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What the actual fuck
fuck outta here IEDY

iedy please cease to exist as a concept
there goes half of my chat screen
i am a walking advertisement alright
Ban him 
rich coming from you Azu
if the aliens would visit us you would be the first to be vaporized
chapter 4 again already?
good pace
Iedy must've gotten tilted from bad games of tarkov for that brainrot paragraph
no wait isnt that the chapter 5 perspective
havent played tarkov in a while now , im waiting for 1.0
chapter 3
he turned Escape from Duckov
you can move around in photo mode
oh
that will never happen as the aliens wont visit us because your stench keeps them away
chap 1 pov is the best one
didnt even know there is a photo mode
god bless me
only in the garage menu
from a shower
in assembly you can toggle "view mode"
when do i unlock the wings i keep seeing
do you mean things or the cluster rocket launcher
no the cluster
I like how the first gif when you input his name is this
like wings that are floating together or some shit
?
Good.
no
no getting mad i cant join a server 
i have these unlocked
Those are great
i think i maybe tripping balls
i wanted to run them but didnt fit in my en budget
i could have used one but that looked meh
slightly more understandable
i think i confused colored clusters for wings early on
cause evrything is filled with 1 man servers so its like nuh uh, theres no reason to make a server when everything filled existing ones
Do yall find yallselves spending more time modding Stalker than playing it?
@marsh cargo i think the reason why the game is so easy, is that enemy AI has no clue how to use the speed they got. just fought against a lightweight ac and he zoomed across my screen from left to right but missed every shot due to just spamming dash. I think the acs are just too fast for them 

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Stalcraft is fine, the setting of the game is Stalker but the game itself is not Stalker.
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@zinc crystal
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Stalcraft is fine, the setting of the game is Stalker but the game itself is not Stalker.
inb4 "uuuh this is a stupid rule, I don't like it and moderators stinks"
Cope
(the one posting this with !topic is a certified reddit mod)
you fucking reddit mods
don car
Fucking bunch of numbers
if i cant post my sdalgr content here nobody can

hassan-core
Like a true redditor
youre sdalgr content is s2 looking like far cry 1 in lowest settings
there is a reason nobody wants to see it
No bully doge
i bully doge

damn, you can time travel with your ancient pc?
nah its from a video 
yoooo
mail order stimulants soon
getting spammed with ng4 before the game comes out
at least it's ongbal and not some retard
yay
7 hours to finish silksong
and I'm stuck at Groal
im sure ng4 wont go no where even if you take 1 more hour 

ONGBALLLLL
happened to me with gta 5 when hades 2 came out 
WE LOVE THIS FUCKER
i mean you are you

i didnt wanna play gta 5 though
yea but I don't want gameplay spoilers so I ain't clickin 
not as in "i must 100%" this game first" mindset
genuinely didnt feel like playing it
cuz i was having so much fun in hades 2
tbh it feels like you dont wanna play most of the games you play but you want "mah achievements"
no lmao 
mah achievements things is just a coping mechanism for me to play the game longer
went 30-2 last match of breakthrough
lost ofc since this challenge makes you teamwork so hard

doge made me start playing gta v as the last game on this laptop
based
shit has been so fucking fun

