#πŸŽͺbruh-fart

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arctic pawn
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nice

high meteor
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i dont want to though

deep topaz
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scene girls should be getting close to milf range

arctic pawn
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awful

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i want to have kids so they can suffer as much as i did

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and make some chaos in this world

idle veldt
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Psychopathy

high meteor
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my bloodline dies with me

visual stirrup
arctic pawn
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indeed

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whats life without a lil suffering

visual stirrup
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"and it will one day be yours."

arctic pawn
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i would spoil my kid im 100% sure of that

stoic girder
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i would have been happy to inherit a fucking house

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fuckers just sold it

arctic pawn
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specially if i have a baby girl

deep topaz
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you will inherit my medical bills, son

arctic pawn
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i dont know if i couldd cope with being a father of a girl

idle veldt
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???

visual stirrup
stoic girder
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divorce

arctic pawn
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i have my spare of money and a goodd semite family

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i just need someone i could actually trust

deep topaz
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divorce is hilarious cause stupid people are like "we're going to formally end our marriage in court, because it's the right thing to do"

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the government takes a cut of that money

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you idiots

arctic pawn
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indeed

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in brazil is worse

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its "free"

deep topaz
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absolute fucking brainlets

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just go your own way

arctic pawn
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but the bil goes directly on the products you buy

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cuz the taxes are directly on your product

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we have "free" services here

deep topaz
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oh yes it's free****************

arctic pawn
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totally

deep topaz
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insert 12 asterisks

arctic pawn
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you wait 10 years for a kidney surgery for "free"

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actually more

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and die before that happens

deep topaz
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you just pay with your health

ancient barn
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smh

arctic pawn
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there's people who's dying in the waiting line here

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literally

ancient barn
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i have no reason to leave america

arctic pawn
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while the paid hospitals are too damn expensive

ancient barn
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every where is shit

arctic pawn
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cuz govenrment also charge taxes on their asses

ancient barn
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or has something dark underlying like everywhere else

arctic pawn
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to keep with business

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indeed

stoic girder
arctic pawn
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america could have very shitty health care companies

arctic pawn
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but i but it isnt worse than here

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bet*

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man i idnt knew he die after that

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died**

deep topaz
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couldn't think of a less efficient thing to be an oxygen mask

arctic pawn
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its the lack of equipement

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government doesnt give a shit

stoic girder
arctic pawn
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its the poor translation

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its in portuguese

deep topaz
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porch geese

idle veldt
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Porch geese

arctic pawn
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varanda ganso

mossy void
arctic pawn
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capitΓ£o escuto?

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this is portuguese af

mossy void
deep topaz
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i miss unnus annus

arctic pawn
deep topaz
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do you actually not know

mossy void
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about 26 videos are in this video
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mossy void
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Heloevrybdyminamesmargiblier

deep topaz
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unnus annus was a one year collaboration between Mark and Ethan where they uploaded a new video every day

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usually of an activity they wanted to do, like a bucket list

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after one year the channel was deleted

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signifying death

deep topaz
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to show impermanence

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value what you have while you have it

arctic pawn
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was that literally the joke

deep topaz
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it wasn't a joke

mossy void
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Hello everybody my name is welcome

deep topaz
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it was to give some seriousness behind the concept of death

mossy void
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Memento mori

deep topaz
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after the year was up, all of it disappeared

mossy void
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Recognize you have a limited amount of time on this earth

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And once it’s over it’s over

stoic girder
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Something something society

mossy void
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The power of managed democracy

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Strapping firebombs to bats

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So they go into houses and then explode

stoic girder
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what about strapping bombs to dogs

mossy void
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And children

stoic girder
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to go under tanks

mossy void
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Ye

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The exploitation of dogs wanting to be useful

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It’s

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Vile

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β€œGood boy, now put on this backpack”

stoic girder
mossy void
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Dubbed squid game

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Cringe but for the purpose of memes it works

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Wait is it dubbed

arctic pawn
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cum games

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i liked the 2nd season

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it was definelty not boring aah

mossy void
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I haven’t seen it yet

arctic pawn
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they didnt repeated the same thing

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that i can assure you

mossy void
arctic pawn
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some didnt liked it

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i did

stoic girder
mossy void
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It has net positive energy

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So it bounces higher and faster

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With every bounce

stoic girder
potent hamlet
stoic girder
potent hamlet
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damn

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late stage capitalism

worldly gate
stoic girder
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probably a batch of chicken that didnt get fully inspected by a zooted out of their mind teenager

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"They're not about to like me" boss bitch

worldly gate
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Probably

I know that china recently has been having trouble with mooncakes and some dishes having meat being replaced by cotton

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As in, cotton painted to look like meat

stoic girder
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what about them painting meat red

