#Save (ft. Lady Thunder)

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mental zealot
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By Tiltzy | ft. @oblique swan
Dedicated to @short lodge, @vast dagger, @gloomy bolt, and @merry panther
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I know there’s only
          one
              way.

Tomorrow

they won’t
            awake.
If I delay fate,

what will I
create?
       I should not feel

ashamed.
        But again—
there goes
              another day—
            
with more people
            I couldn’t

save...

Quiet days—
       to regenerate—
     but the silence
   just makes me afraid.

Catch this fade—
    I don’t look
      at my face—

when it shows up
          in my mirror.
        
I didn’t pull the trigger…
         
               but I made the bullets occur.
              
   I don’t want
               this
            to
         get
   worse…

But I know
       there’s only

one

way.

Tomorrow
   they won’t

awake.

If I delay fate

what will I create?

Every right to feel

betrayed,
   
        ’cause again, there goes

another day—
      
         with more people
        
I couldn’t
            save...

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It’s natural—
             to feel terrible.
 But is it unethical—
            to no longer feel whole—
  
if my life goes back to normal?
                          
      ’Cause it doesn’t feel equal
to so many people.
       There’s several variables…

But I know
          there’s only
  one
            way.
 But is it
         now
 too
           late?
I would rather
         get replaced
if that means they—
            get to live
another day.
        ’Cause I can’t handle
my headspace—
         thinking of those
I’d save…

Don’t go       
    I
         don’t know—
 If
      I’ll
           remain alone.

  I

don’t know
 how
        to
  show—
  
That
  I
       need

you…

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Sometimes
         I wish
              I was
                   far
                      
                                                  away…
                 so
             I
        couldn’t

 contemplate…

that
                   if
          I
   change
my fate…

W
             H
                A
                     T
     
                        W
                             I
                           L
                              L

I
  
    C
     R
       E
        A
            T
           E
               ?!?!?

It’s been fine
         for decades,
     but my mind
         is only halfway—
    on whether
              
                   I

can

s
                   a
                   v
                   e
                   .
                   .
                   .
              
               Everything I love.

Don’t
                  go,
              I
                  don’t
          know—
                   If
           I’ll
                 remain
          alone.
           
         But am I enough...?
                   
         I
                 don’t
        know
                 how
        to
               show—
      That
            I
       need

you…

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