You're all I have,
You're the only one I've ever trusted,
But what if trust wasn't enough?
You are my true best friend,
The one I've had the worst of fights with,
Yet the only one whose shoulder feels right.
We talk everyday,
But we're nothing like we used to be.
We share everything even now,
But the laughs we shared are no more found.
Is this what growing up feels like?
To lose what once was all you had.
To beg God for a day to spend with the ones you love,
Yet never see the day arrive?
If so,I refuse to grow up.
Take me back to that ninth grade bus,
Which was the beginning of us.
Our laughs,our talks,our friendship.
Take me back to a time
When life wasn't a series of lies
But a collection of friends that felt like a prize.
Take me back to the guys,
Who never left my side.
Take me back to the girls,
Who never betrayed my mind.
Take me back to the very past,
That I despised.