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its because chinese have the mentality if you get scammed its your fault

worldly gate
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The mooncake situation lol, some mooncakes getting so toxic that they were being used as pesticide

stoic girder
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exploding moon cakes

potent hamlet
ancient barn
worldly gate
potent hamlet
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like, not even change the fried chicken, just straight up refund

worldly gate
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And never coming back to that place

stoic girder
mossy void
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whip GET THOSE MUTHA FUCKAS

stoic girder
idle veldt
potent hamlet
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lmao somebody likes GTA

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oh god

cursive hound
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This channel sucks, kill yourself

idle veldt
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Goldenfreddy1956

potent hamlet
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holy shit

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i have a coomer neighbor

idle veldt
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Does it only show downloads

potent hamlet
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yeah

idle veldt
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Thank god

potent hamlet
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look at this mf

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OH GOD

idle veldt
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Why do people download porn

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Big cock diet

potent hamlet
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a star wars fan

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wow

idle veldt
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Well of course

ancient barn
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disgusting

potent hamlet
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i dont even want to know who this bitchass is

signal cobalt
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and what are you doing exactly?

potent hamlet
signal cobalt
potent hamlet
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yeah

signal cobalt
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like why are you looking there

potent hamlet
signal cobalt
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let people do weird things

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downloading porn? weird and stupid imo

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but its their thing

idle veldt
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Yeah why download it

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To watch when no internet

signal cobalt
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i mean, why not play a video game offline

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way more fun

high meteor
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i mean there are laws going where sites need identification now

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but still

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imagine downloading

signal cobalt
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stalker GAMMA for instance doge1doge2

signal cobalt
potent hamlet
signal cobalt
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and i dont think twitter will

high meteor
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specifically make an account

signal cobalt
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and i HIGHLY DOUBT that rule34 site will either if youre that desperate

signal cobalt
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but lie about your age like literally anyone else

high meteor
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no i mean

signal cobalt
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its that simple

high meteor
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straight up government ID

signal cobalt
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roblox? XDDD

high meteor
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only some places in the US are starting to require it

signal cobalt
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but thats not porn

signal cobalt
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they dgaf

idle veldt
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No it won’t be required

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It wasn’t passed anywhere I think

signal cobalt
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and it is very difficult to enforce, on top of the fact that no one normally cares

signal cobalt
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they always pass the most ridiculous shit

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for no real reason

high meteor
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north and south carolina need Government ID to enter porn sites now last i saw

idle veldt
idle veldt
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California is the most free

signal cobalt
signal cobalt
signal cobalt
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i feel like red states try, but the rampant horniness in most people will surpass any laws

idle veldt
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It’s not legal

deep topaz
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hello jonah

signal cobalt
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because some mf will find a way around it, or will use sites that arent recognized as porn sites, etc

idle veldt
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It violates many amendments

signal cobalt
idle veldt
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But what does the constitution matter in red states

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πŸ˜‘

signal cobalt
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lol

idle veldt
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They would remove it if it meant getting guns away from their enemies

signal cobalt
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theres more guns than people in texas and kentucky iirc

idle veldt
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It has nothing to do with owning guns

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I beg you

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Don’t argue with me rn

signal cobalt
deep topaz
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conservatives are either eating cop penis like chips or are 100% against them

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it's weird that way

idle veldt
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We’ve done this argument like 10 times

signal cobalt
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i havent

idle veldt
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Please don’t make me argue it

deep topaz
signal cobalt
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it isnt meant to be political here anyways

signal cobalt
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so i dont care to hear it, and i dont wanna hear the argument

idle veldt
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We get political in here all the time

idle veldt
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Political

upper shore
plush zodiac
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is this game still worth it?

upper shore
deep topaz
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every RE game is worth it

upper shore
plush zodiac
plush zodiac
plush zodiac
upper shore
high meteor
signal cobalt
mossy void
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Politics politics laws foreign policy conservatism

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Something something

stoic girder
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american politics are just memes

mossy void
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I’m looking forward to the day people stop taking disagreement as a personal attack

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Don’t get me wrong I make that mistake still too but

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I’m working on it

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Playful banter, exchanging of ideas

hazy finch
mossy void
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FUCK YOU I HATE YOU

upper shore
mossy void
upper shore
stoic girder
arctic pawn
mossy void
stoic girder
arctic pawn
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indeed

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not their fault, its part of the inner instinct

mossy void
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I would love to see full dive VR, that would be so cool

stoic girder
mossy void
upper shore
arctic pawn
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rejecting weak man and prefering the stronger ones?

stoic girder
arctic pawn
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that makes sense i guess

arctic pawn
arctic pawn
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begi durak

stoic girder
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my running theory is that war is just mans way of committing suicide in a roundabout way

arctic pawn
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indeed

mossy void
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It’s interesting how both women and men play a role in perpetuating toxic masculinity

arctic pawn
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indeed

arctic pawn
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femininity*

stoic girder
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Women are cruel to other women

