LYRIC SPAM

[velvet bear]

,pin

[steady ingot]

Couldn't see you coming
I was always running away
You hit me out of nowhere
Will you stay?

[digital sierra]

Self diagnosing till I'm borderline

I think it's kinda funny how every voice in my head is trying its best to haunt me

[steady ingot]

Out in the garden
There's half of a heaven
And we're only bluffing
We're not ones for busting through walls
But they've told us
Unless we can prove
That we're doing it
We can't have it all

He's gonna wangle
A way to get out of it
She's an excuse
And a witness who'll talk when he's called
But they've told us
Unless we can prove
That we're doing it
We can't have it all
We can't have it all

"I caught a glimpse of a god, all shining and bright"

Suddenly my feet are feet of mud
It all goes slow-mo
I don't know why I'm crying
Am I suspended in Gaffa?
Not until I'm ready for you
Not until I'm ready for you
Can I have it all?

I'll put him on the wedding list
I'll put him on the wedding list
I'll get him and I will not miss

Tears o'er a tin box
Oh, Jesus Christ, he wasn't to know
Like a chicken with a fox
He couldn't win the war with ego
Give the kid the pick of pips
And give him all your stripes and ribbons
Now he's sitting in his hole
He might as well have buttons and bows

[digital sierra]

Then we become a brush fire
Burning all the pain

[bitter furnace]

oh i know spiraling is miserable. i should probably go back home. why does that feel difficult. difficult

to name this feeling would take a hundered thousand years some kind of grieving

but over what i never said so ive been speaking to my therapist i call her every weekend

i meant to tell you. how ive hated how we left things when it fell through. cuz you were everything to me where did you run to. was it something that i said that colored you blue. mmmmm

[magic fossil]

but you gotta understand i cant cause m-i-n-o-r im minorly stuck

[blissful vigil]

I wish that I could block me out

[deep mortar]

HARD TO SLEEP COULD IT BE ONLY ME ONLY ME

[celest sedge]

I’m happier when i’m sad 😭

Almost like we tore out the same page And left a lot of room for new mistakes

did i fall out of line when i called you

[buoyant citrus]

I'll say whatever you want, but I've become such a liar
I used to follow my gut, but now I'm just gettin' higher
It's been a couple of months since I turned to something violent
I should be happier now, so why do I feel this quiet?
Now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out
I wish that I could block me out, out
I think I'm burnin' alive, but nobody sees the fire
'Cause when I open my mouth, I seem to be stuck in silence
And I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive this tired
Plus, after all of this time, I should be a pretty crier
But now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out
Don't know how they see me now
Feelin' lost in every crowd
I feel ten feet off the ground
I wish that I could block me out
In my head, I make a mess of it
I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate
I look around to find it desolate
I used to try, but nothing's helpin' it
And in my head, I make a mess of it
I'm gettin' tired of feelin' delicate
I look around to find it desolate
I used to try, but nothing's happenin'
Mm
Wish I were heavier now, I'm floating outside my body
It's not their fault, but I've found that none of my friends will call me
Until I'm left to myself, it's honestly kind of funny
How every voice in my head is trying its best to haunt me
'Cause now I only let me down
When there's no one else around
I've been thinkin' way too loud
I wish that I could block me out
Don't know how they see me now
Feelin' lost in every crowd
I feel ten feet off the ground
I wish that I could block me out, out, out
I wish that I could block me out, mm
I wish that I could block me out

[deep mortar]

AND ALL THE TALKING TURNED TO SCREAMING THAT I COULDNT HELP. THIS ISNT ME

WHEN THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD FEELS SO CLOSE ITS ONLY ME ME ME AUDRY TOLD ME THAG SHE THINKS I MIGHT BE IN MY HEAD HOW IM OVER THINKING WVERYTHING I NEVER SAID

[celest sedge]

I only thought it for a minute, but it got me down
That kind of feeling when you've got something to cry about
And all the talking turned to screaming that I couldn't help
This isn't me, me, me
I only thought it for a moment, but it's crippling
I guess the gravity of going out is sinking in
What if I'm missing the capacity for all of it?
This isn't me, me, me

THIS ISNT MEEEEEEE

[grand cloak]

YOU CUT DEEP
I SEE YOU EVERY NIGHT IN MY SLEEP

[topaz peak]

all of me a wound to close
but i leave the whole thing open
i just wanted you to know
i 😭 was 😭 never 😭 good 😭 at coping

[proven talon]

AND I NEED YOU SOMETIMES

WE’LL BE ALRIGHT

[low forge]

met you at the right time this is what it feels like ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[topaz quail]

I WAS JUST THINKING DO YOU REMEMBER GOING TO NEW YORK BACK IN NOVEMBER SWALLOWING CHOCOLATE SHARING A KING BED JUDGING AN ALBUM JUDGING MY BOYFRIEND ISN’T IT FUNNY WE’RE GETTING OLDER YOU USED TO FIT RIGHT UP ON MY SHOULDERS I CAN’T BELIEVE OUR CHILDHOOD IS OVER I’M REALLY GRATEFUL I GET TO KNOW YOU😭😭😭

[grim portal]

WHEN I TOLD YOU IM FINE U WERE LIED TO

[round willow]

say something sweet to me
it never meant a thing
used to the turbulence
i wore long sleeves

[vale lake]

bet you wish you
never even met me…
i can’t blame you,
broke your every heartbeat

[quaint cedar]

give peace a chance
let the fear you have fall away

[blissful vigil]

IVE GOT MY EYE ON YOU

[blissful vigil]

I don't wanna go, think I'll make it worse. Everything I know brings me back to us.

[hardy hollow]

i missed ur 21st birthday

[frosty hedge]

i’ve been up at home

[hardy hollow]

almost tried to call u

[frosty hedge]

dont know if i should

[hardy hollow]

hate to picture

[frosty hedge]

you half drunk happy

[small depot]

HATE TO THINK U WENT OUT WITHOUT ME

[thorn crag]

I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you I would 😔

[small depot]

thought you’d see it coming but you never could

[hardy hollow]

i still havent heard from ur family

[blissful vigil]

ILL SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT

[frosty hedge]

but you said your mom always loved me

[hardy hollow]

SOMETIMES I GO BLURRY EYED

[frosty hedge]

SMALL TALK AND YOU TELL ME THAT YOURE ON FIRE

[hardy hollow]

LIGHTS ON AND ITS BLACK AND WHITE

[deep mortar]

I COULDNT STAY FOREVER

[blissful vigil]

I SEE THE LOOK IN UR EYE

[deep mortar]

AND IM BITING MY TONGUE

[celest sedge]

YOUD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAS YOUNG ❕❕❕

[small depot]

WHEN THE NIGHT IS OVERRE DON’T CALL ME UP I’M ALREADY UNDER

[deep mortar]

