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idr its name

silver nimbus
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Π€Π‘Π‘

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its like fbi

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but in russia

viral ice
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another one is girl who made anti-war picture at school and got taken away from her father

silver nimbus
viral ice
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Masha/Maria Moskaleva and her father Aleksey/Alexei Moskalev

silver nimbus
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its really aad

viral ice
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damn indeed (

proud jay
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look at this man changing his sieg/heil to russian to disguise it

unborn lotus
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I think someone needs to see Schindler's List

proud jay
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one of the best soundtracks ever

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so emotional

unborn lotus
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and jojo rabbit

silver nimbus
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i mean

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that voice channel

proud jay
#

you need to ask manny nicely

#

with /stream command

silver nimbus
proud jay
unborn lotus
#

ah well it's only funny at first, then you realize it's fun to mask the sad

proud jay
#

it was just so over the top

unborn lotus
#

seen from a kids mind. But I think it's worth a shot again

timber viper
#

this child's name is Dieter

#

in an anime

#

and without knowing his name he was giving Dieter vibes

proud jay
#

what defines dieter vibes

#

he does look like a Dieter

#

I welcome him

timber viper
silver nimbus
#

RInterp To
FInterp to

#

@hardy sierra

cursive crypt
#

DieterInterpTo

proud jay
#

tried my hand at some brioche bread

#

the bottom looks like shit though lol

proud jay
#

well my normal bread that I make looks good most often

#

this is a new type I tried my hand at

#

lots of sugar and eggs

#

not used to that kind of dough

#

was hard to "sculpt" it since it was very fluid

#

but I'll try folding the dough more next time maybe

cursive crypt
#

Haven't heard of brioche bread? So, it is a sweet?
We use the word bread for the generic salty, plain version.

#

These are called along the lines of cake or cupcake (big cup?).

soft night
#

in πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ even regular bread is costing a lot

median wraith
#

The Facebook UE group is now a jobs group wasn't there a normal one to post things ?

#

well since they moved to a copy of twitter by the same ones and with illegal EULA in europe

unborn lotus
#

not going to browse x instead

soft night
#

or not going to browse y instead or not going to browse z instead

median wraith
#

do people uses mastodon ?

fluid bloom
#

not really

unborn lotus
#

that's a metal band anyway

median wraith
#

seems like another bad place to promote anything

#

but yeah mostly devs

#

used to be a good place for promos at least

#

hard to compete with simplistic things on most of them

soft night
#

some say they dont use mastodon before they grandgrand grand parents join it

#

like they ancesters who have passed away long long time ago

median wraith
#

.>

soft night
#

hevedy what is it?

median wraith
#

Artstation trolling me

soft night
median wraith
#

I'm literally typing a password from a paper

#

I mean....

#

I'm in the feel like something if wrong here

soft night
proud jay
proud jay
median wraith
#

A random send me a dm on Artstation to follow he on Instagram because needs help to make illustrations

unborn lotus
#

Sometimes I wear my bikini, does it count?

celest musk
#

while playing doom?

median wraith
median wraith
#

I mean, they even pretend me to follow them haha

#

😒

fleet tangle
#

Basically red then.

celest musk
#

is hell blue now?

proud jay
#

depends if you're color blind

#

or how much oxygen is en hell

#

flames could become blue

fleet tangle
#

Well it's probably actually more of a pinky beige colour. It being other people.

unborn lotus
median wraith
#

Na the green stars are a no no

#

"It'll be a pleasure to have a virtual coffee with you."

#

Not even real coffee anymore

#

so sad

hollow dawn
#

what kinda animal does unreal think its eye adaption auto exposure stuff represents? def not a human lol

fluid bloom
#

so for a human like setting exposure should increase slowly over the course of 30 to 60 mins? πŸ€”

#

and go down in 0.5 secs

#

seriously speaking the defaults are iffy πŸ˜„

hollow dawn
fluid bloom
#

is expanded luminance range still a thing in ue5?

