endfield

[subtle cobalt]

Australia’s social media ban is a blessing rn

[muted turtle]

a lot of the kids that I work with are honestly decently conversational and we'll talk about like pokemon cards and video games and stuff and genuinely they... seem like functional people, but any time a dirty joke comes up, or people make a comment that is not appropriate to me, I smile and let my eyes glaze over like I do not know what in the hell they are talking about

[kindred night]

i hate strawberry flavor

[fair sedge]

Its about to die pls 😭 🥀

[pulsar ingot]

old enough to not go near schools

[crude dust]

Anybody know why the skport App on mobile keeps crashing?

[hallow gulch]

they banned social media?

[whole plume]

a government that's actually doing something??

[acoustic dagger]

I only remember playing with my psp while playing fnaf with my parents at night

[muted turtle]

I'll let them think I'm too old to understand, I can live with that

[subtle cobalt]

For under 16’s yes

[tardy quarry]

honestly idk why age verification in corn is just as simple as "click on yes" while Roblox asks all the living proof of you to verify you're above 13

[vapid idol]

Man, I feel for the guy. He brought his downfall upon himself by being a drunk druggie, but still.

[sturdy reef]

Remember: OnlyFans is based in London.

That should tell you how useful UK's protection laws are.

[hallow gulch]

interesting

[acoustic dagger]

Psp goated console

[subtle cobalt]

YouTube, Facebook/meta are about to be involved in a lawsuit if they don’t up the protection against under 16’s on social media in Australia

[snow storm]

roblox doing all that and still a cesspit of predators 🥀

[subtle cobalt]

Which honestly? W

[chilly depot]

is Discord labeled Social Media there?

[slender thunder]

People here are 22+ YO? 🥀😞

[subtle cobalt]

Yep!

[viscid barn]

Big D

[hallow gulch]

Other websites are starting to make you verify your ID and age now too.

[chilly depot]

oof

[desert moat]

uhhh in the least doxxy way
early 20s

[sturdy reef]

"A Lock only stops the Honest, and the Lazy"

[weak iron]

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FixupX · May 13, 2026, 3:09 AM

[hallow gulch]

lol

[vapid idol]

Remember The Hole?

[snow storm]

im don't know why I'm here I have a final tomorrow

[sturdy reef]

RAAAAAAAAAA WOMn

[tardy quarry]

oh okay I'm not going to them then

[slender thunder]

@Mods

[whole plume]

oh i know this issue, those deleted lobbies keeps popping up full of preds

[muted turtle]

Discord is known as social media, yes, just like youtube is by technicality, social media

[kindred night]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1493786170767835136/1478627046144872478.gif

[pulsar ingot]

if you're past the midpoint it aint early mah guy

[magic quiver]

Ah yes my anti contingency contract BS move
Haven't used that since the Heian era

[fleet hawk]

It’s just a hole

[sturdy reef]

Age verification is useless and even more predtory than roblox

[vapid idol]

YouTube was the most fun social media before google removed comment thumb downs, then video thumb downs, and started shadow-banning comments.

[kindred night]

A HOLE

[tardy quarry]

is a goal

[fair sedge]

Internet overdose got anime adaption?

[viscid barn]

Why

[kindred night]

A way

[vapid idol]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAIbvlobWDM

[snow storm]

Tamamo...cross?

[desert moat]

im not

[tardy quarry]

to heaven

[gleaming condor]

Since I'm a practically a grandpa on this server ( born early 90s) I'll share
We started learning to use computers and the Internet in school around 1st grade and they actually taught us online safety
Things like not sharing personal info and the like
Do they just not do that anymore?

[magic quiver]

Are you gonna fill that goal?

[whole plume]

they even used a low poly npc model and it passed

[snow storm]

https://tenor.com/view/chibi-tamamo-cross-joshiraku-uma-musume-gif-417024250687025525

[kindred night]

https://klipy.com/gifs/oh-no-cute--k01KRFTBMV4P3FTD1100BS45B9V

[sturdy reef]

It allows the socmed owners, and other online users, to know what age you are (like a certain Discord server's 'certfified mnor' role)

[viscid barn]

971667

[tardy quarry]

currently on cooldown gang

[slender thunder]

I just said mods

[muted turtle]

I'd argue it got worse, not counting the ad-pocalypse, when some dumbass went to go brag about how so much of YT's revenue came from children under 13

[viscid barn]

No mods

[slender thunder]

Yes mods

[fleet hawk]

Early viral, was definitely the ASDF series

A truly a time of early internet

[viscid barn]

No

[viscid barn]

Segs

[fair sedge]

Where?

[subtle cobalt]

Ok I’m back

[slender thunder]

You said said that 37x already 😭

[vapid idol]

We had informatics class in our equivalent of middle school, and we just made a turtle go drawing around the screen with simple commands.

[fair sedge]

U better not scem

[desert moat]

No which is WHY MORE PEOPLE GET DOXXED

They try to take away childrens spaces and say children shouldn't be on the internet, but our modern era REQUIRES THE INTERNET so then they eventually get exposed to it inevitably and have fuck all training for actually safely navigating it and not being misinformed or taken advantage of

[fossil sparrow]

Only sukuna offered his heart to megumi

[viscid barn]

[fair sedge]

UWOOGH SEGS

[viscid barn]

Who

[slender thunder]

Yap

[vapid idol]

He's STILL MAKING THEM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qcwqUf_B5mM

[kindred night]

yeah

[hallow gulch]

It’s quite annoying lol. Locked me out of a bunch of stuff and I had to ID verify cause I didn’t want to face scan 😭

[tardy quarry]

bro(maybe unc cuz u might be twice as old as me) w pfp tho

[viscid barn]

Wow Wuwa

[sturdy reef]

Yikes

[kindred night]

WUWON

[sturdy reef]

Who plays NTE nowadays

[hallow gulch]

that’s NTE

[slender thunder]

Looks wuwa

[vapid idol]

I do actually like that picture, the butterfly is cute.

[fair sedge]

I lowk wanna try nte

[kindred night]

who plays eosfield

[viscid barn]

Looks wuwa

[hallow gulch]

a lot of people since it just came out

[muted turtle]

They don't, young people don't know what voting is and THAT'S depressing

[tardy quarry]

imagine wanting to do "a lil bit of this and that" with them knowing where you live and how ass you look beneath the screen

[desert moat]

Like you and me used to take computer science classes and learn how to type and stuff
Now they just dont even properly do that anymore they just tell kids not to use ChatGPT

[pulsar ingot]

dewit

[sturdy reef]

You, me, everybody

[pulsar ingot]

you know you want to

[viscid barn]

I play

[sturdy reef]

Nte sucks

[kindred night]

no

[viscid barn]

I play eosfield

[sturdy reef]

Ananta better

[subtle cobalt]

Had to learn how to vote outside of school on my own bcz they don’t teach us for wtv reason even though im Australia you legally have to vote

[viscid barn]

Ananass

[fair sedge]

Not enough storage 🥀
unless i delete endfield

[hallow gulch]

[vapid idol]

We just had elections in Hungary, and got from a 2/3 majority for the ruling party of the last 16 years to a 2/3 majority for the opposition. WE ARE SO BACK.

[whole plume]

that dont exist nowadays

[viscid barn]

@sullen stream you

[pulsar ingot]

dewit
delete endfield

[slender thunder]

Go outside guys touch the sun

[wary tapir]

should I still make jade

[viscid barn]

[sturdy reef]

I'll burn

[viscid barn]

Chill

[fair sedge]

Nuh my monthly pass still have 3 days left

[tardy quarry]

not you cuz you look peak

[pulsar ingot]

no i'll burn

[pulsar ingot]

uninstall 3 days later then

[fair sedge]

Maybe

[muted turtle]

I wasn't gonna play nte because they were the studio that made tower of fantasy, finally got convinced because catgirls, played for a bit, found out they used ai and were being kinda shady about it, and then dropped the game lmfao

[rough oriole]

Can confirm

Whoever made the story of nte should be fired

From the entire gaming industry as a whole

[gleaming condor]

If I'm twice your age then it means I've been into anime and stuff since before you were born lol
Dialyn best girl

[subtle cobalt]

Real

[sturdy reef]

Guys, we should ban internet to anyone not 18

[slender thunder]

[slender thunder]

Truee

[fossil sparrow]

Kick this guy right here

[stark mist]

True but they have to send id to prove it

[subtle cobalt]

Social media 16+ mandatory would be good for everyone

[slender thunder]

Kids are annoying this days

[sturdy reef]

Nah, if they can't vote, they can't emote

[vapid idol]

Better idea: Disconnect all transatlantic internet cables so the americans are stuck in their hellhole.

