I’m taking these drugs that don’t seem to help,
I’m honeslty really struggling with my mental health,
Trying to play these cards I’ve been dealt,
No one on earth knows the pain I’ve felt,
Living in a world over run by material wealth,
How the h*ll am I suppose to find my self,
I’ve been struggling with these demons since at least 2012,
Lay awake at night because of these voices in my head,
Depressions that makes me wanna lay awake in bed,
Depression telling me I’m better off dead,
I’ll take life into my own hands and be happy instead,
Take this poem as a warning,
Now repeat what I said.
1300mg just to make through the night,
1300mg just to make me feel alright,
Bi polar disorder is one hell of a disease,
But I’ve got the strength to navigate these murky waters with ease,
This illness doesn’t control me,
I do as I please,
Taking over my life now because I’ve got the keys,