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holy shit

mossy void
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People get hung up on that term. They think β€œtoxic masculinity” is synonymous with saying β€œmasculinity is toxic” when that couldn’t be more incorrect

arctic pawn
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dslakdlasmldas idk how i write this

arctic pawn
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men couldnt be this machiavelic

mossy void
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There are facets of male behavior that are confused with true, healthy masculinity, and often end up being toxic

stoic girder
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Womens bullying is psychological while mens is physical

arctic pawn
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indeed

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makes sense

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you evolve what your good at

mossy void
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Things like the being unable to be emotionally vulnerable is one such facet of toxic masculinity, reinforced by other men, and women.

arctic pawn
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this is a form of self defense that females developed

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if you think about it

upper shore
stoic girder
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Humans havent evolved in 10000 years

arctic pawn
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cant do anything, sometimes feels like a paradox, women cant help but feel embarassed by emotional men

upper shore
arctic pawn
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thats why i respect reasonable and rational woman

stoic girder
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Only one you can open up to is your mother

arctic pawn
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yes

upper shore
idle veldt
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Open up to me brother

arctic pawn
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man sometimes i hate the way human interaction is

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but i can understand the reasons

stoic girder
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better than nothing

idle veldt
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What are your goals

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Your ambitions

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Feed me your dreams

arctic pawn
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i want to have enough money to have free time and make silly animations every week for a yt channel

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i dont even need to monetize it

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i just want to make good 2d animations

idle veldt
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Surely this is obtainable

arctic pawn
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indeed

idle veldt
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What’s something not obtainable

stoic girder
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man games arent as fun to play as they used to

arctic pawn
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i still have lots of fun playing it

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maybe cuz i do it since 4 years old

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or something

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and thats alot of time for me

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i had a sega genesis

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and after that a playstation one

idle veldt
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Old ass

arctic pawn
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i had a windows 98 with mega drive roms and emulatior

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emulator*

deep topaz
stoic girder
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depression sucks

idle veldt
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Burnt out

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Try going on a camping trip

arctic pawn
arctic pawn
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i always have fun playing shit, if i have no games is the same as i have no crack

glad carbon
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@idle veldt

upper shore
arctic pawn
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yeah i think i'd feel worse without my pc than without marijuana

upper shore
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Weed don't do shit for me except make my throat feel weird

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Hard liquor for me thankies

arctic pawn
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that proves that not only drugs addicts people

stoic girder
arctic pawn
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i stopped drinking for a while

upper shore
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I mean, sure, PC can be addictive but it's a hell of a lot better than shooting up heroin/morphine in a dark corner somewhere

arctic pawn
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some addictions are worse than others

upper shore
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I mean, my dad replaced his alcoholism with gaming, whatever it works

arctic pawn
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nice

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it is a better addiction

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lmao

upper shore
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In a perfect world we'd never get addicted to anything, or we'd be addicted to kindness or some shit but...

stoic girder
upper shore
idle veldt
upper shore
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Too bad my frontal cortex don't give a fuck

stoic girder
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like if you are getting the same dose cosntantly soon it wont feel as good so you stop

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monkey brain

arctic pawn
idle veldt
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Go for a damn walk

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Go camping overnight

arctic pawn
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indeed

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i love camping

stoic girder
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time to go camping and disappear

upper shore
arctic pawn
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bringing my laptop and 5g internet to goon in the forest

idle veldt
upper shore
idle veldt
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πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ

arctic pawn
upper shore
arctic pawn
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i had sexy time in the forest once

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with my ex wife

potent hamlet
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me fr

arctic pawn
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L

arctic pawn
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i actually had sex in other awful places too

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like a modern art museum

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that was empty

potent hamlet
arctic pawn
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and inside the church bathroom

upper shore
arctic pawn
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i dont know why in god's name we did that

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but we did

idle veldt
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Why you having sex in public

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What’s up with that

arctic pawn
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well...

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not exactly in public

idle veldt
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Let’s just say

arctic pawn
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its more the adrenaline of the possibility of getting caught

stoic girder
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I feel like a sick dying cat trying to stay away from everyone else

arctic pawn
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and not getting caught

idle veldt
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Embarrassing

arctic pawn
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what can i say she wanted sex and i gave it to her

upper shore
mossy void
arctic pawn
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i just cant refuse sex

upper shore
potent hamlet
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im so damn sad rn and you're here talking about sex

mossy void
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Ass

arctic pawn
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not getting caught like that

mossy void
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Butt

mossy void
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Rear

idle veldt
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Cockyep

stoic girder
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what even is sex

upper shore
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@potent hamlet

arctic pawn
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its like having secret sex and making everything possible to not get caught doing filthy shit

potent hamlet
mossy void
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yep ASS
yep COCK

arctic pawn
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cant say it was my fetish at first

potent hamlet
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that's the sweetest thing i've gotten today

arctic pawn
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cuz she definetly encouraged me to do it

stoic girder
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Porn has fried my dopamine receptors

arctic pawn
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but after a while who wouldnt start to like

mossy void
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What’s wrong homie

arctic pawn
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porn is actually a bad shit

mossy void
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Porn tends to do that

potent hamlet
stoic girder
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that shit doesnt regenerate

mossy void
stoic girder
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one day at a time

mossy void
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Things will change :)

idle veldt
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Venting is good

potent hamlet
stoic girder
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go break some shit

upper shore
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Always the go-to

potent hamlet
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i feel like i've grown the clothes i used to wear, or like i just cant wear it without feeling very uncomfortable

idle veldt
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You probably look good in anything it’s your mind

