#Squidword's place
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GOT DAMN
I don't trust anyone.
Everyone is against me.
People say they're not upset with me or whatever, but I know they're lying.
They're all liars.
I can feel it.
Did you know Dab the dodo made his first appearance in Donkey Kong Country 3 before going on to appear in Ice Age??
This is unusual information, many do not know!

Where the janitor?
Wut?
He's security, what's he doing with a mop?
I couldn't decide whether or not I wanted him to be a janitor or security guard so I just combined both designs.
I'll pick which one I want to use later.
Concept art.
Guess who just got contacts???
Your phone?
Either to fuck with you, or by not adding lenses
what's he having?
Script part 1:
Why sad?
How come?
Classic Christmas Specials Collection Volume 2
Volume 2, 3 holiday favorite, in 4k.
Rocket Knight collection:
Stylish.
Thanks!!
Wip
Ecco
Love
Amazing work.
Thanks.
🙂
I need to draw Mr. Bones...
My face when my Sparkster plush is arriving in NOVEMBER:
Are they still designing it or something?
Nope, it's already arrived for some people.
Is it shipping from Mars then?
By my brother
Pretty good.
Sparkster what the fuck?
Duality of man.
When that allergy hits.
Would steal look.
Invisible Man fanart
Now draw him covered in flour.
Here you go.
Should've seen it coming.
Now powdered sugar.
Here you go.
Excellent. I'd ask for snow, but you've done enough already.
It took a while, but here.
Thanks man, you really didn't need to do it.
It's alright, anything I can do.
My brother, you made him that way.
It wasn't intentional at first, but honestly I'm beginning to realize how awesome he is...
...
Maybe.
He is definitely my type.
Either my "type" developed after I created him, or I subconsciously designed him to fit my type (that I didn't know about yet).
I only realized I was gay sometime after creating Slate.
And thankfully I've never looked back.
Guys are pretty amazing, if I may be honest.
That they are.
I feel pretty happy considering myself gay, though unfortunately I have a few internal conflicts going on that taint that a bit.
I am attracted to women sexually (not romantically, like at all), which confuses me a lot.
I guess technically I'd be considered "bisexual", but I feel uncomfortable by being attracted to women.
It just feels wrong to me, I guess.
I have nothing against other straight people or anything, I guess I just grew up being ashamed of being sexually attracted to girls.
It's probably my mom's fault like the many issues I have with myself are.
Let's just go with homoromantic.
Yep, that's it.
Sexually I like guys as well though, which is why I just call myself fully gay.
You are that, but heterosexuality is also part of you.
I took an online test that said I was "homosexual, but incidentally heterosexual" which is pretty much how I'd label it.
That's an unusual way of putting it, but of you're okay with it, go for it.
Homoromantic bisexual.
Because you don't need to have 50/50 attraction to be bi, it can be 99/1.
True.
I just feel a little ashamed of being bisexual, but it's not something I can change, I don't think.
Or in my case, 70/90 straight/gay, because there's no reason it has to be dependent.
Nothing wrong with being bi.
I know, of course not.
I know you know.
It's just due to my upbringing, my mom would ridicule me for being straight/interacting with women.
That's unusual.
I know, right?
But since I was so terrified of her as a kid, I had to listen to what she said.
And now, that's why I feel ashamed to admit I'm bisexual.
Truth be told, women can be quite intimidating.
I used to proudly let people know I was bisexual, but then I went through a depressive phase and became ashamed. I guess I never recovered from that.
Oh of course, I'm terrified of women.
My mom flashed me when I was 9 years old, and ever since I've found the female body to ve absolutely gross.
And yet, I'm still sexually attracted to women unfortunately.
Them's the breaks.
I get a simultaneous jolt of arousal and terror seeing women...
There is a reason I don't draw female characters very often.
Try not to let the same thing happen what happened to me and get multiple personalities.
It's a little embarrassing to admit, I'll be honest.
I don't have that thankfully, but I do have long, extended conversations with myself.
If it's any help, I'll gladly say it with you anywhere you need it.
No promises.
You will always be there.
I hope so.
The internal conflicts I have to struggle with cause me to lose hope.
At least I'm taking antidepressants now.
I'll try to stay on track if I can.
Sometimes I get full on paranoia though, it gets pretty bad.
Not ideal, to be sure.
Definitely not, but it's better than wanting to be dead or something.
True.
Much snoot.
Stop staring at me with them big ol' eyes!!
