🎪bruh-fart

[clear prism]

Then perhaps, the first step is to rebuild that confidence and try to repair what needs repairing at this moment

Yourself, that is

[slate crown]

have you tried working out?

[eager quest]

havent in a long while

[clear prism]

Then that could be something you could work on

[slate crown]

yea

working literally changed my life for the better

[eager quest]

sometimes i exaggerate with emotions and shit like that but i dont lie when i say my health is fucked up

[slate crown]

im sure it will help you develop that confidence tremendously

[glad kelp]

Bruv

Anyone wanna see my poem?

[slate crown]

maybe not now

[glad kelp]

Hm ok

It has to do with the uh

The conflict about me and my gf

[slate crown]

oh?

[glad kelp]

Yes

Believe me

[clear prism]

A lot of sadness around today

[glad kelp]

You'll love the ending

[slate crown]

feelssadgeman

sure lets hear this poem

[glad kelp]

They reasoned wrong, like me
They talked wrong, like me
They didn't tell their true intentions, unlike me
Why do this?

Only because we driftet apart, only because you felt us drifting apart
I was never intending to leave like this, you had all my trust and my heart, always....why did you do this

It's only that i care about my games? I don't care about my games, i don't love my games
I loved you, i was inspired by you. The beauty, the love, the acceptance, the support.

And then the cherry to the cake...you might never contact me ever again, and i might still be waiting for you to even come back imagine
Even after going through the 4 stages of grief, i have gone through alot to take this

Take it from me, see you someday

Sincerely

Kris

P.S. you don't care

I postet this on facebook too btw

[quasi sundial]

https://imgur.com/tAlKMxi

[glad kelp]

Lol

[slate crown]

truly inspiring

[glad kelp]

Indeed

[glad kelp]

Do not mess with ppl like me i guess -w-

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/419006204476653569/903842183625457704/VID-20211029-WA0305.mp4

[clear prism]

Well, time to mess with Kris

[glad kelp]

You'll regret it bud 🤓

[eager quest]

well either way i cant do anything rn as im not home

[glad kelp]

Damn

[eager quest]

but when im back home and i think about it i might see if she still has the same number

[slate crown]

Time heals all

but bandages prevent infection

[eager quest]

the guilt and missing gets so bad that sometimes she appears in my dreams too

crushes my soul and i can only think about it

i should really man up and do smthn about it

[slate crown]

that's the spirit

[haughty shore]

biting your inner cheek heals the body faster

[clear prism]

There certainly is something you can do about it

First, start improving upon yourself

[slate crown]

i already have enough scars on the inside of my mouth

[glad kelp]

I just needed the bandages

The time i had

[haughty shore]

@slate crown You will have more than normal passive healing

[glad kelp]

It's only a scratch now i think

[slate crown]

how tf does that work?

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/emojis/764161017000624158.gif?v=1

[slate crown]

same bro

[glad kelp]

Haha

Yeah

Onliest thing we can try and do is sit back and relax

[slate crown]

imma be honest with you though when i first broke up with my SO it seriously felt relieving to finally get some time to myself

and so i spent most of that time bettering myself

[glad kelp]

Well...my first real relationship began with the same person i was still some days ago

And we only split because we both needed to get better

[clear prism]

The first one is always the most impactful one

[eager quest]

anyways folks thats my story on why i cant sleep tonight

[slate crown]

im still on my first one

[glad kelp]

Well it somewhat just wasn't

[haughty shore]

the the brain tells the body to heal the internal wounds faster . so if your external wounds will heal faster as well - andrew huberman

[glad kelp]

The first one only hurt alot, but this one hurt way longer

They taught me alot of stuff ohnestly

[slate crown]

huh i didn't know about that

[glad kelp]

I can't help it but say thank you to them and look back at what i was and who i am now

[slate crown]

now I'll feel less annoyed when i bite my cheeks then

[eager quest]

ughhh ill probs be awake for a longer time

2:11 am rn

i seriously cant sleep

[slate crown]

its 6am ive been playing stalker since 12am :D

[eager quest]

at least u got something to do

[glad kelp]

It's 1 am

And i am just listening to C148

[slate crown]

mood

[glad kelp]

Not playing games

Nothing

Just chatting

I don't wanna play games anymore i already said

I'm not in the mood for them anymore at all

[slate crown]

yea I've been burnt out for most of my games too

[glad kelp]

Except dead cells, onliest exception

[slate crown]

stalker was the only saving grace

[glad kelp]

Me?

I have been spending my whole life on games.

I would have given an whole arm to just stop and live another life

[haughty shore]

@glad kelp been gaming since past 10 years

[glad kelp]

And since that already happened

[glad kelp]

*13

[slate crown]

what were y'alls first game?

[clear prism]

GTA San Andreas

[slate crown]

Daaaaaaamn

at what age?

[glad kelp]

Aquanox

Ego shooter

[haughty shore]

Last bronx

[glad kelp]

At 3 fucking years old

[clear prism]

Pretty sure I was 7 at that time

Had no knowledge of English

[slate crown]

mine was House Of the Dead 1 at 4 years old

[clear prism]

So I just spent my time there, driving and chainsawing people

(I know, very bad)

[glad kelp]

Haha

[slate crown]

dude i never got passed the first boss XD

[glad kelp]

I have shot so many submarines

[haughty shore]

Any of you guys think about becoming a domestic terrorist ?