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Your mind is being dumb

mossy void
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Or alone, that’s okay too

upper shore
potent hamlet
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but it still keeps as clothes that i dont use

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and i end up sticking to my comfy clothes over and over

upper shore
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Fingerless gloves, old camo jacket, jesse pinkman esque cool shirt underneath, adidas track pant, works every time

mossy void
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You don’t think they look good on you? Or don’t feel comfortable wearing the new clothes? Or both?

idle veldt
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What’s wrong with sticking to comfy clothes

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We call that style

potent hamlet
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There's just no way to make me feel feminine again, i just feel tired and not in the mood to go in skirts or stuff

upper shore
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I mean I'm a dude so I'm not gonna claim to know what that's like but I usually go with the most hobo-esque fit possible myself

arctic pawn
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gotta feel what you gotta feel

mossy void
potent hamlet
upper shore
arctic pawn
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fr

idle veldt
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Or comfy things

mossy void
arctic pawn
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yeah why using uncomfortable things just to feel prettier

potent hamlet
arctic pawn
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i wanna be comfortable and handsome

idle veldt
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Own it bro

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It’s cool

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It isn’t stereotypical feminine though

upper shore
mossy void
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A steady sleep schedule, exercise, and a good diet also play into your general outlook on life. It’s hard to be positive about yourself when you’re exhausted and out of shape

potent hamlet
mossy void
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Maybe try getting out of your comfort zone

minor cypress
mossy void
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Try wearing clothes you wouldn’t normally wear

upper shore
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sup space

potent hamlet
mossy void
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Well do it

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Shame be damned

potent hamlet
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but now i feel like i have a bunch of washed up depictions of what i used to wear

mossy void
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Exposure therapy works

potent hamlet
idle veldt
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Why shame

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It’s clothing

potent hamlet
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i just want to go around unrecognized

idle veldt
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Don’t perceive me shit

upper shore
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raise yo hands if you hate being perceived

mossy void
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I’m hearing a lot of stuff relating to self confidence issues and self image issues
Depression stinks :/

upper shore
potent hamlet
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And when i dress alternative, i attract a lot of stares and that makes me really anxious

upper shore
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Is it possible that people are interested in the fit because they think it is cool

idle veldt
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I’m not going to claim depression

mossy void
idle veldt
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Yeah like I couldn’t possibly care what I look like to others

potent hamlet
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at the start i can manage it, but after a couple hours, my brain is genuinely melting, thinking that something bad is gonna happen

mossy void
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Stares aren’t necessarily negative, and sometimes they aren’t even stares, just glances

arctic pawn
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i have a big hair but i dont let it free because i dont like the stares

potent hamlet
upper shore
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I mean in all fairness, if going under the radar / going gray is a priority, then yeah dress in the simplest and least conspicuous way possible to match the environment, if it makes you feel more comfortable. That's totally understandable. Don't force "being yourself" if you are not feeling comfortable.

potent hamlet
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i know theyre not hateful or negative, but its the fact of being watched

arctic pawn
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indeed

arctic pawn
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drawing attention doesnt feel good to me either

ancient barn
potent hamlet
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is like going to the bathroom and closing the door and still feeling somebody staring

mossy void
potent hamlet
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even tho there's nobody

potent hamlet
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I've thought about a mask

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I mean, a facemask

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or something

upper shore
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wish I could wear the m50 in public, it looks better than I do

potent hamlet
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when i dont get recognized, i feel a lot less stressed

arctic pawn
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why does people jugdment bothers so much

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it shouldnt

idle veldt
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I’m not sure wearing a mask is good

potent hamlet
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its pretty funny, when you dont want to get recognized, you can use a facemask or even a full mask, but then you'll get a lot more stares because nowaday nobody is using facemasks

mossy void
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That may seem appealing but, a part of me feels as though covering up more and more is more harmful than helpful. You may be more comfortable but, it’s not helping, just perpetuating the negative self image that β€œI shouldn’t be seen”

arctic pawn
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indeed

potent hamlet
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and the cycle goes and goes

idle veldt
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If it gets you through the day it’s fine

mossy void
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I know that’s not nice to hear but, these sorts of things tend to spiral
Sometimes people just stop going out altogether, becoming hermits.

idle veldt
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But overall you should be positive about your image

arctic pawn
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gotta give less shit about what others think of me

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i know her feeling

mossy void
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You have a right to exist and be comfortable in your own skin. Fight for it. You deserve to be happy.