[fair sedge]

https://tenor.com/view/boat-racing-indonesian-boat-racing-indonesian-racing-boat-dance-indonesian-dancing-gif-3247368368743686384

[subtle cobalt]

Ehhhh.

[sturdy reef]

Only voters should be allowed internet and only voters should be allowed to drink alcohol

[tardy quarry]

I was preparing to go on a race while you were watching anime

[kindred night]

Yes ai bad

[desert moat]

this mentally genuinely was a 9/11 for childrens safety

[gleaming condor]

Bizarre
You'd think they'd have doubled down on online safety since then with how important the Internet is now

[chilly depot]

Star Link : allow us to introduce ourselves again

[subtle cobalt]

Like this Roblox update where I can’t talk to under 16’s etc is great for me

[muted turtle]

I was going to avoid the game ON THE PRINCIPLE that I did not trust the studio to not fuck it up - and to be completely honest, I think NTE is not a complete fumble, but...

[fossil sparrow]

Genius

[hallow gulch]

fr

[sturdy reef]

It sucks as hard as Mint does

[hallow gulch]

bro Starlink is crazy good

[muted turtle]

I have my grievances with ai, but at that point if you're gonna use it, just... be upfront about it lol. If you can't even do that, I'm... not even gonna bother... lol

[slender thunder]

Hop on wuwa

[hallow gulch]

sure hope it’ll work in the forest I’m gonna be in for a while soon though

[carmine sand]

i think i get it; i have my reasons for not getting into nte; but i don't need to see that game fail either. best of luck to them~

[desert moat]

the powers that be dont care about the safety of children

they only care about YOUR values of the safety of children and using them against you to give up your personal information

[subtle cobalt]

https://tenor.com/view/yvonne-arknights-endfield-true-morgan-freeman-truth-nuke-yvonne-arknights-gif-3831574629903031124

[wary warren]

Okay, I swear I always open this chat in the weirdest moment imaginable

[hallow gulch]

if only I had my laptop…

[kindred night]

hop on genshin

[final rock]

you know what be better? Delete social media permanently.

[hallow gulch]

Cube event phase swap yet?

[tardy quarry]

how dare you say like that to mi-
wait what did you mean by " as hard as mint "

[hallow gulch]

I don’t wanna go on phone rn cause it drains battery lol

[sturdy reef]

NTE is the Avowed of gachas

[gentle heron]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1381345879239430184/1503162517449342986/GIF_20260510_095404_714.gif

[kindred night]

hag

[final rock]

There isn't a single opinion you can't think of that someone probably hasn't already voiced on socials.

[slender thunder]

Get it and hop on wuwa

[harsh hatch]

Oops, sorry, wrong chats.

[hallow gulch]

“This is where my parents died, red boy.”

[fair sedge]

We should all go outside and touchgrass

[subtle cobalt]

People are suprise that NTE was a buggy mess like.

[sturdy reef]

I DON'T LIKE NTE BUT I LIKE MINT

[drowsy dawn]

Abwaa

[hallow gulch]

I’m like half the planet away from it or smth 😭

[tardy quarry]

oh nice hotori is out

[wary tapir]

RED BOY 💔

[boreal zinc]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1463373781912387607/1503386542490648686/1778492043214774.gif

[limpid rock]

but you play nte for/because of mint

stop lying to yourself

[drowsy dawn]

Sma

[gentle heron]

i only hated the exit vehicle tbh it was super clunky

[kindred night]

monokuma next

[hallow gulch]

I couldn’t come up with anything better…

[sturdy reef]

Exactly

[slender thunder]

Buh where u right now ?

[carmine sand]

yea, in that regard; i think endfield is amazing; there's no like crippling crash bug or serious server down time that i know of

[sturdy reef]

Mint is the only reason I play

[chilly depot]

Zhuang Fangyi doing that is basically "mating call"

[muted turtle]

I think like doing that whole thing of "Oh yeah we're not gonna use ai long term, that's just temporary" and then you keep using it? Like you wanna have your cake and eat it too, and I am already ye of little faith, don't play games with me

[gentle heron]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1496557462210220216/1776869721944340.gif

[slender thunder]

Slower

[tardy quarry]

u might like hotori cuz she stops time to win in rock paper scissors

[hallow gulch]

in the airport about to head to Ireland

[hallow gulch]

she does what

[subtle cobalt]

They have an entire team of artists. Why not just use them like what

[kindred night]

free...

[hallow gulch]

ooo

[vapid idol]

Are there not mods?

[final rock]

free dice?

[sturdy reef]

Stop catching me pants down

[muted turtle]

my message could not be delivered?

[chilly depot]

although standard banner pull, but sure

[slender thunder]

Mods too lazy to work

[hallow gulch]

@green plover sorry bestie I’m deleting AK again until there’s a cool banner so I can do NTE logins 😇

[kindred night]

free gamble

[gentle heron]

goofy ahh cyberpunk digital font

[muted turtle]

mods..?

[carmine sand]

i honestly don't care if it's ai art; as long as it's good, and not like, broken and unedited

[subtle cobalt]

Might have been flagged

[hallow gulch]

probably triggered filter or smth

[sturdy reef]

Why are you obsessed with me

[tardy quarry]

she can manipulate time to her will(that's why she got aura even tho eibon doesn't have the reputation)

[vapid idol]

No, I mean mods for NTE.

[muted turtle]

emoji?

[hallow gulch]

ohhh

[gentle heron]

how do i get that font

[vapid idol]

https://fonts.google.com/specimen/Audiowide

[fair sedge]

WITH A TASTE OF YOUR LIPS, IM ON A RIDE
🗣️ 🔥 🔥 🔥

[muted turtle]

wait what got flagged LMAO

[gentle heron]

thanks

[tardy quarry]

everyone knows hotori but not eibon

[sturdy reef]

Mods doesn't allow for interaction changes, only skins

[slender thunder]

I'm applying for mod in my different account to ban this people

[vapid idol]

I have the KeepMessages plugin, and I like using it. :D

[sturdy reef]

I WANT MINT TO DO MORE THAN JUST HOLD MY HAND

[subtle cobalt]

YOUR TOXIC IM SLIPPIN UNDER 🗣️ 🔥🔥🔥

[vapid idol]

Ah, you want segs, I see.

[sturdy reef]

I WANT TO CARRY HER IN MY ARMS

[final rock]

we larping again?

[hallow gulch]

if only mod apps opened

[muted turtle]

smile emoji?

[vapid idol]

I just died in your arms tonight.

[gentle heron]

off topic is more on topic than here

[slender thunder]

Slower

[fair sedge]

WITH A TASTE OF A POISON PARADISE
🗣️ 🔥 🔥 🔥

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/zzz-zenless-zone-zero-belle-image-perms-gif-16211658476521656189

[subtle cobalt]

It’s… it’s a song…

[sturdy reef]

I WANT TO RUN WITH HER ON THE BEACH AND SPLASH WATER ON EACH OTHER

[hallow gulch]

is… is this peak?

[gleaming condor]

Need this as a wall clock

[sturdy reef]

Guess the song

[slender thunder]

[muted turtle]

I'm not gonna think about it, I said 5 words and all of them have already been said, freak occurence

[tardy quarry]

u can hug her yknow

[hallow gulch]

[fossil sparrow]

Daily rage bait just for you

[fair sedge]

Sasa lele

[muted turtle]

endfield team I found a bug in your server and I have no idea how I triggered it lmfao

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/zzz-zenless-zone-zero-belle-image-perms-gif-16211658476521656189

[tardy quarry]

oh and clean her ears, poke her cheek

[subtle cobalt]

RHEA RIPELYYYYYYY🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[sturdy reef]

Can I kiss her lips?

