My rose tinted glasses broke
Shattered like the trust I gave
To all my suitors
Gifted me a plastic rose
And I mistook it for a flourishing seed
Desperately clinging for the clues in-between
If I try and look any closer it won’t be glasses I need
Need a thousand magnifying glasses to fulfill my greed
For something substantial
Farm raised salmon
Not Mcdonalds meat
And I feel so lonely
Yet so free
I need something different
To soothe the pain
I sit in my silence
And my tired shame
I need something different
Yeah I do
I need something different
And it can't be you
I need a distraction
From my fading youth
From the wounds in my soul
Shrieking for something new
I need some alone time
I guess I do
I can't help but thinking
I'm missing you
i get it