Commission
Why does this remind me of Beyond Good and Evil.
Character design by my brother.
My design:
You should make another.
I should?
If you want to.
I will consider it.
Oh no!!! People are thirsting over her!!!
I guess it's time to kill myself...
I change my mind, Gabbro is awesome and I love her a lot.
The horny guys can go fuck themselves...
That's the spirit.
I am suffering from the worst bout of depression I've had in a while.
Get well soon.
I'll try.
Photography
Judgemental emote
Oh no, things aren't looking so good for our hero.
Tune in next week for the exciting conclusion: Slate's Finest Hour.
Y'all. I don't know what happened, but I'm not gay anymore.
I am 100 percent serious. I have no more sexual or romantic attraction to guys anymore.
Fuck man. I was happy being gay.
And now I'm back to being depressed and straight.
Is this how I really am?
Was I just lying to myself this entire time?
Oh, god.
I'm such a failure.
I think it is very unusual.
There's this thing called abrosexual, this might be that.
I think that makes sense.
I think I should probably just embrace me being bisexual.
No point lying to myself or trying to hide it.
What's holding you back?
Screw it, I'm bisexual again.
You're a strange one
There's a venting channel if you need to
Well like you said, my sexuality is fluid.
It keeps changing every so often.
I sound like a god damn fool, don't I?
Maybe if my mom didn't fuck me up so much I wouldn't be so confused.
Don't abuse your children. Easy peasy.
🫂
Good work
My art based on my sister's design...
Oh boy...
Congrats
Noice
Have you ever checked the artist's other series he worked on? (Blade Kitten and Halloween Harry)
Yes I have. They're pretty neat.
I would love to work as a promotional/concept artist for a game one day.
Appreciate the Sparkster coin:
An aura of can-do attitude
That's adorable, and sad
Oh no
Wip
Done.
Jaques?
Jon thron
His expression reminds me of Stickybear
Lol.
Well, I just watched Pink Floyd's The Wall, and my god.
It is like looking in a mirror.
I've never related to any media so much in my life.
I cried, man.
Nothing quite hits like the wall
Preach.
Wraith the
4K cover:
Trump orgasming : (
Army of Darkness Ash Williams costume:
Making the straps.
Cut from suspenders.
Finished strap, 1 of 4.
Spray painting the arm braces.
Cake!!!
Hello guys, after much thought, I now consider myself aroace.
Holster.
WIP for a commission.
I have come to kick ass and take antidepressants, and I'm all out of antidepressants.
I actually don't know what to do until I get a refill, I'm really depressed now.
I want to, like, tie a noose around my head.
Don't do that.
It's easier said than done.
I am suffering.
I think I am experiencing withdrawal since I haven't taken my antidepressants in a few days.
Might want to consult your doctor
I am supposed to be getting a refill sometime soon.
Still good to tell your doctor about this so they can adjust the prescription
Good, we know where he's hiding.
I don't use Discord anymore. Check my DA for new artwork.
https://www.deviantart.com/squidword15
Aww.
Thanks for the reminder. Hope you're holding on well.
Guess not then. Glad you're still around though.
Damn... hope you're doing fine
🫂
To be honest, I wish the heart attack had finally killed me. But I guess God had other plans.
No, don't say that....
Here is my Ko-fi page if you would like to support my quest to get an iPad.
I would like to start making good artwork again...
Maybe one day.
Did you stop?
Last I checked, it's always been good.
I disagree.
Well, you haven't stopped making good stuff recently anyway.
Hey, I Deleted Everything for LachStar3 and You on my deviantart page so, you can now unban me because i'm sorry and can give me one more chance to not steal people's work.
Leave me alone, dude.
Quit fucking messaging me.
And quit messaging Lach too.
They're not even a moderator.
ok, sorry.
God, I still wish this ended my life.
Uhh…
Alright I’m not good at doing things like this but
If you want to talk to someone then I’m here
It's fine, it doesn't matter now.
Your presence is missed, your absence is felt.
If you want, I could start posting here again.
If you're okay with it.
Maybe I will.
Take all the time you need
I feel terrible. Ryan passed away recently due to heart complications.
And I was such a dick to him.
Wait... Ryan Linn... The guy who always harass people died???
R.I.P
Oh... That's... Really depressing
Yeah, I've felt awful for the past few weeks.
Damn
That sucks
Rest in peace
Today I turn 18.
Oh hey, happy birthday