[hallow gulch]

this actually ragebaited me

[tardy quarry]

tail too

[vapid idol]

I'm more of a "sit down together and enjoy the silence" kinda guy.

I drew this: https://i.ibb.co/gtKs0W7/Nevtelen14.png

[sturdy reef]

WHY DO THEY HAVE A KID-

[slender thunder]

Is that MSG behind those glasses?

[final rock]

Honkai?

[tardy quarry]

kiss the screen ig lol

[fossil sparrow]

Nani

[kindred night]

.rossi

[lone scarab]

https://tenor.com/view/rossi-arknights-endfield-arknights-endfield-cute-gif-11664243219317688317

[slender thunder]

Perfection 👌 🚬

[hallow gulch]

NTE with Bailu skin

[subtle cobalt]

YOU DONT KNOW RHEA RIPLEY??

[muted turtle]

Honestly though, this is the part that kinda kills it for me ngl

[sturdy reef]

https://tenor.com/view/licky-cat-cat-licky-licking-licking-cat-gif-17774463

[fossil sparrow]

Did you enjoy getting baited

[hallow gulch]

no

[fossil sparrow]

Wait no that came out wrong

[stark mist]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1039611184925650944/1475729475411906562/ittiestspeed.gif

[hallow gulch]

I will kill whoever wrote that

[storm thorn]

@zenith python

[fossil sparrow]

Oh. Unfortunate

[vapid idol]

Sakiri cute.

[slender thunder]

Wats this unc? 😭

[tardy quarry]

you're a master baiter

[final rock]

I know that Ripley woman from Alien does that count?

[hallow gulch]

I am rapidly approaching their location

[sturdy reef]

I am scared of Sakiri lovers

[muted turtle]

I like to enjoy a good cutscene because I am analytical, I like to break things down and see it happen and there's no artistry in generating a sequence

[leaden zenith]

.maintenance

[lone scarab]

Server Maintenance Completion

Maintenance Time:

• <t:1776376800:F> ~ <t:1776398400:F>
• <t:1776376800:R> ~ <t:1776398400:R>
• Server open at: <t:1776398400:F>

Please note that this timestamp will automatically adjust to your timezone!

[vapid idol]

Me and my robot girlfriend sitting on a couch, with a picture of the mech we pilot above on the wall.

[tardy quarry]

hmm reminds me of a game

[vapid idol]

It's after my Lancer TTRPG character.

[kindred night]

neat

[sturdy reef]

Me and my catgirl girlfriend sitting on a couch with a litter of kittens in our arms

[vapid idol]

Based.

[tardy quarry]

oh nvm maybe quotex knows what I'm talking about

[hallow gulch]

I mean what

[sturdy reef]

Are you vietnamese

[hallow gulch]

no

[muted turtle]

like watching uhhhhh the fight in jjk with higuruma is art, and that could never be replicated by a machine, because the machine doesn't have the intent, and there's no way to fathom or understand why it is occurring

[subtle cobalt]

I will now introduce to you all
Rhea Ripeley
Australian professional boxer

[hallow gulch]

woah she’s peak

[muted turtle]

cinema

[subtle cobalt]

SHE IS

[vapid idol]

I like doodling. I'm not very good at it, though. https://i.ibb.co/DLj6W6b/Nevtelen12.png

[subtle cobalt]

Better than ai slop keep it up king

[fair sedge]

People gonna start at somewhere

[slender thunder]

I can't sleep (it's 1pm already)

[muted turtle]

I would post doodles but I don't have image perms

[vapid idol]

I'm really proud that I was able to make a bent crossed leg look okay. XD

[hallow gulch]

I don’t watch boxing but she looks really cool

[subtle cobalt]

Tru

[vapid idol]

My poor wacom is covered in dust, I draw like one image every half a year.

[fair sedge]

Sleep tomorrow but tonight go crazy

[slender thunder]

Realll

[tardy quarry]

it's 11 am and I'm still awake

[subtle cobalt]

I don’t watch it either, but for her?? Maybe

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/goddess-of-victory-nikke-doro-meme-toilet-restroom-gif-14343205956687655242

[hallow gulch]

real

[subtle cobalt]

She’s a girls girl too

[vapid idol]

This is the best thing I've done so far: https://i.ibb.co/Lp4s0xP/1.png

[slender thunder]

Hmm what kind of craziness should I do

[subtle cobalt]

TUFFF

[tardy quarry]

what's girls girl

[wary tapir]

AI bro and people who actually enjoy drawing just has different mindset that's all

they treat the process of making the art itself as a waste of time

[tardy quarry]

MINI MILITIA

[subtle cobalt]

Tldr a girl that supports and uplifts other girls, respects and doesn’t hate or find jealousy with other women for no reason

[vapid idol]

As you can see, I am an advanced user of the fill tool.

[subtle cobalt]

Opposite of a pick me girl

[subtle cobalt]

Love me the fill tool

[stark mist]

[hallow gulch]

cinema

[muted turtle]

I think that's the thing, for me, is that I can't enjoy ai art for that exact reason, is because there's no breakdown, there's nothing to analyse

[hallow gulch]

me too

one day I’ll actually shade… not today though

[tardy quarry]

idk about boxing i used to watch mma

[vapid idol]

I don't like this term, I see it being used over and over to make fun of girls that give any shit about men's issues, like ShoeOnHead.

[muted turtle]

computer just throws shit together and calls it a day, there's nothing for me to understand

[slender thunder]

💤

[subtle cobalt]

NONONONO a pick me girl is someone who constantly goes like omg i can’t be friends with girls!! Omg she’s wearing makeup I would NEVER wear makeup. They put down other women to gain men’s attention and hate it when anyone goes against them

[vapid idol]

I also made a gif once: https://i.ibb.co/r625hFg/loading.gif

[subtle cobalt]

Men’s mental health matters.

[muted turtle]

there's no technique, no style, no form, no small details to gush over, no mistakes or quirks in the process because it's rigid and confined in the ruleset

[odd tendon]

[crisp sleet]

Yeh yeah siblings or smth

[Mighty eagle binoculars pic]

[vapid idol]

I don't see why anyone would need to do that. Guys will pick you if you're just completely normal. Girls are in short supply usually, you're the ones that get to do the picking of guys.

[versed knot]

https://gif.fxtwitter.com/tweet_video/HIBVwj1a0AA5US-.webp

[slender thunder]

Wtf

[vapid idol]

Not saying there aren't girls who do that anyway.

[subtle cobalt]

And that’s why people hate “pick me girls”

[chilly depot]

[subtle cobalt]

There’s no point for them to do allat

[tardy quarry]

haha i saved it before it can get deleted(anyways smash)

[subtle cobalt]

Just be yourself no need to sit there and put down other women for being girly

[crisp sleet]

What

[muted turtle]

It does go both ways, unfortunately

What springs to mind is a reel I found on ig the other day

[crisp sleet]

WHY ARE WE STILL TALKING ABOUT ROMANCE HERE HELLO

[vapid idol]

Well, being an "I'm not like other guys, I'm nice" is a very documented phenonenon, obviously.

[subtle cobalt]

YES that’s EXACTLY WHAT BEING A PICK ME GIRL IS LIKE

[vapid idol]

We're terminally lonely.

[subtle cobalt]

I used to be a pick me girl please don’t ever be one.

[tardy quarry]

well better than people using an ai for that tho

[pulsar ingot]

does she manually breath

[crisp sleet]

Yeah yeah ai or sum shi

-# pls send cute furry mommy

[muted turtle]

ugly guy sees everyone around him in love and/or relationships, depressed, orders a hoodie that magically makes him conventionally attractive and he scores a girl

[tardy quarry]

what's a pick me-

[subtle cobalt]

I used to wear cat ears and try to be one of the guys and oh I never would wear makeup or wear dresses

[hallow gulch]

I’m not like other Endfielders. I’m better

[pulsar ingot]

that single sentence makes me wonder if all the npcs in nte are actually robots

[brave gust]

What kind of server is this? Chats are way way off today

[tardy quarry]

i forgot to type the rest because of this msg

[versed knot]

Seems like the culture is different for each country

[vapid idol]

That sounds less like "one of the boys", and more like an egirl.

[crisp sleet]

You're welcome

[stark mist]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1461541760801968128/1483440123449446440/mifumifu.gif

[brave pine]

What stat influences ultimate regen?