#

I remember there was a setting for that in 4

hollow dawn
#

no clue what expanded luminance is, unreal has many strange sounding words, and they change in every version

#

i started to remember where buttons are, but soon found you need to kinda know what you are doing, then later realized that doesnt matter either, cause unreal does other things anyway, its more about... feeling, feeling what works

#

im just looking at the preview viewport... brightness changes, i didnt even click play yet...

#

theres a slider to set the speed at which it adapts... set that to 100

median wraith
median wraith
#

for me works fine if you know how to calibrate

hollow dawn
#

thats an optimistic description lol

hollow dawn
#

ye.. black fog... silly eh... call it smoke... πŸ˜‰

median wraith
#

idk man, it works for me

hollow dawn
#

my setup atm, i zoom in closer to the surface, it gets darker, i zoom out, it doesnt get brighter, i zoom in again, it becomes even darker... in the same location... its ike the darkness adds up indefinately until black... same for areas where it gets brighter, my black material is like 80% white with a 0,01lux light

#

but thats lumen, you using raytrace?

#

that worked pretty good in 5.1 for me

#

but more for still/pre rendering

#

ye of course πŸ™‚

#

first thing u learn in unreal i think hehe

#

anyway, new coffee, milk n sugar everyone?

median wraith
hollow dawn
#

oh nice

#

ye i guess deving for 5 is atm a bit experimental still

#

what are you blendering?

proud jay
#

some bananas and other fruit

hollow dawn
#

ha

#

oh i respect rigging and animating much, such fiddeling sometimes, gotta do that more again too i guess

tulip orbit
#

powered by neural networks does that mean it sends data to a server? or all on your machine?

hollow dawn
#

likely online and networked botnet

#

hexagons and light and exposure XD
atm... light functions... they dont seem to do anything atm...

broken sigil
hollow dawn
#

ah, discovered that light functions simply can not change the ligt color... meh... i want my light shafts to alternate colors depending on location so they get rainbow colors... seems only one light can produce them per scene, and that can only have "light color", a color... not even a shader... argh

#

mmmh im pretty sure, not 100%, that was possbible in 4

#

oh yeah... by placing 3 lights.. RGB... -.-

#

but... i discovered that you can actually use Volume Materials on static meshes, unlike in the manual which says only particles may have it, not on a plane it seems but the standard cube works well... many much fps saved \o/

deep glen
#

odd, because afaik its decently well known it works with regular static meshes

hollow dawn
#

ya i used it in 4 extensively for water

#

but thats the current manual

#

and mmh, i can maybe drive lightshaft color by changing the volume material of the fog that creates it...

#

so i do a texture zarget capture thing to get the gaps between my hexes, use that to lerp between colors on my fog material...

#

ohhhh thats an idea too

#

the bloom tint

#

no clue why i dont get shafts from the side thou when i use volume mat instead of exp fog... exp fog scattering distribution doesnt seem to affect the volume mat...

#

ah no bloom tints dont work for me, i want multiple diff colors at the same time, not changing with player location... and bloom tint is justone color again not a mat we can customize

#

tho... if i do a capture texture target anyway... i dont need to color any lightshafts, i could use that to displace a plane and create the short lightshafts i actually wanted...
like plasma streams coming from the gaps, not shafts that reach forever... mmmmh

#

mosquito bit me while typing here... i know hate is a sztrong word, but i think i hate mosquitos

hollow dawn
#

ehm... my mom used to go swimming in a public pool that was a uranium waste deposit before... mosquitos lol... old school nuke mutant ftw \o/

proud jay
#

this makes me understand you more

#

did she do this while pregnant with you?

hollow dawn
#

-.-

#

DENIAL

unborn lotus
#

My parents got iodine pills because of Chernobyl

#

But dad took both of them

proud jay
#

they only got 1?

#

lol

median wraith
#

I'm so lost here

proud jay
#

no problem I can help

#

part of the unreal slackers discord

#

hope that helps

unborn lotus
#

No, he's in Spain

unborn lotus
#

Que hora es?

median wraith
#

16:30

#

15:30 en canarias

unborn lotus
#

It's an old thing lol

median wraith
#

what the heck

proud jay
#

donde esta la biblioteca?