[glad kelp]

There were so many burned corpses in the water

[clear prism]

Nah

[slate crown]

too lazy

[clear prism]

Being a terrorist is boring

[glad kelp]

I was just like "fuck it, it ain't real, keep playing"

[slate crown]

why become a terrorist when i can enjoy the fruits of tax evasion

[haughty shore]

@clear prism You can find a real brotherhood among your terror group pals

[glad kelp]

Lol

[clear prism]

Perhaps

[glad kelp]

I will enjoy an original fruit off a tree thanks

[clear prism]

But I prefer my life as it is now. I get to do what I enjoy and write

[slate crown]

amen

[glad kelp]

Amen brother..

[plucky void]

Doom 2

[glad kelp]

Yooo

[clear prism]

In the end, I found my inner peace. It took a while to get there but I would not give it up for anything else

[slate crown]

woah

[glad kelp]

XD

[haughty shore]

@clear prism i'm a muay thai trainer living on minimum wage

[slate crown]

cool childhood alert

[clear prism]

Literally ancient

[glad kelp]

I found mine

Or, you could say so

[real tinsel]

petr grifin

[clear prism]

That is good to hear, then

[slate crown]

i found my peace when i learned to not care about the future and enjoy what I've got now

[glad kelp]

I agree

But where to with that peace now?

[clear prism]

Nowhere

It stays with you, for as long as you tend to it properly

[real tinsel]

why are you here then

[clear prism]

Because even I have to shitpost 😂

[glad kelp]

Lol

[real tinsel]

real PEOPLE who found real PEACE go to a remote mountain and live the rest of their life there

[glad kelp]

I am here because....violance

Jk

I am here because am bored

[clear prism]

That is not peace

[slate crown]

i need my daily dose of shitposting or else i might develop intelligence

[clear prism]

That is a highly romantized version of "peace" which is truly exaggerated

[real tinsel]

it is, that's what they show in samurai movies

[clear prism]

My point precisely lol

[slate crown]

my peace is food

[plucky void]

don't you guys hate it when, in your ravenous hatred, you find no peas?

[slate crown]

hate it when that happens

[haughty shore]

@plucky void yes

@plucky void every day

[real tinsel]

i will stash 200 tincans of peas for this sole purpose

i will find peas in my ravenous hatred

[slate crown]

im more of a sweet corn guy myself but peas will do

[real tinsel]

both are equally good

[slate crown]

but one is yellow

[real tinsel]

i can eat both with my hands

[slate crown]

yellow tastes better

[real tinsel]

baby diarrhea

[slate crown]

that's why i wash it down with a kilo of meat

[quasi sundial]

Basado el perro

[slate crown]

wat da dog doin

[real tinsel]

what silly wacky uncharacteristic type of dog is this

he's yellow too

pango could probably eat him

[quasi sundial]

Someone shared the game with him

[haughty shore]

I'm half Portuguese but i don't understand

[slate crown]

are you saying because im Asian?

[quasi sundial]

😃

[real tinsel]

no

[grizzled meadow]

No

[real tinsel]

you said you like yellow

[slate crown]

well i did eat dog so you're not wrong

[real tinsel]

imaging like pirating a game about pirates i think that'd be pretty funny

[slate crown]

Assassin's creed 4

[real tinsel]

i did pirate that game in 2015

[placid sail]

it's an asian eat dog world

[slate crown]

the only assassin's creed game I'd dare say is GOATed

[quasi sundial]

pirate the cat game

The one who pirated it:

Shared*

[real tinsel]

now i have 2 copies of it on my uplay account because i bought one and then ubisoft gave one away

[haughty shore]

you tried stray ?

[quasi sundial]

No

Don't like story only games

There's books/movies for that

[slate crown]

unfortunately i have the mentality of a westerner trapped in a Malaysian body stuck in a developing asian country

[quasi sundial]

Could be

I'm just not a big fan of that

[real tinsel]

especially games that give you choices that matter

[slate crown]

The wolf among us 2

[real tinsel]

pretty much all the dishonored games as well

[quasi sundial]

Well those u can actually do cool stuff

Not only walk and read

Dishonored is fun af

[slate crown]

lul

that was uncalled for

[real tinsel]

i sent that nerd thing to a guy's comment on facebook and he got angry

[quasi sundial]

facebook

[slate crown]

holy shit I've been searching for this video for months

[quasi sundial]

Some servers won't allow it

[slate crown]

yoike

[quasi sundial]

For some reason

[slate crown]

those coil mosquito incense are a life saver especially during rainy months rn where mosquitoes are everywhere

[eager quest]

ahahhahahahahhaha

[real tinsel]

you should try Prey (2017) if you like dishonored. It's by the same studio and gameplay-wise they're very similar

[slate crown]

damn prey was released in 2017?

fuck im old

[quasi sundial]

https://youtu.be/iMbwLe8arXc

[slate crown]

have you guys heard about Arcane winning 9 anny awards?

