Wallowing in peace;
Which fills the half empty cups
Of my blissful soul.
Love smitten with my life;
Leads me into the embrace of a loving wife.
Spending days in less than no pain.
Days like this are as likely—
As upside-down rain;
And an upside-down frown on my face.
Damnable, I must be;
For the heavens drowned—
Just to prove my ill-fated destiny.
The food i eat,
Shoves down, like spines against my throat.
The water seeps into my heart;
But like oil,
It floats on the sea of an everlasting despair...
And dims out the last shred of sunlight—
That paved through the layers.
I've lost the sails of my ship;
And I wander uncontrollably into the darkness—
With a candle, which only brightens up the horrifying present
And leaves a trail of smoke——
Which blurs my future;
Which the pleasant past follows to taunt my present.
Beyond all of the light, oh so great and holy!
It ends;
And only darkness remains.
Beyond all of the wise and ornate words that seek to give life, meaning.
It ends;
And only death remains.
In all the beauty which lies in the world—
In the end;
It lies in the grave
And the ugly walk in perpetual haze;
Of the dusk that will never dawn upon them.
Perhaps..
It is penance that they serve;
Suffering for eternity.
Maybe...
It is the end, that brings value to the journey.
How damnable must they be;
For even death refused to bring them peace.