I GET A LITTLE BIT ALONE SOMETIMES AND I MISS YOU AGAIN

[small depot]

I’LL BE THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE INSIDE YOUR HEAD

[glacial pivot]

WHEN THE NIGHT IS OVER, DON'T CALL ME UP I'M ALREADY UNDER

[grim portal]

audrey said she saw u out past 12 o'clocK

[small depot]

just because you’re hurting doesn’t mean I’m not

[glacial pivot]

If it doesn't go away by the time I turn thirty

[deep mortar]

i made a mistake and i’ll tell you i’m sorry

[grim portal]

SORRY

[hardy hollow]

sometimes i go blurry eyed

[crimson cove]

@hardy hollow has leveled up! (0 ➜ 1)

[small depot]

small talk and you tell me that you’re on fireee

[glacial pivot]

Light on and its black and white

[tardy mural]

i couldn't stay forever

[small depot]

I SEE THE LOOK IN YOUR EYE AND IM BITING MY TONGUE

[tardy mural]

YOU'D BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE WHEN I WAS YOUNG

[crimson cove]

@tardy mural has earned the feels like role!

[deep mortar]

WHEN THE NIGHT IS OVER

[tardy mural]

DON'T CALL ME UP I'M ALREADY UNDER

[blissful vigil]

I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again

[small depot]

I’ll be the love of your life inside your head

[sterile bramble]

@night egret

Idk where we left off hold up…

[night egret]

i think it was after Good to each other, give it the summer I knew, you too

[sterile bramble]

OH YEHA

OK

But I only saw you once in December.

[night egret]

I'm still confused

You said, "Forever, " and I almost bought it

[sterile bramble]

I miss fighting in your old apartment

[light fossil]

All this time
I never learned to read your mind
I couldn't turn things around
'Cause you never gave a warning sign
So many signs, so many signs
You didn't even see the signs

[deep mortar]

I FEEL LIKE IF WE GAVE IT ONE NIGHT

YOUD HATE ME LESS ANS MAKE IT ALRIGHT

JUST WISH THAT WE COULD FIGHT NOW

[glacial pivot]

I'd hold you on the comedowm

[tardy mural]

bet you

[light fossil]

Nothing happened in the way I wanted
Every corner of this house is haunted
And I know you said that we're not talking
But I miss you, I'm sorry

[copper heath]

what happened when i left

[blissful vigil]

SOMETIMES I GO BLURRY EYED

[crimson cove]

@blissful vigil has leveled up! (4 ➜ 5)

[blissful vigil]

WHEN THE NIGHT IS OVER

DON'T CALL ME UP I'M ALREADY UNDER

[small depot]

I GET A LITTLE BIT ALONE SOMETIMES AND I MISS YOU AGAIN

[blissful vigil]

I'll be the love of your life inside your head!

[blissful vigil]

IF YOU HEAR ME LEAVING IN THE MORNING

COULD YOU JUST PRETEND THAT IT WAS ONLY WIND?????

[silent ivy]

i rlly hope that i survive this

[feral plinth]

hey, who took my place in bed when i left

who laughs at everything that you’ve said?

i’m sure that i would like her

headshake

if i were slightly nicer

[silent ivy]

HARD TO SLEEP COULD IT BE ONLY ME

somebody notice how im trying

OH I KNOW SPIRALING IS MISERABLE

maybe that thing you said under your breath you mean it

M I N O R im minorly stuck

i should probably go back home

[deep mortar]

ALL OF ME A WOUND TO CLOSE BUT I LEAVE THE WHOLE THING OOEN I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW I WAS NEVER GOOD AT COPING

WHEN THR NIGHT IS OVER

DONT CALL ME UP IM ALREADY

UBDER

I GET A LITTLE BUT ALONE SOMETIMES AND I MISS YOU AGAIN

[blissful vigil]

what if I'm missing the capacity for all of it????????

this isn't me

me

me

AND I'M SO SCARED OF LOSING ALL CONTROL

DONRYOU TELL ME IT'S BETTER YO LET GO

WHEN THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD FEELS SO CLOOOSE IT'S ONLY ME

ME

MEE

HARD TO SLEEP, COULD IT BE ONLY ME? ONLY ME?????

[feral plinth]

wish i were heavier now i’m floating outside my body

it’s not their fault but i’ve found that none of my friends will call me

until i’m left to myself it’s honestly kinda funny

HOW EVEY VOICE IN MY HEAD IS TRYING ITS BEST TO HAUNT ME.

AND NOW I ONLY. LET. ME DOWN. WHEN THERES NO ONE ELSE AROUND.

[small depot]

IVE BEEN THINKING WAY TOO LOUD

I WISH THAT I COULD BLOCK ME OUT

don’t know how they see me now

feeling lost in every crowd

IVE BEEN THINKING WAY TOO LOUD

I WISH THAT I COULD BLOCK ME OUT

[fossil sky]

bet you wish you
never even met me
i can’t blame you
broke your every heartbeat

YOU SHOULD WALK OUT

ITS NOW OR NEVERRR

Nothing happened in the way I wanted
Every corner of this house is haunted
And I know you said that we're not talking
BUT I MISS YOU IM SORRRYYY

LIVING IN A MOVIE I WATCHED AND

FUNNY COZ WE COULDN'T HAVE CALLED IT

MET YOU AR THE RIGHTTT TIME

[feral plinth]

I NEVER SAID IT BUT I KNOW THAT I

CANT PICTURE ANYTHING PAST 25

NOT LIKE I CARE TO KNOW THE TIME AND

NOT LIKE IM LOOKING FOR THAT SILENCE

SELF. DIAGNOSING. TILL. I AM. BORDERLINE

I’LL DO WHATEVER HELPS TO SLEEP AT NIGHT

UNTIL IM FEELING LIKE AN ISLAND

UNTIL IM STRONG ENOUGH TO HIDE IT

what was i thinking looking for a sign??? as if i’ve ever seen a STARS ALIGN.

somebody take over the drive and somebody notice how i’m trying

[lucid eagle]

Oh, I know spiraling is miserable

I should probably go back home

Why does that feel difficult, difficult?

