#Happy

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wind hemlock
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I am very happy!

Doing my best with
Only myself, because I

No one can bring me down because
Only I can satisfy and disappoint myself
To make myself stronger, I just

Well, I’m so happy
And of course
Nobody can bring me down!
This doesn’t concern

Top. Top?
Of course I’m in tip-top shape!

Leave me alone
I just want to
Visit this one place
Everyone seems to call heaven

And I will sit here
Not uttering a single word
You know how I

More
One, just one
Repeat it again
End

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I was trying to do something and I hope it makes sense but it’s really up to the reader.INNOCENT

graceful meteor
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Ohhh I like it
Here's the opossite emotion of that 😝

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Doing my best with only me,
A quiet war no one can see.
I wake up losing, fall asleep,
Counting wounds I couldn’t keep.
No one can bring me lower down,
I learned to wear defeat as crown.
Both the judge and the accused,
Every win already used.
Satisfied, then split in two,
Hope dissolves like morning dew.
To make myself stronger, I stay,
Not healed, just breathing anyway.
Well, I’m so tired, soul-deep worn,
Every night feels stillborn.
And of course the world moves fast,
Dragging ghosts from my past.
This does concern what’s left of me,
A flicker fighting just to be.
Top? Top? I laugh at that,
I’m beneath the welcome mat.
Tip‑top lives in someone’s dream,
Not in this endless in‑between.
Leave me alone, don’t ask, don’t pry,
I’m busy learning how to try.
I just want one unreachable place,
Where time loosens its grip on my face.
They call it heaven, rest, or sleep,
Anywhere I don’t have to weep.
And I will sit and say no word,
Silence screams what can’t be heard.
You know how I vanish slow,
Like a light afraid to glow.
Less.
One breath held, then none to lend,
Don’t repeat it.
Let it end.

wind hemlock
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Still, pretty cool

graceful meteor
wind hemlock