#

or however you write that

unborn lotus
#

Like Gitana and other spanish soaps

proud jay
unborn lotus
#

That I was watching because there was nothing else on

proud jay
#

damn they actually said the biblioteca thing in your clip lol

#

didn't even watch it before saying that

hollow dawn
unborn lotus
median wraith
#

terriblu

chrome gull
#

I finished Battlefield 2042's battle pass AND Fallout 3 GOTY today

#

I have nothing to do now

hollow dawn
#

battlebit...

#

yeahlets all make a game together \o/

proud jay
chrome gull
#

yk, that doesn't sound that bad actually

chrome gull
#

but that's 20 days away ;-;

proud jay
#

sleep for 20 days then I guess

timber viper
#

i wish

chrome gull
celest musk
#

next week shadow gambit (desperados III successor) will release :>

chrome gull
#

I could start playing FNV

#

but

#

I'm burned out on Fallout

celest musk
#

fortnite?

chrome gull
#

played 4 twice and 3 once b2b

chrome gull
unborn lotus
#

If you liked Fallout you can watch Silo

pearl elk
#

Bethesda games should come with an Apple TV sub to make up for all the bugs πŸ˜›

chrome gull
#

beth's working with amazon for the fallout show

#

so maybe that 😬

pearl elk
#

I thought Silo was Apple

chrome gull
#

bethesda lmaooo

pearl elk
#

Todds wife

chrome gull
#

ah dw i was just experimenting with a shortcut

hollow dawn
#

ahh... ok so we got the capture target working as intended, only showing gaps, in the right color, gotta hook that now into my fog to change the lightshaft color... and i bet its gonna murder any fps... πŸ˜„ \o/

carmine frigate
carmine frigate
hollow dawn
# carmine frigate could also try using a rectangle light with a texture

ohh thats a possible alternative, good one...
gotta see if i can adjust a blueprint actor to drive the texture composition like my current render target material does it, remove shading etc. might have to use multiple render captures but might still give better fps than adding a texture to a fog volume

hollow dawn
carmine frigate
#

yea i dunno havent done anything like it myself

#

just know therre are rectangle lights and u can give em a texture... 1 option might be slower 1 might look better

#

is some rare cases something is both faster and looks better πŸ˜›

hollow dawn
#

i just wonder if it would be descent fps to do it via material displacing a plane and making it fade the higher Z it has... might need too many polygons since tesselation is no more, but you can do mad things with pixel world offset stuff

#

but i could remove all fog

#

or even use a fog volume mat for the plane

#

mmh the optionsgrow \o/ hail unreal

hollow dawn
carmine frigate
#

they should be good for some things.. otherwize epic wouldnt have added em

proud jay
#

isn't it great how my gpu is 5 years old yet can run baldurs gate perfectly fine on ultra

#

I don't get people that get the latest gpu every time

#

I have a 1070ti

unborn lotus
#

I would have stayed on my 970 if it didn't stop working

chrome gull
#

cries in RX 580

celest musk
#

game i played the most was fine with a gt520 πŸ˜„

broken sigil
proud jay
#

why

#

are you gonna use it?

broken sigil
proud jay
#

did you frame it

carmine frigate
#

if ur not using it you could just burn it

broken sigil
#

I haven't πŸ₯²

celest musk
#

with 8GB it could run a SD instance

unborn lotus
#

Put it in resin so it doesn't spoil

proud jay
carmine frigate
#

no

broken sigil
#

My 2080S has also been retired and also gave it its eternal resting place berk

#

And my previous 6900xt is in the 2nd pc

celest musk
#

no (probably wont be supported by the required DX version)

median wraith
#

Rockstar got the modding community groups, whyyy

#

Didn't the Just Cause devs got also back in the day the modding community team ?

mossy nexus
#

There is a reason why the original talent behind Rockstar have left the company. The corporate entity that is now RS, is .. .. well.. just not the same.

uneven fossil
#

darn...

cursive crypt
#

Here, have a fridge kitten.

median wraith
#

looks like a draw for some reason

carmine frigate
#

food?

median wraith
#

Not yet

carmine frigate
#

i dont let my cat in the fridge.. it would eat all my food

broken sigil
#

seriously...

