small raptor
You
I need to find my peace
with you but now without
you
loving a whispered spell
pulls me back
to you
i am unwilling to lose the shard of my heart
that shines pristine through the glow of this years snow
loving is my own burden
i lost hope
long ago
for who you are i am too much
my love is being burried in dread
i feel my hand burning
as i have to suffocate the flame of my love
for you and ultimately for me
strong bonds hold the earth in agony
your love was of this kind
now that i try to flee
my own feelings
i stumble through
Zürich through Geneva
being torn apart
every step anew
lost lying on the ground
nothing seems to hold back the flood of blood escaping my hands
my last resort is learning about my existence
trying to find the sense in my adventure
the loss has pierced through me
you are untamed
i am unsure
if we are through and through
made of stolen parts
i realize we are just an amalgamation of nerves
bound togheter by the sacrifice to live in agony
love will find even me eventually
i feel today what i feel tomorrow
bound to what was chosen for me
so that i will belong one day
uneven pasture
