#God I am sad

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dawn vault
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God, I am sad
God, talk to me
Have I done bad?
Am I not close what I was meant to be?
This pain makes you hard to see
I sit and I ponder
Wondering if I’m a goner
I lay in bed staring up to the stars
Will I ever be able to reach mars?
I’m told to settle
Don’t let the tea rest in the kettle
Lost in thought
Lost in the scars this world brings
Is my chance for joy shot?
Why now is it hard to think of happy things
But sadness over consumes
The feeling of hope no longer Lumes
The Holy Spirit cheering me on
This nasty game tho feels like a con
1 step forward 2 steps back
The grand prize I’m unable to hack
Do I keep on trying?
This joy they’re denying?
God talk to me
For I am sad
Please don’t make this pain into mad.

frail flax
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THIS IS AMAZING 👏

dawn vault
worldly solstice
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ME ME TO ME TOOOOO

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I love this

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I relate very much to this