Oh, I hope I wake up invisible

I'd be someone no one know

I guess I'm just difficult

[deep mortar]

CLOSE TO YOUUUU PULL THE TRIGGER ON THE GUN I GAVE YOU WHEN WE MET I WANNA BE CLOSEE TO YOUUUU

TAKE MY HEART AND START A FIRE YOU GOT ME IVER IGHT JUST WANNA BE

CLOSE TO YOUUUU

CLOSE TO YOUUU

CLOSE TO YOUUUUUUUuU

[marble oasis]

I REALLY HOPED THAT WE'D BE PAST THESE PROBLEMS, PAST TENSE

[crimson cove]

@marble oasis has leveled up! (1 ➜ 2)

[marble oasis]

IS IT JUST WISHFUL THINKING YOU'D GROW UPPP

AND MAYBE I SHOULD'VE BUT I NEVER TOLD YOU IM SORRY

KNOW THAT I TRIED BUT MY WORDS ALWAYS GOT IN THE WAY

COULD YOU HOLD ME WITHOUT ANY TALKINGGG

WE COULD TRY TO GO BACK WHERE WE STARTED

[deep mortar]

you told me something when i left but i don’t remember

maybe cuz all i could do then was stare at the floor

i held myself cuz you wouldn’t all wrapped in my sweatshirt

wonder if you even realize that that one was yours

COULD YOU HOLD ME WITHOUT any TALKINGG

IF I WOKE UP WITH YOU IN THE MORNING

ID FORGET ALL THE WAYS THAT WERE BROKEN

[errant inlet]

i know that i’ve lied

[hasty gazelle]

@rigid thorn

[rigid thorn]

thank u

THIS IS SO GOOD

[void vault]

RIGHT

ITS SO GOOD

[rocky prawn]

@hasty gazelle where do i put all the links to the song :>

[rigid thorn]

I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH

[rocky prawn]

i love this sm

[void vault]

SAME SHE SOUNDS INCREDIBLE

i’m so happy there’s four minutes of this

no bc its actually so good

[rigid thorn]

I FINISHED IT

[void vault]

SAME

[rigid thorn]

IM PLAYING AGAIN

[void vault]

SAME I IMMEDIATELY REPLAYED IT

[plucky thicket]

oh my god i think i died and came back to life

[rigid thorn]

EXACTLY

[plucky thicket]

THE SECOND HALF OF THE BRIDGE

[void vault]

same i think i’ve been changed

[rigid thorn]

WAIT IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHETHER I WANT GRACIE OR TAYLOR TO BE MY TOP ARTIST

[void vault]

OH MY GOD THE BRIDGE IS SO GOOD

[plucky thicket]

it’s been alternating for me for a few years

[rigid thorn]

BC TAYLOR HAS BEEN IT FOR LIKE THE LONGEST TIME EVER BUT GRACIE IS JUST SO GOOD I CANT

[solid urchin]

I just know my top three will be Gracie Taylor and Olivia

[feral plinth]

OPENED TWO DOUBLE DOORS

TYPICAL PRETTY SURE I COULD GROW UP

PROBABLY CHEMICAL

[hasty gazelle]

here is okay

[rocky prawn]

https://youtu.be/ztSUrQvKLM8

[small depot]

I TOOK UP WALKING TO TURN IT ALL OFF

DOESN’T FEEL

BEARABLE

[feral plinth]

GUESS I THOUGHT

WHEN I LEFT

IT WOULD ALL STOP

HMMMMM IT WOULD ALL STOPPP

DID I FALLL OUT OF LINEEE TO CALLED YOUU

[small depot]

WHEN I TOLD YOU IM FINE

YOU WERE LIED TO

HOW COULD I

THINK THAT ALLLL

THAT I GAVE YOU WAS ENOUGH??

[marble oasis]

CAUSE EVERYTIME I GET TOO CLOSE I JUST GO MESS IT UP

[feral plinth]

FUNNY THAT DIDNT WORK

I COULD BE ANYWHERE

IM ON YOUR BLOCK

CYNICAL

TERRIBLE

KICKING MYSELF WITH MY GUT IN A KNOT

CUZ I HEARD THAT YOU ARE HAPPIER

HOPE THAT YOU ARE SLEEPING

WELL KNOWING IM NOT

IM DOING TOO MUCHHHHMMM

[marble oasis]

DID I FALLLL

OUT OF LINEEEE

WHEN I CALLED YOU

WHEN I TOLDDD

YOU IM FINE

YOU WERE LIED TOOOOO

[grizzled shell]

I SEE TJE LOOK IN UR EUES AND IM BITING MY TONGUE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME COMING

[feral plinth]

WHERE DO WE GO NOwwWWW

[small depot]

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOWWWW

[feral plinth]

Oh
We almost got away, we cut it close
The city's getting loud
If I choke, it's only 'cause I'm scared to be alone
Been trying to work it out, you should know
I would do whatever you wanted
We don't have to leave the apartment
Met you at the right time
This is what it feels like

Living in a movie I've watched and
Funny 'cause I couldn't have called it
Met you at the right time
This is what it feels like
Oh
The train was cold, we left Connecticut
We stayed a couple hours
Our clothes matched enough to throw me off a bit
Your phone was playing "Towers" and I

[vital kelp]

I SER FIREEEEEEE

TORHERAINNNNN

AND I THREE USSS INTO THE FOMAEEEE

[feral plinth]

Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go now?

(only spoilers i can give)

[vital kelp]

LMAOOOOOOOO

SO REAL

[feral plinth]

AHHHAHAHAHAHA

[vital kelp]

Adele has been stuck in my head

since yesterdays session

[feral plinth]

FIREEEEE

the only lyric i know

[vital kelp]

DID IEFALLL OUR OF LINE WHEJ IECALLED YOU

WHEJ I TOLD YOU IM FINE

YOU WERE LIES TO

HOW COULD I

[feral plinth]

HOW COILDIII

[vital kelp]

THINK THAT ALL

THAT I GAVE UUU WAS ENOUGH

[feral plinth]

WAS ENOUGH!!!!

[vital kelp]

CUZ EVERYTIME IEGET TOO CLOSE O JUST GO MESS IT UP

[feral plinth]

CUZ EVERYTIME I GET TOOCLOSE I JUST GO MESS IT UP

slayed

[vital kelp]

im not even listening to anything rn

but

this is such a vibe

[feral plinth]

we would genuinely slay a karaoke night

[vital kelp]

OMG YES

[feral plinth]

HOW DID I THINK NIGHT AND TYPED VIBE

[vital kelp]

i went to karaoke once w my friends. RHAT SHITS BETTER THAN THERSPY

it felt amazing

[vital kelp]

you're sleepy. and it shows

[feral plinth]

we do karaokes in my house!! i have a mic help

[vital kelp]

omg.luckktt

my mic is

[feral plinth]

last lyric of the day okokkk

[vital kelp]

broken it's making

weird sounds

[feral plinth]

From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes
I gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this
I hosted parties and starved my body
Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss
The jokes weren't funny, I took the money
My friends from home don't know what to say
I looked around in a blood-soaked gown
And I saw something they can't take away

Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned
Everything you lose is a step you take
So make the friendship bracelets
Take the moment and taste it
You've got no reason to be afraid

[errant inlet]

i’m just a girl

trying to find a place in this world

[blissful vigil]

what a brutal way to die.