#

I don't have a problem with their SSDs, yet to have 1 fail but their software is... questionable

median wraith
broken sigil
celest musk
#

magician uses cpu time

#

cpu time == magic

median wraith
#

Didn't Intel told us we should have quantum computing by now ?

#

Yeah but common user level

#

so what the hell is that for ?

broken sigil
#

the moment I closed it the temps went down 😐
I have it just for firmware updates but too lazy to go change the option so it doesn't automatically start lol

median wraith
#

I have plenty of crap tbh

#

yeah the GPUs market is an absurd topic at this point

median wraith
#

I got 60ΒΊc on my SSD

#

and idk what the hell todo about it

#

today seems a bit less

#

the other ones are 40 or under 40

#

idk whats going on with this one

broken sigil
median wraith
#

oh

fleet tangle
#

Is it on fire? No? You're probably good.

median wraith
#

yeah this is one of the motherboard ones

#

maybe because is close to that brick GPU

celest musk
#

does it have an heatsink?

carmine frigate
fleet tangle
#

The motherboard itself will create heat.

median wraith
#

Na, that should be over 100%, lies

celest musk
#

and it probably got bad airflow whereever it's mounted

fleet tangle
#

And it has less airflow becuase it's rigth next to the motherboard.

broken sigil
#

Reminds me... Rachet and clank rifts apart has that rifts to travel through levels
Was marketed as being only possible because of PS5's insane SSD speeds.... yet I played it just fine, smoothly on a sata SSD 😐

median wraith
#

Don't use that into relationships

carmine frigate
#

ur component is both dead and alive

#

schrudingers component

median wraith
#

and supported that

#

but I'm an ignorant on those topics and don't have the info about the PS5

#

but you can tell that thing is made to play, so something should have improved for communiation between components

carmine frigate
#

ps5 ssd is overhyped

carmine frigate
#

does facebookverse run on unreal?

broken sigil
#

The loading times (within the rifts) were maybe like half a second slower but that matters exactly 0% to be able to play the game smoothly

median wraith
#

On that I could tell you something if there wasn't NDA

carmine frigate
#

i think oculus home is unreal

median wraith
#

idk whats their play with this metahuman and those things

#

those are metaverse ?

#

I mean is a website and idk their plans

#

Is too cool to work in projects that never goes public

celest musk
#

i can tell 😭 (well probably half of the users on this server can)

median wraith
#

Thats true ahah

median wraith
celest musk
#

sometimes it might be for the better tho πŸ˜„

median wraith
#

We learn more from failures that anything else, right ?

timber viper
#

I just got BG3 and I will protect all squirrels

remote fog
#

Enjoy! I'm basically living in Faerun for the last week

timber viper
remote fog
#

Beyond everything else in the game, I'm really amazed by their AI. You might find it interesting

broken sigil
#

Sooo this is new, first time seeing this text above the preview
It's not in the video, it's text added by YT

zinc wagon
#

iirc it was intoduced along the hover-for-preview feature

broken sigil
#

I'm somehow first time noticing it now

zinc wagon
#

it might be that you like to watch a wide verity of content that youtube couldnt get a chance to recommend you a video that viewers of a channel you follow also watch

broken sigil
#

hmm
I do watch a ton of Dave's videos and a whole bunch of similar tech channels

pearl elk
#

That doesnt look like a garage

tulip orbit
#

grr. bg3 crashed while loading a save game. now waiting for it to verify files 😦

cursive crypt
#

Just restart. Loose these 73h of not sleeping.

tulip orbit
#

hells no! I did get back in and finally managed to kill this bastard, took several tries tho 😦

fleet tangle
#

What's wrong with eating pumpkins?

cursive crypt
#

Prolly cheaters eat pumpkins, but not everyone who eats pumpkins is a cheater.

#

Not sure I would want to eat a dinner for a chicken.