[mortal violet]

i was today years old when i found out what an anny award is

[slate crown]

honestly dude me too

[placid sail]

relatable

[slate crown]

is that a borzoi?

i always remember it as the "5 dollar footlong" dog

[gloomy roost]

Lord Floog

[slate crown]

what are you talking about

that's clearly a horse

i didn't know these dogs hunted wolves though, that i just found out

[clear prism]

@grizzled meadow

[silk oracle]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh1UkQR9nTU

[urban ocean]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/556979124166590485/1000185933804617851/e2eee26c-935b-440f-aeda-d3ee17b65459.mp4

[grizzled meadow]

That isn't a Carbonara, of course

[placid sail]

sauce looks like a mold

or cum

[upbeat bobcat]

Both

Dam BZ you not working on weekends?

[placid sail]

luckily

[upbeat bobcat]

[placid sail]

used to be a common thing on previous job, but not anymore

[upbeat bobcat]

Yikes

I was so sleepy 3 hours ago so I went to sleep but got up half and hour ago in need of carrying on my modding with inquisition lmaoo

Can't sleep now got job to do

Only If I could felt this way years ago about school

[placid sail]

sleep is temporary, modded dragon cock inquisition is forever

[upbeat bobcat]

True, homeboy was eating so much RAM that I had to research some thing and testing in order, been a long time since I've modded Skyrim

Didn't think A Dragon Age game would challenge me this much

[placid sail]

I'm surprised there's even a modding scene for that game

didn't strike me as moddable for some reason

though I'd definitely tweak a thing or two

[upbeat bobcat]

Character creation goes literally boom with mods, some dude made a mod manager with modding capabilities just for Frostbite engine so community is prolly that's why so sctive

[eager quest]

ive been trying to sleep for the last 4 hours

and i fucking cant

im gonna slam my head on a wall until i get knocked out

[upbeat bobcat]

Then don't, stop wasting your time go mod something

[eager quest]

im not home and im in same room as my dad who shakes the ground with his snores

it is fucking impossible for me to sleep

unless im hit over the head with a metal bat

[upbeat bobcat]

[eager quest]

like 5 hour drive away from home

staying somewhere for few days

[upbeat bobcat]

Godspeed you'll be remembered

[eager quest]

and i end up in the same room as my dad

[placid sail]

the main question is, can I fucking shove away the task of harvesting herbs and ore forever, it's absolutely fucking bewildering to me that a leader of a giant fucking organisation with an army, spies, workers, trade connections and political influence have to do that shit on his own or later on, toggle that as a repeatable mission on a fucking war briefing

[eager quest]

who snores for a hobby

i caaaaant

I CAAAAAAAAANT

PLEEEEEAAASE

im going insane

[placid sail]

relax

just accept the fact that the snoring isn't coming anywhere

[upbeat bobcat]

That's Dragon Age for you, you gotta do everything for your own

[placid sail]

you'll either eventually forget about it or will be tired enough to fall asleep regardless

if you absolutely can't sleep that way, don't sleep, do some shit

[upbeat bobcat]

Soo you can't get out of the place?

[eager quest]

it is 3:46 am and ive been trying to sleep for the past 4 hours

[eager quest]

and where would i go

i wanna sleep but its physically impossible

[upbeat bobcat]

I mean going to some place peacefully would ease you up

[placid sail]

very harmful for overall sleep

[grizzled meadow]

Man, you literally need to read your name, that will solve everything

[placid sail]

if you can't sleep for half an hour, leave the bed

[upbeat bobcat]

If you can't even sleep, you'll clear your head

[eager quest]

i can feel a certain vein moving and twitching

on the side of my head

[placid sail]

you're running yourself over

[eager quest]

a very specific one

[upbeat bobcat]

Ye

Just get out

[placid sail]

even if you won't sleep today at all, you won't die, next day would be shitty, but that's all

and the next night, sleeping would poggers easy

[upbeat bobcat]

Depends tbh kek

[placid sail]

if that's the case, there may be some insomnia fuckery at play

[eager quest]

when i cant sleep its either because of fucked up routine or immense stress

[upbeat bobcat]

A lot of things can kick in insomnia

[eager quest]

most of the time both

but now its this

this unberable mental torture

[placid sail]

which in turn can have many roots, insomnia is, in fact, not a separate diagnosis usually, but a consequence of something, like mental strain, physical illness or loudly snoring dad

[upbeat bobcat]

Imagine having a dad

[placid sail]

I can bet khaaytil on this, that your main reason rn of having no sleep isn't the snore itself, but your fixation on it

oh and

do you have headphones, by chance?

[eager quest]

yes but ive tried and failed

[placid sail]

go to youtube and look for ocean sounds/rain sounds with no ads

[upbeat bobcat]

He'd be using them at this point

[eager quest]

past 3 hours has been with them on

[placid sail]

boom

you're done

huh

[upbeat bobcat]

Fuck

[grizzled meadow]

I guess you can't even change room

[placid sail]

you sure you aren't doing your hardest to focus on snoring?