[boreal zinc]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1497910572736315412/perlica2.gif

[versed knot]

Endfield sometimes talks anything but endfield

[crisp sleet]

UGE

[subtle cobalt]

A Pick Me Girl, also known as "Pick Me" is a term used on the Internet to describe a woman who seeks male approval by regularly belittling other women.

[crisp sleet]

U gay

[brave gust]

<@&956153874383781928>

[chilly depot]

[subtle cobalt]

Gl bro

[pulsar ingot]

gacha gamers dont talk abt gacha they try to talk sth else to show they're interesting

[versed knot]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1503122178139488347/jy5zddaffa0h1.gif

[muted turtle]

They hang out for a bit, she catches him off guard one day as he's washing this magic hoodie, he gets exposed for being not "ideal", and she's okay with that cause she pulls off her own little magic hoodie to show that she's not ideal all the time either and she's plain and has y'know, her flaws

[crisp sleet]

Mf made mi fu the cat

[tardy quarry]

me see miyabi, me day happi

[stark mist]

Yes mods I need a BBL pronto

[vapid idol]

AI could never work for me, because the constant "this is not a real woman" is in my head.

[gentle heron]

i hate the sarkaz

[muted turtle]

they both laugh about it and then he kicks her out cause she's ugly

[brave gust]

Seriously scroll above, is that a good conversation to have?

[subtle cobalt]

Is anyone upset?? 😭

[kindred night]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1493786170767835136/1478627046144872478.gif

[boreal zinc]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1492227549084909628/2bac024ec850b04d3526101195ee0213122468646.gif

[subtle cobalt]

There’s no arguments or anything rn I don’t see an issue

[viscid barn]

I'm fuck

[kindred night]

gonna port rossit to nte

[stark mist]

Mod I need my belly rubbed

[subtle cobalt]

Endfield is nearing end of patch there’s not much to talk about endfield related

[viscid barn]

Back*

[crisp sleet]

Excuse me

[vapid idol]

Robot girl with telescopic limbs: https://i.ibb.co/PjL62b0/Nevtelen13.png

[viscid barn]

Typo

[tardy quarry]

guys it's miyabi so she's right

[crisp sleet]

True

[subtle cobalt]

https://tenor.com/view/pibble-gif-4852344973571988874

[vapid idol]

Damn, I didn't realise how little of the bottom of the canvas I used.

[boreal zinc]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1496467512764928133/zhuanghanded.gif

[muted turtle]

Women get to choose the guy they want to be with, sure, until the guy says "Uhh, I didn't want to be picked by that one" which is admittedly a really shitty thing to do, hence that it does go both ways

[subtle cobalt]

Happens all the time

[tardy quarry]

i can fill ur canvas

[brave pine]

How do I increase UGE for Fangyi?

[elder vessel]

wow

[vapid idol]

Damn, don't do that. If you're not attracted to a girl, let her down gently.

[vapid idol]

Please do.

[subtle cobalt]

Weapons, essence, armour, artificing

Depends really

[storm thorn]

している

[desert wren]

You have a choice on who to pursue as well bud

[gentle heron]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1485746559504351262/1489715758341558272/mrbeastexitscam.gif

[vapid idol]

https://i.ibb.co/QNkHPMH/Nevtelen16.png

[gentle heron]

no money

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/goddess-of-victory-nikke-doro-meme-toilet-restroom-gif-14343205956687655242

[slender thunder]

Someone took the bait 😭

[subtle cobalt]

Mr lonely over here

Get a load of this guy

[muted turtle]

it's moreso a message to say to be careful about complaining about not having choice, because when you do have a choice, you're more likely to take it for granted

[viscid barn]

Bro what

[desert wren]

I’m sittin with my fiance feeding my bearded dragon bud can’t relate

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/club-kiwi-kiwi-zhoomfie-komash-gif-15568377013299798808

[gentle heron]

ping

[crisp sleet]

Redeemer Seal or other gears, I don't use fangyi nor do I know what gears she use, u can head to #help and #team-build

[vapid idol]

Well, I've not had a choice so far, so I can't comment on it.

[stark mist]

Antal

[subtle cobalt]

Good for you. You can still be lonely

[vapid idol]

This is from back when I was trying out Krita for the first time: https://i.ibb.co/4tvWGXz/amogus.png

[subtle cobalt]

No need to bring others down just because you have it good right now

[desert wren]

Why I have you guys too

[crisp sleet]

ඞඞඞඞ

[desert wren]

No need to be lonely

[subtle cobalt]

Krita is goated

Amogus

[vapid idol]

Also Elvis: https://i.ibb.co/7Kbg3Nk/Elvis.png

[subtle cobalt]

ELVISSS

You can draw fingers better than I can

Bane of my existence

[vapid idol]

I had to redo the fingers like 5 times.

[subtle cobalt]

It never gets better

[slender thunder]

Miyabu crashed out

[subtle cobalt]

The cycle is never ending. You always redraw the hands

[vapid idol]

And this is from when I decided I wanted to embrace my inner weeb degen: https://i.ibb.co/KDc6krr/Ano.png

[tardy quarry]

nooooo miyabi

[kindred night]

would

[vapid idol]

Oh, Muffet is a classic.

[slender thunder]

@brave gust relax Yabi big dawg

[gentle heron]

can someone ping mods i'm too lazy to

[brave gust]

I told you already man stop pinging me

[vapid idol]

My room: https://i.ibb.co/nmKGQsb/room.png

[gentle heron]

cool

[crisp sleet]

Hot

[muted turtle]

Lukewarm?

[tardy quarry]

don't anger miyabi

[crisp sleet]

U know ur shit

[muted turtle]

[gentle heron]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1481344437115158591/1487452608418549851/RubNian.gif

[muted turtle]

The furry in his infinite wisdom, knows all

uwu

[vapid idol]

I wonder if this feels good or bad.

[covert bloom]

beans

[tardy quarry]

cutting board

[gentle heron]

https://tenor.com/view/raha1234-gif-9153721974556340244

[kindred night]

balls

[subtle cobalt]

Trying to see if I can find one of my old drawings

[slender thunder]

I miss touching cats 🥺

[muted turtle]

I lost most of mine unfortunately, I also don't have image perms kek

[vapid idol]

I'll leave you guys with my "OC" (I hate this term): https://i.ibb.co/SdS0TJL/Nevtelen10.png

[gentle heron]

ok

[muted turtle]

My door just creaked, hm

[crisp sleet]

Stop cracking

[tardy quarry]

wouldve responded with something to this if we were acquainted enough(i would've said "I miss touching you too")

[kindred night]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/586588921614303233/1416299299633102869/20250913-004531.gif

[muted turtle]

Grabbing the hunting dagger, that's going to bed with me tonight methinks

[subtle cobalt]

Older drawing of sucrose I did and never finished lmao

Fingers are my behated

[strong night]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1463373781912387607/1503386542490648686/1778492043214774.gif

[brave pine]

Are people in this world so stupid that doing things like hitting mechanisms is something that never comes across their minds until the Endmin does it?

[vapid idol]

Imagine if chubby lungs were real.

[kindred night]

drained

[brave pine]

Beans.

[slender thunder]

Pigs

[tardy quarry]

sucrose looks confident in that

[subtle cobalt]

Lil resting on her hand type thing

[covert bloom]

why is Fangyi throwing it back

[muted turtle]

Idk, you ever tried to troubleshoot for somebody that didn't know turning it off and on again would fix their problem?

[vapid idol]

All the boxes are heavy as shit and only float if you have the endmin's originium powers.

[tardy quarry]

i can see the smirk tho

[subtle cobalt]

Got better anatomy on this one somehow but just didn’t finish it cuz I was scared to ruin it LMAO

[brave pine]

That I understand, but what about the fucking waterwheel mechanisms..?

[muted turtle]

I've had people ask me how to use a fucking Keurig before

[subtle cobalt]

No she’s not naked or nsfw it’s a base

[brave pine]

The ones you just have to hit to change their direction

[tardy quarry]

i can understand

[muted turtle]

Cup goes in, coffee comes out

[vapid idol]

Don't those pretty much all work already?