#

What the chickens eat?

#

Luoooos?

#

Burgers

#

McChicken

deep glen
unreal ether
#

chickens can be evil

deep glen
#

thats how you get deviled eggs XD

carmine frigate
#

chicken lays eggs.. eggs draw rats.. rats draw snakes.. chicken eats snakes

median wraith
#

Just me or in Fallout titles with all the neon greens after play you see a lot of red ?

soft night
#

this is perhapswhy

worldly sapphire
#

I'm guessing it's like when you bask in the heat of the sun with your eyes closed, and the world looks more blue when you open your eyes again

#

like your brain applied Auto White Balance and needs to readjust

#

Or is that just me

median wraith
#

true could be

hollow dawn
#

hello fellow weekenders \o/

hollow dawn
#

ohh sexy... my render target can indeed color the fog volume perfectly, and aint too fps hungry... just need to get into the right position somehow, UV offsets dont seem to do much, UV tiling works thou.
might even be able to replace lightshafts completely with it, just add a Z+ fade or somin

carmine frigate
#

also consider upping or downing grid size and distance

hollow dawn
#

why did that turn red?

#

oh... internet gone...

carmine frigate
#

also i usually change the falloff of the light..

celest musk
#

yea its addicting

carmine frigate
#

like a spotlight in volumetric looses its oompf too fast over distance

celest musk
#

but sadly kinda unpredictable

carmine frigate
#

so i often just turn falloff off completely

celest musk
#

are you using GPT or some local thing?

hollow dawn
#

ye lights in UE, i get how they work mostly but its dark, or light, wizardry to me lol
i kinda just wanted some glowy stuff coming from the hex gaps, dynamicly, not sure why i dont just let unreal color the fog... somehow it prolly didnt work with all the emissives and so on... XD now its some super expensive capture to texture to fog solution lol \o/

#

looks pixelated af too

#

and fog is on rather high qual alrdy

broken sigil
#

I ended up writing a Json parser from scratch and a whole graph based memory system (what I'm calling Memory Cortex) for it so it can fetch relevant parts even if the memory happened last year without fitting everything into the context window

All in C++ berk

carmine frigate
celest musk
#

i've yanked the whole websocket stuff in unreal, too. sadly the LLM really struggles with conversations with more than 2 participants (for exllama)

#

cross injecting context from one to the other πŸ˜„

broken sigil
broken sigil
celest musk
#

it works like 90% of the time for me, but 10% of the time it decides to write replies for 2 participants (in the same response)

#

after all the main problem for me is that i cant apply logic to the interpretation of the model

#

e.g. you cant ask it "was that message intended for you?"

#

it will just say whatever it feels like

#

some logical language interpreter would be neat πŸ˜„

#

but guess that takes another 5 years 😦

broken sigil
#

I had issues parsing json arrays inside json arrays but ended up solving it lol

celest musk
#

ironically unreals struct json serializer/deserializer also struggles with that, did hit the same wall

inland oriole
broken sigil
celest musk
#

that would be Lora's in the llama world?

hollow dawn
broken sigil
#

Yeah I have pretty much that for short term memory, I have like a circular buffer, it keeps a few recent messages and just keeps discarding old ones

And then my memory system is for long term memories beyond what this small buffer can keep track of

celest musk
#

nvm, found something related to embeddings

#

that is also what puts all that logic on top of chatgpt? e.g. i can tell chatgpt to format the output as json and it does that quite well

#

if i try that on llama, i get bullshit

hollow dawn
#

if you guys manage to get a semi descent chatai into unreal ill clap my sweaty hands

celest musk
inland oriole
#

Does anyone here have any recommendations for learning Blender? Not specific to Unreal or games. Just in general. I don't mind it being paid as long as it's not hundreds of euro's or whatever for some shady website xD
It still seems cool to me but I just find it extremely hard to get a grip on 😦

broken sigil
# celest musk that would be Lora's in the llama world?

