How do I not suppress my emotions??
There is times i convict my worries
To silence and i imprison the convicted.
A cage within the mind? You’er conflicted.
Since for them you’d rather be on your knees,
Your pitiful behavior allows them a chance,
A chance to stay until you confront,
Don’t you think yours is a long and tiring dance?
Well you treat this like a treasure hunt.
Locked behind bars but their whispers,
Haunt me throughout the day
At random scenes, random pictures
Of life they show but they pay,
A true visit at night, their act injures,
My soul, thats all that ill say.
I can hear your whimpering.
But you wont hear mine,
I keep it up all during the morning,
Till i see the moon shine,
Thats when im not controlling,
My act of being disgustingly fine.
You see, this technique I explained…
Its not much of a wonderful hack.
You wont realizes all the thoughts contained
Until it spills all over your sheets stained black.
I always feared the night,
My prisoners escaped when I tried to sleep,
They started to fight.
But the next morning the keys were deep,
Deep in my pocket one more…