[brave pine]

I just got to Wuling, and Tangtang is praising the Endmin about the waterwheels, even though you just hit the nearby mechanisms to activate them...

[tardy quarry]

i once drew something and it turned too seggsy so i left it idle

[muted turtle]

People being dumb in universe is what I like to call realism

[vapid idol]

I've only seen Nescafé capsules, but I'm assuming Keurig ones are also just: Pull out plate, put in capsule, push in plate, add water, press button.

[vapid idol]

I think that's mostly just Tangtang being Tangtang.

[boreal zinc]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1486387888429203507/virtuosa_press_button_fast.gif

[covert bloom]

Tang tang share the same seat as Chen with both having the lowest intelligent stat in the game

[tardy quarry]

my hands might've given up drawing I didn't do it for 3 yrs now

[brave pine]

I think Snuffles from New Vegas would be smarter than those two...

[vapid idol]

Chen isn't dumb, she's just street smart.

[subtle cobalt]

I started commissioning artists bcz I got lazy

[brave pine]

And Snuffles is a fucking molerat

[subtle cobalt]

My actual pfp is a commission so

[covert bloom]

Are you just posting Virtousa pressing buttons everytime?

[subtle cobalt]

Yeah that’s what they do

[covert bloom]

Aight

[tardy quarry]

yoo where r u finding customers

[covert bloom]

That rerun banner is tempting but I'm ma skip

[sonic lynx]

So mods said I'm given an image mute for 30 days coz my post violated the rules

Still didn't explain why or how perlica holding an egg (no nsfw) violated the rules

[vapid idol]

There's a guy on the Tree of Saviour Discord that just posts cat emojis.

[subtle cobalt]

Customers? Or like who draws them

[tardy quarry]

i can still do Braille arts tho so maybe i can still draw. #endfield-art message

[covert bloom]

Uhhm

[covert bloom]

you do know she's uh...

[lone scarab]

foxynth: You currently have 9260 points.

[normal silo]

2 more days to weekend!

[muted turtle]

No perms yet sadge

[storm thorn]

https://tenor.com/view/eli-ayase-get-a-job-text-caption-anime-gif-15634143883378570782

[vapid idol]

Oh, he actually switched to popolions.

[tardy quarry]

nvm i thought you said you do commission art

[sonic lynx]

Not fun fact:
You can only give Zhuang Fangyi 128 Chubby Lungs before she stops accepting anymore

They should remove gift limits

[normal silo]

so this unknown creature is call policcons?

[vapid idol]

This girl looks like she needs to be mating pressed NOW.

[subtle cobalt]

Nah I commission others

[frozen galleon]

.uwu

[lone scarab]

uwaa

[muted turtle]

[normal silo]

.wawa

[covert bloom]

...

[vapid idol]

https://forum.treeofsavior.com/uploads/default/optimized/3X/a/3/a376fec0ccf56224fb2a69334bdf231991b84924_2_1024x768.jpg

[tardy quarry]

me a blind mofo at some times

[subtle cobalt]

La creatura

[tardy quarry]

it's pikachu right

[subtle cobalt]

https://tenor.com/view/yippee-yippe-dancing-gif-16062585506998934567

[brave pine]

Do I have to wait for Fangyi to get out of her ult?

[muted turtle]

We talking about the pokeman?

[normal silo]

i can't tell the expression ... it looks like it has no mouth

[sturdy reef]

You should be purged

[covert bloom]

this thing looks like it's from the Blinding of Issac

[sturdy reef]

Like the xeno and abominable intelligence you support

[subtle cobalt]

Your pronouns. Saying screw pronouns is funny to me

[vapid idol]

The JL is the mouth.

[tardy quarry]

why the hate for ai tho

[normal silo]

https://klipy.com/gifs/heresy-detected-warhammer40k--k01KRFXAC71KDKKJM07KNM2SHYT

[muted turtle]

I don't think ai art can be good, because it doesn't have the capacity for proficiency

[covert bloom]

RAM, SSD, CPUs

[subtle cobalt]

It’s called the autism creature. The autistic community has collectively decided that that creature represents us

[vapid idol]

Mine are better. 😎

[covert bloom]

https://tenor.com/view/silly-reaction-meme-stan-twitter-funny-stressed-gif-7713976294327515532

[subtle cobalt]

It’s also known as the TBH creature

[normal silo]

imagine you draw a art for 1 week, and Ai start producing with it

[subtle cobalt]

https://tenor.com/view/tbh-creature-autism-creature-yipee-yippee-confetti-gif-26570203

[vapid idol]

To me it's the drinking cola and playing Fortnite creature.

[normal silo]

cats are autism creature

[subtle cobalt]

DRINKING COLA AND SUC A FOTNITE

[carmine sand]

i've been on the inside; look at wuling, there's 100,000 pieces of assets
i don't need a human modeling a chair in the back alley of a street that i won't ever notice if i pass by
all of those eat into time and budget

[subtle cobalt]

YIPPEEEEEE

[subtle cobalt]

Players like me recognise it and appreciate human detail

[rocky hamlet]

I think NTR is broken the game feel so lag

[subtle cobalt]

I love tiny details down to the way the leaves move

[muted turtle]

I mean, theft aside, its mainly just throwing mad disrespect at people who put a lot of fucking work into their craft, that's why I personally do not like it

[subtle cobalt]

1 IGNORED MESSAGE I KNOW WHO THAT IS

[covert bloom]

AR60

[vapid idol]

Well, I do have the assburgers variety of autism, and I do feel a strange kinship with the creature, so maybe there's something to it.

[subtle cobalt]

Watch he’ll say something about ai and how he knows that I’m an ai hater

[normal silo]

never the rest?

[subtle cobalt]

It is us twin

https://tenor.com/view/autism-autism-creature-yippee-tbh-creature-gif-26771176

I have a keychain of the creature

[rocky hamlet]

Neverness To Reverness

[normal silo]

People should try GTW more

[carmine sand]

leaves aren't animated by hand anymore, they have parameters set and just simulate

[subtle cobalt]

But it’s still made my people

The texture and everything.

[covert bloom]

what classified as Autism btw? like an ungodly amount of knowledge of something?

[muted turtle]

It's because whoever programmed the physics in that game took some hard shit and went to town on it

[subtle cobalt]

ASD/Autism spectrum disorder

[normal silo]

black technology?

[glad flame]

Yippee

[covert bloom]

Fucking what now?

[vapid idol]

I didn't know the public understanding of autism could be this bad.

It's a birth irregularity. Our neurons are wired up differently.

[subtle cobalt]

However ungodly amount of knowledge on a single topic does pertain to autism LMAOOO

[glad flame]

Short for bipolar in polish is CHaD

[subtle cobalt]

TUFFF

[muted turtle]

I'm gigaCHaD

[sullen stream]

💥 @muted turtle stepped on a landmine and has been timed out for 1 minute! (999996053 landmine(s) remaining)

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/956086663447207956/1475995053146112202/Landmined.gif

[covert bloom]

I do a have an obsession with tanks, aircraft and guns

[glad flame]

I'm chad (bipolar) and diva (adhd)

[subtle cobalt]

Ok diva Chad 🔥

[glad flame]

Military said im eligible for service btw

[vapid idol]

Well, it's all fine as long as you're not borderline.

[subtle cobalt]

Not if you cut your toe off!

[glad flame]

Kinda am

[covert bloom]

You'll make a great technician really

[rocky hamlet]

Cleaning Service?

[glad flame]

I had a surgery on my toe

Half of the big one is cut off

[subtle cobalt]

Uhhhh say ur really depressed

Ez.

[vapid idol]

I wanted to join the military, but I don't wanna fight for NATO. :/

[subtle cobalt]

Ykw fair

[glad flame]

I actually have depression but i'm not going to psychiatrist anymore so i cant use that as an argument

[subtle cobalt]

I’ll purposely avoid the military by any means

[rocky hamlet]

Your fan of Kim jong un?

[subtle cobalt]

I’ll be using the same thing for my bf where I’m saying documented that he’s pretty much my primary caregiver and cannot leave

[vapid idol]

No. That's quite the jump.

[glad flame]

I'm not reporting my issues bc i wanna use it to die when i get a chance

[tidal verge]

Big yahu?

