Acceptance

[terse sleet]

I’ve already accepted it.
I’ve already accepted the fact that I’m a star on its last limb.
It’s the slow collapse.
The light fading.
They say the most dangerous thing is a man without anything left to lose.
I’d say it’s the saddest thing a person can realize.
That means that they’ll crawl until they can no longer grasp anything beneath them.
Or they’ll collapse in the snow to never be seen again.
Maybe I want to at least fade away meaningfully.
I don’t need a big supernova.
Or a big last fight of dedication to spill my guts over my life.
I just want a death full of meaning.
Something to show that the reason why these beautiful flowers grow around me.
Aren’t just because I take care of them.
It’s because these flowers are a separate part of my stories.
Just like Sakura trees waiting for spring I very much could pass away the day after.
I’ve accepted that fact.
And I could be called weak or foolish.
But I want to just touch one heart.
One star in the sky.
If I can do that, if I can make someone shine and lead them through a difficult chapter.
Then I’ll accept the fact that I won’t need anything to lose.
I’ll accept the fact that I’m just a star that’s already disappeared.

[worldly void]

i love it! its very nice! if u want some suggestions, maybe make the sentences more flowy, for example, "js like suakra trees growing in spring", could be "and as sukra trees grow in spring- and then the next line" see what i mean

lmk if u want me to say it better lol

[terse sleet]

Ah kinda if I don't separate them instead putting them together like Just like "Sakura trees waiting for spring I very much could pass away the day after."

[worldly void]

yes!! exactly

[terse sleet]

I can do that thank you for the suggestion