[zenith escarp]

i still avoid medication, id rather take a vacation

[rigid thorn]

I KNEW YOUD LINGER LIKE A TATTOO KISS I KNEW YOUD HAUNT ALL OF MY WHAT IFSSS

THE SMELL OF SMOKE WOUKD HANG AROUND THIS LONG CAUSE I KNEW EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS YOUNG

[severe girder]

AND THAT COULD NEVER BE ME

LATELY I FEEL LIKE IVER CHAGED

lol

avery lynch

[feral plinth]

What a brutal way to die
But you choose it every time

so where do we go now😭😭

💔💔

We could meet down the line
After all of the timin'
Give an actual try
I can't promise you'll like it
I know I changed overnight
So I can't blame you for fightin'
And I'd be losing my mind

If you lived in your writin,
’!!!!!!!Cause now I’m half of myself here without you!!!!!
You're the best in my life and I lost you!!!!!
And we had no control when it fell through!!!!!!!
It !!!was one-sided, hate how I hurt you!!!!!
If I could, I’d have changed every feelin'
Reservations are up to the ceilin'
'Cause the space was the thing that I needed
But I miss you

[blissful vigil]

BABY YOU'RE A VAAAAAMPIRE YOU WANT BLOOD AND I PROMISED

I'M A BAAAAAAAD LIAR WITH A SAVIOUR COMPLEX

ALL THE BAD DREAMS THAT YOU HIDE

SHOW ME YOURS

HEY, WHO TOOK MY PLACE IN BED WHEN I LEFT??????!!!

WHO LAUGHS AT EVERYTHING THAT YOU SAY??

I'M SURE THAT I WOULD LIKE HER

IF I WERE SLIGHTLY NICER

I SEE YOU EVERY NIGHT IN MY SLEEP ANTICIPATING EVERY BAD DREAM

[lucid eagle]

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

[blissful vigil]

24TH STREET WHERE YOU HELD ME

[small depot]

WHERE YOU HELD ME GRABBED MY ARM

WHAT A MENTAL FIRE ALARM

CAUSE A LOT OF THAT FELT WRONGGGG

[blissful vigil]

IIN MY HEAD I MAKE A MESS OF IT I'M GETTING TIRED OF FEELING DELICATE

I USED TO TRY

BUT NOTHING'S HELPING IT

WISH I WERE HEAVIER NOW

I'M FLOATING OUTSIDE MY BODY!!!!!

IT'S HONESTLY KIND OF FUNNY HOW EVERY VOICR IN MY HEAD IS TRYING IT'S BEST TO HAUNT ME

GOT A LOT TO CRY ABOOOUT

THERE'S NOTHING LEFT HERE

ALL OUR BEST YEARS ARE BEHIND

WHAT A BRUTAL WAY TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!

QHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GK NOW

WHERE DO WE HGO NOW

[wide ibex]

I think I'm burnin' alive, but nobody sees the fire
'Cause when I open my mouth, I seem to be stuck in silence
And I thought of leaving tonight, but I couldn't drive this tired
Plus, after all of this time, I should be a pretty crier

[small depot]

WHERE DO WE GO NOWWW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WE COULD MEET DOWN THE LINE

AFTER ALL OF THE TIMING

GIVE AN ACTUAL TRU

I CANT PROMISE YOULL LIKE IT

AND THOUGH I CHANGED OVERNIGHT

SO I CANT BLAME YOU FOR FIGHTING

AND ID BE LOSING MY MIND

IF YOU LIVED IN THE WRITING

[rigid thorn]

CAUSE NOW IM HALF OF MYSELF HERE WITHOUT YOUUU UR THE BEST IN MY LIFE AND U LIST YOU AND WE HAD NO CONTROL WHEN IT FELL THROUGH IT WAS ONE SIDED HATE HOW I HURT YOUU

[deep mortar]

THERES NOTHING LEFT HERE

ALL OIT BESTVYEARS ARE BEHIND

WHAT A BRUTAL WAY TO DIE

BUT YOU CHOOSE IT EVERYTIME

are you kidding me Gracie😭😭

[void thunder]

I SEE YOU EVERY NIGHT IN MY SLEEP ANTICIPATING EVERY BAD DREAM LIKE FALLING WITH THE KNIFE YOU CUT DEEP YOU CUT DEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[blissful vigil]

GOOD TO EACH OTHER, GIVE IT THE SUMMER I KNEW, YOU TOO

BUT I ONLY SAW YOU

ONCE IN DECEMBER, I'M STILL CONFUSED

GOT A LOT TO CRY ABPUT

THERE'S NOTHING LEFT HERE

ALL OUR BEST YEARS ARE BEHIND

WHAT A BRUTAL WAY TO DIE

BUT YOU CHOOSE IT EVERY TIME

SO WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOS

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

I SHOULDN'T BE SURPRIIIIISED SHOULD I

I'VE PACKED MY BAGS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT A THOUSAND TIMES I GOT UP TO SAY GOODBYE

[small depot]

I COULD BE WRONG BUT I THINK THAT I’M FOR REAL THIS TIME

I’VE TAKEN DOWN ALL THE PICTURES IN MY ROOM

A MILLION THINGS THAT REMINDED ME OF YOU

I KNOW I’V LIED BUT I THINK THAT I’M FOR REAL THIS TIME

[gritty crow]

I’M BURNING ALIVE BUT NOBODY SEES THE FIRE

[sleek burrow]

CAUSE NOW IM HALF OF MYSELF HERE WIHTOUT U. UR THE BEST IN MY LIFE AND I LOST U

[small depot]

and i had no control when it fell through IT WAS ONE SIDED AYE HOW I HURT YOU

[errant inlet]

could it be only me

[rigid thorn]

NOTHING HAPPENED IN THE WAY I WANTED EVERY CORNER OF THIS HOUSE IS HAUNTED

[small depot]

IF I COULD I WOULD CHANGE EVERY FEELING

RESERVATIONS ARE UP TO THE CEILING

CAUSE THE SPACE WAS THE THING THAT I NEEDED

BUT I MISS YOU

[wicked bloom]

WE COULD MEET DOWN THE LINE AFTER ALL OF THE TIME AND GIVE AN ACTUAL TRY!! I CAN’T PROMISE YOU’LL LIKE IT BUT KNOW I CHANGED OVERNIGHT!! SO I CAN’T BLAME YOU FOR FIGHTING AND I’D BE LOSING MY MIND IF YOU LIVED IN YOUR WRITING!!