i am preparing for the biiig union depository heist rn

im playing og cause potato
its literally a graphical upgrade
but enhanced is really nice
in theory it has some qol and faster load times
i played like twice on xbox and once on pc so no more gta 5 unless its waste money in online or play fivem freeroam servers
ray tracing and all the new graphic mods look so good
then do play enhanced
legacy is for old (poor) people like us
sp wise nothing but graphics
yeah
online wise more tuning and shit
people that have played ESO. its on sale rn for around 3$ should i go for it?
yes
There is also support for AMD FSR and NVIDIA DLSS (with Frame Generation support planned for both at a future date), and DualSense® controller support with adaptive triggers. Plus, faster loading times using SSD and DirectStorage on supported devices and configurations, enhanced support for higher resolutions, higher aspect ratios, and higher framerates, as well as enhanced audio with support for Dolby Atmos and improved fidelity of speech, cinematics, and music.
aka honestly i have no idea
tl;dr : next-gen update
for higher end pcs
aka everyone but doge
ah
I wonder if the 'faster loading times" also applies to online
because that's where the loading screens were a problem
probably so
nope
still as shit
I won't bother, then 
I could just play the post-game in GTAV, because I never did that
but.. probably not
i mean the out of carage and shit is faster but the initial server load isnt
dumbass post-game activities
classic rockstar
guess I'll just play rdr2 instead
"post game activities"
sports
I played plenty sports in online
I'm talking about the companies you can buy in GTAV and shit
like the waste disposal and whatever else
Played a lot of tennis in gtao 
they only give passive income which fucking sucks
holy shit 150 kills
the only "content" a company gives is the nuclear waste one
and the cab company for that 1 achievement
you got the auto-zeroing thing, hug a mountain and start clicking heads 
It would all change
preload is done
where's that gif of a guy holding some animal wildly chomping at the air
that's me rn
don't even know what animal it is
but it's me
i think its a dog thats against an airblower
youd be suprised how far 200m is in bf6

yea it's half the map
maps are tiny in this glorpshit game
not really
but it has this whole vibe with the moon shit
KILL YOURSEL-
ping
ping
evil

ping
my curse
watching arc raiders video for discord quest
bro uses flamethrower against a bot spider jumping at him
good job, now you have a bot spider ON FIRE hugging your face
nice car
kot
what is blessing my ears
people definitely go to steal wet concrete, specially in the poorer rural regions
lul
I wanna post a gif but I think I might get muted for it


there's this one bridge in new delhi that's famous for getting flooded, by several feet too
its either massive like firestorm or tiny like manhattan
turns out the brit that was building it heard "delhi receives like 8 inches of rain"
and assumed it was 8 inches in a year
it was 8 inches in a week


ironically enough firestorm got shrunk a lot

look up anthropology lore


Not your stunden

Vogel
my little duckov
good
silksong players: how do you rate ||cogwheel dancers|| difficulty-wise
I've seen ppl saying they're difficult
and I'm like
are gamers really this dumb and stupid nowadays

Quite correct
Another issue is ac don't really combo you
They just spam their main weapons and sometimes their support weapons
Not hard
One of the funnest bosses
they're like
a downgraded mantis lords
how do people think they're difficult
how
if that's hard, I wonder what they think of Groal 
Beastfly is my nemesis
afternoon nap complete
gonna pax my dei some more
Hop on abiotic

I killed savage beastfly... it gave me a bit of trouble but I killed her on the 4th try
Groal is just humiliating me
I haven't played since it went 1.0
WRONG CHANNEL
Wrong channel
fuck outta here with that header size
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@bold gyro
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Stalcraft is fine, the setting of the game is Stalker but the game itself is not Stalker.
inb4 "uuuh this is a stupid rule, I don't like it and moderators stinks"
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@bold gyro
NO STALKER, NO MEMES, NO POLITICS
General chat to talk about anything (except Stalker, we already have a whole server for that).
If you need to ask a question about GAMMA, ask in #newbies-chat.
Stalcraft is fine, the setting of the game is Stalker but the game itself is not Stalker.
inb4 "uuuh this is a stupid rule, I don't like it and moderators stinks"
Cope
(the one posting this with !topic is a certified reddit mod)
bruh
the runback to his arena is glorpshit
the gauntlet of enemies before he appears is glorpshit
he is glorpshit
guy that posts in giant letters says bruh to someone telling him to read the channel topic