arctic pawn
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i had a work dinner yesterday

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i still feel like shit cuz i interacted

potent hamlet
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i would like to wear a mask ngl, like, i know it will attract stares, but i wont get recognized either

idle veldt
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What do you mean recognized

mossy void
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Perceived. Seen.

idle veldt
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They don’t know you personally right

potent hamlet
arctic pawn
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yeah and they wont know her face either

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thats they whole point

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the*

mossy void
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That may not be beneficial osaka. These sorts of behaviors can quickly become a vicious cycle of becoming more and more reclusive

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The facemask is a bandaid

idle veldt
potent hamlet
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it worked pretty much okay

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until i started to take my box out to eat or smoke and i started to get recognized

mossy void
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Events are good, going out and meeting people is definitely beneficial

potent hamlet
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and i started to get recognized as: ''The catgirl'' or ''The box girl''

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when i did stuff without it, i felt so much worse, and usually stuff went worse

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like, cosplay without that box was just painful

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i mean at the end

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i ended up stopping to go to events because they became boring and unappealing

mossy void
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Have you tried/are you getting therapy?

idle veldt
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You definitely seem introverted

mossy void
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That much is clear

potent hamlet
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Maybe this year i'll give the box mask a try again

low atlas
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introversion is fine

mossy void
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Nothing wrong with being an introvert

low atlas
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but you need to be capable in breaking that barrier when you need to

mossy void
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It’s when you put depression and social anxiety on top that it becomes unhealthy

potent hamlet
low atlas
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do you find yourself easy to socialize when you're drunk? or is it the same

mossy void
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It’s all about building that rapport and relationship

potent hamlet
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''I get really nervous when i see people looking at me''

  • ''That's okay, you're introverted''

''I puked the other day because i fell and noticed people looking at me''

  • ''Aww, that's sad''
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and that's pretty much my interactions with my therapist

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so i stopped going

mossy void
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Sounds like that’s not the right therapist for you

idle veldt
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Yeah I’m not going to say good things about therapy

potent hamlet
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probably

idle veldt
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That’s all they reallly can say

potent hamlet
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i've never socialized while drunk

mossy void
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Therapy does work, you just need a therapist that works for you

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they aren’t always good, in fact there are a substantial amount of bad ones

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But, there are plenty of good ones

potent hamlet
#

My friends say i get really yippee and get angry almost defensive when somebody unknown appears

idle veldt
#

Like while you are drunk

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Or normal

potent hamlet
idle veldt
#

Well who cares about that

#

Drunkness is wild

potent hamlet
#

i get more loose and like to play around

idle veldt
#

Yea

#

That’s better than depressive

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Or abusive

potent hamlet
#

but when somebody unkown is present, i get like, protective?

#

im always looking over to know if they're there or looks like they're looking for problem

#

never really like, looking for fights

idle veldt
#

That’s fine

deep topaz
#

that's ape brain

idle veldt
#

Momma bear

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Momma ape

potent hamlet
#

but i dont want to break nobody's limbs

glad carbon
idle veldt
glad carbon
idle veldt
#

We can’t I don’t have computer

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Fuckin bro

minor cypress
tepid pebble
#

whats wrong with you ? this is brainfart

#

f

minor cypress
#

Being comfortable with yourself is a hard skill alot of people never learn.

potent hamlet
minor cypress
#

Been there, had that mindset. If you are set on it not mattering, whats the harm in just living to see what happens? Roll that dice and see where you land

upper shore
potent hamlet
minor cypress
#

I was fully convinced i'd be a ceiling ornament when i hit 21. Just rolled with it and life is totally different.

minor cypress
# upper shore "It's going"

Same. New years hit me with some crazy relationship drama and now life got me stuck in way too much shit. But its gonna buff

upper shore
potent hamlet
upper shore
#

2026 gonna be my year frfr

potent hamlet
#

but its slowly not becoming a joke

low atlas
tepid pebble
upper shore
potent hamlet
#

im pretty sure nothing really good will happen in my life at 27

minor cypress
upper shore
low atlas
#

in the case you do it, you'll know you did everything. but I don't think you will do it if you tried your best to change it

minor cypress
river zealot
#

Morning brainfart

potent hamlet
#

halo

river zealot
#

Why are you even awake

potent hamlet
river zealot
#

Isnt it like 2 am there

potent hamlet
dreamy flaxBOT
#

:flag_ua: Dnipro, Dnipropetrovsk Oblast, Ukraine, 49000

:clock6: 06 January 2025, 06:55 (06:55 AM)
🌍 UTC +2.0
πŸŒ… Sunrise

☁️ Broken clouds
🌁 57% humidity
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river zealot
#

Freezing my balls off

dreamy flaxBOT
#

:flag_cl: ChillΓ‘n, Chillan, Γ‘uble, Chile

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🌎 UTC -3.0
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🌑️ 17.85°C (Feels like 16.85°C)
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upper shore
# minor cypress Damn, any reason why?