[vapid idol]

I have no clue who that is.

[subtle cobalt]

My autism diagnosis says I should not live alone as I mentally can’t handle it so

[covert bloom]

Not anyone like to serve in the military

[glad flame]

Same yet here i am alone. Audhd btw

[subtle cobalt]

AUDHD TWINS

[covert bloom]

Damn

[rocky hamlet]

Not anyone like serving anything tbh

[glad flame]

But in women its fine. Shy and weird MEN are socially unacceptable in poland

[tidal verge]

Tel aviv dissapointed

[vapid idol]

My autism diag said I need like 10 hours a day of support from social services.

Lol. Lmao, even.

[subtle cobalt]

Unfortunately if I’m to live alone the likelihood of my house becoming a hoarders house and me not hygienically taking care of myself are high

[lunar zealot]

I never had that diagnosis
Only adhd

[muted turtle]

Mmmh

[glad flame]

I just got used to it after some time

I mean i can force myself now

[subtle cobalt]

Take care of yourself man

[muted turtle]

I should go get diagnosed at some point methinks

[lunar zealot]

And asperger

[covert bloom]

everyone is autistic in some way some light, some got it heavy

[glad flame]

Not really but k

[subtle cobalt]

Everyone told me to not bother getting autism diagnosed (I was diagnosed at 18) but honestly? Best thing I ever did for myself.

It gave me answers to questions nobody else could answer internally

[subtle cobalt]

That’s an extremely harmful rhetoric to have regarding autism

[glad flame]

Autists are, unlike normal people, interesting

[lunar zealot]

I was diagnosed at 7

[vapid idol]

My father just dusted off the stuff on my shelves for the first time after like 9 years. I wanted to do it myself, but he took my stuff without a word to clean it. I ended up cleaning the shelf itself, at least.

[covert bloom]

True

[subtle cobalt]

ADHD diagnosed at 4, autism at 18

[muted turtle]

I never had a question, i just have a brick wall of a personality and a winning smile and people think nothing of it

[covert bloom]

I don't even know what I have lol

[glad flame]

Too early for adhd diagnosis, i mean should be retried at 14. Its scientificslly proven that some sweeteners used in soda and high sugar diet can cause similar sympthoms in young children

[subtle cobalt]

It’s often women get late diagnoses for autism though. Masking is higher in women

[vapid idol]

Well, no. The spectrum is real and wide, but a comparatively small amount of people are on it at all. It's rising real fast due to women giving birth later and later, microplastics, etc...

[subtle cobalt]

I was diagnosed at 4.. curtesy of it being running in my family

[muted turtle]

We're not gonna talk about the very loud and very obvious vocal stims and gestures and motions I do when I think no one is looking lmfao

[subtle cobalt]

It must be a new thing where they don’t diagnose till later but

[covert bloom]

Yeah, microplastic ain't fun at all

[subtle cobalt]

I love eating microplastics

[lunar zealot]

Did
same answer, i still take meds to this day to "not make an ass out of myself in public"

[vapid idol]

Since the start of school they told me I have "some kind of hyperactivity, but definitely not ADHD". Got autism at 15, doc said I was too good at hiding it.

[glad flame]

Why women specififc? Its not true. I got mine very late too, and i'm a Man. Its based on intelligence - highly intelligent people are often not diagnosed corrextly because they get used to it and can lie to hide the sympthoms

[subtle cobalt]

Yep!!

[covert bloom]

[vapid idol]

I'm a guy, though.

If that wasn't obvious.

[lunar zealot]

Yeh
ADHD at 4 was def sus

[tawny monolith]

Hello guys did the quad banner ever drop

[glad flame]

Way too early. Should go throgh a couple tests from 7 to 14

[pulsar ingot]

.roadmap

[lone scarab]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086659785580545/1493970217259368538/cal_en_US.jpg?ex=69e19070&is=69e03ef0&hm=052afddc6528aa38ffde70f70d0dbaf8ec00c26959f667bbbf0eaaa3b85f1da3

[subtle cobalt]

When I was diagnosed they actively told me that yeah, Women masking for long terms is a highly common thing because a lot of people chop it up to oh it’s hormones cuz they’re a women, and the fact that it appears very differently in women vs men

[vapid idol]

What do you mean "did", isn't it coming?

[subtle cobalt]

Are we saying I’m faking now or what

[glad flame]

Ok but for men they just tell them theyre silly or lazy or just call them the p word

[naive fossil]

14th was it?

[subtle cobalt]

Because my nan, dad and half of my dads family line had adhd

[glad flame]

And for women being weird its socially acceptable still

They always tell MEN to Man up

[pulsar ingot]

also didnt they just announced it one twitter?

[subtle cobalt]

Everyone should be allowed to be “weird”

[vapid idol]

Not having proper social instincts is fun. I have to brute-force trial-and-error learn every piece of etiquette. :/

[tawny monolith]

I am so frigging dumb look at me asking the day before it drops

[subtle cobalt]

No matter gender. Aslong as you aren’t a pred

[glad flame]

MEN are expected to be tough, we have MEN to women suicide ratio in Poland 8:1 for a reason

[subtle cobalt]

I’m agreeing why are we yelling

[vapid idol]

Of course they do. It's just how society is. Women give bith, men slave away.

[pulsar ingot]

if you would kindly look at #twitterfeed

[subtle cobalt]

[glad flame]

Bro its autocotrect

I'm not typing with caps

[subtle cobalt]

Ohhh makes sense

[lunar zealot]

I used to break school windows and escape school by climbing up the courtyard when i got diagnosed so

[clever wyvern]

wuwa getting a cyberpunk collab might be the only reason im touching that game

[glad flame]

I was purpousely kept in line

[vapid idol]

Damn. I had it easy, I just walked out the door.

[clever wyvern]

same here

but i didnt break it

[wintry dragon]

Arknights was the only reason i touched Limbus

[sullen stream]

💥 @clever wyvern stepped on a landmine and has been timed out for 1 minute! (999996052 landmine(s) remaining)

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/956086663447207956/1475995053146112202/Landmined.gif

[neon yoke]

Thighs > Asses

[carmine sand]

that's got me curious; cyberpunk doesn't seem to match wuwa's style at all though

[subtle cobalt]

My brother dug a hole under the fence, squeezed through and ran home as the house was only 5 mins away

[vapid idol]

Now that I have more storage, I honestly might check it out just for Becca.

[slender thunder]

Got curious how does it feel having adhd?

[neon yoke]

What is this Pinoy behaviour

[mental haven]

Convert it to

[subtle cobalt]

Dunno how the teachers never caught him but a missing person report was almost filed 😭

[pulsar ingot]

does that game ever need a matching style to force their wants in

[glad flame]

Normal? You're Born with it.

[subtle cobalt]

Shit I have no motivation to do anything 90% of the time

[lunar zealot]

Im not saying your diagnosis is fake
but like everyone say it get mixed up a lot with simple growing-up issue

[glad flame]

More like you cant learn a Simple thing just because your brain isn't interested

[subtle cobalt]

That too

[vapid idol]

;-;

Chen pls no sad.

[glad flame]

But you can also learn complex stuff quickly if it kicks in

[lunar zealot]

Or keeping focus to one thing

[slender thunder]

Oh so i have ADHD too

[subtle cobalt]

My diagnosis is very real so I’m not arguing that point. I’ve been medicated since I was about 6. They only gave me half’s of Ritalin tho

[lunar zealot]

Hold your horses

[glad flame]

Its not that Simple. Diagnosis includes four tests

[clever wyvern]

theres a window near the principal’s office

[neon yoke]

https://tenor.com/view/scary-job-application-kaiwashere-gif-1229406297668886656

[vapid idol]

I'm not sure if I have it, I never had a diagnosis for this. But I probably do.

In short: It's awful. Everything is boring, and you can't sleep.

[slender thunder]

Hmmmmm

[clever wyvern]

we jumped off from there 2nd floor

[mental haven]

She danced her sad away

[viscid barn]

:noimageperms:

[glad flame]

It can be many things, even depression. Adhd diagnosis is not that simple bro

[lunar zealot]

Its a mix of many things
and as the name suggests its spectrum, not a checklist

[olive lynx]

https://tenor.com/view/avywenna-endfield-arknight-endfield-arknight-point-gif-5121024956603218668

[neon yoke]

One day for sure. I just need to stop being lazy

[subtle cobalt]

ADHD is fucked.
No motivation, no energy or too much energy, not enough going on or too much going on, too much thinking, never able to rest properly, losing items even though you just had them, unable to comprehend and understand your own emotions too.