Sam told me you could chuck a grenade in his mouth
But yeah fuck him
😔
best sub-weapon I got is a harpoon I got 20h playtime ago
oh and the jawa juice for attack speed
and apparently there's an item thingy that gives immunity to the water parasites but I couldn't find it
oh it's on a map I don't even know how to reach yet 
car-powered server
no p
!catbomb
still no image inspiro
Look at then cars 
not only do you post in the only channel you literally should not, you also mad eit extra bold to further annoy everyone

he yelled very loud and it hurt my ears
aight lunch break time
let's die to Groal a couple dozen more times
oh I am so fucking stupid. I got this oil and I forgot to upgrade the needle.
time to run back to bellhart... 
oil up bro
man the fast travel is so far
oh well
bilewater bgm so good tho
shit map, peak music
wtf the pinmaster wants rosaries for the upgrade now
cheap bastard
time to farm ig
what a prick
pharloom rent is high man
i think they just cut the useless areas from the outside of the map, but the actual road system etc is the same size 
got it first attempt today (after upgrading the needle)
in other words, fuck you bilewater
i hit a sick pill in tf2
looking out over the unspoiled wilderness
I regret I cannot turn it into a factory
😔
the as yet unspoiled wilderness
it's on the other side of the homelands line
we can't build there

can you chop the trees at least
Playing scream fortress or normal?
sad life of tf2
man i remember when holidays were peak tf2 time
new stuff , discounts , full servers , events

my influence
im scoutin with a pan
is that the krima lights one?
Ye
I will not watch them because I'm lazy
a fair trade
darn
im in a match man i got no time to trim atm
Not a bad suggestion
@sour rivet
a

https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:gmbojmhxy75a3mbrtztpwa3c/post/3m3ndzmqr2c2l
mod for starsector to add controller support




👋

I shoulda played it last night, I forgot the playtest was gonna end then
oh well
more important game releasing tonight anyway
its like 10 or 20 days away?
10
ye
yea but I don't wanna buy it

shoulda played the free playtest to get a feel for it
it would've helped me decide on a purchase
Tbh, if you enjoyed PUBG in 3rd person when it released, like the concept of extract shooter, and want crafting based progression, go for it
How’s the game boss?
never played pubg
Thought it was too simple. But then kind of liked it
simple is good 
@supple lotus kord feels nice 

wouldn't make a difference since the test ended last night
but I was silking my song
forgot all about it
Lessaria is the spiritual successor to Majesty
We're bringing back the RTS genre with indirect control. You build a kingdom, hire heroes, and they live their own lives, doing whatever they please. Try winning a battle with such an unpredictable army!
New ideas…
$19.92

Both Yakumo and Ryu are fun to play. It’s a bit disappointing that Ryu only has one weapon though. All chapters are playable with both characters. The Master Ninja difficulty is still no joke.
00:00 Yakumo
02:56 Ryu
05:18 Boss Fight
Get that weeb shit out of here, Lessaria just released!
A spiritual successor to Majesty

that sounds vaguely familiar
I don't think it's a clone, it has THE OG NARRARATOR
i kinda want a action game that encourages you to do few powerful and precise attacks over huge combos
game has no SOVL
what the fuck is a soul
any action game with a slow but strong weapon 
a miserable little pile of secrets
oh wait that's not how the dialogue goes
It's a kingdom sim where you built a kingdom and hire heroes, but you don't control the heroes directly, you set up bounties and the heroes decided if they wanna do it or nah
this?
I must've confused it with something else
it looks familiar but I don't think I actually played it.
please be good please be good
got this plastered on my youtube front page but I won't click
I wanna experience it all firsthand tonight
see, that's the thing, i dont want it to be a big and slow weapon 
ye, this is the old one, there's also Majesty 2
ok it's sounding like "did you like majesty 1 & 2? then you'll like Majesty 3 Lessaria"
here's hoping, I remember liking Majesty 2
should be decently sized, but not huge. and should be moderately fast with a proper form
do you also not want the game to be centered around parrying, I assume? 
parrying is fine
because games with 'few but precise high damage attacks" are usually parry games
sekiro, mgrr
onimusha
my usual trick is to read the negative reviews and see if what they're complaining about seems legit or not
so uh... dungeon keeper but you're actually the good guy it seems?
Being unable to directly control your forces reminds me of dungeon keeper immediately
I usually go to discussions and see what's up there
im talking even more extreme into that "Few strikes" thing but yes, love sekiro, though mgrr is more of combo game i think
played it that way at least
well so that game seems like it's good because it barely came out and there's a moron with a russian username whining that it has no SOVL
fwiw the main topics are "like majesty (positive)", "like majesty (negative)", " i can't believe there's no multiplayer"
it's just my flavor of power fantasy, dont read too deep into it
some like big combos, i like quick and powerful
mercy, so to say
kind of. You don't really built any traps or anythin. You basically build the town, make guilds, hire heroes from it and post bounties. The heroes then decide if they wanna do the bounties, if they do then they get the money you posted and they spend the money in your town to buy gear
anyway wishlisted that bitch, might buy it 15 years later or pick it up when it comes out for free on epic
now time for 2nd job
then silk my song until 9pm

