#Midnight rambling #3

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indigo seal
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Every time I open my mouth I hurt someone.

That's how it feels.

The constant fear that any and every conversation will turn to a forest fire, burning bridges I hadn't walked on in years.

Thoughts of dark counter measures stream non stop, a permanent gun on the table, gambling with my life.

It seems to me that I'll never be happy.
Not truly.

It's a weird grey that hovers just out of sight, out of reach.

I don't want to be controlled by this.
This fear of speech.
Of simply expressing myself in any form.

Put simply.

I want to run...

Far, far away.

Away from everything and everyone I know.
Away from anything I could possibly harm.

The problem is that my head isn't much safer...
Spend to much time thinking and you start to unravel threads of crimson and charcoal.

I wonder when my proverbial sweater will completely fall apart.

Can't be much longer now.

And to be honest I can't wait.

.•♫•♬• 𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒆 •♬•♫•.

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knotty onyx
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Nice, I like this one, honestly bit relatable sometimes

dense forge
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OOOOOOO THIS IS SO GOOD!

tall prawn
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PINE POEM GOOD AND PERFECT AS ALWAYS

red edge
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I don't want to be controlled by this.
This fear of speech.
Of simply expressing myself in any form. So relatable