#Why do I keep loving you? - Snivy

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ashen mauve
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I want to keep loving you.
I really do, but—
I also want to stop suffering.

Why can’t we just be together?
Why can’t you say I’m yours
when we both know I am?
Why can’t you be mine?

Why is loving you so hard?
Was it even supposed to be like this?

Why do I keep loving you?

You say you don’t want us to be a US,
but you keep me close.
You give me intimacy.
Why do you insist on giving me hope?!

Rip my heart from my chest at once.
End my misery — it’s okay.
I’m starting to think that death
is better than this Schrödinger’s love after all.

Give me some reassurance —
be it by finally loving me
or by ending all my suffering at once.

If not, just take everything from my mind,
at least what makes me love you.
But hell with that—
I know I’d just fall for you again.

So if I’m doomed to be nothing
no matter what,
either you rip my memories of you,
we go our separate ways,
or you just end me at once.

Either way,
I know I’d still be rooting for you—
even without knowing you at all.

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ashen mauve
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ashen mauve
unreal sigil
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Damn

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Love is a kind of sacrifice in the end

ashen mauve
unreal sigil
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Its amazing

ashen mauve
sleek herald
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Omg I had a similar situation like this!! I can understand every word,this is beautiful! 🫂

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Why do I keep loving you? - Snivy

elder badger
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I feel this poem on a very emotional level as I know what it’s like who isn’t fully emotionally there for me and you describe it so well “you say you don’t want to be US but you keep me close,” I feel that so hard especially when you are in the moment of it, I like the repetition of why you used this very well throughout the poem as this is something you would feel when someone is like that. Something you do this is something you don’t have to do but I feel like you should try to include more images into the poem as I feel this on an emotional level it’s very hard for me to visualize it, but at the same time it does well with this cause i imagine the conversations but for someone who may not of been through this will struggle more to imagine this. Overall this poem is a poem I can relate to very well and I like that, I hope to see more from you

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verbal hornet
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I'm gen gonna cry

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I haven't moved on yet

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The first few lines had me tearing up omg 🥹

ashen mauve
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@verbal hornet if you don't mind tearing up a bit more I really recommend you to read my poem #1493536848822145175

Or if you really want to read more poems like these, very well written, you can check all of @unreal sigil recent poems, I recommend you get some tissues first tho crying

verbal hornet
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Oh please @ashen mauve I've just read the first two lines and

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I'll save it for later 😭

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Poems don't mess people up, they just find it so emotional that it turns the unspoken into something that feels almost painfully seen

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So when people cry whilst reading them, it just means you've provided them the words they couldn't find nor express

ashen mauve
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Yeah I know, but there's a time for everything you know. Sometimes I appreciate tearing up while reading a poem, others are just painful I guess

verbal hornet
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Yeah I understand, sorry I'm just a bit short on words right now 😅