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[hardy moat]

i am a mosaic of all the people i loved.
a piece of crumbled ash mixed of different compositions
reminiscing what people meant something to me
i stay as a sign of the past condemned for the future
living not for me but in memories of unrequited love
all that remains of me is a past written in ink baked in the sun and destroyed in grief
all i wish for is to share a future with one fragment of me considering it one of my own
i reek of unsolicited love begging for a fraction back
hoping that it will return but all that follows through is drops collated to my oceans of feelings
all i beg of is even those singular parts back hoping to warm these frozen hands of mine as ice thinks cold water is warm
begging for connection destroying relations thats the only thing im good at
fighting for peace while inundating others. all i am is a failure of love.
i keep loving hoping a renaissance falls upon me but all i seek is troubles within me

[hardy moat]

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i am a mosaic of all the people i loved.
a piece of crumbled ash mixed of different compositions
reminiscing the people who meant something to me
i stay as a sign of the past condemned for the future
living not for me but in memories of unrequited love
all that remains of me is a past written in ink baked in the sun and destroyed in grief
all i wish for is to share a future with one fragment of me considering it one of my own
i reek of unsolicited love begging for a fraction back
hoping that it will return but all that follows through is drops collated to my oceans of feelings
all i beg of is even those singular parts back hoping to warm these frozen hands of mine as ice thinks cold water is warm
begging for connection destroying relations thats the only thing im good at
fighting for peace while inundating others. all i am is a failure of love.
i keep loving hoping a renaissance falls upon me but all i seek is troubles within me
living is a virtue so is the beauty of life. but the troubles of my minds are what sicken me
hoping to live , experiences which mould this view of mine like clay rubbed thrown and destroyed and torn
i wish to be loved like how i see it
but a writter cant truly express the emotions felt in the story
my mind is a sick and twisted mess like twisted and turning vines
wrapping around protecting my sanctity
however these vines entangled me into a mess far worse
i wish to be held in the absence of the sun
where my only star is the one i love
i hope i live not in the shade but in the volunteered beauty of thee shine
love isnt what i want. its the care in the absence of warmth
its the calm in the sea of waves all i wanted was that from you
but i live believing that was all a lie

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[hardy moat]

@arctic herald ay thank you🥹

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It's beautiful and written with heart.