note from the writer. Please read first
Hi, this is my second work and im hoping to use it as the basis to my college essay. I want to warn you that if you struggle with any parental related emotional issues, struggles with disorders such as bpd, npd, etc, or have someone important in your life that has chosen to be absent, this may not be the happiest thing you will read today. None the less, I hope you know you are loved, and I wish you the best if you choose to carry on ❤️
easy childhood tips
How do you tell a child they aren’t worth fighting for?
Simple. You don’t.
And yet as I sat in the teal and yellow psycologists office I thought to myself one simple thing. Am
I worth saving?
The clock struck 1. Please come on in. I don’t remember her face. I didn’t care to be entirely honest. That was rude, I shouldn’t have said that.
And then came those earth shattering words spilling out of my mouth. “I think theres something wrong with me.”
And thats when it started.
suddenly I was back with my birth giver. My mother? Yes, her. I was back at the window, waiting for her car to show up.
The truth is you don’t tell a child they aren’t worth fighting for by telling them the truth. You tell them with a stuffed pink bear and a promise you’ll never keep.
I think im worth saving.
Thats stupid why would anyone want to save me
I am worth saving. I’m not too far gone
Once i’m saved they’ll leave
Once im saved it won’t bother me anymore
Once someone saves me..?
The truth is, kids in my position don’t get saved. We just get driven over to the nearest pharmacy, and told to take the medications once a day with food. It helps to keep reality in sight.
Easy childhood tips’
Save yourself,
Nobody wants to save an angry dog
Especially not your heros.