soooo, good game, got it

You guys know majesty?
my kind of power fantasy is a tony hawk combo and a super mario 64 movement video
Thats crazy
but that kinda doesn't exist outside of doom eternal
I know nobody who knows that game, i still play from time to time
actually, they did a fucking retarded thing @charred pewter , they locked survival mode(sandbox) and a hero behind supporter pack DLC, so basically they have day 1 DLC that is... Basically required
the people you know are shit then
Majesty 2 was great
also
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Im acoustic :)
sorry gex but your gold-plated shit has been delayed
I Am Your Beast is a shortform covert revenge thriller FPS about getting hunted across the North American wilderness by the military-industrial complex — and turning the tables.
You are secret agent Alphonse Harding. Retired for six years, you've been asked to complete ‘one last job’, one too many times. Declining your latest mission set…
$19.99
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But also cool how you called everyone here shit because you two seem to be the only ppl who know it 
they are

I still have the majesty 1 disc somewhere
Maybe i will play 2 later, if i can bear restarting the 80th time because it doesnt have cloudsave
ultrakill?
SAMSHO 
wat
sire no
love me some samsho
goofy ass non-parry fighting game 
they should've added the poise bar to 2019
It’s the new one ?
samsho is a parry game tho
it's like a core ass mechanic
Lowkey looking forward to play Ninja Gaiden from PS2 era on my AYN Thor 
i mean you do more than parry tho
ye true
Doesnt change that i played it on different pc
yeah
releases in 5 hours
bro
😢
Actually i think last time i played it up to the skeleton dude, it was on the Laptop of my ex
Would be funny to DM her and ask if she could let me get my savefiles 
Looks cool, gives me Rising Revengeance vibes
He got your saves in the divorce
Maybe i have to revert back to an old arc
oh no
To my original numbers
be ready for the poop ball
the what
the swamp germans have built a strange monument

why are there so many chairs
looks more like an meetin point for anonnymus alcoholics
Rat has an drinking problem maybe ?
is this a musical chairs setup or a circlejerking one 
the cuck circle
imma leave before they find me
i fear it may be too late

rat real talk a copel things cant have a right time a smoke break and looking up in the sky
it can be 1 am or 1 pm it still kiks in hard
nothing really beats a moment of silence at 1am
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE
especaly when your at work and have an moment of silence
found the article i was looking for on page 5294
why did you need to open a 8k page pdf file
becuase knowledge is gatekept for the rich
damnation
just grab the most experienced person in your position and absord the knowledge from their brain
(i could not find it easily accessible without paying for it even though my university should have access)
suck it out with a straw
I meant more in the way of "inescapable frenzy"
fuck no
its a full compiled pdf of the 12 volumes of the 2003 issue of the psychology handbook
published by wiley and sons
never seen that enemy
but i know that tree i think
has to be school where the old man is hanging around
my brain is beyond fuck today idk why
6 hours of sleep arent enough i suppose
You're the hunter in the gif
augmented human c4-621, beat balteus's ass
augmented human c4-621, get freaky with it
augmented human c4-621, juju on that beat
you're aware 
Textbook publishers are all kinda ass
||still no idea why ayre says combat mode engaged in the last ending. did we just scatter all those useless atom souls to armored cores so we can fight everyone or wha||
||girl should have never got access to the ibis ac||
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people say gacha games are a plague on society
You wake from a strange dream to find yourself in the world of Duckov.
Beyond the safety of your base, enemies lurk in every corner. In this seemingly peaceful yet perilous world, you must tread carefully, exploring and scavenging for supplies.
Start your journey as an Average Duck—ordinary stats, one basic gun. Gather all sorts of curious…
$15.83
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imagine if scientific journal publishers didnt employ predatory monetisation practices