[upbeat bobcat]

Dude I'm telling you get out of that room

[eager quest]

im trying to focus on sleeping but its too loud

[upbeat bobcat]

Go outside take a stroll

[placid sail]

I used to lightly smack my snoring relatives when I had to tolerate their snoring

not hard enough to wake up, but to only interrupt snoring

[upbeat bobcat]

https://tenor.com/view/kyle-lowry-spank-violent-gay-funny-gif-18399731

[eager quest]

i keep telling my dad that he snores and i cant sleep but i doubt he even realizes its almost 4 am

he falls asleep within 2 seconds of closing his eyes

[placid sail]

well what would he do lol, not snore? not something he can do

the only thing you can possibly ask him is to sleep on his side

snoring is usually the hardest when people sleep on their back

[eager quest]

he said he will go to sleep after me but it seems here i am, trying to accomplish this goal for 4 hours

[upbeat bobcat]

Aye

[placid sail]

oh and also snoring is actually a possible sign of sleep apnea

so you can try to throw that thesis in

[upbeat bobcat]

[placid sail]

if that would turn out to be the case, you dad will be prescribed a neat little machine with a mask which supplies a patient with steady flow of air which prevents muscles collapse which causes snoring

dad will have a more restful sleep (if it is indeed apnea), you won't hear snoring even again (only the sounds of machine working lol)

win-win

well, that's mostly for future uses, right now your only option is to experience zen and let go of sensory inputs

[eager quest]

id unironically sleep on the balcony

i just dont wanna catch a cold or smthn

[placid sail]

eh

you're just gonna freak out for couple more hours and finally pass out to sleep

maybe sooner, maybe later, depends on your ability to relax and accept your cruel fate

[placid sail]

sleep doesn't work that way

that's the other thing which is probably obstructing you from that

take it from me, I used to have a hella annoying insomnia

[gloomy roost]

I usually empty my head and bam, time flies.

[placid sail]

sleep happens on its own, focusing on sleeping creates tension

I usually just watch some shit my brain throws at me until I drift away

Used to think "okay I really need to sleep why am I not sleeping yet here we go it's insomnia again" yada yada yada

sure, haven't tried syrian rice though

ah, turmeric rice?

[eager quest]

the cold breeze is so good but will probably make me catch a cold at one point

[placid sail]

here lies ghosty, finally asleep, but a little too cold than he should be

[eager quest]

i love cold over anything and i like spending time in it but

im wearing shorts and very thin shirt

[eager quest]

hold on watch this

[placid sail]

basmati rice, quite tasty, but not yellow on its own, either it's turmeric or, I dunno, saffron? probably too expensive for rice though

[eager quest]

this is in the balcony

i can sleep here

i may not fully fit cuz im too tall/long but its actually very very comfortable

[placid sail]

what are you waiting for then

find something warm to cover and go ahead

[eager quest]

idk what ill have to look for smthn

ill actually sleep here if i find some cover

cozy asf

come to romania

[placid sail]

even if you live in complete sigma squalor with no blankets and plaids, you can always just bury yourself in a mountain of clothes

[eager quest]

ill be in this place till sunday tho

then going bsck to capital

[placid sail]

you guys have clothes right?

[eager quest]

yes

ill proceed to sleep under pillows

nah jk thats last resort

lemme look for smthn

[placid sail]

pills may roll away during sleep, just pick a bunch of clothes

we am I backseating some silly romanian kid on the internet instead of going to sleep myself?

eh

[eager quest]

shut up

[placid sail]

you better change that tone young man, or I'm going to snore

[eager quest]

i miss sleeping alone

also i guess im using pillows for cover

clothes are somewhere in that void of a room dad is sleeping in and i dont wanna wake up the beast

by accidentally knocking smthn over

[placid sail]

have some fun star wars scene recreation, cut a pillow open with a knife and get inside

[eager quest]

i do have a hunting knife on me

[placid sail]

my conscience asked me to tell you that such action would actually have ass wooping repercussions in the morning

but I'd say go for it

slaughter the pillow, bathe in its warm intestines

[eager quest]

id rather sleep on the balcony than not sleep

[placid sail]

it's a cold sleep or snore sleep world

[eager quest]

if my dad agrees with this i wont be thrown off the balcony at 6 in the morning

so lets hope i guess

[placid sail]

aight I'm out to snore under your balcony sofa sleep

peace

[eager quest]

good night

wish me luck being consumed by the cold

[upbeat bobcat]

Nini y'all

[clear prism]

👌

I was debating using this myself lol

But nothing beats 🤔

Kruglov shows no mercy.

[onyx pewter]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RJRqtVNfMg

[plucky void]

The Cargobob from GTAV

[narrow lotus]

39c incoming

[plucky void]

generals reference

I approve

[narrow lotus]

Rip

[slim osprey]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/784939708211265589/1000264624777728070/IMG_4802.mp4

[mortal violet]

we've been granted unimaginable power

!cat

[split canyon]

http://i.imgur.com/SPfACVu.gifv

[mortal violet]

!cat

[split canyon]

https://i.redd.it/8u6atv1y2zxx.jpg

[grizzled meadow]

I knew it

[mortal violet]

what else we got

!dog

[split canyon]

https://i.redd.it/0307420vntly.jpg

[mortal violet]

💀

[grizzled meadow]

That's a new one even for me

!dog

[split canyon]

https://i.imgur.com/VxBq8K4.jpg

[grizzled meadow]

https://tenor.com/view/epic-embed-propaganda-epic-embed-epic-embed-propaganda-gif-21517756

[mortal violet]

poor turtle man

fails to deliver once

gets shamed

[grizzled meadow]

You also get shamed because you hit send

[mortal violet]

there's no shot

!capybara

worth it

[swift scarab]

Eminem but even edgier

[pastel quartz]

that is a fucking achievement and a half right there

[glad kelp]

Ah yes, hades

[glad kelp]

Pfft

[glad kelp]

Ded chat

[clear prism]

Yes.