Embeddings are basically the raw output from the last decoder layer of the model, it holds all the semantic meaning, right before it gets converted into token probabilities

If you want to do this with gpt openAI has an embedding api to give you embeddings for a piece of text

inland oriole
#

Nonono, Laura. You were yelling at people in hangout πŸ˜›

hollow dawn
#

most humans dont even think in real time

inland oriole
#

Nevermind I guess. Bad joke lol.

fleet tangle
hollow dawn
#

ye, thats not us, i dont care if she yells at strangers

#

said alex jones too

inland oriole
celest musk
broken sigil
#

It basically matters how much of the previous conversation you want it to remember

If you are relying purely on chat history you might want to keep it larger, you can make it shorter if you have a long term memory system to go with it

fleet tangle
#

I'm not sure if Alex Jones is actually a loud moron, or a very clever person evangalising to actual morons.

inland oriole
#

Cries in being associated with genZ because I was born like a few years too late.

#

πŸ₯²

celest musk
#

at least he is entertaining in some way

hollow dawn
#

he aint dumb lol... just fucked up bad with the sandyhurst thing... the whole craptalk about conspiracies just makes him money, and half of it is !kinda! true so he prolly believes alot of it

inland oriole
#

Who's Alex Jones?

#

Do I want to know?

celest musk
fleet tangle
#

He's a loud moron who yells loudly about conspiracies in America.

inland oriole
#

Ah yeah nevermind then.

hollow dawn
#

well hes a dude who has like 1billion in debt due to a lawsuit lol

celest musk
#

for talking shit in a country which praises free speach

hollow dawn
#

meanwhile BP... pays 20mill for wasting alaska

fleet tangle
#

Doesn't matter how much he's in debt if he doesn't own anything, sadly.

inland oriole
#

That's a lot of money.. And not in a good way I guess πŸ˜†

celest musk
#

anyways.... his talk with joe rogaen is worth a watch for entertaining purposes πŸ˜„

hollow dawn
#

dude... alex jones, eddie bravo and confused af joe rogan are gold

#

ye, men dont need necks

fleet tangle
#

He's very entertaining. Not because he's fighting the good fight, but just because of how ridiculous he is.

inland oriole
#

There are some talks I like that he does.. But there are also some I don't want to hear anything about.

hollow dawn
#

dude... sadly there are people like that for real, not show... i got a mate who just told me a new conspiracy wants to turn mountains into walls that make clouds turn to rain...

#

like bro... you know how weather works do you?

inland oriole
#

Sorry what?..

#

Turn mountains into walls to make rain?..

fleet tangle
#

Physics and climate are just the coverup.

#

Don't you want to know the real truth?!

hollow dawn
#

you already know the truth, youre a smart one, you know exactly what they mean

inland oriole
#

My brain physically can not process that phrase for some reason.. 🀣

carmine frigate
#

yea i actually lost a pretty good friend cuz he went full into the covid nanobot stuff

hollow dawn
#

XD me neither tbf... its just wild shit

carmine frigate
#

and i was... yea im kinda done with you

fleet tangle
#

Covid... nanobot?

carmine frigate
#

antivax

inland oriole
#

Covid vaccines being used to control the population kind of trash πŸ™ƒ

hollow dawn
#

half the pop here was like "thats what the nazis did"

#

i was like "fuck, masks!, ninjas! \o/"

fleet tangle
#

Oh they absolutely are, Thom. They control us being healthy and free from covid.

broken sigil
#

5g goes brrrrrr
It obviously activates the nanobots, everyone knows that

hollow dawn
#

you go to work like that, totally normal during covid

carmine frigate
#

I told em there is no way they can make any kind of computer that size and any1 could rent an electron microscope and check whats in there

inland oriole
carmine frigate
#

also they track ur shit with ur iphone allready

hollow dawn
#

nah 5g is a vastly diff tech, like those vaxines, they were not approved for human use for real

carmine frigate
#

5g gives ppl covid πŸ˜›

hollow dawn
#

nah but its not just a more powerful band

#

diff tech

carmine frigate
#

i think 5g is pretty useless not somesort of evil

hollow dawn
#

ye lol

carmine frigate
#

perhaps its not good for some animals tho

hollow dawn
#

theres no 5g around here anyway

inland oriole
#

But.. But.. The number went up from 4 to 5. Doesn't that mean it's better?