TL;DR cluster of emergencies with perfecting timing, my whole group has been moving a lot, and we're moving again tomorrow, and our money is bad enough we prob gonna sacrifice electric for a couple weeks

#

I mean one of our friends was literally living in his jeep for like a straight month and a half before he linked up with us

minor cypress
minor cypress
#

Certified listen to Thats Life in the shower for 30 min and avoid the bottle moment

upper shore
#

Get through it, man. Or die trying.

minor cypress
# river zealot You good?

We're getting there. Her reason was stereotypical "i know it was dumb but attention good + stereotypical low self confidence bullshit"

upper shore
#

One of my friends had a situation like that, it kinda kept going back and forth for him but he has the classic "never letting go" syndrome so he's still sort of with her, another messy debacle

minor cypress
#

It all boils down to just communication issues between us + anxiety/low self confidence leading to hesitation leading to more issues kinda shit, eventually festering to....this fuckup.

upper shore
# river zealot You good?

Man are you good? You got missiles flying over your house daily and you still got the heart to make sure others are doing alright. Everyone could use a brother like you.

river zealot
minor cypress
#

Normally, I'd be out. But we've got a life. It was a bad fuckup, but we're human and she knows i'm not gonna be around if it happens again. We already got down to the root cause and why it happened, so just trying to work forward and fix things.

deep topaz
#

too much kielbasa budget

upper shore
minor cypress
#

Yeah, i hope so. Shit happened the night of new years, and the morning after we had to do family photos. That was a fun clusterfuck pretending everything was fine

deep topaz
upper shore
upper shore
# deep topaz

Fake news, it was obviously Sergeant Heavy-Ass who did this.

minor cypress
#

Maybe. I've just been working overtime on trying to not let this taint every good memory or ruin Christmas/new years for me.

potent hamlet
#

John F Kennedy just donated 2 dollars

minor cypress
#

Thankfully, what happened and what i found was bad, but could have been worse. Can't sugar coat it or excuse it. Cheating is still cheating. And it was dumb.

upper shore
minor cypress
#

More like the loss of trust is a poison in any relationship that will rot everything if you let it.

potent hamlet
idle veldt
upper shore
minor cypress
#

I tell myself i'm being way too diplomatic about it. But beating the issue to death isn't a way forward. Its just gonna temporarily make me feel better and have her drown in guilt

potent hamlet
upper shore
#

But like, if it just becomes a cycle that never ends, that's when it's time to break it off

minor cypress
#

And i don't like punching down. She knows it was wrong, etc.

idle veldt
potent hamlet
#

a lot of times

low atlas
#

and you say you have social anxiety mf

potent hamlet
upper shore
#

We dared one of our friends to wear a maid dress and do a sexy walk out into the yard at a party once

minor cypress
upper shore
potent hamlet
#

i had some time i didnt have a lot of social anxiety

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and i was able to wear stuff like that

upper shore
#

Wear a rig over a maid dress and become, the tacti-maid

minor cypress
potent hamlet
#

but now its like almost crippling

low atlas
#

odd, most cases of social anxiety come early early

upper shore
upper shore
minor cypress
#

It just sucks. She would get too in her own head, feeling self conscious. She'd want attention, but freeze and hesitate which makes it worse. We both are way too considerate of eachothers time/hobbies/space to want to be needy and interrupt/ask for affection.

upper shore
#

I can see why this would be a communication issue

minor cypress
#

Dudes being dudes, i assume she knows i'm crazy about her, when she just actively needs to hear it. So that just festered and blew up into this. It all ends up being a communication issue gone wrong

#

When the simple answer is we both need to stop being dumb and just shamelessly love eachother lmao

river zealot
minor cypress
#

My bro put it perfectly: "Dumbass, he put the ring on your finger. That means he chose you, not anyone else. Of course hes all about you." kekw

#

Sorry to dump this shit. Anon internet strangers are just a good venting ground

potent hamlet
upper shore
#

I never got into any romance situations, but from what I know of talking to other guys and just letting them know that them and their efforts are appreciated, it's often enough to just express things like love and gratitude to totally change someone's mood or outlook, only if they think it's genuine of course. Some people can get so into their own heads that no compliment even feels real anymore and thus has no effect, or they are suffering the numbness of depression. I can't really take a compliment from someone unless I've known them for a while and I know they've gone through some heavy shit, that reassures me that they aren't just doing a courtesy but really mean the message because they know exactly what it feels like to hurt and they don't want others to feel that way.

potent hamlet
#

this is my maid outfit and cat box thingy

minor cypress
river zealot
minor cypress
#

Or im just talking out my ass.

river zealot
#

Absolute cinema

upper shore
minor cypress
#

Like in a relationship, if i know im loved/wanted, thats all i need to know. Affection is nice, but you learn to not expect it.

upper shore
#

Though a quick word of appreciation is never a bad thing. But it's just a supplement.