we have many enemies
predate on these high impact articles
so bitch just wants to kill her family i suppose

i think the spread cross the stars part is exaggerated 
corpos probably still around
but we'll destroy them all
i think it might just be true, remember all heavy metals were spread across the cosmos from explosions
my headcanon is coral is everywhere now, and some pilot coral tech based ACs
can't wait for my redshift moonlight to gain sentience

those are friends :3
yeah i also engage combat mode when im with friends
surely
ayre just got bloodthirsty from trying it out once
girl is crazy

brother
i am crazy
and she's in my head
what did you expect?
that's like
crazy squared
my raven was pretty reasonable
let me get the screenshot when i finished the 3rd ending for the first time
like my actual reaction
my raven is wanted in 23 planets
i think he offline
good
all this yeah iguazu is weak minded, easy to manipulate and assimilate into the ai
yeah, i get that
but maaaan
3rd ending felt like some bonus stuff that isnt really canon but some "what if?"
thats how it felt to me
yes, comes out in 5 hours
3rd ending is canon though

says who
Get used to it
We have no canon ending
Ohh just wait for it
first half of the game is designed by platinum games and plays very much like Metal Gear Rising
second half is made by team ninja and you play as Ryu
can't blame you, its too open
i did like the progression they made with iguazu though
nah didnt mind that
It makes the most sense and concludes the game though
its actually just about iguazu for me
we watched bro go insane live in 4k
Hes your whole personality now
mf is just weak and cant really hear the voices but somehow he can and then he cries about it
specially with him being gen 4 coral augmented, he was able to percieve ayre and other voices of coral but not understand them
we drove the poor mf to insanity just by existing
"Muh my ears are ringing" that fucking machine of yours surely has some spotify, get over it

pretty sure he's reacting to ayre in our head
since he always complains about it only when fighting us
shall he get himself a nice voice
and not listen to ours
zero rizz mf
even michigan didnt like him
and why are all mentions of coral that its a female voice
why is there no male coral voice hm?
i feel offended.

loved doing the entire game with a quad pistol ultralightweight AC
flugel spam the run
used the same ac all the way
if i replay the game again i will build/use the same ac as well
just like i used the same greatsword for any souls
really?
damn that's respectable
then again i played pre boss nerf and you're palying now (post gun buffs)
build variety doesnt interest me, i wanna find out what works and when it works i dont change it
its fun as it is, experimenting isnt for me
im not good with experimenting
that as well
tbh experimentation really goes insane in pvp
i wanna play pvp but uh
pve has too much to account for, a lot of the options just get rejected outright
funny version i have
oh you're playing on the Funny™ versions huh

you probbaly can still get pvp* to work, i don't think there's an anticheat/drm gatekeeping it
coop gae, i wanna crush losers in ranked
meant to say pvp
(my build is probably so not meta i would get my ass handed to me in d rank but yeah)
Whoops, all zimmerman
but there's a coop mod
oh you'd be super surprised how the most random ass builds can wipe the floor in top rank pvp
ac6 is all about knowing your mech and playing around it
i thought about selling my cs knife to buy ac6
look up Thryfe on yt he makes some insane pvp content
would be annoying to get my savefile transfered but whatever
oh you havent seen my ac yet right?
Winning games with speed alone!
More - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtO1zLHjb9GKFMDgmKpWTdmEabGi30sFW
00:00 intro
2:25 All laced up
5:20 wuergs
8:08 lightweight battle
11:08 haldemans
13:22 I believe!
16:17 Lamm chase
20:51 double melee
23:54 ludlow javelin
27:03 build talk
This build puts out a ton of pressure and it's funny as hell.
More - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtO1zLHjb9GKFMDgmKpWTdmEabGi30sFW
00:00 intro
1:42 bunker shotguns
4:19 hmmr and scudder?
6:22 ludlow bunk!
9:47 BULLETS
13:11 no runnin
17:04 it actually ended liked that
20:26 it's a sign
24:29 talking about the build
26:04 paint settings
i think my build or rather my mental would probably get destroyed by lightweights
if missiles dont hit im screwed
pretty decent all rounder it looks like
the alula might be questionable but sure
i never changed the booster
Last i rember i was doin a whole coral build
full coral build on the HAL frame goes HARD
didnt see a flat stat improvement on the others and the descriptions didnt really help me either so i stayed with what worked