[glad kelp]

Yes.

[clear prism]

Do you have a proposition to fix this, then?

[gloomy roost]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/457563144852865041/1000181993994207304/it_worked_baby.mp4

[clear prism]

https://tenor.com/view/oogway-my-time-has-come-gif-8019684

[scenic sable]

p!warn @haughty shore Don't post memes and macro images of religious ideologies.

[foggy mantle]

@haughty shore has been warned.

[gloomy roost]

ah

Discord freaking out?

[glad kelp]

Nope, why should we? This is brainfart gtanil

[onyx birch]

ded chat xd

[glad kelp]

Mang it's been 2 MINUTES

XD

[clear prism]

Perhaps the true #🎪bruh-fart is the enemies we made along the way

[clear prism]

Oh brother

[glad kelp]

Perhaps

[clear prism]

Goodness gracious

[clear prism]

Reminds me of this

[grizzled meadow]

https://youtu.be/xPM85MCgqXo

[clear prism]

I just want to shake your hand.

[quasi sundial]

?

[cursive ether]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/888516333568925716/1000377305639686224/Rainbow_Six_Siege_Twitter_Reply.mp4

[placid sail]

https://loginportal.funnyjunk.com/movies/Overrated+otter_23b4d6_9733468.mp4

[quasi sundial]

Me @clear prism

[pastel quartz]

shh.. just let it happen

sleep

[quasi sundial]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/741945274901200897/995388491779297290/caption-10.gif

[clear prism]

You are a cat???

[real tinsel]

his profile picture is a cat so yes

[slate crown]

Etu

[pastel quartz]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/708416878447427716/1000106506181689414/British_Trash.mp4

[plucky void]

wow it has more sales than morbius

dead game tho

[swift scarab]

Hehe funni cat gaem

[stone blade]

Hi

[swift scarab]

[glad kelp]

🤓

[placid sail]

it's pspsps time

[plucky void]

alo

[plucky void]

Postal Brain Damaged has an achievement with that name

or almost that name, it's just PSPSPSPSPS

[placid sail]

does it involve a cat and a shotgun

[clear prism]

Ah yes, the infamous cat suppressor

[plucky void]

no

just cats

[placid sail]

postal is usually not an example of pleasant cat interactions

🙂

uh

you know

some things tend to happen there with cats

[upbeat bobcat]

Shotguns and cats not go well with each other in Postal

A sad approach

[restive sky]

i hope for more postal1 type insane shit in the next postal game

[upbeat bobcat]

Didn't play much of Postal one

[placid sail]

also cats have a bit of a revenge

in apocalypse weekend I think

[upbeat bobcat]

They deserve the revenge

[placid sail]

indeed

[plucky void]

well yeah you can pet the cat

they uh... explode when you do it, though

[stone blade]

@craggy quarry HEY I KNOW YOU!

youve comited crimes against skyrim and her people

[placid sail]

neat

[craggy quarry]

Oh hello ivan

[stone blade]

oh hello kovac

fuck you

[craggy quarry]

Hehehehe

[stone blade]

and ill see you tomorrow

[craggy quarry]

Stay sharp

[craggy quarry]

Id push him down

[placid sail]

it's a shotgun enters cat world, bud

something nasty

uh

eventually, yes

[heady crow]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

[heady crow]

Cat beats paper and scissors beat cat

[stone blade]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

[real tinsel]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

[stone blade]

lol

[plucky void]

yay retardation

[swift scarab]

Careful lads, Aldo is one of the mods today

[scenic sable]

Only today?

[craggy quarry]

THE RAT IS STILL COOL IDC

[swift scarab]

Didn’t you know mods have best by/expiration dates?

Getting stale

[plucky void]

somewhat loud

[swift scarab]

[scenic sable]

I guess that's one explanation why I give off the scent of yoghurt.

[swift scarab]

Understandable

🤝

[heady crow]

Only a matter of time before the camels back breaks

[plucky void]

camels break backs

[swift scarab]

Baby back ribs

[plucky void]

also is this from jackass or something lol

[swift scarab]

Nah, just the South

[heady crow]

Pretty sure some costume riding competition thingy

[heady crow]

South of what

[plucky void]

south of heaven

[heady crow]

:/

[swift scarab]

South of the US

We’re known for our stupidity

[heady crow]

Ah youre american right

[stone blade]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

NO

[swift scarab]

Eh, I’m already a degenerate, I’ve heard worse

[clear prism]

Name one, then

[plucky void]

how any country's history is taught*

[clear prism]

You must experience German history classes, then

It is the absolute opposite 🤣

[plucky void]

do they actually teach about nazi germany as a horrible period of their history or do they try to hide it like russia and china and japan do when it comes to the bad shit they did

[clear prism]

Oh no, they go all in with the details

[swift scarab]

Like Mbo said, pretty curious

[clear prism]

In fact, we had an entire year's teaching dedicated to "So, this is all the horrible shit they did"

[swift scarab]

It’s really not hard to piss off the mods

[plucky void]

nice. but then again it's the exception that proves the rule

[clear prism]

Well I mean

Germany got absolutely fucked 😂

But oh well, it is what it is

[upbeat bobcat]

https://tenor.com/view/it-is-what-it-is-it-is-eet-eet-iz-iz-gif-17896182

[plucky void]

could be worse

[upbeat bobcat]

Don't get a warning for talking about education system.