[small depot]

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOW

WHERE DO WE GO NOWWW

[rigid sluice]

WHATS AFTER LIKEEEEE

U AND IIII

WHATS AFTER LIKEEEE

[blissful vigil]

WHEN THE NIGHT IS OVER DON'T CALL ME UP I'M ALREADY UNDER

[gritty crow]

I KNOW I CHANGED OVERNIGHT

[small depot]

where do we go nowww

[cedar jolt]

NOW ALL I FEEL IS SO BAD ABOUT IT I BARELY LEFT MY BED WE TALK AROUND IT ALL FOR NOTHING SO If thATS ALL IT WASSSSSS

HOPE U FEEEL BETTERR NOWWW

SOMEBOYD NOTICE HOW IM TRYINN

[hasty gazelle]

dont leave me dont leave todayyyy☹️

[rigid thorn]

SAID I MISS U I CAUGHT IT

[knotty bramble]

SOMEBODY NOTICE HOW I’M TRYING 😭

[small depot]

NOTHING HAPPENED IN THE WAY I WANTED

EVERY CORNER OF THIS HOUSE IS HAUNTED

[rigid thorn]

THIS IS THE LASTTTTT STraw DONT WANNA GURT ANYMORE

AND U CAN TELL ME THAT UR SORRY BUT I DONT BELEIEV U LIKE I DID BEFOREEE

[terse sierra]

I WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR WITH YOU

THE AIR WAS COLD

BUT SOMETHING BOOUT IT FELST LIKE HOME SOME HOW

AND I

LEFT MY SCARF

I GIVE UP

[rigid thorn]

THERE IS NOTUING I DO BETTER THAN REVENGE

U MIGHT HAVE HIM BUT HAEBMT U HEAR

U MIGJT HAVE HIM

THERE IS NOTHING I DO BETTER TO THAN REVNEGE

THINK ABT THE PLACE WHERE U FIRST MET ME

[blissful vigil]

I REALLY THO7GHT THAT I FOULF FIX THIS NOTJINGD DIFFRENT HOW COME I'M STUCK ON THINJKING YOU'D GROE UPPPPPP0

[rigid thorn]

TO THE OTHER SIIDDDEEEE ITS NO SURPRISE I TURNED U IN WOAHH

US TRAITORS ENEVR WINNNNNN

I WAS ENCHANTED TO MEET YOUUU

PLS DONT BE IN LVOE WITH SOMEONEEE ELSEEEE

PLS DONT HAVE SOMEBODY WAITING ON YOUUU

[glass quiver]

WITH YOUR FACE AND BEAUTIFUL EYES
AND THE CONVERSATION WITH THE LITTLE WHITE LIES AND
THE FADED PICTURE OF A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT YOU
CARRIED ME FROM YOUR CAR UP THE STAIRS AND I BROKE DOWN CRYING WAS SHE WORTH THIS MESS AFTER EVERYTHING IN THAT LITTLE BLACK DRESS AFTER EVERYTHING I MUST CONFESS I NEED YOU

[rigid thorn]

THE STORY OF US LOOKS A LIKE A TRAGEDY NOWWW

NEXT CHAPTER

IVE NEVER HEARD SILENCE QUITE THIS LOUD

[blissful vigil]

THERE'S A FIRE STARTING IN MY HEART REACHING A FEVER PITCH AND UTS BRINGING ME OUT THE DARK

[vital kelp]

I WOULD DO WHATWVER U WNATEDDD

WE DONT HAVE TO KEAVE THE APARTMENTT

MET YOU AT THE RIGHT TIME

AND I NEEDD YOUUUUUU

SOMETIMESSS

WELL BE ALRUGHTTTT

[grizzled shell]

SAID FOREVER AND I ALMOST BOUGHT IT 😭😭😭 I MISS FIGHTING IN YOUT OLD APARTMENT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

EVWRY CORNER OF THIS HOUSE IS HAUNTED 😭😭😭😭

I DOMT WANNA GO WEVE BEEN HERE BEFORE

SAID FOREVER 😭😭😭😭😭

i’m sure that i would like her! if i were slightly nicer! (shaking myHead aggressively)

[small depot]

BET YOU

WISH YOU

NEVER EVEN MET ME

[rigid thorn]

I DIDNT HAVE IT IN MYSELF TO GOO WITH GRACE AND SO THE BATTLESHIPS WILL SINK BENEATH THE WAVES

YOU HAD TO KILL ME BUT IT KILLED YOU JUST THE SAME

CURSING MY NAME WISHING I STAYED U TURJED INTO YOUR WORST FEARS

[small depot]

LOOK AT HOW MY TEARS RICOCHET

[sterile bramble]

HERES A TOAST TO MY REAL FRIENDS.

DID YOU THINK I WOIOSNT HEAR ALL THE THINGS UIU SAID ABOUT MEEEEE

THIS IS WHY WE CANT HAVE

NOCE THINGS

[hasty gazelle]

I WISH I WAS SPECIALLL

GAVE ALL MY SPECIAL

away to a loser

now im just loser

I USED TO BE SPECIAL

BUT U MADE ME HATE ME

JUST LIKE YOUUUUU

U SAY IM TOO WOW

[hasty gazelle]

I AM MY MOTHERS CHILD

ILL LOVE TIL MY BREATHUNG STOPS

[blissful vigil]

PLUS AFRER ALL OF THIS TIRM I SHOULD BE A PRETTY CRIER

NOW I ONLY LET ME DOWN WHEN THERES NO ONR ELSE AROUNF

TAKE A DIRTY PICTURE BABEE I CANT SLEEP AND I MISS UR FACE

IN MY HANDS AND IN MY KNEES TELL ME WHAT U WANNA DO TO ME

TEÑL ME WHAT YOULL DO PLEASE

NOW IM TOO TIRED TO GO TO SLEEP NOW I CAN'T BREATHE AND I CAN'T SLEEP I DON'T WANNA BE STONED I DON'T WANNA BE STONED ANYMORE

I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE I DON'T WANNA BE ALONE ANYMOOORE

MMMMM

III HACE A GOOD FEELING IIIIII IIIIIII'VE GOT A GOOOOD FEELING

IT DOEDNT HAPPEN VERY OFTEEEEEN

OOOOOOOH

DO YOU REMEMBER HAPPY TOGETJRR I DO DON'T YOU??(??*

THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN URE SICK TO YOUR STOMACH IS THAT STILL TRUE

THAT OLD FAMILIAR BODY ACHE

GUESS I LIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED

I'M A LIAAAAAAAAAR

WHO LIEEEESS

CAUSE I'M A LIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR

[vital kelp]

DO EHERE FO EE GO NOWWW

WHERE DO EE GONOEWE

WGERE DO WE GONOEE

WHERE FO EE GONOEEE

WHERE DI WE GONOWW

EE COULD MRRT DOEN THE LINE

AFTER ALL IF THR TIME AND

GUVE AN ACTUL YRY

ICANT PRIMISE YOULLIKE IY

IK I CHANGED IVETBINKG

IF YOH LUVED IN YOUT WRITING

CUZ

YOURE THE BEST I MY LIFR AND I KOST YOU

IT WSS ONE SIDED HATE HOE I HURT YOU

GUESS THE SPACE WAS THE THUNG THAT INEEDED

BUT I NISS YOU

WHERE FO EE HONOWWWWW

WHERE DO EE GONOEWE

[rigid thorn]

LIVING FOR THE THRILL OF HITTING YOU WHERE IT HURTSSSS

GIVE ME BACK MY GIRLHOOD IT WAS MINE FIRSTTTT

[sterile bramble]

DIDNT THEY TELL IS DONT RUSH INTO THINGS THEN YOU FLASHED YOU GREEN EYES AT ME DIDNT YOU CALM MY FRWRS WITH A CHESHIRE CAT SMILE DIDNT IT ALL SEEM NEW AND EXCITING I FELT YOUR ARMS TWISTING ROUND ME ITS ALL FUN AND GAMES TILL SOMEONE LOSES THWIR MINDS

[small depot]

MEET ME BEHIND THE MALL??