minor cypress
#

Its not super healthy, but theres a reason every dude remembers the last nice gesture/compliment from years ago

upper shore
#

For real

river zealot
#

@potent hamlet go sleep

upper shore
#

I remember when I was in school, someone I only partially knew gave me a hug, and man I ain't never forget that

minor cypress
#

Me remembering a random person i talked to at work saying i had a nice voice and never forgetting it

potent hamlet
#

im remembering who i used to be

minor cypress
#

I just need to remember that i can't assume she knows how crazy i am over her, and just verbalize it a bit more. And she has to work on believing me/herself until it sticks. Anxiety/self consciousness is a bitch for everyone

potent hamlet
minor cypress
#

Reading it, it all sounds like the most basic advice and shit. But people just get stuck in their own head and do dumb shit all the time.

#

And doing nothing is just as bad as doing something and messing up

deep topaz
#

babe i'd give you my last pickled sausage if the pickled sausage factories blew up and there weren't any more

#

(guaranteed to work)

#

interchangable with garlic summer sausage

river zealot
deep topaz
#

I'd commit a misdemeanor for a good garlic summer sausage

visual stirrup
potent hamlet
potent hamlet
#

like, really bad

visual stirrup
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ah, I didn't remember the lyrics right

#

My mind is playing tricks on me
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idle veldt
potent hamlet
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river zealot
idle veldt
#

It’s healthy to be on schedule

potent hamlet
#

and i ended up waking up really early

#

and then really late

#

or i just felt like i kept going through the night

minor cypress
#

Then keep to it.

idle veldt
#

It’s good to be on schedule

minor cypress
#

I work 12s and still get my 8hr of sleep. Its doable.

idle veldt
#

It’s literally good for uour body

minor cypress
deep topaz
#

the only thing that's good for your body is a salt lick and monster energy

river zealot
#

Damn this barista guy

deep topaz
#

and arsenic

upper shore
river zealot
#

I have never saw such a homosexual guy

#

Like

#

Damn

deep topaz
#

coffee shop worker and homos go together like flies on shit

coarse bear
#

I have
He sells day fishing licenses here :)

deep topaz
#

night fishing

upper shore
#

gun fishing

minor cypress
#

Fishing sounds great rn

coarse bear
#

Probably sells 1 night fishing licenses too

minor cypress
#

Just get away and relax.

river zealot
#

Why the fuck is this hotdog so small

deep topaz
#

dynamite fishing

upper shore
#

I don't like fishing, staring at the wall and drinking is better

low atlas
#

have you ever tried pearl hunting?

minor cypress
#

I almost said fuck it and went on a night drive

river zealot
deep topaz
deep topaz
#

sausage pocket

coarse bear
low atlas
upper shore
minor cypress
low atlas
#

oh i thought ymeant rn

coarse bear
#

Remember, it's the drunk crashers that are the problem

minor cypress
#

Nah, not right now. I still might go on a drive just to empty my head

#

Spotify listening history is the best depression radar, i swear. Been listening to nothing but sinatra, mr kitty, and lofi lately

low atlas
#

dont touch the metal playlist

#

by all means

minor cypress
#

Nah, we haven't hit "metal and limp bizkit" plateau yet.

river zealot
#

Its snowing

#

Just a tiny bit

minor cypress
#

Im just trying really hard to avoid falling back into the old depression era familiarities and habits. Its way too easy to do

river zealot
#

You can do it

low atlas
#

yeah, even when nothings happening i tend to find myself doing things i did way back when things were fucked

minor cypress
#

Yep, its like the worst warm blanket to crawl back to

upper shore
low atlas
#

do not listen to loathe's 'is it really you' at 3am

glad carbon
low atlas
#

hey man

river zealot
#

Horse?

minor cypress
#

Mfw the spotify dj puts on mr brightside during the shower music sesh

low atlas
#

thats

#

fucked timing

#

holy shit

upper shore
#

Cursed. Fucking cursed. 2025 is cursed.

minor cypress
#

100%. Its alot of effort to not let resentment boil over.

#

Just trying to let the fucked times stay where they happened and move forward.

#

As dumb as it sounds, i remember us being upset, hugging her and mentally checking to see if she still felt like the same person.

river zealot
minor cypress
#

But I've got time to grief. Just can't dwell on it too much. Thats no way to progress forward.