#

πŸ˜„

broken sigil
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Still absolutely nothing bad about it, still electromagnetic radiation and extremely far from ionizing radiation

Sunlight is far more damaging than any 5g

hollow dawn
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all those radio waves and whatnot are sure not healthy or good

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but do they turn you into a zobie? nah lol

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myons don survive till they hit the surface thou

carmine frigate
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well they still cant really explain why those whales all end up on the beach... something is prolly messing with em

inland oriole
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Oh boy some random number out of India just called me on whatsapp. How do I disable this nonsense.

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I wish.

hollow dawn
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i am radioactive since birth cause public pools here used to be uranium deposits

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plastics is worrysome to me thou, had plastic particles in hail and rain here

carmine frigate
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well yea... but we do those things to ourselves

broken sigil
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It's pretty much harmless on the electromagnetic radiation spectrum

inland oriole
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What if we just stuff the entire earth into a gaint microwave. We should try it for science.

carmine frigate
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I like my cables

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i dont want all my stuff wireless

inland oriole
broken sigil
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Visible light is much higher frequency and on the border of being harmful yet no one is screaming about it

(Yes it's the same type of radiation just different frequency)

hollow dawn
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cables r the best

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i smugly smile about wireless people going "dudum" in discord cause battery is empty

hollow dawn
carmine frigate
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every time i got called on my mobile i could hear it on my speakerset B4 my phone even went off

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so some of that stuff does mess with things

broken sigil
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Lol
Thanks to my anxiety I learned how much your mind can play tricks on you, you can feel physical pain even tho there is none there

I think it's the same with "wifi sickness", you are expecting something and you will feel what you are expecting, your mind will happily trick you into believing things

celest musk
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guess there's some handshake going on before the call actually goes through

hollow dawn
# broken sigil You might be thinking of sound waves, sound waves can do that Electromagnetic w...

i originally got it from some 30s experiment stuff i read in a book, using electrostimulation to change brainwaves and induce meditation like states... didnt find that right now but here somin rescent (taken that 50 people aint a large test group imo)
"Research by the National Institutes of Health has reported that RF-EMFs emitted from mobile phones activates metabolic processes in the human brain (Volkow et al., 2011). RF-EMFs from cellular phones (837.5 MHz) were exposed to 47 healthy human’s ears for 50 minutes, then, immediately after injection of 18F fluorodeoxyglucose, changes in brain metabolism were visualized by a positron emission tomography scan. Glucose metabolism in the brains that were exposed to RF-EMF increased rapidly. This provided evidence that the brain is sensitive to the effects of RF-EMF exposure (Volkow et al., 2011; Son et al., 2018)"

celest musk
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actually people living close to antennas probably get the least amount of radio waves around them? forgot about the transmission πŸ˜„

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since everything close has to send with low signal strength, and everything from far already has lost a lot of power on the way there

hollow dawn
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the changes where in parts affected by the phone predominantly

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the injection is just a visual indicator to see shit on scans

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also i bet we hold our phones close to our head for more than an hour... except people who hold it like a dinner plate, which are weird people

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i diddnt do that study, not gonna defend it, just the first example i quickly googled πŸ˜›

carmine frigate
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reminds me of operation moneybags

broken sigil
fathom wadi
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You wouldn't absorb any really. It's non-ionising and it mostly bounces off things

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this is why they can use it as a phased array radar system

hollow dawn
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these zombies would disagree with the statement that ray guns do no harm

broken sigil
broken sigil
fathom wadi
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indeed. That is, with current tech they use. 4g passed through, but 3g was damaging and before that with microwave tech, they used to fence off the emitters. We used to have one on top of our college that connected to the JANET system. It scary AF.