I could go on.

My pediatrician wrote a book on adhd actually

[kindred night]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1493786170767835136/1478627046144872478.gif

[lunar zealot]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1466958391174889722/1469332220689911850/95432420d712308dc0cf6101605d37938489578_________________1.webp

[glad flame]

Losing is the best part happened 50 times a day bc i dont got meds

[subtle cobalt]

DEADASS

[glad flame]

I hołd my phone i nmy hand and forget it

[vapid idol]

No, I've had it since birth. Only started being a problem once I got into school, because before then, I would just chase my grandfather's sheep around his farm, and I was mostly having fun. By evening, I was so tired I slept anyway. The school routine ended all that.

[vapid idol]

ł

[subtle cobalt]

and then having a fit because you can’t find it, crying about it and finding it 5 minutes later then spend the next hour trying to regulate your emotions again

[glad flame]

Autocorrect

[olive lynx]

idk if i had one but when I dont feel like doing and such.. is I just do it

[neon yoke]

ADHD is a debuff more than skill issue

[clever wyvern]

i hate it since i put my keycard there

[subtle cobalt]

I can’t force myself to do things

[clever wyvern]

[zenith python]

https://tenor.com/view/rossi-arknights-endfield-arknights-endfield-cute-gif-11664243219317688317

[vapid idol]

I have Łł and Đđ on my keyboard for some reason. I'm Hungarian, we don't use these letters.

[subtle cobalt]

It’s quite literally impossible for me 90% of the time.

I get around it with the reward system for myself so

[slender thunder]

Make sense so i have ADHD too 💀

[lunar zealot]

Real
i never had concrete idea of "what is my dream"

[olive lynx]

Idk how it works on you but i just think of if i dont do it, ill think ill just die

[neon yoke]

If u stink, u have ADHD

[subtle cobalt]

Don’t claim that you do. Go get tested

[desert moat]

straight up being unmedicated for ADHD has been a fucking nightmare

the only times i can focus on what i should be doing are when i am bored out of my mind

[glad flame]

Yeah wtf and i'm sacred asking for meds bc last time i went for seconda diagnosis as an adult (from a psychologist and it confirmed again) they asked "but why you want these meds? What for?" Idk bro why are they suspecting i may be a junkie I HATE IDIOTS WHO DO THESE STUPID STUFF AND MAKE IT HARDER FOR EVEYBODY EKSE SO NUCH

[clever wyvern]

prob ur just stupid like me

[subtle cobalt]

See but that legit doesn’t work.

Also doesn’t help when I also have depression

[vapid idol]

Doesn't work for me, because the autism part of my brain goes "This doesn't make sense, this is an artificial limit, there's no reason as to why I can't just get the reward without doing the work".

[lunar zealot]

Self-diagnosis means jack shit

[clever wyvern]

im just slow sometimes

[subtle cobalt]

DEADASS BROOO

[subtle cobalt]

TRUE

[desert moat]

i have to actively deprive myself of everything in order to fill the nothingness with something

[olive lynx]

I see. Gl with that.

[sonic lynx]

ADHD is a spectrum.

Some can have it so mild that it's barely noticeable that they can still mostly function.

Others have it so severe that they cannot maintain focus or memory

[vapid idol]

I never got to try ritalin, because it's like 50€ for half a month's supply, and we don't have that kind of money.

[neon yoke]

Even if u get it tested, the treatment is mostly cognitive. Best pay a cognitive training from the get go

[glad flame]

For me its just me forcing myself but my brain forcing headache and boredom even if i AM trying to focus for hours or many times it just wont work

[subtle cobalt]

Idk if yall had the global shortage crisis for the past two years but I had to come off my normal medication (Concerta long acting) and oh my GOD I’ve never been worse

I’m so glad I’m back on my regular meds

[slender thunder]

[vapid idol]

The only meds I've ever taken are antidepressants since covid.

[sudden flame]

Imagine having to take meds 😏

[lunar zealot]

I heard of that
but never affected by it

[sudden flame]

(I take meds)

[slender thunder]

That sucks

[sonic lynx]

Concerta didn't work for me and Ritalin at best partial and very short term

Unfortunately other ADHD meds are completely banned here so can't even try them

[desert moat]

i seriously need to consider getting medicated for it because this shit genuinely ruined my life for 2 years

[neon yoke]

For the normal public - it's Methylphenidate (calms your brian)

[vapid idol]

Also transquilisers for a bit when I was 9, because my parents left me in a juvenile psych ward for 3 weeks, and they had to wean me off for months after that.

[glad flame]

I never had my meds bc my parents hidden it from me (the diagnosis) i only found it last year and that explained what i always thoughts "why o have tese problems, why csnt my brain focus" etc and i was getting Soooo mad at it

[slender thunder]

What are meds do u take?

[subtle cobalt]

It’s also just a high perspective drug, it’s usually under class 8 Narcotics / opiods

[sudden flame]

Calms my Brian?

[lunar zealot]

I take concerta and intunive

[glad flame]

I hate typing on this awfil phone

[olive lynx]

CONTROLLED 2 MEDICATIONS!

[subtle cobalt]

Jesus I feel so bad for you dude

In Australia it’s class 8

[sonic lynx]

Right now Ritalin 20mg and also prodin 20mg just to negate the Ritalin side effects

[glad flame]

We only got medikinet in Poland ;-; for like half the people it doesnt do anything but that's bc junkies abused the system

[olive lynx]

i work with these stuff. but soon we eont be handling controlled 2 meds.... Gl america.

[subtle cobalt]

Jesus.

[slender thunder]

Does this meds cause some unwanted side effects in long term?

[zenith python]

.rossi

[lone scarab]

https://tenor.com/view/rossi-arknights-endfield-arknights-endfield-cute-gif-11664243219317688317

[vapid idol]

Probably.

[glad flame]

No it doesnt

[muted turtle]

I just been freeballing my mental health (2/10 would not recommend)

[glad flame]

Its literally drugs

[subtle cobalt]

Ritalin was around for me when I was younger but it got to the point I was taking 3 in the morning, 3 at lunch and 2 and a half in the arvo and they couldn’t up it so I swapped to 54MG slow release concerta

[sonic lynx]

Extremely varies per person

No one has the same body chemistry

Even something as simple as aspirin may end up being useless or even harmful to a limited number of people

[glad flame]

But with neurodivergent people it actually helps

[lunar zealot]

Yeah i need to carry certification when i go to get my prescription drug

[subtle cobalt]

Opiods

[olive lynx]

A delayed release.

[neon yoke]

Personally meds messed me up.
Cognitive works better tho it takes time finding the right behaviour

[olive lynx]

Ya probably want smth that stays within yoursystem for 24 hours

[subtle cobalt]

My brother who is also AuDHD doesn’t take any adhd meds, he actually is on mood stabilisers

[viscid barn]

True

[lunar zealot]

Mfw i forgor to take meds

[viscid barn]

Landmine is coming

[subtle cobalt]

If it were to stay 24hrs I wouldn’t sleep

[slender thunder]

I'm just really hyper sensitive to noise sometimes my brain just go to overdrive mode on angerness and it's hard to control

[sonic lynx]

My memory is so bad that I'm more likely to forget to take them than to take it multiple times a day

[subtle cobalt]

My other brother refuses to medicate so I get that

[slender thunder]

The gym always saves my uncontrollable anger behavior

[olive lynx]

We call it "TheVoices"

[subtle cobalt]

That’s also why I swapped to the one a day

[lunar zealot]

My whole day will pass with this stupid face, barely able to focus on anything

[slender thunder]

😭

[olive lynx]

https://tenor.com/view/arknights-endfield-perlica-miside-climb-out-of-monitor-the-factory-must-grow-gif-14984611147157630212

[sonic lynx]

That's weird (for me) coz I was specifically told Ritalin is meant to be 1 a day

You were told to take it multiple times a day?