river zealot
#

@stone blade @narrow lotus @potent hamlet

deep topaz
#

that buldak will melt a nuclear reactor

river zealot
#

Surely i will be fine

deep topaz
#

buldak is all the scooped up chernobyl radioactive goop

river zealot
#

I should get some milk

minor cypress
#

Buldak is so good

#

Shin black is fire too

deep topaz
#

you need more than milk

#

buldak "not spicy" is like a 6 on white guy heat

#

their HOT stuff is ridiculous

river zealot
low atlas
#

yeah you're dead i think

#

going in isnt the issue

deep topaz
#

it's hot for asians

low atlas
#

enjoy a burnt asshole tomorrow ^^

#

ATLEAST drain it if you're gonna eat it

#

if you drink the spices you will literally implode

deep topaz
#

it's gonna turn your stomach acid into that shit from Venom

low atlas
#

legit

deep topaz
#

my friend says its basically like getting pepper sprayed

#

if you eat and drink all of it

low atlas
#

one of my friends tried 'ghost pepper' noodles

#

that apparently had ghost pepper in the spices

#

they were crying in the fuckin gas station, day after was even worse

minor cypress
#

jokerge2 must try

low atlas
#

your funeral man

#

i'd prefer having my guts not transporting liquid fire

minor cypress
#

I dont mind spice, as long as its flavorful

#

Spicy to be spicy is shit.

low atlas
#

theres a level of spice i enjoy, where its sting just a little

#

but when it stings enough for me to not taste anything else? fuck that

minor cypress
#

Thai drunken noodles at the "i have a sinus infection please help me" spice level is so good

low atlas
#

friend who went to thailand said it was good yeah

#

might go there soon, for research purposes..

minor cypress
#

That good shit

deep topaz
#

mei fun is also good

minor cypress
#

Chow mei fun or singapore noodles are the best fat

low atlas
#

im the closest to asia and i ate the least amount of asian food

#

goddamnit

minor cypress
#

Bahn mi is great, even if its just like an asian poboy

deep topaz
#

all sandwiches are gooed

#

sorry got dutch for a second

#

ael saendweeches aer goued!

minor cypress
#

Also what is with asian places making the best french fries and wings

#

Or is that just a murrica thing

#

Its always so crispy and good

deep topaz
#

hot oil cause they fry a lot

#

and care about what they make

low atlas
#

i dont eat wings much but fried food is good here

potent hamlet
minor cypress
#

Same. I need to eat breakfast soon

#

But if i eat as soon as i wake up, it fucks my stomach. And meds don't make me hungry anyhow.

deep topaz
#

sansanmaoer

#

she is so unbelievably stupid

eager igloo
river zealot
eager igloo
#

Yes hello

deep topaz
#

i wish fish wasn't so expensive. i love fish

eager igloo
#

I had a long and somewhat concise dream two nights in a row now

river zealot
eager igloo
#

Didn't happen in years

eager igloo
deep topaz
#

its me giving you astral projections

eager igloo
deep topaz
#

eat malaysian hookersssss

minor cypress
eager igloo
#

Ah right, forgot you do those

deep topaz
#

i used to do night shift security

coarse bear
deep topaz
#

sure was an experience

#

very boring

heady crow
#

Many such cases. Was always annoying to see some social media posts pop up of tanks during road drive and people complaining about us fucking up the roads

river zealot
#

Also i got buldak

heady crow
#

Idk, you are the frotter. I think you decide how this all goes.

inland jackal
#

@eager igloo jokergehalt

quaint ore
heady crow
#

Yeah exactly, we have to use them bcs of the law. Its the mt-lbs rawdogging the road and fucking it up

quaint ore
#

You still fucking use them?

heady crow
#

Now it was annoying to switch out the metal winter pads for the rubber ones and back for the metal ones

heady crow
heady crow
#

So they get more spesialised use

inland jackal
#

P!avatar 758395215253209149

foggy mantleBOT
inland jackal
#

@steel bone

heady crow
#

I often call my 2a4 a shitbox but the mt-lb is an actual one

quaint ore
pastel quartz
#

playing through sekiro, and man this one is so easy in comparison to the other souls games once you learn the combat

#

good game, but in no other from game do I feel like a total menace

#

except from headless

#

fuck those guys

steel bone
inland jackal
river zealot
#

Im making the buldak

inland jackal
#

The what

steel bone
#

Spicy noodles

river zealot
inland jackal
#

Make kotlić

#

Its spicier

coarse bear
#

Is it noodles?

inland jackal
#

Research it ignored

steel bone
#

Ramen

#

Look at the package

ruby minnow
#

he's not a new member at all

#

joined way before you

potent hamlet
inland jackal
river zealot
#

Go sleep retard

dreamy flaxBOT
#

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:clock3: 06 January 2025, 03:57 (03:57 AM)
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πŸŒ‘ Clear sky
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🌑️ 16.85°C (Feels like 15.85°C)
62.33Β°F (Feels like 60.53Β°F)

quaint ore
#

Its 4 am on monday

river zealot
inland jackal
#

3:57am

quaint ore
#

U fucked

eager igloo
#

Luv this game

deep topaz
#

parry or death

pastel quartz
#

absolver still has my favorite combat system though

inland jackal
#

@arctic pawn sidfu

pastel quartz
#

lame as fuck sloclap is making some football game instead of continuing their track record of amazing hand to hand combat games

inland jackal
#

Christmas is tomorrow

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Just a day away

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dreamy flaxBOT
#

:flag_pk: Pakistan

:clock12: 06 January 2025, 12:04 (12:04 PM)
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