from what i can see, you can go with lighter legs and still be chilling
would make you enjoy the benefits of the alula booster even more
🫂
nah would be instantly overburdened iirc

alcoholic moron
Pitched his Ayran

Wtf
don't buy full price, get on sale
he was too fucked up with alcohol
i wanna pvp now!
but i would get my knife money in 2 days anyway so nah
when there's a sale going on you'll be able to get this AND something like BF6 at the same time

he was so fucked up that his eyes were so fucking red that it was so hard to see his pupils
like my pc could run bf6
Its dumb to make jokes now but i wish him save travels to Germany.May Bürgergeld protect him
oh god
Fuck him
he would ruin germany
we could use another döner shop, we only have like 7 in one street

Nah were full with drunk tards
sell the knife and buy a second hand gpu, lots of decent ones on the second hand market - something with 4 gigs of vram at least
egotastic / "im always right" mentality / pessimistic / child trapped in an old body
best site where i could sell it for paypal money would be like 75
Every turkish male i met personaly
thats not really what i want
yeah 75 is good enough to get an upgrade
not like this one
i am not kidding
i fucking held back today
i almost became a murderer
today
i mean you'd be able to enjoy more Funny™ version of game with the 75 buck gpu
it scares me
🫂
the fact that i almost beat up my dad
Hey fellow BF6 players Is it me or the bullet spread on guns MAKES COMICAL FUCKING OUTLINE OF ENEMIES WHILE THEY CAN MAG DUMP ME FROM 600METERS AWAY ALL HEADSHOTS
Dont let his problems become yours,good riddance if hes insuferable and gone for at least now
welcome to the club🫂
takes a deep breath
git gud
I forgot to ping @blazing maple
i tried so hard to convince him to the point i actually shrugged him against a wall
there's something seriously wrong with bullet spread tho

he wouldn't even look at me in the eye
you've gone through a lot man
he looked at me once and they werent even human
half open
pure red
pupils barely visible
how does alcohol even manage that
like what the fuck
its tuned to favor tap firing from what i've seen
tap fire and bursts
there is unintended bloom
man
Exactly like this
are you sure he wasnt on other substences?
i am not even kidding
he reeked of alcohol when i held him against a wall
alcohol does such things
doesnt need to be anything else
should have seen me on some nights, i looked like ken kaneki
meant more than just alcohol
i dont know
Yeah the father of a friend left him and his family,was also alcoholic.His face was like a british bulldog from the alcohol
Good that you intervened then
he was gripping his hand like a fist
screaming at her
he threw stuff at her face
i am telling you
i almost became a murderer today
and that scares me
so fucking much
First and foremost you need to calm down
Any idea why he's so angry?
my guy he was DRUNK
the biggest nothing burger of all
my mom saw he left the main door open and asked my dad to close it
he said "it was always open"
then she said "come on close it then its meant to be closed"
as a jokingly manner
he brokedown after that
my step dad was a wretched bastard and its a wonder my mom stayed with him for as long as she did
its my mom man
Still,stay calm
Ohh
tension all time high
the tension gadget is not even able to calculate her sugar / tension
Yeah sit down with her and just talk
reason why i was afk for 3 hours
If he comes back aggro and drunk you might call the cops next time
she drank 3-4 lemon filled tea to calm herself but it didn't move a number at all
Oof
i am sending his ass to a mental hospital
this has been going on with my mom for 35 years
as a child they hid it from us
knowing it would give us ptsd / trauma whatever
but fuck that
i almost became a FUCKING murderer today man
i aint letting him touch my fucking mom
Then you might discuss further steps already and get a restraining order
It all takes time
The sooner the bettee
he is only like this when he is drunk
actual personality disorder
while sober all soft / child like / wholesome
while drunk we are his number 1 enemy
Doesnt change the fact you said multiple times you murdered him almost
hes not the only one
because he almost hurt my mom for the 1st time
this is the 1st time he held his hand against my mom
Understandable but think before acting pls
oh trust me
tell me doge
what would you do if you see him again
i fucking thinked
a lot during that convo
i tried to persuade
shake him
talk him out
he just mumbled
kept saying the same stuff
even when i held him against the wall he was still saying the same shit over and over
i dont know
i guess not talk to him for a while
Il post nice cars and leave,the wife wants attention
okay
sorry to trouble you
you are already stronger than i am
you're fine to vent 
shits fucked
i feel ya
its oddly terrifying.
thinking about if i would feel sad or not if he died 1 day
it terrifies me to think like that
its my dad
Its all good,just dont do bad shit
You can vent all you want and we dont wanna see you gone 
oh i got my foam legstand to vent all my rage dw

