shrewd jewel
The surreal feeling of rest and relief.
The moment your entire world stops spinning,
and the noise in your ears suddenly stops ringing.
Sparking some forgotten, long-lost joy,
like getting candy as a small school boy.
(Can life really be this good?)
A feeling you thought was far away,
you'd give up everything to make it stay.
True love is that feeling.
Have you figured it out?
A feeling so silent, yet its impact so loud.
Will I ever find such a thing?
Will I ever feel that overwhelming sting?
You feel that calm tightness choke your chest,
giving you endless nights without any rest.
(What is happening to me? Why do I feel like this when I'm around her??)
But sometimes that isn't enough.
Has it really gotten this rough?
Searching for reasons, Looking to leave,
faster than your mind could ever perceive.
You're so clueless; until you let go.
Once there was sunshine, now ice-cold snow.
Leaving you alone in the rain,
no one around, just you and your pain.
Trying to replace the lost,
Finding someone new, at too high a cost.
Whatever you do, whatever you try,
you tell her "I love you" yet it's a lie.
(SHE'S NOT THE SAME... she's great and everything, but she's just... just not her)
Giving anything for that feeling's return,
Where once was love, now is an everlasting burn.
(I just want my honey back...)
solid furnace
wheat abyss
limber tangle