#If I Were to Die - Miself

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feral ruin
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Tw: passive suicidal ideation
Depression

If I Were to Die

If I were to die
I wish the world were a lie

If I were to die
I would smile
Whispering goodbyes

My soundless yell
When my emotions swell
Everyday every year
Thoughts murmur through the ears
As I toss a coin into the wishing well
Hoping for a future full of souls
Greedy, for the never-empty bowl

Yet it was hell
No fire
no death
no torture
Just silent regret
An infernalized hope

Sliding the endless
Downward slope
While the others have rope, stairs, claws, a maw, or anything to climb With
Goal, passion, aspiration, or a notion to keep holding on
Anything to climb For
Mine was no more than fantasy
By definition, it's an actual fantasy

So
If I were to die
I hope
At least my life was a lie
That way
There's no need for Time to sweep my lifeless husk
It's not a story precious enough to keep
Too short, too wordless, too worthless for history
Not worthy of any memory

Maybe its best for the universe to forget me

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Just someyhing i quickly made (less than like 15 min)
Cus i was feeling something...

lean fjordBOT
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feral ruin
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I have something else that i made a while ago but havent post so i will post that soon

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This is like a short main idea about what i am about to post

sharp novaBOT
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*This is like a short

main idea about what i

am about to post*

- lionias - Miself
feral ruin
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rose hazel
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Sorry I haven't been active or really responding to your posts lately, but this was a great one to come back to, thanks for sharing! NoizeLoves

feral ruin