[lucid eagle]

SO TAKE ME AWAYYYYYYYY

OH MY LOVE IS A LIE

I HOSTED PARTIES AND STARVED MY BODY LIKE ID BE SAVED BY A PERFECT KISS

[past horizon]

THE BURGUNDY ON MY TSHIRT

FEEL LIK IM BURNING ALIVE BUT NO BODY SEES THE FIRE ❤️‍🔥

[sterile bramble]

Wow tee you’re slaying right now

[blissful meteor]

WHEN U SPLASHED THE WINE INTO ME

AND HOW THE BLOOD RUSHED INTO MY CHEEKS

SO SCARLET IT WAS

MAROON

[past horizon]

THE MARK YOU SAW ON MY COLLARBONE

[small depot]

SO SCARLET IT WAH AH ASSSS

[void thunder]

MAYBE THAT THING YOU SAID UNDER YOUR BREATHE YOU MEAN IT

I KNOW YOU MEAN IT

[deep mortar]

I JUST HOPE THE SUN WILL SHOW US THE PATH

omg

Follow me home

if you dareee to

i wouldn’t know

where to lead you

ALL THAT I WANTED

WAS TO BE WANTED

TOO YOUBG TO WANDER LONDON STREETS ALONE AND HAUNTED

BORN INTO NOTHING

AT LEAST YOU HAVE SOMETHING

SOEMTHITO CLING TO

VISIONS OF DAZZLING ROOMS ILL NEVER GET INTO

AND THE MEMORIES WERE LOST LONG AGO

BUT AT LEAST YOU HAVE BEAUTIFUL GHOSTS

[deep mortar]

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: heidi858

**Track**

Wonderland

**Artist**

Taylor Swift

Playcount: 6 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 7291 ∙ Album: 1989 (Deluxe Edition)

[deep mortar]

AND IN THE END IN WONDERLAND

WE BOTH

WENT

MAD

OOOOOoooOoooooOOOOOOHHH

WE FOUND WONDERLAND

YOU AND I GOT LOST IN IT

NEVER BETTTEEERRR

IN WONDERLAND

LAST FORVER

WONDERLAND YPU AND I

GOT LOST IN IT

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: heidi858

**Track**

All Too Well (Taylor's Version)

**Artist**

Taylor Swift

Playcount: 12 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 7292 ∙ Album: Red (Taylor's Version)

[solid moss]

And I was never good at tellin' jokes, but the punch line goes
"I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age"
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you too?
'Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well

[deep mortar]

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: heidi858

**Track**

Regret Me

**Artist**

Daisy Jones & The Six

Playcount: 16 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 7411 ∙ Album: Regret Me

[deep mortar]

GO AHEAD AND REGRET ME BUT IM BEATING YOU TO IT DUDE

GO AHEAD AND REGRET ME BUT I ALWAYS WILL TOO REGRET YOU

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: heidi858

**Track**

Can You Afford To Lose Me?

**Artist**

Holly Humberstone

Playcount: 1 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 7412 ∙ Album: Can You Afford To Lose Me?

[small depot]

GO AHEAD AND PACK YOUR BAGS

BUT DONT YOU GO AND CRY WHEN ITS HURTS

CAN YOU AFFORD TO LOSE ME

[rigid thorn]

VINTAGE TEE BRAND NEW PHONE HIGH HEELS ON COBBLESTONE

WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG THEY ASSUME YOU KNOW NOTHINGH

SEQUIN SMILE BLACK LIPSTICK SENSUAL POLITICA

WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG THEY ASSUME YOU KNOW NOTHING

BUTT I KNEWW YOUUUUUU DANCING IN UR LEBIS DRUNK UNDER A STREET LIGHT IIII I KNEW U HAND UNDE RNY SWEATSHIRT

[small depot]

BABY KISS IT BETTER IIIIIII

I KNEW YOUUUU

LEAVING LIKE A FATHER RUNNING LIKE WATER IIII

WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG THEY ASSUME YOU KNOW NOTHING

BUT I KNEW YOU LINGER THAT A TATTOO KISS

[marble oasis]

YOUR FAITHLESS LOVE'S THE ONLY HOAX I BELIEVE IN

[crimson cove]

@marble oasis has leveled up! (9 ➜ 10)

[marble oasis]

DONT WANT NO OTHER SHADE OF BLUE BUT YOU

NO OTHER SADNESS IN THE WORLD WOULD DO

[small depot]

AUGUST SLIPPED AWAY IN A MOMENT OF TIMEEEW

[past horizon]

ill say whatever you want but ive become such a liar

i used to follow my gut but now im just getting higghee

its been a couple of months since ivw turned to something violent

i should be happier now so why do i feel this quiet?

now i only let me down

when theres no one else around

ive been thinking way too loud

i wish that i could

block

me

out

i wish that i could block me out

out

i think im burning alive but nobody sees the fire

cause when i open my mouth i seem to be stuck in silence

amd i thought of leavinf tonight but i couldnt drive this tired

plus after all this time i should be a pretty crier

but now i only let me down when theres no one else around ive been thinking way too lou

i wish that i could block me out

dont know how they see me now

feeling lost in every croud

i feel ten feet off the ground i wish that i could block me out

IN MY HEAD, I MAKE A MESS OF IT
I'M GETTIN' TIRED OF FEELIN' DELICATE
I LOOK AROUND TO FIND IT DESOLATE
I USED TO TRY, BUT NOTHING'S HELPIN' IT
AND IN MY HEAD, I MAKE A MESS OF IT
I'M GETTIN' TIRED OF FEELIN' DELICATE
I LOOK AROUND TO FIND IT DESOLATE
I USED TO TRY, BUT NOTHING'S HAPPENIN'
MM

wish i were heabier now im floatijg ourside my body

its not their failt but ive found that none of my friends will call me

until im left to myself its honestly kinda funny

how every voice in my head is trying its best to haunt me

cause now i only let me down

when theres no one else around

ive been thinking way too loud

i wish that i coild block me out

dont know how they seee me now

feeling lost in every crowd

i feel 10 feet off the ground i wish that i could block me out

out ou

i wish that i could block me out mm

i wish that i could block me out -

[deep mortar]

its snowing so im playing evermore

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: heidi858

**Track**

evermore (feat. Bon Iver)

**Artist**

Taylor Swift

Playcount: 23 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 7669 ∙ Album: evermore (deluxe version)

[deep mortar]

AND I WAS CATCHING MY BREATH

BAREFOOT IN THE WILDEST WINTER

CATCHING MY DESTH

AND I COULDNT BE SURE

I HAD A FEELING SO PECULIAR THAT THIS PAIN WOULD BE FOR

EVERMORE

[small depot]

SAYING SOMETHING SWEET TO ME

[crimson cove]

@small depot has earned the long sleeves role!

