hate

[bronze dust]

I hate you
For making me feel like I had some worth
For calling me pretty and saying you won’t let me hurt
You named it forever and left three weeks in
You made me start to hate myself too
You nurtured my confidence and took it away
Now I swim in the somber waves of dismay
Always dreamt of an experience like you
Went into it knowing it would end too
The chances that two souls like us
Would last and survive are too grim to remind
I’m plenty young
In theory with plenty of years
I won’t let a boy like you use up my tears
But I still fear deep within
You’re all I’ll ever have
No lover will love me
And I’ll get caged in your trap
They won’t look my way
Won’t call me sweet names
There’s something wrong with me
I cannot name
But that something is what drove you away

[timber parrot]

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[still timber]

wow, you just reminded me of my ex ;-;

[bronze dust]

Oh I’m sorry 😔😔😔 btw on the penultimate line should I make it ‘something I cannot name’ or leave as is

[still timber]

nah leave as is

[alpine dove]

literal goosebumps
this is so so so good and I really do hope you'll love again

[bronze dust]

Yk we’ll see
AND GO TO BED ITS LATE

[alpine dove]

its only 12:51...