#Fake night

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drifting edge
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Threads of bedsheet, leaving me in shivers
Trying to stop thinking
Tears are rolling down my eyes
And, that’s not alright

Feeling the water droplets in my eyes
But, I’m not sad
My thoughts left me
Now, it’s only me and this night

It’s difficult to adjust my eyes to the darkness
But the blue light patterns on the dirty ceiling were clear
I’m faking nights
False asleep

If I ever get out of this night
I’ll wish to be here again
Every day and every night
This peace is passing through my mind

There are no worries on this night
Not a wish I need to fulfil
No wars I need to fight
No one to call my name

A thousand deaths pass through this night
I can’t get this out of my mind
In the crowded rooms
I remember that night

I’ll see that night
‘Til the end of my life
I couldn’t get this life right
But at least, I had that night

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spark lintel
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Sad story. I’ve felt something similar I think. Pretending to be asleep, when your wide freaking awake with your eyes closed driving yourself deeper into madness, until you finally have to snap your eyes open to give yourself a brighter view, but it’s nighttime and the lights are out, so you shut your eyes and start the whole process all over again. 🙄 #fmlmoments

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