#Trying Not To Need

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chilly spire
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Love is a language I speak in stolen breath,
A blade that presses softly where my soul forgets to rest.
It is not tender when it wants to be, but raw in ways I cannot dress
I reach for it through a mirror made of smoke,
My hands find only symphonies of the warmth I thought I'd hold.
There is a violence in the way it asks me to be whole
A drowning that feels warm
I wonder if to love is to be emptied or to pour,
To give until the giving is a hunger at my core
It hides in all the places where I'm softest and exposed,
Which are none, but an old bruise that blooms in colors only I have come to know
Perhaps it was never meant to fill, but only to erode
To carve me into something I was terrified to be,
A shape that doesn't fit inside the safety of my sleep
And still I chase it, knowing it will never let me keep
The version of myself I was before it made me bleed
Love is not the answer, but the question underneath,
A truth I'll spend forever trying not to need

wicked seal
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Im here

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Reading masterpieces

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Godamn bro

chilly spire
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Oh please 😭

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It's a random scribble I came up with while reading about paradigms of operant conditioning

wicked seal
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“The version of myself i was before it made me bleed,
Love is not the answer, but the question”

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These words made me remmeber things that i didnt wanted

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Amazing bro

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Amazing

chilly spire
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wicked seal
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Is still love when you love alone right?

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Thats a great question

chilly spire
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Truly something to think about

wicked seal
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Anywayyy great work man

tall tendonBOT
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@wicked seal is now following @chilly spire.

wicked seal
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Take this honnor for the first follower i guess

chilly spire
chilly spire
wicked seal
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Just on the paper

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And let me read when it happens

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Have a great day or night sir

chilly spire
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