[clear prism]

Reminds me of the time I did a presentation on the Laws of War

A few days later, Arma 3 Laws of War DLC gets released

[upbeat bobcat]

That was such a meme

All Antistasi players got

[clear prism]

I actually really enjoyed that DLC

Controversial opinion: I enjoy the Arma 2035 setting

[upbeat bobcat]

Humanitarian effort

[plucky void]

wasn't it because students were lazy and ineffective, by any chance?

[clear prism]

Primarily because they have the AK-12 2012 edition

And I love that AK, bro

[upbeat bobcat]

Lore is cool and it actually make sense

[clear prism]

^^^

"Miller, you son of a bitch"

[upbeat bobcat]

Miller is such a weeb

[clear prism]

I was very angry that I could never kill him

[upbeat bobcat]

Go all the way just for a body pillow

[clear prism]

Then Old Man DLC came out and satisfied that itch

Absolutely 👌

[upbeat bobcat]

Ay, 12 fps simulation Old Man

[clear prism]

Yes 😂

[slate crown]

no meme today, just a cute lil fella

[mortal violet]

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/662491525027987466/808047257022758933/image0.gif

[grizzled meadow]

@mortal violet send the yes cat gif

[mortal violet]

[grizzled meadow]

❤️

I fucking love this cat

[upbeat bobcat]

İsn't that the cola drinking meme cat

[swift scarab]

https://tenor.com/view/look-at-this-cat-look-at-this-fucking-cat-rave-cat-gif-22407994

[plucky void]

cta

[upbeat bobcat]

https://tenor.com/view/cat-crazy-insane-cta-gif-24850178

That first frame tho

[mortal violet]

he sip

[upbeat bobcat]

Not that

[mortal violet]

oh

i c

[upbeat bobcat]

Screem

[mortal violet]

https://tenor.com/view/roblox-drink-cat-cat-sip-sip-wow-gif-19070524

there we go

[upbeat bobcat]

Excitement

[swift scarab]

Man I remember when Tix was a thing

I think the earliest I played Roblox was around 2011-ish

[stone blade]

https://tenor.com/view/look-at-this-cat-look-at-this-fucking-cat-rave-cat-gif-22407994

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/812505205798207508/1000046191859466351/repost_this_rat.mp4

Rta

[real tinsel]

the mods have already been involved

[stone blade]

most

fr fr

[quasi sundial]

No 🧢

[real tinsel]

forgive me for my mistake ivan

[mortal violet]

ivan when he gets conscripted

[stone blade]

im the one in the bag

[mortal violet]

o

[stone blade]

O

[plucky void]

what is that bag, tho

for discarded mags?

[stone blade]

yes

probably

[clear prism]

Oof, one of my friends got trap baited 🤣

[grizzled meadow]

?

[clear prism]

AKA, girl turned out to be a guy

And they were in an online relationship for 2 weeks before he figured it out

Which is pretty fast, not going to lie

[eager quest]

pov online relationship

[clear prism]

Yep lol

[plucky void]

only way to be safe nowadays is going for single moms

and even that's not a guarantee

[plucky void]

"square hole" meme vibes

[clear prism]

Nah man, the only way to win is not to play

[wide bough]

Smegma Mule 😎😎😎

[quasi sundial]

pizdiez

[real tinsel]

pocket ivan

[real tinsel]

nah you just gotta go for bussy

[mortal violet]

https://tenor.com/view/gokittygo-gif-24238051

[plucky void]

or just don't get played like your friend did lmao

[clear prism]

True that

[clear prism]

(I think this should be fine?)

[heady crow]

Well see

Ill post this now if you get muted and im asleep

[clear prism]

https://tenor.com/view/kung-fu-panda-gif-24482421

When Aldourien starts typing:

[eager quest]

greetings

[clear prism]

Salutations, fellow #│🔧troubleshooting connoisseur

[eager quest]

i am still thinking about the same thing unfortunately

https://tenor.com/view/void-hollow-hollow-face-cursed-cry-about-it-gif-22118456

[clear prism]

Of course. I doubt those thoughts will simply disappear on their own

[eager quest]

well at least during the day i had some rest from them

that being cuz i drank a lot lol

[clear prism]

I suppose that is a temporary solution for it but hardly helps in the long run

Then again, it is difficult to be rid of those thoughts with other methods

Had any clarity or further thoughts, though?

[eager quest]

idk i keep looking at the phone number without saying anything and just thinking

but even if im ready i wont do it now

im busy all day and barely have signal

so

when im back home its a possibility but even then im busy snd stressed out from other bullshit

[clear prism]

Personally, it is best to make those calls in the comfort of your own home, definitely

But I am sure that a phone call is not going to be that intrusive on your overall goings, yes?