[small depot]

YOU WERE THE CATALYST

[small depot]

omg how fitting

I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS

BOUT HOW YOU BREATHE

BOUT HOW YOU BREATHE

I WANNA BE ALONE

HATE IT THAT NO ONE KNOWS

YOURE GOOD TO EVERYONE

ALL THEM BUT ME

ALL THEM BUT ME

if you hear me leaving in the morning could you just pretend that it was only wind?

cause i can’t love you even if I want to

got a lot to work through you

don’t know where I’ve been

it’s been a long time coming

it’s been a long time coming

it’s been a long time coming

it’s been a long time coming

[past horizon]

ADDRESS THE LETTERS

TO THE HOLES IN MY BUTTERFLY WINGS

MOTHINGS FOREVER

MOTHING IS AS GOOD AS IT SEAMS

AND WHEN THE CLOUDS ARE IRONED OUT

AND THE MONSTERS CREEP INTO YOUR HOUSE

EVERY DOOR IS HARD TO CLOSE

well i hope yk how proud i am you were created. with the courage to unlearn all of their hatred. god i hope that ur happier today. cause i love u. and i hope that ur okay

[marble oasis]

YOUR SOUL IS HAUNTING ME AND TELLING ME THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE

BUT I WISH I WAS DEAD

EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES, IT'S LIKE A DARK PARADISE

[past horizon]

i

[hasty gazelle]

missed

[past horizon]

your

[hasty gazelle]

21st

[past horizon]

birthday

[hasty gazelle]

IVE

[past horizon]

been

[hasty gazelle]

UP

[past horizon]

AT

[hasty gazelle]

HOME

[past horizon]

ALMOST

[hasty gazelle]

TRIED

[past horizon]

TO

[hasty gazelle]

CALL

[past horizon]

YOU

[hasty gazelle]

DONT

[past horizon]

KNOW

[hasty gazelle]

IF

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

SHOULD

[past horizon]

HATE

[hasty gazelle]

TO

[past horizon]

PICTURE

[hasty gazelle]

YOU

[past horizon]

HALF-DRUNK

[hasty gazelle]

HAPPY

[past horizon]

HATE

[hasty gazelle]

TO

[past horizon]

THINK

[hasty gazelle]

YOU

[past horizon]

WENT

[hasty gazelle]

OUT

[past horizon]

WITHOUT

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

IM

[hasty gazelle]

SORRY

[past horizon]

IF

[hasty gazelle]

YOU

[past horizon]

BLAME

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

IF

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

WERE

[hasty gazelle]

YOU

[past horizon]

i

[hasty gazelle]

WOULD

[past horizon]

thought

[hasty gazelle]

YOUD

[past horizon]

SEE

[hasty gazelle]

IT

[past horizon]

COMING

[hasty gazelle]

BUT

[past horizon]

YOU

[hasty gazelle]

NEVER

[past horizon]

COULD

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

STILL

[hasty gazelle]

HAVENT

[past horizon]

HEARD

[hasty gazelle]

FROM

[past horizon]

YOUR

[hasty gazelle]

FAMILY

[past horizon]

BUT

[hasty gazelle]

U

[past horizon]

SAID

[hasty gazelle]

YOUR

[past horizon]

MOM

[hasty gazelle]

ALWAYS

[past horizon]

LOVED

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

SOMETIMES

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

GO

[hasty gazelle]

BLURRYEYED

[past horizon]

SMALL

[hasty gazelle]

TALK

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

U

[past horizon]

TELL

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

THAT

[hasty gazelle]

YOUR

[past horizon]

ON

[hasty gazelle]

FIREEEE

[past horizon]

LIGHTS

[hasty gazelle]

ON

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

ITS

[past horizon]

BLACK

[hasty gazelle]

AND

[past horizon]

WHITE

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

COULDNT

[hasty gazelle]

STAY

[past horizon]

FOREVER

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

SEE

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

LOOK

[hasty gazelle]

IN

[past horizon]

YOUR

[hasty gazelle]

EYE

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

IM

[past horizon]

BITING

[hasty gazelle]

MY

[past horizon]

TOUNGE

[hasty gazelle]

YOULL

[past horizon]

BE

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

LOVE

[hasty gazelle]

OF

[past horizon]

MY

[hasty gazelle]

LIFE

[past horizon]

WHEN

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

WAS

[hasty gazelle]

YOUNG

[past horizon]

WHEN

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

NIGHT

[hasty gazelle]

IS

[past horizon]

OVER

[hasty gazelle]

DONT

[past horizon]

CALL

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

UP

[hasty gazelle]

IM

[past horizon]

ALREADY

[hasty gazelle]

UNDER

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

GET

[past horizon]

A

[hasty gazelle]

LITTLE

[past horizon]

BIT

[hasty gazelle]

ALONE

[past horizon]

SOMETIMES

[hasty gazelle]

AND

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

MISS

[past horizon]

YOU

[hasty gazelle]

AGAIN

[past horizon]

ILL

[hasty gazelle]

BE

[past horizon]

THE

[hasty gazelle]

LOVE

[past horizon]

OF

[hasty gazelle]

YOUR

[past horizon]

LIFE

[hasty gazelle]

INSIDE

[past horizon]

YOUR

[hasty gazelle]

HEAD

[past horizon]

WHEN

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

NIGHT

[hasty gazelle]

IS

[past horizon]

OVER

[hasty gazelle]

DONT

[past horizon]

CALL

[hasty gazelle]

ME

[past horizon]

UP

[hasty gazelle]

IM

[past horizon]

ALREADY

[hasty gazelle]

UNDER

[past horizon]

AUDREY

[hasty gazelle]

SAID

[past horizon]

SHE

[hasty gazelle]

SAW

[past horizon]

YOU

[hasty gazelle]

OUT

[past horizon]

PAST

[hasty gazelle]

TWELVE

[past horizon]

