For readers:- it’s almost like spoken word poetry…..
But- But you said
I- I completed the tasks
I stripped all my masks
I stood as myself
As broken and defective that I am,
For you ....
Yet you dare to ask
"Who…Are…You?"
How-
HOW COULD YOU???
How come you
didn't see beyond the mirage
You denied my truth
And subjected me to barrage
Of…
Disappointment and- and
Dissatisfaction &
Displeasure and
Disdainment &…..
Despair......
Like blue hail in winter…..
Then you didn't stop at this
And you-
You disrobed me Naked
Then, asked me
to Fake it
You asked me to love you
As I looped self hatred
How could I?
Howwww couldd I....
How could I
Ever trust again
Ever enjoy the sea When
I’ll just drown everytime
I see, WAVES….
The tides to surf on will feel like tsunami
No footing to rest on
As you continue to de earth me,
with these EARTHQUAKES
Then you’ll save me in Titanic
As my ship of Theseus, breaks…
We’ll find archipelago of hope,
While we stand on your deck
I’ll give 13 reasons to love you
You’ll give 13 more, to bait
All I’ll ever, do is ask
And you’ll just
refuse to tell
Was love supposed to hurt this much???
Is love ought to turn in shame???
Then,
You’ll keep
playing me like a toy
I’ll keep,
finding you
in this game
loved it