[viscid barn]

My trauma

[neon yoke]

Just a quick question - do u feel it difficult to end any task because it's not perfect?

[olive lynx]

Your trauma is my dream

[viscid barn]

Your dream is my trauma

[olive lynx]

https://tenor.com/view/avywenna-endfield-arknight-endfield-arknight-point-gif-5121024956603218668

[subtle cobalt]

There’s Ritalin short acting and Ritalin long acting, I was on short

[slender thunder]

Yes, but sometimes

[viscid barn]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1436341265150251110/tst_2.gif

[half ibex]

Good afternoon chat

[olive lynx]

And my trauma must be your dream

[muted turtle]

I heard cognitive, we talkin cbt?

[viscid barn]

Yes

[lone gazelle]

is the aic event ending in 2h for asia server?

[muted turtle]

[sudden flame]

I forgot I have no image perms in this server 🥀

[lunar zealot]

.gosling4

[lone scarab]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/956086663447207956/1327292283837485106/image.png

[subtle cobalt]

Idk if you remember but those little white pills. That’s what I used to be on

They were like 10mg a tablet I think

[frigid cliff]

I love how lung statue flavor text implying we casually stole it from streets

[olive lynx]

https://tenor.com/view/rossi-arknights-endfield-endfield-anime-wolf-gif-883383034204735491

[muted turtle]

Now THAT'S a man right there

[lunar zealot]

Has anybody heard of intuniv

[subtle cobalt]

I have not

[half ibex]

Lowkey want zhuang fangyi's chubby luung that she holds during her idle animation

[olive lynx]

Pretend you did not see it

[sonic lynx]

I'm image muted for a month supposedly coz my posted pic violated rules

They still never explained how or why it violated the rules

[muted turtle]

Judged by god

[frigid cliff]

Ofc I didn't see, I participated

[sudden flame]

Y i k e s

[neon yoke]

If it's not often. Then u are goochi

[muted turtle]

(Spoilers: they lost)

[subtle cobalt]

We have Concerta, Ritalin & vyvanse here

[olive lynx]

Thats a problem if you dont know why

[subtle cobalt]

So glad adderal is banned

[olive lynx]

These sound brand named ones that are quite expensive

[viscid barn]

.gosling67

[olive lynx]

depends on the manuf tbf.

[lunar zealot]

I take intuniv or otherwise known as guanfacine

[sonic lynx]

You can check it yourself. Will send the DM.

[subtle cobalt]

They would be like $100+ without my Medicare (thank god for Australia) I only pay like $20 if that for a months supply

[graceful root]

[viscid barn]

Yo my oshi

[olive lynx]

Ohhh. Welcome to america. Its stil available.

with state controlled regulations of course

[viscid barn]

67

[subtle cobalt]

I’ve heard so many horror stories of adderal I knew someone who had to be forced off it because they deadass tried to kill their sister on it

[olive lynx]

Sooo its quite hard to ship and have them on stock

[lunar zealot]

Good thing my country has functional medicare

[subtle cobalt]

I thank for that everyday

Or my meds would be way to expensive

[olive lynx]

Whelp we never hear these stories we just handle the shipping etc.

[slender thunder]

I always procrastinate sometimes easily get bored that's why I'm trying to switch new learnings as much as possible because of anxiety of aging but sometimes if i got challenge by anything I really hypee focus sometimes spend days straight with no sleep just short nap intervals

[subtle cobalt]

Like fuck my birth control is more expensive then my ADHD meds

[mental haven]

@lunar zealot japan?

[olive lynx]

We not allowed to listen to these stuff cause.. prior knowledge is now allowed our procedures

[subtle cobalt]

You do the most important thing Thankyou for ur service ngl

[lunar zealot]

yem

[olive lynx]

When they tell us bout stuff i just "Mhm. I see. Ok. Noted."

[sudden flame]

Are you in Fukuoka?

[olive lynx]

but when things get delayed, things gets a bit tricky

[lunar zealot]

Why would i tell you that
also no

[subtle cobalt]

My old manager at my old job took my spare medication I kept in the safe once

[mental haven]

@olive lynx

[sudden flame]

Aw 🥀

[olive lynx]

[subtle cobalt]

She’s like omg I need to clean my house I’m gonna take the medication

I was so mad bro. I couldn’t do much bcz she was a family friend tho

[sudden flame]

Fukuoka is just my favourite city

[subtle cobalt]

She was also the manager

[mental haven]

@olive lynx

[olive lynx]

Managed deez n-

[sudden flame]

Do you like Endfield?

[olive lynx]

Their loss, welcome to endfield Chen

[subtle cobalt]

I’m still unsure if I have to tell the cops when they drug test me about my meds

[muted turtle]

Smash or pass? I refuse to elaborate further

[vapid idol]

Do you think I'm a good person?

[lunar zealot]

Ngl i dont think i can live long when my parents pass
I got No motivation to learn any chores or cooking

[subtle cobalt]

I keep getting told they won’t affect it nor appear but I’m like

[olive lynx]

Ofc you have to. its a medical condition

[viscid barn]

Old Yvonne?

[subtle cobalt]

I feel that, honestly

[craggy totem]

yes although im only playing it currently because its arknights. if it werent i wouldnt had played endfield. needs to grow up to me

[vapid idol]

Nian

[subtle cobalt]

Mainly towards my mother

[craggy totem]

not arknights related

[sudden flame]

Cooking is fun though, get to make yummy food

[muted turtle]

Fuck

[craggy totem]

[subtle cobalt]

It’s why I’m unfortunately almost co-dependent on my partner

[scarlet dock]

i think id die without 67 meme

[subtle cobalt]

Co dependency is not cute guys

[olive lynx]

whelp ill be backt o sleeping. Hope tomorrow they will release list of meds that we wont be shipping so i can stop having issue with these C2 meds

[slender thunder]

Think i have insomnia rn after aggressively forcing myself to reschedule my sleep wake time

[wintry dragon]

what did you think about the victoria arc?

[fair sedge]

Then die

[west summit]

Favourite event

[lunar zealot]

I know i need to eventually have to do it all by myself
but would i even have energy to do all that while working 9-5 is beyond my guess

[scarlet dock]

na 67 still here i have 67 on my credit card details

[vapid idol]

Where's my school-mandated co-dependent autism wife? 😭

[craggy totem]

nothingburger? steamknight reveal is cool, theresa entrance is cool ig

[tardy finch]

Elo

[subtle cobalt]

Co dependency isn’t cute!!!

[craggy totem]

ideal city

[subtle cobalt]

It’s dangerous to mental health of both parties

[craggy totem]

ideal city is still the peakest event

[vapid idol]

Don't care, I've seen Future Diary.

[subtle cobalt]

Often leads to failed relationships

[mental haven]

https://tenor.com/view/future-diary-mirai-nikki-yuno-gun-shooting-gif-6203303

[vapid idol]

Gonna go make coffee.

[west summit]

Is it because of the stupid cars

[sick yarrow]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086672418832394/1484088125713027103/Niannn.gif

[tardy finch]

Is dat a chubby lung

[slender thunder]

Pokemon

[lunar zealot]

Also my parents own three cats
im afraid of them dying too
Two of them are quite old

[craggy totem]

[subtle cobalt]

Co dependency is cute until you need to tell her to shower & then have to sit in the bathroom while she showers because she needs space but is too co dependent to shower alone

[subtle cobalt]

(Personal experience)

[craggy totem]

this existed before endfield was announced

[sick yarrow]

Sui

[west summit]

That is a bean

[craggy totem]

[west summit]

A Sui bean
Of Nian

[sick yarrow]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/956086673530314832/1486008189546663936/bean_dance.gif

[normal silo]

Perfect to start a fire.

[sick yarrow]

The BEANS

[tardy finch]

Bean

[wintry dragon]

dragon bubble if you wanna go full 🤓

[mental haven]

Beans under my lung

[west summit]

Send the stupid Chongus bean feeding the other beans

[craggy totem]

lungpaopao

[lunar zealot]

Its already a miracle that i got a job that doesnt kick me out for texting at work

[tardy finch]

Soupsoup

[wintry dragon]

they fumbled saga's, she should be smiling

[craggy totem]

waiting for jie or jun bean

[subtle cobalt]

SAME