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on average we get more radiation from sitting in front of a monitor than we do using a phone. Unless you are one of those habitual phone users that uses it more than I use my pc.

hollow dawn
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dude... displays are super addictive things

fathom wadi
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but it's not the kind of radiation that hurts you in the dose it gives anymore anyway.

hollow dawn
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i feel like a fricking moth sometimes

fathom wadi
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yeah I sometimes wish I could do more outside stuff. I want to take a month long walk across Iceland for example

hollow dawn
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like it makes me just a tiny bit happy, not enough to satisfy me, but enough to keep me staring at it

fathom wadi
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I only do it to try make a living. Most of my time is spent in Unreal or Blender, with an occassional gaming experience or movie to relax at the end of the day

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chatting to people in here is a good way to stop the mental illness creeping in too

broken sigil
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When someone is worried about 5g, I always remind them that they happily go to the beach and lay there while the sun is blasting insane amounts of damaging radiation into them

fathom wadi
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I used to be worried about it, but then I spoke to an expert and he set me straight with hard facts that were backed up with evidence and that was that

hollow dawn
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ye... more education... less loonies... i approve of research and science much \o/

broken sigil
mossy nexus
fathom wadi
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I feel yer on that. I have severe anxiety. When I go outside I start getting ticks. Makes me look like a fkin lunatic. But it's just onset panic attacks and my brain trying to expel the anxiety. Strange thing to happen. I haven't had a blackout tho. That's next level anxiety.

broken sigil
fathom wadi
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I treated mine with vaping a mix of cbd and thc. Worked perfectly. I haven't used it for 6 months tho due to money issues. Supposedly SSRIs work for it too but they have an adverse effect on me.

broken sigil
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I'm been using some drops that you mix with water, they are pretty mild plant based anti anxiety thing so I can use it often without any adverse effects, it does help but doesn't get rid of it

I'm much better now than I have been a year ago, couldn't get up or take a shower or anything without feeling like I'm about to die any moment, standing in the shower with the heart rate at 180

Now the situation is much better, my hr is normal but I still can't go with a friend out or even drive without my anxiety going insane

fathom wadi
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yeah it's debilitating at times. Keep trying different things. There is something you can use to alleviate it but it takes time and a solid doctor to go through the motions. It took me years of twisting my doctor to try help and in the end I had to go private.

broken sigil
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I haven't gone to a psychiatrist yet, slowly dealing with it myself

Extremely slow progress but it's there, the bad thing is when you are feeling great, something happens and it sends all your progress you made a few months back

celest musk
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sadly i can relate to this

fathom wadi
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cognitive behaviour therapy is the only thing I haven't tried. the CBD/THC works so I don't need to try it really and that kind of thing takes too long with me because I'm self-aware already and I'm not easily manipulated, even by myself πŸ˜„

celest musk
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once it hits you again it's like it could still happen anytime

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guess that's something that you got to accept

worldly sapphire
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Much love to all you ❀️

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I really need to find a therapist in this city

fathom wadi
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speaking of self-manipulation. I need to go back to Blender and try make this stupid frigging shape.

worldly sapphire
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Hmm

broken sigil
unborn lotus
worldly sapphire
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It's impossible to be sad on a bike

unborn lotus
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Yes, it was cycling

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True...just gotta have the motivation to go out lol

broken sigil
fathom wadi
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start a new trend. Anxious NPC streaming. Make a million in a week.

worldly sapphire
unborn lotus
unborn lotus
fathom wadi
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yeah but one that specifically gets triggered with anxiety attacks from emotes. Worth a million at least for the shits and giggles πŸ˜„

worldly sapphire
broken sigil
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And I've done every heart test/exam you can imagine and everything was perfectly normal so I know it's nothing, just anxiety but still, that's not what you think when it happens

fathom wadi
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yeah that's the odd thing. You feel like your blood pressure is really high because you feel every beat, but when you get checked it's normal. Like wtf

broken sigil
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Yeah

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I need to go to the dentist, have a few things that need fixing but have no clue how I'm gonna do that

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Without my anxiety going insane

unborn lotus
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Well if you pickup any endurance sport, don't overdo it, then you get a lower resting HR and there's panic again πŸ˜…

broken sigil