[eager quest]

nah not really

[clear prism]

It would certainly sooth one of your many worries which already sounds like an improvement

[eager quest]

i just need to stop overthinking and take the first hard step forwards

then it gets easier with each one

even if it doesnt go as well, it will get rid of all the "if"s and "maybe"s

but theres no reason for it not to go well

[clear prism]

Precisely

See? You already are on the right track. Just got to go through with it and act

Or, more likely, take a leap of faith

[eager quest]

thing is

we both had a lot of time to become more mature too, because when we were still partners, we had a more childish friendship and everything

i wasnt necessarily a kid and now im very much not

but u get the point

im like 30 or more cm taller, my voice is deep

[clear prism]

Well, we all go through many changes in our lives. But that should not be a problem, right?

[eager quest]

nah

im just curious to see how she has been holding up

i know im not the greatest

at least brings me joy knowing shes fine

[clear prism]

Another reason to call her as soon as you get the opportunity to

So as you can see, there is really no need to be doubtful over this

Sure, it is always daunting to take that very first step but the quicker you do, the better it will turn out

Best not lose any more time than has already been lost

[eager quest]

just wondering how she will react and what she will think about this

im kinda paranoid ngl

[clear prism]

You fear she might hold ill will against you?

[eager quest]

not exactly but im just unsure of what she will think

[clear prism]

You can never truly know. Assuming is the worst, it only fuels the paranoia

But if what you told me about her is true? I can only imagine positives

[real tinsel]

i was overthinking like this before texting my ex yesterday morning too. Then i swallowed it up and just texted her. Didn't go as terrible as i had thought it would. It went rather nicely actually

so just stop overthinking and what iffing and just call or something

[eager quest]

it is true, but i dont know the "nowadays" her

i doubt shes changed her opinion about me tho, and idk about her but i care about her a lot

idk why im paranoid

ive done this before with other people too

[clear prism]

To be frank, all the more reason to get back in touch. Who knows, the "nowadays" her might ignite an entirely new bond

But hey, it is normal to be afraid and be anxious. After all, it is a rather large step to take

[real tinsel]

i'm assuming she's your ex partner, which means you've pretty much got nothing to lose

[clear prism]

Just do not let those thoughts and emotions get the better of you when you do call

[real tinsel]

you can only have a gain

[eager quest]

yeah, ive been a dancer for like 7 years and shes been my best partner so far for like 5 or 4 years straight

reason i say best is because its almost like we were meant to do this together

[real tinsel]

ah so by partner you didn't mean girlfriend, but dance partner

[eager quest]

ye

we didnt get there yet

but we were mostly young

so

[eager quest]

and of course we werent just dance partners, we had a very close and pretty personal friendship

[real tinsel]

maybe this will ease your mind. In 2019 my best friend and i had a huge argument in which she said a lot of heartbreaking stuff to me. In 2022 i saw her facebook post about some stuff she was dealing with and gave her advice, after which she texted me and we talked about how stuff's been for the past couple of years. Then all of a sudden she apologized for all the stuff she said, even though i had already forgiven her (i had kinda forgot the whole argument thingy anyway)

i have no context on why you and your friend stopped talking, but from what gtanil said i'm assuming she isn't the type to hold a grudge

[eager quest]

she wasnt the type, but then again idk about it now

[real tinsel]

and you won't if you keep playing the guessing game

[night sail]

women ☕

[real tinsel]

women ☕

[eager quest]

context is, priority shift and i made the mistake of quote unquote leaving her at that time

havent talked for idk like

2 and a half years

or 3

had to deal with some rough shit in life

and didnt keep up with everything else, zoned out for a long time

didnt speak to most people and so on

[real tinsel]

well then the more you wait the more impossible it's going to become to talk to her

[eager quest]

i know

[quasi sundial]

did u had to cut me off

[eager quest]

i thought about this with another person and decided to take a step and now we're good

really old friend in that other case

havent spoken to each other for a similar amount of time

less i think

[clear prism]

Honestly man, it seems like everything is pointing to "Just go ahead and do it already, you damn fool"

[real tinsel]

yeah, pretty much

[eager quest]

i am a fool and i probably should do it already, i know

its just different when u keep thinking about the guilt and keep being bothered by it

[clear prism]

But you see, there is nothing to feel guilty over. As I said yesterday, we all have our low moments where we do all kinds of questionable, awful decisions

That is not what really matters. What does is the work afterwards. What we do after such a falling out

It is a very human flaw and that is alright

[eager quest]

im just overthinking it for some reason

[quasi sundial]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PXwoZoYYvE

[swift scarab]

Me when Dushmans Saiga

[quasi sundial]

https://tenor.com/view/therealfatrat-gif-24404091

[swift scarab]

https://tenor.com/view/rats-gif-19501976

[quasi sundial]

rta

[swift scarab]

Atr

[heady crow]

tra

[swift scarab]

art

[quasi sundial]

just show ass

[heady crow]

Any ass

[eager quest]

dumb bitxh

bitch

[glad kelp]

Literally me

[glad kelp]

Kitty

[eager quest]

i love the "mini rework" on yi that is totally not an unnecessary buff

[eager quest]

the shit i took today could have gained sentience and become top of riot games

better for the game

[heady crow]

What did they do this time?

And have they still made jarvans w an actual ability?