i stabbed it multiple times today
its a great relief tool
made me calm
wish i had a way to vent rage
i tend to just bottle it up
which is NOT good for the mental health
it is indeed not.
only thing that really helped me personally, was doing martial arts and fully exhaust myself 3 times a week
try to get smth "disposable" like a foam stand like mine or a sandbag (please dont use actual sandbag it would make everything sandy)
also do not get a body too 
so imagine a newly 18 year old kid
2 days after his birthday his fucking bastard of a stepdad decides to do more bullshit and cheat again after constant arguments already happening the months prior
to the point there was no more reason to bottle shit
jesus
you say you almost became a murderer?
im still willing
i would feel no regret if i see hinm
he fucked me and my moms mental state to the point i cant recognize her anymore
I'm so mentally well adjusted and therapized I'm at the point where if my brother finally did me a favour for once and offed himself i'd just react like:
not because its your dad or anything
but you would be the one getting punished instead
shit, kord might be my fav assault rifle so far
hes not my dad
not worth it
his son was also a bastard
eyyup
y'all got some serious issues I couldn't ever possibly resonate with but wishing someone's death sounds like a... let's just say
localhost issue 
he OD a year prior to all this stuff tho
people killed for less
doesn't make it right
then go ahead 
knowing he cannot fuck up anyone else's life up
brother i am nowhere near him
Oh i don't wish death on my brother but I'm just aware if he died I'd be relieved moreso than sad
thats 1 way to look at it. But think of it like this. What about the other way ? maybe instead of letting him make you enraged all the time. Ignore him. Keep him out of your head
this is the first time its popped up for a while
sorry 
you mentioning your issues today brought it back
I go for 5 minutes and people say such things about relatives
i needed to vent
its al good
doge vented and other people decided to join in about stuff
When did take it all in and let it out on your childs in 30 years not be a thing anymore
once therapy started becoming popular and 'acceptable'
group therapy
instead of "something only crazies would do"
is good
i mean in my case my brother's a neonazi who fantisies about killing minorities and he physically and verbally abused me and my family for most of my highschool years before becoming an alcoholic.
Not exactly someone I want to bother having positive emotions for.
fuck that dude!
life is a fuck
sheltered for most of me life
most emotions are numbed
Im Sure he is just misunderstood

the timing
reto

just an uwu small bean has never done no wrong so mistunderstood

Thats the coolest rat so far ngl
and I thought my family was mal-adjusted because my uncles fought each other over their parents' stuff after they died

1 day yasu needs to send ALL of his rats
The server would catch on fire
that's like the most normal thing ever tho real talk
I know
My family is alright, my Cousins are all pretty stupid but alright
my fucking god