OCLOCK

[hasty gazelle]

JUST

[past horizon]

BECAUSE

[hasty gazelle]

YOURE

[past horizon]

HURTING

[hasty gazelle]

DOESNT

[past horizon]

MEAN

[hasty gazelle]

IM

[past horizon]

NOT

[hasty gazelle]

IF

[past horizon]

IT

[hasty gazelle]

DOESNT

[past horizon]

GO

[hasty gazelle]

AWAY

[past horizon]

BY

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

TIME

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

TURN

[hasty gazelle]

THIRTY

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

MADE

[past horizon]

A

[hasty gazelle]

MISTAKE

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

ILL

[past horizon]

TELL

[hasty gazelle]

YOU

[past horizon]

IM

[hasty gazelle]

SORRY

[past horizon]

SORRY

[hasty gazelle]

SOMETIMES

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

GO

[past horizon]

BLURRYEYED

[hasty gazelle]

SMALL

[past horizon]

TALK

[hasty gazelle]

AND

[past horizon]

YOU

[hasty gazelle]

TELL

[past horizon]

ME

[hasty gazelle]

THAT

[past horizon]

YOURE

[hasty gazelle]

ON

[past horizon]

FIREEEEEE

[hasty gazelle]

LIGHTS

[past horizon]

ON

[hasty gazelle]

AND

[past horizon]

ITS

[hasty gazelle]

BLACK

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

WHITE

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

COULDNT

[past horizon]

STAY

[hasty gazelle]

FOREVER

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

SEE

[past horizon]

THE

[hasty gazelle]

LOOK

[past horizon]

IN

[hasty gazelle]

YOUR

[past horizon]

EYE

[hasty gazelle]

AND

[past horizon]

IM

[hasty gazelle]

BTIING

[past horizon]

MY

[hasty gazelle]

TONGUE

[past horizon]

YOUD

[hasty gazelle]

BE

[past horizon]

THE

[hasty gazelle]

LOVE

[past horizon]

OF

[hasty gazelle]

MY

[past horizon]

LIFE

[hasty gazelle]

WHEN

[past horizon]

I

[hasty gazelle]

WAS

[past horizon]

YOUNG

[hasty gazelle]

WHEN

[past horizon]

THE

[hasty gazelle]

NIGHT

[past horizon]

IS

[hasty gazelle]

OVER

[past horizon]

DONT

[hasty gazelle]

CALL

[past horizon]

ME

[hasty gazelle]

UP

[past horizon]

IM

[hasty gazelle]

ALREADY

[past horizon]

UNDER

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

GET

[hasty gazelle]

A

[past horizon]

LITTLE

[hasty gazelle]

BIT

[past horizon]

ALONE

[hasty gazelle]

SOMETIMES

[past horizon]

AND

[hasty gazelle]

I

[past horizon]

MISS

[hasty gazelle]

U

[past horizon]

AGAIN

[hasty gazelle]

ILL

[past horizon]

BE

[hasty gazelle]

THE

[past horizon]

LOVE

[hasty gazelle]

OF

[past horizon]

YOUR

[hasty gazelle]

LIFE

[past horizon]

INSIDE

[hasty gazelle]

UR

[past horizon]

HEAD

[hasty gazelle]

WHEN

[past horizon]

THE

[hasty gazelle]

NIGHT

[past horizon]

IS

[hasty gazelle]

OVERRRR

[past horizon]

DONT

[hasty gazelle]

CALL

[past horizon]

ME

[hasty gazelle]

UP

[past horizon]

IM

[hasty gazelle]

ALREADY

[past horizon]

UNDER

YASSSSSS

[hasty gazelle]

periodddd

[blissful vigil]

@spiral ruin here!!

[blissful vigil]

OPENED 2 DOUBLE DOORS TYPOCAL PRETTY SURE I COULD GROW UP PROBABLY CHEMICAL

[vital kelp]

I TOOK UP WALKING TO RURN IT ALL OFF

DOESNT DEEL BEARABLE

[spiral ruin]

THERES NOTHING LEFT HERE TO DECODE

BUT ITS NOT YOUR FAULT

NO ITS NOT YOUR FAULT NO NO

CAUSE IF IM GONNA LEARN HOW TO LOVE YOU

I NEED TO UNLEARN HOW TO LOVE TOO

NEED TO UNLEARN HOW TO RUN WHEN IT FEELS RIGHT

OH MY GOD IM TRYIN

HUSH

WHEN NO ONE IS AROUND MY DEAR

YOULL FIND ME ON MY TALLEST TIPTOES

SPINNING IN MY HIGHEST HEELS LOVE

SHINING JUST FOR YOU

HUSG I KNOW THEY SAID THE END IS NEAR

SHINING JUST FIR U

I WANT YOU TO KNOOOOW

IM A MIRRORBAAAALLLL

I CAN CHANGE EVERYTHINF ABOUT ME TO FIT IN

AND IM STILL A BELIEVER

BUT I DONT KNOW WHY

IVE NEVER BEEN A NATURAL

ALL I DO IS TRU TRY TRY

BECAUSE IM A MIRRORBALL

IM A MIRRORBAAALLLL

ILL SHOW U EVERY VERSION IF YOURSELF TONIGHT

AND BY THE WAY

IM GOING OUT TONIGHT

BEST BELIEVE IM STILL BEJEWELED WHEN I WALK IN THE ROOM I CAN STILL MAKE THE WHOLE ROOM SHIMMER

ITS ME

HI

IM THE PROBLEM ITS ME

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WE WERE GOOD

WE WERE GOLD

KINDA DREAM THAT CANT BE SOLD

WE WERE RIGHT TIL WE WERENT

BUILD A HOME AND WATCHED IT BURN

I CAN BUY MYSELF FLOWERS

WRITE MY NAME IN THE SAND

TALK TO MYSELF FOR HOURS

SAY THINGS U DONT UNDERSTAND

I CAN TAKE MYSELF DANCING

AND I CAN HOLD MY OWN HAND

YEAH I CAN LOVE ME BETTER THAN YOU CANNNN

I CAN HOLD MY OWN HAAAAND

YEAH I CAN LOVE ME BETTER THAN

YOU CAN

I DIDNT WANNA LEAVE YOU

I DIDNT WANNA FIGHT

STARTED TO CRY BUT THEN REMEMBERED IIIII

,np

[indigo wind]

Last.fm: chloenihoul

**Track**

Tornado Warnings

**Artist**

Sabrina Carpenter

Playcount: 5 ∙ Total Scrobbles: 2669 ∙ Album: emails i can't send

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IM LYYYING TO MY THERAPIST

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i almost do

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WELL BE A FINE LINE

WELL BE A FINE LINE

WELL BE AAALRIIIGHT

I MIGHT K MY EX

I STILL LOVE HIM THO