[eager quest]

increase AA range, interesting mana usage on meditate (none lmao) and now he can choose where he ends up after using his q

so gl countering him with smthn like morgana now

[heady crow]

Ah ye the q change is autistic

[eager quest]

u dont know where hes gonna be

lol

[heady crow]

One of his few counters exactly

[quasi sundial]

Just one shots him as rengar

Ez

[eager quest]

activates his meditate for 0 mana and proceeds to take 5% of the damage dealt

low elo nightmare

piece of shit company

[plucky void]

I mean... I think it's exceptionally smart to make 1.5 million USD per month by putting on makeup and showing cleavage on a webcam

[heady crow]

Just dont be in low elo 4head

[plucky void]

if you think about it in practical terms

[quasi sundial]

Only predators play league nowdays

[eager quest]

its the people

all freaks

these americans

[plucky void]

yeah

[eager quest]

the plague

[plucky void]

she's smart for exploiting their weirdness

[eager quest]

i agree even tho she does this shit she does it smart and exploits the people

but

i wouldnt go that far

we live in a society

[hushed marsh]

You telling me you wouldn't want to make a load of money doing the most low effort shit possible?

I would

[plucky void]

I said exactly this in another server I sent this meme in lol

we do live in a society

[plucky void]

definitely

[plucky void]

but the fact that there's people paying for low effort shit

[hushed marsh]

Yeah

[plucky void]

is what boggles the mind

[eager quest]

nah i wouldnt go as far as donating 10000000000000 usd to someone who shows cleavage on stream

[hushed marsh]

I get that, who pays for it I don't know

Fucking weirdos

[eager quest]

idk if people are just retarded, horny or too rich to care

but since its mostly americans i think i know the answer

no offense to westerners here

[plucky void]

option D: all of the above

[hushed marsh]

There is something to dislike about every part of the world

[quasi sundial]

Cyberpunk is one of the most sold games on steam and have most positive reviews

[quasi sundial]

So... Ye.. Standards are dead

[hushed marsh]

The game got better tbh, a lot of people just parrot whatever Reddit tells them to think

[eager quest]

cyberpunk is good now

i fuckin love it

[quasi sundial]

See

[hushed marsh]

It's trendy to hate on things without forming your own opinions

[heady crow]

Wdym you are not a part of the echo chamber hivemind?

[quasi sundial]

Low effort, sells anyways

[eager quest]

yes and

[eager quest]

https://tenor.com/view/gigachad-chad-gif-20773266

cdpr

[hushed marsh]

Now if only Witcher 3 was good

:)

[eager quest]

im tired of riot games making every woman character "sexy" in their own way

[eager quest]

peeps be acting unwise cuz of zoe

[quasi sundial]

The Witcher 3, generic open world shit gameplay, sold a lot and praised anyways

Standards are dead

[heady crow]

League players when their first born is a female human instead of a monster champion -> 😱

[hushed marsh]

You can roll your hand across an xbox controller and you're mastered the combat in the game

It feels like it was made by Ubisoft

[eager quest]

im a master of wanting to jump off a building after playing tarkov

[hushed marsh]

Relatable

[hushed marsh]

I wish your character didn't have Parkinson's disease when you try to shoot guns in Tarkov

[quasi sundial]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/644950883653648414/920522302800658483/9610552c922b4622aaaf14fe49f4d592.mp4

[hushed marsh]

I'm smoking crystal gayweed

[grizzled meadow]

The full video at last

[grizzled meadow]

Good morning at 1AM of the fucking night, goddamn it

[heady crow]

Goood moorniing

Whats up falco

You lovable italian man

[grizzled meadow]

Goddamn it

[gloomy roost]

Hahaha

I see Zoe

I

[clear prism]

What

[gloomy roost]

Also had a USB game earlier with Vi with zoe ult

[heady crow]

What

[plucky void]

https://tenor.com/view/shark-gif-21001056

[gloomy roost]

Worst decision of my day

[clear prism]

Epic embed failure

[plucky void]

tenor is a joke innit

[clear prism]

Yes

[heady crow]

Innit

[clear prism]

Never trust tenor

[plucky void]

oh I see

[hushed marsh]

Which Falco is the real one

[plucky void]

it's potentially nsfw

[heady crow]

It is for you to decide

[hushed marsh]

I'm scared

[clear prism]

Hello scared

[heady crow]

Hes gtanil

[hushed marsh]

Dad? You're back?

[clear prism]

🤝

No, I am @clear prism

[hushed marsh]

[clear prism]

Let me google that real quick

[glad kelp]

Me 😩

[hushed marsh]

Why is this motherfucker in the house!!

[clear prism]

Haha yes 👌

[heady crow]

Hes just like me fr

[gloomy roost]

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/466703037684121611/1000399263165075516/Gfycat-recklessdampeastrussiancoursinghounds.mp4

[clear prism]

Existing is funny

Sometimes your mere existence can annoy someone :)

[heady crow]

Thats why i choose to stay alive

[heady crow]

The world would be a better place without me

[plucky void]

crap I had a great meme I could send here for this

[heady crow]

I Expected for him to blow up

[plucky void]

it was "reasons to keep living" with several stuff
one of them was a middle finger with the caption "spite"
I then edited the meme to remove everything but the spite bit

[clear prism]

Not on my watch

[eager quest]

dumbass rat